#endos DNI

[t0by-wr1tez]

When Bill Cipher says "another 500 volts!", that's physically impossible for the human body to withstand. The human body can handle up to 100-250 volts, meaning that he must be bringing Stanford back to life over and over again just to keep torturing him. Do you know how much agony he must be in? I can't imagine the pain he must be in ☹️

[syscultureis]

Plural culture is sometimes being afraid of healing because you know it means alters are going to fuse and go dormant, and for so long this has been your only real support system you can rely on and even though you know that it would be better in the long run, it's still terrifying to think about sometimes

[sysboxes]

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[radical-boy-kisser]

WOAH! Ladies, ladies... One at a time please...

[dissociateddumbass]

Ours is massive! It's basically a big, neverending circle divided into 3 sections: the meadow, the forest, and the city. The meadow is...well, a meadow, but it is also dotted with the ruins of these huge mansions.

The city is, again, a city. Skyscrapers as far as the eye can see. It's all covered in graffiti and overgrown with plants. There's only one person there, an older lady who runs a coffee shop. Not an alter, as far as I know.

And finally, the forest. A lot of the non-humans tend to hang out there because it is fantastical. I saw a unicorn there, once. At the center, there is also a small lake that's really pretty and, if I'm not mistaken, a mermaid alter lives there.

Now, here's the weird part...you can see this best in the forest, but anywhere in the inner world, if you walk far enough in one direction, there will start to be less and less. Less and less buildings, trees, wildlife, grass, rocks, and even light. Eventually, you just end up wandering around in a flat, dark wasteland. It's creepy and dangerous, so obviously we don't go out that far.

And at the center, where all of the sections meet, is the biggest and most intact of the mansions. Underneath it is a bunker, and that's what we call our "head-quarters" (get it?). Everyone has their own dorm personalized exactly to them, and we all meet in the meeting room where there's also a radio to talk to the front. It doesn't really work, though. There's also a creepy basement in the bunker (I mean it's a normal basement but all basements are inherently creepy) and a door that leads to a long red hallway. This hallway takes us to the front.

The front is like if you put a gaming setup in a movie theater. We look out of a huge screen and there are rows and rows of seats. The farther back you sit, the less influence you have. And the ones at the front (usually just me) kind of have a controller console thingy that we use to control the body. It's very dark up here, though, so I can't actually tell what things look like. I'm a permanently frontstuck host, so I've never left here. So, all the previous stuff is just what I've been told from the others and from what glimpses I can get in there.

And there may be more, there may potentially be a whole subsystem universe if you take the door to the right instead of the left from the front. But, I've never seen it and honestly, if it's true...don't wanna deal with it right now.

I don't know why our inner world is so detailed, and if there's lore behind it, I have no idea. I don't know why the city is abandoned, what's up with the coffee shop lady, what's up with the mansions and why there's a bunker under one of them, or why this world ends without really ending.

question 27: do you have a headspace? if so, what does it look/feel like?

[plurapony]

I think with the rising of posts regarding increasing dissociation barriers and anti-recovery it's time the system community starts worrying about itself.

Let's take dissociative-misinfo for an example. Posting users they disagreed with onto r/systemscringe and creating a persona online that claimed to be against misinformation. Only to create a bait account and alienate the only people who supported them, resulting in deleting both their Tumblr and Reddit accounts.

It's an oxymoron, clearly they should have taken one second to reconsider their own actions rather than police others online.

If a system genuinely sees themselves as multiple people? Who the fuck cares. If it's something that's going to be genuinely harmful for their recovery then they will obviously find out in therapy and it's none of your business.

"This system is faking because they don't act how I act?" Grow. Up. It's an individual disorder and there isn't a set way to act. How can you be so egotistical to believe that only YOU have the right symptoms and everyone else is wrong.

Now before you post about misinformation, before you call someone a faker, remember this - it doesn't matter how many articles you've read it doesn't make a medical professional and you don't know the full extent of stranger's experiences online (even if they post about their experiences!! you still don't know the full extent)

And that's all. Also final note if there's endogenics seeing this, this isn't for you and this is directed towards actual systems. Do not interact with this post.

[rotten-heartthrob]

okay. ok. I'm totally just riling myself up even more. but why is this the only election I've ever been so stressed about.

if trump gets in office I'll either end up a corpse or I will literally just run away to canada. fuck it I'd probably take britain over this.

I wish I could do something but I'm only 17. I can't do anything and I wish I could. I feel pressured to have done something but legally I cannot. do. shit.

all I can do is sit and hope I don't die from a heart attack in my sleep.

this may be one of the only genuine panic attacks I've ever had in my entire life.

[jabberwock-islanders]

after a bit of self-discovery, we've found out we might be a snow leopard therian! aaaand because we've been itching to do something creative, we made a snow leopard therian flag!

we may also be an arctic fox therian, but i think there's already flags out there for that (tbh we might make our own anyway just for funsies)

i hope other therians/alterhumans can make good use of this!

[egotank]

Victor’s Little Cardinal

Little! Deadpool x CG! Victor

Highly recommend reading After-Battle Care first.

Wade Wilson better known to the X-Force and us happy little readers as Deadpool had watched as his battle buddy snuck into… Victor’s room. Now Wade had seen this happen countless times and never really thought much of it. Hell Wade had been little when he first saw Logan do this sneaking around. Today though he was feeling big at least for now and being Wade he didn’t seem to notice how little Logan was when he snuck into the oldest team member’s room.

‘They are probably partying without me.’

He thinks but a small voice tells him his favorite battle buddy Logan was going for a different reason so when he sees Logan slip in and close the door to the eldest feral’s room he tiptoes to the door and leans his ear against it.

Victor’s voice sounds out and Wade notes how gentle the usual terrifying voice is as he asks how old his…

‘Little wolf?’

He mouths, he continues to eavesdrop on the two not noticing how much he is slipping when Wade hears the beginning of Balto he lets out a small whine finding himself wishing he had someone like how Logan has Victor to cuddle up and watch movies with.

Being little he had also semi-forgot that the two in this room that he was eavesdropping on have heightened senses. He’s so lost in thinking ‘I want that’ and ‘But no one wants a fussy child around’ that he doesn’t notice when the door he is leaning against opens until he falls forwards.

“The h- Wade?”

Victor’s voice is soft as he sees and hears his usually loud mouthed teammate sniffling from having made contact with the floor.

“Hey it’s okay.”

He lifts up the other off of the ground cradling him softly in his arms.

“You’re not in any trouble, tell ya what little cardinal why don’t you go get something more comfy on and grab a few fuzzy friends. Then you can join me and little wolf for cuddles and movies. Sounds good right?”

He waits for the small nod the little mercenary gives and watches Wade run off excitedly to get ready. Of course Victor is all smiles when the other returns in an oversized Hello Kitty t-shirt and carrying a large unicorn plush.

“Spawklebeawd the thiwd wants to watch Balto with Wolvie!!”

A very energetic Wade states as he enters Victor’s room and struggles to get up on to the bed. Victor chuckles lowly before helping Wade up and getting on the bed himself. He pulls both littles in for cuddles and unpauses the movie.

We hope you enjoyed reading this. -Scott and Victor

[sinister-system6]

our brain when something stressful happens

[syscultureis]

Fearing not thag you're not a system, but that the system you've come to know is actually just a facade, and the actual system is secret and you have no clue who/what you are

Felt

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[radical-boy-kisser]

Me: "I don't have that much amnesia... What if I actually have OSDD? All my friends are gonna hate me..."

Also me: "We woke up and then we got breakfast and then we went out and uhh... did...... uhhh....... uhhhhh..... I actually can't remember what we did... and then we went home, I think— no wait, we went to... no... uhhhhhhhhh...."

[the-forestry-system]

Remember that it is officially disability pride month now. it is just as important as lgbtq+ pride month. we exist. we are being hurt by the system as it is now. we will not be silenced or placated. disabled is not a bad word.

[plurapony]

If people treated parts in a DID system the same way they treated... literally anyone else syscourse wouldn't even be a thing.

let parts be free!!! cringe is cool when non systems do it so it's cool when systems do it too!!!

makes jokes that you're literally that fictional character you introjected because it's funny!!!

lighten the fuck up and let people do what they want. just because we have a disorder doesn't mean we are immune to having a good time.

i may be traumatized but im still balling and i stand with anyone else who feels the same!