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YOU’RE A LITTLE MUCH FOR ME ;; i’m going to be putting abra on a small hiatus. i am not dealing well with the hate i receive everyday && watching my follower count drop whenever i post anything. i still have crazy muse for her so you can catch me on discord celestialbabybean#6020 on my eleven blog, or my avery blog which you will have to ask me for because i’m afraid the haters will follow me over there too 

peace love empathy ♡

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munday hhhhhng

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       NO KIND WORDS HAVE EVER TRULY PASSED BETWEEN EITHER OF them, in any capacity. she cannot even say she’s FELT anything akin to tenderness, to caring or to friendship. she feels less of ANYTHING with each passing day, every hour. what does it matter in the end? a blur of rapidly passing moments; the smell of blood && death surrounds her as a warm blackness snakes its tendrils neath her arms && lifts her far away from the earth. && at the end of the world     will it all make a difference, what is said && done? whether she stands in the darkness or the light? a l o n e or with him? she is not the judge of good && evil. perhaps he has INFLUENCED her more than she ever thought would happen. maybe abra is just growing into her OWN person, regardless of those him around her. every day it becomes less clear. soon enough there will be no more questions, no more wondering. only them.  

          ❝ i . . . ❞        

         this is the closest she has come to saying the unspeakable, to lying. [ is lying so bad when you yearn to say it aloud regardless? to lie is normally deemed to leave one feeling guilty. abra only feels apprehension ]  it hangs there in between them like something disgusting && demented monstrosity     something that should not EXIST.  

         he M I G H T tell her one day. might lie to her; comfort her. with all other emotions fading fast that is all the child has left to hold onto: hope that he does. to BELIEVE is essential in abra's world. without pretending that perhaps he cares for her, she's l o s t. to believe is to survive. TO GO ON another day.

@blackmxssiah​ // gave me feelings 

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          RISKY BUT WORTH IT. A CONTENT GRIN BEFALLS THE WOMAN’S lips, heart FLUTTERING with the unanticipated act of intimacy. while diana was head strong && full of LIFE, she tended to follow or at least widely accept abra’s actions, as foreign as they may seem to her. she never truly appreciated how lucky she is until this exact moment in time. learning && growing each day in this marriage         things change so quickly, in a heartbeat. && what abra has learned thus far is that indeed, risk taking is needed && every single time it has been WORTH IT. the fear of SCREWING UP gnaws at her less && less; soon enough, she hopes, there will be nothing left. no more fear. only love.  

           giggling like a small girl with a crush. { which is not so far from the truth, really !! } though able to hold her own physically, abra is a child in comparison to her wife && feels just like one again in diana’s arms. ❝ i think most places would be better than here. i wanna go with you. i want to see. ❞      

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                     ASK // VERSES // LAW 

. mutuals only

. 2+ years rp experience 

. sporadic activity 

. mun is just as strange as muse 

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@emblemofxfeminism gets a [ shitty ] treat!! // accepting

↳ diana x abra 

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WITH ‘DANIEL’ [ @wearshuman​ ] FROM HERE 

          A FUCK YOU WAS ON HER LIPS, SATURATED WITH  HATEFUL shock && dripping with venom. this boy was not what he seemed, not even a B O Y at all && if he thought for one SECOND that she would f a l l for that shit like he wanted, expected of her          like EVERYONE ELSE !! he was sorely mistaken; DANIEL would pay for ever even considering abra stone was to be fooled so easily. her palms were now pressed against the boy’s shoulders, SHOVING him away from her with utmost disgust. electric waves shot through her fingers && if she were not so fucking furious, it would have CONCERNED her. the  s c a r y  bits of the young teen were AGITATED && she doubted, in the back of her mind, that she could control it much longer. 

          ❝ i know what you are.❞    

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@blackmxssiah gets a [ shitty ] treat!! //accepting

↳ uncle walter & abra 

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@whatagloriousstainsir gets a [ shitty ] treat!! // accepting

↳ miss evers 

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MR. J ; 

She was nervous, suitably so - such behaviour expected by him, seeing as it was the universal gut instinct he received - but he hadn’t wanted it that way. When it came to pretty, nubile sylphs like her, he rarely wanted them nervous: nervous meant coy laughter, flitting eyes, sweaty palms. It meant stuttering, churning guts, and a hammering heart. Things which he disdained, having little patience for such behaviour; nervousness often made him keep a distance, as though fearing being infected by the person’s feeling - which he did believe to be possible - and so it was as of now. He didn’t move any nearer to her, didn’t want to be close. 

As to her keen thinking, he gave a half-shrug, taking a breath through his teeth so a slow hiss came from him. “Guess that depends, don’t it? Depends if yer gunna follow that instinct an’ cease all curiousity, OR… if yer gunna wanna know ANYWAY what’s goin’ through my brain when I smile atcha.” He spoke his answer in an unrushed, relaxed way that somehow made the prospect of what he said sound both exciting and dreadful.

What went through his mind when he smiled, particularly at someone before him? Well, that would depend on the person he was watching and of course how hostile or how amicable their meeting. Or did it? Did his mind work conventionally, in that his opinions could be clouded by the things which lead us to resent or enjoy a person? Or did he love his enemies, hate his friends, and find repulsive his lovers? Who could say. Many a doctor in Arkham had languished without reward to discover how it was he ‘ticked’.

Now he shrugged once more in the same manner, teasing her it seemed, while grinning broadly. “Fact is, what my smile says t’ya ain’t the ENTIRE answer. The answer, sweetheart - the REAL answer! - actually depends on YOU.” How very ‘Alice in Wonderland’ o’ ya, all this riddlin’ an’ shit. He laughed aloud at that thought, a loud burst of amusement.

          ALICE IN WONDERLAND. SHE CAUGHT THAT     SARCASTIC && GENUINELY AMUSED. through the shadows, she couldn’t see the growing cracks in the corner where one wall was falling away from another. she couldn’t see anything; the doors of her mind closed && locked tight. a mindless, shifting mass s t r u g g l i n g through the day. a break in the monotony was appreciated yet unexpected. F U N . but how to go about this all was new territory. she couldn’t get hurt, not physically. not anymore, not for years. nothing hurt her. but she could hurt others. 

{ couldn’t she? 

     could THIS ONE be hurt ?? } 

          ❝ oooh, philosophy. ❞ she laughed with him, thin && dry. watched his eyes in particular, how they never grew lighter. even with the most sincere of smiles, of LAUGHS, the light strained but never reached. never grabbed a hold && stayed. in that moment abra realized the answer to that question     just like her, he could not && would not be hurt by anything. 

          silent voices whispered shards of her fragmented thoughts around her ears. she wasn’t moving but was gently spinning && falling down, then backwards. down the rabbit hole. maybe that’s where that little tidbit came from. he was like a black hole, sucking in && devouring everything && everyone around him. soon she would find out whether the strength to resist was in her or not. ❝ just answer me && then i’ll answer you. i know you’re just as curious.❞  

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I am sorry people have been rude to you, while I understand where all the different opinions come from there’s no need to threaten others or try to hurt them. You’re dealing with this professionally and I’m happy you’re keeping Abra around. She’s a great character, written beautifully.

i am fucking sobbing WHAT this so so amazing of you & really means the world to me rn. abra is so dear to my heart & i would be so sad if i was pushed away from here. i’m so in love oh my gosh, thank you so much i dont even know what to say i really don’t deserve nice things like this 

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THIS HAS GONE 

     WELL BEYOND  

          THE BOUNDARIES OF 

PRUDENCE 

&

 G O O D  T A S T E !!!

ask // about // muses 

@creppycrawlie gets a [ shitty ] treat!! // accepting

↳ a lil promo!! 

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Coraline sentence pack

"Hello? Who's there?"

"You scared me to death, you mangy thing!"

"Look, I don't like being stalked!"

"I don't have time for you right now."

"It's pouring out there, isn't it?"

"Go out and count all the doors and windows and write down everything that's blue."

"Will you stop pestering me if I do this for you?"

"It's slime or bedtime. What's it going to be?"

"Hm, something smells good!"

"You're just in time for supper, dear."

"Wanna hear my new song?"

"Hello? I think our mail got mixed up."

"The mice asked me to give you a message."

"Cease your infernal yapping!"

"You are in terrible danger."

"You're blind as a bat!"

"Be very, very careful."

"He's not crazy. He's drunk."

"Want to come along? You can pick out something you like."

"Come back, please. I'm sorry I called you that. How'd you get here?"

"I come and go as I please."

"I might steal your weak heart away."

"You could stay here forever if you want to."

"There's one tiny, little thing we need to do."

"So sharp you won't feel a thing."

"I'm going away tonight. And I won't be back."

"And what do you think you're doing?"

"How can you walk away from something and still walk back to it?"

"They say even the proudest spirit can be broken with love."

"You aren't my mother."

"Don't believe me? Ask the cat!"

"How did this happen?"

"You know you're walking right into a trap?"

"Why would you run away from me?"

"And if I win...?"

"Don't worry. I'm getting the hang of it."

"Is this what your looking for?"

"If you stay here, you can have whatever you want. Always."

"I've lost everything."

"You know I love you."

"Don't leave me! Don't leave me! I'll die without you!"

"What's gotten into you?"

"He's not drunk. He's just eccentric."

"You still mad?"

"I'm really sorry I didn't believe you about all this evil stuff."

"Why did you change your mind?"

"You know, I'm glad you decided to stalk me."

"I really hate dirt."

"I've got so much to tell you!"

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@boneinterest  gets a [ shitty ] treat!! // accepting

↳ idk what this is but aesthetic am i right 

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@thesilvertcngued gets a [ shitty ] treat!! // accepting

↳ kai && abra 

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