#ed sherran

[didthekingdieyet]

good, get his ass

[mewhenthecat]

[almondvanillaballerina]

Next birthday or Christmas, wish for a walking pad, I swear I got one and it changed my life.

[cookieruncrackhouseau]

Ho diddly do

[a-dead-starve]

improved edition

[loveyourselfana]

my boyfriend, the man that i thought would be the love of my life, after a year of relationship, cheated on me

thanks now i can have a reason to destroy myself

[let-me-rot-in-peace]

PSA- sodium (don’t fear it):

Please, please, please make sure you are getting enough electrolytes. I haven’t p•rged in like 2 years, and I still have electrolyte issues. Even if you don’t p•rge, it is possible you’re still deficient in electrolytes. So please drink Gatorade or water or like any electrolyte drink.

I woke up the other day with horrible brain fog, just crazing salt- like not salted potato chips or soup- just straight salt. When I did have my first meal that day, I added more salt than ever before. And all of a sudden- my mind felt clearer. I had also had horrible side stitches on my right side for the last few days. So, I figured my electrolytes were low.

I have known about my electrolyte irregularity since last year in November, when my doctor told me I need to stay hydrated and get my electrolyte levels up. But, I guess I didn’t feel like it was that serious. I generally try to get my electrolytes in, but last week, it wasn’t really a priority for me.

Part of the reason I wasn’t worried was because I hadn’t p•rged in a traditional sense in so long. But, I do b!nge and restrict a lot, which can also mess with your electrolytes.

Anyways

Even when I was p•rging regularly, I never craved salt the way I did a couple days ago. Like, I felt like I was going to collapse if I didn’t eat all the salt in my house. It was terrifying.

Electrolyte imbalances are super common in people with €ds. Even if you think you don’t have to worry abt electrolytes because you don’t p•rge, you have to get your daily electrolytes in.

I know that salt is terrifying and we’re always told it’s going to make you retain water weight, but you need it to live. I’ve also read some medical studies in school about hyponatremia (medical condition caused by too little sodium in blood stream) and catatonia. I HATE fear mongering, so I will state that catatonia is more common in severe cases of hyponatremia. But PLEASE- do not let your electrolyte levels get that bad.

[5sosprincess]

All I wish is to go back when my only worry was if my fort was going to stay built.

[johnnydeppangelforever]

Johnny Depp, Russel Crowe et Ed Sheeran partage une petite Guinness en coulisses après leur performance pour honorer mes 30 ans de carrière de Andrea Bocelli. 😄 À votre santé, les gars !! 🍻 😋

#johnnydepp #russellcrowe #edsheeran

[morivation-acc]

Ill be going on a 21 day eating plan where i’ll be eating no more than 500cal and im only eating eggs, oatmeal and apples ore manderins (depending on the day) every two weeks ill have one week rest in which ill keep the deficit but eat other foods. As well as i wont be eating after 6 . Ill let you know how it goes especially since i binged this weekend.

Btw i based it off of this plan that i found on ana pinterest

[rottennorgg]

Intro:

Hello. I am Rotten (or Rot for short). This is not my real name. I doubt anyone will believe me when i say this, but I am a recovered ana. Or, hopefully a previously recovered ana. I nearly died from ana four years ago. Hospitalized for months, missing my freshmen year of highschool. My lowest weight was 80 lbs at 5'3. I'm honestly still ashamed I didn't get lower. Or die. I honestly wouldn't care if I die. I would love to die skinny. Die of being skinny is a dream come true.

I am an attention whore. I am not diagnosed, but I am suspected to have BPD by previous therapists. I am currently diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder, C-PTSD, Anxiety, Body Dysmorphia, Anorexia, Bulimia (binge purge), and ADHD. I am currently being medicated for OCD and mood disorders also, though that doesn't mean a diagnosing. I am mostly mentioning this because my medication is a bitch. Three of my medications cause weight gain. Two just got doubled in dosages. My saving grace is my Vyvanse. God I love Vyvanse. I hardly eat and the starvation has little to no effect. I only get a bit weak and moody. It also gives me energy so I can exercise while starving.

I'm running this account purely to blog my thoughts and air out my grievances to like-minded people. I have a partner and I'm hoping I can keep things private, away from them. I'd rather not worsen their already horrendous mental state. At least I can blame my medication for my starvation.

This is getting long. I'll post more about my residential or other personal stuff later if my memory will let me. Feel free to DM me. I am pretty fucking lonely lmao.

[almondvanillaballerina]

How to see all your daily nutrients without Yazio plus

Do this:

*at the end of the day, open recipes

*go to add items

*click on recent

*Add everything you had that day

You have to add at least two items

*continue

Right before the thingy where you type in the portion, it'll give you all the nutrients of whatever you added together

Don't report this and only use it if you can't afford Yazio plus

[silence19]

I needa piss

[a-dead-starve]

In case you want to binge, here’s what I did today. I bought a chocolate cake because chocolate cake is my favorite, ready to eat it all by myself because I didn’t eat anything yesterday and the day before yesterday, and I counted the calories. Then I took two more bites and I realized that my favorite cake isn’t even that good. And the icing was literally quite disgusting. But I kept eating because I simply couldn’t stop at that point. And then I ate all of the cake and of course it wasn’t even good, so it wasn’t worth the 1700 cal that I wasted on it. This is your sign to not eat that cake or those chips you’ve been dreaming about because once you taste them you’ll only sense shame and guilt, and it’s not worth it ❤️‍🩹

P. S. Also, my stomach hurts like a bitch rn 💔

[sometimes-i-make-mcr-fanart]

I almost fucking threw my phone