#even if I rushed this a lot...
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I'M NEVER LETTING YALL FORGET THIS
#bro is NERVOUS#i love this scene a lot bcuz Angel said “who would wanna spend their last days NOT fucking and fighting?”#and he spent his potential last days having a drink with Husk#you could tell he thought about it tho but he hesitated bcuz he doesn't want to rush things or make things akward#THEY'RE JUST <333#I LOVE THEM#THEY EVEN HAD THE JACKPOT THING LIKE ANGEL FOUND THE JACKPOT#DUUSHERHUTHTHSUEUFNBDD#angel dust#hazbin hotel angel dust#angel dust hazbin hotel#huskerdust#husk#hazbin hotel husk#husk hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel
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"You know... You didn't have to take that with you."
"But I promised him I'd take him out to see the ocean one day."
#for context uhmm how do i explain this#so around a few weeks after Jd arrives Bruce is like “Hey... where are the others?”#and Jd is like “ooooh 🤪🤪 he doesnt know...”#Since at this time JD believes that the entire tribe is dead. including his brothers and grandma#so Jd has to take Bruce to the now abandoned troll tree and give him the bad news#Bruce doesnt believe it at first. even if the tree is abandoned they cant be dead? right?? they cant be#so he rushes over to their grandma's pod. thinking that theyre just in hiding and waiting for them to return#and all Bruce is able to find in the empty pod is Branch's old stuffed toy Croco#which solidifies to Bruce that everyone is dead. their friends their family. everyone#Bruce is obviously devastated by the news. he doesnt show it a lot but he doesnt take it too well#he ends up bringing Croco with him back to Vacay Island and patches Croco up#since Croco is a bit worn out due to being left in the pod for years#and since then Bruce always keeps Croco hidden in his hair. both as a memoir of his baby brother#and also a reminder of how he failed as an older brother... ouch#ofc the others arent dead. its just that now both Jd AND Bruce believe that the rest of the trolls are dead#also King Trollex is there bc i wanted to put him there. I like Trollex :]#a knee ways more bb au art i promise the next bb au art will be lighthearted#tho now im gonna work on the next violet gijinka batch bc ive been starving my friendlocke audience for too long#sorry friendlocke fans ill feed u next dw#cherris canvas#trolls#trolls band together#trolls john dory#john dory trolls#trolls bruce#bruce trolls#king trollex#beach bros au#sorry for rambling in the tags i hope u dont mind ahaha
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edit 2: leak is FAKE everyone, go home
so of course i'm keeping up with the pokemon leaks and
I KNEW IT
I FUCKING KNEW IT
I SAID THE KANTO FAVORITISM STARTED BECAUSE OF BW'S BACKLASH AND WAS GOING TO MAJORLY STAGNANTETHE SERIES FOR YEARS AND NOBODY BELIEVED ME
update 113 notes later: might be fake, idk
#doesnt sit right if i don't edit this with the updated info#press t to throw tomatoes at everyone who praises kanto pandering or says it doesn't exist#i am NOT over people forgiving gigantoobie charizard just because 'he looks cool'#NO YOURE SUPPORTING THE DEATH OF THIS SERIES#i am also never forgiving people who hated bw and then turned around when people started saying they were really good#i know who you are. i argued with your type ever since i was a child.#literally every major flaw in this series comes back to fan pandering even the rushed games too#games are just spinning their wheels and not doing anything new?? the one time they did they got MAJOR backlash of course nothing's changin#not a lot of new pokemon in new gens?? what gen had the biggest amount of new pokemon.#remember how people complained usum wasnt on the switch when the switch had like 2 nintendo games on it and we got lets go and then swsh???#pepperidge farm remembers#i'm a very bitter pokemon fan lol#pointless rambles
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@scienceteamtober day 2: passport?
this is pretty straightforward interpretation but i really wanted to do my own take on this sillay passport???
BEAUTIFUL BENRY PORTRAIT BY @perigostodick !!!! full image below. (and oh my god shout out to @black-mesa-passport-department for hlvrai passport reference. life saved forever.)
Look at him.
#hlvrai#benrey#scienceteamtober#original things#3d renders#I DIDN'T EXPECT TO DO DAY 2 BUT HEHE :]#not Rushed necessarily but hrm#i think with another evening i'd do some nitpicks and shit but honestly! i had fun and i love a practice!#i've been experimenting a lot also with shit and this time i didn't use my pixelation compositing lol. i think it looks better for it??
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some adventures can get too dangerous... so it's time to summon friends :)
#my art#ffxiv#lahabrea#emet selch#azem#sometimes Azem bites off more than she can chew#so two tired but trusted friends will come and save her reckless ass :D#yes even laha :D#he is kind of a mentor to my azem#azem rarely summons him but she knows he will always come#haha i can almost hear him saying something like 'hmmm pathetic' the moment he arrives :D#but he obviously cares a lot :D#and dear hades of course instantly rushes to her side T^T#*i will probably never decide how exactly my azem should look hahah*#also yay phoenix is here again :D#how can i draw laha without his bird :P
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You're out of touch
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#TMNT#tmnt 2012#out of touch turts day#leonardo homato#donatello hamato#raphael homato#michaelangelo hamato#april o'neil#casey jones#hamato yoshi#master splinter#oh no theyve starting to evolve anime features! quick! SOMEBODY SAVE THEM#this was very fun to colour but strangely harder than the previous ones#its taken me over 18 hours ro do this one#with 13 hours being the shading alone#is this was a comission it have cost £133 but if i was paid minimum wage for my time it be £187.56#so £50 less.... may need to change my prices a bit#this was a lot of fun and even though the sketch proportions are a bit flawed in raph it’s fine I’ve learnt some#and I’m super happy with all the colours especially Donatello#I kinda rushed Casey a bit but he looks alright#any guess who’s next weeks version?
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my favorite bookworm
#ok as u can tell (like everything I post here) super rushed and scribble bahahahahahahahahah#trying to get likeness without many lines & as fast as possible…🥲#I hope I get better😆#today all I did was art#my hands have finally stopped shaking so much since I had Covid for a whole month (🥲) and I started tattooing a lot#but lots of practice bc it’s been so long🥲🥲🥲#I love how the tattoo turned out though#then I did an acrylic underpainting for an oil self-portrait I’m going to do tomorrow#bc the last one was in 2021😳 I posted it to my Twitter if u want to see#and then I went and bought LOTS OF BOOKS for my 2 year old nephew…need to get him started early😆#and then I got home and I had…15 min for this little scribble#idk I wanted to post it even though it doesn’t look like him#but the last eloise drawing I did didn’t look like her either😆😆#anyways bookworm Sebastian supremacy#I love the posr so tbh I might redo it sometime soon but like. actually good#and I need to do the next illustrstion for my fic I already have it sketched out and everything!!!!!!!!!#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow fanart
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something something blood-soaked hands cradling your face something something
anyway here's the post btw
#what if post dp3 logan struggles to emotionally accept that wade Will Actually For Real Survive Anything#and one time they are fighting some random baddies#and they somehow get in a few shots straight to wade's cranium and he drops like a bag of slutty slutty potatoes#and logan goes full berserker trying to get to him#like he just massacres everyone in his way and wade still isnt getting up ohnoohnoohnonotagainohno#(healing factor or no a few direct shots to the brain stem/t box take a bit to recover from)#(no more than five minutes but it's an eternity to logan)#and his heart sinks to the very core of the earth as he kneels down next to wade's body#and his hands are shaking and soaked in blood and he can't seem to sheathe his claws in his dazed adrenalined state#he tries to peel back wade's mask and fear is just *pounding* through his system because in that moment#all he can see are the xmen dead in massive pools of blood#and that feeling of unreality is rushing over him like thiscantbehappeningthiscantbehappeningnotagainohgodnotagain#wade's still and unresponsive and there is so Much BLOOD (hard to tell how much is Wade's and how much is just on his hands)#and logan doesn't even realize he's crying until suddenly wade's eyes light up like a computer restarting#and he's smiling and gasping and joking immediately#“well howdy there hot stuff what did I miss?”#and then he clocks that logan is Not Okay#“... well gee willikers golly goddamn peanut 'twas only a flesh wound! no need to go all waterworks over lil ol me”#“you know it would take a helluva lot more than that to make me shuffle off this here mortal coil!”#“see all better I'm hunky dory peachy keen right as fucking rain”#“I mean cmon I can't have been out for more than five minutes so let's just go back to you being exasperated with my bullshit antics okay??#“...okay sugarboobs? snookums? babycakes?.... Logan?”#and they just sit there on the floor holding each other for a while#wade babbling and logan crying about everything he's lost and wondering distantly how he has come to care so much#about this blithering jokester in like barely a week#that the thought of losing him brought him crashing back to the worst memory of his extremely rough life#anyway that's enough tag mini fic lolol I'm having feelings about my own drawing I guess 😵#poolverine#deadpool and wolverine#poolverine art
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ROCKIN’!!
i made this into a lil keychain for myself :) my crappy phone camera doesnt do these justice btw they look MUCH better in person
#ocs#ale#chai#hi fi rush#alechai#if youre wondering why theres two different ones its because i was trying out different manus to start out making charms with!#ill be keeping the rainbow acrylic charm since i like that one a lot but i miiight give out the others. if anyone even wants them lol#alechai merch anyone
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BURST💥
#get fucked eardrums#first caption i thought of was 'music's too loud' but like it didnt have the punch.#anyways i keep on doing terrible things to this man youre welcome btw#hi fi rush#chai hi fi rush#hi fi rush chai#my art#this is a side comment but i bet chai could still fight to the music even when deaf (temporary or otherwise)#bc im sure he can like Feel the music through his body even when his ears are out of commission#like not only is that the case for a lot of Deaf people in reality but also#as a headcanon i think his player in his chest would let him feel the beat even better so#so i think if this were a permanent thing hed be super bummed and uncomfortable with the silence at the beginning#feeling weirded out by how he has to navigate the world now#but i think he'll adjust and come to terms with it with only mild difficulty#music is still a part of him (literally)#its just different now#(though language is another matter entirely)
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Dumb art advice for people who can’t understand logic like me:
First, turn off your brain and just draw a bunch, for example you want to learn to draw hands, go on Pinterest search ‘Hands’ and just copy what you see, do this everyday for 30min-1hour, slowly you’ll get a vague understanding of how hands work
THEN, go and watch some tutorials and the learn structure of the hand. The logic and structure are important but you won’t understand anything if you don’t already have a good picture of what the thing look like in your brain.
(This method works really well if you want to learn anatomy, don’t go dig into the muscle and skeleton, draw figures first, you don’t need to know what you’re drawing you just need to have an understanding of the flow of human body, it will help you greatly later on when you really go into the structure of body)
Of course this is only based on personal experiences, you can learn the theories and then practice but that did not work for me, if I don’t have hands on experience on what I’m drawing I won’t understand a single word in the tutorial. Do what works best for you I’m just putting this out here
#bearz rambling tag#I remember that one summer I spent an entire month just copying hands from Pinterest#well hands and sneakers#i got it tattooed into my muscle memory#it helped me a lot#i could draw very convincing hands even tho I don’t know shit about it#I know I know smart practice is better than brainlessly drawing#but#it works#okay#don’t overwork yourself 1 hour a day is enough#rush it will only give you carpal tunnel#I’m a dumb learner#muscle memory save me muscle memory
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(whispers) hey friends I appreciate your excitement but gentle reminder it’s not very polite to ask fanfic writers when the next chapter is gunna come out
#remember friends: fanfic writers do this for fun when they have enough down time and wanna write#I’m an adult with a lot of adult responsibilities going on!!#again I appreciate your enthusiasm but ur just gunna have to trust me#ESPECIALLY since I sort of have a posting schedule#gentle reminder that fic writers shouldn’t need a schedule ever#I just have one because it keeps me on my toes#and that’s just a personal preference#but even then it’s just sort of a rough guideline— sometimes life stuff happens!!#and remember!!! a chapter that takes time will always be better than a rushed one#sorry to pop off but ya girl has had. A Week.#I’m not mad just a little tired#probably gunna delete tomorrow#but for now g’d night#pastel prattling
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#fucks me up that there are two whole new animals in the house that i barely know#who depend on me for everything#barely recognize me as a friend or helper#and are so incredibly incredibly fragile#i got worried for junie today because her spay incision had some swelling#and it's normal to have some and i have seen it before#but after what we just wemt through i got upset and rushed her to the vet#who said it was fine and thankfully we have free office visits#but i was so upset even though i knew it was probably normal#i look at them and i see adorable cuddly sweet TEMPORARY things and i feel like something inside me got broken somehow#and i was right all along that after it was all over i would come back but not quite as myself#i just hadn't fully understood the extent#we are keeping them and it sort of had to happen when it did but i think it was too early for me#they are so cute and when they do cuddle it's so sweet and obviously i would fight for them as hard as i would for Fancy#because that's just how the deal works and it isn't about you at all it's about how they each carry a little world inside them just as we d#and that deserves equal respect and care regardless of my personal affections#but i look at them and i see little creatures that don't belong here and are foreign in some fundamental way#and that they will be gone in just a little while and things will go back to how they were#which is impossible#we will settle in and i doubt anything i am feeling is abnormal but I'm really struggling and i feel so bad about that#i don't know#it's just a lot to deal with#and i feel very lonely and sad about it#and under it all the sick feeling of having JUST held all three lads as they passed and the VISCERAL reality of it#and knowing one day if everything goes just right i will be holding them too#dear god life is so fragile and every living thing is just as mortal as any other
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Illustrations I drew for the 10th year Anniversary of "The Opportunity Maker Arrives! The Door to Your Blooming Paradise" aka Paradise the troublemakers backstory event in Anzu's POV (which was released on 09.14.14)! (1)(2)
#my art#mh art#ensemble girls#anzu enstars#anzu ensemble stars#engirls#seira sone#suzu kuromori#yako konan#chizuru yakumo#azusa kobato#i had a piece that also included sakura reika gin and shion but i got too lazy to finish that one too#i was already running way too late with the drawing of just the troublemakers which made me rush it too much as you can see#drawing in the engirls styles makes me understand why people don't like it even more like it's fine and cute a lot of the time but sometime#it's uuuuuuuuh yeah#i give myself a 6/10
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i'm sure this has been talked about before but personally i find it really fitting that sukuna's downfall was so ... lacking.
a lot of fans didn't like how sudden and somewhat anticlimactic that final battle with sukuna was, and as much as i have a feeling that it was because gege was rushed to end the series, i still find it very suiting that the way sukuna lost was one of the most pathetic ones in the series.
this is the guy who tried to make himself as inhuman as possible, who became the very "king of curses" that devoured countless humans to pass the time until his death and treated every life (even his own) as nothing more than a cog in a rigid system of strength, believing that to be strong you must be as selfish and cut off from everyone as possible.
yet he literally dies cupped tenderly in the hands of his worst enemy, a boy who believes that all life matters, no matter how ordinary or boring or weak a person might seem. there's no raging, burning, prolonged fight between them like there was between sukuna and gojo. and somehow, that says a whole lot more.
sukuna cared almost singularly about strength (he even said a hierarchy not based on it was a boring one). yet his own archenemy is yuuji, someone who is comparatively weaker than other sorcerers but is emotionally stronger than most of them... something sukuna doesn't put value in. yet it was yuuji's fierce empathy and merciful nature which made him want to reach out to even the heartless king of curses, and it was this exact quality of his which allowed him to connect with megumi, rip away sukuna from his friend's body, and finally win against sukuna.
it's also important to note that yuuji couldn't have won as he did without the help of his friends and allies, those who gave him strength, contradicting sukuna's notion that the strongest are strong because they do not reply on others.
and it's especially ironic considering how sukuna raged that he would destroy yuuji's ideals out of contempt that such a weakling could give him doubts about his own philosophy, yet it was yuuji and his beliefs that led to sukuna losing. and although sukuna didn't choose to return back to yuuji, we see that he had a last moment of reflection, before he died, in the form of acknowledging yuuji almost respectfully instead of only calling him brat. and in the afterlife, he seems so much softer and accepting of everything that happened. he lost. and he lost because of the brat whose ideals he couldn't break, yet they broke his.
sukuna, you were the strongest sorcerer in perhaps all of history, yet you were taken down by some chaotic, angst-ridden teenagers (of all things), one of whom you hated passionately for his ideals... but he was also the one to hold you as you died, who proved you weren't alone and that the monster you became was a matter of chance, the one who led you north and reminded you that you were human once, and that you can be again.
as underwhelming as the ending seemed, it was almost poetic and honestly very fitting for both sukuna and yuuji. gege, even under pressure you're still a mad genius. i can't believe i ever doubted this series.
#i mean i still have complaints ofc#and there was a lot that was truly rushed and not explained very well#but still#it's better than i first thought it was#also bless you gege for still delivering such peak sukuita content even with how rushed you were we truly don't deserve you#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#sukuna ryomen#itadori yuuji#jjk final chapter#spoilers#meta#ig#honey posts#sukuita#if you blink#1 am thoughts... sorry if nothing makes sense i just cant sleep
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TW for those with religious trauma. A little long and just about something personal so putting it behind the cut, but basically:
I got to set a boundary and say No today, and that's huge.
I'm still mildly on FB to keep up with older friends and fam and events, and a few groups where I learn things generally from older folks (trust me, the old woodcarving guys aren't usually on tiktok). And let's just say I'm... very obviously not a Christian over there - not rude, not attacking, just happily on my own path. And there was this lady, who apparently had known me when I was 5 or so and had somehow stuck around. She had recently taken it upon herself to evangelize and 'bring me back' by repeatedly bringing up me loving Jesus at 5, and talking about God at me, and I am loved by him and etc etc don't you still talk to him, Pasta? Maybe that's why I remember you talking to him when you were little, so he can reach you through me, aren't you afraid Pasta that he's reaching for you and you'll miss it, etc etc.
Now I was raised strongly christian. The whole shebang. Christian elementary school, church every Sunday, youth groups on Wednesday, radio set to a christian station, etc. I'd heard these lines, believed those lines, said those lines for a long time. And even though my family was chill (one reason I wound up feeling supported enough to leave the church as an adult), I'm still unpacking a lot of that trauma. And one bit is my inability to set boundaries. Girls and women must always be polite, kind, and nice no matter what. Respect your elders when they speak. You are to be the sacred little vessel of the light and always be ready and willing to explain and advocate your beliefs even if someone's being mean, don't walk away. If someone asks you to help with something you don't want to do, you do it anyway, because your happiness and comfort doesn't matter, you are meant to serve.
I mentioned this while chatting with a group of friends the other night - I told them about this woman who'd been targeting me, and the bad memories it brought up and the ensuing anxiety attack when a bunch of things stacked a few weeks ago. And one of my friends turned and looked at me and gently said, 'why haven't you unfriended her?'
And I... paused at that. Why? Why hadn't I? Because this woman didn't 'intend' to be mean? Because I wanted to try to 'represent' something? Because I used to know her? Because I was afraid to be judged as rude? Because... my comfort and happiness didn't matter? Why on earth hadn't I?
Because... my comfort and happiness does matter. And I was being disrespected. It doesn't matter if I'm seen as rude. I'm allowed to say, 'no, you don't get to treat me like that.'
I... am allowed to cut someone off, even if they find that mean.
Even if they knew me when I was little.
Even if they have positive intent.
I don't have to give those people access to me if they're hurting me and trying to scare me.
And so I got home, and I rolled through that old list, and I culled it. Out went the people who I got a sick feeling thinking about. Out went the people who'd never really respected me. Out went the people who saw me as a trophy they could win by 'bringing me back'.
I said no to all of that.
I can say no.
And I know that seems small. But it feels like a giant leap for me.
#tw: religious trauma#pasta life update#i am STILL processing a lot of things but my frequent struggle to set boundaries is one of them#it's easier with people who can't throw childhood memories in your face#but even when it's a stranger i can struggle#but that epiphany just hit like 'wait i can so no. i don't have to let her do this to me. she's hurting me and I can walk away'.#and then i did it and i swear i got this RUSH#i feel really really good about it
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