#fuck you dysphoria
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Selfie from a bit ago. Came out cute.
I think I like how I look nowadays, and that’s still weird to me.
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I wish I was cool but unfortunately I am a closeted transmasc so I am only allowed to suffer
#transgender#transmasc#trans male#trans man#closeted#closeted trans#being trans sucks#like wdym I can't be a bimbo#fuck you dysphoria
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Fuck it, i'm butch, i'm genderqueer, I'M MASCULINE AND HOT, AND THE FACT THAT I HAVE BOOBS DOESN'T CHANGE THAT
#fuck you dysphoria#I WIN WITH THE POWER OF NOT GIVING A FUCK ANYMORE#I DRESS HOW I WANT AND IF MY BRAIN AND SOME IDIOTS HAVE A PROBLEM WITH IT FUCK THEM#fuck depression fuck anxiety and fuck social norms#IM QUEER AND AWESOME#lgbtq#queer#enby#nonbinary#personal#ramblings#lesbian#aroace lesbian#gnc lesbian
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I bought nail polish today. This is a big win for me. I'm finally comfortable enough in my gender to do 'girly' things.
I didn't think I'd ever get to this point. I was working EMS, so I wasn't able to wear nail polish anyway. I've been off work for a while now due to long term illness. But that also means money's tight.
But I did it. I bought nail polish.
#nonbinary#trans#transmasc#malepolish#nail polish#fuck you dysphoria#dysphoria can eat my packer#neurospicy#pretty colours#crow brain got me like#self care#treat yo self#overcoming dysphoria#gender fuckery#trans win#oops i'm trans
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dude I just got tipsy and showered and it worked? I was humming stupid songs and it helped a lot
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Had awesome sex yesterday only to ruin the after cuddling session with ugly dysphoria crying.
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there is a person standing 73 yards some distance away, watching you. they look like they’re trying to tell you something. you can’t get away from them, nor can you get close to them. they’re just...standing there.
so your friends and loved ones try to help you by talking to them, and the person must be saying something to them, because they look at you differently now. but you have no idea what it was, all you hear is static.
you try to tell them not to listen to the person, but no matter what you do, no matter how much you plead with them, they look up at you with suspicion-hatred-fear and just run. they don’t care where they’re going, just that you’re not there. and you can’t do anything to stop it.
the more that the people in your life care about you, the worse it is, because anyone who tries to help is turned against you. so you are just gradually shut out of your own life by the people you love the most, until eventually you no longer recognize your surroundings.
there is a person standing 73 yards some distance away, watching you.
#doctor who#doctor who spoilers#ruby sunday#carla sunday#73 yards#idk what this is#I just had to get something out when I saw the part with ruby’s mother running away from her with that cold look in her eyes#and that fucking phone call godddd#me: “hm I wonder why this episode about people turning against you and running away for an unknown reason is hitting me so hard”#like oh yeah it’s the rejection sensitive dysphoria. this is literally my worst fear#anyway BACK TO THE EPISODE#my writing#?? I guess#mine#my art#100#500#1000
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you know how infuriating it is when your little brother shoots up in a year? and you've already got enough body issues going on? and hes fucking RUDE about it on top?
raph doesnt cope well. he needs a fucking outlet. (next)
#tmnt#tmnt iteration#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt au#tmnt raphael#tmnt leonardo#tmnt splinter#tmnt raph#tmnt leo#shredded descent#tmnt fan comic#cw dysphoria#cw violence#raph#splinter#leo#art#we're like at most a year post leaving shredder i dont wanna keep the timeline too strict#and he and leo just DOOOOOOOONT get along at all cuz raph does shit like that and leos fucking rude#this one shouldnt get to be too much dont worry I WONDER WHO CAN HELP RAPH GET HIS SHIT OUT.....#also ey dont let adults compare you to other adults they hate cuz thats a fucked up thing we shouldnt let slide!#coughs
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when a cis person gets medical surgery and treatment to allign closer with their coercively assigned gender at birth, that is in fact, different, to when a transgender person does it.
yes, even if they're the same surgeries! and yes, even if the cis person is intersex!
that does not make a cisgender person meaningfully "trans" in any way what are you people talking about?
being transgender is kinda, fundamentally about being a different gender than you were assigned at birth! and the societal pressures that come with being that are always going to be different than someone who has the same gender that society assigns them!
like this line of thought implies that, being transgender is just a process of surgeries and hormones and medicalization? which, i shouldn't have to tell you that's transphobic but it kinda fuckin is !
i'm sorry but this is just a nonsensical concept and following it to any of its logical conclusions implies really weird things about transgender people and intersex people.
#juney.txt#people seem to have this weird conception of intersex-ness that like#it's just magically complicating somehow#in a way that just kinda seems like any time intersex people are brought into the conversation#they just don't wanna think about it anymore.#and just throw their hands up and go ''well whatever none of the pressures of society apply here anything at all can happen''#just idk#the example i was given seems really fuckin obvious to me in how not trans it is#like ''oh if an intersex afab woman's body started masculinizing and it made her dysphoric#and she started taking hormones to relieve that dysphoria#wouldn't that make her an afab trans woman?''#like no what the fuck are you talking about#like even if we're just treating trans-ness as a purely medical thing for some reason#surely you can see the difference between taking hormones to allign closer with the gender society wants you to be#and the gender society doesn't want you to be#surely you can imagine the latter might come with a hell of a lot more roadblocks and medical gatekeeping and discrimination right
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I just realised I completely forgot to show my finished Arthur cosplay so here!!
You can find the process of me making the hat here! Everything including the hat and the materials was purchased second hand and using things I already had (the rope, jeans, journal, neckerchief, etc) so it's a very budget cosplay but I think it turned out well! The total came to about £45, there's receipts here if you're interested <3
#I did the drawings in the journal throughout the day at comic con and it was really fun!!#don't mind mr barrowman being in there I went to meet him too he was very lovely#the total for everything would be less if it wasn't for shipping costs <\3#but I fucking love that the riding boots have horseshoes at the bottom!!#the spurs make such a satisfying sound when I walk with them on#*insert that one post about spurs helping cowboy dysphoria here*#and yes that is a banana in my gun holster#the venue had a no imitation gun policy so I improvised#it was really funny#but yeah I had lots of compliments!!!#so I did something right!#mick squeaks#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#arthur morgan#red dead redemption community#arthur morgan cosplay#cosplay#<3#sometimes I feel like a crazy person when I recommend people buying second hand stuff#but I really do recommended it!!#it saves money and helps people in the long run#vinted and ebay and thrift shops are a lifesaver#love you all <3
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People on TikTok think mpreg is funny and unbelievable and weird like "imagine if men gave birth!" and "OMG MPREG REFERENCE???" it's like
BRO. THERE ALREADY ARE. IT'S NOT A CUTE YAOI/BL OMEGA VERSE MANGA, PREGNANT TRANS MEN EXIST??? THERE ARE MEN WHO CARRY? SEAHORSE DADS ARE REAL
#echo rants#pregnancy#lgbtq#transphobes#im sorry it's just legitimately so fucking annoying seeing normies talk about mpreg like its impossible#while not acknowledging that trans people exist#preg kink aside these are real people with struggles from systemic issues with prenatal care and discrimination#people who grapple with gender dysphoria to start their own family#real people go through this every day#even if you don't see it#get educated
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Sometimes i feel like some phannies have zero critical thinking. Shaking yall by the shoulders and saying. Dan is gay. Dan is gayyyy. Dan is GAY! Dan is a homosexual man!!!!!!!!!!
#saw someone say that they legitimately thought Dan was coming out as no longer gay because in the newlyweds video they called Phil gayer#they said Phil aligned with the term gay but Dan was queer and fluid??#brother queer just means anyone who is QUEER it doesn’t cancel out gayness#he worked so fucking hard for this label let him fucking have it#and yes this does tie into me not being a fan of dangender but whatever#even if you do believe in dangender he’s still a fucking gay man a fucking homosexual#ugh aidudjajrhejej#he’s not the solo polyamorous pansexual amputee hijabi meme guys#i don’t care how much you want to fuck him he’s not attracted to women#he’s not nonbinary he’s just comfortable in his gender aka doesn’t have dysphoria#he’s not bi he just recognizes trans people jfc#dan and phil#phan#dnp#dan and phil games#phil lester#dan howell#amazingphil#dnpgames#d&p#daniel howell#dip and pip
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goddamn being biologically female really is like a lifetime prison sentence without a chance for parole isn't it
#at this point the hope of someday getting on T is what's keeping me alive right now (only exaggeration dont worry lol)#fuck#sorry for the vent#tw#vent#vent tag#vent post#tw vent#personal vent#dysphoria vent#cw dysphoria#tw dysphoria#trans vent#ftm dysphoria#trans ftm#ftm#trans#fuck periods#if you're a terf/radfem get the fuck away from here i hate you
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decomposition (dysphoria) // june 2023
#GOSH i kept forgetting to post this one. do you all love her. be honest with me#poems about being trans#poems about being nonbinary#it's me and comparing my body to horror tropes for real. this and the haunted house one...#poetry#poem#poems#poets on tumblr#poems and poetry#poetsandwriters#original poetry#original poem#trans poet#trans poetry#gender dysphoria#thinking about the title still. it was just decomposition originally but i kind of fuck with laying out the metaphor more clearly...#and hey it works for all kinds of dysphoria! isn't that awesome#let me know your thoughts. in the comments below
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look i know todd coward cares next to nothing for actual humans but transgenderism in elder scrolls is For Me, a Man with Removable Bits, and my love of this franchise
Here we goes
Argonians can just talk to a tree and get immediate top/bottom surgery. First of all, we knew the Gender Fluid came from nature, humans have been making herbaceous pastes and fluids for centuries that help block estrogen/testosterone. Second, lucky bitches. Where the Hist at can I get an amen
Orcs probably have the wise woman do their hormone potions and then the surgery when needed. I personally like to think Grar the big and bulky is like ‘take this paralysis sleep mixture and then we will remove the organ you deem unworthy.’ Malacath is god of the outcast, and of the strong and worthy, and who would understand that more than a trans Orc?
Altmer just use the Alteration/Restoration school. Their plentiful magicka means they can use some form of Transmute spell to remove bits and Restoration to heal afterwards. Likely takes way more skill and only highly trained mages may do the Transition Spells but it would be funny if i just *skyrim spell noise* grow peepee
Bosmer do a mix of Altmer and Argonian shit, but in a different way. Herbs and potions for the hormone blocking, and ancient forest magic to make things get off the bod. Hircine can and has killed others who hunt the trans Bosmer, for to hunt prey that is already weak is dishonorable to him. (Yeah, OOC for Hircine, but it’s my treat)
Dunmer call upon spells, potions, and the Daedra. Azura warped their body in appearance as a curse, so logically, she could do it again for the removal of tiddy. Doesn’t mean she would, though, so the Dunmer call upon Telvanni wizards to help out with the grueling and difficult magic of gender affirmation. Hey, maybe Neloth will grant you two dicks instead of one for research purposes. Go grandpa go
Khajiit would just…do really problematic surgery in a back alley with nothing but skooma and moon sugar to help them brave the pain. I don’t know how they would do trans shit, it’s a cat with dick barbs. I don’t want those.
All the human races can’t do spells as well, nor can they brew potions with utmost care, but dammit, they want to feel whole, so the try every way they can. Wise women in Morthal, mages in taverns, the College of Winterhold, and every other method under the sun. I’d be bitten by a vampire to go get their magic skills and make myself feel me if i could, but nah that doesn’t exist.
I am glad i live in a state where gender-affirming medical care is still possible, and where trans children have no need to worry about hiding themselves until they turn 18. For the rest of my brothers and sisters, I can’t tell you how sorry I am and how i wail for you. We’ll have our win, we’re still fighting, and we’re still here. I love you guys.
Stay frosty in Dawnstar my bitches
#transgender#tes#skyrim#i made up elder scrolls lore because it’s My Dysphoria and I get to choose the feeling better method#anyway fuck you JK I am real and lizard wizards are better than your bitches
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#meme#homemade memes#cw dysphoria#trans#bones are stupid#cw dysphoria venting#waiting out current phase of transition changes to happen#(cause I got my dose raised again in april & am waiting for my next two surgeries & continuing tryna build muscle 😔)#hoping it'll get to a point eventually where the affirming bits are overpowering enough to ppl's perception#that I can dress the bits I can't change (like hips) in things that suit them#and do the whole embracing looking trans thing without worrying abt the misgendering#but alas I won't believe in my body's ability to do that until I see it#seeing as I still get lady-ed & unquestioningly she/her-ed 5 years into HRT + post two highly visible surgeries#+ fully dressed in men's clothes + sporting the shortest hair I've ever had -.-#cis ppl learn what transmascs look like & what that means for words you use on them challenge 2024- difficulty level: impossible apparently#I've had several ppl in the last few months that I literally TOLD I am trans/'it's he/him'/was clocked as trans by#who then STILL proceeded to misgender me anyway???#like what more can I do than literally straight up tell you????#I told a clinician who was looking at my knee the other month that I was trans (cause they always ask abt all meds n diagnoses)#and he misgendered me as a trans woman on his report like-#sir I am 5'4" and have a flat chest baby face and facial hair#and I was telling you abt how I've been on HRT for years and have had several Transgender Surgeries#you're a bone doctor you know how bones work and what their limitations are and you have functionning eyes#you should be able to put 2 and 2 together abt how this works even if you've never met a trans person holy fuck#(I wrote a complaint and they amended the report and sent me an apology meanwhile but still like- buddy wtf)
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