hel1houndz

[hel1houndz]

digging up alters/alters from ur childhood coming from dormancy is like. discovering the chamber of secrets

we recently found a bunch of alters from like. 2016-2017 just roaming around and i was like WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THIS!!!! we found a whole group of alters from a 2016 minecraft roleplay we used to watch-

[hel1houndz]

“no!! dont use your aac device or your cane! youre gonna look disabled!!!!”

im gonna hold your hand when I tell you this-

[hel1houndz]

We were pro endo/endo neutral for such a long time, but we recently became anti endo after realising just how bad endos were. Not caring about traumatised individuals, fetishising closed cultures, holding us back from our recovery process, and obviously, pretending to be a system.

Can’t believe we put up with that shit for so long but we are free now. We can actually start recovering and unlearning unhealthy habits drilled into our brain from endo syscords

im really really proud of you anon <3

[hel1houndz]

If being plural has "nothing to do with dissociative disorders" then stop using terms and entering spaces that are strictly for those with dissociative disorders.

Stop calling yourselves systems, stop calling them alters, stop barging into udd/did/osdd spaces.

It's not that fucking hard.

- 🖥 (he/him)

[hel1houndz]

Alter introduction!

name: Vivienne, viv, vi

pronouns: she/shx/saw/rust/grim

gender/sexuality: demigirl + aroace

role(s): grounder? Idk like anger helperer how the fuck you describe what I do but ig you don’t always need labels so fuck it 💀

source: the saw series

likes: tinkering with shit (gutting lighters and putting them back together), the sound of rain, late night drives! puzzles d-d-drinking!

dislikes: feeling of not having control in situation, people who can’t admit accountability, weird sterile rooms like hospitals and shit. Being told I’m like my source? (No im not fucking John Kramer irl get a grip)

extra: I like vodka :) (like a lot, vodka and coke (the DRINK) Is peak idc)

proxy tag: ⛓️‍💥

theme song:

[hel1houndz]

[hel1houndz]

tumblr stop recommending us pro endo community spaces challenge difficulty fucking impossible apparently

we literally have the anti endo tag on 99% of our posts and like/reblog a good amount of shit with those same tags. why the FUCK would we want to be in a pro endo community.

[Pt: Proud to be a fucking hazard to society; Zack posting. End Pt.]

[hel1houndz]

Hey, have seen you on our dash a few times and read your pinned. Just wanted to say you seem rly cool and we love your outfits

Hello! thank you so much!!!! <3 you guys are also really really cool!!!

[hel1houndz]

todays fit!!!! :0000 ‼️💪

- lavvvv <333

[hel1houndz]

GENU!NE QUEST!ON HOW TF DO YOU TELL SOMEONE THAT YOUR NOT THE HEADMATE THEY WERE SPEAKING TOO EARL!ER W!THOUT !T BEUBG AWKATD ASF WHAT DO ! HIT HER W!TH THE “😔👎” L!KE WHATTT !TS SO AWKWARD L!KE SHE KNOWS WERE A D!D SYSTEM BUT L!KE HELL

- 🗝️

[hel1houndz]

You've gotta love Jews more than you hate Nazis.

You've gotta love trans folks more than you hate TERFs.

You've gotta love your unhoused neighbors more than you hate the billionaires.

You've gotta love immigrants more than you hate ICE.

You've gotta love queer kids more than you hate christian fundamentalists.

You've gotta love fat people more than you hate the diet industry.

You've gotta love disabled people more than you hate the insurance companies.

You've gotta love your fellow humans more than you hate the worst that humanity has to offer. You don't have to like every person you're fighting for, and you sure as hell don't have to give up your righteous anger, but hate is ultimately corrosive.

You've gotta love.

[hel1houndz]

Whenever you experience intense stress, have a massive meltdown, and then start getting really into a new piece of fiction

[hel1houndz]

Saw something about someone being an "unintentionally created system" and claimed that they became a system bc they roleplayed a lot as a kid.

That's not how systems work stop spreading misinformation <3

-Xero

[hel1houndz]

CAN NON ENDOS INTERACT PLZ I AM GETTING SO MANY ENDO SYSTEMS ON MY TIMELINE GO AWAY /lh

[hel1houndz]

"you're so funny" thanks I have no childhood memories and I'm never in control of my own body :3

[hel1houndz]

GUYS PLEASE TELL ME IM SERVING ANDROGYNY I BEG I BEG ALSO TØP ON THESHORTS

- LAV BITCH 🌂

[hel1houndz]

we're recovering from top surgery rn [FUCK YEAAAHHHHHHHHHH] but every time i keep going on tumblr n trying to look thru sum sys tags to see whats up i just keep seeing ridiculously ableist shit from endos !!! im actually so fucking done with them i need this dumb ass ableist fad to die out right fucking now.

all this constant rage and frustration is NOT GOOD FOR OUR RECOVERYYYYYY

time to go fucking. play minecraft anrgily i fucking guess

[idk if this counts as a vent or more of a rant but. responses are fine im just yappin]

- ratsnestcackle

OMG HELL FUCKING YEAHHHH DUDERS WISHING YOU LOT A SMOOTH ASF RECOVERY 🖤🖤

I agreeee it’s such ableist bullshit and I’m so sorry your dealing with all that shit it’s definitely not good for your recovery, taking a break is definitely a good idea!

if you wanted I could post like a list of pro endo / endo tags for you lot to block to minimise the shit you guys and other systems have to see?

again wishing you guys a smooth and comfortable recovery <3

- lav 💜