#fuck psych meds
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Last month: I’m dropping out of high and joining the circus!
This month: I’m still dropping out of high but actually I’m going to community college to become a veterinary technician
Can you guess which month I was on my meds and which one I was off? The answer might surprise you
(Spoilers for the answer in the tags) (I just went on a rant using the tags)
#circus#not joining the circus anymore#high school dropout#community college#veterinary technician#I’ve wanted to be a vet tech since I was like five#lost the dream for a while cause a random dude who did my flu shot discouraged me#back on the vet tech grind#off my meds#how am I more stable rn#i haven’t taken my meds in over a week#and yet my life plan is way more realistic now#not going back on them unless I absolutely need to#this is so much better#fuck psych meds#(not actually)#if you really need them please take them#also talk to your doctor and therapist about going off meds#my doctor says if I feel fine#(i do feel fine)#I’ll be ok#so ykw no more meds for me#over half my post is in the tags
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day 345
soooo guess who has ADHD
the state of Nebraska and its arcane policies have once again laid me low
#day 345#year 5#it me#now dont get me wrong. i am Very Very Psyched to have these meds on board.#but i am also. just a wee bit salty. that i could potentially have had them on board for the last NINE YEARS if this psychiatrist had like#simply used a little critical thinking about the assessment technique she was using#but also she looked at me and didnt figure out i was autistic so like theres only so much that can be done for her i think#anyway even though it is pretty rough you can tell im medicated because i did a Fucking Twelve Panel Comic
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on the bright side i have a new phone now
#was not. planning to have to replace it but. high off my ass because my psych fucked up my med dose big time. did not realize i dropped my#phone getting out of the car and my roomate ran it over <3#but this one is. much nicer#went from an iphone se to an iphone 15. i have never had a phone this big or with this good a camera#im broke but im glad ive been working more hours lately. it helps
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I dont think some people understand how truly awful and hellish withdrawals from some psych medications are.
#I feel like many many people see it as an overreaction when in reality someone actually feels like they are dying from wds#resent the fact that SO many doctors just prescribe shit all over the place nonstop without explaining the full risks n side effects#it’s scary as fuck honestly#I cannot tell y’all how many meds I have been put on that made me feel worse#or how many times I’ve ran out and not been able to pay for the shit#resulting in an absolute living fucking hell that does not let up until taking the substance again#meds are tricky.. it’s hard to have a definitive opinion in either direction (anti vs pro medication) because each individual is unique#sometimes meds save people’s lives#sometimes they make people suicidal#sometimes they cause complications that literally kill people#sometimes they’re exactly what someone needed to be okay#you just can’t generalize and say statements like ALL MEDS ARE BAD because that simply isn’t true#and you can’t assume everyone’s body/mind will react to a certain medication the same way yours did#oops#accidentally did a tag rant#rant#medical#psychiatry#medication#withdrawal#withdrawals#mental illness#mental health#psych meds#psych medications#medications#prescription medication#prescription medications#american healthcare#healthcare
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hey can we stop with the whole "ur a bad abusive person if u don't take ur psychiatric medication" schtick. like it's sooooo tired. pls stop.
#personal autonomy who?#to call it abusive when someone doesn't want permanent brain injury or to be medicated into catatonia is just rlly fuckin sick man#and not those things there are sooooo many reasons to not take psychiatric medication#ik they help some people but it has to be a choice. it absolutely has to be a free choice.#and telling ppl they're abusive for not taking psych meds is so fucked up#incredibly fucked up#like what the actual hell#antipsych#psychiatric medication#mad pride#mental illness#personal autonomy
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Take your meds with a shot glass, more fun that way.
I struggle with my mental health and found this makes taking my meds less depressing and a little fun to do, plus helps me remember, too. Love ya🖤
#mental health#mental illness#wholesome#aesthetic#encouragement#inspiration#lifestyle#life hacks#life#medicine#antidepressants#anti anxiety#psychology#psychiatry#psych meds#psych memes#depressing shit#anxitey#anxi4ty#nsft concept#chronic illness#chronic pain#chronically ill#chronic fatigue#mentally fucked#relatable#medication#health & fitness#health and wellness#healthylifestyle
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Having a "This might as well happen" day.
#psych still won't send in my script for a very necessary med because she insists she sent it already#pharmacy wouldn't accept my new insurance plan due to an error of their own making#dental crown fell out and the soonest i can get seen is tuesday and i can't afford it but i can't live without it either#i really don't know what i'm going to do#like fuck man i can't stop crying what the fuck do i fucking do#my ramblings
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idk if anyone who follows me is in any way religious, but if you are please pray for my lovely cat. he’s doing very bad and today is a make or break day for him. i love him so much and he’s so young, i want to give him a long happy and healthy life. there’s nothing more i can do for him right now.
at 3, i’m going to be able to visit him and i’m going to try and get him to eat. until then…
#s dont look#this is running me over 1000 dollars but i’d go into infinite debt for him#it just fucking sucks that my psych office didn’t fill my meds so i had to miss a week of work
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experiencing both "holy shit, i think i might be on antidepressants that are doing something for me for the first time ever" and "the world can be so unbelievably awful and wretched and unfair" at the same time rn and it's. umm.
#txt#also the antidepressants thing is fucking wild. i have been on *checks* 8 different ones not including other psych meds.
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for as much as house says “everybody lies” he does. believe patients about their symptoms far more frequently than any irl doctor would
#‘everybody lies’ *proceeds to acknowledge that a patient having pain is. in fact. a symptom*#this man will take peoples PERSONALITY into account#told my paps doctor that he had suddenly become very violent when his alzheimers first began#and this man went ‘aging and opiods can do that! we could. cut off his pain meds?’#like. MY PAP WITH SEVERELY ADVANCED RHEUMATOID ARTHRITIS IS NOT AN OPIOD ADDICT U FUCKING MONSTERS#honestly as someone who has experiences that can very lightly be described as traumatic in the medical system#house is really refreshing and comforting#because everything he does he does because he CARES about patients. because he wants a diagnosis#he doesnt just discount people because they have pre-existing conditions or psych problems or because theyre fat or poor#he still tries to treat them#which is way more than any doctor ive ever had has done#house md#house md shitpost
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#kirby#kirby star allies#zan partizanne#me when we don't take our zoloft because it's so bad and we fucking hate it.#(disclaimer: do not stop taking your meds out of nowhere. especially if they actually are helping you.)#(not a good idea no matter what your favorite lightning mage is doing.)#(however according to amy our psych has refused to prescribe us anything other than it for over a year)#(and has outright said that he does not treat other conditions that HE DIAGNOSED US WITH. so yeah fair game here.)#whatever ignore that. this is a funny zan post 💛
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#my psych who prescribes my psych meds is a resident and is moving on in a couple of months#i don't even remember the names of them all at this point#this happens over and over and I cannot find a clinic that will put me with someone who intends to stay#thst will also prescribe my adhd meds#and my anxiety meds#and the real kicker is that twice now they have LIED about it and said they would#only to reveal after all the hoop-jumping that oops sorry they didn't really mean it#so it's a risk i have to take any time i leave#and rhen there's the issue of new people almost always wanting to DO something#but instead of talking to me about it they just decide that my meds need overhauling and pressure me to go off shit that works#but that they morally object to i guess#and my psych for some stupid reason has decided she wants bloodwork for my cholesterol and blood sugar stuff and im just like#what hell does THIS presage because if she harasses me about the results or tries to put me on drugs for that#I'll give her a nasty scrap about it#im not interested in those meds at all#and im certainly not messing with my diet since food is the only pleasure i get most days and even that is marginal at best#and removing that would just make me worse#but medpros for the most part really don't give a fuck about that#and so now im afraid - because i do not and cannot trust them - that if i disapprove of the meds they will retaliate somehow#which good luck proving that when management and oversight often don't even care if they course of treatment will HARM you#if it relates to being fat or having bad numbers#they just gotta pathologize!#so yeah im sick of everything and just kind of want to bury myself in a bog forever#i shouldn't have to deal with this
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Tomorrow Is Election Day And I Am So Fucking Stressed
#marzi speaks#marzivents#hi folks. i haven’t been making much art lately. apologies! i want to be#unfortunately shit is Stressful in both my little world (i’m starting to get overwhelmed with my meds and refills and driving)#and on a broader more societal scale (if trump gets re-elected shit is going to go so fucking bad oh my god)#PLUS we’re in the It Gets Dark At 6PM Zone now#i think i’ve lowkey been catastrophizing a bit with all that’s been going on#i should probs look into those psych referrals my doctor gave me#she offered them bc the almost-dying earlier this year was Traumatic and i was showing signs of anxiety/depression#but i think they’ll just be helpful in general#god though i hate being on prescriptions. it feels like there’s a constant timer hanging over my head#refill these pills before this time so you don’t have to miss a day. woops! the pharmacy’s out of stock on this one#so you’ll have to come back at another less convenient time. fail to do so and the medication goes on hold#which requires a phone call where you speak to a Robot that may not understand the nuances of ur situation#grrrgh it sucks so bad. thankfully i refilled my prednisone the other day and have like 3 months’ worth now#and that’s the one i really can’t afford to miss bc steroid withdrawals could really fuck me up#but uggghhh i hate it. so much. bc it looms over me always#i hate keeping track of when i’ve taken my pills too. i keep a checklist for every day#so i remember what i have to take and if i’ve taken it#but god it sucks. i’m at the point where it’s basically routine now so i do it automatically#but i know if i stop monitoring i’m gonna forget if i’ve taken my steroid one day#and either double dose or skip the day. and that’ll fuck me up pretty good#anyways. hoping hoping hoping this election goes well bc idk if i can take it if our country tis of thee elects the fucking fascist#this one’s fine to rb. i think many of us share this sentiment lmao
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they recently had us switch to a new organization and calendar system at work (including some new software but mostly “this is how you should organize your entire life and you will know peace and never miss a task again!!”). at least half of the system is just a digital version of what i was already doing, and other parts of it are better, so i have no idea why it took me out at the knees. i had been riding a long sweet wave of low anxiety and now i'm trapped in a byzantine maze of highly doable tasks and shaking like a shelter dog in a crate—the exact opposite of what the system is supposed to do.
and the craziest part is that somehow... i can't seem to go back to my old system anymore either?? it's only been a few weeks! i used that for five years!! it’s like i have forgotten how to do the most basic parts of my job or make decisions. my brain turned into a stack of marbles and now they’re all over the floor.
like damn, apparently those crayola markers and glitter stickers were a load-bearing structural element of my professional competence. how do i explain that to regular people.
#i would love for this new system to work for me! it looks fantastic!!#i'm told if we 'fight through our resistance' and 'commit to it completely' it'll Fix Us and we'll never be stressed again#they took away my highlighters and my higher brain functions expired on the spot#fyi a coworker asked 'hey what about neurodivergence' and they said 'actually everyone with adhd loves it and it fixed them :)'#so...???? to be fair idk if i have even have adhd. like a psych professional told me i do but in the funniest possible way#it was an aside as i was leaving an appointment. columbo-style medical diagnosis.#'btw this is also wrong with you. but the meds would fuck you up so don't worry about it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯'#thanks? okay. sounds good boss 👍
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#so there's a perforation into my sinus cavity#which I KNEW I fucking KNEW I felt it the evening after my surgery#and they were like “well we didn't see any perforation but you can come in if you're worried”#and I psyched myself out and didn't push it#and now it's been two hours since I took pain meds and I'm in just as much pain and there's a HOLE in my FACE#that I can BLOW AIR THROUGH WITH MY MOUTH CLOSED#just my FUCKING luck
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THEY FINALLY CALLED IN MY PSYCH MEDS AND I FEEL AMAZING WHO NEEDS METHAMPHETAMINE WHEN I HAVE MY LORD AND SAVIOUR PRESCRIPTION XANAX
dude fuck the government and insurance companies and all that bullshit i almost became addicted to meth because the government just didnt wanna give me my real meds
jesus christ
#prescription medication#psych meds#mental health#pro psych meds#medicine#anti psychotics#actually schizophrenic#actually mentally ill#fuck the system
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