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#adar#joseph mawle#sam hazeldine#the rings of power#rings of power#please send help#lotr#uruk#trop#adar rings of power#for real im unwell#TOTALLY NORMAL#the showrunners listened!#shipped them since season one and got so much flack for it
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the fact that desert duo had the opportunity to emote in game and the first thing they did was hug is doing cocomelon shit to my head rn
#desert duo#goodtimeswithscar#grian#traffic series#real life spoilers#april fools#IM SO VISCERALLY UNWELL RN#shouting speaks#txt
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‘how do i get to know you better?’
don’t. i’m fucking insane.
#actually aspd#actually npd#aspd#npd#actuallyaspd#actuallynpd#clusterb#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#cluster b#actuallybpd#actually narcissistic#actually antisocial#actually borderline#mental illness#narcissistic personality disorder#antisocial personality disorder#borderline personality disorder#borderline pd#actually schizophrenic#paranoid schizophrenic#cluster b personality disorder#actually cluster b#im mentally ill#im mentally unwell#mental health#don’t talk to me#narc abuse isnt real#narc abuse isn't real#im going insane
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this is SICK.
paige where are your morals? why are you doing this? when am i coming over?
#im unwell#this is a cry for help#shes so fine#im crying real tears#basketball#wbb#paige bueckers#paige bueckers fic#paige bueckers x reader
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mmmmmm read a disciple shen yuan/shizun luo binghe fanfic about two days ago where the first chapter was the Immortal Conference arc, and SQQ was the one who had to be pushed into the abyss (he was still the villain) except Luo Binghe was refusing and was like, lowkey losing his mind about SQQ being so close to the edge. SQQ ended up having to be the one to fall in himself because of the system's punishment system. The rest of the fic is leading up to that moment. But like, MMM i've been obsessively thinking about that first chapter for DAYS ever since.
now i've been in svsss for a grand total of *checks watch* a week. but god obsessed with that. I want to write/read a fic where disciple SQQ goes a little nuts down there. Like keep all of the things that make SQQ, SQQ, but just. Throw in a little bit more trauma in there. A little bit of a mental break. Let him go a little nuts as a treat. Just a tad unhinged. I wanna see him go, just a little, "god fuck it, i've tried so hard to change this shitty story's outcome and it feels like everything i've done has been for nothing. I'm going to die in this world no matter what I do, I've been doomed from the start, so might as well die the way I want to." and he just, breaks a little! Under all the stress.
He still retains the traits that makes shen yuan, shen yuan, like his overwhelming kindness. But he's just! yk. A little less patient. Paranoid. Jumpy. Colder. A little more aloof and closed off. A little more Shen Jiu. He's no asshole child abuser, but he was a Number One Hater in his past life and he's leaning into that old habit a little more now.
(On a totally coincidental not-at-all related note, there's not enough SJ-and-SY-are-the-same-people fics out there that i've found. This is totally unrelated...)
The Endless Abyss turns the mind into an over-sharpened blade, and SQQ is both fascinated and perhaps a little excited to explore a place that doesn't have a lot of info on it in the mortal realm, but still terrified out of his mind. And he's no Luo Binghe, he doesn't have the sheer brute strength and power to just bulldoze his way through, so he has to be a lot more sneaky and cunning if he wants to survive.
The fic itself role-swapped LBH and SQQ so that SQQ was the half-demon (which lowkey fucks) and LBH the human, but I'm equally-if-not-more obsessed with the idea that LBH remains the half-heavenly demon and SQQ the human. If only because I keep thinking about SQQ befriending some demons (particularly and specifically a group of succubi) and they grow very attached to this Human Cultivator so through magic plot stuff they create some kind of seal/illusion/talisman that makes SQQ appear as a demon because a human cultivator in the endless abyss may as well be the equivalent of putting a giant neon target on your back.
And iirc Shen Jiu was taught demonic cultivation by that one guy(?? i've only been here a week so im not caught up in ALL of the lore yet) so that could totally happen here.
(On the other end of the realms, poor Shizun Luo Binghe is just. losing his fucking mind over losing his most precious and beloved disciple. About .5 seconds from burning down the peaks himself. somebody sedate him.)
The Endless Abyss sucks and SQQ is having a really terrible time and can feel himself going lowkey mad, but also holy shit look at all this WORLD-BUILDING. look at all this flora and fauna, and oh if he had the equipment for it he'd be writing all of this down. ALL OF IT. He was kinda-sorta-already planning on never leaving the Abyss as some sort of fucked up self-exile and self-preservation thing, but now he might? actually just?? never leave if he can help it, like he lowkey likes it down here.
anyways the next time anyone ever sees SQQ again he's got hair so long its almost touching the ground and he's either in rags and half-feral or he's been completely dolled up by his adoptive succubi sisters and still about three seconds from biting anyone who tries to touch him. (he's also lowkey trying to book it back down to the abyss even if he has desperately missed all of his friends and shizun)
#mxtx svsss#svsss au#scum villian self saving system#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#luo binghe#disciple shen yuan#scum villain#svsss#*points at SQQ/SY* i want him to go nuts. as a treat. let him crumble just a little over the stress of his fate and the stress of survival#and the stress of having a lack of autonomy over a handful of his decisions. starry craves angst and she craves a very specific SQQ angst#he was a number 1 hater back in the day and lbr being a hater takes energyyyy. ive heard that this man was the BIGGEST hater i wanna#see him rip a man to shreds with nothing but his tongue and a voice that could cut marble clean in half. skin a man alive sqq you deserve i#*mortal kombat voice* FINISH HIM#i love without-a-cure but unfortunately i dont think SQQ would be able to have WAC and also survive in the abyss.#the succubi nest that adopted him tried seducing him at first. it didn't work. but he did somehow charm them with his cringefail ways#so now they have a brand new mortal big/little brother to dote on. SQQ is frankly delighted to learn all about succubi culture that doesnt#revolve around sex. he makes quite a few friends/allies in the abyss because of his pure fascination and unbiased desire to learn about#demonic culture and all the different niches and nuances of it across species. he's still going insane tho. like that's not stopping.#there's a single LBH pov chapter in the fic and its frankly so unhinged it was fantastic. he's so possessive. he straight up goes:#'oh SQQ isnt gonna be the next peak lord. he's ascending to heaven with me when i do :)' when Sha Hualing (also peak lord) told him that he#couldn't keep his disciple in the bamboo house all the time. what was SQQ gonna do when LBH ascends and he becomes the new peak lord?#gosh that first chapter is rotating around in my mind so bad. LBH was SO unwell. like losing his actual shit over SQQ near the edge.#i so want to write a oneshot abt this where SQQ is also in hysterics (albeit over slightly diff reasons) and tells LBH on his knees:#'this disciple deeply apologizes to his shizun. for he will not be ascending to the heavens with him.' right before he falls into the abyss#this au being disciple SY is for shits and giggles but i can also see it happening for regular SQQ bc 'fuck it im a dead man either way'#frothing at the mouth at this idea also being a SY-is-SJ au too. for the extra angst of SQQ trying to bear the weight of multiple lives on#his shoulders and trying to figure out what is real and what isn't and if he's meant to suffer in all of his lives no matter what he does.#not once in his life has he ever been free to do what he likes has he? self-hatred to the max. he's going mad. poor boy :]
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#house md#gregory house#james wilson#hilson#long post#longpost#screencap#s05e17 “The Social Contract”#amazing interaction#wilson thinks that when he doesnt filter himself its a “reality” things he saying#very close to the position of “im not an asshole im just being real”#which makes sense only if you dont have much experience#and it seems wilson only does it with house#a georg of any data pool#and yeah babe this is still social contract you not escaping it by just labeling it differently#hes even arriving at that point at the end there#and house was already “there” earlier in the episode hes just doing it back to wilson now#im unwell and house would not cure me
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fantasy au scribbles!!
#ft. bardaby and wall beefing <3#ok yeah im just gonna call possessed wally wall.#cause yk. homes. home. walls. wall.#the alternative options were like. walome. holly. etc. bad options#In My Mind that scribble is the result of barnaby's first time seeing home possess wally#he did not know home could do that! they'd already had a very stressful and bad few months!#both of them were at their limits and were ready to Start Biting!#scribble salad#wh fantasy au#wh au#welcome home au#anyway yeah i gave howdy a lil ponytail. what about it#and his lil magic bullet bandolier <3#ALSO DRAWING THE PUPPETS WITH TEETH IS FUN BUT ALSO VERY STRANGE#I AM NOT USED TO SHOVING CHOMPERS IN THEIR FACES#but in this au they're Real Fleshy Beings so. they need teeth i guess#ok i just wanted to give them teeth in a way that my brain allowed#still very unwell about this lil au btw#my little imaginings have been keeping me going lately#my favorite plotlines at present are bardaby-home bonding / wally & home are separated / ocean adventures / disembowelment <3#fun things all around!
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okay livestream aside
what the FUCK.
#just genshin <3#HYV GENSHIN DEVS WHAT THE FUCK DO U MEAN UR JUST GONNA DROP THIS AND THEN NOT TALK ABT IT THE WHOLE OF THE LIVESTREAM SAY SIKE COME BACK#ONLINE AND EXPLAIN WHAT THIS IS IM UNWELL UNSTABLE I CANT I NEED ANSWERS IS THIS MC DREAMING AND WISHING THEY WOULD SEE THEIR SIBLING OR IS#THIS REAL LIKE NO COME BACK I WILL DRAG U BACK BY UR ANKLES AND GET ANSWERS OUT OF U I SWEATGEKEKEMD
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goodnight.
#no like im unwell#i need sleep but this isn’t real#more pics to come later i promise#shelbs runs her mouth#lewis pullman
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something something the rainbow string between roy and keeleys posters on jamies wall
#ted lasso#ted lasso spoilers#jamie tartt#roy kent#keeley jones#reelie real#reelie#roy x jamie x keeley#LEAH JUST SAID TO ME: GAY TRIANGLE AND IM UNWELL#TRIANGLE IS THE STRONGEST SHAPE#bi jamie real
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Who up dungeoning their meshi rn 🗣🗣🗣
Callie and Marie are both elves, Acht and Agent 8 are both Tall-men, and Captain is a Dwarf!!
SPLATMESHI AU BELONGS TO MY FRIEND @maahtigor ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
#Callie gets fused with a T rex instead of a dragon teehee (im unwell💞💞)#also calf1sh is real TRUST#splatoon#callie cuttlefish#callie splatoon#splatoon 3#squid sisters#dedf1sh#acht splatoon#calf1sh#agent 3#captain 3#marie splatoon#marie cuttlefish#dunegon meshi#dunmeshi#delicious in dungeon#splatmeshi
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tbh one of, if not my absolute favorite part about ffxiv, is the small little moments/sections where nothing super big or like. Plot Important happens, but that give both the characters and us, the players, some much appreciated down-time to just. Feel things. And to process what's happened and what's going on or to just. Let us exist, in the moment. In a much more grounded and human way than when there's Big And Important Things happening.
The biggest(imo) and earliest example of this is right after the Waking Sands get raided in ARR, and WoL turns to the church for guidance. The entire section of us helping them gather and bury our fallen comrades, and especially bringing Noraxia home to Little Solace so she can be laid to rest in her homeland, by her own people and in their own cultural ways, was so so important to me.
Because it wasn't just replacable allies cast aside for shock value anymore, it was real. These deaths were real and meant something. I got to actually process what just happened, and I got to watch Banana go through it right with me. And not only did it make it feel real, it also gave me a sense of closure. These people, these friends, are dead, but they also got to be treated with the respect they deserve and laid to rest properly.
And that, more than anything else, made me want to save the world. It's grounded and grounding. This world, and these people, meant something to me, the player.
And there's tons of stuff like that throughout the game, especially in shadowbringers and endwalker.
In shb we have, for example, Lyna venting her anger and frustration after the sin eater attack in Lakeland. She's on her knees yelling on the verge of tears while punching the ground, so furious at her helplessness and powerlessness, at everyone having come so far yet set back because some megalomaniacal tyrant deemed it so.
In ew we have Urianger being approached by Moenbryda's parents, who confront him about not confiding in them about his grief. When Bloewyda starts to scold him, he of course reacts guiltily, believing they blame him, only for him to be completely caught off guard when she instead goes in to hug him, telling him he should have let them grieve with him. And he just. Breaks down. He's been holding these feelings, this grief inside him all this time, and now that he is not only told it's okay to let it out, but by her very own parents at that, he just can't keep it in anymore. He cries for Moenbryda, right then and there, being held lovingly by her family.
And the thing is, these scenes aren't necessary, strictly speaking. The plot at large could go on without them, the events that happen around them are not changed by these moments in any way.
But still, they are so so important, to the world, to the characters, to the players. Everything feels real and impactful now, every death means something, every tragedy, every person, feels real.
And that, to me, is what makes this story so special.
#and this isnt even mentioning my absolute favorote of this kind of moments#which is the twins' conversation while held hostage in tertium#its not as emotionally intense as the ones i listed- its not even really about their emotions much at all#but its just. such a good scene that demonstrates just who they are and what their dynamic is and just. them.#im not going into that scene rn bc if i did id end up using all the tags to rant but like. its So Important to me okay#i think about it constantly#this game is just. so good at making the characters feel like real people with real feelings who reacts to everything that happens around#them#oooouuugh i am unwell. i will never be normal about this game. ever.#warrior of light#wol#banana pepper#lyna#urianger augurelt#moenbryda wilfsunnwyn#< in spirit#final fantasy#final fantasy 14#final fantasy xiv#ff14#ffxiv#xander rambles
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the way ed’s face softened when he first saw the light and realized it was his lighthouse his stede….
#he’s still so in love brooo BROOO#im unwell#i wish love was real#ofmd#ofmd spoilers#txt#edward teach
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Quail, so confusing
#hatoful boyfriend#hitori uzune#nanaki kazuaki#holiday star#this was funny to me but i showed my friend and they were like. u r sick in the head LOLL#Im considering this my compromise because making an amv to know me by sean altman is just. too much#but 38 seconds of girl so confusing is doable and had me giggling the whole time#tw flashing lights#KINDA. JUST TO BE SAFE#its kinda messy and sloppy but i hope everyone can forgive me since this was mostly a bit that is only funny to me#on a real note part of me was conflicted about whether this is kinda ooc#cuz i think a big part of nanakis pov is how blind sided he was because of how much he trusted hitori#but part of me cant shake the feeling that hitori probably had to keep holding his hand and convincing him up until the very last moment#cuz nanaki says so himself its not like he wanted this#i think he just wanted to be with hitori and if it meant doing this then..#idk. they are so unwell i want to study them
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the bromance is lethal ..
guess whos final space special interest also returned?!?! im winning this month!
#final space#final space gary goodspeed#final space avacato#garycato#gary goodspeed#avacato#no but dead serious theyre so real i cant#the dads ever#i feel so sigma!#..im unwell over them
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(about cr2 rewatch again) i litrally love tmn so much i will frow up. theyre so good. the cast are so good at embodying them. they dont sound like people trying to be characters sm of the time they sound like just (weirdo) real people it makes me crazy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#theyre so funny . theyre so real . theyre so the girls.#cad and fjords interactions are going to make me explode the admiration. the gentleness. the warm hug of the wildmother through cad#just like. through the way he talks . the comfort . the vulnerability fjord trusts him with (im deeply unwell abt this)#dont even need to say this but man taliesin is such a good actor T_T like soo committed to the bit. jester bought pastries and passed#them around to everyone and immediately he's talking like he's eating the cupcake at the same time as talking#also lol cad being like 'its vry sweet. hmm . hrmrm mrm'#also got to the bit when cad walks around eating fungi garnish off peoples plates <3 his swag#the way in which hes so odd and gentle and joyous and kind but theres that odd little lingering loneliness in there too . whatever. dies.#kiddo say
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