#endos DNI

[the-chorus-of-voices-collective]

Male alters be like: ho you live like this??? What??? this sucks-OW! OW OW OW! OH GOD NO THATS ENOUGH-

Femme alters: yep. Yeah I know. It sucks right?

I tried my best to capture the horror i felt.

-Claude

[sysboxes]

[Text: This system has multiple hosts and co-hosts.]

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[syscultureis]

Sysculture is

"Oh, I couldn't have DID, I don't have amnesia like that" the first time you hear about DID.

And the second time you hear about DID.

And the third time, even though the rest of the symptoms hit pretty close to home, but you're not going to think about that part, because you definitely don't have the amnesia.

Ignore the fact that you can't really remember what you learned about DID the first two times you came across it, though.

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[malformed-encephalon]

☆ Normalising "Obscure" Alters

We've noticed that there's been a lot of hate and overall cruelty that more 'unusual', 'obscure' alters face. Mainly, i feel like the reason for this is because they aren't normalised much in the community, and the larger system community's more used to human introjects from extremely well-known sources / human brainmades whilst simultaneously showing hate towards any introject or alter in general that is even slightly abnormal.

We've had a mass splitting aswell as a large amount of alters returning from dormancy in the past few weeks due to issues i won't get into, so i thought i'd list some of our more 'obscure' new splits to hopefully help some systems who are in denial or are overall feeling negative due to having alters who "don't fit the norm". Feel free to reblog this and add your own 'unusual' alters to encourage your fellow systems!

'The Tell-Tale Heart' by Edgar Allen Poe. Yes, the poem.

An Elder Mimic from Vita Carnis. I think non-human/monster alters are shown quite a lot of hate.

Whitney Chewston, better known as 'The Homophobic Dog'. We haven't seen many animal alters before in the community, but they deserve more acknowledgement.

Gangle's Employee Re-evaluation Video, from TADC. Not the character, the character's flashing video you see in the TADC Spudsy's episode. Conceptives and songtives are things we rarely see due to how many people harass them.

A seraphim. We actually have multiple seraphim, but most of ours are humanoid.

The Personification of Narcissism. Yet another conceptive.

Cthulhu's Eye. Yes, the floating eye from Terraria.

I'm still trying to figure out what other alters have appeared, so likely I'll update this post as i discover more. But i hope this post has helped atleast one other system feel a bit more confident and less anxious.

[sovereignsystem]

What we mean by "treating it as an identity" is that a lot of people treat DID as if it's another personality trait- like your favorite color or a hobby you enjoy, or like being goth or dressing a certain way.

Some people treat this debilitating disorder as something they can "try on" or "identify with" rather than an actual ailment.

-🧢 (he/him)

Tumblr: Yeah. We're the cool, smart-but-chaotic side of the internet 😎

Also Tumblr: DID is an identity and all narcissist are douchebag abusers. Also I'm transautistic and transabused

[marshcourse]

i’m not letting this go until you directly say you pretended to be a sex trafficking survivor, micah

list of users this person was:

snowchester-system

bootleg-zenix

revoromantic-system

revoromantic

runaway-convoy

shadow-convoy

zain-syscourse

liam-shipcourse

zain-syscourse

obviously-im-a-boyo

[testiculartorsionlover]

if you're actively being abused and you discovered a large amount of your DID/system without any professional help or self recovery there's a chance you may be mistaking [some of] your symptoms. DID tends to hide itself during stressful situations or when you're doing poorly mentally, so it isn't realistic to be super aware of your system while you're being actively traumatised. is it possible? sure, but you might be documenting your experiences a little inaccurately at the very least. am i saying it's impossible to know you have DID while going through trauma? not at all, though you might assume some things inaccurately about your system. it's definitely something to consider. the safer you are the more accurate your knowledge about your system becomes, if that makes sense.

[gnarlygoth]

drunk idiots

woohoo, so i finally drew logan and sniper :}}

they're drunk. very. anyways, yeah, i actually like this and i think they're silly.

[hel1houndz]

GUYS PLEASE TELL ME IM SERVING ANDROGYNY I BEG I BEG ALSO TØP ON THESHORTS

- LAV BITCH 🌂

[the-io-collective]

shoutout to trauma holders / EPs / trauma locked parts just doing their best btw. this shit sucks ASS - ⚡️

[redflagzsys]

reminder to newly formed alters and people with DID/OSDD in general:

it's okay to not know who's fronting or who you are. you don't always have to know, and being blurry is an extremely common experience. it's literally called "dissociative identity disorder", and it's bound to happen. there's no pressure to immediately know who you are, and if you don't know, find out later. just get whatever you need to have done, done.

i see so many newly formed alters stress about whether or not they're an introject or brain made, and if they're an introject, "whats my source?". hey, you can figure that out all later. not to mention it doesn't necessarily matter if an alter is an introject or not, it's simply another alter here to help cope.

TLDR; you don't have to always know who's fronting, there should be no pressure to. do what's most important and figure it out later

[fleshfictive]

NOT supportive to your system friends:

- "can you make [alter] front?"

- always asking who's fronting

- getting upset when they can't remember something

VERY supportive to your system friends:

- giving them money

- "here's $50 for you"

- relinquishing your money to them

- offering them money

[sovereignsystem]

"DID looks so fun! I wish I had friends in my head!"

Three of us just got into a fight and froze in place for 10+ minutes because we all wanted to do different things, we can't even just indulge in hobbies and leisure because we "have friends in our head".

- 🍄 (he/mush)

[sysboxes]

[Text: This user struggles to feel compassion, sympathy, and empathy for others.]

[Text: This system struggles to feel compassion, sympathy, and empathy for others.]

[Text: This collective struggles to feel compassion, sympathy, and empathy for others.]

[Text: This alter struggles to feel compassion, sympathy, and empathy for others.]

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[syscultureis]

Plural culture is

"did I-"

Yes.

"and did we-"

Yes.

"okay perfect and you locked the door?"

...

"you locked the door when we left right?"

.. yes.

"You fucking liar I literally just got flashbanged by your memory of NOT LOCKING THE DOOR"