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Drabble 5
"Red one or brown one?" you were asking Kory about which dress yous should choose for the night.
"Does it really matter? You'll look awasome in anything. And boys'll definitely fall in love with you again and again." she chuckled.
"What are you talking about? It's about make him friendzone me forever!"
"Both of them or just Charlie?" she asked. You started to blush.
"Shut up! There's no such a thing like that! We're friends and will stay like that." Really? Wouldn't you want more Y/N?
"Well your face says otherwise but I don't want to be the one make you redder." she chuckled again.
"What're you talking about? I'm not gonna get redder!"
"Yes yes. I'm sure you'll get." she winked at you. What's she talking about? Does she know something about my feelings? Or could that be Jason's? Y/N!! Stop dreaming!!
"What do you mean?" you asked hoping she'll explain it the way you wanna hear.
"My lips are sealed." she said looking all-knowing.
"Really Kory? Whose side you're on?"
"Side? Is there a battle to pick a side?" she answered. Damn! What're you saying girl? Just choose a dress and go to that damn dinner and then... Everything'll go back to the normal...
"You're right. So which one it'll be?"
"Red is good." she winked again.
"Stop that please. Did you know I almost called Dick to act like my boyfriend?"
"Oh dear! Him? He'd try to matchmake you with Charlie if he liked the boy!"
"I know. It was just a moment of my brain wasn't functioning properly."
"Tim would be better than him. Damn we won't be able to see Charlie's face when he spend 2 minutes with him anymore!"
"Right! He'd be better for this job if he'd pickup his damn phone!"
"That'll be better now. Tim would freak him out. You know with all his nerd side and bags under his eyes."
"Yes! He'd be my best option! Maybe I should call him again." What's that? You're running away from Jason like that?? After he accepted to help you, his best friend?? God help me!!
"No!! Tim might be better for the act but Jason's the perfect one, trust me." Kory said.
"You're not so different than Dick y'know?" you said.
"We're not same or not similar Y/N. Don't even try to imply that!!"
"Well, Kory, he's one of a kind y'know." It's my turn girl! How was that huh?
Now it was her turn to embarrass. "Stop it! How the tables turned to me now?"
"I don't know. Maybe they did when it's too obvious from your movements that you like him." you winked now.
"I'm acting pretty normal with him! What are you talking about? Did Dick say anything to make you feel that way?"
It was her turn to ask about if her crush likes him back. You knew they both had something for each other. They both love each other unlike us.
"It's red then." you said deciding not to embarrass her anymore.
"Y-yes. Red is fine." she said.
You wore your dress and make up with help of Kory.
"Jason's about to be here I guess."
She was looking at you. "You're breathtaking Y/N!"
"Are you secretly into me Kory?" you jokingly asked your hot friend.
"I'd be--"
"If you weren't into someone else I know." one last time you winked at her. Both of you laughed at all teasings.
It was 7pm when you both heard the knocking. You went to the door forgetting Kory was at your place. Hope you like to see me like that J.
You opened the door. He was there. Damn boy! What a delightful look! "Hi! You look great Jason."
"You look great too Y/N." She looks awasome! How will I able to forget about tonight when she looks like that? Come at your senses J.
"So... How do we do it?" you asked him.
"I don't know. I've never pretended as someone's boyfriend before." he joked. Did I screw it up? Did my joke offend her?
"Well, Kory's here. She's gonna help us." you said feeling Kory's warm body behind yours.
"Hi Kory." he greeted her gently.
"Wow Jason, what a gentleman you're!" Kory said almost shockingly.
"I mean I didn't expect you to be like that. Didn't mean it bad way. Really. It's just--"
"Angry robin. I know. It's okay Kory. Really." he assured her.
"You're really cute! You'll absolutely be the cutiest couple ever!"
"Kory!!" you said with your all-blushed face.
Did she hint about her feelings about me to Kory? Is Y/N in love with me? Shit!! How this night will end?
"That' just an opinion! Relax both of you! Or you're gotta get to the hospital before dinner." she winked to both of you.
"Uhm... Maybe we should go to the restaurant?" you offered.
"Y-yes. Let's go to the restaurant."
"Yes. We can discuss about our relationship history. Like ow we met, when we started to date and things like that." you said.
"Maybe you could add some honest things in your story." Kory offered. "Like you two were best friends before dating. One bad day made you realize your feelings for each other?"
Both of you remembered that night. Jason's desicion on getting in to your apartment from your bedroom window. Without giving you a call. You both blushed again.
She definitely told something to them. Why don't you feel the same way Y/N? If you did then...
"Thank you for everything Kory. We would love to discuss about that but we're about to be late. Let's go Jason."
"Sure."
When you both went out your apartment you saw the giant car.
"Uhm, Jason what's that?"
"It's our car." he said all-smilingly.
"Our what?"
"I thought you wouldn't be comfortable with my bike so I rented this car for tonight."
"Wow! You're... thoughtful." Is she smiling? Did she like it? She likes considerate ones. Of course. Who wouldn't?
He opened front door for you. "Thank you." you could say only before your voice started to drop. He's gonna be amazing boyfriend for his lover. It shouldn't break my heart damn it!
You gave directions and you were in the place after 10 min.
You went in the diner with holding hands.
"That'd be more convincing, huh?" you said. He nodded trying not to show you his blushed cheeks.
"It looks like nice place. Did you choose here?"
"Yes. I feel calm here. And tonight I need that feeling."
"Why didn't you ever bring me here?"
"Well... It's--"
"Y/N!! You're here!!" Dick shouted like everyone in the diner had to know you were there.
"Hey Dick--"
"With Jason?? OMG!! You're finally a thing now!!"
"Dick-head, shut up!!" Jason said.
"Why?? You were simping over her behind closed doors!! I'm so--"
And it happened. Dick felt to the ground hard with Jason's puch. You were speechless.
"Why don't you just shut up?"
"Jason!! What just happened?"
"Yes Jay! What was that?" Dick asked too. He was shocked by his brother's reaction.
"I..." Damn it Dick! Why are you here? Why are you saying things like that? In front of her?
"Hi guys!" Charlie greeted the shocked group with a smile. His smile turned into confusion. "Uhm... What's happening Y/N?"
What I'm gonna tell him now? "Well..." while you were still trying to process what just happened Jason and Dick came to your help.
"It's nothing! She didn't expect my b-brother to come eat with us too." Jason said with shouldering Dick.
Dick was smiling like he wasn't punched by Jason now. "Yes! I'm Dick!"
"Hey! I kind of know you, y'know. You're one of Bruce Wayne's boy, right?"
"Yes! We both are actually." Dick said with looking at Jason warmly.
What was that? He's being a brother to me now? Grayson, you're bes-- Good person!
"Wow! Y/N! You're dating one of the Wayne boys? Man, your dad helped me to graduate. If it wasn't him I couldn't be the man I'm now."
What's that? Did he forget about all I-like-Y/N shit? Was this boyfriend act pointless?
When you were freaking out if Charlie'd come near you, your fears died quickly when you realized that Charlie and Dick were in a deep conversation.
You turned Jason and said "So... It was pointless to drag you here tonight. I'm sorry."
She's not bringing up punch thing. She doesn't wanna know about my feelings for her. If she ever know she'll have to... Jason felt huge pain in his heart. Stop feeling Jason. Let her go her way. It's right thing to do.
"Jason? You listening?"
"I'm sorry about tonight. I didn't think Dick would show up and..." he was looking at you to find a hint about a reaction for Dick's words.
"Jason can we talk?"
"We're talking already."
"Uhm... In private."
"Sure." It's over. She's gonna say she only ever saw you as a friend and what you did? Felt in love... I just lost my best friend stupid heart! It's all your fault!
You both stepped out of restaurant. Weather was cold. Like really cold you almost wanted to go back inside.
"Jason--"
"Y/N... I'm sorry about Dick. He was lying. I swear I didn't do whatever he said." But you did stupid boy. If you really wouldn't be so stupid to talk about her with Dick everything could go back to normal. What've you done?
"I might be in love with you." you said in one blow.
What did she say? Damn my imagination! Did she just say... she's... in love?
He thinks you're an idiot. God! Why am I like that? Did I just lose him? Talk to me boy! Damn it!
"I'm sorry if--"
That was the best interruption you ever felt. He's kissing me right? I'm not imagining this? We're kissing! Shit! He's kissing me!!
His hands were caressing your cheeks. It was warm. His lips were warm. His hands were warm. Everything around you started to feel warm. I'm burning. God, it's so good! I'm burning in the middle of fall.
Kiss was sweet. Wasn't spiciest kiss ever. It was just sweet. But it was everything good in the world. Everything purely good in this chaos pit.
I'm kissing the woman of my life. Why did I wait that long? God it's so good. She's so warm. She's awasome. Her lips taste like sweetiest dessert ever.
After you parted both of you were still feeling same warm wave around you.
"Jason..."
"Tell me the truth, am I the reason you guys finally become a thing?" Dick was leaning restaurant's front door. "Well then. I can forgive you punching me brother."
You all laughed at that. You felt your right hand got warmer. You didn't even look at it. You knew Jason was holding your hand like he must to as breathing.
"Are you clingy-kind of boyfriend?" you asked teasingly.
"Well after waiting for that moment to come at least months no one can seperate me from you." he teased back.
"Then drinks are on me!! Yay!!" Dick said.
Y/N’s thoughts and Jason’s thoughts…
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#jason todd x reader#jason todd x y/n#red hood x reader#red hood x y/n#finally I made them a thing#🤭#🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳#special guests#kory anders#starfire#dick grayson#nightwing#dickkory#it's too long#😳#sorry
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in spite of everything, I had fun <3
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itafushikugi#jjk 271#well we made it :'>#im kind of ignoring a lot of the tag rn ghsdff ik people are upset#if u follow me u know th full extent of my thoughts on the wrapping up of the series but tl;dr the caption says it all#this series meant a lot to me and im working on a bigger tribute to fully express that love and gratitude#but take a redraw 2 tide u over for now#im just so happy. its bittersweet but those r my kids n theyre tgt and theyre okay#i think the return to normalcy is good fr them. i say let them rest n b together n process everything in time#/i'm/ satisfied with what i got out of jjk as a whole and that's all that matters to me#however ik that not everyone shares tht sentiment n thats valid!#regardless of how u feel abt the finale i hope that u at least take time to remember things abt the series that brought u joy#thats all i can say#oh yeah anyway i lightened up megumi's expression his face is so funny in that panel i can't believe he really said -_- until the very end#still tho i think megu deserves a content lil smile
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Happy one year anniversary to this FNAF post,,
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf movie#abby schmidt#golden freddy#coryxkenshin#william afton#springtrap#THIS was a quick lil thing I wanted to make!#they all finally made it to their destination#took them a full year but they got there!#The og post means a lot to me actually#it’s when I started to draw fnaf art and kinda never stopped?#I’ve loved fnaf for a very long time since its come out#so being accepted into its community meant a lot#here’s to another year of fnaf art!!#Also did Abby ever pay Cory or did he just do a freebie#maybe the next movie will answer these pressing questions pff
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Pain is a great motivator…
Part 26 || First || Previous || Next
—Full Series—
Meanwhile Toriel:
(Loud noises don't wake her up usually.)
Artist note: I’m so proud of this :))) I know it’s a lot of dialogue and reading, but dialogue is grueling work for me. I’m glad with the art and for the amount of pages I made in such a relatively short time span -w- page 5 was super fun to work on. A lot of blood, sweat, and hours here... :) The backgrounds were a big bore tbh, but I finished them! Yippie!
#CHARA WTF DO YOU MEAN “COMPUTER”????#lol i hope you guys dont hate me for what im doing in the next update.#IS THAT A MAC OS???#Yes......owo''#Kris and the Gang are LITTLE now. I've pixelated them and turned them into little game characters!#FINALLY!!#I never thought I would be going so far in the story to explain WHY Kris pulls out their SOUL and opens Darkfountains even when they killed#Berdly in Chapter 2. Pain can make people do horrible things.#Uhhhhhhhhh anyways. :3 I hope you liked it! I made this post a little too long for my liking and didnt get it out when i wanted too-#but thats okay! As long as people enjoy it :)#bread#art#deltarune chara timeline#deltarune chara timeline comic#seriously though#long post#man am I glad I switched over to the limited color palet! It helps me feel alot more relaxed uwu#This is....way over 16 hours of work q-q#chara#asriel#susie#kris#asriel dreemurr#kris dreemurr#kris deltarune#susie deltarune#deltarune#comic#my art
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lore accurate teen soukoku. the worsties ever
#rewatched fifteen w my bestie bc she finally reached season 3 and i forgot just how insufferable these two idiots are💀#literally calling each other slurs in one scene and then holding hands in the next#what the fuck is wrong with them /gen#anyway this accurately sums up their dynamic to me. toxic besties. gossip gals. teenage girls. whatever that dynamic is called#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#nakahara chuuya#chuuya nakahara#soukoku#skk#lotus draws#also my friend is literally insane bc she was like “chuuya n dazai are satosugu coded but if like stsg actually had BEEF w each other”#LIKE WHAT😭😭#THE ONLY THING THEY HAVE IN COMMON IS DOOMED BY THE NARRATIVE YAOI#sobbing you guys shouldve seen the face i fucking made at her. i was so disappointed
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i really like how canonically yuu is genuinely supportive of grim wanting to be a great mage. if i recall correctly, even character voice lines point this out. and it seems like yuu dotes on grim a lot and defends him too??? yuu even encourages grim's ambitions whenever he declares wanting to be a great mage. and also when he does that boss-henchhuman dynamic. i mean yeah you can interpret it as yuu saying that being condescending and sarcastic as if they're talking to a child saying "when i grow up i want to be famous!" but like. i really think they're genuine when mc loves grim in their own way.
even if grim is usually a menace, he's become like family to yuu.
and i'm pretty sure grim feels the same way.
think about it this way. despite all the mess, all the unpredictability, the danger, and all the drama being in nrc. what's always the constant? yuu goes home at the end of the day to the ramshackle dorm (basically their home at this point considering they slowly but surely fix it up over time) and with who? “the great mage” grim. as the sole outcasts in that academy, they both sleep soundly knowing they will always have each other at the end of the day.
#2nd anniversary event got me feeling things#and honestly just thinking about that grim overblot theory#if that's true i believe grim's breaking point would be yuu finally beginning to leave through the dark mirror#and then overblotting leaving the dark mirror room in ruins like we see in the beginning of the game#he does not want them to leave#they WILL stay there#the great grim refuses to be alone in that “ramshackle” dorm#[—✦-#-✧ twst rambles#twisted wonderland#twst#twst grim#twst yuu#twst ramshackle#-✦—]#god at first grim was REALLY made to be unlikeable#then overtime (personally) grim had just really grown on you#i will defend grim with my life now >:(
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YOU'VE GOTTA LET IT GLOW ?!
YOU'VE GOTTA LET IT SHINE ?!
(available as stickers on shop)
#I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THEY'RE SCRAPPING THIS ENTIRE GEN#IM DOING A VIDEO ON MY “REWRITE” OR “AU” OR WHATEVER IT IS#very proud of how these came out...ive relearned how to draw ponies#also made my izzy HUGE like she could PUMMEL HITCH if she wasn't consciously nice#all inspo'ed in some way by their concept art...expect maybe pipp and zipp?? these took like over a year to finalize so i dont remember#one thing that mildly iffed me about their designs was...WHY DO ALL OF THEM EXPECT FOR IZZY AND MISTY HAVE THE SAME TAIL???#shumm's art#mlp#mlp g5#mlp make your mark#mlp tell your tale#sunny starscout#izzy moonbow#zipp storm#zephyrina storm#misty brightdawn#hitch trailblazer#pipp petals#sprout cloverleaf#mlp a new generation#artists on tumblr#my little pony#medibang paint#digital art#mlp g5 redesigns#mlp mym#mlp ang#mlp tyt
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Peri was very upset about a lot of things that happened. Within a span of a week, he felt like his entire life has changed for the worst!! He had a dumb bulb on his wand, Timmy was still moving away, and he had to go to a school far from everyone he knew!!!
Of course, the cause and trigger of those emotions was Timmy. But Peri can’t blame his older brother for any of that. So the next logical conclusion for a small child to reach was to blame his parents instead!!! And boy did he blame a lot on his parents.
Many of Peri’s actions in his childhood stems from misplaced grief and anger. By the time he was old enough to know better, Peri got a mixture of stubbornness and a bruised ego to admit he was wrong for how he reacted.
Bitties Series: [Start] > [Previous] > [Next]
Instability: [Start] > [Previous] > [END]
#fairly oddparents#fop#fop a new wish#fop peri#peri#fop irep#irep#asks#itty bitties fop au#one of peri and timmy's many shared promises was that peri ONLY wrote to timmy. CosWan were NOT allowed to see them or call him or talk or-#anyways if ur wondering why timmy was peri's primary guardian this is why#peri /had/ a lot of low contact form his parents. which just made them even MORE clingy when they did get to see him.#timmy worked hard to keep his promises to his little brother#even if it meant letting Peri spend the summers with AC and Irep instead of at CosWan's place#(timmy was the one who urged his parents to go on their honeymoon as a result. to help. yknow. distract them from it all)#also yaaayyy yipiee!!#11 whole parts!!! just for. just for 6 or so asks.#OTL#god i hope i can speed things up now#there shouldnt be any more mini stories until i reach the end of the inbox#so we can finally FINALLY get back to the present with chimmy moving and timmy dealing with HazDev
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captain sunshine and the best backliner in ncaa exy ☀️
#finally got around to a new sketch of jerejean#first things first#ASGAHDHAGSJJAGDJAJD#WHAAAAT TF THE SHUNSHINE COURT#man#nora did it again#exceeded every hope and expectation i had#i will eat them they don't know they're next#i lohe jean with all my heart#i had adopted him before tsc already but THAT IS MY SON#i cried#neils story was so brutal and heartbreaking but jeans actually made me cry#anyways#they will heal#they will be happy#i am so hyped for everything to come#thank you nora#aftg#aftg fanart#fanart#tsc#the sunshine court#all for the game#the foxhole court#sketch#art#jean moreau#jeremy knox#jerejean
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The Expanse | 3x06. Immolation
#the expanse#theexpanseedit#that final line was SO CHEESY but also SO PERFECT#AAAAAH#i love them your honor#i made this#i just want a tag for the things i personally put out into the world
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i think, for trauma survivors, especially those who were emotionally abused, invalidated, or gaslit, it is really important not to underestimate the significance of speaking bluntly about what happened to you. Forcing yourself not to beat around the bush, not to downplay what you went through with your words. say what happened, without any caveats, without any “but it could’ve been worse”, “but i might just be being overdramatic”, “but it wasn’t really THAT bad,” and so forth. sit with the discomfort until you can begin to let yourself realize that it WAS that bad, you WERENT being overdramatic, and even if it could’ve been worse you still didn’t deserve it. It’s almost like a form of reclamation, taking back your memories, taking back your life, even the difficult or gross parts, and refusing to let anyone change the narrative or tell you how you should feel anymore, even yourself. and it hurts and it’s scary and it feels weird and awkward and sometimes you want to convince yourself you’re lying, but i think sitting in those weird feelings and letting yourself admit that you really did go through trauma puts the power back in your hands to process things and be compassionate to yourself while you heal
#like. recently i’ve been reflecting a lot on this trauma i have with this absolutely godawful english teacher i had in grade 7#he was an absolute creep and even though he never touched me i knew he touched other girls and made even creepier comments to them#than he did to me. and i never really had time to fully understand the gravity of the damage he did to me because i was#so focused on the fact that it could’ve been worse and he never even actually touched me or got that close to me save a few times#but yesterday as i was reflecting on this i finally got myself to admit. i was terrified of him and i was terrified for every fucking minute#that i spent in that class. and i was a child who never should’ve had to deal with that and it’s clear that i still have a lot of problems#from that whole event. and the more times i repeat that and get myself to understand it. the more i’m able to be compassionate to myself now#and patient with myself in the things i struggle with as a result of what happened#childhood trauma#trauma#cptsd healing#cptsd recovery#cptsdawareness#trauma survivor#trauma recovery
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✅ Blue ✅ Twin protusions on head ✅ Sings
✅ This is a Miku
#sy.op#sy.png#pokemon#teraleak#meloetta#hatsune miku#design notes:#obv based her on bug type miku from the project voltage collab#but only the antennaes rlly#n the hat ig. i think it looks kinda weird but at least she doesnt look bald#i kept the 4 arms from the beta but made them sectioned so its more obvious shes bug type#n i turned the weird hair into the mic thing from her final design#also shes got a dress split in two to immitate both a concert conductor ig but mostly the wings on bugs#cuz i imagine shes based on a cicada or cricket. bugs that make music#i kept the colors from the final design also cuz they look better but changed the green to cyan tho. n made the beta colors into the shiny#also while drawing this i discovered she never had a shiny???? this is fucked up why are we shinylocking our beautiful singers#anyway this flopped on discord pls give me attention qq#beta meloetta
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(semi) realism snow ball miwi for the heart and soul
#was SUPPOSED to be just a warmup but i got carried away by the winds of s2 finale tension#also making this kinda made me emotional because#it's them#i just#RRRRRR what're we gonna do#byler#miwi#byler fanart#miwi art#stranger things#stranger things 2#will byers#mike wheeler#my art
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Good skeles, like you lots (Patreon)
#Doodles#Handplates#UT#Sans#Papyrus#Gaster#Finally a set mostly featuring the brothers! Yay!#I love their dynamic so muuuuch and they're both so cuuuuuute ahhhhhhh <3 <3#I made that first one based on some half-remembered doodles from my Very First time around drawing UT characters - going way back!#I never posted any of them - I do actually have some studies from back then from various artists including Zarla haha ♪#And I think the original sketches for the pixel bouncies I made of them? :0 There's a lot of good stuff back there! Been a while tho lol#Really tho I've just kinda been on a big-eyes-and-swirly-cheeks kick lately haha ♪ They suit it so well! Especially Sans#Very fun to put down strong lines about ♫#Hugging <3 Always hugging <3 <3#I'm really pleased with their hands there actually haha - Papyrus pulling Sans in and Sans' hand on his ribs not pushing just a little space#They're so cute <3 Even some of my first doodles of them were them giving little donk-pecks on their cheek or forehead#Y'know - since they don't have lips lol#Also probably not a shock but I've pulled out my own colour cube(s) to play with out of inspiration lol#I am So out of practice lol#Sleeping on each other - it is The Classic! I love Papyrus' little paw thing with his plated hand while he sleeps haha#I personally really like the inverted Soul look on Monsters but in Handplates they're right side up! What do!#There must be a happy medium to strike somewhere hmmm#Just put them sideways and upset Everyone lol#A silly little set with Gaster of the two ''flying'' - does that activity actually have a name? :0 I don't know it#Gaster is not about to have them playing anything that could end up with 1-s falling though - not that he'll listen lol#''Because I told you to!'' Lol#And finally trying on clothes in their house! Papyrus is getting weird vibes off this shirt with how it ties in the back and hangs loosely#I'm pretty sure? I've been drawing him with his scar but it can hard to tell even looking at it myself lol#I'm not exactly careful with the delineation of his neck bones so the line can get lost#Needs a shirt that will compliment a scarf or a cape for sure
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Huzzah! It's birthday time! I'm slowly accumulating more and more things I like (latest additions this vest I made and a travel typewriter! Still need to fix the latter one though)
Sure has been a year.
#terri#niart#got my wisdom toofies out#well 2 out of 4#still got stitches#idk if this removal lowkey fixed my fear of the dentist?#it was so easy and painless#also finally i'm on anxiety meds jkahsdjash#i also got depression meds but i haven't tested them yet#I'm going to see the love of my life soon again!!!#only 2 more months to go....#i've also finally found awesome friends who don't make me feel like i'm insane for wanting to be cared for#the difference is like night and day#old friends saying hey let's surprise another friend of ours oh also i think it's your birthday on that day#new friends reminding me to pick a brunch place for us to go on my special day#i am sobbing#the right people are out there#don't lose hope#i've never felt this platonically loved honestly#also yes i'm working on the next dragon's lair aksjdhasjkd#just#a lot of things happening and i'm sooo burnt out#this piece was such a strain and i just#don't have patience for art rn#this is photobashed btw there's an actual photo of my typewriter under all those layers#i'm not about to spend 300 hours just to draw a typewriter from this angle kajshdjkasdh#ALSO ONE MORE THING CAN I JUST GUSH ABOUT THE ANASTASIA BROADWAY OKAY?!?!?!#I didn't realise until now that they made it way more historically inspired and i mean bruh BRUH#i have been having a recording of it playing on the background nonstop for like 3 days now#Vladimir Popov I want to inject you straight into my veins holy shit he is a perfect man
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sorry but do you ever think about the fact that the bernard we have today is a direct amalgamation of everything that happened in his past and i know that sound like such an obvious statement to say but it actually kills me to know that you can draw a direct line from who he is today all the way back to that sixteen year old boy who watched his best friend bleed out. like it is the defining moment in his life. it fundamentally shaped who he is and the person he's become. he is the bernard we know and love not despite the grieves shooting but because of it. because the gangs all got together and shot up his school. because tim walked out of that room with nothing but a baseball bat. because his darla got shot. because he watched her gasp and cry as she died. because he watched the blood coagulate around the wound. because he sat there and held her hand as her life drained out of her. because he walked into school that day with a joke he knew would make her laugh and her nose would scrunch up and she'd snort a little and tim would roll his eyes at him and call him ridiculous and instead he walked out with a bloody white shirt, blood under his fingernails, and two friends less. because, even now, almost half a decade out from the shooting, he thinks that if he closes his eyes, he will always be that stupid, scared little sixteen year old, holding the cooling body of dead best friend.
#there is a direct throughline from the boy we meet in robin 121 all the way to man tim reconnects with in urban legends 4#like maybe you guys have other interpretations of it but to me this is *the* defining moment in his life#and that's not to say that he perpetually bound to this traumatic event but it impacted him sooo much that his life is now divided#before shooting and after shooting#like you cannot tell me him falling into the cult was just something that happened to him#it happened bc he was in such a bad place from watching his friend die and then on top of that he loses contact with tim!!!!#this is his canon event!!!!#if you took it away from him if you made it so that he never had to go through it#the bernard we would get would not be the same bernard we got in urb leg4 and tdr#does it not make you want to chew on drywall that to get to the bear we love he has watch his darla die first????#head in hands head in hands#and it wasnt like batman came immediately after darls died!!! iirc they had to wait a little before he came#which means!!!!! alll those kids but bear esp had to sit in that room with darls' dead body until batman came!!!!!#do you think he cried and held her hand until batman came??? do you think he begged her not to go??? or do you think he told her#stories and made promises of all the things they were gonna do after they got out??? do you think he put pressure on the wound and#watched as the blood soaked through the jacket they were using as a towel??? and when she finally passed do you think he bit his lip#clean through to stop himself from wailing? bc if he's too loud the gunmen will hear them and he cannot be the reason jay from#history dies#auuuugh i cant fucking do this anymore#bernard dowd#timbern#darla aquista#louis grieve trio
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