#fuck you dysphoria
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Selfie from a bit ago. Came out cute.
I think I like how I look nowadays, and that’s still weird to me.
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I wish I was cool but unfortunately I am a closeted transmasc so I am only allowed to suffer
#transgender#transmasc#trans male#trans man#closeted#closeted trans#being trans sucks#like wdym I can't be a bimbo#fuck you dysphoria
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Fuck it, i'm butch, i'm genderqueer, I'M MASCULINE AND HOT, AND THE FACT THAT I HAVE BOOBS DOESN'T CHANGE THAT
#fuck you dysphoria#I WIN WITH THE POWER OF NOT GIVING A FUCK ANYMORE#I DRESS HOW I WANT AND IF MY BRAIN AND SOME IDIOTS HAVE A PROBLEM WITH IT FUCK THEM#fuck depression fuck anxiety and fuck social norms#IM QUEER AND AWESOME#lgbtq#queer#enby#nonbinary#personal#ramblings#lesbian#aroace lesbian#gnc lesbian
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I bought nail polish today. This is a big win for me. I'm finally comfortable enough in my gender to do 'girly' things.
I didn't think I'd ever get to this point. I was working EMS, so I wasn't able to wear nail polish anyway. I've been off work for a while now due to long term illness. But that also means money's tight.
But I did it. I bought nail polish.
#nonbinary#trans#transmasc#malepolish#nail polish#fuck you dysphoria#dysphoria can eat my packer#neurospicy#pretty colours#crow brain got me like#self care#treat yo self#overcoming dysphoria#gender fuckery#trans win#oops i'm trans
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dude I just got tipsy and showered and it worked? I was humming stupid songs and it helped a lot
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Had awesome sex yesterday only to ruin the after cuddling session with ugly dysphoria crying.
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there is a person standing 73 yards some distance away, watching you. they look like they’re trying to tell you something. you can’t get away from them, nor can you get close to them. they’re just...standing there.
so your friends and loved ones try to help you by talking to them, and the person must be saying something to them, because they look at you differently now. but you have no idea what it was, all you hear is static.
you try to tell them not to listen to the person, but no matter what you do, no matter how much you plead with them, they look up at you with suspicion-hatred-fear and just run. they don’t care where they’re going, just that you’re not there. and you can’t do anything to stop it.
the more that the people in your life care about you, the worse it is, because anyone who tries to help is turned against you. so you are just gradually shut out of your own life by the people you love the most, until eventually you no longer recognize your surroundings.
there is a person standing 73 yards some distance away, watching you.
#doctor who#doctor who spoilers#ruby sunday#carla sunday#73 yards#idk what this is#I just had to get something out when I saw the part with ruby’s mother running away from her with that cold look in her eyes#and that fucking phone call godddd#me: “hm I wonder why this episode about people turning against you and running away for an unknown reason is hitting me so hard”#like oh yeah it’s the rejection sensitive dysphoria. this is literally my worst fear#anyway BACK TO THE EPISODE#my writing#?? I guess#mine#100#500#1000
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you know how infuriating it is when your little brother shoots up in a year? and you've already got enough body issues going on? and hes fucking RUDE about it on top?
raph doesnt cope well. he needs a fucking outlet. (next)
#tmnt#tmnt iteration#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt au#tmnt raphael#tmnt leonardo#tmnt splinter#tmnt raph#tmnt leo#shredded descent#tmnt fan comic#cw dysphoria#cw violence#raph#splinter#leo#art#we're like at most a year post leaving shredder i dont wanna keep the timeline too strict#and he and leo just DOOOOOOOONT get along at all cuz raph does shit like that and leos fucking rude#this one shouldnt get to be too much dont worry I WONDER WHO CAN HELP RAPH GET HIS SHIT OUT.....#also ey dont let adults compare you to other adults they hate cuz thats a fucked up thing we shouldnt let slide!#coughs
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I just realised I completely forgot to show my finished Arthur cosplay so here!!
You can find the process of me making the hat here! Everything including the hat and the materials was purchased second hand and using things I already had (the rope, jeans, journal, neckerchief, etc) so it's a very budget cosplay but I think it turned out well! The total came to about £45, there's receipts here if you're interested <3
#I did the drawings in the journal throughout the day at comic con and it was really fun!!#don't mind mr barrowman being in there I went to meet him too he was very lovely#the total for everything would be less if it wasn't for shipping costs <\3#but I fucking love that the riding boots have horseshoes at the bottom!!#the spurs make such a satisfying sound when I walk with them on#*insert that one post about spurs helping cowboy dysphoria here*#and yes that is a banana in my gun holster#the venue had a no imitation gun policy so I improvised#it was really funny#but yeah I had lots of compliments!!!#so I did something right!#mick squeaks#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#arthur morgan#red dead redemption community#arthur morgan cosplay#cosplay#<3#sometimes I feel like a crazy person when I recommend people buying second hand stuff#but I really do recommended it!!#it saves money and helps people in the long run#vinted and ebay and thrift shops are a lifesaver#love you all <3
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People on TikTok think mpreg is funny and unbelievable and weird like "imagine if men gave birth!" and "OMG MPREG REFERENCE???" it's like
BRO. THERE ALREADY ARE. IT'S NOT A CUTE YAOI/BL OMEGA VERSE MANGA, PREGNANT TRANS MEN EXIST??? THERE ARE MEN WHO CARRY? SEAHORSE DADS ARE REAL
#echo rants#pregnancy#lgbtq#transphobes#im sorry it's just legitimately so fucking annoying seeing normies talk about mpreg like its impossible#while not acknowledging that trans people exist#preg kink aside these are real people with struggles from systemic issues with prenatal care and discrimination#people who grapple with gender dysphoria to start their own family#real people go through this every day#even if you don't see it#get educated
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decomposition (dysphoria) // june 2023
#GOSH i kept forgetting to post this one. do you all love her. be honest with me#poems about being trans#poems about being nonbinary#it's me and comparing my body to horror tropes for real. this and the haunted house one...#poetry#poem#poems#poets on tumblr#poems and poetry#poetsandwriters#original poetry#original poem#trans poet#trans poetry#gender dysphoria#thinking about the title still. it was just decomposition originally but i kind of fuck with laying out the metaphor more clearly...#and hey it works for all kinds of dysphoria! isn't that awesome#let me know your thoughts. in the comments below
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look i know todd coward cares next to nothing for actual humans but transgenderism in elder scrolls is For Me, a Man with Removable Bits, and my love of this franchise
Here we goes
Argonians can just talk to a tree and get immediate top/bottom surgery. First of all, we knew the Gender Fluid came from nature, humans have been making herbaceous pastes and fluids for centuries that help block estrogen/testosterone. Second, lucky bitches. Where the Hist at can I get an amen
Orcs probably have the wise woman do their hormone potions and then the surgery when needed. I personally like to think Grar the big and bulky is like ‘take this paralysis sleep mixture and then we will remove the organ you deem unworthy.’ Malacath is god of the outcast, and of the strong and worthy, and who would understand that more than a trans Orc?
Altmer just use the Alteration/Restoration school. Their plentiful magicka means they can use some form of Transmute spell to remove bits and Restoration to heal afterwards. Likely takes way more skill and only highly trained mages may do the Transition Spells but it would be funny if i just *skyrim spell noise* grow peepee
Bosmer do a mix of Altmer and Argonian shit, but in a different way. Herbs and potions for the hormone blocking, and ancient forest magic to make things get off the bod. Hircine can and has killed others who hunt the trans Bosmer, for to hunt prey that is already weak is dishonorable to him. (Yeah, OOC for Hircine, but it’s my treat)
Dunmer call upon spells, potions, and the Daedra. Azura warped their body in appearance as a curse, so logically, she could do it again for the removal of tiddy. Doesn’t mean she would, though, so the Dunmer call upon Telvanni wizards to help out with the grueling and difficult magic of gender affirmation. Hey, maybe Neloth will grant you two dicks instead of one for research purposes. Go grandpa go
Khajiit would just…do really problematic surgery in a back alley with nothing but skooma and moon sugar to help them brave the pain. I don’t know how they would do trans shit, it’s a cat with dick barbs. I don’t want those.
All the human races can’t do spells as well, nor can they brew potions with utmost care, but dammit, they want to feel whole, so the try every way they can. Wise women in Morthal, mages in taverns, the College of Winterhold, and every other method under the sun. I’d be bitten by a vampire to go get their magic skills and make myself feel me if i could, but nah that doesn’t exist.
I am glad i live in a state where gender-affirming medical care is still possible, and where trans children have no need to worry about hiding themselves until they turn 18. For the rest of my brothers and sisters, I can’t tell you how sorry I am and how i wail for you. We’ll have our win, we’re still fighting, and we’re still here. I love you guys.
Stay frosty in Dawnstar my bitches
#transgender#tes#skyrim#i made up elder scrolls lore because it’s My Dysphoria and I get to choose the feeling better method#anyway fuck you JK I am real and lizard wizards are better than your bitches
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the transandrophobia discourse is fucking stupid and bigoted and the same old exclusionary hat we've seen over and over again
but what really gets me about it is how STUPID it is?? i mean, no, i haven't experienced EXACTLY what any other trans person has experienced, but the idea that trans men and women don't have BASICALLY the same experiences is insane. the differences between me and a trans woman are imo about the same as, say, a non-op and a post-op trans person. or a trans person deep in a red state and a trans person that lives in new york. honestly i think either of those differences actually matters MORE for shared experiences. i've spoken to lots of trans people of various gender configurations and SOMEHOW we all know wtf is going on with the others.
also im not going to argue about this if you think trans men are significantly privileged then just block me now man. and also get off the internet and interact with real society, which hates all of us pretty equally.
#disk horse /#like. i know trans men and women who have been hassled in bathrooms. who are afraid to go out in public.#who have dealt with the same dysphoria#anyway this post brought to you by the hot take 'binary trans men dont know what its like to be a woman'#which is one of the more insane things ive ever seen#we've BOTH crossed over that line. we've seen whats on either side of it.#thats literally what trans MEANS.#a trans man may not know SPECIFICALLY what you feel as a woman#but dear god we arent aliens we can fucking figure it out
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goddamn being biologically female really is like a lifetime prison sentence without a chance for parole isn't it
#at this point the hope of someday getting on T is what's keeping me alive right now (only exaggeration dont worry lol)#fuck#sorry for the vent#tw#vent#vent tag#vent post#tw vent#personal vent#dysphoria vent#cw dysphoria#tw dysphoria#trans vent#ftm dysphoria#trans ftm#ftm#trans#fuck periods#if you're a terf/radfem get the fuck away from here i hate you
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local transexual idiot “trying to go out on the town but having gender problems” 7 dead 43 injured. this has been news for you we’ll be back with more on the hour
#dysphoria fucking crazy it’ll have you saying shit like ‘why don’t i have any masculine bags’ ITS A BAG.#text#trans
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have you ever considered...that identifying out of woman/girlhood because you don't relate to the societal implications, expectations, etc... contributes to making womanhood (feel) even more restrictive? maybe you feel better when thinking of yourself as anything but a girl/woman because you do not feel like a woman (what does that even mean?) but in my opinion you just added another brick into the prisonwall that is gender.
#just my opinion#i wish it was more accepted to question gender identity and to encourage others to question WHY they dont feel like#they “fit” their gender#and your actions have consequences for others too#there will be girls after you who UNDERSTANDABLY hate being perceived as female but their take away will not be that society sucks for wome#and needs to be changed and change happens with every gnc woman and girl who stands her ground and says fuck you to the gendered expectatio#placed upon her from the moment of her birth#but she will take away that as she does not fit the narrow societal definition of womanhood that there is no space for her in it and#that SHE needs to change and this goes on and on until womanhood is simply the label for people who present the most sexist stereotype of#what a woman is#and the fact that i get asked for my pronouns since having short hair and the girl with long hair next to me isnt is a fucking sign of that#and also i beg you to question why a pronoun a tiny word other ppl use when talking about you is SO loaded with negative/positive#implications that it holds so much importance for you#all this applies specifically for ppl without dysphoria btw#i also believe that dysphoria is at least heavily influenced by societal expectations too but its a bit more complicated#personal#you may send me death threats now lol i dont even care anymore#radfem safe#radblr#radfems do touch
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