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When he says that he loves my thighs but the only thing I can think about is how disgusting and huge they area

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He’s actually so sweet it’s insane

I love that I have a whole new reason to keep starving so I can be small for him it brings me so much joy

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God it rlly got me ngl

Why does smth so stupid gets to my head so easily

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Why did I even go through his followings

Ffs now I feel worthless

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Managed to fast a lot this week, will do the same in the next one

Also I started goin out with this guy and he’s literally so sweet istg

He gave me a ring yesterday and we actually met 3 times this week and on Monday he’s coming over to watch a movie w me

God I’m so exited

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26h in doin good so far, but tmrw i deffo have to eat cuz i have swimming classes and im going out for a drink and i don’t wanna crush out lol

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Dunno if I should try to fast for smth about 40h again or not but we’ll see how it goes

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Yahoo I did a 45h one, pretty happy by that since it’s been hard for me to fast more than 22 lately

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My head hurts like shit but I gotta keep goin, I’m like bitch u r too dramatic we’re gonna eat tmrw just suck it in lol

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Fasting as much as I can hopefully I’ll manage 46h

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Ate too much today I need to plan out my meals and fasts for this week or I’ll fucking go insane

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B/p 2 times today and I feel insane idk how to live my life anymore

I’m just gonna go insane I think cuz I have nothing else left to do

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Todays bf (267)

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Binged on milka cookies today but it’s whatever at this point, I’m gonna eat some fruit moose, 2 eggs, cucumber and cherry tomatoes for lunch tmrw and that will prolly be it for Friday

Need to decide what I’m gonna be eating next week since I’m on a tight budget till the end of the month

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I feel fucking insane idk what’s goin on guys im so fucking scared I need to get home or I’m gonna fucking melt down at the fucking bus stop

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Accidentally I did a 24h fast today so tmrw I’m doin only 18h one and prolly ending it with omad

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I hate that I can’t weight myself