#fan o.c.

[auntbibby]

was talking with my gf @cassi-ds about this, and i ended up deciding to mention it to Claude the chatbot.

basically, anthropomorphic flower characters are usually drawn anatomically WRONG. the flowering thingy is THE DINK & BOLLS not the FACE!!!!!!

so now i dare the artists of tumblr to draw an anthropomorphic flower plant character thats ANATOMICALLY ACCURATE.

[numy-numnum]

FUCK BANDICOOTS WHERE MY GASMOZIAN O.CS AT??????????????

[multiverses-and-promdates]

just imagine if obx was a cw show in the early 2000s. no stupid treasure hunt, just loads of angsty teen drama, high school proms, college applications, dating complications, excessive partying, bad parenting (or even some good), and at least one of the characters was allowed to come out as gay.

[koushirouizumi]

DIGI-ADVS 02 ~ "Chosen Child of Faith" {the precursor to the "REPEAT?_verse}

Hikaru's personality + Characteristics (C) ME / @koushirouizumi {Epilogue!Hikari inspired Look + Outfit by Toei} Hikaru's overall personality was intended slightly more expressive. [Hikaru is in (Junior) High school in "COF"]

"DemiSilVmon" & "DemiGoldVmon" were ideas I had when I was Young Me.

{DO NOT Copy} {DO NOT re-post} {DO NOT Edit} {DO NOT re-produce under ANY Circumstances}

Oh and this is Hikaru's Crest since before 2010 by the way...: {Art by Skye G.} (Yeah, it was also B.S.S.M Inspired) (It was the only Crest with this type of design at time too others did use similar themes but rarely the actual image.)

The "V" sign is swapped with primary colors intentionally ("red" for SilV = a 'hidden' passionate + fiery side; "blue" for GoldV = a 'hidden' sensitive, compassionate side; SilV is originally overall portrayed as "calm, quiet, sweet" while GoldV is originally portrayed as "outgoing, lively, jokes a lot" but both had 'hidden' sides of them too that would be revealed in time. GoldV's 'Adult'-level form is "GoldVdramon" from the T.C.G.) Silver and Gold V-mon designs in this combination did NOT exist prior to me requesting these arts from people I knew of the time. I know that for a fact because I heavily researched existing 02 sites that existed in the Western fan base during this time-frame. {My site was among the very first 02 O.C.s sites. No one else {almost no one} at time paired their O.C. with Daisuke specifically as a (major) lead} 02 had finished airing. There was at least one other person involving Daisuke in an "FDD" {Fictional Digi-Destined and Dgmn} fic but Daisuke was definitely not the lead, they were more like a "side pairing" {02!Takeru was often heavily the "lead" chara + ship-involved; in old O.C. F.D.D sites.}

SilV's eyes were originally blue; GoldV's green; but lately I've been considering swapping them both to Brown [GoldV was originally meant to parallel GoldV-dramon overall] but I didn't like the bright red eyes that GoldV had in the OG T.C.G back then which was why I chose the same red for SilV's "V" instead. (The vividness of the "red" often was/is a kind that hurts my eyes if I stare at it too hard or long and GoldV-dramon's look was "focused".) Since then a newer one has GoldV-dramon looking more tolerable to me there as the vividness of the eyes isn't as intense as the old art. (SilV meanwhile was meant to show differences to GoldV) {Mainly in personality but also with a different color design!} But GoldVdramon has a new art or two lately I can edit?... SilV's evo line is also different; may or may not have an alt "SilV-dramon" form which doesn't exist officially, but also has an evo line concept {still in development to this day} inspired by {J E W I S H} interpretations of spirits, "angels" and such.)

Hikaru "looks like" Hikari for reasons, but NOT the reasons you're thinking, most likely... (In reality, they do have very obvious differences more up close, which Daisuke will come to recognize over time too.) A notable difference is Hikaru's hair is meant to be overall more obviously curlier and a darker shade, or more like simply Black, than Toei portrayed Hikari as (Since y'know Hikaru is partly based of MeTM and I have such hair...) Back then when I made requests however I wasn't as specific as I should have been, and people I requested from maybe took "looks like Hikari" a bit too literally (not their fault!)

BlackTail icons were edited by ME. (Based on "B.S.S.M" {Luna}) {DO NOT COPY} {DO NOT re-post} Back then I was originally under the impression these Face-blinking icons were free for anyone to use or edit since many J.P.N fan-sites + web-rings of the era did the same with them, but since then I only use things + icons I specifically requested back then.

For example:

{Spirit Evolution!} I requested this from someone on "With the Will" forum but since then lost their name... This icon is ALSO NOT TO BE USED or re-produced! It was more meant as just a visible representation; GoldV isn't necessarily a "slide" evo of SilV lol. (I was still working on SilV's evolution line concepts!!)

The one of Hikaru with Jounouchi ("Joey") was requested towards the end of my old site being removed during a web-purge, and someone who did art had their requests open. At the time I was also super into Y.G.O D.M. still and thus requested O.C. with my Y.G.O D.M. Fav, also because "COF"'s anniversary was basically Jounouchi's bday. (Jan. 25th circa pre 2010 02 fan-base era)

This is marked 'no rb' for now, but I might make it re-bloggable in the future.

At the time I heavily paired O.C. with eventual Epilogue!Daisuke. Things here with them both were meant as mainly, Friendship and both having mutual starting crushes on each other. (Top left is my edit attempt of 4th img; I was using it for a page to store these requests.) Since the fic takes place jumping around their later high school years, by the middle and end of the wider story, the Epilogue is starting to come into play, but a wider plot is also happening.

This is the fic that spun off my never-ending love for Koushiro (Koushiro's arc was right in the middle of everyone else's; and the development of ideas was IMMENSE from there.) {02 Fan-base has Always Existed!} 2nd by: Tiara 3rd by: Kari A. 5th & 6th by: Alana D. 7th by: Jenn M. 8th by: Liliy

The story has long since been offline; (I might have also lost a final draft of the last chapter... but I do have an original finished draft and thus) 'Parts' of the original plan are being slowly inserted into my Kou+Tai A.U. "The Past World".

ALSO, at some point, I was then diagnosed "A U T I S T I C" and Hikaru TOO was eventually going to be portrayed AS SUCH; but my site got deleted via web-purges and was barely hanging on by threads in my later Angelfire imgs archive :') :')

Sometime after I finished some later schooling I made the "One Week" A.M.V. KouTai + Koushiro in general came back around to TAKE OVER and Koushiro now has starring role too {Koushiro just mainly appears by Koushiro's middle arc!!} (There was buildup in the early arcs for KouTai's story though!)

{The original design for the Crest by Young!Me.} (You can tell it was by Young!Me because I used M.S. Paint.)

[yuna-kingdom]

The O.C🌅

[secretsofafangirll]

video star

summary: the time when Olivia appeared in a blind, deaf, mute baking video with the triplets and Matt couldn't keep his hands to himself.

warnings: touchiness in front of people/on camera, suggestive language, suggestive content, use of pet names.

a/n: the song doesn't have any significance, it just plays in o.c.'s headphones.

"Hey guys, welcome back to another Wednesday video," Nick blurted at the camera posed several feet in front of them, "Today we're doing another Deaf, Blind, Mute Baking Challenge."

"However," Chris butted in, sticking a mocking finger in the air, "We have a special guest for today's video," He drawled out and looked off to the side where I was standing. Matt was still leaning back against the counter and smiled at me.

"Come on out, sweetheart." Matt beckoned me over with a flick of his fingers and a nod of his head. I jumped into frame and smiled at the camera.

"Hi guys!" I waved enthusiastically and placed my hands on the counter in front of me.

"For those of you who don't know, Olivia is our best friend in the whole world and Matt's girlfriend. If you didn't know that, you've obviously never watched a video because she's in all of our vlogs and we never shut up about her." Nick summed up the basics for the viewers at home.

I've been friends with the triplets since my freshman year of high school. Chris and I instantly clicked one day in Math when our more extroverted personalities found their ways to one another. He introduced me to his two triplet brothers at lunch that same day, and the rest was history. We became inseparable and spent every second of every day together since. Things became interesting with Matt and me as we got older and grew into ourselves but we officially started dating after we graduated high school. We were always scared to announce our relationship to his fans because they can be volatile to their female friends, but once we did and they accepted that we loved each other, we've been so open and comfortable expressing that love physically on camera.

"So, how this is gonna work is..we're gonna draw out of a hat and three people are gonna be either blind, deaf, or mute and one person won't be able to use their hands. Let's hope that person isn't Olivia, because she's the only one of us that really can bake, like at all," Chris addressed the room and the camera.

"Dude, if I get fucking handcuffed, this is gonna be awful," I raised my brows and turned to Chris.

"Have a little faith, kid," Chris bumped my hip with his. I heard the car keys rattle on Matt's belt loop as he pressed himself away from the counter and came up behind me to wrap his arms around my neck. My hands subconsciously reached up to grip his muscular forearms.

"Alright, well, let's get the fuck on with it," Matt spoke.

"Okay, relax. We've been rolling for two fucking minutes." Nick stuck an accusatory hand up at Matt.

Nick reached around the counter for the hat and we all drew a card.

"Matt, you say yours first," Nick assigned.

"Mute," Matt chuckled, "Too easy."

"Deaf," I read aloud, "Yay! I just get to listen to music." I ran over to the couch and grabbed my headphones, working to connect them to my phone and find a playlist.

"Noo!," Chris whined, "Handcuffed."

"Loser", Nick teased.

"Which means that I am blind." Nick concluded, "Olivia wanted to bake something from scratch but that's a bit too hard for us, so we just got boxed brownies with, like, an extra cookie thing that we have to do too."

As Nick started to read off the contents of the box, I placed the headphones over my ears and pressed "shuffle" on Spotify. The first song to grace my ears was "B.Y.O.B" by System of a Down. A loud, scream-y nu-metal jam to deafen my sensitive ears. If I listened to anything too quiet, I'd be able to hear them. I watched as Matt tied the blindfold onto Nick and then Chris tied the bandana onto Matt. Matt then locked the handcuffs onto Chris' wrists behind his back.

I watched as the three of them tried to talk to each other, myself trying to read their lips and body language. I knew Matt well enough to know he was frustrated and Chris well enough to know he was giving Nick directions.

Quickly, when they started to struggle too much, they called me over. However, my eyes were closed as I mouthed the words to the song and I couldn't hear them.

"Everybody's going to the party have a real good time," I sang with Serj and wagged my finger to the Ooh.

What made me open my eyes was Matt pushing a hand against my lower back to guide me to the counter. The sudden jolt and touch startled me and I lurched forward, almost falling into the hard counter top face first. Matt's hand quickly shot and gripped my waist, pulling me back into him.

"Oh my God!" I yelped, my hands shooting out in front of myself to stop me before he did. He spun me around in his hands and I placed my extended hands on his chest, "Thank you!" I yelled, unaware of my volume. He just pressed a finger to my lips to tell me to be quieter. I whispered a faint apology in return.

I looked over to Chris who was probably spewing some bullshit at us about how cheesy we are, seeing as how his left cheek flexed up slightly in annoyance. Matt ushered me over to the counter where they handed me the box to try and fix what they already messed up. I took one look at the batter and knew they added too much oil.

"Okay," I started, "I think you guys just put too much oil, but it's not hard to fix. I just need a dehydrator like flour or cornstarch to dry out the oil." I turned around to grab the flour from the cabinets that I stock for them, because if I didn't they'd either starve or waste all of their money on eating out.

Due to my shorter stature, I had to stand on my tip toes and stretch the life out of my arms to reach the flour. Matt came up behind me and placed a hand on my side to tell me to relax and he reached up and grabbed it for me. I thanked him before turning around and continuing to mix the brownies, Matt's front just brushed my back the whole time as he watched over my shoulder, his hand resting gently on my hip.

Once I was done with the brownies, I needed to grab a bowl for the cookie part. I wasn't planning on making it, since it's supposed to be a challenge, but I still grabbed the equipment needed. I bent down in front of Matt to grab a smaller bowl from the cabinet below the island. When I leaned over, I didn't realize two things; one, how close I was to Matt and what he wouldn't be able to resist doing when he noticed the position we were in, two, how it would look on camera.

Both of Matt's hands found my hips when I unexpectedly stuck my ass into the air right in front of his dick and he subconsciously pressed himself a tiny bit further into me. Soon, his hand left my hip and it braced itself on the counter above my head so that I wouldn't hit the counter when I got back up.

"Okay, so you guys need to do this, because this is supposed to be your guys' challenge." I started clearly over the sound of Evanescence’s "Going Under”. I sang the words under my breath as I turned away to let them do what they needed to do. I hopped up onto the counter behind them and enjoyed my music as I watched them yell at each other.

At least I thought they were yelling at each other...

Turns out they were yelling at me to preheat the oven that I was sitting next to. I watched as Matt stepped closer to me. He placed his hands on my thighs and nodded to the oven dials. I quickly understood and turned the dial to 350 degrees. Matt's eyes darted all across my face and down my body that was only clothed in shorts and a tank top due to the intense Los Angeles heat. I knew exactly what look he was giving me and it was killing him that he couldn't kiss me.

"Later," I mouthed to him and leaned forward to kiss his forehead. He dropped his head to my shoulder and I wrapped my arms around his broad shoulder to squeeze him into me.

Soon after, the brownies had made it out of the oven safely and we were all stripped of our sense-depriving shackles. I was kind of disappointed to be done with the music, but I missed hearing my favorite boys talk.

"Okay, the brownies are done and they look fine," Nick began to the camera, "But we did fuck them up a little bit, so hopefully Olivia's fix was okay."

"Bro, she's literally a professional chef at this point, I'm sure they're still gonna be great," Chris said matter-of-factly. Nick began to cut the brownies, which they should've baked on parchment paper, and got a piece for all of us. He slid it in front of me and we all tried a bite. They still tasted great and they looked like boxes.

"Obviously, if it were up to me, we wouldn't have boxed anything, but for a boxed brownie mix," Matt came up and hugged me from behind and my hands fell to his that wrapped around me, "I would give this is a solid 8 out of 10." I said giving a thumbs up with the camera.

When they had all given their notes and feedback, they said goodbye to the camera and turned it off.

"You guys need to practice a little something called self-control, you horny fucks," Said Nick as he shook his head and took down the filming equipment. 

"Shut the fuck up, Nick," Matt spat as he pulled me closer, "Hi, my girl. D'you have fun?" He asked, pressing a kiss to the top of my head.

I pulled back slightly and leaned up to kiss his lips, "Mhm. I always have fun filming with you guys." I smiled up at his stunning face.

"What'd you listen to?" He asked, pulling away from the hug to reach over and grab a cup from the cabinet, but keeping a hand on my waist. I turned to watch him as he got what he needed.

"I listened to System of a Down and Evanescence. I wish that, like, Nirvana or something came on though." I sighed and looked down for a moment before focusing my attention back on him.

"S'nice. I need to branch out, broaden my musical horizons," He said as he filled his cup with water from the fridge.

"And your kitchen horizons, because, my God, you guys suck at baking." I teased exasperatedely.

"Hey, watch yourself," He tutted, "They suck at baking, I, on the other hand, can whip up a good dessert."

"Alright, mister, I bought already-been-smoked salmon and tried to cook it anyway, Sturniolo." I accused, rolling my eyes jokingly.

"Oh, yeah? You want to play it that way?" He smiled smugly and slowly stepped toward me, setting his water down on the kitchen island.

I backed away in response and put my hands up in defense, "I'm not playing anything. M'just sayin' it how it is. S'not my fault your egos too big."

"You little-," He cut himself off and reached for me. A high-pitched yelp escaped my mouth as I dodged his hand and I backed away from him before running to his bedroom. I might be more agile than him, but his legs are much longer than mine. He caught up to me as I was trying to slam his door shut, and he stopped the door before I could close it. He swooped in quickly, picked me up, and tossed me onto the bed, kicking the door shut somewhere in between.

"Matt!" I giggled, as I sat up, bracing my hands behind me. He crawled onto the bed in front of me and shoved my chest back down.

"Those brownies might have been good," He leaned down and placed a gentle kiss right below my ear, "But I know you're gonna taste even better," He whispered into my ear and began to trail a path of open-mouthed kisses down my neck...

//

author's note: alright...how'd we like it? I'm not entirely sure how I feel about it, but I wanted to put something out. I liked the concept but I'm unsure of how it turned out. let me know what you guys think.

all the love, she <3

[eggscargot]

Sketch commission for @/mexicanspoof on twitter!

Clover is so sweet, and I had a great time drawing her and Stanley together!! 💖 Thank you again!

[ID: A drawing of Stanley Pines, and fan o.c. Clover from Gravity Falls. They are both baking together, and icing cookies. Clover has an arm around Stanley, and kisses his cheek. He is comically stunned by this, and has flushed cheeks with happy glistening eyes. End ID.]

[userlottie]

@lgbtqcreators creator meme: [5/10] lgbtq+ characters

+ @pscentral event 28: throwback

In the years since, however, fans have rightfully claimed Marissa as a bicon. Barton agrees, sharing with GAY TIMES that she thinks her character "was [bisexual]": "I do. I do think that. That's the thing, they were trying to write off so many of her things as "phases" like her drug use and alcohol use. I mean [her bisexuality] was touched on but not really properly looked into. I definitely see that for Marissa. (x) MARISSA COOPER in THE O.C. (2003-2007)

[justwhisperingfantasies]

The One That Got Away

Characters: Reader, (Y/N and nickname babe[s].) Jensen Ackles. Jared Padalecki. Misha Collins. Mark Sheppard. Ruthie Connell. Rob Benedict. Richard Speight Jr. Kim Rhodes. Osric Chau. Matt Cohen. Alexander Calvert. Briana Buckmaster. Eric Kripke. Lily (o.c) Abby (o.c) Emily (o.c) Mention of Karl Urban

Warnings: Domestic Violence And Mental Abuse. Angst. Mention Of  Cheating. Mention Of Pregnancy Loss. Mention Of Blackmailing. Drinking. Language. Jensen Being An Ass. Reader Being Bitchy. Let Me Know If I Missed Any.

Summary: You thought you had left Supernatural and Jensen in the past, but almost 6 years later you get roped back in when your job is on the line.

Word count: 6,145

A/N: I've had this idea in my head for some time now. Finally got the chance to write it out. Hope y'all enjoy it. 💗

Please don't copy my work and post it elsewhere.

Like, comments and reblogs are highly appreciated 💗

You took a deep breath with your hand on the handle of the thick auditorium door. You can do this you thought to yourself. You haven’t been to a supernatural con in almost 6 years, and you didn’t think you’d ever be going to one another one. You push the doors open and the sounds of the crowd almost burst your eardrums. Everyone was talking, and excited, but your stomach was doing backflips the whole way to your seat. You felt so out of place. You thought about turning around and leaving, but you had a job to do and would get it done. You made it to your seat. First row, right in front of him. Your designated seat in the past. Of course, Eric would buy that seat. You rolled your eyes as you sat down. 

Rob Benedict walks out on stage after his other bandmates. The crowd went absolutely bunkers. “Alright Vegas, are you ready?” Rob asked. The crowd went wild. You let your mind wander as Louden Swain starts their setlist.

Year 2006:

“I don’t think I can do this.” A nervous Jensen admitted walking up to the curtain on the stage between you and Jared.

“Jay, you got this,” Jared assured him.

Jensen took a deep breath. “Did you get the seat?” He looked over to you.

“Yes, I’ll be right in front of you. When you get nervous or overwhelmed just look down and I’ll flash you or something.”

Jensen let out a laugh lifting his face.

“Um, (y/n) I’m feeling a bit nervous too. “ Jared professed

You and Jensen glared at him. “I think you’ll be alright.” You told him walking over to the  stage entrance

“You guys got this.” You kissed Jensen on the cheek. “I love you both.” You then kissed Jared on the cheek. “Have fun!!” You said as you turned to walk away.

“Love you too.” They said at the same time. You could hear the boys talking, but you couldn’t make out the words.

Lily was standing by the wall. She started walking with you as you passed. “Are you ever going to tell him how you feel?” You rolled your eyes and looked back at Jensen.  He blew you a kiss and mouthed thank you. You nodded and gave him a smile.

“Probably not.” You said facing forward and continuing walking.

“Why the hell not?! You two would be so cute.” You sighed. “I mean you’re practically dating already.”

“Lily, leave it alone.” You said as you got to the door. You pushed the door open and walked into the auditorium, energy pulsating through the air as the fans waited for Jensen and Jared to come out on stage. You found your seat and sat down. Lily sat down next to you. They came out behind the curtain dancing as the band played their intro song. 

The band starts playing Anyway You Want It by Journey bringing you out of your memory. “You guys really for them?” Rob asked and then started to sing the lyrics. Your heart hastens and you can hear it in your ears. Of course, Jensen and Jared come through the curtain dancing like the total goofballs that they are. Some things just never change you thought to yourself.  You didn’t realize how much you missed this and them, the 3 of you were so close. Now you are just one of the ex-cast personal assistants of Supernatural. It broke your heart when you left the set, but it broke your heart more to be around him daily. They do their famous stage jump with Rob as the band hits the last chord.

“Should we make this official?” Richard Asked.

“Yes,” Jared answered, and Jensen nodded his head.

“Las Vegas and the surrounding counties, please welcome Mr. Jensen Ackles and Mr. Jared Padalecki.”

They bowed and sent kisses to the crowd then pointed at each other. “Have at ‘er boys,” Richard says as he shakes their hands and heads off the stage.

“Thank you to... Wait what was his name?” Jared jokes. Rob whispers in his ear. “Err Speight. Thank you, Richard Speight.” The microphone starts whining and the boys start holding their arms out and spinning them trying to get it to stop. Rob realized he had left his mic on, and he ran back on stage to turn it off.

“It's fixed! It’s fixed!” He yells at them as he runs back off stage.

“Rob Benedict, everyone!” Jensen says as he looks down. You didn’t think he could see you with all the lights pointed at him, but his jaw dropped and then his face lit up. He got Jared’s attention and pointed right at you. Jared yelled your name and waved. Welp, I guess he saw me. The microphone starts whining again, and they make a close encounter joke. Jared makes the theme noises.

“Hi, guys!” Jared said after the whining sound stopped.  They welcome and thank the crowd after a lot of friendly banter between them. Then after some talk about Jared’s party patches.  They finally get to questions. After three questions you hear yelling and cursing coming from the section to your right.

“FUCKING SAM AND DEAN. YOU ALWAYS DID LOVE THEM MORE THAN ME.” He yelled, slurring his words. You could tell he’d been drinking. "I BRING YOU TO THIS STUPID CON THING AND YOU DON’T  PAY NOT ONE OUNCE OF ATTENTION TO ME. IT'S ALL ABOUT THESE PRETTY BOYS"

“Sir.” Jared tried to diffuse the situation.

“WHAT ASSHOLE?”  Jensen rose to his feet. The man said as he stood up. “I’LL WHIP YOUR PRETTY BOY ASS?”

You quickly jump out of your seat and motion for Jensen to come to you. He walked over and squatted down.  “Where’s Abby?”

Jensen looks around and points at her as she walks up to you.

“Hey Ab. I think the boys should go backstage until this is handled.”

“You can still read my mind (y/n)” Abby handed you a crew pass “Here take the boys backstage. I have a feeling we will  have to call the police.”

“No,” Jensen said.

“Jensen please, we don’t want some drunk hurting you or Jared.” You tried to convince him.” And God forbid you catch an assault charge because of him.”

“I’m not gonna fight.” You raised an eyebrow at him. “I won’t start the fight.

“Please” You pleaded.

“I SHOULDN’T HAVE LET YOU COME TODAY. YOU AREN’T A GOOD WOMEN. ALWAYS PUTTING SAM AND DEAN’S PUSSY ASSES BEFORE YOUR HUSBAND. WHAT A WHORE.”

 Jensen’s jaw tightened and he jumped back to his feet. You yelled at Jared, you pointed at him then Jensen, then to the backstage area.  Jared walked up and nudged Jensen “Come on man. Let’s go backstage and let security handle this.”

Jensen put his mic up to his mouth. And the crowd gasps. “Listen, guys... Hey!!” Jensen yelled into the microphone. The man had backhanded his wife, and you look over in time to see the man trying to rush the stage.  A hurtful cry comes through the speakers as Jensen throws down his mic and jumps down from the stage. You caught him before he got far. You put your hands on his chest and tried to hold him back.

 “Jensen please.” You pleaded as you struggled. You grabbed his face with both hands and made him look at you. “Come on please.” His jaw was still clenched, and his fists still held tight fists, but he stopped fighting you.  “Ross.” His eyes dropped to yours and he wrapped his hands around your wrists. “Let’s go backstage.”

“One second.” He said looking over your head.

“Jens..’”

He cut you off. “I’m good, Babes.” You guys watched as the security guards zip-tied the man’s hands behind his back and took him into the lobby. “he’s gone. I wanna make sure she’s ok.”  He grabbed your hand and started walking. Your feet didn’t move.

“I’ll go, but I can’t.” You shook your hand out of his. He looked at you with disappointment in his eyes and slowly nodded. “Come on.” You started walking up the aisle and he followed you.

“Is she ok?” Jensen asked Abby once you got to her. Jared walked up beside you and tugged on your hair. You rolled your eyes and shook your head.

“I’m ok,” the lady said as she held her cheek.

“I think we should still have the EMTs check her out, Ab” Jared said

“Yes, they are on their way now. “

Jensen sat down in the empty seat beside her. “What’s your name?”  Taking the icepack from Abby and putting it on her cheek.  Abby walked to the aisle to talk to one of the police officers. They started pulling witnesses for their statements.

“Uh. Em. Emily” she stuttered

“You sure you’re ok, Emily?” She turned pink when Jensen said her name.

“Yes, I am fine.”

The EMTs walked up. “Will you let them check this out?”

“It’s really not necessary, Mr. Ackles.” She reassured him.

“Please for me?” she nodded. You rolled your eyes, and Jared nudged your arm with his elbow. You looked at him with knitted brows.

“Be nice." He whispered. You felt the urge to roll your eyes again but held it back. Jared tilted his head and started walking. You took the hint and followed him “I was scared there for a minute.” He said after you guys walk a couple steps away.

“Yeah, me too.” You confessed.

“I swear you’re the only person that can get him to calm down when he’s that pissed off.”

“Aw is he immune to the puppy dog eyes, Padalecki?” you teased.

Jared rolled his eyes. “Not yours apparently.”

“Trust me. It’s been proven that he is.” Jared furrowed his brows, but you just shook your head and walked away.

Well, I guess Jensen never told him you thought as you walked back to stand beside Abby. Jared followed.

The EMTs looked her cheek over and determined there were no fractures or teeth damage, but there

might be a slight bruise. “Thank you,” she said as they packed their bags up.

“Not a problem.”  They said as they walked away.

Just then a Police officer walked up “I think we got statements from just about everyone. Did you guys see anything?” He looked at you then Jensen, Then Jared.

“Yea. We were on stage. You could tell he was drunk the way he was yelling. He started cussing, threatened him.” He pointed at Jared “I could see her lips moving, I assumed she was trying to get him to calm down, and then he slapped her.”

The officer turned to Jared. “Yeah, that’s what I saw too.”

The officer turned to you. “I didn’t see it, but I think it’s obvious what happened.”

“Ma’am, can I have a word with you.?”

The woman looked so nervous. “Want me to go with you?” Jensen asked her.

“Oh no, Mr. Ackles. You are supposed to be answering questions right now.”

“It’s Jensen.” He looked at you.

“I can go with you if you want Emily.”  You offered.

“You don’t have to do that.” She said.

“I really don’t mind, come on.” You gestured for her to go ahead.

He nodded and got up. “Thank you,” she said as she passed.  You walked with her out to the lobby and the boys went back to the stage.

As you walked into the lobby Emily started looking around. “Ma’am we put him in the backseat of the cruiser. He can’t hurt you now.”

She started to tell the officer what had happened. Her voice started to crack, and you put your arm around her shoulders for support. You helped her get through everything and then she explains this isn’t the first time. Your heart broke for her. “Would you like to press charges?” She looked at you.

“It's up to you, but if it was me I would. You don’t need that in your life.”

She looked back at the officer. “Yes sir.”

“Ok well, you probably paid a pretty penny for this show, so go enjoy and you can stop by later. I’ll be there all night. If you need anything before that here’s my card. Don’t hesitate to call.” He handed her his card and walked back over the door with you two. She thanked him as he opened the door. “No problem.”  

“You can have my seat, I can watch from the sides.”

“You really don’t have to.” But you were already leading her passed where she was sitting.

“Hey, there she is!” Jensen said into the mic as he noticed the two of you. “Everything good?” you gave him a thumbs up as you her to your seat and sat her down. They continued asking questions.

You took a knee in front of her “Let me see your phone.” You put your number in after she handed it to you. “There’s my number if you need anything text me, ok?”

“Thank you (y/n) for everything.”

“you’re welcome, Emily. Have fun,” you walked to the side of the stage.

Abby was standing there. “Let her through.” She told the security guards. You thanked them as they let you through the gate. “Just like riding a bike huh?”

“Yeah, I guess so.”

“So why are you here?” You looked at her with wide eyes. “Not that I’m not happy to see you. I just thought you were done with the whole Supernatural scene.”

“Work. “

“Ahh, how is the big boss?”

“He’s alright. Stressed at the moment.”

“Ha. When is he not.” Someone called for her over the walkie. She took a couple steps back. “Hey, I gotta go check on something in the back. Can you wrangle the boys and get them to their photo op for me? I bet they’d love that.”

You sighed “Sure.”

“Thank you.”

“No problem.” She turned and walked away. You watched Jared and Jensen answer questions and joke with their fans. Richard and Rob came back on stage seeing the last question song.  Jensen started singing with them as Jared moved their chairs and brought the fan onto the stage. The lady was so excited. After joking with the boys she asked her question. The boys answered. They hugged and thanked her. Richard and Rob started singing again. Jensen joined in after hugging the fan.

“I just wanna say guys we wouldn't be anywhere without you.” Jensen nodded along as Jared continued. “So thank you. We love you. See ya later guys.” They both wave and blow kisses. Jensen points at you and then to the back. You nod and head that way.

“(Y/n)!!!!” Jared yelled as he ran down the hallway to you. You were in his arms twirling around before you could even say anything.

“Jared, put me down.”

“One more time.” Jared spun around one time and put you down. “Why didn’t you tell me you were coming today?”

“Well, it was kind of a hasty decision. Lily was supposed to come, but she had a family emergency. So I got sent here.”

“Why?” Jared asked.

“For me,” Jensen said.

“ Ya know you could just say yes and make my job a lot easier.” You said turning to him

"Yeah, but what’s the fun in that.” You rolled your eyes as he chuckled.

 “ Well, well, well. Look who it is.” Richard said dramatically as he walked up behind Jared.

You smiled. “Oh my gosh, it’s Richard Spade Jr” You mispronounced his last name on purpose.

“I never knew how much I missed that until right now.” He said walking towards you with open arms. You stepped towards him returning the gesture. “how long has it been?”

“5 and a half years,” Jensen answered in a dejected tone.

“Damn. Well, you look great, my dear.” He said as he released you.

“Thanks. Spade you don’t look awful yourself.”  

He chuckled. “A bunch of us are going down to the bar for drinks tonight. You should come. I know everyone would love to see you again.”

“Eh,” Jared shot you his puppy dog eyes. “Damnit Padalecki! I’m in.”

Richard turned to Jared with his fist up. Jared bumped it with his. “see you guys later.” Richard said as he walked away.

“So, photo op?” you asked. You spun on your heels and started to take a step.

“Yeah, but I gotta grab something real fast. I’ll meet y’all there.” Jared said. You sighed quietly as he walked away.

“So, this isn’t awkward,” Jensen said sarcastically.

“Pretty sure talking about how awkward it is makes it worse. “ You started walking.

“I tried to call you. “ Jensen said catching up to you.

“I know.” You admitted.

“so you were ignoring me.”

“What did you expect Jensen?”

“Yeah. “ He sighed. “I get it.” You walked in silence for a couple minutes. “ How have you been?”

“Good.”

“That’s all I get?” He grabbed your arm stopping you. “ Look I know I fucked up and I know you hate me, but if we are going to work together again we are going to have to find a way to be civil with each other.”

“If I hated you I would have let you get arrested today.” He gave you a little smile.

“But twice Jensen.” He gave you a puzzled look. “You fucked up twice.” You said heavy-hearted and continued walking.

“Damnit Jared Where are you?” you thought out loud as you whipped your phone out of your pocket.

“I’m sure he’s close,” Jensen said trying to calm you down.

“ Call Jared.” You said into your phone.

“I’m right behind you. (y/n) calm down.” Jared yelled from behind

“I’m not even working this event and y’all are gonna get me in trouble.”

“Nice to see you haven’t lost your Texan roots there, sweetheart,” Jensen said and you glared at him.

You opened the door, and the long line of people started cheering. Abby was already there. “You guys are late.” Jensen and Jarod walked up to the backdrop and started greeting fans.

“It’s the tall one’s fault.” You said standing beside her

“Somethings never change. You sure you and Jensen weren’t making out in the hallway again.”

“Abby.” You said through gritted teeth

“Sorry. Sore spot got it.”

“Is that?” You heard an angel’s voice with a Scottish accent.

You turned around. “Ruthie!”  she started walking quickly toward you and you squeezed her tight meeting her halfway. “Ruthie I am so glad you’re here.” You tried to hold back the tears.

“Come with me, love.” She kept one arm around you and took you to the hallway. “What’s going on? Are you back?”

“No. I’ve been working with Eric on The Boys. He wants Jensen to play this part. Eric sent me here to try to convince him to say yes.”

“Why the hell would he send you with everything that happened?”

“Lily was supposed to come, but she had a family emergency. He didn’t have anyone else. Plus, I get to see all of you guys. So, it’s really not that bad. Jensen and I just got in a little tiff before we came out here and being face to face with him again. Even after 6 years. And I’m pissed off it still hurts.” A tear rolled down your cheek.

“I know Babes. “She hugged you again. “Are you gonna be able to work with him again, if he does say yes?”

“I’m gonna have to. I’m finally writing Ruthie. You sighed. “I wish that night never happened. I should have kept my big dumb mouth shut.”

“They say it’s better knowing than not.” She sighed. “But I think that’s a bunch of bullshit.” She said making you chuckle. “I wish there was something I could do for you. my dear.”

“This helps. “

She squeezed you tighter. “I know this is hard for you, but I am very glad to see you. These things aren’t the same without you.”

You smiled. “I miss you too, where were you headed?”

“I have a panel in a few minutes.”

“You should go I’ll be fine.”

“Everyone is going out tonight.”

“I know. Richard and Jared already got me to agree to come.”

“You sure you’re, ok?” you nodded. “I’ll see you tonight.” She hugged you one more time and kissed your cheek.

“Have a good panel,” you said, and she smiled at you as she walked out the door. You leaned your back on the wall and slid down until you hit the floor.

You heard the door open, but you didn’t look up. Misha sat in front of you with his face in his hands.

“Whatcha doin'?”

You couldn’t help but smile. “Just admiring this hallway.”

“It’s a very nice hallway, but I think you’re lying.”

“Misha, I don’t wanna talk about it.”

He stood up and put his hand out “Ok then, Let’s go drink.” You smiled and took his hand. You forced yourself not to look in Jensen’s direction as you and Misha made your way through the lobby.

“So, I have a question.” You said hopping on the barstool. “How did you know I was in the hallway?”

“A little bird asked me to come check on you.” he got the bartender’s attention. “You still drink your whiskey neat?”

“Yes, please. Are you done for the day?”

“Yep. I’m all yours,” he ordered your drinks. “How is work?”

“It’s going well. I am a paid writer now Mish.”

“(y/n)!! That’s incredible, kiddo. I am so proud of you.”

“How’s everything with you?”

“Good. Gish is going to start soon. I am writing a poetry book, and Vitoria and I are working on a cookbook,”

“Fun. How’s Random Acts?”

“Oh, it’s great. Thank you, by the way. Don’t think I don’t notice your monthly donations”

“No thanks needed. I’m happy to help.” The bartender sat down 2 whiskeys in front of you  “You drinking whiskey now?”

“I do occasionally and I’m not gonna let you drink alone.” You clicked glasses with him and you both took the shot. “I should go slow though. It’s been a while.”

You tapped your glass when the bartender looked your way, he nodded and poured another round for you. “Thank you,” you said as he sat the second glass in front of you.

“Well, I see we are pre-gaming over here,” Richard said as he walked up to you.

“Have to if I gotta deal with the Supernatural cast tonight.” You teased

“Oh, come on. You know you miss us Ms. Paid writer.” You gave him a puzzled look. “Jared told everyone all about it.”

“Of course he did.” You sipped your drink this time.

Richard sat down on the other side of Misha and ordered his drink. Misha leaned back in his chair. “Don’t be mad. He’s happy for you. We all are. “

“I know.”

As the events of the day ended more of the cast and crew walked into the bar area. “You want another one?” The bartender asked you.

“Um, I’m gonna slow down. I’ll take a bud light.” The bartender went to get you one “I don’t wanna get Bello drunk.”

Misha and Richard laughed. “Do you remember the first year we went?”

You smiled and nodded “When Jared almost got arrested?”

“Jared almost got arrested?” Richard asked.

“Rich you should have seen him. He was so trashed. He kept screaming...”

“BELLO” you and Misha yelled and then started laughing.

Just then you felt arms wrap around you from behind. “I didn’t believe Ruthie, but you are here.”

“Oh. Mama Kim? You stood up and squeezed her.

“THE PARTY IS HERE!”  You heard from the doorway. You look over to see Jared, Jensen, and Mark walking in the door. Everyone laughed. Jensen looked you in the eye and you could see his concern. He raised his eyebrows, and you nodded letting him know you were ok. The bartender sat your beer in front of you stealing your attention.

“Thank you.” The bartender nodded. Your eyes went back to the same stop, but he was already on the other side of the bar.

“(y/n) You’re already 2 whiskies in?” Jared asked.

“Misha ordered them.” He looked over at Misha who just shrugged. “Better catch up Padalecki.”  You teased.

You jumped as a piercing scream pierced your eardrums. “Y/N!!” You didn’t even have to look you know it was Briana. She ran up to you and practically jumped on you. “Oh my god! Look at you. You look so great and pretty.”

“And deaf now. Thank you.”

“You’ll be fine. Tell me everything. Kim told me you have a new man” Briana was still yelling.

You looked at Kim “I do?”

“Well last time I called you, you were with a man.”

“Karl?” you started laughing. “No.”

“Well, you guys were out to lunch. At a very nice restaurant.”

“Oh, my alert the media.” You rolled your eyes. “Doesn’t mean he’s my new man.”

Your eyes scanned the room and stopped at Jensen who was sitting alone. “Jared.”  You pulled him down to you. “Go sit with him.” You whispered into Jared’s ear.

“Or you guys can pin what the hell is going on between you and we could all hang out like old times.”

“Jared.”

“Come on, B. For one night. Please.” He put his lip out. “Don’t make me bust out the puppy eyes again.”

“I hate you.” You looked back to Jensen. He did look lonely. Damnit. “Fine.”

“Yes!!” He said waving over Jensen.

Jensen looked at you. You rolled your eyes and motioned him over. He smiled and jumped up.  “So, what are we talking about?”  Jensen walked up to the group.

“Apparently (y/n) has a new man,” Richard said.

Jensen raised his brows. “Oh really?”

“Well, apparently if I have lunch with a guy that means I’m fucking him.”

He smirked. “Good to know.”

“(y/n) do a shot with me.” Briana requested handing you a glass.

“Oh, come on.”

“Can’t handle your liquor anymore?” Jensen teased. You glared at him, clinked her glass with yours, and took the shot. He smiled.

“A table just opened guys. Come on.” Jared yelled, everyone walked over to the empty table. You stood in place and watched them. You really missed this. 

Kim nudged you, “You alright babe?”

“Yeah.” You grabbed your beer and headed over to the table.

“Babes!!” Mark yelled.

“Did you really just notice she was here?!” Jared turned to him

“Shut up Moose.” He said as he walked around to hug you.

“How are you, love?” Mark asked as he squeezed you.

“I’m good. How are you?” you said as he released you.

“Good. The babies are getting big.”

“Yeah, I saw the pictures in the group chat. They are adorable.”

“Thank you. When are you gonna have a couple rugrats?”

“Gotta find a good guy first.”  You glanced at Jensen who was glaring at the tv on the wall. I wonder if he heard.

“Yeah not many of us left,” Mark said and you chuckled. 

“(y/n) over here,” Jared called out panting the empty chair between him and Jensen. You didn’t want everyone to ask questions, so you had no choice but to go sit down. Fucking fantastic you thought. Ruthie and Rob finally made their entrance and grabbed extra chairs to sit at the end of the table. Ruthie raised her eyebrows and tilted her head toward the bar.

You took the last drink of your beer and stood up. Jared looked at you, “Refill. Dude chill. I’m not gonna make a run for it.”

Jensen huffed. “Well, ya never know.”

You laughed in frustration and leaned down to Jensen’s ear. “I’m trying really hard here.” He smiled. “For Jared and Jared only.” His smile faded, “Unless you want everyone to know the real reason why I left I’d shut up if I were you.”

“Yeah, I’ll take another beer. Thanks, babe.” He said loud enough for everyone to hear.  

You rolled your eyes. “Anyone else?”  A couple of people raised their drinks. You walked up to the bar and Ruthie joined you. “I’m gonna punch him.”

She laughed, “I don’t think that’s the best course of action there babe.”

Everyone cheered as Alexandra, Osric, and Matt walked in.

“Where y’all been?” Jared asked walking up behind you.

“Got caught up.” Osric lied.

“That means they were hitting on some babes in the lobby.” You turned to face the 3 boys.

“be right back,” Alex said and walked to the bathroom

Osric’s face lit up. “Oh my god. Babes.” He wrapped his arms around your waist and lifted you off the ground. He spun as he squeezed.

“Damnit, Oz. Put me down!”  he didn’t. You looked up at Jared. “What is the infatuation with picking me up?”

Jared shrugged “It’s fun.”

Osric put you down as the bartender walked over  “What’ll it be boys?”

They ordered their drinks and then the bartender looked at you. “ I got 4.”

“Hit me,” the bartender said.

“Bud Light, corona, vodka cranberry, and a long island.” He nodded and walked to get the beers.

“So what are you doing here?!” Osric asked you.

“Boss sent me.” You hopped on the barstool.

“Oh, who’s he gunnin' for?”

“Who do you think?”

Osric chuckled. “definitely Ackles if he' sends you.”

“It was supposed to be Lily, but something came up and ta-da.” You felt his eyes on you so you glanced over at Jensen. He looked away and took the last drink of his scotch and soda. You turned back around.

“How is Lily?” He asked.

 The bartender brought over the beers. “Gimme just a sec on the drinks.”

“Can you add a scotch and soda to mine please?”

“Sure thing”

“She is good. She’s a cast p.a now.”

“aw following in your footsteps.” He said. Alex came out and walked up to get his beer. “Have you met Alex?”

“No, I left mid-season 9. Right after Kevin died actually.”

“Shh spoilers.” Jared teased. You chuckled.

“It’s an honor to meet you.” Alex put his hand out.

“Umm. What? You shook his hand. “I assure you I’m nobody special.”

“The famous Babes. They talked about you so much. Especially Jensen and Jared. They really missed you after you left.” The bartender brought over all the mixed drinks.

He pointed at the boys and gave them their total, then did the same for you. “It's all on me,” Osric said and slid his wallet out.

“You sure bud?” You asked. He nodded. The bartender put the ones for the table on a try for you. “I’ll be right back Ruthie.” You took the tray over to the table and started handing out drinks. “Compliments of Mr. Chau.” They all yelled “Thank you” and he nodded.

Jensen wasn’t in his seat. He was over by the jukebox. You sighed and walked over to him. “Here.” There was a little more force behind the glass than you intended when you put it in his hand.

“Thanks, babe.” He said sarcastically. “I think you missed your calling. You’d be a great waitress.” He said passive-aggressively.

“Yep.” You said with bitchy attitude and turned to walk back to the bar.

“Aren’t you supposed to be nice to me?” He asked in the same tone causing you to stop and turn around.  “Will he fire you if I say no?”

“Take the job. Don’t take the job. I really don’t care anymore. If Eric wants to fire me because some jackass can’t get over his petty bullshit and grow up, then I don’t want to work for him anyway. “

He gently grabbed your arm “I’m the one who can’t get over it?”

You sighed. “Jensen, I don’t wanna do this here.” Your eyes started to water.

“Fine.” He grabbed your hand and led you outside and into the alley beside the hotel. “Then we do it out here.”

“Jensen.”

“What do I have to do to get you to forgive me?”

“Really you were just being a total ass in there. And now you wanna play the victim?”

“Oh, sweetheart I’m not trying playing victim. We all know I’m the bad guy.”

“Yes, you are.” You wiped a tear away.

“I’m sorry.” His voice cracked and he dropped the asshole attitude. “It’s really fucking hard to be around you. It kills me to look at you knowing that you hate me, so I put on a macho tough guy act. And I turn into an asshole.”

“How could you think it would ever be the same?” you wiped another tear. “You wanna talk about something killing you, you were my best friend. The love of my life. The one person I knew would never judge or hurt me. I could come to you about anything. I loved you with everything I had Jensen.” You looked up into his watery eyes. “How could you cheat on me?” you crossed your arms over your aching chest as you said it out loud. “And then you married her? And then the night before your wedding you came to my house. I put my heart out there again and asked you to pick me and look what happened.”

“I had to.” He said through clenched teeth.

“What?”

“She was pregnant. I had to marry her.” You took a deep breath as he raked back his tousled hair with his fingers. “She blackmailed me into the marriage. And then she lost the baby. Then I got blackmailed again.” He wiped the tears off his face. “I was blackmailed and forced to stay in a miserable marriage for Four years. Four years babe and I hated every second of it.”

“I didn’t know.” You whispered.

“I couldn’t tell you. you refused to talk to me.” You opened your mouth, and he held his hands up and you closed it. “Which was understandable. I fucked up, Hell back then you probably wouldn’t of believe me. Again understandable.” He took your tear-soaked face in his hands and started wiping them away. You tightened your arms, raising your elbows to keep the space between you. “The biggest regret I have in my life is that night. I would do anything, and I mean anything to take it back. I hate that I hurt you, I hate that I broke your trust and your heart.”  He took a deep breath. “I hate that I lost you and I’ll never be able to get you back.” You looked from his eyes at the glistening line the teardrop had left on his cheek. “My world ended when I lost you.” You looked back at his deep verdant eyes with tears escaping them. “Then we went on hiatus, I couldn’t find you or get ahold of you. I tried my damnest for 8 weeks. Every day I called everyone I could. I went to your house. Your mama’s house. Everywhere I could think you’d be. Nobody knew where you were and if they did, they wouldn’t tell me. Then I got a call saying I’m gonna be a dad. I've been in hell ever since. Seeing you in your seat today was the first spark of hope I’ve had in a very long time.”

You jumped when you heard the clanking of a trash can lid fall. “I um just um. I’m just g-g-gonna go.”

“Fucking Padalecki.” You said with a chuckle.

Jensen gave you a small smile.” Look (y/n), the last thing I wanna do is get you fired or in trouble, but I don’t know if I am strong enough to be around you every day with us in this state. I’ll call Eric first thing in the morning and tell him you tried, but scheduling conflicts or something. I’ll figure something out. I’ll make sure you’re ok though.” You nodded.  He let go of your face. “I am truly regretful of everything that I did to you and what I put you through. I really hope one day we can be friends again.”

You didn’t know what to say, didn’t know what to do. You heard everything, but it was too much to process. You just stood there looking at the ground. “Babe.” You looked up at him. “I can’t leave you standing in a dark alley at night by yourself. Can I walk you back in?” you nodded. He gestured for you to go first and followed as you started to walk.

Ruthie and Jared were waiting for you guys by the front doors. “Hey there, love,” Ruthie said. She held her arm out. You slid under it and put your around her. Jared opened the door for you and then it shut behind you. “What happened out there ?”

“Cognitive overload.”

[shadowkoo]

Bad For You - Teaser

→ Summary: Jungkook wants what he can’t have and it’s driving him nuts. He’s never thought of Natasha more than Namjoon’s annoying little sister, but that’s all changed now that she's returned from university. Especially now that she plan to stay at his apartment until further notice. Having Tasha around takes his mind off the importance of this season, something he cannot have happen since last season ended so badly. A distraction like her might either become the biggest mistake of his life, or perhaps the best one.

Natasha know better than to sleep with the up-and-coming, all-star, fan-favorite hockey forward for the Denver Dragons. And it’s not because he’s just as much a player off the ice as he is on it. More importantly, he’s her brother’s teammate, best friend, and the guy whose place she's crashing at. He’s been off-limits since the day she met him, but it didn’t stop her then, and it sure as fuck isn’t going to stop her now…

↠ jungkook x o.c. | dual 1st person pov | 224 words | 18+ ↠ genre: smut, hockey au, professional athlete au, brother’s best friend au, forced proximity, age gap, forbidden relationship

→ Teaser Warnings: Jungkook is hot and bothered, and takes a steamy shower where he masturbates to past memories 😏

→ Official Teaser for Bad For You, Fic 1/7 of the All About You series

Jungkook

I undress and turn on the hot water, letting it fall onto my chest as my head falls back. I have one hand extended out to the wall, which I lean on for support. The other trails down my body, down toward my throbbing dick.

It won’t take me long to get off. Not when I'm so worked up.

I rub my thumb over my tip a few times before starting to pump my length.

Thoughts of Natasha cloud my mind. Like how she tasted that night. Like how she panted in my ear and begged for more.

My hand moves faster and I grit his teeth.

So maybe I lied. Maybe it wasn’t only a kiss. Maybe my fingers were also deep inside Tasha's tight little pussy.

The memory alone sends me over the edge. The grip around my thick member tightens, and I toss his head back as my load shoots into the drain below me.

Masturbating to the thought of my best friend's little sister isn’t a very proud moment in my life. It’s a shameful thing I'll hardly admit to doing more than once, even if that’s not the truth.

I breathe deep and closes my eyes. I'm fucked for sure. Natasha's not even back in my life yet and I'm already losing control. How on earth am I going to survive?

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[auntbibby]

my jjba stand is called [VOYAGER] (yes, based on daft punk) and its based on somthin iv done in dreams

in my dreams i can sometimes lift up my feet behind my butt and instead of fallin on my face immediately i just float above the ground, movin forward almost like a floatin platform in super mario.

so thats my stand. i can float forward when i lift up my feet behind my butt.

not sure what my stand itself looks like. mayb a lil dog holdin me up i dunno. mayb the dog looks like a geodude.

[iheartjulessforlife]

SHORT N SWEET INTRO !!

hi !! i'm julani (i go by jules) i've been shifting since 2021!! and my main dr is a fame dr.. i've been on shifttok since 2022 (my tiktok acc @ is planettjules )

my favorites are buffalo 66 (purely for the aesthetic… don’t fight me.), i am the O.C. #1 fan…. (can’t wait to do my dr introduction.) marvin gaye and frank ocean (my heart beats for them… literally the only reason i haven’t offed myself… joking 🌚), i have a weird (?) obsession with the 1990s… from julia roberts to trina.

my letterboxd top three are matilda (miss honey was my first girl crush.) the conjuring (2013) I am a hugeeeeee horror fan (in fact im making a ‘the conjuring’ dr… but let save that for later). waves (2019) i love this movie even though it’s an emotional train wreck but that’s the beauty of it.

fun fact ; im not very active so I’ll probably post like ever 2 weeks probably months !!

WELCOME TO PLANET JULES :

my shifting diary

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[the-bat-bros]

John Constantine Fans PLEASE

I need good fanfic recs. Give me love. Give me smut. O.C or Y/N I don’t care

I feel like EVERY time I try to find a Constantine fic, it revolves around Danny Fenton or Legends of Tomorrow and just UGH

I’m a grown woman with grown woman needs and I NEED a rated M toe curling John Constantine fic 😭

[koushirouizumi]

A Summary of COFTFFVerse DaiHika {Post-DigiAdventures 02, when theyre in 10th~ grade}

Hikari, half-possessed UNWILLINGLY, (KEYWORD UNWILLINGLY), by LadyDevimon, to Daisuke, as 'Hikari': You can hold me, embrace me, or cHASE AFTER ME IF I RUN AWAY !!! D A I S U K E: I'm too scared to do any of those things. HIKARI:

[ourtearsofrain]

Godlight (J.M.K/O.C) (Save a Horse Universe)

Summary: When Josh takes their couple’s costume “too far”, it takes everything in Austin to not ditch their plans last minute to spend some alone time with his fiancé.

Pairings: Josh Kiszka x male OC

Genre: fluff, smut, angst if you squint but it’s sort of smutty

Word Count: 5.8 k

Warnings: smut, anal sex (fingering), oral (m receiving), borderline degradation/praise kink, drinking/smoking

A/N: While you really don’t have to read all of it to understand this oneshot fic, I would highly recommend reading Save a Horse and Ride a Cowboy as well as their previous fics, as this is included in that Universe.

Also, this is for @hearts-hunger's Halloween fic event! (#18, Halloween party) 😌

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“Can you explain it one more time please?”

“You ain’t listenin’ the first time I told ya, love?” Despite his words, Austin offers Josh a soft smile, and warmth blooms in his chest at the sight of his fiancé’s soft honey eyes squinting open in the morning light filtering though their bedroom window. He feels Josh’s body tense as the other man stretches the sleep from his bones before settling impossibly closer to Austin.

Despite Nashville still being in the mid-high 70’s during the day, the first day of October had brought a new autumnal chill to the early morning, reminding Austin that it might be time to turn the heating system in their house back on for the season. He pushes the thought to the back of his mind, content to let the heat radiating off Josh’s bare chest onto his own and his hands splaying across his back warm him.

“I was, I just want to memorize it before we dress up; just in case anyone asks, y’know? Also, I may or may not have been high last time…”

“You want the short version or the long one with my commentary?”

“Long version, obviously.” Austin’s grin goes unseen by Josh as he buries his face into the soft skin of Austin’s neck, so close that he could feel the other man’s warm breath fan across it.

“Well, first of all,” Austin pauses momentarily, knowing that he was about to go on a longer-than-absolutely-necessary tangent, already beginning to feel bad for subjecting Josh to it before remembering that he had chosen the long version. “You know this gotta be one of my favorite myths, so I have a lot to say about it. apologies in advance cause I’m boutta talk your ear off.”

“Don’t worry, baby, I wanna hear everything.” Austin’s heart melts at his still-sleepy words, butterflies turning his stomach upside down at how Josh still wanted to hear him talk about the smallest interest of his, even after all their years together.

“Alright, well, I’m sure you know by now that I talk about Greek mythology like it’s history because I personally believe that it is, or at least some parts of myths did actually happen.”

“Mhm.”

“And that historians love to ignore every goddamn obvious sign that two people of the same gender were lovers, just callin’ them ‘really close friends’ instead.”

“It’s one of those stories?”

Again, Austin smiles at Josh’s commentary, knowing that the other man understood that it made him feel more comfortable info-dumping on him. “Of course it is. Alright, well our story happened long, long ago in Sparta. Hyacinthus was a beautiful Spartan Prince who caught Apollo’s eye one day as he drove his Sun-chariot across the sky, so of course the god had to meet him. They became close, Apollo taught him how to play the lyre and how to hunt with a bow and arrow, and the two spent countless hours together. Apollo was captivated by Hyacinthus’ beauty and personality, and the mortal shared Apollo’s love of music and would lie next to him while the god played. They were in love, they were happy.”

Josh untucks his face from Austin’s skin to look up at him through his lashes, and Austin doesn’t miss the way his gaze lingers on his lips before finally finding his own. “I like this story so far.”

“But,” Austin offers Josh a small, sad smile as his own eyes drift down to his lips. “Boreas, the god of the North Wind, was in love with Hyacinthus too. The two gods gave him a choice between the two of them, and Hyacinthus chose Apollo. Boreas was outraged and became extremely jealous of the pair.”

“Uh oh”

“Mhm, ‘uh oh’ is right. One day, Apollo and Hyacinthus were playin’ discus, which is like frisbee but with a much heavier disc. Apollo threw his disc, and when Hyacinthus ran to catch it, Boreas blew it from the sky to strike him square in the head. Apollo held him in his arms as he died.”

“But he brought him back, right? He’s the god of medicine, he had to have healed him.”

“You really ain’t remember from when I first told ya this?” A light blush settles across Josh’s cheeks as he grows bashful, seemingly embarrassed for his memory failing him.

“I’m pretty sure last time I took another hit right before this part, so no… I’m sorry.”

“It’s alright, darlin’.” Austin places a gentle kiss to his forehead before offering him a gentle squeeze. “But no, he didn’t.”

“Why?”

“He tried. Like you said, as the god of medicine, he tried to save him. It didn’t work, so he begged Hades to return his soul to his body, but the god of the underworld refused. So, Apollo took Hyacinthus’ body and transformed him into a flower, the hyacinth. The flowers bloomed from the ground covered in his blood. And it’s said that Apollo inscribed the words ‘Ai Ai’ into the petals, the sound of his grief. Even though he couldn’t save his life, he immortalized him with the hyacinth flower so that the beauty of his lover could be seen for the rest of time.”

A small frown twists Josh’s lips, his brow furrowing in his sadness at the ending. “I don’t know if I like this myth, they didn’t get a happy ending.”

Austin knew he would cherish sleepy conversations like this for the rest of his life; he would forever remember the feeling of Josh tucked into his body as he rambled on, the other man’s tired state causing his input to be short and simple. He also knew Josh was almost always embarrassed by the simplicity of his words when he woke up fully, often comparing his conversational capabilities to that of a child; but Austin adored it nonetheless. “I know. Lord knows they deserved one. But either way, it’s one of my favorite love stories. Even though they couldn’t be together, Apollo loved Hyacinthus so dearly that he immortalized him in something so beautiful. He made sure that his love wouldn’t be forgotten. And that’s gotta be the purest form of love there is.”

“Yeah, I guess.” Josh’s expression lifts as he takes in Austin’s words, a smile beginning to form on his lips as he meets his eyes. “So, which of us is gonna be Hyacinthus, and who’s gonna be Apollo?”

“Ain’t that obvious? If I didn’t know any better, darlin’, I’d think you were Apollo himself. Plus, how could I not be Hyacinthus with all my tattoos?”

Josh’s eyes flit down to Austin’s arm, bringing his hand up to gently trace the bay leaf vine peppered with hyacinth flowers that wrapped around his left forearm with his fingers. “True. Is that why you have this one?”

“Mhm. Bay leaves or laurels for Apollo, hyacinths for Hyacinthus. See, they never really lost each other; they’ll be together on my skin for the rest of my life at least.”

“Well then, I think that settles it.” Josh grins up at him when Austin raises an eyebrow in question. “I know you really wanted to go as the little gay cowboy and roman soldier from Night at the Museum, but we can save that for next year. I think we have to do Hyacinthus and Apollo now.”

“Really?!”

“Yes, really.” Josh laughs the words out, his eyes shining and dimples creasing his cheeks as he gazes at Austin. “I think we’ll be the best dressed people at the party.”

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“Hey, you sure this ain’t too revealin’?” Austin turns towards the sound of Josh entering their bedroom as he asks, tying the final knot on the golden cord around his waist. He knew his costume wasn’t “slutty” by any means, the white tunic only exposed his arms and parts of his sides, and it cut off just above his knees, so he knew he wouldn’t be the one showing the most skin at the party; but the worry was still there.

“What did you say, love?” Austin’s mouth falls open in awe and surprise as he looks up at Josh, finding that his “toga” costume was made entirely of a singular, thick strip of white fabric. As it only went over one shoulder, most of Josh’s chest, stomach, and sides were exposed, and when he took a step, Austin could catch a glimpse of the soft curve of his hip just above his matching gold cord keeping the fabric held together at his waist. Still processing his fiancé’s outfit, Austin’s eyes rake up Josh’s body until they land on the liquid gold eyeshadow painted over and around his cheeks and eyes. As he tries to force himself to speak, Austin finally notices the fake bay leaves woven into a “laurel” crown that had been nestled into his unruly curls.

“Austin, baby, you ok?” Concern tinges Josh’s tone, causing Austin to finally snap out of his daze as he rushes to form a coherent sentence.

“Uh- yeah, no, yeah, I’m just fine, darlin’. I was just askin’ if my costume was too revealing, but I think you answered that question already.”

Josh’s cheeks tint red beneath the pink blush dusted onto his skin as he glances down at his outfit. “Oh- is it too much? I can put something on under it-”

“NO!” It’s Austin’s turn for his cheeks to turn red, embarrassed at how fast and eager his response had been. “Uh- I mean, no, you look just fine, Josh.”

At his nervous tone and how visibly worked up Austin was getting already, Josh can make an accurate guess at exactly what he was thinking. Josh crosses the room to get to Austin quickly, only cocking an eyebrow and giving him a knowing smirk as he pulls the taller man towards himself by his hips. “I have a feeling someone’s a big fan of the costume.”

“Shut the fuck up.” Austin turns back towards the mirror, hoping Josh wouldn’t look over his shoulder at him through it. He would never be able to get through the remainder of the night if Josh knew just how flustered his outfit was making him. “Do I needa fix anything? We should probably head out soon.”

“Hold on.” Before the words even finish leaving his mouth, Josh’s attention is captured by adjusting Austin’s outfit, lightly tugging on the deep purple sash running diagonally over his shoulder as he untucks part of the hem from the cord at his waist. Josh’s eyebrows furrow in concentration as he slowly turns Austin 360°, looking over everything for any other small “mistakes” in need of fixing. “You’re all good, part of the sash was just folded up under the belt thing but it’s fixed now. You look great, baby.”

Josh plants a light kiss to Austin’s cheek before leaving him to retrieve their shoes. When they agreed to make their costumes not tacky, they meant it. They had managed to find leather gladiator sandals online and had wasted no time in ordering them when they saw the sale the business had been holding, so they figured that those were the next best thing in terms of accuracy other than going barefoot (which Josh had not been entirely opposed to).

Austin tries to keep his eyes to himself as Josh bends to tie the straps of his sandals, the action causing his toga to shift on his skin and reveal a large portion of his outside, upper thigh. Get your mind outta the goddamn gutter, tonight is supposed to be about havin’ fun with your friends and family, not to stare at your gorgeous fiancé, no matter how fuckin’ sexy his costume is. “Party’s at Sam and Danny’s new place, right?”

“Mhm. I’m really excited to see what they’ve done with the new house now that they’re all settled in. I’d bet you $20 that they went all out with decorations now that they have the space for it.”

“Knowin’ them, I wouldn’t doubt it.” Austin laughs the words out as he laces his own sandals, hearing Josh beginning to collect their things into a small tote bag since neither of them had pockets. “Do you know what any of the others are wearin’?”

“Not really, I have ideas though.”

“Oh?”

As Josh begins to explain, the pair make their way through the house, turning lights off on their way to the front door. “Sebastian and Jake are definitely doing something piratey, and since they both love Pirates of the Caribbean, I would guess that they’re doing couples costumes of either Will and Elizabeth or Davy Jones and Calypso. And I know that Rosie’s gonna be Scooby Doo because Sam sent me a picture of her with his collar on a few weeks ago, so Sam and Danny could be Fred and Shaggy.”

“Or they could be Daphne and Velma.”

Josh snorts as he locks the door behind them, slipping his hand into Austin’s before setting off in the direction of Sam and Danny’s house, which was thankfully only a ten-minute walk from theirs. “Yeah, that’d be something. God, I would pay to see that.”

Their walk is comfortably silent as they watch the dying light of the sun turn the sky into violent shades of orange, pinks, and yellows, growing colder with each step due to their costumes. Thankfully, Sam and Danny had chosen to hold their Halloween party two days before the actual holiday, so neither Josh nor Austin had to worry about any kids seeing Josh’s outfit while trick-or-treating with their parents. When they finally reach the house, they’re unsurprised to see the party well underway as the sound of conversation and “Halloween” music drifted into the night through the open windows.

The pair truly had gone all out for the first Halloween in their new house as fake spiderwebs cover the trees and bushes outside topped with purple and orange lights. Walking up to the front door, they pass three pumpkins lit up, and Austin’s heart melts when he realizes they had Rosie “make” one too. He knew that the pumpkin carved with planets, stars, and a spaceship must be Sam’s, and the Darth Vadar one must be Danny’s, but the last pumpkin had a singular paw print glowing at its center, paired with a couple puncture wounds to the outside of the gourd, likely from Rosie trying to eat it while her dad’s carved.

The second they take a step inside, the faint smell of weed and alcohol drifts towards them as they try to spot one of the others in the small crowd of friends. “JOSHUAAAAA!” They barely even make it into the kitchen before Jake throws an arm around his twin, his voice a low, gravelly British accent as he grins sideways at him. “So, I see you chose to be a slut tonight, knew you couldn’t resist it.”

“Like you’re much better, what are you supposed to be? A slutty pirate?” At Josh’s comment, Austin takes in Jake’s costume, unsurprised to see that he had in fact dressed as a pirate, his loose, deep red button-up shirt tucked into his pants and completely unbuttoned under his long black coat.

“William Turner, Joshua. William Turner.”

“Same thing, hun, same thing. Hey y’all, you look great!” Sebastian finds his side with a smile, and Jake wastes no time in snaking his arm around his back to pull the other man towards himself.

“Us? Goddamn, Sebastian, how much did all that cost ya?”

“Nothin’.” Sebastain grins down at his outfit with a smile, the entire pirate costume looking as if it were straight from the movies with how high quality it was. “Had it all from various drag looks over the years. I was gonna wear a wig cause technically I’m Elizabeth Swann, but I couldn’t find one that looked accurate enough in time.”

“You look dashing all the same, mon amour.” Jake places a light kiss to Sebastian’s lips, his expression full of nothing but love.

“Ew. Guys can you like, not be gay for just one second please? By the way, have either of you seen Sam or Danny anywhere?”

“Fuck off, Joshua. And yes, I believe our hosts are in the backyard by the bonfire.”

“Unsupervised?” Josh shakes his head in mock disappointment, already making his way towards the backdoor. “You know how Sammy gets with fire.”

“Don’t worry, hun, Danny’s watchin’ over both him and the fire.”

“That doesn’t make me feel any better.” Sebastian only laughs as Josh goes out the door, Austin trailing along behind him before a medium sized fire slowly comes into view. Thankfully, they had an actual firepit, so Austin felt a little better about the fact they had a fire going despite all the dried, dead leaves scattering the grass.

“Oh my god, they didn’t.” Austin’s confused momentarily before he follows Josh’s line of sight, finally seeing Sam and Danny’s costumes.

“Oh, I most definitely think they did.” Just as Austin had joked about not even an hour earlier, Sam and Danny had dressed up as Daphne and Velma, right down to the too-short skirts. “Well I’ll be damned, Daniel Wagner what are you wearin’?” His words capture both Sam and Danny’s attention, and both men turn towards Austin and Josh with grins.

“I could say the same thing about you, Austin. How’d Josh convince you to wear that?”

“I would like it to be known that Austin here actually suggested it, thank you very much. And it was a fantastic suggestion, I’d say. Right Austin?” Josh elbows him in the side gently, sending him a small smirk as Austin’s cheeks tint pink. They both knew what Austin thought about the costume choice.

“Uh- yeah, yeah I think it’s great, if I do say so myself.” Austin tries to laugh to mask his nerves, hoping that it came off as he intended.

“Ok, but come on, you gotta admit our little family costume is adorable. Rosie! C’mere baby!” Rosie jogs up to them happily, her tongue lolling out the side of her mouth as she looks up at Sam. “See, she’s Scooby Doo and we’re Velma and Daphne.” Sam looks up from Rosie, a thought visibly popping into his head as he focused on Josh. “Oh shit! Random but, Jake wants to do a rematch of ‘who can chug a can of beer the fastest’ between us three. He told me that once you got here to find him so we can do it before we’re all too drunk. Do you know where he went?”

“Left him in the kitchen, he couldn’t have gone very far.” Josh turns to Austin, grabbing his forearm and offering it a gentle squeeze as he looks up at him. “I’ll be right back.”

Austin bends slightly to press a light kiss to his forehead. “Have fun, darlin’, don’t make yourself puke.” And with that, the brothers disappear back into the house, off to find Jake for their rematch.

“How horny is Josh’s costume making you?” Danny’s words are casual, as if he hadn’t just asked Austin what he did, before Danny takes a sip from his beer nonchalantly.

Austin nearly chokes on his spit, knowing full well that he had been watching his fiancé walk away with his toga flowing around his legs as Danny asked it. “I- what- I-”

“Oh, come on, be honest with me. Listen, I am so deeply in love with Sam but I know that Josh, Josh is a really good-looking guy. And wearing that? It must be torture for you.”

“I- alright, yeah, it’s takin’ everythin’ in me not to take him home right now and-” Austin’s eyes go wide as he cuts himself off. “Anyway, what about you, huh? I’d bet money that seein’ Sam in that little dress ain’t easy for ya.”

“Let’s just say I was thankful that this skirt is pleated when Sam bent down right in front of me to start the fire, if you know what I mean.”

Austin snorts out a laugh before slapping Danny’s shoulder lightly. “Well, good luck partner. You’re gonna need it.”

“Yeah yeah, back at you. We should probably go find them before they get too tipsy.” Austin trails behind Danny as he starts back towards the house, ushering Rosie along to follow him back to the main party.

They get inside the house just in time to see the three brothers standing in a circle of their cheering friends before Josh lets out a loud burp, his arms raised triumphantly in the air as Jake and Sam finish off the rest of their drinks. “Oh FUCK yeah!” His face lights up as his eyes land on Austin, a grin splitting his lips as he weaves through the crowd to find his side. “I won!”

Austin loops his arm over Josh’s shoulder as the other man beams up at him. “Fantastic job, darlin’. Did y’all have a bet or anything to win?”

“Bragging rights.” Sam joins them with an expression of disappointment as he tucks himself into Danny’s side. “I still think you had some form of unfair advantage… I don’t know what it is but I call for a rematch again.”

“Oh, you’re just salty that Joshy and I have won and you haven’t, Sammy boy.” Jake and Sebastian are the last ones to join their growing group, Jake’s voice still that British accent they knew he would use for the remainder of the night.

“Shut up, Jake.”

“Jake? Who is Jake? I am William Turner, my boy.”

“Yeah alright, William, maybe it’s time to slow down on the drinks.” Jake says nothing to his younger brother, only sticking his tongue out before a shit-eating grin plasters itself onto his face.

Noticing his fiancé beginning to pout, Danny steps right in, giving Sam’s hand a light squeeze to capture his attention. “Sammy baby, didn’t you want to show them our new beer pong table?”

Sam’s face lights up, his loss immediately wiped clean from his mind at the reminder. “Oh my god yeah, c’mon guys we can play beer pong as a rematch.”

As Sam starts through their house, the others trail along, moving around the throngs of people until they finally enter the garage. “I’m not sure that’s how that works, Sam, but I’m down for some beer pong. Austin, be my partner? Sam, Danny we can play against you first.”

Comfortable conversation fills the space as they set the table up, and Austin finds himself smiling the entire time, even as they begin the game. Although he truly did love parties, he always looked forward to the part of the night when the Kiszka brothers, their partners, and him could sneak away to hang out as just the six of them. When he was with that group, he truly felt at home, surrounded by his family.

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The rest of the night had gone by in a blur of alcohol, laughter, and weed; and Austin could not have been happier. But despite how much fun he was having, he couldn’t keep his thoughts under control as both he and Josh got more and more touchy in their intoxication. When Josh had plopped down onto the couch practically on top of him after his first bong rip, the fabric of his costume slid off his thigh to expose the muscle, and Austin had been ready to spring up and drag Josh home right then and there.

He was sure Josh knew what he was doing to Austin, only adding to the feelings growing in the pit of his stomach with the lingering gazes and strategic placements of his hands. Austin hated him for it. Not really, but it was taking everything for him to not lock them both in Danny and Sam’s spare bedroom and rip that stupid, slutty toga off his body.

Finally, he found the perfect excuse to head out as the night grew late and the crowd became smaller, making an excuse about wanting to get home before the sun rose. Austin had said his various goodbyes to those who remained at the party and had thanked Sam and Danny for hosting them before practically yanking Josh out the door in the direction of their house.

Neither man can feel the chill of the night as they walk home side by side, their fingers intertwined as they stumble through the darkness in their intoxication. “Ya better not fall over, darlin’, I’m too drunk to carry ya home right now.” Just as Austin says it, Josh trips over a crack in the sidewalk, sending him flying to the ground faster than either can process.

Thankfully, he manages to fall into the grass beside them, dissolving into a fit of laughter at his own clumsiness as Austin scrambles to his side, worry overtaking him at the tears beginning to trail down the other man’s cheeks. “Shit! You alright, Josh? You hurt?”

“M’fine, m’fine.” Josh practically wheezes the words out as he lays in the grass, his hands clutching his stomach with each laugh. “Hurts. Laughing- too hard- hurts.”

Austin’s fears disappear as Josh tries to get his laughter under control, only offering his own light chuckle as his hand comes to rest on Josh’s exposed thigh. Finally, after a few minutes, Josh sits up, wiping the last tears of laughter away as he takes deep breaths. “God, that was so stupid, I don’t even know why that was so funny.”

“Let’s get ya home, darlin’. C’mon, up.” Austin offers a hand down to Josh as he stands, slightly swaying while trying to regain his balance and pulling the other man up quickly. He wraps his arm around Josh’s shoulders as they resume their walk, hoping that the extra support would prevent him from falling again.

After a few more minutes, their house finally comes into view, and it takes everything in Austin to keep himself from sprinting to their bedroom with Josh in tow, his mind still circling just how good he looked in his costume. “Did you have fun tonight, baby?”

Austin offers Josh a small side smile as he unlocks the front door. “Mhm, I did. Did you?”

“I did.” Josh grins at him before he laughs as they close the door behind themselves. “I’m just glad I didn’t flash anyone tonight.”

“What?” Austin’s cheeks heat as he tries to process what his fiancé had said, the wheels in his head turning at an excruciatingly slow pace. “Joshua Kiszka, don’t you tell me ya went commando tonight.”

Josh only grins at him again in response, shrugging his shoulders as he unties his sandals, his toga shifting to show off his upper thigh and hip. “And what if I did?”

“Then I’d say you were playin’ a very, very dangerous game. You ain’t kiddin’, are ya? You actually ain’t wearin’ anythin’ under that?”

“Nope.”

“Why on god’s green earth-”

“Comfort. And-” Josh takes a step towards Austin as they toss their sandals into a pile on the floor, his hands moving up the other man’s sides while his gaze drags up to Austin’s eyes from his lips. “And I wanted to see if you’d notice, to see how worked up you’d get. Did it work?”

I am gonna tear this man apart holy shit. That fucking bastard, he did this shit on purpose. “You been teasin’ me all night, Kiszka. I think you forget who ‘wears the pants’ in bed. How’d you figure this would end, hm?”

“With you fucking me.” Josh’s pupils expand the second the words leave his mouth, his irises completely consumed in his intoxication and lust.

“Hmmm.” Austin tries to keep the smirk from his face as he leans towards Josh, so close that he could feel his breath fan across his lips. “I ain’t sure if you deserve it.” Josh’s eyebrows furrow in confusion as the “threat” hits him like a truck, his lips twisting into a frown before he begins to pout up at Austin. “After teasin’ me the way you were all night long and wearin’ nothin’ under that costume when you know damn well you look hot as fuck in it, I ain’t sure you deserve getting’ fucked tonight.”

“Please- baby please-”

“What if I was tired?” Austin takes a step away from Josh, walking backwards in the direction of their room as Josh trails behind him. “What if I wanted to hit the hay?”

“Are you tired?”

“No.” Trying to keep the smile from his face, Austin pulls his tunic off, beginning to act like he was merely getting ready for bed as he collects his sleep clothes. “But like I said, you’ve been a horny little bitch all night, so I don’t know if I should enable you by lettin’ you get what you wanted.”

Josh takes a step towards Austin, his expression pleading as he tries to lead him towards the bed. Even though the fabric of his toga was thick and flowy, Austin could already see just how worked up Josh was getting over his words alone. “Please, please baby. Please fuck me. I’m sorry I tried to get you all flustered by wearing this.” Josh nearly falls onto the bed as his knees hit the edge, no longer pulling Austin, but being pushed towards it while his fiancé looks at him with hungry eyes.

It only takes one light shove to send him down onto the bed, his hands grasping Austin’s thighs with a crushing grip as the other man stoops down to invade his space. “Well in that case,” Austin places a light kiss to Josh’s lips, quickly beginning to pepper them across his cheeks and down to his neck. “Since you apologized all sweet-like, maybe I will give ya what you want.”

Hissing as Austin sinks his teeth into the skin just above his collarbone, Josh’s hips jut forward involuntarily, groaning as his body meets Austin’s. “And never, ever apologize for wearin’ this again.” Austin raises his face back up to look Josh in the eye, smiling down at him while Josh can do nothing but stare with wide eyes. “But if you ever wear it around our friends and your brothers, I will kill you; and they’ll never find the body.” He offers one last kiss to Josh’s lips as the other man laughs before resuming his downwards path, sucking a trail of hickies across his neck.

Josh’s hands tangle in Austin’s curls as his head falls back at Austin’s hand pressing firmly against his dick, already beginning to writhe under him with each light nip at his skin. Tracing the hem just under his corded “belt”, Austin’s hands lightly graze Josh’s skin as he removes his lips from his stomach. “Can I?”

“Please, please do.” Austin needs no other permission before he pulls the fabric aside, not even bothering to try to undress him more as he takes Josh in his hand, getting situated on his knees while he slowly pumps his cock. It isn’t long before Austin brings his lips to his tip, his tongue beginning to circle it as Josh hisses at the contact. His grip tightens in Austin’s hair, sending a spike of pain through his scalp as he sinks down completely on Josh, devouring the moan that left his lips.

Austin sets a steady pace, moving his hands to grip Josh’s thighs, sure that he was leaving marks from his nails each time the other man’s back arches off the bed. “Oh fuck- shit, baby-”

Pulling off of him, Austin continues his pace with his hand, his teeth sinking into the skin of Josh’s thigh at the deep groan that escapes him. “God, you sound so fuckin’ good for me, don’t ya? I wanna hear everythin’, darlin’.” Before Josh can respond, Austin’s mouth is back around his dick, slowly bringing his middle finger down to Josh’s entrance, now covered with his spit. With how hard Austin was gripping his thigh from the sound of Josh’s moan as Austin bobs on his cock, his finger pumping in and out at a steady pace, he wouldn’t be surprised if they found bruises on his skin the next morning.

Josh’s body tenses at Austin’s next thrust in, his dick twitching before Austin hits that same spot again, knowing that the other man would be coming undone in no time. “FUCK- there, there, right there baby.” His moans only grow louder as Austin continues his assault, Josh’s head falling back against the bed until his crown falls free of his curls. “Yes, yes, there. Fuck-”

Josh’s breath catches in his throat, his mouth open in a silent groan before Austin feels his release begin to coat the back of his throat. He continues the pace of his mouth and fingers as he carries Josh through his high, only relenting when the other man begins to twitch from overstimulation. Giving Josh a moment to catch his breath, Austin places light kisses to the expanse of his thigh, watching him through his lashes as he came down from his orgasm. “You good, darlin’?”

“Mhm. Mhm. I’m really good.” Josh glances down at Austin with an exhausted smile, his fingers toying with his curls before they trail down to the side of his face.

“Good.” Moving up his body, Austin places a kiss to Josh’s lips as he holds himself up above him. “Imma go wash up, wanna join me in case ya need any help gettin’ ready for bed?”

Josh’s eyebrows furrow in confusion as Austin stands fully, sitting up to look at him better. “What about you?”

“Thank you, but I’m good tonight, darlin’. It’s getting’ real late and you look like you’re boutta pass out the second ya stand up.”

“You sure?”

“I’m sure. You just looked so damn good in that outfit that I knew I just had to fuck you.” Austin leans towards him again, his lips ghosting across Josh’s. “And I did, so I’m real good.”

Josh’s confusion disappears at the words, his cheeks tinting pink before he lets himself be pulled to the bathroom by Austin. After washing his hands, Austin sets in on helping his fiancé out of his costume and cleaning up, ever so carefully rubbing the gold makeup from his face. They finish in no time, and Austin has to all but carry Josh back into the room as he begins to nod off as they walk. Austin barely has time to pull the covers back before Josh collapses onto the bed, laughing quietly to himself as he looks down at his half-asleep figure.

He allows himself a few moments to admire him before climbing into the other side of the bed and quickly pulling Josh against his body. Josh tries to say something, but his words come out mumbled against Austin’s chest.

“What’d you say, darlin’?”

“I said, we need to do that costume again next year.”

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A/N: Also I would like to thank @ashlee_gvf on instagram (please tag them if you have her tumblr user) for this piece of art

Please know that this directly influenced the costume i gave him in this fic

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[the-soulbonded-teaparty]

We were recently re-introduced to this fun little piece of soulbonding history! The soulbonding code, which is like the multiple code but for soulbonders specifically. We might make an updated version of it :3

We decided to try it out so here's ours along with the explanation under the cut!

SBC N++ G (bO sO+&/F+) O.cS+ eAaf&+/C+/Va+f Sp.O+/F#/S/Su+/A+/Dr~+/Un+/Sh+ i++ S+ A+ W

We have around 30-40 soulbonds.

We're collectively non binary and have a majority of other/non-binary soulbonds with a few female ones as well.

We have soulbonds from original stories; several anime/cartoon characters from alternate universes, fan characters, and a crossover univrse; more than one from comic books/manga; more than one from alternative universes of video games and one fan character.

We have several bonds of other species. The bonder is a fairy, and they have a ghost bond, more than one supernatural bond, more than one alien, dragons that are different from common ideas, undead bonds, and shapeshifters.

Our bonds have a pretty active role in our life.

We decided to skip the fandom bits in the code- partially because our opinion of roleplaying is too complicated for what the code offers and because we're a bit more interested in the soulbonding specific stuff. We did do the last two things though, which were art and writing!

We do art quite a bit and post it, and we occasionally write stories- we mostly daydream them though.