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sloanaffirmations Ā· 1 year ago
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šŸ¤ŸšŸ¤©šŸ¤ŸLike,Share,or type "LET IT SHINE" to affirmšŸ’–šŸ’暟Ž§šŸŽµ
āœ…ļøI am 1 years old todayšŸ’–
āœ…ļøThis year has been a great year with lots of laughs and lots of new friends in the Sloan communityšŸ¤©šŸ¤Ÿ
āœ…ļøI will never hide myself away, let it shine. Let it shineāœØļø
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deadfishwalkin Ā· 10 months ago
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One time I made golden syrup to use for something I was baking. I used up a bit, but I accidentally made way too much, so I sealed it up nice and tight and put it away in a dark, empty cupboard where nothing could destroy it.
Flash forward a month later, I get the jar out to use for something else and there's an ocean of ants drowning in it. Turns out there was a tiny crack in the jar and all the ants sniffed out the sweet sugary syrup and came out from god-knows-where and let all nine circles of hell loose on their bounty, only to be mummified alive in amber treacle-y hell.
Some part of me finds it pretty tragic that ants, small enough to dodge radiation, resilient, loyal, strong, these wonderful, overall near-invincible creatures-
Yeah, some part of me finds it pretty tragic that they managed to squeeze into the tiniest crack in the impenetrable wall guarding their treasure and rushed in to claim their bounty, only to be defeated by a trap spun from liquified sugar and human ambition.
I don't know if I identity more with the jar or the ants (ā ā€¢ā ā€æā ā€¢ā )
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yumenosakiacademy Ā· 7 months ago
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against the kitchen floor is smth tht can b so personal actually
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rubywithecat Ā· 8 months ago
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Tokyo revengers boys when you ignore them after one night stand (pt.1)
Mikey
-he almost doesnt recognize you
-when he senses the familiar scent when you passed through him, he couldnt help but turned his head
-"Hey wait" he called out. "do i know you?"
-U frozed. "I dont know you..." u lied. He walked to face you and looked you carefully. U broke the eye contact and excused yourself.
-he grabbed your hand which made your body gravitated toward his chest
-"your a bad liar" his lips nearly toucing yours. "plz dont ignore me. ive been searching u everywhere"
Ran Haitani
-He thought he would just forget you as like he does for many women who he had slept with
-But something about u made him craving u more, maybe cuz of ur innocence (u were a virgin)
- U were going to ur class when u heard a smiliar voice, u quickly hide when u caught a glimpse of him
-he was on his phone and he seemed to like noticed that u hide, he smirked
-"Rindou, I will call u back" he closed his phone and walked toward where u were
-ur heart was beating so fast and u just prayed he would passed through and closed ur eyes
-"Found ya" he whispered, loud enough for u to hear. "U who snaked away from me after i gave u ur first best night ever. Donā€™t u think itā€™s a lil bit unfair to me?ā€ he grabbed ur waist as if he could read ur mind about escaping
-"u cant run away from me second time, Miss"
Chifuyu Matsuno
-He tried to forget about what happened that night and didnt even think he could meet u again
-when he saw u at the mall, he was about to call u out but he saw u with a kid, he thought its ur kid
-he didnt try to talk with u anymore cuz he doesnt wanna be a threat to ur marriage or smth
-u also saw him but u were too nervous to go and talk cuz u liked that guy so much ā€œwhat if he doesnā€™t remember me? I would just embarrass myselfā€ u whispered to urself
-as u guys parted, u were sad and hopeless
-"hey (kid name), i need to use toilet. dont go anywhere before i come back,okay?' u bent down to the kids height and smiled.
-"Yesā€ he replied cutely. "Good boy." u told him and go to toilet quickly.
-just a hen u come back, u saw him talking to a guy so u rushed quickly.
-"how old r u?" u could hear slightly. "i am 8" ur nephew answered.
-"what did i tell u (kid name)?Dont talk to random--' u scolded him before realizing that guy
-"he just saved me from some bad guys who tried to steal our shopping bags" ur nephew answered.
"Oh god" u sighed and turned back to him, but dont dare to look at him. "Umm... thank u for saving my nephew..." u said awkwardly.
-He was stunned but he felt relieved and glad that he wasnā€™t ur son
-U were about to walk away when he started to talk, "Im sure we met before, right?"
-U looked back at him and he was smiling at u and it was not a question. He remembered u and will not let u go anymore
Hanma Shuji
-From the moment he saw u, he couldnā€™t lie to himself that he fell in love with u
-Whenever he fcks someone he always think about u
-He was pissed that u left him after s*x without even leaving ur number
-He tried his best to forget u
-u didnt expect to meet a one night stand u met last year at the club u work
-Ur not like a stripper or anything like that. U work as a waitress there as u have no choice to pay for ur collage
-U quickly covered ur face as he walked passed through
-"maybe he wont even remember me at all. It was long time ago" u relieved. But then he stopped.
-"Hey" he called u. "Wtf- plz donā€™t remember me" u mumbled. U dont wanna invlove in gang things so its best to stay away
-"Do u know where are vip rooms?" he asked u
-"Uhā€” itā€™s at ur left, sir" U didnt dare to look back and just answered nervously, hoping he doesnā€™t see ur face
-U stared at u from behind for a sec and then walked away, smoking.
-ā€œU see that girl over there? Bring her to my roomā€ he ordered the waiter
-ā€œSir, Iā€™m afraid sheā€™s just a waitress and doesnā€™t do that kind of thing ya knowā€¦ā€ the waiter answered, afraid ā€œI- could suggest u the best beautiful stripper in our club. Iā€™m sure u will be satisā€”ā€œ before he could finish his word, he was punched to the ground.
-ā€œUseless shitsā€ he mumbled as he looked down and wiped the blood strain on his ring ā€œBring her to meā€ he said and left as he threw sone cash to the waiter face.
-U entered the dim light room, written ā€œVIPā€ cuz ur coworker begged u so u empathized him
-ā€œWere u searching for me?ā€ U said impatiently and faked to be confident when u were trembling inside. ā€œLook, just to be clear, im not interested in sleeping with u. I just come to tell u that so plz leave me alone and my coworkers, sirā€
-Hanma just laughed helplessly as he finds that cute and as u were about to leave, he tightly hugged u from behind and kissed ur neck, leaving a mark
-ā€œWho said I care whether ur intreated or not?ā€ he smirked. ā€œU were already mine. Donā€™t u dare run away from meā€¦ please?ā€ His voice changed. It was the first time he begged for someone and u also feel that part of u just canā€™t resist him
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A/N: Hi! Welcome back yā€™all! <3 So, I have been disappearing for a long time cuz of final exam and now itā€™s over so I can finally write back and have a lot of ideas that I wanna share with u guys. <3
Sorry for not being able to respond the requests but now that Iā€™m free, I will be open to ur requests again! :*
And I hope u guys like this one and any supports are very much appreciated, loves <33
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catmask Ā· 10 months ago
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since u mentioned ppl loving how u draw characters, uh. i tend to tuck my belly into my shorts or pants or skirts cuz i nevr liked it hanging out cuz it felt ugly n gross, but seeing laika's belly hanging out all tha time constantly was like. oh, wait. thats cute? like i dont look like a cartoon dog n i dont have a lot of confidence still lmao but ive been tucking away my fat less and less nd its been increasingly less, like. shameful, to my brain. less anxiety-inducing. i look myself in the mirror n realize i dont mind it quite as much. a lot of body positivity stuff i see often leaves out the weird hanging bits or offers up ways to hide parts of urself to b more palatable or whatever, but laika's just laika. shes just fat. her belly hangs out. its been kind of revelatory for me. so, like, thank u. salutes and then turns arnd and leaves the room as quickly as possible
part of her original design her belly was tucked into her shorts but after remembering how uncomfortable that is to do myself and realizing that some people might not know she was fat if i did that i decided to untuck it instead :-) im glad it had its intended effect and more because thats exactly what i hoped for!
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ghxst-system Ā· 9 days ago
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christmas is coming so heres a reminder:
if ur stuck with abusive or shitty family...
u are always allowed to step away. i opt to go for a walk because "the fresh air is nice and its a little crowded in here right now" [using a light happy tone is key here, so hopefully theyre less likely to take it negatively]. u have autonomy over urself even if u dont feel like it
u can go to ur room and say ur just "grabbing something" [say its ur phone or a phone charger, something like that] and take a quick breather
u dont have to listen to the conversations. if theyre being bigotted u dont have to listen or say anything. loads of ppl have started a "if u dont say anything about ur familys bigotry ur part of the problem". u arent. ur keeping urself safe. u can zone out, tune it out, etc [u can even hide an earbud in ur ear for music if that helps]
keep a comfort item on u. i keep fidgets in my pockets.
u dont have to drink. no matter the pressure put on u.
if presents are involved and u feel overwhelmed by ppl trying to force u to give a positive reaction i usually say "wow thank u all so much! im putting these in my room real quick to keep them safe, thank u theyre lovely" [i struggle with this one a lot given im autistic as well so forcing the reaction is hard. i always use a script]
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satoruhour Ā· 1 year ago
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gggOoooOOOOD MORNING ā€¼ļøā€¼ļø ive been eating up your masterlist esp your racer au UGHHHH that was the last thought in my head before sleep and the first when i woke racer!geto was just. so. fking. h o t. u dont understand like that has a G R I P on me rn UGHHHH I LOVE IT SM do u have any spare hc for geto in this racer!au? if u dont thats okay! just know i ate that fic up šŸ«¶šŸ»šŸ«¶šŸ»šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ
a/n: thank u anon 4 the support im glad u liked the racer!au hehe. the original au here, how did you meet and getoā€™s own elaboration post for context. tagging @na-t0 @crysugu @omgeto @slttygeto / 2.4k
warnings: (in second half of post) mentions + discussions of semi-public sex, filming, fingering while driving, oral (f and m receiving), protected and unprotected sex, f and m masturbation, phone / webcam sex, sharing with gojo & nanami
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AAHHH i might have !!! racer!geto has a special place in my heart huhu i would love to develop more
to start off i would say that heā€™s justā€¦ such a good bf. like i know itā€™s obvious but also the next day after your late night drifting he texted you to ask if you wanted to go back to the cafe :D
he paid for everything again and he was so happy seeing u get another cinnamoroll trinket !!
so when the cafe has another sanrio event you BET hes bringing you there again. it just so happened that it was a berry and cherry event too ahhhh getoā€™s so cute getting all excited and stuff
he got you two matching coffees with berry and cherry foam art
that cafe has become a monument in your relationship ā€” your first date, the place where geto officially asks you to be his partner with a big bouquet of flowers that youā€™re hiding ur face wherever you go for the rest of the day cause itā€™s huge šŸ˜­ he brings you there with his racer friends as well (gojo cheers and nanami scoffs that these things werenā€™t for him but he loved their pastries wheeee)
attentive, attentive! always leaves his jacket in the car for you if you get cold in his Mazda. resorts to a jacket he doesnt like to wear much but bc he always puts you first, he doesnā€™t mind :(
geto doesnt like to race with outerwear on him so he always loves seeing you greet him after a successful race with a big grin on your face, jacket swallowing ur physique as u keep urself protected against the tokyo chill !!!
said this before but he looooves seeing you in his car. it just ignites something in him, seeing you propped up on the leather seats and looking out the window when youā€™re driving. it just gets him sort of feral
ALSO also bc his Mazda was his first proper and real racing car heā€™s very selective of who he lets touch it / sit in it etc
so when gojo does it he swats him away like a fly and asks him not to dirty his finishing as also geto is the only one to be seen in his car until you come along and gojo sees you sitting on the hood
hes reaching forward to tell you to get off bc he knows suguru doesnt like it but your bf only walks up between your legs to greet you with a big smile. the betrayal gojo felt šŸ’€
overall the relationship with geto is quiet and calming. no need for talking if you dont feel like !!! all racer geto needs is his hand on your thigh thatā€™s always stroking the skin there and you
but loves it when you do talk! he tries so hard not to turn to you cause if he does heā€™d crash the car šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ he just loves ur beauty and the way you ramble so much !!
one time he swerved and almost hit a car because he was watching you talk about the recent research you did on cars and also running back the terminology heā€™s been patiently teaching you
to hear his partner talk about cars >>> heā€™s so excited that youā€™re finally entering his world that he gets so engrossed and almost collides šŸ˜­
NO MORE pls omg he was more scared than you were
but also running off on that, geto is understanding when he teaches you about terminology about racing, abt the parts in a car. he took apart an old car in his garage just to teach you and he loved that you were trying your best to memorise everything šŸ„¹
getting into an rs with geto also has given you more confidence, so he loves how you strut your stuff. he wasnt complicit in anything truly !!! didnt force you to wear anything or do anything you didnt want to, so he was very proud of you when you came out of your shell
geto would love you either way :3 hes just a sweet boy like that
i also relate him to han very closely from f&fā€¦ always eating his snacks in tokyo drift LMFAO - geto is chill, letting you feed him his snacks as you cuddle up on him on his hood and watch the new race
ok so, he LOVES racing and geeking out about them but he finds sometimes he watches you way more than the races and before then the race is already over šŸ˜­
ā€œsuguru! did you see how i crushed the other guy?ā€ gojo emerges and shouts across the parking lot and geto is just like ā€œhuh? sorry i wasnt looking was too busy looking at my loverā€ LMAOOO
when you canā€™t attend his races you always make it a point to send a selfie with your cherry keychain and he sends one with his berry one back and its just soooo cute youre giving him so much wallpaper material!!
also likes to bring you on drives at night - if you need to rush something or study you bet heā€™ll be there. heā€™ll try not to interrupt you, looking at your knees tucked in your arms and memorising your notes
he plays those subliminal audios as a joke and annoys you in the process šŸ’€Ā 
and then just pecks your forehead in apology as he watches or helps you with assignments while occasionally looking out the window and smoking
geto always has a hand on you. it shows his possessive streak and just a general love for physical touch
like i said doesnt pressure u into anything but youā€™ve expressed interests in his tattoos before
you get a tramp stamp with him for your first one! the pain wasnt that bad, more from lying on your stomach for like 2.5h because of the shading lol. itā€™s a simple one, but a popular one because of the culture
geto offered to pay for you and you rejected, and he said ā€œalright. half at leastā€ and you didnt exactly oppose that because you were running low on jpn yen for your overseas exchange stay
the tattoo looked so good omfg geto was like . going INSANE it was lowkey funny
gojo and nanami wouldnt hear the end of it for like 3 weeks šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
had the photo of you and your tramp stamp as his lockscreen for the longest time
as always tattoos are very addictive! you got a few more in the short span of 6 months (maybe 2-3 small ones) but what really made geto go like. clinically insane was this super big on on your thigh (peep the very first post of this au!!)
itā€™s a spider with chinese traditional ropes and it was by far your biggest one, taking a dent in your account that you had to lie and ask ur parents for more money after and promise to pay back by working part time
ok i need to preface this part first that geto adores your thighs - you didnt show much of it at first but when you start to be more comfortable with the racing scene he almost came in his pants when you first wore a miniskirt
so to see such beautiful ink on YOUR thighs oh my days felt like you were a goddess walking down the steps to his garage
has a little matching tattoo with you :( itā€™s not too obvious, but has features of berry and cherry on the both of you <3 down the line he would get other vague and subtle couple tats with you but if you want to mark up your body however you wanna heā€™d like that too :3
so i actually left the latest fic on a cliffhangerā€¦ bro was so heartbroken after you left :( couldnt race properly, couldnt focus in uni, poor boy
even gojo or nanami couldnt get thru to him, but over time he got used to the distance and timezones. moves his whole set-up to the garage just so heā€™d get better wifi there and also show the latest upgrades to his car !!! the webcam quality is pretty shitty on both ends though so you get disappointed more than once trying to talk to him bc the call isnt connecting well :/Ā 
continues to send those berry / cherry pics where youā€™re miles away, and more than once suguru has gone to bed crying :(( but i will keep these sad ones short bc i hate angst and also i might wanna write a next part uhā€¦ weā€™ll see
geto also mails things to you which take ages to ship and you only get the presents one month before you finish uni for good and šŸ’€ itā€™s so funny seeing his shock at you having just received his gifts
a sweet, sweet bf who takes care of you immensely <3
n*sfw hcā€™s under divider
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now >:) i also dont want to go into too much detail because. i might. MIGHT. continue. do not ask for the next part explicitly tho that shit annoys me. but geto loves to see your body on his car and the risks that come with it
you guys fuck more in his car compared to his or your room looool.
fingers you when he drives sometimes. when youā€™re feeling needy all you need to do is drag his fingers to your throbbing core and let him feel how wet you are.Ā 
he tries so hard not to look at you bc you know what happened the last time, so he relies purely on his touch and your hands, fingers slipping inside your panties and he grabs onto the steering wheel with the hardest grip
geto has the patience of a monk, however, letting you use him for your high and grinding down on his fingers. itā€™s usually not after the race or errand that he properly fucks you bc he knows if he starts he will. not. stop. not even lying
has adrenaline high after racing and will fuck you always unless heā€™s roughed up, but unlike gojo he probably will drive to a more secluded area. the car is there, the risk is there, it gets geto all riled up
one time he was pissed his opponent scratched his Mazda while racing and while he still won, he pushed you into his leather seats to slam into you. he was going so hard the car was shaking, and he teasingly shows you the brief video gojo sends you later, caressing your very sore legs (you were fine with the recording)
ā€œguess i went too hard, huh?ā€
you shove him and tell him jokingly, ā€œtell your pervert friend to stop filming us!ā€
ā€œyou like it. me showing everyone who you belong to.ā€ geto is so possessive i swear
loves fucking you in the mountains bro is freaky asf. brings you on late night drives and lays on the hood with you to watch the stars - sometimes it ends cleanly but most times youā€™re feeling up each other until youā€™re bent over his Mazda letting him fuck you raw
has fucked you while in the driverā€™s seat, riding him. has given u oral as u lay on the hood of his car, done a full nelson in his backseat whew you name it heā€™s so gross and filthy.Ā 
when u contrast it properly with how loving and generous he is and to him when it comes to you and your body the difference is insane. but it also sometimes seeps through when he canā€™t handle your cute outfits and just has to land a smack and squeeze to your ass
ok this isnt n*sfw but itā€™s so hot of him - he HAS done this before. made you sit in gojoā€™s car as he drifted around you in a quiet tokyo crossing late one night and oh my god you made sure he knew how attractive you thought he was. gojo left right away when you two started flirting šŸ’€
likes to both give and receive, so the first time you go down on him was possibly just right after heā€™s done the drifting around you and you couldnā€™t resist palming him from the passengerā€™s seat. you asked him to pull over immediately went to the driverā€™s side and started pulling at his pants.
you didnt even think that your knees were going to be on gravel so before you could kneel down to suck him off he took his jacket from the back seat to put on the ground ā€¦. and then proceeded to get the best blowjob of his life LMFAOOOO
getos a little crazy itā€™s ok i can take him ! but yea hes filthy thru and thru and dude he missed you sm when you left back to your country.
of course, of COURSE has jerked off at the thought of you, to photos youā€™d send of a new outfit. also has proposed having phone sex. webcam sex is reserved for special occasions because the sight of you playing with yourself is enough for him to book a flight šŸ˜­ he possibly couldnt handle it so he settles for your voice only
he doesnt like to share you, but when you do ask if youve ever thought of getting gojo and nanami in on the fun ā€¦. ooh. good luck
again his possessiveness shows so he doesnā€™t let them fuck you raw lol but rather ask them to get their own condoms šŸ’€šŸ’€
his friends r freaks too you realise but itā€™s time to time where the three of them will organise dates to have some fun with you, but only when youre comfortable. geto putting ur comfort first always šŸ™
so sometimes you reject them bc you have an exam comin up etc and geto just treats you in his car or your bedroom alone and even with just him, hes already enough to make you go crazy and moan <3
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peep that op has that same exact spider tattoo on her thigh~ teehee
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pumpkinsy0 Ā· 4 months ago
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more papercut and curitis gang hcs?
i love indexslice and citrus groupā¤ļø
ā€¢when pony gets rlly sick while curlys locked up, he asks the gang for curly like hes a sick victorian child asking to see the sun one last time
ā€¢i feel like curly has more pocket money that the curtis gang does, so sometimes he comes over and to not get kicked out hes like ā€œorder something,,,,ill payšŸ˜šŸ˜ā€, he also does it to flex in front of pony
ā€¢pony never knows whats going on w the shepard gang yet curly always knows whats happening w the curtis gang, pony doesnt even tell him, curly just says something and ponys thinking ā€œwho the hell told u thisā€
ā€¢considering the curtis house phone doesnt allow for much privacy, when curly calls, pony can always tell if theyre listening in bc he notices that they get a pretty silent
ā€¢pony and curly have done that thing where ur play fighting but someone actually gets rlly hurt, and u cant even hide it from the adults, u just gotta snitch on urselfšŸ˜­šŸ˜­
ā€¢for school awards ponys gets, during the ceremony u can hear the gang, but u can also hear curly, and hes half cheering for pony, half yelling just to yell, sometimes his friends join in, so now TWO gangs r yelling for pony and ponys just embarrassed considering running away
ā€¢darry already has to tell pony not to smoke in his room, so when curlys ALSO over, he opens the door and its like a fucking oven in there, like forgetting about the smoking bit, r yall trynna kys??? open the window a little more or somethinšŸ˜­
ā€¢darry would b so pissed to hear that theres been moments where curlys paid off some of the gang from sticking w them while theyre hanging out, BUT IF IT HELPS they dont 100% leave
ā€¢i like to think that if curly ever heard these socs talking about pony, he would go to the gang and thats the ONLY time theyll rlly ever listen to curly
ā€¢pony sometimes forgets the notes him and curly send to each other back and forth in class, and darry does laundry usually so he finds them and let me tell u, the way he talks to curly vs the gang is so different, darrys never heard some of these words leave ponys lips and he doesnt want to, pony came home w the note on the table and he knew he was done for
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shiopi Ā· 2 years ago
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A/n: this wasn't supposed to be this long I just wanted to show my love for malewife scara but this is anything but malewife Scara šŸ˜­
Warnings for the nsfw part: possesive dom scara, hair pulling, pussy slap, slight choking and my shitty writing because I can't write for shit also not proof read
Scara who has tattoos and piercings. The tattoos decorate his arms and neck. He's literally male wife too, cooks for u and then playful scolds u telling u to take better care of urself.
Whenever u r getting hit on when ur alone at a bar, he sneaks up beside u and then grabs ur waist pulling u towards him. Glaring down at the guy who was hitting on u. The guy in question thought scara was no big deal given his height "And who are you supposed to be?" "Her boyfriend" scara said while sounding quite angry. He can't believe he has to waste his breath on this low-life ugly ass looking guy. "Unfortunately for you this beautiful is about to go on a date with me to the club, isn't that right?" The guy said looking at u "I already told u I dont-" before u could finish ur sentence, scara removed his tight grip on ur waist and walked up to the guy, grabbing his finger and almost fucking breaking his bones "Get lost or else I'll fucking kill you." seeing the look on scara's face, the guy knew he was serious and just ran off screaming and crying. Scara then pulls u into a heated kiss. Saying in between the kiss "Mine. Only fucking mine."
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On days when u decide to act a bit bratty and flirt with whoever is hitting on u to rile scara up, he will be furious. Grabbing ur hands and pulling u away. He drives u both home. The entire ride home was silent. u fucked up. U could sense his anger radiating. Thank god there wasn't any traffic because if there was, well, this place would be on fire right about now. After u two get home, u take off ur shoes and before u can get to ur shared bedroom to change, scara swoops u into his arms princess carrying u to the bed. He throws u onto the bed and then towers over u, not even bothering to take his clothes off. "You like seeing me angry?" Scara asked while leaning down on ur neck and adding bite marks, his hand caressing ur thighs and reaching ur inner thigh, pushing ur dress up. U stayed silent, too lost feeling his touch to realize he asked u a question. "Fucking answer." He said in a slightly deeper voice as u felt a sting to ur clothed pussy. U let out a yelp "I-im sorry!" "That doesn't answer my question." He said directly looking at u and grabbing ur throat. No matter what u said would get u in trouble so u decided to be honest to at least lessen ur punishment "..y-yes I like seeing u angry" u mumbled.
He didn't like how low ur voice was so low. He needed u to be loud so everyone could hear who u belong to. Removing his hand from ur throat he instead grabbed ur hair harshly "you, speak properly to me when I ask u something" u winced at the pain in ur scalp. "Got it?" The grip on ur hair got even tighter "yes!" u cried out. "Good, now then, if u hide ur screams there will be consequences" he said in a raspy voice before unzipping his pants.
By the time he's done, u will be covered in bite marks all over ur body, ur hair a total mess and cum dripping down ur thighs.
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dremiruu Ā· 7 months ago
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alright i was planning to put out a big celebratory nublar six fanart for chaos theory day but since its 10 and I'm only done with darius I'm putting a pin in that and instead posting the notes i took at the time while watching the show!!
BIG JURASSIC WORLD CHAOS THEORY SPOILERS AHEAD
I'm going to come out with more sane-sounding analyses and all when i calm down so stick around for that -> for this i was just writing down whatever was in my head while watching but it's still fun!! (italicized the best fragments)
episode 1: - oh my fucking god bens a redditor. my sweet boy what have u done to him - darius calling brooklynn just to hear her voice made me tear up :(( - oh my GOD i missed benrius so so much
episode 2: - HE TURNED HIS VAN INTO A HUGE DORK POUCH AWWW LOVE THIS LITTLE (BIG) GUY - "guess we could've looked that up butā€¦ wellā€¦" BEN. - WHAT THE FUCK WHATTHEFUCK BEN AND BROOKLYNN WHY ARE U DOING THIS TO ME - SHES SO CUTEā€¦ā€¦ - im crying,,,, - brookes an investigative journalist awww that fits her so well - them bonding over dark jurrassic i CANNOT - ben being obsessive and dealing with constant anxiety ahhh - darius just called ben 'benjamin' i am in shambles - ohhhwwhbgb theyre fighting over trust and brooklynn and ughghhh my babies - awww bonding over candy i MISSED THEM SO MUCH
episode 3: - SAMMY LIVING ON HER FARM AHH - she doesnt talk to her parents anymore??? girl we all KNOW you care, you loved them SO MUCH?? she sacrificed so much for them what the hell happened - BUMPER CARRRRR SHES HEERREEEEEE - AWWW HER AND BENS REUNION!!!!!!! - ben defending bumpy. also i dont like carlos - SAMMY GIRLIE I LOVE U SO MUCH PLEASE GO SEE A THERAPIST. AVOIDING UR PROBLEMS BY KEEPING URSELF BUSY ISN'T HEALTHY. PLEASE - WHATTHEFUCK WHATTHEFUCK HER SEEING BROOKE I AM IN SHAMBLES - SAMMY GUTTIEREZ. STOP. - THE TEARS IN HER EYES - OH MY GOD IM SOBBING WHAT THE FUCK - "And what, Darius? Stop and think about Brooklynn dying, or my family not speaking to me, or Yaz pulling away from me? No. Iā€¦ I can't stop. I won't." JESUS FUCGIN CHRSIT WHY - ^ im gonna have to post a whole analysis on this scene because wgat the fuck man - seeing them back in their 'hiding from the dinos' selves fbiudsjkbgfskd - Sammy with Brookes jacket awhghh - ^ also i STILL believe Brooklynns alive I DONT CARE WGAT ANYBODY SAYS PKAEASE - ^^ HHDFUSIGIF - alr this is the 2nd scene involving cars and jumping i have to start counting - ok ths is building up GOOD
episode 4: - ben being emo and sighing so somebody would notice him BROO - THEYRE SO CUTE?? benrius married for the double income shenanigans - YEAH BUMPYS A BOSS SHELL BE FINE - BGFDHUJKH THEYRE ADORABLE - i didn't know i needed benrius conspiring together until we got it - BEN HAS A GIRLFRIEND. !!!! - DARIUSES FLASHBACK SJIT?? - these children. (theyre older than me now i think) - oh my fucking god theyre all so traumatised - DARIUS AND KENJI ARENT ON SPEAKING TERMS. THE HELL. - KENJIIIII HEIII!!! - HES IGNORING HIM. WHAT THE FUVKING HWELL - hes an eat-love-climb kinda guyy - WHYRE THEY FIGHTINGG - oh hes BLAMING DARIUS for brooklynn? KENJI KON WHAT THE FUCK - she went to see daniel?????? why. - SAM CALLING YASMINA ALL THE TIME I - KENJ AND DARIUS WITH TRUST - sammy ranting about yaz doing things she doesn't like i- PLEASE communicate. i beg u creator gods make them actually TALK to each other - "I think we should split up." "gasp you and yaz?!" "what?! noo! us! the three of us!!! ā€¦why, did she say somethin'?" OH MY GODSHBKJG HOW BAD IS THEIR SITUATION IM SCARED - sammy just tickled the keys off him - THEY LEFT DARIUS TO DEAL WITH IT. - okay them having the emotional conversation ON THE CLIFFSIDE. ok. - KENJI BROKE UP W HER?? alright were getting dinostar then right - ^ christ man i am too good at guessing these things - DARIUS NOT KNOWING HOW CLIMBING ROPES WORK LMAO - okay B&Kenji were cute im gonna miss them - but Brooklynn ignoring him,,, JUSTIFIES IT. I GET IT KENJ OK - POOR KENJI??? WTF??????????? - OH GODFFDHGFBV AND BEFORE HER DEATH TOO WHY - OKAY i get that i should pay more attention to the dinostar crumbs and all but all i feel rn is sympathy for kenji. hes been done wrong ENTIRELY in this scenario and just. man. - HTEY GOT BUMPY
episode 5: - aiaiai darius babY PLEASE - make them COMMUNICATE. PKEAFEEE - kenji calls ds mom more than he does whagthehellman - SAMS STILL CALLING YAZ AGHHH - OK THE TEARS IN HER EYES STOP IT - her and 'benjamin' bickering AHH - SHES SOOOO GIRLBOSS I LOVE LVOE HER - WTF THAT GUYS AN ASSHOLE?? - aaand THEYRE FREEING THE DINOS! - FHUCkin daniel kon - AHH THEYRE SO CUTESY - BEN SUSPECTING SAMMY. AND JUST SAMMY. WHAT THE FUCK - 'but i promise, I do trust you. now.' OOOHHHH MY SWEET SWEET DUDEEE. FUCK U - i get WHY i GUESSS, with his paranoia and all but thats an ASSHOLE move - daniel and kenji ermmbnbgvjsdk - HES TRYING TO MANIPULATE HIM AGAAAINN DUDE ITS GETTING BORING - w6AT. TF. KENJI - ooh the good ol dino chase!! - SAMMY BEING A GOOD FIGHTER AWHGHH - WFAH THAT SCARED ME - ok they made up!! - I KNEW THIS GUY WAS AWFUL - OKAYYYYY KENJ YESSS TALK ABOUT IT!!! FINALLYYYY COMMUNICATIONNNN - YESWSS AHDJFSN THEYRE TALKING - I LOVE THIS SO MUCH TEARS FLOWING DOWN MY CHEEKS AHFGDS - I HATE THIS FUCKING GUY AIGERG SDFJ - YES KENJI GO OFF BITCH!!!!!! - brookeā€¦ whatttth, - TF WAS SHE DOING - OH MY FUCKING GOD THE SCREAM I SCREAMT WHEN I SAW THIS DINOSAUR CONTROLLING PERSON NIGHTMARE FUCKING FUEL - WHAT THE FGUCK WHYS SHE SO UNCANNY VALLEY I LITTERALLY JUMPED AND MOVED AWAY IMMEDIATELY - oh he doesnt die :( - still WHO IS THAT?? - oh he does die :) - fr tho - KENJI POOR BABY IM SO SORRY. as if he didnt go through enough already.. - WHY TEHGFHBVCKJS OH WHO ARE U U EERIE FUCKIN - is kenj having a panic attack!!!! - BCFHSDKJFBJKDBFKJVX THEYRE SO CUFKING SCARY WHY ARE THEIR MOVEMENTS SO MECHANICAL - KENJI SAYING 恊ēˆ¶ć•ć‚“ NOW I AM DDYING. I WILL NOT RECOVER.
episode 6: - SHITTTT YAZ'S HEREEE - ohhhh fuck shes dealing with A LOT - DARLING U OK??? - THE FLASHBACKS ARE TERRIFYING - shes so pretty!!!! - BROOKLYNN BITCH WHTWS FD - THEYRE SOOOOO CUTEEEEE - I LOVE HOW YAZS MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES HAVE BEEN AND STILL ARE PORTRAYED - I'm SO glad to see her dealing with everything and slowly getting over some of her trauma - ooh ok YAZ AND SAMMY - THEYRE SO HSGDIUF - okay so the solution to the problem is. TALK. its just. TALK TO EACH OTHER. - AWHH OK SHES NOT READY I SUPPOSEE - SHIT sam bb i get protecting the ones u love. but u shouldnt hide things from ur gf just so she doesnt feel bad. especially things so huge. - AND YAZ. babygirl. you shouldn't avoid your gf if shes doing something ure uncomfortable with. you shouldn't ignore her and make her feel bad abt it. YASAMY. THIS IS AN INTERVENSION. TALK TO EACH OTHER. ACTUALLY. PLEASE - ^ this is me showing how much im loving this storyline. VERY annoyed. love angst in fav ships. GOTTA HAVE SOME SPICE ONCE IN A WHILE I GET IT - ^^ but if they break up im killing myself - sammY PLEASEEFH DONT ASSUME JUST TALK. PTSD/MENTAL HEALTH IN GENERAL ISNT THAT SIMPLE - theyre both doing wrong things AND I JUST AGHHH -ALTHOUGHH when they finally DO communicate itll be SOO satysfying - EEEE HERE THEY AREEEEEEE - awkward. a little. BUT SWEET - OK NO I CHANGED MY MIND THEYRE SOOOO CUTEEEE - and ben and yazs friendship AGHGHHHG - therapy island. awh okayy!! - YAZS SO PASSIONATE I LOVE IT - 'ohohohhhā€¦ let me show u!ā€¦ benny boy' - this is GOOD. it IS impressive!! - SAMMY STOP IT - YES YASMINA TALK ABOUT IT - I AM LOVING THIS OH MY GOD - JESUS CHRIST BEN - NAH WHAT THE FUCK - WHY. BENJAMIN. - yasammyyyyyy i love u to hell and back WHY R U LIKE THIS - ben&yaz bonding!!!! - YEAHHH SHES HAPPY FOR UUUU - THE BESTIESSSS - OH MY GOD THE FUCKING DINOSAURS ALWAYS RUIN EVERYTHING - ohhh this isnt good!!! - OHHKAY THE GUYS DEAD WHAT THE FUCK - jumping car scene count: 3 - 'big bens got moves' SHE SAID THE LINE - i feel like DPW is gonna play a bigger role in this - ^AND IM RIGHT. - WGAT THE FUCNK
episode 7: - OHKAY WHATS GOING ON - theyre up butttā€¦.. what the hell r they gonna do. they either drown or get eaten by a dino. - YASAMMMYYYYY I MISSED U SO MUCH - AND THEYRE SPEAKING AND SHJOWING AND HFUDSI - okay KENJIS HABING A PANIC ATTACK I AM - quick break to say the mental health representation and how its done in this show is one of the best examples on how to portray mentally unwell characters I've seen lately - WTF DOES THIS GUY HAVE TO DO WITH THIS - bens soggy van is what ure complaining about rn guttierez??? - OK THE SCENE OF BS DEATH I CANT IM SOBBING - them both reaching for the phone ok. - THEYRE ALIVE, - YASAMMYS BACK OFFICIALLY PEOPLE I AM SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP - ben respectfully i love u but that van wouldve died of old age in a matter of a week - SHE HAD A PLACE - he finally got to throw them phones away - I AM SCREAMING OVER THESE YASAMMY MOMENTS IM AHGFSFJSV - 'oh i am so gonna hunt them from beyond the grave' yasmina fadoula will u marry me - oh right they dont have their phones so theyre not gonna be able to find each other - ok so if im picking up what theyre putting down correctly brooklynn was investigating illegall DPW dinosaur dropoffs?? - cant tell if kenjis coming to terms with it or being jealous - WHAT THE FUCK OK SHE EITHER GOT REALLY INTO THAT INVESTIGATING OR SHES ACTUALLY WENT CRAZY - ok this kenji sequence questioning scene was amazing
episode 8: - wgat the aHELL wr they doin - ok darius and kenji awkwardly connecting. good - ^and darius being protective around kenj over brooklynns phone since he left so many voicemails that he doesnt want him to hear? jesus christ man - OKAY my favourite little trio in a truck with a dinosaur chat do we think theyll survive this - tbh the amount of times in these kids lives where the probablity of survival was scary low is. er. sad - ^ not only for them cause of trauma and stuff but for the random bg characters - dude dies after seeing a dino ONCE but six random kids? yeah theyll survive DOZENS without help - quickly ill just say we need a name for the lesbians and their emotional support muscle wall. their dynamic is superb - the kenji and brooklynn video I LOVE THEM - BABYTALK - . POOKIE BEAR. KENJI WENJI. - shit fuckballs they're fighting again - darius. just. talk? - YES THIS IS GOOD TOO THIS IS GOOD - that CAN be a coping mechanism i GUESSS - what. who r u - DPW BOSS? - YEAH I THOUGHT THEYD FALL FOR THAT AGAIN THANK GOD - YOU WERE IN WHAT WITH WHO NOW - ^WHAT THHFSDN - ^^I WAS EXPECTING THIS HIGHKEY BUT STILL - ^^^ its good that he told kenji about this - ^^^^ and its GREAT that kenji's understanding - is this THE video??? - SHE IS WHAT NOW - maybe this is how they get to take these dinos away?? by pretending the dinos are dead in the face of the law?? - 'ooh heyyy!. boo.' I LOVE U GUYS - it IS the video. - OK BUT A LITTLE BIT LONGER - if i was in dariuses place i would NEVER recover - KENJI RESPECTFULLY DON;T - ^DONT BLAME HIM???? - please dont let this be the scary lady - YEAH KENJ ATLEAST URE RESPECTFUL - whats going on with bumpy. - YASAMMMY I WANNA INJECT U INTO MY VEINS - SHESAIDTHELINESHESAIDTHELINE - ^ 'wanna make a little chaos?' WHAT IF I DIE. WHAT IF I DIE YASMINA. WHAT THEN. - 'maybe. maybe not!!!!' BABIES?? - r the dinos drugged or controlled with the same method the inhumane ladys using - ^or are they tranqued out of their minds. idk. - OH SHIT? THEY SHOULDNT KILL AT THE WATERING HOLE guess it isnt really that is it - BENJAMIN NO
episode 9: - now SAMMYS anxiety's spiking - ok bens gonna not die hopefully?? - i love them stalking. the little creepers. hehe - BUMPER CARRR WHATS GOING ON - ^ is she drugged or smth :((( - ^^^maybe shes pregnant?? but idk idk i dont think so - ^^^^ fucking forshadowing - ^^^^^ i sincerely hope its more positive than im thinking - COMMUNICATION!!!!!!!! YESSSS!!! - theyre the cutest!!!! Yasammy charades level teamwork!!!!! - ok i love both the teams - kenji and darius sticking up for each other despite everything. DO THEY WANNA MAKE ME SUFFER - the kon puns im crying - KENJI HELPING DARIUS CLIMB IM SCREAMING - ok quick intermission i LOVE yazs design shes so cute - hndsgjkb JUST FIND EACH OTHER ALREADY - BENJAMIN CMON U GOTTA SAVE HER - 'Are you dying?' WHATRF ESDGUHKUFDGKJBFDXBFVGBUFIDCFGVBKJSDXBC K EFAHBUISDAGEBDBWAUISDFK - ^ NO - ^^ NO - ^^^ NOOOOOOO - WHATTTTTFDSDGJBMGDF - SHE CANT BE - ILL SOB MY EYES OUT I SWEAR TO GOD - BEN HIDING AND CRYING I - I FEEL U IM DOING THE SAME EXACT THING RN - OKAY THEY KNOW NOW - yaz&sammy&kenji&darius reunion1!!!!1! - ^ AND WHERES BEN - BUMPY. U STRONG STRONG WOMAN. I WANT U TO KNOW THAT IF U DIE. I WILL TOO. - IM GONNA KILL MYSLEF/.
(this i fear is where i realise that im going insane)
- CREEPY MICRO BANGS IS AN AMAZING NAME FOR UNCANNY VALLEY WOMAN YEAH - yeah atp i think weve all figured out its an illegal dino selling business - wGAT - yeah WTF WAS SHE DOING - 'no talk. come quick. bumpys dying.' IM FUCKING DYING TOO!!!!!!!! FUCK THIS SHIT OH MY GOD - BUMPER CAR DO NOT. PLEASE. DONT. - WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK I WAS RIGHT - ^ WTF WTF I - thats an egg. - DONT THINK ABOUT IT BUD.
episode 10: - these kids r so traumatised they do not need this - IS SHE RLY DEADā€¦. - ok so its two separate factors i think?? DPW on one side, creepy micro bangs on the other. right? - ^ this is delving DEEP into the mystery factorā€¦ - BEN WTF!!!!! DONT JUST??? DO THAT???????? - OMFG SHES HERE - ^ I HATE HER IHATEHERIHATEHER - SHES WHY THE DINOS R ACTING WEIRD - WHY IS SHE SO FUCKING UNCANNY I CANNOT - ^ SHES LIKEA CARNIVORE DINOSAUR IF IT WAS A HUMAN - ok so SHES the real boss. the unresponsive. wide eyed. controlling dinosaurs. microbangs. woman. - SWHE KILLED BROOKLYNN. - ^ WHAT THE FUCK. - im ngl i DID kinda dig her vibe but AFTER HEARING THIS I JUST CAngfijbdsuif FUCK U - who THE HELL - GET UR FREAKY ASS BOB AWAY - BRUH PUT THAT FUCKING WHISTLE DOWN - IM GOING TO HAVE NIGHTMARES OVER THIS LADY - WHAT THE - theyre way too lucky who the hell is driving that truck - i feel like atleast ONE of them shoulda got injured in that fall - OH MATEO!!!! HI BB - OOP CREEPY BANGS DEAD YIPPEE - AND THEYRE ALL GOING BAZONKAS?? BC SHES UNRESPONSIVE I PRESUME? - ALWAYS THE MFING RAPTORS - okay theyre definitely coca in the loca - WGAT TJR FJCUK EPIC EXPLOSION TYRANNOSAURUS REX - ^ R U SLASH J OR SRS RN - JESUS I LOVE THESE KIDs - where's yaz. - SAMMY!!! - 'Hey, Stripey! Leave. My girl. Alone!' YTHIS IS WHY I HATE THIS FUCKING SHOW /affectionate - AND THE ALMOST KISS HALF HUG IM KMS - WHY R THEY LIKE THIS - HES LETTING THE ALLOSAURUS OUT???? HUHHHHHHH - DARIUS BOWMAN. - IS HE - IS HE FUCKING - SERIOUS RN - jesus christ this BOY. this BOY man. - DIE - DDDDIIIIIEEEEEE - what tf!!!! the broker??? - we still dont know the creepy bangs nameā€¦. - so we're getting a 2nd season right - AWW YASAMMY SHOT - HWRFIUSDHGSFDKHAWVBSDXCZKJLGDHSFKLJGBJKESRDFJ - WHYSDHIFUJDIGVBDFS - WHEN I TELL U I JUMPED I MEAN I JJJUUUUMMMMPPPEEEEDDDD - THIS EERIE ASS BITCH KEEPS ON SHOWING UP WHEN I DONT EXPECT IT - DONT GET ME WRONG - PEAK CHARACTER DESIGN - AND THE LOOK ITSELF IS RLY CUTE AND ALL - BUT IF I SAW A BITCH THAT LOOKED AND BEHAVED LIKE THIS I WOULDVE SCREAMED MY INTESTINES OUT AND RAN ALL THE WAY TO AUSTRALIA - THE CREEPIEST CHARACTER IVE SEEN IN YEARS IM AFRAID - oh she still cares about her dinos!!! this makes her a little more human - a little less scary - ok - her movements r less mechanical more affectionate now - less hvfudignb BIGBFI SHE JUST TURNED - thank GOD shes gone - theyre me - 'well that wasā€¦ unnerving' WELL SAID - YASAMMY HUG!! - YEAHHHH THE LOOK!! - the regular schmegular 'let's save the day' speech. we gotchu darius!! - GASPPP - ok so UNREQUITED dinostar - OH MY GHRHSIUDF THATS SO FUCKING SAD - DARIUS MY BABY I - YEAH!! SHOW UP!!!!! - ofc they are????? - it IS a very brooklynn thing to fo - you kon count him in too!!! - LMAO MATEO I LOVE YOU - YUP YUP BUMPER CAR NEEDS CARE AND SAFETY - IS THIS THE END??? - please give me atleast one more cryptic scene - OH SHES IN ON IT TOO?/BG - bgiudsfgtbfseruifdgkdfx - I FUCKING TOLDF U - I TOLD U ALL - I SAID IT FIRST - HGIUDFSOI;GT;ERASFOICXLBVNIPGRSD - SHE LOST AN ATM - SHES ALIVE - THIS IS WHAT IVE BEEN FUCKING TALKINHG ABOUT - TOLD U SHE COULDNT BE DEAD I MEAN. ITS BROOKLYNN.
(ok all in all. this was. an experience. gonna leave it at that and go take a nap)
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judeswhore Ā· 1 year ago
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you calling jude while heā€™s with his friends and him having to hide how turned on he is by the stuff heā€™s hearing you say. Ur all like ā€œi wish u were hear with me, i canā€™t make myself feel as good as you doā€ ā€œi wish i could feel u inside me rnā€ and when ur ab to cum ur like ā€œi wanna hold it for u, do u want that? Want me to wait till ur hitting my spot?ā€ And eventually he just has to leave bc he canā€™t take the teasing anymore šŸ˜©
itā€™s like 1am and heā€™s out drinking and youā€™ve stayed home but ur in one of those moods where ur just so worked up and need to get off and ur feeling a little bratty and wna tease jude bc u know if u do it enough heā€™ll come home and fuck u like u need. so it starts with u sending him pics of ur boobs or of u naked in bed and just that alone is making his head spin bc ur naked in his bed and heā€™s not there to touch u. and then u suddenly send him a video of u touching urself and he can tell ur all worked up, ur literally dripping onto the sheets and even tho he hadnā€™t got the volume up (he really doesnā€™t want his friends to hear this) he knows ur being loud and he can just hear u in his head whining his name. calling him and heā€™s immediately excusing himself to go hide down a little hallway so heā€™s alone and as soon as he answers he can hear u whimpering, his cock getting hard straight away. ur moaning so loud, telling him that u wna get off but u cant bc u cant make urself cum as good as he does, telling him ā€œjust wish u were fucking me baby, wna feel ur cock, wna feel u cum in me :(ā€œ and heā€™s going absolutely insane bc u sound so hot and he can picture u spread out on the bed, fingers on ur clit and he hates that heā€™s not there. but heā€™d talk u right to the edge of ur orgasm, telling u to do the things he wld and then when ur just abt to cum, the teasing flips and heā€™s suddenly taking charge even tho heā€™s not there, telling u to ā€œhold it, pretty girl, can u do that fā€™me? yeah? be a good girl and keep playing w ur pretty clit till i get home but u dont cum till iā€™m fucking u, understand?ā€ heā€™s immediately on his way home, calling u again in the taxi to make sure ur doing as he says and all he can hear r ur pretty moans and he knows ur wrecked and he knows heā€™s gna get to fuck u so good when he gets in
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bones-of-a-rabbit Ā· 1 year ago
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infodumps abt a new au idea (the demon-familiars au, or the un-familiars au)
TL,DR: Reader is a witch/wizard hired by a town to handle a poltergeist/demon problem (Vanny has a cult and is trying to summon demons lol), but they aren't very good at being a witch/wizard and after a bunch of 'throwing things at the wall to see if anything sticks' and absolutely nothing working, they, in a panic, kind of accidentally summon Sun and Moon, who are equally shocked to see them and after a bunch of staring at each other like ?????????? reader ropes Sun and Moon into helping them and hides them in plain sight as their 'familiars' until they've taken care of the demonic cult problem, promising to send them home as soon as things are ok again. PLOT TWIST THEY GET ATTACHED TO EACH OTHER AND KISS PROBABLY HAHAHAAAAAA
(the long initial ramblings/brainstorming i did w the space aces in discord is copy-pasted below, if anyone wants only vaguely coherent ideas n concepts abt this au and ur willing to torture urself, go nuts w it ig lol)
taken directly from the space aces discord, i present: the reason all of my aus are barely coherent and somehow overly thought through and barebones all at once, as shown by the following example (unfamiliars au edition)
weird silly demons/familiars Sun Moon au where Reader is a (less than talented) amateur witch/wizard trying to lie themselves into a position of relative security (bc theyve had to move three different times bc towns shun n drive away witches/wizards that proves to be unhelpful) and they werent actually trying to summon sun n moon so they end up getting them involved in their scheme but oops there is some kind of other demonic threat that is actually a big problem and oops oops now we have to seriously work together to not get killed by the other eviller demon or the cult summoning it while also fooling the townsfolk into thinking that u r competent and have everything under control
Sun and Moon, a couple of demons just chilling when suddenly summoned to the material world: what in the heck Reader, having just performed a spell/ritual they've never read the instructions for backwards and facing the wrong cardinal direction: SHUT UP AND PRETEND TO BE MY FAMILIAR FOR A MINUTE OR WE ARE BOTH GONNA GET KILLED, BURNING-ON-A-CROSS STYLE
hhhgj i just had. a rlly sappy idea for the 'familiars' part
basically like. witches n wizards naturally end up casting their own 'summoning' spell for their familiar at some point, most of th time when they are really starting to understand and control their magic? so to see a witch or wizard without one it's like 'wow they're a beginner' or 'something is wrong with them, why dont they have a familiar??'
so Reader asks Sun n Moon to pretend to be their familiars partly bc 'uh oh i summoned two whole entire demons without even meaning to i have to make this look intentional' and 'if i have a familiar the people will assume im a Real Witch/Wizard and respect me more'
and at one point when they r getting to be like, actual friends instead of 'weird roommates', Sun gets curious bc ofc he does
Sun: Soooo,, we're your pretend-familiars? Reader: Yea Sun: Sooooooooo,, do u not have a familiar? I've never heard of a wizard with no familiar Reader, visibly upset/disappointed (in themselves): Yeah, well, it turns out it's only the witches and wizards with actual skills that can summon familiars. So. Couldn't tell you if I've got one or not, I've never managed a proper summoning spell. Sun, foot in his mouth: oh,, Reader: Yep.
and then later. It turns out. There are ways to make a demon into a familiar! Turns out in the distant past some wizards used to make demons they frequently summoned for spell/magic services into familiars bc it was way easier than just doing the entire summoning ritual every single time
but at this point, Reader and Sun n Moon are close enough to be good friends, and Reader doesnt want to force that kind of permanent connection on them, they probably just want to go home, theyre probably sick of being here and being around u, and,,, u get the idea
and Sun n Moon dont wanna force that kind of permanent connection on YOU bc what if ur sick of them, or ur tired of feeding and housing them or putting up with their jokes n bickering, or maybe after everything u really dont want anything to do with demons!!!
so there's a lot of sad pining that none of them know abt
bc ofc they r all idiots in this au sorry thems the rules
and then at some point there is some big threat/place they have to go to, or maybe Reader gets injured in a fight, idk take ur pick, anyway in a heat of the moment panic Moon is like 'HEY U WANT US TO BE UR FAMILIARS RIGHT??' and reader like barely conscious is like 'w??? yea??????' thinkin he means the pretend thing theyve had going on
anyway spur of the moment/'im doing this to save ur life bc i love u' familiar binding spell/ritual performed BAM now ur stuck together
and when everything is calm again n the fighting is over reader looks at Moon and is like 'so ur like,, my actual familiar now,,' and Moon, sweating bullets, unsure if this is rlly what u wanted or if u went with it out of fear of dying, is like 'yyyyyyyyyes?'
and reader starts bawling their eyes out and kisses him bc this is like. th dream scenario to u
anyway reader n sun n moon are th worlds least likely wizard/familiars combo but somehow they r absolutely unstoppable together thank u for coming to my tedtalk
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honeytonedhottie Ā· 1 year ago
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how to get over social anxietyā˜† . Ā°šŸŽ€
okay so i remember during freshman year i had manifested transferring to the school that i wanted to go to, and i literally couldn't socialize with ANYONE cuz i transferred 2 weeks late.
it was so difficult for me to make friends and i struggled SO much. i had the WORST social anxiety. but towards the end of the year i rly came out of my shell and i socialized, which made my school life 100x better and also gave me opportunities.
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the importance of socializing - as human beings we r social creatures. if u hide urself away and isolate urself, studies have shown that self isolation has a higher mortality rate than smoking. when we socialize and meet as many people as possible we can access as many opportunities as possible.
exposure therapy literally works. i'd try to socialize with at least one person a day. or, start conversations with people at least once bcuz it was something that was rly daunting and intimidating for me before, but with practice i gained a rly great flow and i became a great conversationalist. also, starting this blog has rly helped me to be able to express myself better <3
a little tip when starting up conversations is to compliment them. when u just walk up to someone and say hi, i feel like that's SO awkward and doesn't make for a good conversation. instead find something ab them, for example ; maybe they're wearing a pretty hairclip, you'd say "omg i love ur hair clip, where'd u get it from?" that way at least u have something to talk about and it'd be easier to be friends with them. also, use their name when speaking to them bcuz our own names r the most beautiful sounding things to us, make an effort to remember and pronounce people's names properly, it makes all the difference <;3
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if people are staring at you, dont immediately assume that its something that u should be insecure about. that's signs of low self concept which you'd need to fix. instead, flip ur thoughts and be like "they're staring at me cuz its like seeing an angel in the flesh" dont immediately assume every little thing to mean something bad, sometimes it might not be either of those things. sometimes we stare at people or things blankly without reason when we zone out. dont make urself a prisoner of ur own mind
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xxbl00ds0akeds3raxx Ā· 1 year ago
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hey, fifi? seraphina? my love, my one and onlyā€¦ we really need to talk.
i was reading through your old posts and i found some REALLY weird stuff there.
like, okay, i know weā€™ve talked about ur otherā€¦ flings before. iā€™ll tolerate them for you, you still know that. but.. whatā€™s this about working at the brothel??? PLEASE tell me someone was joking writing thatā€¦ in all of those asksā€¦ this has to be some weird joke, right???
at least with ur modeling and streaming, i can keep you safe. no one can hurt u there. but the brothel? sure, the whole town is crawling with rapists, but why would u intentionally go where theyā€™re all gathered???Ā u even SAID that u KNOW itā€™s unsafe. why do u keep working there? it has to be a joke. if itā€™s not, u need to quit.
please. I can get us a flat or something since u canā€™t stay at my house. or get my parents to like u more. Itā€™ll just take a bit more time. u donā€™t have to keep working to earn money. or at least not there. i could keep us safe, and happyā€¦ i just donā€™t know why u donā€™t trust me to do that!!
ā€¦i need to go look through the rest of ur posts now too. donā€™t block me, i have other accounts too, you already know that. u canā€™t keep hiding these things from me.
is there anything else u want toĀ admit now too?? u know i'll find out eventually.
iā€™m TRYING to be good for u here. but itā€™s getting really fucking hard. i'm just trying to protect u.
ā€¦please reply.
- kylar
hhh hello kylar! my love, my pretty boy!!! umm!! tha thing abt my old posts is that they r old! ^.^ no need to look through the rest of them. not that i'm hiding anything from uā€” i just think we should talk b4 u... mmm, rile urself up more maybe ??
ofc i have no reason 2 lie to u sooo ahaha... ^_^ yes, i used to work at the brothel. i mean...,, i technically still do but mostly just to restock the facilities! i dont dance anymore. except for fridays,,, but all of that is very meticulously planned out and none of it is real! just a show!! briar makes sure it's safe 4 me bc umm the audience rlly likes me and i make her a lot of money so i can't just... quit reallyā€“
i don't have 2 fuck anyone there anymore, so its okay, right?? i could go over tha terms n conditions of shows w/ u if it'd make u more comfortable ??? ^^' i swear ik what i'm doing & i am being safe now, i didn't tell u bcos i knew u wld get worried and i never want to make u upset im sorry :((
baby, that sounds wonderful but... how would you even afford a flatā€” ? i mean, i could pitch in of course, but i still have to pay off bailey :/ and i have 2 be responsible 4 robin as well,,, u know im working hard 2 get on ur parents good sides but it will take time ą²„_ą²„
i do trust u!! i know u have my best interest in mind <3 it's just that um... sometimes wat u want isn't... realistic- like,,, even if i did quit, the problems wouldn't go away. i made my bed n now i gotta lie in it & until i have tha resources to cover it up,,, its smth we have 2 live w/ 怒ā–½ć€’ ghhh im sorry that i've dragged u into all of this :( i will make it up 2 u i promise !!!
u are being so good and i'm so proud of u, i love u so much <3 plz be patient w/ me, i'm also trying,,,
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sammygender Ā· 3 months ago
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not to vent post on main but being trans/genderfucked whatever requires so much strength of character and bravery and i just like. donā€™t have it in me. <3. like i do cause iā€™m doing it but iā€™m not built for it. i hate going against the grain and being the freak all the time. even if people r accepting or whatever itā€™s still a Difference that marks you. every new relationship w a cis person requires like three months before they start gendering u right if they ever do at all. ur always associated with the hashtag overly sensitive woke generation. youll never blend into anything or be the sort of person who gets on with everyone. youā€™re regarded as asking for something insane from everyone else around you and its just so shameful existing. and itā€™s like whatā€™s the solution. go stealth or detransition/girlmode/closet urself. well i donā€™t pass anymore and i canā€™t afford and donā€™t want to go stealth. but girlmoding is hiding away such an integral part of me from anyone i get to know and it just fucking sucks and most of all its not true. if i stopped telling people i was trans or whatever iā€™d be prettier and cooler and everybody would like me more but id know that i was lying to everyone but itā€™s like. what else am i meant to do. not being cis is fighting an insane losing battle and ive been doing it for years but im still just not brave enough for it!! sorry!! im owen from i saw the tv glow not maddy!! im constantly on the verge of going back into the closet and the only thing that stops me is how embarrassing it is to be more of a coward than your 15 year old self. whatever. i hate that gender is a thing that exists at all. i hate that literally nobody in the public eye and nobody in tv shows and nobody anybody knows is actually visibly transgender. i hate that even typing the word seems cringe. idfk what ā€˜my genderā€™ even actually is how can anyone when the world wants something from you sooo desperately?? your life is never without context.. im a guy im a girl WHATEVER. i still feel like and want to ā€˜look likeā€™ a guy deep down whatever that means but i have the experiences and the community of a girl and cant bring myself to reject it fully even tho i will cry if someone im close to sees me as anything other than male. its not that deepā€¦.. its not that deep. yet its in EVERYTHING. and if i want to be actually accepted as a guy irl within the wider world i have to change every part of myself. and can i?? do i want to?? i dont even really like men. and everything abt myself has alwayssss been tailored to what other people want so how tf do i ever do what i want. embarrassing. anyway. love and light. sorry if u read this šŸ’–šŸ’–
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twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat Ā· 11 months ago
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OH MY GOD??? suguru literally just saying that theyā€™re youā€™re ex partner now even if you were gonna go back to them is justā€¦. Oh my lord heā€™s so <33 protective + loving king I want to kiss him I NEED to kiss him. No bc ur so right he is the only man good enough!!!!! Him comforting u is absolutely my favourite thing because with him reassuring u and basically telling u that ur ex isnā€™t worth crying over but also!!! Him cupping ur face and wiping away ur tears with his thumbs and kissing ur forehead and stroking ur hair when u cry into his chest ohhhh Iā€™m obsessed <333 BUT ALSO I feel like as soon as u two are together he would publicly post about you all the time not ONLY because he loves you so much and is proud to have u as his partner but also as a punch in the face to the person who cheated on you. Him taking the most beautiful pictures of you (even if he thinks even the ones from awkward angles and the ones where you make funny faces are worth hanging up in a museum) and posting them to his insta with the most lovesick captions like ā€œso lucky to have them <33ā€ ā€œbeautiful angel šŸ’—ā€ etc etcā€¦ he knows thereā€™s a chance they might see it and heā€™s like ā€œ:) look at what you lost you complete and utter loserā€ EHAHEHHH I LOVE HIMM -stsg anon :3
AAA IM SO GLAD U AGREE <3333 stsg anon our talks rlly make me remember how wonderful this man is likeā€¦.. idc what anyone says sugu wouldve THRIVED in any kind of shoujo manga ok ā€¦.. he wouldve blossomed. born to shoujo ml forced to shounen antag T_T HES SOOOO PROTECTIVE and comforting it drives me insane :ā€™ā€™3
AND AAAA him posting u all smugly šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ thats so cute and funny !! 100% canon btw that man is SO spiteful heā€™d get sm joy out of imagining ur ex seeing it ā€¦ feeling jealous ā€¦. regretfulā€¦.. but he makes it so so clear that they dont stand a chance bc u & him are soulmates <33 heā€™s soā€¦ u get it stsg anon. we are the Same.
alsoooo on the topic of photos!! i feel like sugu would especially treasure the photos he has of u where u are just . unguarded yk?? when u dont see the camera and dont bother to ā€look goodā€ ā€” to him itā€™s like capturing a part of you that no one else gets to see. heā€™s a sap <33 he just loves u sooo much even and especially when ur sleepy and groggy and drooling a lil . huffing and puffing or tripping over urself w laughter. heā€™s so sneaky w the photos too like u do NOT notice u just turn around and heā€™s looking at u like this ^_^ hiding his phone behind his back LOL
(i also think heā€™d keep them all to himself ā€” not because heā€™d feel embarrassed to post them, but because he doesnā€™t want anyone else seeing you like that <33 heā€™s so. yeah)
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