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donovan rocker in every swat episode â 6x14 (1/2)
#donovan rocker#swat#lou ferrigno jr#rockerepisode#the second one was specifically to me. He'll be out in a second. HE BETTER BE.#does this help to know which episode you HAVE to watch?#listen if you only watch one swat episode to get a bit of lou#let it be this one - he's rolling with 20 squad on his off day because some of the members are out#and ugh seeing him so much makes me happy
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AGATHA ALL ALONG DEEP DIVE: episode 1 part 1
(Wandavision entries: [1][2][3])
(AAA entries: ep1 [1][2][3][4])
IT'S TIME TO REWATCH AGATHA ALL ALONG, WITCHES! And as usual, spoilers below.
episode 1, Seekest Thou The Road
Wanda is dead (no she ain't). As a result, her spell is weakened and Agatha has changed from her nosy neighbor character to detective Agnes (or caught the true crime bug, as Herb will put it.)
Stinky grimy Agnes, so serious and depressed. As soon as she appears onscreen she's humming the Ballad.
Detective Agnes has just been recalled to action after being off duty for a while. She was punished for "punching a suspect", which is code for going after Wanda. Agnes points out that now the suspect is a convicted felon, i.e. that she was right after all and Wanda is dangerous and evil. "I can't be right and wrong" she says. "Yes, you can" says Herb, because both Agatha and Wanda are villain and victim. And lol at the police tape symbolizing Herb's fence. You know the poor guy is in his garden looking down at Agnes in her Bonher family tshirt, wondering what the hell is going on.
oh that's a seriously good shot
Agatha looks heartbroken when she sees Wanda's body, doesn't she? She looks so sorry.
Herb (the real Herb behind the illusion) confirms that Agatha is acting different than usual.
THIRD TIME SHE DISCREETLY DRIES HER TEARS
There is nothing funny about Detective Agnes. Or rather, it's funny to watch her because she's so intense, but we laugh at her, she's not being a clown on purpose like Agatha usually is. And Agatha right now is in a lot of pain, even more than usual having completely lost her agency. This character so unkempt, so sad, so doggedly searching for answers, is more true to Agatha's real self than what she usually lets people see. Deep down she's just a tragic lesbian wet rat.
Somebody called in to have the body found, and I think that somebody was Rio. Why would the body be next to the water otherwise? It's like the River of Life laid her gently where Agatha could find her. In other words, Wanda's death brought her to Agatha. I'm curious about these woods too, we know they don't actually exist as this is all in Agatha's head, but where did the idea come from? Are these the woods where she killed the Salemites? Where she gave birth to Nicky? Or where she buried him?
Agatha's victims from the finale flashing throughout the opening. Wherever it may bend, I'll see you at the end.
"based on the danish series WANDAVISDYEN" never fails to destroy me. and it's so clever too, it's like they're telling first time watchers that yes, this seems like a grim detective show, but you clever audiences know that things are not as they seem and this is a parody, right?? this is not serious at all, it's funny! Laugh! Except. It's not funny. It's not funny at all. And you're going to realize only when it's too late. It's the same thing they do with Sharon/Mrs. Hart, they lure you in with laughs only to hit you with heartbreak. This show is not a comedy at all. It's at its very core a senseless tragedy.
Sarah/Dottie lives next door too, was Agatha talking to her through a window, or does the library desk symbolize another fence? This poor woman, hasn't she suffered enough? But they all more or less try to help Agnes, that's sweet. Has anyone from SWORD or whomever dropped in to talk to them, did the Avengers just decide to leave Agatha there? Did Monica (or Ralph) even explain to the poor people of Westview that she's a witch, or do they just think she's a random neighbor who couldn't be saved from Wanda's Hex?
THE MAILMAN CONTINUES BEING SUSPICIOUS. Is Agatha putting words in his mouth, or was he (the "messanger") sent by someone to warn her about the Darkhold being destroyed???
her FACE when she sees Rio
and the way Rio just stares and stares. When you rewatch this scene knowing that this is the first time she gets to see Agatha in centuries... and she has to be cool and she has to be gentle. I think it's deliberate that they put Phil/Harold/Ross Geller in here, because he's one of the funniest people in Westview and it's suggesting a first time viewer to read this scene as a comedy. Except it's a cosmic tale of tragedy and heartbreak, but you're not supposed to notice yet, even if it's right there under your nose.
Stop being such a lone wolf, Agnes. Or rather, stop being such a sad and lonely covenless witch, Agatha.
Rio laughs her delighted little laugh, licks her lips, looks out the window for a moment as if overwhelmed, then goes back looking at Agatha and basically devouring her with her eyes. ("te veo.") (thank you for my life aubrey plaza.) Agatha stares daggers back, but her body language stars getting defensive. She feels very vulnerable.
Yep, defensive. And wistful.
She is doing her job, like always. But she's also going above and beyond. There is technically no need for her to wake Agatha up, but here she is, dropping gentle clues, guiding her with such patience and care.
"If you wanna be in control you can be" is said in such a kind tone, but it's also sexy?? I think Rio really likes for Agatha to take control, in a lot of ways. Her body language is the opposite of what Agatha is doing too.
Oh noes she's making herself so small now. She's like, intrigued and angry and happy and scared to see Rio. They're both being so tentative!! And she doesn't actually know who Rio is because she's under the damn spell, so her body language and feelings are pure instinct. They come from somewhere very very true and deep. (and LOL that mug says "get a clue")
Is this who you are now, Agatha? the intense but lonely detective? she's genuinely interested, because Rio investigates Agatha just as Agatha investigates everybody else. Rio simply cannot get enough of her. and she keeps talking with this gentle, warm, understated tone.
Gains personal space. Keeps staring and staring.
oh now we're leaning. they do this every scene they are together, they keep getting closer and closer even if they don't mean to, like magnets.
Agatha literally bolts to the door and tells her to leave. Rio's presence is so overwhelming in so many different and complicated ways, and she doesn't even understand why that is at the moment. Kathryn Hahn is playing this perfectly straight (no pun intended), there is genuine pain in her voice.
"Te veo", which is not "see you," but I see you, I'm always looking for you, I'm always watching. And I finally see you, after all this time.
Oh, honey.
I'm running out of space again, but I promise I'll continue this tomorrow. Thank you for all the notes you guys, I was not expecting so many! I'm doing this mostly to amuse myself, but it's nice to know that the brainrot is collective đđđ
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#agatha all along#character study#screenshots#agatha harkness#rio vidal#agathario#kathryn hahn#aubrey plaza#agatha deep dive
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it's a Wheeler!
for literally no goddamn reason, have an assortment of Wheelers from various adaptations and depictions ...that aren't John R. Neill's art or Return to Oz stuff, everyone already knows those, haha.
...well ok except this one from the endpaper of Ozma of Oz because it's new to me, at least, and the gutenberg.org copy doesn't have it.
what a dang dork, bless. glad he and Tik-Tok set aside their differences to watch the race.
Illustration
from 1976 Polish edition of Ozma of Oz with art by Zbigniew Rychlicki, via Reddit:
these lads are so stylish and their oversized heads are pretty freaky, dang.
a very 17th century Wheeler from 1970 Japanese edition of Ozma of Oz, art by Sonoko Arai, via Hungry Tiger Talk:
a dang goofy Wheeler by Vlada Stolikovich, 1976. also via Hungry Tiger Talk:
anyway, fuck, um, everything else is under a cut because this post ended up a bit too long oops.
something I have a hard time finding information on beyond that what I assume to be a Korean translation (?) of an Indonesian edition (???) of Ozma of Oz with 3D CGI illustrations. would be fun to see if there's more images within. not a damn clue who made these illustrations, either.
gosh those Wheelers. dunno what the artist was going for but there's a bit of a renaissance vibe. what if this was an animated thing? on that note...
Animated adaptations
the 1987 direct-to-video short Dorothy Meets Ozma of Oz has uh. these fuckers. seemingly there's only two. probably because of low animation budget, lol.
well, I say there's two, but it's just one design with a palette swap one has blonde hair and pink coat, the other has black hair and orange coat or something. also it's not evident from the screenshots but these dorks have long, pretty eyelashes and GAWD the voice acting is. well. hear for yourselves.
one of my favourite moments is Ozma turning up, saying "Enough." and bonking a Wheeler on the head with her scepter. here's the time stamp.
oh yeah I'm sure a bunch of folks have seen the Wheelers as seen in Oz Kids courtesy of this post. they appear in the episode Who Stole Santa. (and no it wasn't the Wheelers, obviously, they're just here to be annoying and trying to prevent the characters from taking a specific path.)
the guy in purple, who I'm calling Squeky Wheel, looks a lot like the Wheeler in this Ozma of Oz chapter art by John R. Neill. poor guy got walloped pretty hard.
anyway only Squeaky talks while his two buddies remain silent. these guys are such pushovers and the kids aren't scared of them at all.
Dorothy and the Wizard of Oz (2017-2020) has these little bobble-headed goobers.
can't say I'm crazy about how they look but their characterization as reckless speedsters is a fun one. in one episode they even make friends with Tin Man after he replaces a busted wheel.
Ozu no Mahotsukai (ăȘășăźéæłäœżă, 1986-1987) has a... very strange interpretation of the Wheelers, but then, the series does play fast and loose with the source material as it is, which I don't mind! an adaptation doing something fun with the source material adds an element of unpredictability which I like... so, I'm not terribly surprised by how much they deviate from the book descriptions.
they wouldn't look too out of place in the B.C. comic strip.
and this segues perfectly to...
Comics
the Marvel comic adaptation of Ozma of Oz by Eric Shanower (writer) and Skottie Young (artist) probably has some of my fav depictions of the Wheelers, and I really like this variant cover (I believe it's by Eric Shanower?)
these guys are utterly freaky but also dang silly. watching these fucked up abominations bumble around defuses the terror.
there he go
so, there's the ones I've seen so far. if there's more that you know of, SEND THEM TO ME I NEED THEM SO BAD HELP
#wheelers#wizard of oz#ozma of oz#soz my inbox is closed but feel free to send a reply and I'll open it
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Okay. It's been a hot second since I watched FMA and I've been meaning to revisit. BUT. Something that always got to me, watching it, was Ed and Al's youth and their relationship to the military and power? Does that... that might be too vague. But is that something you can work with?
Ohhhhhh, that is SUCH a juicy topic and I probably can't even begin to touch up on all of it... but let's get started, shall we?
Sometimes that I always deeply loved (and found horribly frustrating) is how convincing Ed and Al are written as teenagers. Genius teenagers, maybe, but teenagers nonetheless. We see this wonderfully in the very first episode of the anime, when Isaac McDougal (what a delightful name) tells them that there's something wrong with the country, that the military is involved in that, and Ed literally tells him "I don't care. You have a philosopher's stone, right?".
Like.
WOW.
Plot of the whole show could be over right then and there if Ed had only stopped to listen. But, of course, that's not what a teenager would do, especially one so guiltridden he can only see his incredibly selfish goal right in front of him.
We are at the beginning of the story, after all, and there needs to be some room for character development.
But Ed and Al never quite lose that selfish, teenage viewpoint even as they grow (Ed comparing the bombing of Resembool with the genocide of Ishval to Major Miles' face, Ed throwing a hissy fit when they join forces with Scar even though Winry has made peace with it, Al sounding all of five years old when he repeats "Hughes moved to the countryside" like a child whose favorite animal just "ran away") but they do grow. Considerably.
They were always good kids. They always had an inane sense of fairness. But by the end of it, that sense of fairness has grown beyond them and their immediate surroundings. They can see farther than just themselves and Winry and the handful of people they call friends.
By the end of if their good deeds changed enough in the hearts of the Amestrian people to allow a certain degree of unity.
But how does that relate to power and the military?
Now, you see, Amestris is presented to us as a military state and we quite often get the sense that the military is the most common career path available to most of the country. At least if you want to eat. Somehow the Amestrian military has to feed all these endless wars after all, and that only happens if people join up voluntarily.
And it only happens if the benefits are good enough.
Which is exactly how Roy gets them. He dangles hope in front of their small, traumatized faces and makes it quite clear that the military is the only way to get what they want.
They need research materials, power, and the oversight of the state. They get all that by Ed joining up with the State Alchemists programme. As a civilian, all of that would be restricted and inaccessible to him.
But -- even in the beginning -- Ed never really identifies with his identity as a Dog of the Military beyond his title. He, in odds to all other State Alchemists, is known as Hero of the People, because while the rest of the Amestrian military exploits and the State Alchemists break with their promise of "be thou for the people" Ed and Al do give back. They do help. They do free towns from corrupt military officials, they do fight terrorists on trains, they do fix a street vendor's broken radio.
Ed is uncomfortable with the power he theoretically holds. When Maria Ross and Danny Brosh call him "sir" and use his official rank, Ed asks them to just call him Ed, saying that he's nothing special. We never once see him lever his status as "major" over any of the lower ranking officers. Later, we see him desert with no regards to his future career, and by the end we know he quit because the military was only ever a means to an end. And he reached that end. He reached his goal.
Ed never shows respect for authority figures (but he does salute Hughes once, so he must have had some formal training on how to behave), he doesn't claim the power he is theoretically owed beyond the independence it allows him, he has no invested interest in the politics of it all (even though he is aware of them), and he actively fights the corruption within the military when personally affected by it (even if he is way too selfish in the beginning to see the bigger question).
And both he and Al hate killing. They seem to accept it as a part of a soldier's job -- their problem isn't death, I don't think, considering how unbothered they are by dead bodies throughout the show - but the act itself is so abhorrent to them, that they try to stop even tangentially related murder plots simply because they want no part in it. It is naive -- the show tells us so. Many of its characters tell us so.
But.
But it is also a reclamation of Ed's agency. And it is hope for the future. Because Ed knows that he has become a Dog of the Military, he knows -- on some level -- that he's just sold his soul to a monster far bigger than him, but he will keep this one part of his innocence for himself. He will not kill in the name of the Amestrian government.
And you know what? Riza Hawkeye is impressed with him for that. Because she pulled the trigger when ordered to, and Ed is her hope for the future. Because he is the next generation. And he refuses to do what she once did.
(I think it is interesting to investigate under which circumstances Ed would kill and how that would influence his character and what would be the consequences of that, but for the sake of the show itself, I think it is a wonderful visualization of the world healing beyond what Riza and Roy and Armstrong and Marcoh and Kimblee did to it)
Now, how does that all tie together?
Well, I think it is Ed's youth that allows him to disregard much of the military's power over his life, and it is his stubborn teenage-ness that allows both him and Al to hold so steadfast to their ideals, be that the selfish goal of self-realization or the refusal to kill. Not once does either character strive for power, and even at the end of the series, once they're all grown up, we see them long for a simple life. For interesting travels, good food, family, and a future worth living.
The military is a tool, for Ed and Al - because the military state ensured that they would have to use it.
It is interesting, really, because Roy joined up because he believed the propaganda, and once he recruits the Elrics he's been firmly broken by that belief -- and the Elrics join up even though they distrust the military (the Rockbells seem firmly anti-military all things considered) simply because it offers the resources they need.
If Ed was any other protagonist this would be a very different story, because they handed a twelve-year old a whole lot of power and a pretty high-up rank and the worst he did was blow up a few buildings and buy ugly clothes.
This is probably not at all what you expected, but... well, you successfully activated my rambling button! AND MANY THANKS FOR THAT!!! <3 <3 <3
#edward elric#alphonse elric#roy mustang#fma#asks and answers#fmab#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood#60sec400#THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE ASK#<3 <3 <3#fma meta#fma analysis
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So I'm not really that into Arcane fandom or anything like that but is anyone else a little worried for how season 2 is progressing thus far? I'm not talking about the apparent Caitlyn vitriol that some people are falling into- god forbid you have complex characters am I right. But watching the first act of season 2 it's all so terribly rushed and not in the same way season 1 had fast pacing but with tight writing to make up for it.
Spoilers for the first 3 episodes ahead but the fact that we barely even get to know the new enforcer characters that come to Zaun annoys me. The most we have is the girl introducing herself to Vi. The other two aren't even named in the show let alone have any sort of personality. For the big shield guy why is he even allowed to be an enforcer???? Sir you were seemingly living on the streets drinking away your problems last I checked with no indication you were or wanted to be an enforcer. The kid that follows Jinx around doesn't even have any sort of lines until episode 3- which would be fine if it was clearly a deliberate choice for her character but considering that the show is trying to juggle so much it just feels like she fell to the wayside.
I'm also very much not a fan of how the 2nd season is structuring its storylines thus far- certain scenes loose their tension because they're so intercut with other scenes happening simultaneously- take the vi and jinx fight for example. Like I get it you wanted to show how them interacting with the run was actively interfering with the fight but the constant cuts back and forth leave a bad taste in my mouth. The structure they use for the various sections with music overplaying them are hit or miss to me- some I love, some I think should have been actual scenes with dialogue.
I'm also really sad to see them seemingly rush over bits of character development we really need to see. Like take Vi- her not wanting to be an enforcer is 200% justifiable and believable, we haven't been shown anything about how the enforcers work that would give Vi a reason to want to join. And then after the attack in episode 1 she silently comes to a decision to join which fine, I can buy her wanting to help now that Zaun is conducting terrorist attacks. But she just agreed to the plan to use the gray against the people of Zaun???? Really???? Vi did??? Shouldn't Vi, someone who is only joining the enforcers out of desperate necessity, be way more critical of any use of force in the undercity? There's even little things like when Caitlyn arrests the henchman I was expecting Vi to stand up for him because almost *everyone* in the undercity is some sort of criminal so that they can survive. But no it just turns into Vi asking them to ditch the side characters we know absolutely nothing about.
Speaking of Vi- for the record the cait/vi kiss in my opinion was stupidly forced in. I would have liked to see their relationship develop this season because in season 1 I could see the beginning of something there. I really loved the moment in the first episode where it's only when seeing Vi that Caitlyn breaks down a little because Vi is someone she can trust to be open with. Great stuff to further develop- oh no they're kissing after no development just to make the immediately following break up more dramatic? Great yay yippee representation -_- Don't get me wrong I would have loved to see it develop into a romance but not in episode 3 with no buildup (1st season does not count as buildup to me for an actual romantic relationship).
This is also somewhat petty but I do hate the fact that Ambessa is revealed to be behind the memorial attack in episode 3- I much would have preferred for that information to be revealed to the audience alongside whatever character discovers it. Revealing it like that is dramatic, sure, but I feel like it ruins the mystery of Ambessa's morality in a way that is not satisfying.
All in all I'm not the happiest with these first 3 episodes but we'll have to see how the other 2 arcs go before making any judgement calls overall.
#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane spoilers#criticism#mae rambles#idk im just really unsatisfied with these first 3 episodes#i had hoped with them declaring this as the final season for this story#and with seemingly proper development time given to the team#that we would get an even greater successor to the 1st season right off the bat#bc if they know this is the ending then that means they had a very tight storyline planned out#but at this rate act 1 absolutely needed another episode to properly flesh out its shit and maybe not have things get sidelined or rushed#idk idk like i said final judgements will have to wait until the whole show is out
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one of my favorite things about zedaph is that on a server full of people that find strange and oft-overlooked minecraft mechanics or rare events and then see just how far they can push them in the name of spectacle or efficiency or world-breaking, zed is over here finding these mechanics in order to do the weirdest things he can think of in as entertaining a manner as possible
like i 100% have faith in zedaph's theoretical ability to be just as efficient or spectacular or world-breaking. if he wanted to do that stuff, i trust that he absolutely could. but thats so far from being his priority. instead, hes going to spend around a week of irl time focused entirely on eventually having the good luck to spawn in something insanely rare so that he can convert it into something even rarer, the result of which being something that 99% of the server reacts with complete and utter shock that it even exists in the first place, just because its zany and funny and he wanted to. and i love that
#zedaph#hermitcraft#genuinely i adore the clucky few project im not even done watching the episode and i had to pause and make this post#i saw impulses video first and went ''that HAS to be some sort of datapack or something-''#only to immediately go ''no. no it cant be. because this is zed#and its practically a trademark of his to push the limits of the game as far as possible in the direction least expected#not for the purpose of efficiency or spectacle or intimidation or whatever like some players who push limits#but purely for the purpose of making something so funny you cant help but laugh at whats going on#and maybe being a bit impressed that he ever thought of it in the first place''#at which point i went ''holy shit. since its zed doing this. somehow he ACTUALLY got a villager on a chicken. with no cheats. thats INSANE'#i was relieved when i checked my subscriptions to see what the next video i had to watch was and saw he would be next in line#bc if i had to sit through 19 other hermits videos before i could watch his and find out what the fuck he was doing i would have been so sa#sidenote but i feel like a zed video where he interacts with this many other people all in the same video is so rare#idk i didnt watch season 9 and i know he started collabing a lot more w/ other hermits then#so maybe its not nearly as rare these days#but like the last one that *i* saw where he interacted with this many people at once was towards the end of season 8#when all the people he experimented on earlier in the season came back to experiment on him#and like i would like zeds videos with or without the collabs. but its a lot of fun to see him interact with people#so its very cool to me when he does it with a lot of people all in the same video
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Atla live action đ
#thats my honest reaction đ#to be fair ive only seen 20 minutes of the s1 finale bc my parents are watching it but. mmmmm kinda mid#like. the casting is definitely an improvement since the last time they tried a live action but it feels like the writing falls flat#or maybe im being harsh bc ive only heard negative criticism on it beforehand. but fr anytime u bring up the original its already#good and not just because its the original. so much fucking detail went into it to the point of someone noticing azula wielding mai's knive#to how well thought out irohs character is used as a way of uniting the cast especially as zukos foil#i heard that sokkas sexism was toned down and i have to agree that feels like a cheap move. like i get WHY they think it would be better#but its not about how that reflects on real world its about how it affects the story. sokka starts out as a misogynistic asshole because#it makes it that much more impactful when he changes. toning that down makes it flatter and makes his character development weak#and someone pointed out they didnt even make him wear the kyoshi warrior uniform and i know it feels like such a small detail but#come on man. they did that in the original because not only does it help him really walk in their shoes - wearing 'feminine' clothing and#makeup and having suki explain its significance but it also ties in with the shows theme of harmony and intersectionality#i was also disappointed when they had the fire sages explain how the water tribe draws power from the moon because in the original it was#IROH who explained it to aang and everyone else BECAUSE we as the audience is under the impression hes with the 'bad guys'#and it builds up to how he learned from the other nations which reconciles his past as a war general and his character overall#AND its an excellent starting point for the cast and audience to understand how the nations arent as closed off as you would think#plus you would think its only fire nation doing propaganda but they expanded on that with earth kingdom censorship and it WORKS#a lot of things in the live action also feel arbitrary like. they gave momo a near death experience for 5 minutes for no reason#im firmly on the stance of bringing back filler moments instead of putting major events right after each other so that u give your#audience a sense of time passing and to really absorb the story. but i think thats more like shock value than filler and yeah its a small#thing to gripe about but those things build up and its really annoying. the thing abt avatar filler moments is that however small#its at least meaningful. hell even the beach episode emphasizes how isolated zuko and his friends are as child soldiers#i also swore to never watch the first live action since it was that bad but i really liked the stylized tattoos they used for aang#anyway. those arejust my thoughts. im not gonna watch the rest because im a ride or die for the original aftr growing up and#rewatching it at least 20 times as a kid. but theres definitely room for improvement and i wish ppl wouldnt take it as 'better' just cuz#netflix is adapting it. i wouldve killed for them to just reanimate the entire avatar series and touch NOTHING ELSE no redub#no changes to the story. just reanimate the thing and leave the rest alone and youd make easy money just the same#ALSO its very jarring not hearing jack desena and dante basco voicing sokka and zuko cause their voices were the most recognizable to me#i get that its because its live action but im allowed to feel a little sad abt that. and uncle irohs accent was really soothing#yapping
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obsessed w the tags on ur last reblog
Omgg, thank you haha, it was a quality post so I just had to appreciate it in full force đâ€ïž
Canât believe someone would actually enjoy my yapping :,D
#guys help is it time for a rebranding?? am I just gonna post about f1 now??#I still canât believe this has all started because bestie and I were watching Ted Lasso (because Iâve been obsessed with that show for a#while now too) and I paused the episode to talk about how I really like the way Jamie interacts with kids (Iâm sorry people being good with#and nice to kids is one of my weaknesses I work with kids now and have been invested in treating kids well forever)#so me saying that apparently reminded her of max and she showed me a video of him with p and yeah it was very effective in making me like#him and then we left the episode on pause and she told me a lot about f1 and max specifically cause I was interested now lmao (funny thing#is that she also got roped into it by our other friends I swear itâs speeding lmao#she also compared him to Jamie from Ted lasso (if you know you know) and showed me some heart wrenching Taylor swift edits (i havenât#emotionally recovered yet) and yeah thatâs how I started consuming way too much f1 content on YouTube and got into this whole mess lmao#oh yeah our friends also made me and another friend make a Tier list for all the drivers based on vibes alone (cause I only knew a bit about#max at that time and the other one knew nothing really) which was very funny too#especially looking back at it (we did some of them so dirty lmao đ)#Iâve also come to the conclusion that tumblr is still one of the least annoying platforms to engage with other people (still)#YouTube is full of hate comments about drivers and stuff itâs so annoying actually#not to mention Twitter but I donât go there and probably never will đ#I personally donât enjoy fics and scenarios and shipping of real people cause it makes me a bit uncomfy (not judging people who do#you do you as long as it doesnât negatively affect anyone#but yeah Iâd much rather just scroll by those here than have to look away from all the mindless hate and which driver is better discussions#everywhere else like Iâm not one to engage with stuff like that but it does upset me to some#degree so yeah tumblr making memes and being rather positive about their drivers (most of what Iâve seen here of course there are gonna be#annoying people everywhere) is much more tolerable and a lot more enjoyable for me#whoops this post got away from me again oh dear#Iâve had the idea for a meme stuck in my head for days now: Max verstappen but make it if you donât love me at my *swearing on team radio#giving spicy replies and attitude to the media maxplaining and complaining going for risky overtakes* you donât deserve me at my *precious#interactions with p talking about his cats being a goofball with other drivers and especially danny defending other drivers driving#beautifully in the rain* itâs a package deal you canât just pick and choose and personally I donât even get why people complain about some#of the other stuff I appreciate someone whoâs passionate and honest and genuinely kind where it matters đ€·đ»ââïž#I think Iâve seen someone else say that but the more people complain about and criticize max the more I feel the need to defend him#god forbid women have hobbies for real (canât believe Iâve yapped so much I canât put more tags đ)#also shoutout to Oscar Piastri and Danny Ric (I was so happy Oscar won even tho McLaren where being very silly in a not so funny way)
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i said i wouldnât do it this time but itâs 3am and mods asleep. boy
#welcome to another episode of Luke is insane abt hockey boy!#this time featuring a guy who is actually this time almost (ALMOST) confirmed to be queer#the almost is partly me being insane because I donât trust anything anymore#but like. there are only so many reasons you wear pride converse. that is not ally behaviour#it just threw me this time I think bc Iâd been like no. heterosexual. bc I think I became aware of him when he joined the real hockey team#because the OTHER problem is that the whole time Iâd been thinking he was cute as hell (bc he is) and simultaneously being like no. bad.#anyway this meant that I have actually talked to him a bunch without overthinking it this term which honestly has been very cool#not like a whole lot but weâve played together a decent amount and hopefully will keep doing that#and yesterday discovered hes recommending other people talk to me abt goalieing which is insane to me bc I am truly not that good#but apparently I made an impression!#anyway it does not help that this guy has gotten incredibly good at hockey in the past few months#idk man I make bad decisions (I say as if this was a decision) bc it is now the end of term once again <3#which means absolutely nothing can or will happen until after summer. which isnât an issue#Iâm just frustrated by my tendency to realise these things right before Iâm about to not see the guy for X period of time#I also desperately need to stop crushing on hockey boys I swear but in my defence that is the main way I meet people#I think Iâm cursed actually. that would explain many things#anyway he also has exams until next Tuesday which means heâll be at hockey next week but idk abt this week which is devastating#i just wanna have talk to the guy more honestly to see how that goes bc weâve not rlly talked individually for an extended time yknow.#in other words we have not had A Conversation itâs been groups or like quicker exchanges#heâs kinda quiet but i canât quite tell which way yknow. I know heâs Watching basically all the time. and he is slightly awkward#which is also kinda cute. he gets a lil rambly when he talks abt hockey and I wanna push that button more#i. topsy if youâre reading this youâre gonna laugh so hard I just realised. heâs captain of the team now.#which sidenote is INSANE bc he started playing with them THIS YEAR#but oh my god. okay.#anyway. I need to start complimenting guys more for multiple reasons but also#1. he dresses very cool 2. he caught me looking at his shirt last week without saying anything (BEFORE I caught the rainbow converse)#i compliment women on their clothes and jewellery and hair and shit all the time but I do not with men bc. I mean do I need to explain.#but âthis is so unfair I am haunted by existence of boy and here we are once again. posting on tumblr with the possibility of seeing him lik#two more times before summer. might be three or four depending on what he comes to#luke.txt
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Okay but the weirdest thing about the whole "Brotherhood is better you should skip 03" discourse that's become commonplace now, it sort of forgets the world Brotherhood came out in and why you should watch the original Fullmetal Alchemist. When Brotherhood came out, the original Fullmetal Alchemist was one of the most beloved and most watched animes of all time. Brotherhood assumes you the audience have already seen it because of course you have, everyone has seen it, so it skips important information and speeds the story up because it doesn't want to bore you with things you already know. Have you ever wondered "hey why does the first episode of Brotherhood kind of suck, and why am I being introduced to like 50 new characters, and why are they acting like I know what the hell an alchemist is?" It's because Brotherhood thinks you've seen 03.
The first 7 or so episodes of Brotherhood constitute dozens of chapters in the manga, and the first 25 or so episodes of the original Fullmetal Alchemist. The Nina Tucker episode in Brotherhood, in FMA 03 takes up nearly three episodes. Yoki gets a backstory in 03 and it's genuinely one of the best episodes and taken directly from the manga and Brotherhood glosses over it because: duh, you've already seen it. And so if you skip the original you miss out on dozens of really great character building episodes like Ed and Al meeting Hughes for the first time and getting to spend a whole episode helping him free a train from terrorists, or Ed and Roy having a duel that expands on the relationship they have, or episodes where the brothers just help out random people in towns before the major story gets going.
The original also paces itself quite a bit better than Brotherhood and is more in line with the mangas storytelling. In the manga we don't find out about The Gate until nearly two dozen chapters in, and the same goes for the original anime. Like, that's a twist reveal in those stories, and it's weird that the most watched series is the one where they tell you all about The Gate in the first two episodes because they assume you've already seen the original show.
What's more, people don't know that Hiromu Arakawa helped write for the anime while she was still in the middle of writing the manga, and as a result was inspired to write scenes in Brotherhood that the anime did first. That scene of Edward getting impaled by a falling beam? Directly inspired by a similar scene in the original anime. There's a lot of little instances of that and they're great when you can recognize parallels and things in Brotherhood that are direct references to the original anime, but people don't notice any of that anymore. Because the original anime is just an automatic skip these days, and it's a bummer because people don't realize what a giant it was back before Brotherhood was released. They treat it as *bad,* not realizing it was one of the most beloved anime of its time and the problems people take issue with have a lot more to do with personal taste than any kind of actual flaw in the writing. Brotherhood was never meant to dethrone it, and the original anime was always supposed to be part of the viewing experience which is why those first few episodes of Brotherhood are so fast paced. So like, please stop telling people Fullmetal Alchemist 2003 is a skip, or it's bad, or you don't need it because Brotherhood is better. Regardless if you think Brotherhood is better or not, the original wrote Brotherhood's check. It was huge, it was beloved, and Brotherhood is *banking* on the knowledge you've seen all of it and loved it. And trust me when I say there is so much to love about the original series. It's still my favorite branch of the FMA franchise, and it's worth your time, I promise you.
#Fma 03#FMA#fullmetal alchemist#Fma:b#fullmetal alchimist brotherhood#fma brotherhood#Legitimately though the original is so fucking good#The music alone makes it worth the watch#Also the art direction is better fight me#mild spoilers
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This episode really highlighted how close Marcille, Laios, and Chilchuck actually are.
The viewer is used to seeing our main characters behave like coworkers up to this pointâeven friendsâand they express normal, understandable levels of concern and fear when their other party members are in danger. But when the nightmare attacked Marcille, it brought out sides of Laios and Chilchuck that the viewer hadnât seen before.
Laios immediately notices when something is wrong with Marcille, and he tells the others as soon as heâs sure of the problem. Chilchuck and Senshi then follow Laiosâ lead as it becomes clear that he intends to make her get some rest.
We see Chilchuckâs hands lay out the bedroll and Senshiâs hands set up the pillow, working in almost perfect tandem as Laios physically wrangles Marcille into bed.
Senshi is in a similar perspective as the viewer, and mostly sits and watches the ordeal unfold. He doesnât have a shared history, like these three do, so he helps in little ways, but mostly waits on standby for direction.
From here on out, itâs mostly Laios and Chilchuck who take over in planning how to help her.
Itâs uncommon for Chilchuck to openly show such distress and worry for one of his party members. Heâs used to Marcille being able to defend herself; heâs used to her being capable and strong. He immediately defers to Laios for instruction, (rightly) assuming he will know what to do.
This actually produces a reaction close to real fear from Chilchuck, who outright SMACKS her in a panic to wake her up before getting any further information.
Laios has to quickly stop him, explaining that he could truly hurt her if he interrupts the attack this way. He tells them how heâs going to wake her, and he doesnât hesitate. He jumps straight in, explaining what heâs doing for the others so that they (Chilchuck) wonât be afraid.
Chilchuck doesnât question him once. He just does what he can to hurry along the process. He tucks Laios in with his blanket as soon as he lays onto Marcilleâan unnecessary action that betrays how much he cares for both of them.
And Laios succeeds in helping Marcille out of the nightmareâs grasp. While trapped in her mind, he reassures her, protects her, tells her how much sheâs valued and appreciated. He isnât embarrassed or sheepish about it, either; he openly declares these things like itâs the most normal and obvious thing in the world.
He gets her out, he saves her. He did the exact thing he set out to do, even though heâd never done it before, and only had Falinâs secondhand information to work with.
Once he wakes, Chilchuck immediately checks on him to see if heâs alright. Chilchuck is clearly still rattled, displeased with having to wait while both of his close friends were unconscious, fighting a battle neither he nor Senshi could see or help with.
Marcille wakes up shortly after Laios, but Chilchuck is still on edge, worrying that sheâll fall back asleep. Laios, too, has a moment of alarm when he makes sure she wonât close her eyes again.
Once he takes the subdued nightmares out of Marcilleâs pillow, only then do Laios and Chilchuck relax.
Laios, for his part, remained calm and collected almost the entire time. He did not show panic or fear when it became clear that Marcille was being attacked, nor when he told the rest of the party what heâd be doing to help her. And once the nightmares had been collected from her bedroll, he gently explained what happened, to everyone elseâs horror.
Seeing this, itâs not a huge surprise that the Touden party is so successful. Weâve seen Laios handle danger with a level head; we know heâs capable.
But itâs an entirely different kind of talent to face a threat thatâs targeting one of your closest friendsâwhich can make even the most competent fighter sloppy out of fear of losing themâone that requires a high-risk, specific rescue style that none of you have ever tried before. And then pull it off flawlessly. Like damn, these guys are lucky to have him.
#i will never be normal about the interpersonal relationships of the touden party#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#marcille donato#laios touden#chilchuck tims#senshi#izutsumi#senshi of izganda#dungeon meshi spoilers#dunmeshi#dunmesh spoilers#dungeon meshi analysis#dungeon meshi meta#chilchuck dungeon meshi#laios dungeon meshi#marcille dungeon meshi#you know iâm not above viewing this in a shippy light. but i love both platonic & romantic iterations so iâm happy either way#laimar#marchil#marchilaios#laimarchil#iâm just guessing on ship names at this point lmao
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Day 13 Scars
the amount of effort I had to put into these and they still donât look how I want is frustrating but alas time is not on my side
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Mikey: Gave Mikey Lichen Burns from that one time he got disintegrated and then reanimated via electricity. He died n got better and honestly it is one of the most violent injuries that I recall for him. Like he plays it off so easily cuz he has super powers and all that jazz but thatâs so messed up. Also Raph yelling for him OOOFFFFF will never forget how filled w rage and hurt that dude was. He was ready to kill â€ïž Such a wild episode and I love how Mikey was so depended on in order for the plan to succeed. It was Mikeyâs turn for the Self sacrificing bit and he crushed it
Leo: Get Shreddered idiot!!! The fucked up knee and throat from when he got beat up and thrown thru the window. This is def my fav event to happen which is a wild thing to say. Itâs the most obvious thing to go for but I personally loved the farmhouse arc and Leoâs need for recovery. That dude is still not well and is repressing stuff but they donât have time to heal. Their lives are too chaotic, too much is on the line, and Leo canât afford to take the time to heal 100% none of them can tbh. I know a lot of ppl hate how 12 handled his knee injury but I loved it Bc itâs obviously not better but heâs a stubborn idiot who chooses to push everything down and out. He is the healthiest turtle for sure. Iâm pretty sure in later episodes his knee gives out a few times donât quote me tho itâs been a few years aha
Raph: His broken shell! After watching Lone Rat and Cubs and seeing where it came from, I always wondered if Splinter looks at it with loads of regret. A physical sign of his short comings that one time they almost got caught by the Kraang. A warning and a constant reminder theyâll never be safe, that splinter wont always be able to protect his babies no matter how hard he fights. I also like to HC he becomes the most hovering and overprotective of Raph while heâs still recovering Bc that shell broke so easy. Honestly seeing screen shots of close ups of Raphs shell is awesome to see both shell and plastron are broken.
Donnie: UGHHH THIS DUDEEEE !!!!! Literally had the hardest time Bc he goes thru a lot also but itâs more emotional and mental dude is fuked up in the head fr. I asked several ppl for help Bc I didnât want to do another lichen burn thing from Karaiâs trap. In the end I played around w the suggestions to see what would look most appealing to me. The scars on arm are from Slash (such a good episode thank you for the suggestion đ) as his arm was injured and in a sling at the end of the episode. The head scar def a big creative liberty Bc he does get injured there a lot ahah. I was thinking of Fourtrap again which lead to thinking about the time that Leo blew him up accidentally during is emo phase XD
#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt 2012#tmnt donatello#tmnt leonardo#tmnt raphael#tmnt michelangelo#tmntember#tmntember2024#12yearsoftmnt2012#tmnt2012artchallenge#Awzominator art#If u read the ramblings godspeed#Idk if they make sense I donât do words sorry
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ABBA - Waterloo 1974
"Waterloo" is a song by Swedish pop group ABBA, with music composed by Benny Andersson and Björn Ulvaeus and lyrics written by Stikkan Anderson. It is first single of the group's second studio album of the same name, and their first under the Atlantic label in the US. This was also the first single to be credited to the group performing under the name ABBA. The title and lyrics reference the 1815 Battle of Waterloo, and use it as a metaphor for a romantic relationship.
In 1974, "Waterloo" represented Sweden in the 19th edition of the Eurovision Song Contest held in Brighton, winning the contest and beginning ABBA's path to worldwide fame. The song differed from the standard "dramatic ballad" tradition at the contest by its flavour and rhythm, as well as by its performance. ABBA gave the audience something that had rarely been seen before in Eurovision: flashy costumes (including silver platform boots), a catchy uptempo song and simple choreography. It was the first winning entry in a language other than that of their home country; prior to 1973, all Eurovision singers had been required to sing in their country's native tongue, a restriction that was lifted briefly for the contests between 1973 and 1976 (thus allowing "Waterloo" to be sung in English), then reinstated before ultimately being removed again in 1999. Watch the performance in Swedish here. Sveriges Radio released a promo video for "Waterloo" that was directed by film director Lasse Hallström, whose first notable English-language film success was What's Eating Gilbert Grape in 1993. ABBA recorded the German and French versions of "Waterloo" in March and April 1974; the French version was adapted by Alain Boublil, who would later go on to co-write the 1980 musical Les Misérables.
The song shot to number 1 in the UK and stayed there for two weeks, becoming the first of the band's nine UK number 1's, and the 16th biggest selling single of the year in the UK. It also topped the charts in Belgium, Denmark, Finland, West Germany, Ireland, Norway, and Switzerland, while reaching the Top 3 in Austria, France, the Netherlands, Spain, and Sweden. Unlike other Eurovision-winning tunes, the song's appeal transcended Europe: "Waterloo" also topped the charts in South Africa, and reached the Top 10 in Australia, Canada, New Zealand, Rhodesia, and the US (peaking at number 6, their third-highest-charting US hit after number 1 "Dancing Queen" and number 3 "Take a Chance on Me"). In 2005, at Eurovision fiftieth anniversary competition Congratulations: 50 Years of the Eurovision Song Contest, "Waterloo" was chosen as the best song in the contest's history.
"Waterloo" is featured in the encore of the musical Mamma Mia!. The song does not have a context or a meaning. It is just performed as a musical number in which members of the audience are encouraged to get up off their seats and sing, dance and clap along. The song is performed by the cast over the closing credits of the film Mamma Mia!, but is not featured on the official soundtrack. It is also performed as part of the story in the sequel, Mamma Mia! Here We Go Again, by Hugh Skinner and Lily James.
The Australian film Muriel's Wedding (1994), features "Waterloo" in a pivotal scene in which lead Toni Collette bonds with the character played by Rachel Griffiths. The film's soundtrack, featuring five ABBA tracks, is widely regarded as having helped to fuel the revival of popular interest in ABBA's music in the mid-1990s. "Waterloo" features prominently in the 2015 science-fiction film The Martian. The song plays as the film's lead, played by Matt Damon, works to ready his launch vehicle for a last-chance escape from Mars. In "Mother Simpson", the eighth episode of the seventh season of The Simpsons, Mr. Burns plays "Ride of the Valkyries" from a tank about to storm the Simpson home, but the song is cut-off and "Waterloo" is played, to which Smithers apologizes, advising he "must have accidentally taped over that".
"Waterloo" received a total of 89% yes votes!
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(the video is posted by ABBA's own account, not Eurovision's = safe to watch)
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The idea of her being mother figure is challenged right from episode one when Aang reminds her that she's still just a kid.
Okay, that's right! That's spot on! I don't deny that Aang makes Katara act like a child again for a while.
Aang reminds her that she's still just a kid.
Katara : Fire Nation. Sokka : We should tell him. Katara : [Yelling.] Aang! There's something you need to see. Aang : [Aang runs to them from the airball court, still playing with the hollow ball. Cheerfully.] Okay! Aang : [Happily runs up.] What is it? Katara : [Innocently holds her hands behind her back.] Uh... Just a new waterbending move I learned. Aang : Nice one! But enough practicing, [Excited as he turns around and start walking away.] we have a whole temple to see! Sokka : [Brushes the last of the snow from his head and shoulders.] You know, you can't protect him forever.
It's only the third episode, but Aang's childish attitude already makes Katara act like a mother protecting her child from reality. Katara also has to calm Aang down when he goes into avatar mode, it happens several times like it's her responsibility to do so.
Aang reminds her that she's still just a kid.
Katara : [Resumed filling the pot with more vegetables.] Watching you show off for a bunch of girls does not sound like fun. Aang : [Disappointed.] Well, neither does carrying your basket. Katara : [Annoyed.] It's not my basket. These supplies are for our trip. I told you, we have to leave Kyoshi soon.
This scene actually piss me off, like, if I were Katara I would mad too! And again, Aang's irresponsible and childish behaviour forced Katara to be responsible for doing the chores. If not her to be mature, who else? Sokka who is busy with his misogyny towards the Kyoshi warriors? Or Aang who is busy having fun with his fans?
Aang reminds her that she's still just a kid.
Aang ran away after someone blamed him for something he actually did a hundred years ago. Katara must find him in the storm, then help him dwelling with his past.
And it happens again in The Awakening. Aang runs away and triggers Katara's another trauma that forces her to grow up, which is being abandoned by the person she cares about (her father). Katara (Sokka and Toph) must find him and save him.
Aang reminds her that she's still just a kid.
Katara : [Disappointed.] Wow... there's hardly any in here. Aang : [Lashes out.] I'm sorry, okay! It's a desert cloud; I did all I could! What's anyone else doing?! [Pointing his staff at Katara.] What are you doingâ?! She returns his attack with a shocked look on her face. Katara : Trying to keep everyone together. Let's just get moving. We need to head this direction.
Katara is the only one who can keep the Gaang out of the desert. If she doesn't act mature and responsible with the Gaang, they might not survive. And what does Aang do? Get mad at her for losing Appa, while Katara is not to blame for it.
Aang reminds her that she's still just a kid.
Katara : Aang, we do understand. It's just ... Aang : Just what, Katara? What? Katara : We're trying to help! Aang : Then, when you figure out a way for me to beat the Fire Lord without taking his life, I'd love to hear it! [Walks away.] Katara : Aang, don't walk away from this. [Walks toward Aang.]
I love Katara, you know, that's why I really don't like Aang pointing angrily at Katara and blaming her every time he got emotional, when Katara didn't do something wrong and just wants to help him. Is this a healthy relationship?
Aang reminds Katara that she's just a child in the first episode, but unfortunately, the Gaang (especially Aang) once again forces Katara to be motherly in the next episodes.
Does she like being motherly? No, she doesn't. She wants to have fun too, but if she did, the Gaang would be screwed. Being motherly is not just her nature, but the Gaang (except Suki) forces her to be more mature than the others narratively.
Actually, that's why I like the idea of Momtara and Dadko. In my opinion, this nickname is not to make her forget she is just a kid. Instead, because the narrative itself always shows Katara forced to act motherly toward Gaang, 'Momtara and Dadko' shows that is not only Katara's responsibility to do all chores.
Calling Zuko Dadko is also reasonable, because he is narratively more mature among the Gaang (except Suki). He focuses on Aang's training and worries that Aang will fail, just like what father usually do to his son.
More than that, Katara doesn't need to act motherly with Zuko - he is the one bringing her things and preparing what they need in their journey contras with what Aang did in Kyoshi Island. And they act more like equal partners toward each other, rather than mother and son.
Oh, it's true that Aang makes Katara child again in first episode. But it's weird to defend Kat/ang and hate the narrative of Katara being motherly at the same time, when the Gaang (especially Aang) often forced Katara to act motherly.
#zutara#pro zutara#anti anti zutara#anti kataang#anti bryke#aang critical#atla critical#momtara and dadko
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SEX CAGE - A Certain Kind of Freedom
Kwon Eunbi x male reader
word count: 14K
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Eunbi and Somi are lounging on the couch, comfortably wrapped in the delicious art of gossip â the kind of conversation that could fuel hours of free entertainment, without the need for Netflix or Wi-Fi. Eunbi grabs another cookie, chewing slowly as Somi talks with the passion of someone who just watched the latest episode of a dramatic reality show.
"You heard the latest about Mina, right?" Somi starts, her voice full of that conspiratorial tone only someone who truly revels in other people's misfortunes can master.
Eunbi raises an eyebrow, with the moderate interest of someone who knows this is going to be good. "Oh, Mina, the embodiment of perfection... at least according to herself."
Somi nearly chokes with laughter. "Yes! And can you believe her boyfriend dumped her to date her younger sister?!" She drops the news as if sheâs revealing the biggest scandal of the week, which, for their circle, might just be.
Eunbi stifles a laugh, which turns into a rather sadistic smile. "Of course, because obviously the only way to escape that arrogance was... to dive headfirst into an even bigger mess. Congrats to him for making the dumbest choice available."
Somi slaps Eunbiâs arm, laughing. "The worst part is, apparently the sister thought it was cute that he tattooed her name on his arm. Cheap tattoo, mind you. And, of course, she fell for him right then and there. Because nothing says 'I love you' like a bad tattoo."
Eunbi grimaces, shaking her head. "A name tattoo is like signing a contract with disaster. But hey, everyone does what they can with the little brain they have, right?"
They burst into laughter again, the kind of shared humor only longtime friends can appreciate â especially when theyâre mocking someone they never really liked. The sound echoes through the apartment, and for a moment, itâs almost like theyâre back in the days when their biggest worry was deciding which nail polish to wear that week.
Somi finally catches her breath and looks at Eunbi with a softer expression. âBut seriously... youâre glowing, you know? Youâve got such amazing energy! Way different from the last time we talked, when you were, like, at rock bottom with the whole unemployment thing.â
Eunbi feels her stomach churn slightly. Ah, rock bottom. What dark times those were (three months ago). Until she turned things around, of course, but by means Somi canât â and shouldnât â know about. Eunbi plays with her hair, as if she can brush away the discomfort with the gesture. âAh, you know... things have gotten better. Lucky for me, my roommate is super smart.â
Somi narrows her eyes, curious. âSmart how? Did he help you get a new job or something?â
Eunbi tries not to sweat. She canât exactly admit that her current 'job' involves cameras, masks, and an eager audience hungry for more content. So, the lie flows, smooth as oil. âOh, you know, heâs into all that nerdy stuff. Investments, bitcoins, NFTs... those complicated things only weirdos understand. Heâs been covering the bills for now.â
Somi looks at Eunbi, genuinely impressed. âWow, you really lucked out! A rich nerdy roommate. Sounds like one of those clichĂ© romances.â
Eunbi lets out a nervous smile. âYeah, it was a good roll of the dice.â Before Somi can start connecting dots or asking more complicated questions, Eunbi quickly decides to steer the conversation in a different direction. âBut enough about that. Now that I have more time, Iâm thinking of going back to the gym. What do you think about us going together? Like, a triumphant return to the fitness life.â
Somi almost spills her tea in excitement. âYou? The gym? Iâm shocked!! But seriously, thatâs awesome! What gave you the sudden motivation?â
Eunbi smiles, satisfied to have shifted the topic to safer ground. âOh, you know... health, staying in shape, that kind of thing. And now that Iâve got more free time, Iâve got no excuses, right?â
Of course, the real reason for the new gym routine was less noble and more... vain. Keeping that âporn goddess bodyâ requires work, after all. The cameras donât lie, but they definitely have their preferences. And Eunbi was determined to live up to those expectations â hers, the fansâ, and anyone else willing to pay to watch.
Somi gets excited about the idea, clapping her hands animatedly. âI LOVE this! Finally, a gym buddy! We can even take those post-workout selfies, you know? Like, âno pain, no gain.â Itâs going to be great!â
Eunbi laughs, already picturing herself doing squats while Somi films her for Instagram. âItâll be fun. My goal will be to get abs like yours.â
The conversation flows smoothly, with occasional laughs and sharp gossip, until the apartment door opens and you walk in, as usual, a bit clumsy, unaware that youâre interrupting the gathering. Somi turns her head to look at you, surprised but with her usual friendly, easy smile.
âHey! Long time no see!â She gets up to greet you while you try to force a tired smile and give her a quick hug. Not that you donât like Somi; sheâs great, really, but she always brings this certain energy that leaves you feeling slightly... drained. The kind of person who could empty the battery of an entire room just by showing up.
âHowâs it going?â you ask, trying to be polite as you prepare to escape to your room.
Somi responds with the same enthusiasm as always. âEverythingâs great! And you? I havenât seen you in ages!â
âAh, Iâm good too. Make yourselves at home, donât mind me, Iâm just heading to my cave,â you say, and with that, you finally make your way to your room.
Barely closing the door, Somi, who never misses an opportunity, turns to Eunbi with a curious gleam in her eye.
âSo, has he been bringing a lot of girls around here?â
Eunbi lets out a theatrical sigh, as if the question were more ridiculous than it actually was. âThank God, no. Heâs always been pretty chill, actually. More of a stay-at-home, play-video-games type than the âhook up with everyoneâ kind.â
Somi crosses her arms, a thoughtful expression on her face. âReally? Thatâs funny. Heâs cute. And I always thought cute guys were taken. What a waste.â
Eunbi tries to keep her composure, but something about Somi finding you cute bothers her. Not that sheâs jealous. Obviously not! But hearing Somi compliment you... well, letâs just say itâs irritating. âYeah, heâs cute. But anyway, back to the topic... the gym, right? I think Iâll start tomorrow.â
âGreat! The gym I go to is amazing, youâll love it.â
Eunbi smiles, satisfied with the sudden shift in conversation, and decides to change the course even further.
"By the way, Iâve always wanted to ask you something, Somi... have you ever been with a girl?"
Somi almost breaks the cookie she was about to eat. She blinks, processing the question. âUh... like, kissed?â
Eunbi shrugs. âKissed, hooked up, anything. Has it ever happened?â
Somi, still a bit taken aback, furrows her brow. âAh, kissing, sure. Everyoneâs kissed a friend after a few drinks, right? Itâs like a friendship ritual.â
Eunbi lets out a little laugh. âSo, just a kiss then? Nothing more?â
Now, Somiâs completely intrigued. She places her teacup carefully on the coffee table, as if sheâs about to disarm a bomb. âWell... Iâve never slept with a girl, if thatâs what youâre asking.â
Eunbi continues to probe. âAnd... would you try it?â
She pauses, looking at Eunbi more intently now, as if trying to catch the hidden subtext in the question. Then, connecting some dots, maybe a bit hastily, she smiles slightly. âWait... are you suggesting thatââ
But before Somi can finish her sentence, Eunbi waves her hand, as if shooing away a bunch of unwanted thoughts. âNo, no! Nothing like that. Iâm not suggesting anything. I was just curious.â
Somi laughs, but thereâs a faint thread of tension in the air now, something light, something that wasnât there before. âOh, okay. Because, you know, I wouldnât judge if you were thinking about it. I mean, youâre gorgeous, Iâm gorgeous... It wouldnât exactly be a tragedy.â
Eunbi gives a short, controlled laugh, like someone who needs to keep the train on the tracks. âI know, but thatâs not it. I was just asking.â
Somi relaxes, but the mischievous look doesnât fade. âAh, got it. Just checking if the hot friendâs into girl-on-girl stuff. Sure, makes sense. Now tell me, what about you? Ever been with a girl?â
âWell... like you, Iâve kissed some friends a few times, you know, those party moments when everyoneâs drunk and hyped. But I never... went beyond that, you know?â
Somi puts on a fake dramatic act, clutching her chest like she's deeply offended. "What? You've kissed other friends but never me? And here I thought our friendship was special!"
Eunbi, with the calm of someone who always has an answer ready, shrugs. "Well, we could change that right now, if you want."
Somi raises an eyebrow, surprised, but a smile begins to form on her lips. "Are you serious?"
Eunbi simply nods. "Why not? Friends do these things, right?"
If this were a book, this would be the moment when the reader holds their breath, eagerly anticipating what's next.
Then, without much fuss, Somi gives a mischievous smile, and they both lean forward until their lips touch in a quick, simple kiss. No drama, no complications. Just a brief moment, but with an underlying tension neither of them will admit to.
When they pull away, Eunbi smiles like she just checked off something from her to-do list.
"There. Now you're part of the exclusive group of friends I've kissed."
Somi laughs, raising her cup of tea. "Wow, what an honor. Let's toast to that."
Eunbi raises hers too, a satisfied smile playing on her lips. "To open friendships."
They clink their cups, the sound echoing through the room, and the atmosphere relaxes again, as if nothing unusual just happened.
â
[12:03 AM]
Yujin: Heyyyy Rubydden! đ€âš Saw your sextape, girl, you SLAYED! Congrats!
[12:07 AM]
Rubydden: Omg, thanksss! I was so nervous, you have no idea đł
[12:08 AM]
Yujin: Nervous? Pff, no way. You looked super natural. Youâve got that je ne sais quoi. Like... I dunno, a mix of dominatrix and Instagram fairy, you know?
[12:09 AM]
Rubydden: đđ What a description! Now I gotta add that to my bio. But seriously, I loved what you do too. I watched some of your vids and I was like... wow â€ïžđ„
[12:11 AM]
Yujin: Some? Haha, liar, bet you binged them all đ
[12:15 AM]
Rubydden: Well... maybe five or six đ
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[10:35 AM]
Yujin: Look, I'm gonna be blunt... I got off to your titjob. That was AVN Awards level đ„”đŠ
[10:36 AM]
Rubydden: đł Omg! Wasnât expecting that. Now Iâm blushing
[10:37 AM]
Yujin: You're a goddess, Rubydden. That close-up on your boobs... girl, perfection!!
[10:38 AM]
Rubydden: Haha, I thought the same about you when I saw that video of you making yourself squirt... hard to forget
[10:39 AM]
Yujin: Haha perfect! But seriously, that titjob you did... I had to grab a vibrator because it was sooo hot đ„
[10:40 AM]
Rubydden: OMG, really?! I'm feeling flattered now đ
[10:41 AM]
Yujin: Of course!! Iâm not gonna lie, you and your guy have crazy chemistry. Ever tried a threesome?
[10:42 AM]
Rubydden: Never tried, actually. But I've always been curious... đ€ Why, got something in mind?
[10:44 AM]
Yujin: Girl, if you haven't tried it, you're missing out, seriously. I've done it a few times and, for real, itâs amazing. Now, imagine this: me, you, and your guy in a video. It'd break the internet!!
[10:46 AM]
Rubydden: Wow... That definitely sounds like something to think about. I guess I'd have to talk to him first, right?
[10:47 AM]
Yujin: For sure, for sure! But think about it seriously, okay? We could make something super sensual, something that would drive the audience wild. Plus, itâd be a lot of fun đ
[10:49 AM]
Rubydden: Haha, gosh, I'm nervous just thinking about it. But I wonât lie... the idea is tempting
[10:50 AM]
Yujin: Trust me, girl. Itâs gonna be an experience you wonât forget. And, obviously, who could forget you after that?
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Youâre sitting in Eunbiâs room, her laptop open on the desk in front of you, your eyes skimming over the messages again and again. That dialogue on the screen doesnât just surprise you, it throws you into a world you didnât even know existed a few months ago.
Yujin?
Collab?
A threesome?
Eunbi, standing beside you, looks at you like sheâs already made up her mind. To her, this is just another chance to go viral again. "So?" she says, tapping your shoulder lightly, a carefree smile on her face. "What do you think?"
You swallow hard, the words getting stuck in your throat. "I... I donât know what to say."
She frowns a little, but still in a playful way, like sheâs hearing someone complain about being hot in the summer. "Oh, you never know what to say. Relax. Itâs not that complicated." And then, with a twinkle in her eye: "Yujin's hot, right? And she's got millions of followers. If we do this, itâs gonna be huge. Like, huge."
"Itâs not that," you mumble, trying to form something coherent, but all logic seems to slip away from you like sand through your fingers. "I mean, itâs just... all of this... itâs so new."
She lets out a soft laugh, like she was expecting exactly that. "Of course itâs new. I still remember us sitting on the couch freaking out, thinking weâd get evicted from our apartment. Everythingâs happening so fast, but look where we are now!" She picks up her phone, scrolling through Yujinâs photo gallery, clearly much more comfortable with the idea than you are.
"But I donât even... know if I want to do this," you admit, trying to understand why your voice sounds so small in this conversation when you should be shouting HEY, I LOVE YOU, CAN WE TALK ABOUT US?!
"Itâs okay to not want to... right now," she replies, still half-distracted as she shows you another picture of Yujin, this one even more provocative. "But seriously, look at this. Us and her? Itâs gonna break the internet. And youâd be the luckiest guy in the world." She says it like sheâs pitching the latest smartphone, full of perks and no downsides.
"Iâm not sure âluckyâ is the word Iâd use," you laugh awkwardly. How do you explain that, in your head, luck would be getting to take her out to dinner, with no cameras or masks in the way?
She frowns, clearly not understanding why youâre not jumping at the idea. "Okay, then whatâs the problem?"
Inside, the knot of emotions keeps growing. Youâre still trying to process the fact that youâre falling for your best friend. The girl youâve always shared everything with, who stood by your side through the tough early days of adulthood. You two share something special... but she doesnât seem to see it the same way. Sheâs caught up in the work, the followers, the rising fame.
And you?
Youâre caught up in the feeling of falling in love with someone who might only see you as a tool for her career.
You open your mouth to say something, but nothing comes out, and all you can manage is a frustrated sigh.
"Iâll... think about it, okay?"
She gives you a quick hug, like youâve just agreed to go to her Barbie-themed party. "Relax, itâs gonna be amazing, youâll see. Weâre doing so well! Maybe, when things calm down, we can even take a trip, just the two of us. What do you think?"
You allow yourself a small smile.
A trip, just the two of you?
That sounds almost... romantic.
"Yeah... that sounds nice."
"Yes! I was thinking maybe the Swiss Alps, how about that? Us in a cozy little cabin, snow falling outside, a fireplace burning... perfect, right?" She looks at you, her eyes shining with the idea. For a brief moment, you imagine the two of you together, far away from everything, just enjoying each otherâs company. Damn, that would be perfect.
But, of course, Eunbi continues: "And we could shoot a video there! Imagine, us having sex in front of the fireplace, with the snow falling outside... itâd go viral."
You roll your eyes and take a deep breath. Of course.
Because in the end, thatâs what it all boils down to. The romance fades faster than your desire to keep this conversation going.
â
You're lying on the couch, engrossed in your book, when you hear the apartment door open. Eunbi had gone out to pick up a package, and you were already used to her dramatic entrances. But the excitement with which she bursts through the door this time makes you suspicious of what on earth is in that box. It could contain anything from a toaster to a new vibrator powerful enough to emit sound waves detectable by a hydrophone at the bottom of the ocean.
âSo, whatâd you get this time?â you ask without looking up from your book.
âOh, you'll find out soon enough,â she replies in a voice full of secrets.
You raise an eyebrow but go back to your book. âRight. Whatever it is, I hope it doesnât explode.â
She disappears into the bedroom, and for a second, everything returns to normal. You almost convince yourself itâs nothing to worry about⊠until hours later, when another door opens again, this time with the subtlety of a hurricane. And who enters the room is⊠well, Eunbi, but a version of her that looks like she just walked out of a weird fanfic written by someone with way too much time on their hands.
Sheâs wearing a schoolgirl skirt that honestly makes you question the sanity of fashion designers and a baby tee she probably last wore many years ago.
You look at her, half incredulous, half amused, and canât help but laugh. âOkay, what the hell is that?â
Eunbi spins around like a runway model, making the skirt dangerously twirl. âMy new costume! For the next video, obviously.â
You tilt your head, a bit cynical. âWhat video?â
âI mean, our video,â she corrects. âWeâre gonna do a roleplay. Iâm the younger sister, and youâre the older brother.â
What?
You frown.
âWait, what?â
But she moves closer, sitting beside you, her hand strategically landing on your thigh. And itâs that kind of hand slide that makes your neurons scream to ignore it, but of course, your body had already betrayed you the second she walked into the room in that⊠outfit. Now you start to understand that the mysterious box might have had something to do with this transformation.
âIâm going to be your stepsister,â she begins, while her fingers trace slow circles on your leg, âand our parents arenât home... and I want to show you something. Something I just discovered, you know, like⊠sex.â
âOh, sure. Sex,â you say, as if itâs the most revolutionary concept youâve ever heard. âBecause thatâs what every little sister does, right?â
She either ignores the sarcasm or just doesnât care. âExactly! Oh, and of course, it won't be anything too scripted, we'll just feel the vibe and improvise. Itâs going to be our best video yet. Itâll have that⊠forbidden touch, you know?â
You lean back on the bed, trying to figure out a way out of this. âSo⊠like⊠can I finish my book first?â
Her eyes gleam with pure determination as she leans in closer, her hand now dangerously high on your thigh. âYou can finish later. This will be quick.â
You had spent the last few days deciding that, no, this was too much, that you werenât going to have sex with Eunbi just to create content anymore. Boundaries, you told yourself. Self-respect. You were more than that, right? You were going to set limits, be firm...
But now, with her hand so close to something that does not respect any rational decision, those words start to feel distant.
Then she delivers the final blow, the argument that should be illegal in any discussion. âAnd, look, itâll be my first anal. Youâll get to fuck my ass. And, to make it better, Iâll let you come inside.â
Your synapses short-circuit. All those mature reflections about feelings and dignity⊠vanish. The decision you had sworn to keep firm just... dies. Just like that.
Her hand is already on your cock, and of course, itâs already rock-hard. Not that you have much of a choice at this point. Your body had already made the decision for you.
âItâll be fun,â she says with a slight tease, her fingers now playing with your erection. âAnd I promise Iâll make you feel... very good.â
You try, by some miracle, to keep your composure. âOkay, but... shouldnât we have, like, talked about this first?â
She looks at you with an expression that clearly says: Are we really having this conversation right now? âThe only thing we need to talk about is how much you want to fuck my ass.â
You let out a sighâwhether of surrender, desire, or just because youâre an idiot, youâre not sure.
But deep down, you knew you were defeated the moment she walked into the room wearing that damned skirt.
Of all the absurd decisions youâve made, this is probably the most obvious one. With your mind utterly overwhelmed by a mix of desire and confusion, you heard yourself saying yes before you had time to process anything more rationalâlike, for instance, no.
Eunbi smiles as if she's about to invite you to play house, but a version that would never be allowed on any playground. She bounces off the mattress, as if the thrill of seeing you sink into this pit of poor decisions is a small personal victory, and rushes to the bedroom. You hear the sound of boxes being rummaged through. She comes back with a mask and the camera. Your camera, which, letâs be honest, she practically stole from you a long time ago.
"Here," she says, handing you the equipment with a sparkle in her eyes. "Now Iâm going to redo the entrance," she continues, already in full actress mode, putting the mask on, "but this time, youâre going to be my older brother, and Iâll be your... well, you already know."
You sigh, half-amused, half-resigned, but lie down on the bed as instructed, slightly frustrated to give up something important to do... thisâand yes, you did consider finishing that book importantâbut, if we're being honest, resisting Eunbi was like trying to hold water in your hands.
You turn on the TV, something generic is on, maybe a show about giant cakes, which, of course, doesnât match whatâs about to happen. You press the record button on the camera.
And this is how it begins:
The bedroom door opens, and there she is, the personification of every possible clichĂ© of fantasies that shouldnât exist. A schoolgirl skirt thatâs way too short, a baby tee that only someone with questionable taste would consider appropriate for anyone past puberty, and a walk that was almost a caricature. But the strangest thing was how much she had changed. It wasnât just the outfit. It was everything: the posture, the gestures, even the expression on her face. When she approaches and says, âHey, big brother,â the voice is so sweet itâs almost sickening.
Pure poisoned sugar.
You glance at her as she sits at the edge of the bed, the camera strategically positioned to film from the neck down, focusing on that damned tight baby tee that accentuates her breasts. âHey,â you reply, casually.
âParents are gone,â she announces, sitting beside you on the bed. You mutter something vague in response, more focused on surviving the scene than keeping up the act.
âRemember what dad said before he left?â she asks, with that voice that sounds like itâs meant to sell childrenâs toys or, in this case, sell the idea of something entirely different.
You nod absentmindedly. âSure, take care of the house. And you.â
She smiles. But itâs not an innocent smile.
No, definitely not.
"Exactly. And I was thinking⊠shouldnât you, like, take care of me now?"
âHmm, take care of you... how?â
She smiles again, and the insinuation in her voice is so heavy it could sink a ship. "I discovered something. Something people do to feel good. And I think we should try it."
You try to fake indifference, which, of course, doesnât help at all. "Oh yeah? Whatâs that?"
She leans in a little more, almost whispering. "The man puts the, um, whatâs it called? Penis! Thatâs it! The man puts the penis into... the vagina... I think thatâs it. He puts the penis in the womanâs vagina. That makes them feel good." She pauses, watching your reaction. âI want to try that with you.â
You almost choke on your own saliva.
"What? Who told you that?"
She shrugs, like itâs the most normal thing in the world. "Saw it on the internet."
Ah, of course. The internet. The vast well of wisdom and depravity.
Before you could come up with a reasonable excuse to cut this strange performanceâsomething like âI canât do this, sorryâ or âplease, I just want to finish my bookââher hand was already on your cock. And, to be fair, thatâs exactly what your brain didnât need at that moment.
âHey, what are you doing now?â you ask, more because you felt you should say something than because you really wanted an answer.
âLet me see your dick, brother,â she said, as if asking to see the TV remote. âPlease, please, please!â
"I can't show you that," you retorted, in vain.
She frowned, but in a mischievous way. âIâll show you whatâs under my panties if you show me your dick.â
And, of course, her next move was to part her leg and lift her skirt, revealing the most enticing panties anyone could imagineâpink, with little animal prints, the full provocation package.
Your self-controlâor what was left of itâflew out the window. She kept pressing on your dick over your pants, and finally, you gave in. "Alright, alright."
âYaaay!!â
Eunbi took on the role with an almost disturbing enthusiasm. When you finally gave in and let her pull down your pants, her eyes lit up with exaggerated curiosity, as if she was dealing with something mysterious, incomprehensible, and worthy of scientific study. She looked at your cock like it was a particularly intriguing puzzleâone to be solved not with logic, but with her hands.
"Wow..." she murmured, her words filled with rehearsed admiration. Her fingertips brushed against the warm skin, exploring as if it was the first time she had ever touched a cock. She giggled and, with a touch that was almost innocent (if it werenât so provocative), started handling it like she was investigating the workings of a new toy.
âItâs... so big!â The words came out with an overly exaggerated tone of surprise.
You tried to maintain some semblance of indifference, but it was like trying to keep a dam intact in the middle of a hurricane. "Careful there," you said, your voice already tense, feeling every light touch as if your cock was now in the hands of an inexperienced mechanic unsure of how to proceed.
She used both hands, holding it with a curiosity that seemed clumsy but intentionally sensual. âWhy is it like this? Like, hard... but the skinâs soft at the same time?â The question was so simple, almost comical in its innocence, that you couldnât hold back a nervous laugh.
âThatâs how it works,â you muttered, the effort to keep your head in the game becoming harder as her hands slid more confidently. She squeezed a little more, testing different ways to hold it, as if searching for the perfect grip, her short nails brushing the sensitive skin in a way that made you squirm.
âAnd these balls down here?â She looked at them with genuine curiosity, playing with your balls, her gaze still so inquisitive that it almost made you laugh again. âWhat are they for? Do they get hard too?â
âNo...â you took a deep breath, trying to explain without completely losing your composure. âI mean, they can get a little hard when theyâre full... Theyâre⊠sensitive , just... donât mess with them too much.â
She laughed, clearly amused by the reaction she was provoking. Her touch grew bolder as she became more familiar with what she was doing, running her hands along the entire length, holding your balls with a mix of care and silly curiosity, like she was weighing something valuable. âOh, so the balls are sensitive...â she teased, laughing mischievously. "Iâll be careful."
She wasnât, of course. Her touch, though clumsy for the character, was becoming more precise, more intentional. She knew exactly what she was doing, even if the role demanded a forced innocence.
"Can I... try something?" she asked, lying under your legs, her face so close to your dick that you could feel her warm breath on the tip.
"Try what?"
It was an unnecessary question because the answer was already written between the two of you in bold letters. She knew. You knew. Everyoneâincluding the audience watching this laterâknew.
âCan I... lick it?â she asked with the same sweetness as someone asking to taste a piece of candy. She tilted her head, her eyes big and bright behind the mask, and without waiting for an answer, lowered her head and gave a timid lick, almost as if she was testing the taste.
You took a deep breath, your muscles tensing involuntarily. "Go ahead..."
She started licking with small, experimental touches, giggling with each new move as if she was genuinely enjoying herself. "It tastes kind of... salty," she commented, like she was talking about a new gourmet ice cream. She laughed again, licking once more, this time with more intention, running her tongue from the base to the tip with an almost disturbing concentration. "Is that good for you?"
"Fuck yes," you responded, trying to control the moan already escaping your throat.
âThen Iâll keep going...â she murmured, smiling satisfied with herself, like a good sister just wanting to make her older brother feel good.
Her movements were a strange, seductive mix of rehearsed hesitation and almost genuine curiosity. The tip of her tongue traced small lines along your skin, up and down, almost like she was discovering a new flavor. She giggled between licks, which for some reason only made the situation hotter. With each touch, the heat in your body intensified.
âYou really like this, huh?â she asked with a feigned innocence that you knew was part of the act, but it didnât make the situation any less provocative. The way she spoke, as if asking an everyday question, contrasted deliciously with the explicit nature of what she was doing.
You let out a low moan, struggling to maintain some control over the situation. âItâs... incredible,â you replied, your voice already shaky.
She paused for a moment, her eyes shining with interest, as if analyzing the situation from a new angle. âSo... if this makes you feel so good, whatâs the best part?â The question came with that unsettling curiosity of wanting to learn more, wanting to be better at making her brother happy.
You try to stay focused, fighting the urge to just drop the camera and use both hands to make her gag on your dick. But no, she wanted it to be a game, she wanted it slowâyou both had roles to play. "The tip," you said, vaguely pointing to the most sensitive part of your dick. âThe tip is... where you should focus more.â
Eunbi raised an eyebrow, amusement clear on her face. "The tip?" She looked at your dick with the same exaggerated fascination, her lips moving slowly as she considered the new challenge. "Okay, big brother... If thatâs what will make you feel better."
She leaned her head closer, her gaze fixed on the tip of your dick, like she was about to solve a Rubikâs cube. And then, with calculated slowness, she wrapped her lips around the head, giving a light suck, as if tasting something for the first time.
You couldnât hold back the moan that escaped your lips. The touch of her soft lips, combined with the light pressure of the suction, was simply electrifying. And she seemed to love the reaction she provoked, laughing softly as she continued, her movements increasing in intensity.
âLike this, is it good?â she asked, her voice slightly muffled, as she kept the tip of your dick in her mouth. With each word, the vibration made you lose more and more control.
"Keep going... just like that... it's really good," you managed to say, the words escaping with difficulty. She gave a low, satisfied laugh before going back to what she was doing, now using her tongue to explore the tip with even more curiosity. She swirls her tongue in slow, teasing circles, gently increasing the pressure before relaxing, repeating the motion as if she's experiencing something new each time.
"It's kind of weird," she says suddenly, pulling her mouth away for a second to catch her breath but keeping her hand firmly around your cock, playing with the base like it's something she just learned to use. "But in a good way, you know? Like... kind of funny."
"There's nothing funny about this," you say, almost laughing but trying to keep your composure. "Just... keep doing what you were doing."
She smiles, that mischievous smile that shows she knows exactly what she's doing. "Okay, okay... I'll be a good sister, I promise." And with that, she puts the tip of your cock back in her mouth, now with more determination, sucking with a steady rhythm that makes your whole body react.
You and the camera watch everything, your mind torn between the rising lust and the surrealness of the situation. The way she slips into the role, playing with the idea of being a little sister "discovering" something so dangerous and exciting, only heightens the effect. She sucks the tip with absurd concentration, as if each movement were a new step in a forbidden game.
She pulls the cock out of her mouth again, her hands still busy, and looks at you, eyes gleaming with excitement that comes more from the game than the act itself. "Do you want me to keep going like this? Or should I do something else? I... I can learn quickly, you know."
"So, remember the balls? You can suck them too. Iâll like that a lot."
"You said theyâre sensitive, right?" Her voice has that exaggerated tone of curiosity, like she's playing a little sister who wants to learn everything, absolutely everything. "What do I do with these... little balls?"
You, already sunk into the role sheâs forcing on you, struggle to keep your voice steady. "Yeah... yes. Theyâre... sensitive. You can... suck them too. But, carefully."
She raises an eyebrow, clearly amused. "Suck? Like I did with your cock?"
You nod, the words almost slipping. "Yes. But... slower, okay?"
"Mmm, got it!" she murmurs in a devilishly sweet voice. "I'll take care of you, just like you take care of me."
She lowers her head further, moving slowly down to your balls, as if sheâs deliberating her next move. She gives them another lick, experimental and almost casual, like sheâs licking a popsicle in front of the TV on a Saturday afternoon, and not your body.
"Like this?" Her voice is loaded with fake innocence, but the mischievous smile on her lips leaves no doubt that Eunbi knows exactly what sheâs doing. "Or should I be a bit... more careful?"
You swallow hard. "Thatâs it, just⊠a little slower..."
She giggles again, that light laugh that makes it seem like youâre really playing make-believe. But, obviously, what sheâs doing is far from that. She tilts her head more and begins licking your balls slowly, this time without hesitation, but still with that touch of exaggerated curiosity.
"It's funny," she comments between licks. "I didnât know they could get harder." With each word, she lets her tongue glide smoothly over the sensitive skin, teasing in a way that makes everything feel like one big game.
You can barely think of a coherent response. "Yeah... the more you play with the balls, the 'harder' they get," is all you can say, trying to maintain some control while her head moves between the base of your cock and your balls, like sheâs deciding which part she likes best.
Then she looks up again, as if a brilliant idea just struck her. "What if I suck it all at once? Do you think I can fit it all in my mouth?"
"Yes... go ahead, try..."
And she does, enveloping your balls with her mouth slowly and carefully, almost with that rehearsed sweetness, like an obedient little sister.
"Am I doing well?" she asks in that sweet little voice, her words muffled as she continues playing with your balls, moving her head side to side, as if sheâs, once again, testing the limits of what she can do.
You almost laugh, but itâs a forced laugh, the kind you make when youâve been taken to a place where reason was lost long ago. "Youâre such a good girl!"
She smiles, satisfied. "I want to be the best little sister in the world!"
"Okay, if you really want to be the best little sister in the world, then do as you promised and show me whatâs under your panties, alright?" you ask, knowing itâs best to stop for now, or the video will end in just a blowjob.
She obediently stands up, unbuttoning her skirt with deliberate slowness, almost ceremoniously. You get rid of your pants and boxers for good and sit on the edge of the bed. She lets the fabric slide down her thighs to the floor, revealing pink panties. It doesnât help that she seems genuinely excited about it, like sheâs playing with something her parents didnât allow.
"Do you like it?" she asks, turning slightly to show off the pink panties decorated with little animals and bows on the sides.
You clear your throat, trying to keep your composure, which is a colossal challenge considering the scene. "Itâs... yeah, itâs nice."
"Nice?" She pretends to be offended, crossing her arms over her chest. "These panties are cute. I chose them especially for my brother." She emphasizes the âbrotherâ with a tone that should be sweet but only manages to sound dangerously suggestive.
"Sure, sure," you reply, looking away for a second, as if that would help you escape the trap. "Cute."
With an even wider smile, she slowly lowers her panties, revealing her already wet pussy. The âlittle stepsisterâ looks at you with a rehearsed expression of pure innocence. "Huh? Why... is it so wet?"
You take a deep breath, knowing that any answer to that question will only dig you deeper. But like any protagonist in a story whoâs clearly made the worst decision, you answer: "Itâs because... you like me. Your body reacts like that when you... really like someone."
She ponders for a second, as if sheâs considering this revelation for the first time. "Ah... that makes sense. I do really like you, you know?"
"Yeah... I like you a lot too," you murmur, as if that would help keep things within some kind of boundary.
"So," she continues, her eyes fixed on yours, "what do we do now, brother? How are you going to take care of me?"
You try to keep your voice calm, even though you know itâs quickly becoming impossible. "Why donât you start... touching your pussy? Slowly. Just to see how it feels."
She seems surprised, but excited by the suggestion. Slowly, her fingers begin to descend, gliding over her soft skin until they reach her wet pussy. And the moans start, first light, then becoming continuous, accompanied by a smile that drives you crazy.
"Like this?" she asks, her voice dripping with fake sweetness.
"Yes, exactly like that," you reply, your voice a little rougher than youâd like, slowly stroking your cock while you film and watch the scene.
She continues, her fingers still timid, almost hesitant, like sheâs discovering a new toy and doesnât know exactly how to use it. She bites her lower lip, clearly enjoying her own curiosity, but you notice that something... is missing.
"No, no... this way it wonât be as good," you say, trying to sound instructional, which is a colossal challenge given the situation. "Let me show you a better way."
She stops, her eyes blinking at you with a mix of surprise and excitement. "Show me? Like... youâre going to teach me, big brother?" She smiles like sheâs learning to do homework, except the âlessonâ at hand is far from academic.
"Yes... thatâs it, Iâll show you. Trust me. Lie down on my bed and open your legs."
You stand up as she does what you asked, her legs slowly spreading to give you full access. With a sigh, you slide your hand between her thighs, your fingers lightly brushing her warm, damp pussy.
She trembles slightly at the touch, letting out a soft moan. "What are you going to do...?"
"Just relax, okay? You'll feel much more pleasure that way," you respond, still in 'older brother instructing' mode, because somehow that twisted logic makes sense right now.
Your fingers find her clit, and you start making slow circles, pressing just the right wayâthe way you know will make her writhe with pleasure. And, as expected, her moans intensify, her hips moving involuntarily against your hand.
"Ah... this is... so much better," she whispers, her eyes half-closed, her voice now more drawn out, almost surprised at the intensity of what she's feeling. "This feels so good, you're making me feel so good!" She arches her back, getting more lost in the touch, her hands squeezing her breasts, still covered by the baby tee, her moans echoing through the room. "This... this is incredible," she breathes between sighs. "Do it again, brother. Do it like that."
You comply, your fingers now firmer, exploring the small spasms of her body, each touch precise to make her feel more, to make her moan louder. Her breathing becomes ragged, her hands gripping the sheets tightly, and for a moment, the absurd theatrics of the situation disappear, replaced by a raw, physical connection.
"You like that, donât you?" you ask, knowing the answer is obvious.
"I love it... Mmm, I didn't know I could feel this way." she replies, her voice broken. "You're... you're the best brother I could ever have."
Your fingers move faster now, firm and precise, playing her body like an instrument, each stroke making her tremble. She's gasping, eyes closed, writhing beneath you, her hips rising and falling against your hand. It's a hypnotic sightâalmost like watching a chaotic dance, where her body is the instrument, and you, the conductor.
"Ah... brother, I... Iâm feeling something strange..." she murmurs, her voice hoarse, almost trembling.
You smile, keeping your tone calm, as if you've been through this before. "It's normal... just relax and let it happen. It'll feel good, trust me."
She lets out a long, nearly broken moan as her body begins to lose control, her muscles contracting involuntarily around your hand. The camera is focused on her movements, capturing every contortion, every muffled moan, as if it were the final piece of a banned masterpiece in several countries.
"Ah, ah... I can't... Oooh..." She begins to beg, her words dissolving into pure sound, as your fingers continue, relentless, pressing and circling, giving no reprieve.
"That's it, let it out... it'll feel good, just let it all out." You encourage her, your voice soft, almost paternal, a sharp irony considering the context.
And then, it happens. She arches sharply, her body trembling violently, and you feel her wet heat spill over your hand. She comes with a scream that echoes through the room, her moans transforming into a primal sound, pure instinct and release. You keep playing her, extending the moment until the last spasm fades.
The camera captures everythingâthe unbridled pleasure, the ecstasy etched into every curve of her body. Every tremor and sigh are recorded.
When she finally collapses on the bed, exhausted, her breathing uneven, you gently pull your fingers away, bringing your soaked hand up to the camera lens for a close-up.
"Good job, little sister," you say, a hint of teasing in your voice. She just giggles, exhausted but satisfied, her body still trembling with the last traces of pleasure.
"I knew I could trust you," she murmurs, eyes closed, a satisfied smile on her lips.
"But we're not done yet," you say. "I want you to get on all fours for me, I'll show you something.â
Eunbi eagerly complies, lying face down with that almost naive obedience, arching her back with the precision of someone who's done this before. And you, in the role of the responsible older brother, observe and film.
"Now open that ass," you say, giving her a light slap that makes her skin ripple, and without question, she pulls her small hands to spread her cheeks, revealing her tight little asshole and wet pussy, everything perfectly exposed.
You run your fingers over her pussy, wetting them carefully, like you're preparing for a sacred ritual. Then you slide the wet finger down to her tight little asshole. She shifts a bit but stays in position, letting out a low moan as you finally push the finger inside.
"This little ass is precious, you know?" you say, almost in a teacherly tone as your finger slowly explores. "No one else can play with it but me. Just me."
She moans again, a sound mixed with pleasure and a promise about to be made. "I know, brother. Itâs yours... only yours."
Her voice sounds sweet, almost begging for more, and you increase the pressure with your finger, pushing a little deeper, testing how far you can go. She arches her back even more, as if trying to make your job easier, offering her body.
"Good to know you understand," you tease, and she murmurs something in agreement. "Because if anyone else tries, thereâs going to be a problem, understood?"
She bites her lip, her fingers still holding her cheeks apart. "I promise, brother... itâs only yours."
You smile, satisfied with her promise. "Thatâs how I like it."
Eunbi remains there, face down, obedient, her hands gripping her cheeks firmly, opening herself to you as if this were the natural purpose of her existence. Her breathing is heavy but eager as your fingers explore, playing with the tight little asshole still learning what it means to belong to someone. You feel the heat of her skin, and the way she trembles with each of your movements makes it clear that despite everything, she's enjoying it.
"Good girl," you say in a tone of approval that sounds almost paternal, moving your finger with more determination now, circling slowly before pressing in again. She lets out a shaky sigh, biting her lip and closing her eyes as if trying to focus on anything other than the pleasurable discomfort you're causing.
"It... it hurts," she admits in a trembling voice, as if revealing a secret, but then immediately moans again, that strange mix of pain and desire. "But it feels good..." She arches her back a little more, as if to encourage you, even as her body struggles to adjust to the new sensation.
You chuckle, pleased with her progress. Then you wet your fingers more in her pussy.
"Itâs going to hurt a bit at first," you admit, moving the wet finger more slowly now, just to test her limits. "But donât worry. Soon enough your little ass will get used to it." The promise is made in a reassuring tone.
Eunbi lets out a louder moan as you penetrate a little deeper, her fingers gripping her cheeks tighter as if trying to steady herself. She moves, arching her back into an even more inviting angle, legs slightly apart. "You... you think?" Her voice is a mix of insecurity and excitement, almost as if she's asking for more.
"I know," you respond, soaking in the confidence of the role, moving your finger with more rhythm, teasing her. "You're a good girl, and good girls always learn fast."
She moans again, her face buried in the mattress, but her arched back continues offering everything you've asked for and more. "I'm gonna... I'm gonna be a good girl for you, brother. I promise..."
You pause for a moment, your fingers still wet from the recent exploration. Eunbiâor, for the purposes of this performance, your âstepsisterââbreathes deeply, still arched, her body tense with anticipation. The atmosphere is thick, and for a brief second, you just stand there, silently absorbing every almost imperceptible tremor running down her spine. The camera, your silent partner, focuses on every nuance of her expression, every shiver.
âItâs time for you to find out what youâve been wanting, princess,â you say.
âPlease⊠put your cock in me.â
"Say please," you respond, your voice low, so heavy with desire you barely recognize it. "Be a good girl and ask politely."
Eunbi, ever the meticulous actress, turns her face toward you, her wide eyes behind the mask with an innocence that only exists in fictionâthose big eyes, the kind that say âIâm pure, I swear,â even when nothing happening in the room suggests anything remotely innocent. Her breathing is fast, like a theater student at the peak of their dramatic performance.
"Please..." Her voice is a fragile whisper, but sweet, carefully rehearsed to sound vulnerable. "Please, brother... I want you to put your thick cock inside my tight little pussy."
Ah, there it is. The final barrier collapsed with the weight of a house of cards pushed by a breeze. You canât help but smileânot that the camera can catch itâas you adjust your position with the precision of a watchmaker fine-tuning a delicate gear. The heat emanating from her body is magical, and when you finally penetrate her, slowly, each inch is consumed by her pussy, which wraps around you with a softness that defies reality.
She lets out a moanâthe kind of sound that floats between pleasure and surprise, as if sheâs being taken into unknown territory while, at the same time, exactly where she wanted to be. "Like that... like that... please," she moans, her voice strained, fingers gripping the sheets as if sheâs on the brink of an existential revelation and only the sheets can keep her from being pulled into the abyss.
You start to move, oscillating between slow and deliberate, savoring the moment like youâre tasting the finest wine in the world, while she whispers sweet words between moans.
âYeah, good girl!â you say softly.
The pace increases, the sound of bodies colliding echoes through the room, and as Eunbi arches her back, moaning for more with an almost religious fervor, you feel like youâre in control of not just her, but the entire scene.
You begin to pick up the pace, your movements gaining a life of their own. Beneath you, Eunbi is moaning non-stop, each sound a bit louder, a bit more desperate. Then, with the precision of a medieval archer hitting the bullseye, your hand comes down fast and firm on her ass.
The slap echoes through the room like an unexpected sound. The impact is immediate: her skin turns a reddish hue, the contrast clear and satisfying against her pale skin. Eunbi lets out a moan thatâs half pain, half pleasureâthe kind of sound that makes you want to repeat the action just to hear it again.
"More," she moans, her eyes half-closed, her voice muffled by the sheets, as if talking to herself but at the same time asking directly for you. "Please, spank me more, brother!!â
Ah, how could you resist such a polite request? Your hand comes down again, harder this time, leaving another red mark, and her body writhes in pleasure. You begin to alternate between thrusts and slaps, creating a symphony of pleasure and impact that seems to defy the basic rules of decency.
"You like that, don't you?" you say, your voice thick with provocation, as your hand meets her ass again and again, each slap resonating like a gong in a distant templeâor, in this case, the perfect sound of approval for what you two are doing.
"Yes!" she moans, the words coming out in broken breaths, "please... donât stop!" She raises her hips higher, almost begging for more, and you, always generous, donât disappoint.
Another slap. Harder. Her body reacts instantly, and the moans turn into something almost primal, as if sheâs surrendering completely to the sensation.
"Youâre a good girl, baby," you say. "But good girls need to be reminded whoâs in control."
She only moans in response, her breathing ragged, her body completely given over to the moment. And, of course, you're more than willing to keep claiming territory, with each slap and thrust taking both of you closer to an inevitable climax.
You stop for a moment, feeling the sweat drip down your forehead, looking at Eunbi and the red marks you left on her buttocks.
âNow, be a good girl and ride me,â you say. âYouâre going to like this position, I promise.â
You pause the recording.
Eunbi, obedient and eager as always, pulls away from you, giving you room to lie down on the bed. And then, with a grace that would make any mythological goddess jealous, she positions herself over you. For a brief second, your eyes meet hers, and thereâs that exchange of complicity. That look that says: âYes, we know exactly what weâre doing.â
You resume recording.
She lowers herself onto your cock, with a slowness thatâs almost torturous, but at the same time, delicious. With every inch she takes in, you feel her warmth enveloping you, the tightness that almost defies logic. She moans softly, adjusting her body, and starts to move. Slow at first, learning the right rhythm.
But, of course, that doesnât last long.
Soon, sheâs riding with more intensity, picking up the pace. Her breasts bounce under the tight baby tee, and then, with a swift movement, she pulls the fabric up, revealing her large breasts that now move freely to the rhythm of her ride.
You canât resist â who could? â and zoom in on her breasts. Her moans, the bouncing breasts, the hips moving up and down with precision. The camera can barely keep up, but youâre not exactly thinking about perfect angles right now.
This is living art, and youâre documenting every second as best you can.
âYouâre doing so well, baby,â you say, half to her, half to the video. âKeep going, my good girl.â
Eunbi bites her lip, increasing the pace even more, and the room is filled with sounds â the bed creaking, her moans getting louder, the slap of bodies meeting. Your fingers grip her waist, helping to guide her, but the truth is, sheâs in control for now.
And honestly, youâre not complaining.
She tilts her head back, eyes closed, her whole body focused on the frenzied movement. âDo you like watching me like this?â she asks between moans, with that completely calculated innocence, knowing exactly the effect her words have.
âYou have no idea,â you reply, your voice hoarse, as you keep filming, knowing this recording will be something people will want to watch â many times.
The way she moves, even as her body consumes you inch by inch, is a balance between the innocent and the forbidden, as if sheâs trying to convince you that she really is a good girl, only with a very, very fertile imagination.
âPlease, brother...â she murmurs, almost in a whisper, leaning forward. The words come out in a sweet tone, with a hint of hesitation, as if testing the limits of roleplay with each syllable. âDo you think Iâm being a good girl... for you?â
You smile, unable to hold back the sadistic pleasure that surfaces with the question. Your hand moves up her thigh, squeezing firmly. âYouâre doing very well, little sister,â you reply. âBut good girls can do better. Come on, show me how much you want to be the best.â
She bites her lip, her eyes sparkling with a mix of excitement and nervousness â part of the act, of course, but brilliantly performed. âI... I can do better,â she says, trying her best to sound shy, as if begging for your approval. âI promise I can be the best little sister for you. Just... let me show you.â
And then, she lifts herself again and starts moving with more intensity, speeding up as her hands rest on your abs for balance. Her moans grow louder, almost stuttered, but she keeps the sweetness in her voice. âThis feels so good... do you like seeing me like this, brother?â She asks, as if genuinely concerned about your verdict.
You donât answer immediately, just watching her with that calculated expression. âYou havenât convinced me yet,â you finally say, your words sharp. âGood girls need to try harder. If you want to be my favorite, youâre going to have to work for it.â
Her eyes widen in mock concern, her breathing coming in heavier pants as her effort increases. She leans forward, her hair falling around her face as she continues to ride you, her movements becoming more intense, and the steady pace she maintains pushes you over the edge. âBrother... Iâm trying,â she says between moans, her voice tinged with a mixture of effort and supposed innocence, as if the simple act of continuing is proof of her dedication. âAre you... are you enjoying it? Am I being a good girl right now?â
Your smile widens, seeing how far sheâs willing to go to keep the fantasy alive. âYouâre almost there, baby,â you reply with a superior tone, enjoying the power of the moment. âBut good girls donât just try. They give it their all. Show me how much you want this.â
She lets out a small moan, her eyes filled with an intensity that seemed to be growing with each movement. âI⊠I can do more,â she murmurs, picking up speed, her thighs now pressed against your body, rising and falling at an almost frantic pace. Her breasts bounce with the force of her ride, and her lips tremble with the effort, but she keeps going, determined.
âThatâs it,â you murmur, your eyes locked on hers as you watch the hypnotic sway of her exposed breasts. âGood girl. Keep it up. Do it right!"
She bites her lip hard, clearly struggling to please you, her hands gripping your shoulders tightly as she picks up the pace even more. âI⊠Iâm doing this for you, brother,â she moans, her voice sweet and broken, feigning complete devotion. âI want you to love me. I want to be your favorite girl. Please⊠love meâŠâ
You grip her waist, helping to guide her movements. Her body moves down harder, with more determination. âIf you keep it up, I might just love you,â you tease, tightening your grip. âBut only if you really try. Go on, faster. Show me how much you want to be my good girl.â
She obeys, her moans louder now, mixed with panting breaths. âIâll be⊠I promise,â she barely manages to say between her rapid movements. âIâll be your good girl. The best one ever. I swear!â
âThen make me cum,â you say, your voice low and controlled, but full of expectation. âOnly good girls know how to do this. Will you make it, little sister? Will you show me that you deserve it?â
She responds with only a strangled moan: âI- I w-will!â
âThen turn over,â you demand, your voice low but full of command. She stops riding you slowly, a smile on her lips, as if sheâs been waiting for this order all along. She carefully turns her body, now facing away from you, her ass sticking up in a way that leaves her completely exposed. âNow youâre going to let me play with your asshole.â
"Brother... you're going to take care of me, right? Mommy and daddy said you needed to take care of me."
"Of course I'll take care of you. But now you're going to let me play with your asshole." You take your cock in one hand, holding it tight like a guide. "Come on."
She hesitates for a second, biting her lip with a hint of insecurityânot of the Eunbi you know, but of the character she's playing. "B-But... what are you going to do there, brother? You shouldn't..."
"Trust me," you murmur, almost out of patience now. "You're going to like it, it's going to make you feel really, really good."
She lets out a small moan, leaning forward, and you start to press in slowly. Entry is difficultâthe pink ring of muscle resists at first, tight and almost impenetrable, as if her body is trying to say no while her mind and desire say otherwise.
"It's too tight..." she murmurs, her voice full of feigned nervousness, part of the act. But at the same time, there's something real in that sound, the little tremor in her voice as she tries to adjust herself... It's Eunbi's first anal too, not just the character's. "Do you think it'll really fit, brother?"
"It will fit," you say, your voice low, controlled, with a promise of pleasure behind it. "Just relax. You trust your brother, don't you?"
She nods, inch by inch, you feel her body giving in. The initial resistance gives way to a delicious pressure when it finally goes in. She lets out a loud moan, surprised.
âMmm, brother⊠this⊠this is so different.â Her voice sounds vulnerable, almost shy, as she begins to move slightly, trying to get used to the intrusion.
âYouâre being a good girl,â you reply, controlling the pace, thrusting in and out slowly. âYouâll like it more as you keep going.â And with each movement, each slow thrust, she begins to loosen up, her moans getting louder, her body adjusting to the pleasure.
âCome on, brother⊠take care of me,â she whispers.
âYouâre making me so proud, baby. Your ass is perfect.â
âOoohh, brotherâŠâ She lets out a long sigh, trying to adjust, moving her hips slightly, exploring the new sensation. âWhy does this⊠feel so wrong, yet so good?â Her voice is of calculated innocence that drives you wilder with each passing moment.
âItâs because⊠sometimes, the best things are the ones we shouldnât do,â you reply, controlling your tone to keep your character, even though the pleasure is almost knocking you over. You push deeper, feeling her insane grip. âAnd youâve always been a curious girl, right? Wanting to try everythingâŠâ
She lets out a little laugh, although the tension is still there, hidden beneath the surface. âI am curious, yes, brother⊠I want to learn everything from you.â Then, she starts moving again, slowly at first, moving up and down hesitantly. âDo you think⊠Iâm a good girl for wanting this?â
You canât keep calm any longer. Her words, that sweet tone mixed with boldness, are destroying you inside. âYouâre the best girl, the hottest, the most obedient,â you reply, your voice husky with desire as you hold her hips tightly to help her keep the rhythm.
âSo, Iâm going to make my big brother happy,â she murmurs, and with that, she starts riding you harder, her movements more confident now, her hesitation disappearing with each passing second. Each time she goes down, you feel the crushing pressure and heat, a tightness that makes you see stars. Eunbiâs moans are getting louder and louder, and beyond the character, you know how much sheâs enjoying this.
âThatâs it, like that,â you encourage, your hands now squeezing her ass. âKeep going, baby⊠show your brother how much you want to make him happy.â
Eunbi arches her back, throwing her hips back with more desire, the sound of their skin slapping against each other echoing through the room. âIâm going to⊠Iâm going to take care of you,â she moans, between giggles, clearly enjoying the role. âBut you have to take care of me too, okay? Because Iâm just your little stepsister⊠I canât do everything on my ownâŠâ
Her answer is almost fatal to your sanity. You pull her hips harder, helping her to go all the way down, feeling the overwhelming pleasure consume you. âIâll take care of you,â you promise, without even thinking about the words. âIâll teach you everything.â
She speeds up her movements, and now the room is filled with the sounds of her body against yours, her moans getting louder, more desperate. âBrotherâŠâ she begins, her voice filled with a mix of pleasure and excitement, âI think... I think Iâm really enjoying this. You like being in my tight ass, donât you?â
You almost laugh at her brazenness, but the pleasure is too much. âI love it,â you reply, feeling the urgency take over. âYouâre being so good to me. Now, let me fill you with pleasure... until you canât take it anymore.â
Eunbi continues riding, her movements now more desperate, her face clearly torn between keeping character and giving herself completely to the pleasure. âAaaah, brother⊠You'll fill my ass with your cum, right? Because... you promised to take care of me.â
Her head tilts back a little, a mischievous smile lighting up her face, but her moans cut off any possible response. Youâre close, so close that words no longer make sense, but the roleplay is still in the air, and you know Eunbi is going to push all the way in.
âIâm gonna⊠Iâm gonna make you cum so much, big brother. Because youâre the best brother in the world,â she moans, grinding harder, and you feel like you wonât last much longer.
âYouâre going to make your brother so happy⊠now, get on all fours because your brother is close⊠Iâm gonna fuck your ass until I cum.â
Eunbi lets out a short laugh, her breathing still ragged from the effort and pleasure. She slides out of you slowly, almost provocatively, and you can see how much her asshole has already opened up with your cock. When she finally stands up, she throws that playful look over her shoulder, biting her lip as if she knows exactly what she's doing.
âOn all fours?â She asks, with false innocence, as she positions herself on the bed. âDo you want your sister to be like this, brother? Do you want to fill my tight asshole with your milk?â
The answer doesn't need to be verbalized â your body already speaks for you. She leans on the bed, sticking her ass up, her back arched perfectly, offering everything provocatively. The ridiculously short baby tee remains raised, her heavy breasts hanging from her body.
âYou know how to obey, don't you? Good girlâŠâ
Without further hesitation, you stand behind her, your hand running down her body, exploring the perfect curve of her hips and the pulsing heat of her skin. The camera is well positioned, capturing every angle of the final moment. Her pussy is wet, swollen with excitement, but itâs her asshole that you want now, and she knows it. Your firm hand positions itself on her ass cheeks, slowly spreading her, revealing the tight little hole that barely hides how much she enjoyed every second of it.
âAre you ready, little sister? Because now Iâm going to put everything in you⊠and I wonât stop until I cum deep inside your ass.â
She looks back, smiling. âI trust you, brother. Do whatever you want with me.â
With that, you line up your hard cock against her narrow entrance and begin to thrust. Itâs still tight, incredibly tight, and the initial resistance only makes the pleasure more intense. Eunbi lets out a muffled moan as the head of your cock finally enters, her body adjusting to the size with a mix of discomfort and pleasure.
âAh... like that,â she moans. âMy asshole is burning so much... but itâs so good.â
You push deeper, inch by inch, until youâre completely inside. The pressure is unbearable, the heat and firmness of Eunbiâs asshole squeezing you in an overwhelming way. With your hand firmly placed on her hip, you begin to push slowly, feeling her tight asshole slowly give way.
The camera focuses on this movement, of course, because, after all, the show is for the audience.
Eunbi lets out a moan, something between surprise and pleasure. âMmm, you are so big, brother,â she murmurs, her voice cracking with the effort of keeping the role.
You go deeper, the camera recording every movement, every inch. âIt's because good girls deserve big cocks,â you tease, thrusting harder now, each thrust eliciting a louder moan from her.
âI am,â she replies between gasps. âA good girl... just for you.â
The moans grow louder as you pick up the pace, fucking her ass with increasing force. The camera shakes a little in your hand, but itâs capturing everything, every detail of Eunbiâs masked expression as she grips the sheets, her fingers digging into the fabric.
As the pace intensifies, the tension in the room builds to a breaking point, and you feel the inevitable wave of pleasure about to spill over. Eunbi is panting, her moans turning into excited whispers. Your free hand grips her ass cheek tightly, keeping her open, and her tight asshole wraps around your cock like a hot trap. You know youâre close to the end, and the thought of it only increases the urgency.
"You... are going to take it all, aren't you?" The question comes out almost like a command, her voice hoarse with pleasure. The camera, forgotten for a second, shakes slightly in her hand, but it's still capturing everything.
"Yes, yes!!" she gasps, her eyes rolling back in their sockets, something the camera unfortunately doesn't capture. "I'm going to take it all! I want... I want you to fill my ass, please! âCause I'm your good girl... your favorite stepsister."
Every word, spoken in that sweet, lustful voice, only makes you harder, closer to climax. You grip her hips and thrust hard, each thrust sinking deeper, every inch of your cock being devoured by that unbearable tightness.
"You like your brother's cock, don't you?" Her voice is deep now, full of the energy of someone who knows she's in control. "Tell me. Tell me what you want!"
âI... I love it!!,â she moans, her voice cracking with pleasure, as if she were about to come undone right there. âI want you to cum inside... please, make me yours, for real... Cum inside your sister!â
And thatâs what pushes you over the edge.
With one last thrust, you sink your cock all the way in, feeling her body tremble with the impact. The heat begins to spread inside her, the cum spurting with an almost unbearable intensity, filling the tight little asshole of the âlittle stepsisterâ who is moaning in pleasure beneath you.
âMmm... Fuck! Do you feel it, baby?â you tease, thrusting hard as the last hot spurt of cum floods her. âThis is what you wanted, right? To be a good girl for your brother.â
She lets out a long moan, her shoulders shaking, her legs weak with pleasure. âYes, baby⊠Mmm, I'm feeling all your cum deep inside me!â
You stay inside her for a few more seconds, feeling the heat of her body and the involuntary squeeze of her ass around your cock. Eunbi takes a deep breath, her moans now fading, but the satisfied smile still on her face.
"You made me feel so special," she murmurs, still in the role. "Now I'm your favorite little girl, right? Because I'm the only one who gets your cum."
You pant, lost in pleasure, your eyes closed as you answer: "It's always been you, baby... always you."
You're still breathing heavily, like you just ran a marathon, but your mind has already switched into content production mode â the ship had already sunk, so might as well make this worth something.
With the camera still in hand, you lean in for a better shot.
âAlright, show me the result,â you say bluntly, pointing the camera at the target.
Eunbi moves slowly, resting her elbows on the mattress, her legs still trembling a bit, and with a satisfied smile on her face, she spreads her cheeks with her hands, fully opening the angle for the lens.
âIs this good?â she asks with that fake sweetness you now recognize as part of the performance, but it still works anyway.
âPerfect,â you reply, adjusting the focus, the lens capturing every detail. She spreads her ass slightly, and the cum inside slowly drips out, a bright white line lazily descending, as if it knows it's the star of the show.
âNow look at the camera, baby,â you ask, while she turns her head back, her masked eyes meeting the lens with that look of pure satisfaction. âTell them what just happened.â
Eunbi, without hesitation, slips into the sweet and innocent tone of her role, âLook what he did to me... filled my little ass with cum.â She giggles, and it's genuine, mixed with that post-climax thrill. âI guess you really like me, huh, bro?â
âOf course I do,â you say, more as part of the act than anything else.
But deep down, thereâs something there that isnât just performance.
âNow rub it a little,â you ask. Eunbi giggles, and you help her, pulling one of her cheeks while she starts rubbing a finger around the entrance, mixing your semen with her juice.
âSee that, bro?â she asks with an adorable giggle, âNow Iâm all dirty because of you!â
The camera focuses on the scene as you let out a tired but satisfied moan. âI can see that, princess. You got really messy.â
She keeps playing with her fingers, spreading the remnants of your load provocatively, knowing exactly how to play to the lens. âAnd now, what are you gonna do to me? You left my little ass all wrecked, itâs burning a lotâŠâ
You pretend to think, but the answer is obvious. âWell, I guess now I need to take care of you, donât I?â
âWith love?â she asks, voice full of tenderness.
âWith a lot of love,â you reply.
The camera finally shuts off with that classic final beep, like itâs exhausted too. You let out a sigh, while Eunbi, still catching her breath, stands up and removes the mask.
"Yeah, game over," you say, placing the camera on the desk. The vibe shifts instantly. The heavy air from the scene disappears, and the apartment feels normal again, like it had been put in studio mode for a brief moment.
Eunbi stretches her arms like sheâs just woken up from a nap, then extends a hand toward you. You high-five, like two classmates finishing a school project instead of⊠well, what you just did.
âWe did good,â she says with a tired but satisfied smile. âTeamwork was solid.â
âYeah, it was,â you respond, still trying to process it all. âYou okay? I mean... because of, you know...â
She laughs, shaking her head. âThe anal? Oh, I should have used the fucking lube. But Iâm fine. It stings a little, but it'll pass," she explains, as if sheâs talking about a mild sunburn.
Youâre not sure if you should feel relieved or admire how casually she handles it. Before you can overthink it, Eunbi suddenly turns and hugs you. The warmth of her body against yours is almost comforting, even with sweat still drying on your skin. âSeriously, thanks for doing this with me,â she murmurs, her voice soft, almost vulnerable.
You stand there, a bit awkward, but aware that this moment matters. âIt was kinda⊠weird, right?â
She pulls back just enough to meet your eyes, chuckling lightly. âWeird? Of course it was weird. But, like, in a funny way. It was a little bizarre at first, but then it was just⊠getting into character. In the end, we just⊠made it work.â She shrugs, and the gesture is so typical of herâpractical, lighthearted, never taking things too seriously.
âNext time,â she says, pulling off her tight baby tee, âIâll pick something less... out of the comfort zone.â
She laughs and casually grabs her panties and skirt from the floor.
You watch as she straightens up and walks toward the bedroom door, already slipping back into her natural self, as if the scene had just been a quick detour from routine.
âWanna shower with me?â she asks, with no malice, just a simple invitation after a particularly exhausting marathon.
You hesitate, a second that feels like forever. The temptation to give in once more is strong. Itâd be so easy to say 'yes,' to go with the flow. But you shake your head, declining. "I'll go later... I need to make the bed."
She raises an eyebrow, surprised by the refusal, but doesnât push. âAlright,â she says with an easy smile, already heading for the shower. But before she crosses the door, she turns, like sheâs about to say something important. You even brace yourself, expecting some post-scene revelation, some deep reflection.
âFeel like pizza tonight?â she asks, with not a trace of tension or seriousness.
âYeah⊠I guess,â you reply vaguely, still trying to keep up with how quickly she shifts gears.
And then itâs just you and the messy bed. The cameraâs still there, the sheets that need fixing, but what really needs fixing is your head. You wish you hadnât agreed to film. Hadnât let her hands on your skin convince you again. But how do you resist Eunbi when, with that smile and a promise, she makes everything seem like one big fun game, a fantasy thatâs too easy to fall into?
Except while she can turn off the character with a snap and get back to her practical life, youâre stuck. Because itâs not the role thatâs messing with your head, itâs whatâs behind it. Itâs what you feel for her, something you know shouldnât exist and that Eunbi clearly doesnât share. To her, itâs work, pleasure, about views and clicks. And sure, who would turn down being the lucky partner in a porn video with Eunbi?
But at the end of the day, is that all you are? You sigh, trying to focus on fixing the bed, while inside, the knot tightens.
â
Itâs a cloudy morning, with that fine misty rain that barely gets you wet but can soak you through if you stand still for two minutes. Youâre sitting on the edge of the bed, tying the laces on your running shoes. Running is something you used to do every day, a habit you let go of for some reason that now escapes you. But today is different. Youâve decided to start running again because, as always, it helps organize the mental chaos that has become your life lately.
As you pass through the hallway, Eunbiâs bedroom door is half-open. You think about closing it to keep the warmth in, but a glow from inside stops you. Itâs the light from her laptop. You hesitate, but of course, your curiosity wins. You peek in as casually as possible, and there she is: Eunbi, sleeping in a way thatâs both adorable and awkward, with the laptop still on beside her, like it fell asleep with her, exhausted from hours of work. Or from whatever she spent the night editing.
You canât help it. In fact, itâs impossible to resist. Seeing her sleep so peacefully stirs something in you, only making the mess in your head worse. Why does she have to be so⊠Eunbi? You walk over, switch off the laptop thatâs still open on the OnlyFans homepage, with the notification icon showing +99 interactions. You close the lid carefully and place it on the desk. Then, you adjust the blankets that are haphazardly draped over her.
She stirs a bit but doesnât wake up.
â
You start running in the park, with that light rain and cold wind cutting across your faceâthe kind of weather the meteorologists would call 'uncomfortable,' but you would call 'perfect for clearing your head.' Each step on the wet pavement echoes in your ears. With every breath, your chest tightens, not just from the cold, but because the only thing more intense than the physical effort is the whirlwind of thoughts now screaming in your mind.
Eunbi. Always her. Like a beautiful shadow you canât shake. The images from last night, the mask, the dirty talk, the way she always seems to know exactly how to melt any resistance you try to build up. You almost laugh, bitterly, realizing just how pathetic it is to be stuck in this cycle.
Fuck, the truth is youâve been hopelessly in love with her for a while now. Of course, you have, but the problem isnât knowing itâitâs figuring out what to do about it. Youâre running, trying to escape the reality that no matter how much you love Eunbi, she seems to be in a completely different universe. A universe where she can suggest absurd things, like some ridiculous roleplay or a threesome, while you, the idiot, are more worried about the color of the blanket you adjusted for her earlier.
Sweat drips down your forehead, mixing with the rain. You pick up the pace, trying to turn this confusion into clarity. You canât keep living on this emotional rollercoaster. Every time she involves you, you convince yourself itâs just your body being used as a tool, just another role to play to help her grow in this obscure niche.
But with every touch, every smile, your mind whispers: What if itâs not?
What if, somehow, sheâs just as lost in this as you are?
Maybe if you finally tell her how you feel, the pieces will fall into place. She could leave this life of videos, masks, and scripts behind. It would be a release for both of you. And then, you could have something normal. A real relationship. One that doesnât involve cameras and personas. The idea starts to take shape, becoming clearer with every mile you run. You love Eunbi. Simple. And you need to tell her. Simple as that.
Well, in theory.
The park is empty, except for a few brave souls who also thought running in the cold was a fantastic idea. You run one more lap, your body asking for rest, but your mind now buzzing with purpose. When you get back to the apartment, youâll tell her. Direct and honest.
Then your phone vibrates. You slow down, your shoes hitting the wet ground more softly as you pull out your phone. A message. Itâs from your friend. I think it worked, he writes. Your heart races in a different way this time. HR liked her profile. I think theyâre gonna make an offer, man. Stay tuned. You almost slip on the path, coming to a sudden stop.
What worked? Oh, right. The plan.
The plan you secretly put together.
The job opening at the company where your friend works, in the marketing department.
The one where you secretly submitted Eunbiâs LinkedIn profile, trying to give her a chance to get out of this crazy content creator life.
Looks like the damn universe is finally working in your favor.
You find yourself smiling like an idiot.
âIt worked.â
She could have a normal life, away from the cameras, and you could start fresh together.
You barely even feel the fatigue anymore.
Now thereâs only one thing left: the conversation with Eunbi.
Because, of course, confessing your feelings to a woman you see every day, who sleeps in the room next to yours, with whom youâve been through situations that would challenge any definition of âstrange,â should be easy, right?
You take a deep breath.
No, it wonât be easy.
But itâll be worth it.
â
Eunbi is in the kitchen, still looking half-asleep as she holds a cup of coffee. The dim light from the cloudy morning mixes with the cold glow of her phone screen, which she scrolls through lazily with her thumb. The coffeeâa blend of âI need to wake upâ andâ 'Iâm not sure this will helpââwarms her hands, but her mind is far from awake. Her reflection on social media, though, is wide awake.
With an automatic gesture, she opens the comment tab on the latest video. Itâs the new roleplay video you and she recorded the day before. The video had already racked up an impressive number of views. She sighs, taking a sip as she reads through the comments. Itâs the usual mix of praise, teasing, and, of course, the kind of absurdity only the internet can provide.
"Little sis, you drove me crazy today!"
Eunbi lets out a muffled laugh. "Little sis" was probably the mildest term she came across in that sea of comments.
She quickly types a reply:
"Careful, or 'big brother' will get you too! đ"
"I wish I were your blood brother, damn, just to make it all wrong!! I'd sneak into your room every night after our parents were asleep so we could 'play' together đ"
Who knew people could take a weird fantasy and make it even more bizarre and unsettling?
"You need therapy, darling, but thanks for the love đ"
"The way you bit your lip... it made me... lose my mind."
Ah yes, the detail-oriented observers. They're always around.
"Glad I could help!!"
And then comes the classic:
"Step on me more, mommy!!!"
This time, she laughed out loud. What kind of twisted logic was this?
'Mommy' in a little sister video?
"Sweetie, pick a fantasy. I can't be your little sis AND your mommy at the same time đ
"
"Just show your face already, everyone knows you're hot"
She paused for a second. That comment felt like a jab somewhere inside her. Her face was the last piece she kept hidden, the final wall of protection between Eunbi and the world she had chosen to explore.
She took another sip of coffee as the comments kept popping up on the screen. The amount of absurdity was always a surprise, even for her. But the show had to go on, and responding was an important part of âengagementâ.
Ah, the wonderful engagement.
"Youâre my muse. One day, Iâll marry you!"
She rolled her eyes but kept a polite tone in her reply:
"Glad to inspire... but letâs start with something simpler, like not marrying strangers from the internet.
Kisses đ"
Next comment.
"I'd give anything to be that tight top on your massive tits đ"
Eunbi nearly dropped her phone from laughing so hard. What kind of fetish was this now? She took a deep breath before typing:
"Well, itâs actually a baby tee, but I guess clothes live too dull a life for anyone to want to be one. But who am I to judge your dreams?"
Another one popped up right after.
"Hey sis, how about teaching me in person? Iâve got so much to learn... đ"
Ah, the ever-eager students. She rolled her eyes again, smiling slightly.
"You can learn a lot on your own with a good imagination!"
"You should make a video stepping on Legos barefoot. I bet that would be amazing!!!"
What? Where did these people come from? She bit her lip, trying to hold back laughter as she typed her reply:
"I try to keep my videos at an entertainment level, not torture đ„° But I appreciate the creativity!"
"Itâs obvious you only do this because you love being a slut, I can see it in your expression, even with the mask đ„ Iâm already your number one fan."
Her smile faltered a little. A mix of praise and silent invasion that left her with a mild discomfort.
"Glad you enjoyed the content! Loving what I do is essential. But donât get too carried away, alright?"
She gave one last glance at the rising view and like counts, but the comments started to lose their charm.
And thatâs when the ping of a LinkedIn notification appeared at the top of the screen. An app she had basically forgotten she had installed since the last time she used it was to block an annoying old guy who was pestering her.
She reads the message:
Subject: Job Opportunity - Marketing Department.
Dear Kwon Eunbi,
We are pleased to inform you that your profile has caught the attention of our Marketing Department. After a brief review, we would like to invite you to participate in the selection process for the position of Marketing Analyst.
Responsibilities:
- Development of communication and digital marketing strategies;
- Analysis of KPIs and market trends;
- Collaboration with creative teams and planning advertising campaigns;
Requirements:
- Bachelorâs degree in Marketing or related fields;
- Previous experience managing digital campaigns;
Benefits:
- Competitive salary;
- Health and dental plan;
- Flexibility for hybrid work (remote);
We look forward to your response to schedule an interview.
She almost spits out her coffee.
What the hell is this?!
For a second, everything seemed to make sense, as if the universe was aligning the stars to give her a 'respectable' way out.
But only for a second.
In truth, it felt like the damn universe was conspiring against her.
The thought of waking up early every day, dressing like an executive, sitting in a cubicle, and smiling at people she probably couldnât stand while doing mechanical tasks...
âNo, no, no. No way,â she says aloud in the empty apartment as anxiety starts to tighten around her. And the strangest part is that she feels... bad. Bad for not wanting it. Bad for thinking she should want it.
She takes a deep breath, trying to calm her mind. Maybe she should, right? Maybe being ânormalâ would be easier. Maybe this whole video thing is just a phase. She looks at her coffee, as if it held the answers, but it only reflected her face back at her. She gulps the rest down, trying to swallow the lump in her throat.
On the one hand, the college-era Eunbi wouldâve jumped for joy at this message. A great job in her field, something ârespectableâ career-wise; it doesnât get much better than that.
Well, to be fair, it wasnât exactly her big dream, but who, after all, dreams of spreadsheets and endless emails? But now, the idea of a normal life, with bosses, deadlines, and white collars, suffocates her more than any corset in a photoshoot. Sheâs thinking about how good it felt to leave all that behind, how much she loved the freedom she had now.
Sure, she graduated, but thatâs not what she wants.
Not anymore.
But
On the other hand, something inside her hesitated to accept that she didnât want this opportunity. It was like there was a younger version of her somewhere, screaming in panic: "You canât be serious, right? Turning down a job like that to... keep being a virtual slut? Youâre definitely not me..." And that little voice it's annoying because it hit on an uncomfortable truth. She had, at some point, carved out a different path. A temporary one. And now, this path it's leading her into the unknown, and this offer it's like a way back to her old life.
Monotonous, but dignified.
Difficult, but without exposure.
The safe choice or the leap into the abyss.
College-era Eunbi would say being stuck in an absurd dilemma like this was insane. But the Eunbi of today knows that 'conventional' career isnât for her.
"This is my life now," she murmurs to herself. Creating adult content wasnât just a choice; it was her choice. And not only is she going to keep doing it â sheâs going all in!
Showing her face.
Now that would be a bold move.
No more masks.
The real Eunbi for the world.
She only has one small obstacle ahead: you. She needs to tell you. Explain how things were about to change. Show you that, even though she once said this was temporary, sheâs rediscovered herself and finally found something sheâs good at and willing to put her effort into.
She sighs and thinks about the conversation sheâll have. Knowing you, itâs going to be a tough one. Youâll definitely want to argue, try to convince her to take the more traditional route, thinking youâre protecting her. But itâs her life, her body, her decisions.
And if sheâs going all in, she has to start by being honest.
When you get back, sheâll lay it all out. In the meantime, she stretches, still feeling the weight of the job offer, and tries to imagine the look on your face when she explains her plans.
â
You come back from the run looking like a drowned rat, which, considering the weather outside, is a reasonably accurate description. Your shoes make that annoying sponge sound as you walk across the room, and Eunbi is there, sitting on the couch, sipping coffee like sheâs contemplating the meaning of lifeâor more realistically, deciding what her next big revelation of the morning is going to be.
âGood morning,â you mutter, trying to sound nonchalant.
âGood morning...â she replies. You look away as if you have something really important to doâlike grab a towel.
The bathroom is a good place to rehearse difficult conversations, so you do that while you dry off, but the words still sound wrong in your head. Itâs not like thereâs a manual on how to confess to your best friend that youâre in love with her after youâve filmed sex videos together.
It would be helpful if there was.
After grabbing a coffee and taking a sip, bracing yourself for the bomb youâre about to drop, you walk back to the living room. Eunbi is still there, but now youâre looking at each other like two actors who know the big scene is coming, but neither wants to be the first to step on stage.
âWe need to talk,â you both say at the same time, which would be funny if it werenât an absolutely terrible moment for comedy.
âYou first,â you say, trying to sound generous.
âNo⊠you, please,â she insists.
âOkay,â you sigh, sitting down on the couch, already feeling the weight of whatâs about to happen. The words gather in your throat, like a rescue team about to jump out of a helicopter. âLook, what Iâm about to say isnât easy. In fact, itâs pretty hard. And it could... well, it could change our friendship. Maybe forever.â
Eunbi nods, encouraging you, though her expression clearly says, âI know this is big, but Iâm going to pretend Iâm calm.â
âI love you,â you finally say, the words coming out stronger than you expected. âAnd no, itâs not just a friend thing. Iâm in love with you, and Iâve been feeling this for a while. Since... since we started filming together, actually. Every time we did a scene, something inside me got more confused, like the fake sex was revealing real feelings.â
Eunbi looks at you, surprised, but she doesnât interrupt, so you keep going. âI thought it was temporary, something that would go away over time, but it only got stronger. And honestly, I canât keep going like this, pretending nothingâs changed, because it has. Iâm in love with you, for real. I want to be with you. Not just filming together, but... living with you, as a couple. I want us to be real.â
You take a deep breath, feeling some of the tension release from your chest, but vulnerability quickly takes its place. Eunbi looks at you, her eyes slightly teary, and then, before anything else, she says, âIâm sorry.â
âSorry?â you repeat, confused.
âFor making you film all of this with me. I didnât know what you were going through. I had no idea it was hurting you inside. If Iâd known...â She pauses, trying to find the right words, but they seem as hard for her as they were for you. âI wouldâve stopped.â
You shake your head, almost laughing, but not in a happy way. âNo, you donât have to apologize. What matters is now, and now is that... Iâm being honest. I love you.â
She smiles, that smile you know so well, but now it seems different, softer, more... meaningful. âI like you too. A lot. And Iâm not just saying that because you confessed. Itâs weird, you know? Iâve been in relationships before, but it was never like this. We have this... bond, this connection Iâve never had with anyone. And I think, actually, Iâve always felt something for you, I just didnât know exactly what it was. Now I do.â
She pauses, wiping away a solitary tear that escaped despite her efforts. âI want this too. I want to be with you. For real. I canât imagine being with anyone else. Weâve spent so much time together, it... feels right. It feels like itâs how itâs supposed to be.â
You feel your heart leap in your chest. Itâs surreal, all of this.
âSo...?â
âSo... I guess weâre together,â she says, still smiling, and this time you feel like the smile is for you, and only you.
âFinally,â you say, half-joking, but itâs an undeniable truth.
Still in the high of the magical moment, your heart beating faster than usual for all the right reasons, you decide now is the perfect moment to drop your second bomb.
âOh, thereâs one more thing,â you say, smiling like someone who just found a lost bill in their coat pocket. âGreat news, actually. My friend messaged me. The company where he works loved your profile!! You might be getting a job offer soon!â
You wait for a scream of happiness, a tight hug, or even an improvised celebratory dance, but none of that happens. Eunbi doesnât react the way you imagined. In fact, she seems to have frozen in place, as if someone hit the pause button on real life.
âSo it was you?â she asks, her voice suddenly cold.
âMe?â you repeat, having no idea where this is coming from. âMe what?â
She sighs, like someone on the verge of losing their patience. âI got a job offer on LinkedIn.â
You blink, absorbing the information, and then smile widely. âOh, so it worked! Thatâs great! I mean, now you have a chance to get out of this life... right?â But Eunbiâs expression, far from joyful, is one of... anger? Something between irritation and deep disappointment starts to form in her eyes.
âWhy the hell did you do that?â she asks, her tone more like a police interrogation than a simple question.
Youâre stunned, you feel like youâve just been slapped in the face. âWhat? I was trying to help. I just wanted whatâs best for you!â
âI didnât ask for your help,â she fires back, her tone growing harsher, like someone whoâs been holding something in for a long time and finally let it out.
The ground starts to shift beneath your feet, the romantic and peaceful moment now turning into an unexpected storm. âDrop the pride, Eunbi,â you say, trying to maintain control of the situation. âThis is your chance to get out of this life. You donât have to keep doing... you know, what youâre doing now. And now that weâre on the same page, that you feel something for me too, we can be a real couple. Isnât that what you want?â
She looks at you for a long, silent moment, as if sheâs trying to decide if youâre really as clueless as you seem or if youâre just pretending not to understand whatâs happening.
âThis has nothing to do with pride,â she says, finally, with a calm thatâs more frightening than any scream. âThat job offer... it made me feel like crap! It made me rethink everything. Who I am, what I want... And you just... donât get it.â
You really donât get it.
Of all the scenarios that ran through your head, this one didnât even come close to showing up. âI donât understand. You wanted a stable job in your field, didnât you?â
She shakes her head, exasperated. âI thought I did. I mean, that was the initial plan when I got fired from my last job. But... I canât. I donât want to... What Iâm trying to tell you is that Iâm not going to take that job.â
The silence that follows is so heavy you can almost hear the sound of raindrops hitting the window.
âSo, what are you going to do?â you ask, your voice quieter than you expected.
Eunbi looks you in the eye, and suddenly, the full weight of what sheâs about to say appears in her expression. âIâm going to keep doing what I do. Iâm going to be an adult content creator, but this time, Iâm going all in. No more anonymity. Iâm going to show my face. Thatâs what Iâve decided. This is going to be my life now.â
Itâs at that moment that your brain, which had been busy processing the joy of the love confession, just stops working.
This wasnât in the script.
She was supposed to be happy about the job, you were supposed to be celebrating and planning a future as a normal couple.
Not this...
âYou... you want to keep doing this?â you ask, incredulity leaking into every word.
She looks at you with a mix of sadness and determination. âYes. I want to keep doing it. I want people to see me. I want to keep doing what I do. I love it. And if youâre going to be with me, youâre going to have to accept all of that too.â
The words echo in the room. You stand there, looking at her, trying to fit the pieces of this emotional puzzle that, until seconds ago, was a beautiful, simple picture of a future together. Now, it feels more like one of those abstract paintings people pretend to understand.
She takes a deep breath, and you can tell that the emotion is about to overflow. "Look... I really love you. Truly. And if you want, I'll be the happiest woman in the world by your side. Butâ" she pauses, the word hanging in the air like a sword about to fall, "if you want to be with me, youâre going to have to accept this Eunbi. The Eunbi you see now, who does what she does. And the weight that comes with it."
Silence. You hear your heart pounding in your chest, so loud it's a wonder Eunbi can't hear it too. The world feels like itâs moving in slow motion, the time between blinks stretching out as if the master of time himself is waiting to see what youâll say. But what can you say? Youâre still processing everything. The confession, the proposal, the fact that she wants to continue in this careerâand wants you to be a part of it.
"You... you want to... keep going?" The question comes out hesitantly. You can hardly believe you're asking it. The shock is a physical thing, sitting between you like a third person in the room.
Eunbi, her eyes already shining with tears sheâs trying so hard to hold back, nods. "Yes. I want to keep going. I want people to see me. I want to keep doing what I do. I love it. And if youâre going to be with me, youâll have to accept all of that too."
The tears finally fall, one after the other, as if gravity had won the battle she was trying to fight. You watch, unsure if what youâre feeling is fear, sadness, or some strange sense of relief.
Maybe all of it at once.
She continues, her voice now shaky but still steady. âYou can think it over, if you want. This is serious. Our parents are going to find out sooner or later. You know the kind of exposure weâll face... that Iâll face. And if youâre with me, weâll be facing that together.â
Eunbi looks directly at you, the intensity in her eyes almost painful. âYou warned me about this before. Youâve always worried about me. But if you stay with me now, thereâs no going back. People we know might find out, they might see. Are you really willing to risk everything because of me?â
Another pause. This time, itâs not dramatic. Itâs just a simple pause, where your mind, suddenly overwhelmed by all these emotions, finds a small space of clarity.
And in that space, the decision that seemed so complicated just moments ago suddenly makes sense.
âYes,â you say, the word leaving your mouth with a calmness that surprises even you. Eunbiâs eyes widen, as if she isnât sure she heard you right.
âI accept,â you continue, firmly. "I accept you as you are. If this is what you want to do with your life, then thatâs fine by me. Iâll be by your side, no matter what."
She stands there, looking at you like you're some kind of alien that just landed on Earth. And then the tears she was holding back finally fall. But this time, they arenât tears of sadness or anger. Theyâre something completely different. Relief, maybe. Or raw happiness, the kind you rarely see.
âAre you sure?â she asks, between sobs. "I... I mean, this wonât be easy! You can think about it more. You can really consider what youâre accepting, what itâs going to mean for you, for us."
You give her that half-smile, the one you know always made her feel safe. "Eunbi," you say, calmly, "Iâve already thought about it. I accept the risk, the exposure. I accept you... As long as Iâm with you, itâs all okay."
And with that, she falls apart. Not in a sad or uncontrolled way, but in a beautiful, genuine way. She starts crying, but theyâre tears of gratitude, of love, of everything sheâs held inside for so long.
You step closer and wrap your arms around her, as if trying to protect her from the whole world. She cries into your chest, her words lost between sobs. You kiss the top of her head, taking in the familiar scent of the shampoo she always uses.
"I love you so much," she says through her tears, her voice muffled against you.
"I love you too," you reply, with a sincerity that fills her up from the inside. âWeâre in this together.â
And then, there, in the midst of tears, hugs, and confessions, the world seems to align again. The mess it was before starts to make sense.
Okay, maybe itâs not a fairy tale, but who needs a fairy tale ending when you can have something this real, this alive, this raw, this imperfect and yet, somehow, so absolutely perfect?
And for the first time in a long while, you feel like youâre exactly where youâre meant to be.
With her.
â
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an: Iâve decided to rewrite and rework an older story I have posted.
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đ°đđ«đ§đąđ§đ đŹ: intercourse, multiple sex scenes, talks of sleeping with someone else, wonwoo is kinda rough once, sex while intoxicated (both parties are fully consenting, oral (f, receiving), shower sex, threesome, some fluffy smut as well, Mingyu accidentally listening to the mc and wonwoo have sex
ONE - THE BEGINNING
You had all lived in the same apartment building. Wonwoo and Mingyu were childhood friends who moved in together right after college.
You were a teacher who lived next door to them. You had never been the type of girl who dated around or anything like that. Monogamy was alway the way for you. You had only ever been in long term relationships.
Your last boyfriend was an asshole who would break up with you to sleep around. He gave you this long winded speech about how he was still young and really wanted to see other people. He did that for about two months before he came crawling back to you.
You had been single for the last two years, and it was probably the happiest you had been. It was nice to not have to worry about being in a relationship. You just got to do what made you happy.
You had lived next to the boys for the last year and a half and over that time you had grown to have a pretty good friendship with them. At least once a week, which normally was every Friday night. You would all hang out, drink lots of wine and play board games or something like that. According to Wonwoo you all hung out on Friday just so you could get wine drunk.
It was Thursday and Wonwoo and Mingyu had invited you over to eat Chinese take-out and watch a movie. You came over and you were all sitting on the living room couch with plates filled with Chinese food. Mingyu was flipping through Netflix trying to find something for them to watch. Wonwoo and you were too busy chatting about something random that happened at his work.
âSo, what should we watch?â Mingyu asked.
âIâm cool with anything,â Wonwoo said, shrugging his shoulders.
âLetâs just watch that anime Wonwoo was talking about,â you said sitting in the middle of the two boys.
âSounds good,â Mingyu said, clicking on an episode.
You sat on the couch joking around and eating Chinese food until about ten when you said it was time to head home. You had to get up at six to go to work. If you stay any later youâll be too tired at work tomorrow.
âHey (YN), just so you know Iâm going out of town tomorrow,â Mingyu said standing with you at the door to his apartment.
âDoes that mean we canât have wine Friday?â You canât help but sound disappointed. You always look forward to Fridays with the boys.
Wonwoo yelled and walked over, âhey, weâre still friends we can have wine Friday without Mingyu.â
Mingyu rolled his eyes and shook his head.
âFine, have wine Friday without me,â Mingyu stepped forward and wrapped his arms around you to give you a hug goodbye. He always gives you the best hugs.
âWonwoo, did you want to come over to my place tomorrow?â You asked.
âYeah that sounds good,â he said before giving you a hug goodbye.
âAlright Mingyu, have fun on your trip, and Iâll see you tomorrow around five Wonwoo,â you smiled before walking out the door.
TWO: A WHOLE NEW MEANING TO WINE FRIDAYS
Mingyu let out a sigh as he turned to look at Wonwoo who was smiling, and Mingyu just shook his head. Wonwoo was a huge flirt and he knew while he was gone Wonwoo was probably going to hit on you the whole time he was gone. Wonwoo could tell by Mingyuâs face that something was going on. âMingyu whatâs up?â he asked.
âNothing,â Mingyu lied.
Wonwoo had known him basically all his life. He knew he had something on his mind, âI donât believe you.â
âOkay I have a little crush on her.â He sighs.
Wonwoo smiled, âI canât say I blame you, she's really pretty.â He patted him on the shoulder.
âWeâre all really close and I donât want to ruin it, but sheâs such a sweet and funny girl,â he let out a light sigh.
âYeah sheâs one hell of a girl,â Wonwoo smiled.
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Wonwoo knocked on your apartment door with a bottle of wine in his hand. He couldnât lie for some reason he felt slightly nervous about the fact you were going to be hanging out alone. Opening the door, you had a smile on your face, and your hair was pulled back showing off the pretty skin on your neck. You wore a sundress and a blazer. You didnât have a chance to change after work. âYou look pretty,â he said as he stepped inside and slipped off his shoes.
âThank you, Wonwoo. So I was thinking we could order some pizza. Because nothing screams classy quite like pizza and wine,â you said with a breathy laugh.
You walked into the kitchen area and handed Wonwoo the wine opener and reached into the cupboard and pulled out two large wine glasses. Sitting the glasses down in front of Wonwoo, he poured you both large glasses of wine. Grabbing your phone off the counter you ordered some pizza. Wonwoo sat at the kitchen table working on drinking his glass of wine. He couldnât help but love how easy everything seemed between you. Walking back into the kitchen you went and removed your blazer and were now only wearing your pretty floral sundress. You sat down a game of scrabble you had under the coffee table, that you had literally only bought for wine Fridays.
âSo, weâre playing scrabble tonight?â he asked arching his eyebrow so it showed over his circular glasses.
âYes, we're playing scrabble. Itâs the only two-person game I own,â you said sitting down.
You played scrabble and ate pizza together and finished off the bottle of wine Wonwoo had brought. You were now sitting still at the kitchen table but you had switched to taking shots of tequila and playing never have I ever. You told Wonwoo that you were boring so this wasnât going to get you super drunk.
You tossed back your first shot and suddenly regretted even agreeing to play this stupid game. As the golden liquor slid down your throat. Tequila has never been your friend. Especially when it came to drinking games.
âNever have I ever gone streaking,â you said with a pointed look hoping that Wonwoo was going to have to drink. Youâve heard college stories from both Wonwoo and Mingyu and you knew the both got a little wild back in the day.
He gave her smirk and took a shot. Shaking his head, he said, ânever have I ever had sex with a teacher.â
With a heavy sigh you grabbed the shot glass and quickly took the hard liquor. âFirst of all, I need to explain, he wasnât my teacher. It was the stupid hot history teacher at the school I work with, we dated for a little while.â
âDamn thatâs scandalous,â he smirked, causing your cheeks to burn.
âNever have I ever had sex in public,â you stare at a little shocked he took a drink.
âNever have I ever had sex in my room-mateâs room,â he said, hoping in college you had sex in your roommate's room.
You shook your head letting him know you were going to be drinking to that. With a raised eyebrow you said, ânever have I ever had a body shot taken off me.â
He tossed back another shot and then looked at you extremely confused, âwhy has no man ever been smart enough to lick alcohol off you?â
You shrugged your shoulders, âprobably has something to do with the fact Iâm not a small girl.â
âFuck that youâre beautiful and I say we change that right now,â he stood up quickly and became extremely aware of the fact that he was pretty drunk. Heâs never gotten this drunk hanging out with you.
âAre you being serious?â You asked, confused.
He nodded his head and handed you a shot glass, âdrink up doll, because Iâm about to lick your skin.â Your cheeks burned even more as you clinked the shot glass with the one Wonwoo was holding. You stood by the table staring at each other for a moment before Wonwoo walked away and walked over to the fridge to pull out a lime. He quickly cut it up into a few pieces and grabbed the salt bottle off the counter. You stood in front of the kitchen table like actually in shock this was happening.
âWonwoo, showing off my body makes me uncomfortable,â you said, reaching out and resting your hand on his chest and you swayed a little bit at the feeling of the mixture of wine and tequila flowing through your system.
Leaning forward he put his lips to your ear and whispered, âyouâre beautiful and let me show you that.â
A shiver went down your spine as you nodded your head silently. She moved back and bumped the kitchen table. Wonwoo reached down and pushed your dress up over your hips. Helping you jump onto the kitchen table. You were suddenly extremely happy that you wore a cute pair of cheek underwear to work today. Laying back on the table, you sat back on your elbows as Wonwoo pushed your dress up further.
âMay I,â he asked, holding the lime close to your breast.
Silently you nod as he dragged the lime up your chest towards your neck, wetting the skin. He then reached over and coated it lightly with salt. Holding the lime up to your lips you slowly opened your mouth holding the lime for him. He gave you one last smile before he poured the golden tequila into your belly button. You held her breath as his lips kissed your skin drinking the liquid. You felt yourself becoming turned on as he dragged his tongue across your chest removing the salt. Without a word his lips brushed your as he took the lime from your mouth. You stared at him completely breathlessly, you werenât sure if anything in your life had ever aroused you more than what Wonwoo had just done to you. Pushing your thighs together you attempted to remove some of the tension.
He pulled the lime from his own and sat it down on the table as stared at you biting his bottom lip. You couldnât even bring yourself to speak, because you were pretty sure the only thing that was going to come out of your mouth would be a moan.
âDid you like that YN?â he asked, smirking.
With wide eyes you silently nodded.
âDid you want to take one off me?â he asked, knowing it was only fair.
You nodded your head again and slowly sat up. Wonwoo helped you off the table and removed his shirt before jumping onto the kitchen table. Turning to the counter you grabbed a wedge of lime and dragged it across his extremely toned stomach. You poured salt across the trail of lime, and then brought the lime to Wonwooâs lips and he bit down with his eyes locked on yours. Silently you poured the liquor into his belly button. You glanced at him for approval and he gave you a nod. Licking the liquid from his skin you took a breath before you dragged your tongue across his abs, before your lips moved up to his mouth to take the lime. Stepping away slowly you bit the lime for a moment before sitting it on the table. Wonwoo sat on the edge of the table staring at you with lust filled eyes. Suddenly it became very clear that he might have made a mistake when he said you should take body shots. Because his brain was fogged with lust as he stared at you.
âWas that fun?â he asked.
âYeah,â you said softly, standing in front of him.
Without a word he jumped off the table and crashed his lips into yours. You were caught off guard for a moment but it didnât take long before your lips moved against his. His hands gripped your soft hips pulling you closer to him. Your hands wrapped around his neck holding on to.
His lips moved from your mouth and started kissing his way down your neck. You couldnât help but moan as he nipped at your neck. Pulling away he looked at you with lust blown eyes, your bottom lip was captured between your teeth. You stared at each other knowing that what was about to happen could change everything.
âWhat do you want to happen right now?â he asked with his hands still gripping your hips.
âI donât ever do this, but I just want you,â you sighed, feeling drunk on lust. There has been a part of you that has had a lingering crush on Wonwoo since you met him. There was something about a kind of nerdy guy who wears glasses with a black cat personality.
âOkay baby girl, I will give you anything you want,â he whispered into your ears. Him calling you baby was enough to make you wet right there on the spot.
He turned you around so you were leaning against the table. Looking over your shoulder you watched as he dropped down to his knees and hooked his fingers into the elastic on your undies, slowly he slid them down your thighs. He quickly unbuckled his pants and reached into his pocket. He pulled out his wallet and grabbed the single condom. He sat it down on the kitchen table and then quickly undid his pants the rest of the way and pushed them down his thighs. As his pants hit the floor, he reached for the foil pack and tore it open with his teeth. He rolled the rubbed down his length. Your hands braced the table anticipating what was about to happen.
âCan we remove the dress?â he asked with his lips pressed to the back of your neck.
You nod your head quickly. If there wasnât quite a bit of alcohol going through your system, you probably would have said no because of how self-conscious you are. He reached for the zipper that ran down your spine, he reached up and gently pushed the strapped of your dress down your shoulders and the fabric fell to the ground.
âWhat about this?â he asked with his fingers running under the straps of your bra. Silently you nodded your head once again. He unclasped your bra and you helped push it off. You stood there completely naked as he kissed down your spine. He reached around the front of you and dipped his fingers into your wet folds as he kissed the back of your neck. You couldnât help the light moan that passed your lips as he gently stroked your sensitive nub. âAre you ready?â he asked with his lips brushing your ear.
Silently you nod anticipating whatâs to come. He slowly pushed inside you. A low gasp passed her lips at the stretching feeling. You hadnât had sex in about two years and you were going to have to get used to the feeling all over again. The slight pain you felt probably had to do with the fact that Wonwoo was quite a bit bigger than any other guys you had slept with. As he bottomed out his hands gripped your hips and you leaned forward on the table resting your elbows on the white wood and moaned.
âAre you good?â he rasped knowing you probably needed a minute. His hand gently ran up and down your sides giving you time to adjust.
âYeah,â you said, speaking for the first time in a while. You werenât sure if you could form proper words for a moment there.
He started his pace pretty slowly giving you time to get used to him, but as you arched your back and moaned he picked up his pace. Leaning back up you stood there with your hands pressed to the white hardwood table moaning as he thrust into you at a quick pace. One of his hands moved from your hips and reached around to massage one of your breasts. Gasping as he rolled your taut nipple between his fingers as he continued to thrust quickly.
âWonwoo,â you moaned. âIâm close.â
He leaned forward and left a trail of wet kisses up your spine, and with his lips ghosting you skin whispered, âcum for me then baby.â
Your eyes about rolled in the back of your head as the coil in your stomach grew even more taunt. âHarder,â was about the only thing she could even think to moan.
âCome on baby,â he gripped both of your hips and continued to thrust into you even harder.
A loud gasp falls from your lips as your high crashes over you. Instantly falling to your elbows as Wonwoo continued to pound into you. He only got a few sloppy thrusted in before his own release. Slumping forward he rested his body against your back as he fought to catch his breath.
âWonwoo,â you paused trying to catch her breath. âI need to sit my legs feel like theyâre about to give out.â
He let out a soft laugh and pulled away from you and sat down in the chair by the table. You took a deep breath and sat in the chair that you had been originally sitting in. You were both completely naked as you just stared at each other trying to take in everything that had just happened.
âIâm gonna be sore tomorrow,â you said with a little laugh, knowing that you were most likely gonna be hungover and sore from the rough sex you just had.
âIâm rarely that rough with someone the first time,â he ran his fingers through his hair, surprised at how rough he had gotten. âWas I too rough?â he was suddenly concerned he hurt you.
âIâm fine,â you ran her fingers across your face and looked up at Wonwoo who was still staring at you with a concerned look. âWonwoo, believe me you werenât too rough. Iâm not the type that normally likes rough sex, but damn that was pretty hot. Iâm also not the type that casually sits around naked,â you said as you reached down for your sundress that was on the floor.
âI feel like I should let you know, I didnât have sex with you just because Iâm drunk. I actually think your beautiful,â he reached out and placed his hand on your bare thigh.
âThank you, Wonwoo,â you smiled. You stood up and pulled your sundress without bothering to put your bra on. You walked over to the fridge still wobbly from the mixture of all the alcohol and the intense orgasm that Wonwoo had just given you. You pulled out a bottle of water and started chugging it and stared at Wonwoo who was still sitting at the kitchen table completely naked.
âI think this puts a whole knew meaning to wine Fridays,â he said with a little laugh.
You shook your head and suddenly felt awkward about the fact that the one-time Mingyu goes away, you and Wonwoo had sex on your kitchen table.
âShould we blame body shots for all that?â
He nodded his head, âyeah I mean body shots gave me a reason to basically get you naked.â
âI can already feel my hangover coming,â you sighed sitting back down at the kitchen table.
âYeah letâs never mix tequila and wine again,â he leaned forward and gently pressed his lips to yours. It was a nice change after how rough he had just been.
âDid you want to cuddle on the couch and watch your anime you like?â You asked.
âYeah maybe I should put boxers on,â he said reaching onto the floor to find his boxers.
You both got comfortable on the couch and curled up together. As you laid there for a while you finally said, âMingyu missed a crazy wine Friday.â
Wonwoo couldnât help the wave of guilt that washed over him. He had just slept with the girl that Mingyu had told him he like. He knew Mingyu said it was just a crush but suddenly he felt terrible, and knew that when Mingyu came home, he was going to have to tell his best friend about what had happened.
âEven though I can already feel the hangover coming on, I had fun Wonwoo,â you glanced up at him.
âMe too (Y/N),â even though he knew he might of fucked up with Mingyu he couldnât lie he was glad he spent his Friday with you.
THREE: SOMETHING NEW
After the events that had unfolded with you and Wonwoo, you hadnât seen each other. There really hadnât been time for you to be able to talk about what had happened that Friday night. You had to go see your mother for a family birthday party and Wonwoo had some work stuff of his own to take care of.
Sunday rolled around and Wonwoo was eating lunch at the kitchen table when Mingyu walked in. The moment his warm eyes locked onto Mingyu he was suddenly filled with a sense of guilt for sleeping with the girl Mingyu had a crush on.
Mingyu sat his suitcase down and walked over and sat down across from Wonwoo. Mingyu could instantly tell something was wrong by the look on his face. âWhatâs up Wonwoo?â Mingyu was curious to know what was going on.
âIâm a terrible friend,â he sighed as he sat his fork down.
Mingyu tilted his head slightly to the side and looked at Wonwoo confused on what he could possibly be talking about. âWhat are you talking about?â he asked.
âI slept with the girl you have a crush on,â he sighed pushing his fingers through his dark locks.
Mingyu let out a light sigh and closed his eyes, processing what Wonwoo had just said to him, âyou slept with (y/n).â It wasnât a question by any means it was a statement. Mingyu wanted to be mad at him, because he had literally just told him about his crush on you. But he knew he didnât have a right to be mad. He didnât have claims on you or anything, he had no right to get between you and Wonwoo.
âYeah, we got drunk, and it just kind of happened. We just had a fun time, and if you donât want me to hook up with her again I wonât.â
Mingyu shook his head and let out a sigh, âWonwoo Iâm in no place to even try to be involved with anyone, so donât let me get in the way.â Mingyu is so busy with his tech company he works for he barely has time to attempt and a relationship with how much he travels for work.
Wonwoo stared at Mingyu attempting to read his expression. He had known Mingyu basically all his life and normally he could tell what he was actually thinking by his expression. But at the moment Mingyu just kind of seemed indifferent or emotionless to the situation.
âAre you sure?â
Mingyu nodded his head, âyeah go for it, Wonwoo.â
The two of them talked about Mingyuâs trip for a little while catching up before Wonwoo knew he needed to have a serious talk with you. Walking next door he knocked on the door wondering if you were home. As he thought about it, he wondered if maybe he should have texted and asked if you were free. As he reached into his pocket for his phone to text you, he looked up at the sound of the door opening.
âHey Wonwoo, whatâs up?â You asked, leaning against the door frame.
He couldnât help but let his warm eyes travel up and down your body. You were once again barefoot and wearing a cream-colored sundress that hit about an inch above your knees.
âDo you have time to talk?â he asked.
You nodded and stepped inside signaling for him to follow. You walked over and sat down on the couch that was in front of a large window. Wonwoo sat next to you and stared silently for a moment. You could tell he seems like heâs trying to figure out what to say.
âSoâŠâ he said awkwardly. âFriday was kind of wildâŠâ
Your stomach dropped, wondering if Wonwoo may have regretted what had unfolded between you. You couldnât help but wonder if it was suddenly a mistake. You were never someone who just casually had sex with someone. You had always waited to be in a relationship with someone before having sex with them.
âWonwoo, we can forget it if you want,â you said awkwardly.
His eyes went wide and he shook his head, âum, (YN) I donât want to forget that happened.â
You had a confused look on your face as you stared at him, âwait what did you want to talk about then?â
He scratched the back of his neck awkwardly wondering how he could possibly ask this next question without offending you. âI was wondering if you wanted to hook up more often?â
You couldnât help but smile a little as you thought about the idea of you and Wonwoo having sex more often. âWhat exactly do you mean by that?â
âLike we could sleep together more often. I know we're both really busy, and youâve mentioned that relationships arenât really convenient for you right now, and Iâm not exactly good at the whole relationship thing. But I personally think we have a good connection, and the sex was fun even with us both being drunk.â
You reached over and placed your hand on his thigh and asked, âso you want to be friends with benefits?â
He shrugged his shoulders, âI mean I guess yeah. Like we can hang out and have sex and stuff.â He couldnât lie he had never once in his life had a friend with benefits relationship, but for some reason his mind was telling him that it was a good idea.
âI mean, I havenât had sex in like two years before Friday. It would probably be nice to have a way to relieve sexual tension and relax. Youâre also nice to look at,â you said, causing Wonwoo to let out a laugh.
He leaned back on the couch, getting more comfortable. âSo do we have rules?â
You hadnât even thought about the fact that you might need to lay down some rules. You stared at him for a moment before saying, âas long as weâre doing this, I would like it if you didnât sleep with anyone just out of respect for me.â
He nodded his head. He hadnât even thought about sleeping with anyone else while they were doing this. âAnything else?â he asked.
You nodded your head, âIâm on birth control but I still want to use a condom every time. The last thing we need is for you to knock me up.â He nodded his head knowing that was a smart decision. You didnât need the possibility of you accidentally bringing a kid into the picture.
âOh, and just so you know Iâm clean, I got tested last month, and I havenât slept with anyone since then,â he said.
âIâm clean too.â
You smiled and stuck your hand out and he reached forward and shook your hand. He tugged on your arm and pulled you forward so fell towards him. He placed his hand on each side of your face and brought his lips to yours slowly. The kiss was slow and passionate, you placed your hands on his chest firmly as your lips moved together. Pulling away from you slowly he tugged on your bottom lip and you let out a soft moan.
Your eyes were locked on each other for a long moment, before you stood up and took his hand on your and stood up. You led him down the short hallway to your room. The second you were in your room he stood behind you and dragged the zipper on the back of your dress slowly. The cream-colored dress was in a pool at your feet. Without a second a thought his fingers unclipped your bra and it fell to the floor landing in the cream-colored pool. Turning around you faced him bare chested and reached for the bottom of his shirt signaling for him to take his shirt off. He rid himself of his shirt. You reached for his belt making quick work of removing it. Neither of you could seem to get your clothes off fast enough. Your focus was then on unbuttoning his pants. He pushed his pants off as you slid your panties down your thighs. Walking over you lay on your queen-sized bed. He got rid of his boxers and socks, and followed you to the bed.
âI wanted to taste you, baby,â he said, breaking the silence that had formed between you.
Silently you spread your legs as you laid back. You watched with hungry eyes as he crawled onto the bed. He started placing kisses on your knees and then worked his way to the sensitive skin of your inner thigh. He placed a wet kiss on the top of your mound before dragging his tongue up your slit slowly. The moment his tongue lapped at your bundle of nerves you instantly let out a moan at the sensation. He rubbed index finger up and down your entrance, as he gently licked your sensitive clit. As his fingers slowly started pumping in and out of you, you tangled your fingers in his hair as you moaned. Each drag of his slender fingers earned a gasp.
It didnât take much before you hit your high and your inner walls were clenching his fingers. Pulling away from you he licked his fingers and smirked as your chest was heaving as you came from your high.
â(YN), where do you keep your condoms?â he asked as he reached down and slowly pumped his hard length. The sight of you still coming down from the orgasm he gave you was turning him on even more.
âTop draw of the night stand,â you panted, closing your eyes.
He walked over and grabbed the box of condoms that you had in the top drawer and sat them on top of the night stand. Grabbing a foil packet he tore it open with his teeth, and slid the rubber down his length. Crawling back on to the bed he slowly spread your legs again. He hovered over you and pressed his lips to your for a heated kiss as he slowly slid into you. You gasped as he bottomed out and reached up to hold onto his back. Your back arched off the bed as he slowly thrust into you.
âIâm going to be gentler this time, and take care of you,â he said with his lips ghosting the skin of your neck. âI got you baby,â he rolled his hips into yours over and over again at a deliciously slow pace.
You lifted your hips to try and match his thrust as his lips moved across your skin, kissing wherever he possibly could. His lips moved down to your breast and he sucked gently on your taut nipples. With every thrust you couldnât help but let out breathless gasp. Your fingers clawed at his back wanting him closer. He placed open mouth kisses wherever his lips could touch. The sounds you were making were driving him wild. The echoing sounds of your moans and whimpers, with the sounds of slapping skin was erotic.
âWonwoo, I'm close,â you whined desperately.
âBaby come for me,â he moved his lips up to your ear and whispered. âJust let go baby,â his breath alone against your ear sent you over the edge. Your walls pulled on his length, and Wonwoo got a few more thrust in before he hit his high.
He came moaning your name and collapsed on top of you. He leaned forward and pressed his lips to yours for a soft kiss before he rolled off of you.
You laid there silently as you both rode out your highs. Wonwoo leaned over and pulled your soft body against his to cuddle.
âI could get used to this,â you sighed.
FOUR: DYING OF EMBARRASSMENT
It was the first Wine Friday since Wonwoo and you had started sleeping together and Mingyu couldnât lie, he wasnât exactly excited to be hanging out as a group. He kind of hated the fact that he knew you and Wonwoo were having sex. Mingyu had ordered Thai food from a place up the street and you were all sitting at the kitchen table discussing your work week. You and Wonwoo werenât acting like you were a couple or anything so Mingyu was pretty happy about that. He also was happy about the fact you hadnât had sex in Wonwooâs room yet. Whenever you would hook up, Wonwoo would go over to your place.
The group was finishing up a bottle of wine when you started to play scrabble together. Mingyu was happy that everything between the group hadnât seemed to change at all. Wonwoo and you never talked about what was going on between you, and Mingyu didnât ask any questions.
As it was getting pretty late Mingyu told you guys he was going to head to bed because he was tired. He left you alone in the kitchen as you finished off what was left of the wine.
âDid you want to spend the night?â he asked knowing that you actually hadnât had a sleep over yet, and you hadnât had sex at his place.
You pushed a piece of your hair behind your ear and asked, âis that allowed?â
He shrugged his shoulders, âwhy wouldnât it be?â
You raised her hands and shrugged, âI donât know we havenât had sex here before, and we havenât had a sleepover.â
âWell Mingyu doesnât care, and I want to cuddle,â he smiled standing up.
âI donât have pajamas or anything,â you sighed.
âOkay letâs run next door and get your toothbrush and a change of clothes for tomorrow because youâre sleeping naked tonight,â he smirked.
You rolled your eyes and shook your head, âI need to bring something in case I have to get up.â
âFine, whatever you say.â
You walked over to your place and you packed a little tote with something to wear tomorrow, an oversized shirt, and small sleep shorts, and your toothbrush. Once back at Wonwooâs you brushed your teeth in the bathroom that was across the hall from Wonwooâs room and was in your pajamas that Wonwoo told you he was going to take off you the second you were in his bedroom.
He kept his promise and the second you were in his room he quickly removed your clothes, and had you lying on your stomach on his bed. He laid naked on the bed next to you and placed kisses up and down your spine. He gripped your hips and laid on top of you slowly thrusting into you. You couldnât help but moan as he gently bit the bare skin on your shoulder. Without a word he got off of you and rolled on to his back and told you to ride him. His hands gripped your soft hips as you slowly sank down on to his length. He sat up and massaged your breast as you continued to slide up and his length picked up the pace lightly. You couldnât up but moan his name as he reached between you with one hand and rubbed your clit as you continued to ride him.
âWonwoo,â you moaned.
Out in the hallway Mingyu had made the mistake to get up to use the restroom when it was obvious that his roommate was having sex with his crush. Mingyu let out a light sigh as he walked into the bathroom. His body seemed to be responding to the sounds of your moans. He walked over to the sink and splashed cold water on his face trying to calm down. He walked back into his bedroom trying to avoid hearing you have sex.
He laid in his bed for about twenty minutes before he got up to get something to drink. Walking back into the kitchen, he found you bent over wearing tiny shorts that didnât even fully cover your ass. He couldnât help but groan at the sight. You stood up quickly and awkwardly found Mingyu standing in the dimly lit kitchen wearing only his boxer-briefs. You couldnât help but let your eyes wander across his extremely fit body.
âHey (y/n),â he said, giving you an awkward wave.
âHey Mingyu,â you awkwardly waved back. âDo you mind that Iâm staying over?â You asked, wondering if he wanted you to go home.
âYou can stay over,â he said as he watched you slowly tug on the bottom of your tiny sleep short. He couldnât help it when his eyes wandered across your soft body. He knew he probably shouldnât think about you naked, but he suddenly wanted to know how you looked underneath your shorts that were leaving little to the imagination.
You bit your bottom lip and tugged on the bottom of your sleep shorts again, your eyes wandered down to Mingyu's small boxer-brief and noticed that his bulge had grown quite a bit. Suddenly your cheeks burned when you realized that you were barely wearing any clothes in his kitchen and now he had an erection.
His eyes went wide when he looked down, and suddenly he wanted to die. He couldnât help that not even ten minutes he had heard you and Wonwoo going at it and now you were standing in front of him wearing basically only underwear and a shirt. He couldnât control that his brain was automatically turned on by all this.
âOh my god, Iâm so sorry,â he said, sighed, moving his hands down to cover it.
âHey itâs not a big deal,â that was a total lie because from the bulge in his boxer-briefs it looked like Mingyu was quite big.
You hated that suddenly you were thinking about seeing what was inside of his tight boxer-briefs. You ran your hands down your face not even sure what was going to happen now.
âI kind of want to die of embarrassment now,â he sighed.
âItâs fine, if you want, we can totally act like this never happened,â you gave him a soft smile knowing that he would probably prefer to act like this never happened.
âYeah that would be great,â he sighed. âWell not that this isnât a great time, but I came in here to get some water.
You gave him a smile and reached into the fridge to get a bottle of water. You held it out and Mingyu walked towards you. His hand touched yours and your eyes locked onto each other. There was suddenly even more tension between you. You both still held onto the water as Mingyu stepped closer. There was about a foot between you and your eyes hadnât moved from each otherâs. Both of them were silent, not even exactly sure what they should say. You looked up at him suddenly wanting to kiss him, and those thoughts made you feel like a terrible person. Not even fifteen minutes ago Wonwoo was literally inside you, and now youâre in the kitchen with Mingyu wanting to kiss him.
With his hand that wasnât holding the water bottle he reached up and gently brushed some of your hair behind your ear. It was taking everything in him not to kiss you right then and there. He couldnât do that though. He gave Wonwoo permission to be with you. He had no right to want to kiss you.
âMingyu,â you whispered as you leaned forward slightly.
There wasnât much space between you as he leaned forward and rested his forehead against yours. He took a deep breath wanting to say that you needed to stop, but at the moment he was at a loss for words.
âI should go back to bed,â you said softly as you pulled away from him.
He nodded his head and stepped back, âyeah letâs forget this ever happened.â
You nodded your head.
You both quickly left the kitchen and you slipped back into Wonwooâs room. He was laying on his bed looking at his phone. He put his phone down and gave you her a smile and she suddenly felt guilty. Crawling back into bed, you laid on your side looking over at Wonwoo. You knew that you needed to tell him what just happened.
âI almost just kissed Mingyu,â you confessed.
He knit his eyebrows together and looked at you extremely confused, âwhat happened?â He couldnât really be mad but he was just kind of confused about what had happened.
You rubbed your face feeling suddenly even more terrible, âI donât even know, we just got close and almost kissed.â
He couldnât help but feel guilty that he might have gotten in between you and Mingyu. Wonwoo noticed that there was some chemistry between Mingyu and you. He knew deep down inside he couldnât be mad.
âDo you want to sleep with him?â he asked, knowing that you could slap him for asking her that.
You knit your eyebrows together and stared at him for a moment. You never even thought about the possibility of sleeping with Mingyu. Sure, youâre attracted to him, but you didnât think about having sex with him. After seeing him only in his boxers though your mind did wonder what he would look like naked.
âI donât know,â you said softly, feeling embarrassed.
âSo, thereâs tension between you two maybe you should have sex.â He couldnât believe he was asking you to have sex with Mingyu. Part of him thought it might ease some of his guilty conscience about hooking up with you when Mingyu liked you first.
âWould you be okay with that?â You asked, reaching over and resting your hand on top of his.
He nodded his head knowing that he couldnât be selfish, âyeah I can talk to Mingyu about it tomorrow.â
You couldnât help the butterflies that seemed to form in your stomach. You couldnât believe that Wonwoo had just offered for you to have sex with Mingyu, and that you actually agreed with it.
FIVE: YOU MAKE ME FEEL GOOD
You stood in the shower together with Wonwooâs hands wondering your naked body as his lips moved down your neck with open mouth kisses. You couldnât help but moan as he nipped at the sensitive skin.
You pump his length as he kisses his way across your skin.
âFuck-â he moans. His moans egg you on. You continue stroking him until he cums painting your stomach. âYouâre so good at that,â he sighs.
âThank you.â
âLet me make you feel good.â He presses his body to yours as he kisses you. Youâre in the mix of a heated makeout session as he moved his fingers down to your core and his fingers started doing lazy figure eights as his lips were still on your wet skin. He removed his fingers from your core and gripped your hips walking you back towards the shower wall.
His strong hand reached down to lift your leg, and squealed a little as you felt your foot slip and seconds later, his hand lost its grip on your thigh and you slipped and landed on your ass. Before Wonwoo could lose his own footing, he managed to catch himself. He looked down at you with wide eyes worried you hurt yourself falling. â(YN) are you okay?â he asked.
You groaned lowly and nodded.
âIâm so sorry,â he reached down and helped you stand up.
Rubbing your ass, you looked over at him and shook your head, âwhat happened to, I promise I wonât let you fall?â
âI think there was soap on the floor,â he looked down trying to see why you slipped. âIâm so sorry (YN), I promised I wouldnât let that happen.â
You let out a soft laugh knowing that Wonwoo didnât mean to drop you, âI guess itâs my fault because I washed my hair first.â
âI can massage your butt and kiss it to make it feel better,â he smirked.
Her eyes narrowed on him, âyou arenât touching my ass anytime soon after this.â
âIâm really sorry baby,â he leaned forward and pressed his lips to your cheek.
âI think itâs safe to say we arenât having sex in the shower.â He nodded his head knowing you were in no mood for shower sex after falling.
You got out of the shower and were still in the bathroom drying off when Wonwoo brought up the idea of him talking to Mingyu.
âAre you sure youâre okay with this?â You asked, unsure if Wonwoo was actually fully okay with this.
He nodded and said, âyeah I think this is a good idea.â
âAlright if youâre okay with it, Iâm okay with it happening.â
SIX: PURE BLISS
Sitting on his bed Mingyu stared at Wonwoo dumbfounded. He wasnât sure if he heard Wonwoo properly. There was no way that he had brought up the idea of him having sex with you. He was fully expecting for Wonwoo to be upset about him almost kissing you. He never expected for him to be completely fine with it and offer for him to sleep with you.
He scratched his neck and stared at him, not even sure what he should say to him. This had to be some sick joke, there was no way you were was okay with this.
âWonwoo youâre joking right?â
He shook his head, âno, I think itâs a good idea.â
He leaned forward and rested his elbow on his knee and sighed.
âMingyu, you liked her before I started hooking up with her. Sheâs not my girlfriend, and she is obviously attracted to you.â
Wonwoo walked over and sat down on the bed next to him. He looked over at Mingyu and rested his hand on his shoulder, âsheâs fine with this by the way. Sheâs not my girlfriend, and I kind of got in between what could have been between you guys.â
Mingyuâs eyebrows knit together, he couldnât lie he had thought about what it would be like to have sex with you, but the idea of sleeping with you seemed so strange to him. Sure, he and Wonwoo had shared a lot of things over their friendship, but they had never shared a girl.
âWonwoo you hang out with her all the time, and you guys are having sex all the time. Why isnât she your girlfriend?â he asked him the question that Wonwoo had been asking himself quite a bit over this last week.
âWe both know I make a terrible boyfriend, and Iâm not great with commitment.â
Wonwoo knew that he wasn't good at being in a relationship. He figured that out back in college when he dated Yeri. She was an amazing girl who was sweet and beautiful, but for some reason commitment freaked Wonwoo out to no end. He broke up with her out of nowhere claiming he needed to spread his wings
âWonwoo donât you think this is a really bad idea?â
Wonwoo shook his head.
âMaybe we should all talk about this.â Mingyu said, trying to think logically about the whole situation.
âWe can all talk about it. Sheâs home right now, we can walk over there right now.â
Mingyu nodded and stood up. He wasnât going to be fully on board with this idea until he had a chance to see what you had to say about this situation. The whole time Mingyu had known you he didnât know if he had heard her even bring up sex before. Every time Wonwoo would crack a joke about sex you would just get shy and stay silent.
They walked out of their apartment and headed next door to your apartment. Wonwoo knocked on the door and Mingyu stood back awkwardly. He couldnât believe they were actually going to have this conversation. You answered the door and gave both the boys a big smile and led them into your kitchen, where you were making yourself a cup of coffee. Both the boys silently sat at the table and watched as you moved around the kitchen. You were once again wearing a sundress like you normally did during the warm weather. Wonwoo loved seeing you like this, he thought you looked so beautiful.
Sitting down at the table you looked at both the boys and smiled, âso what do I owe the pleasure of this visit?â
Wonwoo leaned back in the chair and smiled, âMingyu and I talked about the possibility of him sleeping with you, and heâs unsure about it.â
You couldnât help but wonder if you made a mistake letting Wonwoo know you were interested in sleeping with Mingyu. The fact that he was unsure about it, suddenly gave you the feeling that he plans on rejecting you.
Your face had fallen a little and Mingyu automatically noticed. â(YN), are sure youâre okay with this? I mean I think youâre beautiful, and everything,â he started to ramble on stumbling over his words. âAre you really sure youâre okay with this?â he needed to hear you say that you were one-hundred percent on board with this.
You nodded and couldnât help but smile as Mingyu was nervously rambling, âIâm okay with this. I was never the type of girl who had sex with someone unless I was in a relationship, but with you guys things are different. I really trust both of you.â
Wonwoo reached over and patted Mingyu on the back, âsee Mingyu, sheâs good with it. (YN) you have to promise us, if at any point you want to stop any of this, youâll tell us. You donât have to worry about hurting our feelings.â
Mingyu nodded along with Wonwoo, âheâs right, anything that happens here, is completely up to you.â
You smiled feeling way better about the situation. âYou guys need to promise me that if we do this, this isnât going to ruin your friendship. I canât be what comes between the two of you.â They both nodded in agreement. âAlso, like jealousy canât be a thing here,â you said.
âIt wonât be an issue,â Wonwoo agreed.
âAlso, we need to make sure we always use condoms because Iâm for sure as hell not going to have a pregnancy scare and then have to worry about who the father is.â They both nodded knowing that could be really bad for all them. âSo, when does this whole thing start?â You asked.
âWell why donât you two spend some quality time together now?â Wonwoo asked.
Mingyu shrugged, still feeling pretty awkward about the whole situation. You looked over at Mingyu and gave him a smile, âright now works.â
Wonwoo stood up and walked over to where you were sitting. He leaned down and gave you a quick kiss, and made his way out of the apartment. He knew it was going to be awhile before you actually hooked up but he wanted to give you both some privacy.
You sat at the kitchen table for a few moments making small talk while you worked on drinking your coffee. As you drank the last sip you stood up and walked over to Mingyu and reached your hand out. He laced his fingers with yours and you led him down the hallway to your room. You were suddenly feeling extremely nervous about this whole situation. You told yourself that this experience was a chance to really work on feeling self confident and was a chance to explore more of your sexual side.
Walking into your room you shut the door behind Mingyu and stood there staring at him silently wondering how this was even going to start. Never in your life had you made plans to sleep with someone you weren't actually dating. Things with Wonwoo naturally happened. You didnât make a plan to have sex before you did.
âMaybe we should kiss,â you said softly, trying to soften him up. He nodded his head. Stepping forward you placed your hand on his cheek and leaned forward gently pressing your lips to his. Your first kiss was sweet but passionate. You placed your hands on his chest as both his hands reached up to hold your face. Your lips danced as his tongue slid along your bottom lips asking for permission.
Your hands were slightly shaky from nerves as you reached up to start unbuttoning his white dress shirt. He could feel your hands shaking and he slowly removed his lips from yours and looked into your eyes. âWe can stop this if you want?â He needed this all to be on your terms.
Shaking your head, you softly sighed, âIâm not exactly comfortable in my own skin, and I normally donât like people seeing me naked.â
A look of confusion crossed his face as he stared at you, âwhat do you mean? Wonwoo has seen you naked.â
You stepped away from him and wrapped your arms across your soft stomach, âthe first time we had sex, I was drunk and didnât have time to think about what was happening. I didnât really have a chance to feel self-conscious.â
Reaching out he rested his hand under your chin and tilted your head up so you were looking right into his warm eyes, âhey (YN), I think youâre beautiful, and the other night in the kitchen I practically saw you naked. Since that awkward encounter I havenât been able to stop picturing you naked. So donât doubt yourself, I already know Iâm going to like what I see.â
His sweet words caused a huge smile to form on your face. âThank you, Mingyu,â you reached out for the buttons on his dress shirt again.
His eyes stayed locked on yours as your fingers seemed to steady as you made work of unbuttoning his shirt. The moment his shirt was fully unbuttoned you reached up and pushed it down his toned shoulders. You reached for his belt, he wanted to stop you and ask if he could take off your dress first, but he knew he needed to do things at your pace. You tugged his belt off and unbuttoned his jeans. Reaching down and pushed off his jeans and stood in front of you in nothing but his boxer-briefs.
Your lust filled eyes traveled across his extremely toned body. You were still in awe that you were sleeping with Wonwoo who looked like he was made by the gods and wasnât real, and now you were going to sleep with Mingyu who looks the same just in a taller stature.
âAre you liking what you see?â he awkwardly asked with a little laugh.
Biting your bottom lip, you fought back a small smile.
âCan we possibly take off your sundress?â he asked knowing you might say no.
You nodded and turned around and pulled up your hair to give him access to the zipper. He reached up and slowly slid the zipper down. He gently reached up and pushed the straps off your shoulders causing the dress to fall to the ground at your feet. He slowly ran his finger down from the top of your neck down your spine to the top of the clasp on your bra. He paused and whispered, âcan I take this off?â
Silently you nodded.
He unclasped your bra and removed it. He stepped in front of you and let his eyes travel down your soft body as you stood in front of him feeling very exposed. He reached down and started placing gentle kisses across your chest. His lips placed kisses on your taunted nipples and you closed your eyes enjoying the feeling of his lips on your skin. He reached down and hooked his fingers into your panties and pulled them down your thighs. As your panties hit the floor you looked up at him with wide eyes.
Stepping away from you he pushed down his boxers and he freed his growing erections. You bit your bottom lip wondering how bold you should be. If this was Wonwoo your hands would be all over him right now, but you were still nervous about being with Mingyu. You fully trusted him, but you didnât know his body like you did Wonwooâs. In the time you were with Wonwoo you had learned all about the things that make him tick. You know all the right places to touch that turn him on, and he knows the way to make you putty in his hands.
Slowly you stepped towards him and started touching his growing length. He closed his eyes tightly enjoying the feeling of your soft hands touching him. Your soft hand moved up and down his hardening length. Heâs definitely thicker than Wonwoo.
âCan I touch you (YN)?â he asked, dying to know what you felt like.
You nodded as you continued to stroke his heavy length. He reached forward and rubbed his fingers up and down your folds feeling how wet you already were. Your eyes stayed locked on each other as you touched each other. Mingyu rubbed your sensitive bundle of nerves attempting to make you even wetter than you already were.
A loud moan passed your lips as you closed your eyes feeling the coil start to tighten in your stomach. You stepped away from Mingyu and removed your hand from his hard length, earning a whimper. He stared at you with wide eyes wondering what was going on.
âI need you, all of you,â you walked over to your nightstand and grabbed a foil packet and handed it to Mingyu before crawling the bed.
He tore the foil packet open and slid it down his length and looked at you as you laid on the middle of the bed waiting for him. It had been a while since the last time he had sex, so he was kind of worried he wasnât going to last long. You spread your legs and he sat back on his hunches between your legs. He stared at you in awe of how pretty you were. He couldnât believe that Wonwoo had gotten to experience the sight of seeing you like this quite a bit over the last week.
âYouâre so beautiful,â he said lowly.
âYou sure know the right things to say to a girl,â you smiled.
He slowly lined himself up with your entrance and pushed his way in, you gasped as he bottomed out and stilled with his strong hands gripping your soft hips. You moaned as he reached down to where they were connected and started to toy with your sensitive bundle of nerves. You moaned loudly and gripped the sheets, he hadnât even moved yet and you were close to the edge.
âMingyu, please move,â you whined, wanting to feel him more.
He smiled and leaned forward so he was hovering over you. With his lips next to your ear he whispered, âput your leg up.â
Silently you did as he asked and he slowly started to thrust into you. You reached up and held onto his back wanting him to be as close to you as possible as he thrust into you over and over. His lips were on yours for a sloppy kiss as you both moaned.
He was glad you were at your place so you both could be as loud as you wanted to without the fear of Wonwoo hearing you. With each thrust the pull of your tight walls was intoxicating. He moved at a slow steady pace. Each intent thrust earning a moan.
His pace started to pick up as your moans grew more frequent. The push and pull of his length against your velvety walls was hitting just the right spot inside you. Mingyu was slightly thicker than Wonwoo, but that didnât stop him. He knew exactly what he was doing. He made you a whimpering mess without even trying.
âIâm close, so close,â you moaned.
âYou take me so well,â he said breathlessly with his lips ghosting yours.
âMingyu- you feel so good. I need - more.â
With one quick thrust he earns a high pitched moan.
âGood girl,â he crashes his lips into yours for a heated kiss.
âCan I come?â You whimper desperately.
His soft eyes lock on yours as his hips slowly roll his hips into yours. âYou never have to ask.â
âOkay,â you moaned.
As you let go and as your walls pulled on his length, he only got about two more thrust before he hit his own high. He was still in you for a moment and kissed you as the both were riding out your highs. He slowly pulled away from you and laid on his back next to you on the bed. Reaching up you ran your hands down your face as you were trying to stop panting.
âWow,â was all you could think to say. You and Wonwoo over the last week had quite a bit of sex, and Wonwoo was beyond amazing in bed. He always went out of his way to make sure you orgasmed before him, but something with Mingyu was different and you liked that. You couldnât even figure out what it was, but you knew this arrangement with Mingyu was an amazing idea.
âSo, is that what you and Wonwoo have been doing for the last week?â he asked, resting his hand on his chest slowly calming down.
Silently you nodded.
âDamn, I have been missing out,â he leaned over and pressed a kiss to the top of your head.
As you laid there in silence for a few moments with both you coming down from your highs. He leaned over and pulled your soft body next to his so you were curled up next to him.
You knew that you needed to make more rules about this whole situation, but at the moment you just seemed to be caught up in everything. You also didnât know if either of the boys had a clue about how any of this would work out. You weren't sure how long you were going to be able to keep your feelings out of this either. In the last week you and Wonwoo had grown even closer than they already were. And you knew that was going to happen with Mingyu. Part of you couldnât help but slightly worried.
âYou're amazing (YN),â Mingyu whispered, bringing you out of your thoughts.
He leaned down and pressed his lips to the top of your head. âI canât believe Iâm sleeping with both you and Wonwoo.â
âI can't believe weâre both sleeping with the same girl either, but (YN) youâre a special girl,â he said, causing you to smile.
SEVEN: WERE NOT TALKING ABOUT THIS
A few days have passed since you had slept with Mingyu. Work had kept you so busy you hadnât been able to see either of the boys. You couldnât say you were exactly surprised when someone knocked on the door and see Wonwoo standing on the other side smiling while he was cleaning his glasses. You step aside and he follows you towards your small kitchen area.
âWhatâs up Wonwoo?â You asked looking around in your kitchen for you wine opener.
âYou look hot today?â His warm eyes traveled up and down your soft body. âWhatâs under that tight skirt?â he asked suggestively.
You put your hand on your hip and looked over at him shaking your head, âplease tell me you didnât come over to my place the moment I walked in the door from work, to have sex with me?â You had a really rough day at work and at the moment just wanted to drink a whole bottle of wine and relax. The thought of having sex did sound relaxing but at the moment you wanted more than sex. You needed someone to listen to you complain and vent a little. You needed a friend more than anything.
âIâm offended,â he put his hand on his chest dramatically. Rolling your eyes, you turned back to look for the wine opener. He couldnât help but say, âyour ass looks great in that skirt.â
Turning back, you looked at him and glared, âyou arenât allowed to touch my ass after letting me fall in the shower.â
âHey, what happened to, itâs okay Wonwoo, it's not your fault. It was my shampoo on the ground?â he asked with a little laugh. You didnât say anything, you just continued to glare at him. âI can kiss it all better, and massage it if you want,â he winked, stepping towards you. Silently you just continued to watch him, it was moments like this that reminded you that maybe Wonwoo was too charming for his own good. Reaching up he pushed your hair behind your ear that had fallen in your face. Your glare softened as he leaned forward and pressed his lips to your cheek for a soft kiss. â(YN), Iâm very sorry about dropping you on your ass in the shower.â
You couldnât help but smile as you looked at him, âyouâre forgiven.â
âThanks baby girl,â he leaned forwards smirking and pressed his lips to your for a heated kiss.
âWhy did you come over?â You asked, pulling away from him.
He shrugged his shoulders as he ran his hand up and down your side, âMingyu wants us all to hang together.â
Your cheeks flushed lightly at the mention of Mingyuâs name. You hadnât had a chance to talk to him really after sleeping together. You wondered if he was still okay with this whole situation. So far you had only had sex once, and you wanted it to happen again, but you weren't sure how he felt about it.
âSo, how was Gyu in bed?â he asked, curious to how things went down. He couldnât lie he had thought about what it was like between you and Mingyu. After he left you alone his mind quickly wandered about what was happening between his friends.
âWeâre not talking about this,â you stepped away from him.
âWhy not?â he asked, walking towards you.
âBecause I just donât want to talk about it. Up until having sex with you I didnât even like saying the word sex out loud, and I donât want to compare the two of you with either of you.â
âYouâre being just like Mingyu,â he said, annoyed.
You turned and looked at him and was once again glaring, âof course you asked Mingyu.â
âHey I just asked him if it went okay, and all he said was yes and left the room.â
Rolling your eyes, you shook your head at Wonwoo. You didnât want to discuss the differences between them. Both experiences were very different, but also really good in their own way.
âI donât want to talk about what sex is like with Mingyu, with you,â you sighed, turning back to the wine bottle.
He stood behind you closely with his hips pressed up against your ass and ran his hands up and down your sides slowly. As you pour yourself a glass of wine you grind your hips back knowing that Wonwoo might have actually come over to talk. But his body wanted something else too. You were pretty sure your body was starting to want something else too.
Pulling away you turned around and leaned against the counter holding your wine glass. Wonwoo stood right in front of you staring at you intently. Silently he watched her as you drank your wine. You sat the glass on the counter and reached up and rested your hand on his beautiful cheek right below his glasses. He licked his lips intently as he stared at you with lust filled eyes.
You leaned up and pressed your lips to his neck as you started to kiss your way up to his jaw. Biting his lip, he held back a moan.
âBaby, I didnât actually come over for sex,â he groaned trying his hardest to behave. It wasnât a lie he actually came over to talk.
You pulled away and looked at him, âare you sure about that Wonwoo?â
Slowly he shook his head knowing that he would never pass up the opportunity to have sex with you. Reaching down you grabbed his hand and led him toward your bedroom. He didnât say a single word as you led the way. The moment you were in your bedroom Wonwoo untucked your blouse and left you in your bra and tight skirt that hugged your ass perfectly. He dropped to his knees and stared at you enjoying the view of your soft body on display for him. Reaching behind you he dragged the zipper down on the tight skirt. Slowly he dragged the skirt down your thighs. His mouth watered at the sight of your red bra and matching cheeky lace panties.
âPlease tell me you bought this just for meâ he reached up and ran his hands down your thighs.
âI bought it recently. I wouldnât say I bought it just for you,â you giggled lightly. You hadnât had a man look at you with the same look of awe like Wonwoo was doing right in the moment. You couldnât lie the way he was looking at you was turning you on quite a bit.
âBaby girl, say you bought for me,â he groaned before pressing his lips to your lace covered mound.
You moaned as he moved your panties to the side and started sliding his fingers up and down your entrance, âI bought it just for you.â
âAll of this just for me,â he stared up at you with hooded eyes as slid a finger into your already wet core.
You held eye contact as he continued to pump his fingers into your core. Whiny moans weâre passing your lips letting him know youâre close.
âI want to be inside you, baby,â he groaned, removing his fingers from you. You gasp at him pulling out as youâre on the brink of falling apart.
He stood up quickly and started removing his clothes. You took this as your cue and removed your bra and panties and crawled onto the bed. Wonwoo quickly grabbed a condom and rolled it down his length.
Laying on your bed you spread your legs inviting him in. Crawling across the bed he settled between your legs and leaning forward his lips connected to yours for a searing kiss. His hips thrust into yours slowly as your lips continued to move together. Your hands gripped his back as their hips kept meeting with each thrust. His lips moved from your lips down the base of your neck leaving a trail of wet kisses. Gently he nipped at the skin where your neck met your shoulder.
Your hands moved from his tone back down to his butt, gripping his skin trying to keep him close to you. With each thrust the coil in your stomach tightens more and more.
âI like when you wear your glasses when we fuck,â you moaned.
âI need them to see you,â he laughs before thrusting harder.
You moaned his name and let him know you were growing close to the edge. With his brown eyes locked on you he told you to let go. Rolling your head back you moaned his name as you hit your high.
Gasping as you rode out your high Wonwoo thrust into her a few more times before hitting his own high. His lips connected to yours as you shared a sloppy kiss. Rolling off of your soft body he laid on his side staring at you as you stared at the ceiling completely blissed out.
Reaching over he laced his fingers with yours and gently squeezed your hand. Looking over at him you couldnât help but smile at him.
âYouâre so pretty,â you whispered, still attempting to catch your breath.
The smile that was plastered across his face grew even more, âI donât think a girl has ever told me I was pretty before.â
âWell more people should tell you how pretty you are, Jeon Wonwoo,â you smiled.
â(Y/n) youâre so beautiful,â he squeezed your hand once again.
You laid in your bed for about a half hour when Wonwoo left to go back to his and Mingyuâs apartment so you could get ready without being distracted.
EIGHT - WHO ARE YOU SLEEPING WITH?
Sitting at the kitchen table Wonwoo was telling some random story about Mingyu getting wasted in college. Mingyu looked down at the table with blushing cheeks, you couldnât help but let out a little laugh at Mingyu embarrassment. Reaching under the table you squeezed Mingyuâs thigh capturing his attention. Looking off to the side he saw you smirking at him.
You both looked over at Wonwoo who was still talking about pouring Mingyu into bed when he was black out drunk.
âI think we have all had those moments,â you said, making Mingyu feel better. âOne time when I was black out drunk I smacked my ex boyfriend.â
âI bet he deserved it,â Mingyu said, speaking up.
âOh yeah the guy was an asshole,â you let out a soft laugh.
âWhat is the game plan for tonight?â Wonwoo asked.
âWe could always go down to the bar tonight. A couple of the teachers at my school are going to be the bar down on second street,â you said.
âI would be down with going to the bar,â Mingyu said, placing his hand on top of yours under the table.
Shrugging his shoulders, Wonwoo said, âIâm down.â
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The three of you caught a cab and headed down to the bar on second street. You walked inside and found a couple of the teachers that you worked with at a table against the wall. You headed over to the table all her coworkers were at. Wonwoo and Mingyu walked over to the bar to get drinks. Wonwoo leaned against the bar and watched as you were laughing about something across the room.
âGyu, I think weâre in trouble when it comes to (YN).â
Mingyu nodded knowing that his friend was right. He knew deep down inside this couldnât just be a casual thing.
âI donât think I have ever known a girl like her,â Mingyu said. You were something else, youâre pretty, funny, nice, and neither of the boys could seem to get over it.
They grabbed their drinks and walked over to where you were with all your coworkers. Mingyu handed you a cranberry and vodka and put his arm over your shoulder as you introduced the boys to your coworkers. The group were all talking and laughing. Mingyu stayed by your side for a while before Wonwoo and two of her male co workers Chan and Seungkwan dragged him off to play a game of pool.
It wasnât long before Wonwoo dragged Mingyu away from you to join the game. You watched for a short period before leaving the boys to their game.
Walking over you sat down in the booth next to your coworker Honey who was one of your good friends you worked with. Honey sipped her drink and looked over at you wondering what was going on.
âSo are you sleeping with Mingyu who canât keep his hands off you or are you sleeping with Wonwoo who canât seem to keep his eyes off you?â
You sipped your drink wondering how you could get out of answering this question. You could easily just say nothing is going on. The thing is, you and honey were pretty close and you didnât want to lie to her.
âIâm sleeping with both of them,â you said softly, hoping nobody other than honey would hear you.
Honeyâs eyes went wide and she smacked your thigh in shock, âno fucking way?â
âYep,â you said before taking another sip of your drink.
âSo do you guys like have threesomes all the time?â Honey asked dying to know the dirty details.
Shaking your head you couldnât believe you were actually having this conversation, âno we donât have threesomes, but Iâm sleeping with both of them.â
âDamn girl thatâs pretty hot.â
Looking over to the pool table you found Mingyu holding the pool stick and staring at you. You gave him a smirk before looking back at honey. âItâs something I never thought I would do.â
âSo are you worried about falling in love with one of them?â Honey asked.
Slowly you nodded, âIâm terrified thatâs going to happen, but for some reason I think this is a good idea.â Looking back across the room you found Wonwoo now staring at you. âWhy donât we go watch the boys play pool?â
Honey and you walked over to where the boys were playing pool. Wonwoo wrapped his arm over your shoulder and held you close to his body.
Biting your lips you looked up at him smiling, he leaned over and pressed his lips to your temple and whispered in your ear, âyou look really good.â
Since this had started between you and Wonwoo never acted like a couple other than when you were alone. You couldnât lie you were a fan of the affection he was giving you. Mingyu was the one who had no issue holding your hand or touching you while they were out.
He pulled away from you when it was his turn and you walked over to Mingyu who was a couple feet away. You elbowed him gently and he smiled at you.
As the night went on you all had a blast hanging out with your coworkers. Walking into your apartment building. The boys walked you to your door and they both kissed the top of your head and wished you goodnight before they headed to their apartment. They walked inside and went to the kitchen to get a glass of water.
âIâm shocked you didnât go into her apartment with her,â Mingyu said before taking a drink of water.
âI slept with her today when I went and saw her, I assumed you were going to go home with her. I thought you two might have some stuff you want to talk about,â Wonwoo said.
Knitting his eyebrows together, Mingyu stared at his best friend, âWonwoo, are you sure this is a good idea?â
Shrugging he said, âit might not be, but it might be worth the risk.â
Wonwoo smiled and patted his best friend on the shoulder, âIâm going to bed, why donât you go see her?â
Mingyu stood in the kitchen for a moment wondering if he should just go to bed. Letting out a heavy sigh he walked out of his apartment and walked over next door. Hesitantly he knocked. He stood at the door with his hands shoved in his jeans pockets. The door opened and you stood in front of him with her hair pulled away from your face and wearing nothing more than an oversized shirt and a pair of panties. Capturing his lip between his teeth he stared at you for a long moment silently.
âHey Mingyu,â your voice was soft.
You hadnât really spent any one on one time since you had slept together. You were surprised when you opened the door and found Mingyu standing on the other side. When you heard the knock on the door you expected to find Wonwoo on the other side.
âAre you okay with this happening again?â Mingyu asked, stepping towards you.
Silently you nodded.
Without another word he leaned forward and pressed his lips to yours. His strong hand rested on your cheek as your lips moved together. His other hand rested on your soft hip and walked you backward slowly inside your apartment. Pulling away from you he reached down and laced his fingers with yours and led you towards the bedroom.
Standing in your room he pulled his shirt off. You stripped off your shirt and pulled off your panties. You stood naked in front of him watching as he worked on taking his jeans off.
Once you were both naked your lips connected again for a heated kiss. Mingyu only pulled away to grab a condom.
Laying on your back you spread your legs as he sat on his hunches. He pumped his length a few times before lining up with your entrance. His hands gripped your hips as he moved. His thrust were slow but deliberate. Your hands gripped the bed sheets as you moaned loudly. Leaning forward he palmed one of your breasts as his lips connected to you. Moaning into his mouth as his thrust grew sloppier.
There were many differences between Wonwoo and Mingyu. One of them being Mingyu effortlessly made you feel delicate. When Wonwoo was with you, he made you feel like he couldnât get enough of you.
Mingyuâs soft lips moved against yours as his fingers glided across your delicate skin.
Slow thrust earned echoing moans. The tightening coil in your stomach had you desperate. âIâm close,â you moan, reaching between you. Desperately you started to touch your clit.
He pulled his lips away from you and stared into your eyes as the both you were panting as both your their highs were near.
It only took a few more thrust before you fell apart together. One hand gripped your blush colored sheets while the other tangled in his dark hair.
His forehead rests against yours slowly opening his eyes. Pulling away he couldnât help but smile. Pulling away from you he quickly discarded his used condom.
As you both rode out your highs you laid curled up against him with your head rested on his chest as his strong hand stroked your side. Mingyu had a way of making you feel safe.
âAre you allowed to spend the night?â You didnât want him to leave.
âIâm not sure exactly what the rules are here,â he leaned down and pressed his lips to the top of your head.
âStay the night please, I want to cuddle,â you whispered looking up at him. You werenât ready to say goodbye to him.
He nodded and smiled, âalright Iâll stay.â
NINE: THE SUNSETS IN YOUR EYES
-Four Months Later-
Mingyu was away for the weekend on a business trip and you had spent basically the whole day with Wonwoo. You went to your favorite diner that was down the street and got breakfast together and on the way back they picked up some coffee to take back to the apartment.
It was a calm summer afternoon as you were sitting in Wonwoo and Mingyuâs living room. Wonwoo was relaxing on the tan colored sofa that was sat across from the tv with his legs kicked up on the coffee table. You were laying down comfortably on the couch with your head resting on Wonwoo's lap. Your bright eyes were fixed on the tv that was playing the third episode in a row of How I Met Your Mother. Wonwoo was half paying attention to the TV while he was partially focused on twirling pieces of your hair around his fingers. You have been in this position since Wonwoo had turned on the first episode and you hadnât really moved other than for you to take a quick trip to the bathroom.
âDo people actually like Ted Mosby?â Wonwoo asked, breaking the comfortable silence that had formed between you.
âI mean I personally donât,â you say with a soft laugh. âI mean heâs kind of an asshole, and pretty selfish.â
âHeâs really selfish,â he said.
âI mean lets be honest, why would you be with Ted when Marshall is there,â you said looking up at him.
âYouâre right Marshall is pretty awesome,â he said before he leaned down and kissed your nose gently.
âAre you annoyed by me laying on you yet?â You asked rolling over so that you were laying on your back staring up at him.
Shaking his head he let out a soft chuckle, âno.â
âMingyu is supposed to be home Thursday so we can finally have another wine Friday,â he said as twirled another piece of your hair around his finger again.
âWell you two might have to start wine Friday without me.â He knit his eyebrows confused by your comment. âItâs my sisterâs birthday that day so I wonât be home until after nine,â you reached up and rested your hand on his cheek.
âYou donât talk about your family much,â he said, realizing that you were never the type of person to talk about yourself too often. âCan you tell me about them?â He asked.
âWell my parents got divorced when I was eleven and thereâs not much to tell about my father. He made it clear when he left that he didnât want much to do with my mom, my sister and I. My mom is a strong woman. She raised us as a single parent until I was about sixteen when she started dating my now step dad Jack. Heâs a nice guy who always treated my sister and I really well. Chaewon is two years younger than me and Jack is really the only father figure sheâs known.â
Reaching up he rested his hand on top of your, âis your sister anything like you?â
âMy sister is way more confident than me, sheâs also a spitfire according to my mother,â you said with a soft laugh. You tried to play it off as a joke, but you had some insecurities when it came to being compared to your little sister. You loved her sister dearly and would do anything for her, but you had grown up hearing you were cute, while everyone talked about how beautiful your sister was.
â(YN) what do you mean? You are confident as hell?â He asked.
You shook your head, âIâve never been comfortable in my own skin, and that probably has to do with the fact that I have been compared to my sister almost all my life.â
âI would bet all the money in the world that your sister has nothing on you. You are one of the most beautiful people I have ever met inside and out, and Iâm barely able to keep my hands off your beautiful body.â
Your cheeks burned and suddenly you felt like crying because of his kind words. You had never dated anyone who went out of their way to tell you how beautiful they thought you were. Other than Mingyu who would also reassure you that youâre beautiful.
âYou havenât met my sister,â you whispered.
âI donât have to,â he leaned forward and pressed his lips to yours for a soft kiss.
It was at times like this you couldnât understand how you got lucky enough to have both Mingyu and Wonwoo in her life. For some reason Wonwoo seemed to know just the right things to say to you, and how to push away all your insecurities. You rolled onto your side to look over at the TV that was playing another episode of How I Met Your Mother. Wonwoo rested his hand on your arm and gently started rubbing it as his eyes stayed trained on you. He wasnât even paying a little bit of attention to what was on TV. Biting his bottom lip he couldnât help the feeling in his chest as he watched you.
âWonwoo thank you,â you whispered as your eyes brimmed with tears.
âFor what?â He asked with his eyes still locked on the side of your head.
âFor letting me know that I matter,â you whispered with a shaky voice.
âYouâve always mattered to me, and youâll always matter to me no matter what.â He leaned forward and pressed his lips to the side of your head. This was the first time that he had seen you this vulnerable and he wanted you to realize how special you are to him.
You laid in the same spot for another episode, you tried to focus on the episode and shake away the feeling in your chest while Wonwoo couldnât even tell you what was going on in the episode. His eyes barely left the girl who was still laying in his lap. Before you knew it both your stomachs were growling letting you know it was time to eat dinner.
Moving off of Wonwooâs lap you sat next to him on the couch and looked over at him with a soft smile on your face, âI donât know about you but Iâm starving.â
Normally Wonwoo would have made a joke about being starving for you, but there was a shift between you after your conversation. âAre we thinking we should take out, or maybe we could go downtown and get dinner together?â
âAre you asking me on a date?â You joked.
He shrugged his shoulders, âwould you actually go on a date with me?â
Your eyes were wide as you stared at him, âis that allowed?â
âWhy not?â
A smile formed on your face, âI would like that.â
âOkay letâs go then,â he stood up and held his hand out.
Taking his hand you stood up, âshould I change?â
Shaking his head he led her towards the door where their shoes were. You both put on your shoes and Wonwoo led you out of the apartment. You walked down the street as the sun was beginning to go down hand in hand. Wonwoo kept looking over at you and he couldnât help but see how beautiful you looked during golden hour. You looked as if you were glowing, especially as you wore a smile on your face.
You walked about a mile before you stopped in front of a café that was across the street from a park that had a beautiful view of the sunset.
âHow about we get some food to go and sit at the park?â He asked.
âThat would be wonderful.â
You walked inside and ordered some sandwiches and salad and quickly headed across the street and found a park bench that was near the edge of a pond. You sat next to each other watching the sunset eating. Wonwoo couldnât help but keep looking over at you as you seemed focused on the sunset.
âNobody has ever taken me out on a sunset picnic before?â
âSomething tells me you have been dating the wrong men,â he reached over and rested his hand on your thigh.
âBefore I started this whole thing with you and Mingyu I didnât exactly have men bang on my door to take me out let alone sleep with me.â You paused and looked over at Wonwoo, âI took a really big leap out of my comfort zone starting this whole thing with you guys. With me sex and feeling have always gone hand in hand, and honestly keeping my feelings out of this is hard.â
Wonwoo closed his eyes, shaking the feeling in his chest. He was afraid to speak, that if he opened his mouth he might say something that he probably shouldnât say. âI know I was probably crazy to agree to start this whole thing with both you boys, but itâs done nothing but help my confidence.
Looking straight towards the sun that was setting he was fighting the urge to say something that he shouldnât say to you, âI feel like Iâm a different person when it comes to you.â
Glancing over at him you wondered exactly what he meant by that, âis that a good thing or bad thing?â
âItâs a good thing,â he smiled, staring at the sunset.
âDo you ever look back at things that have happened and wished you could change them?â You asked, still staring at him.
Looking at you he stared into your bright eyes, âall the goddamn time.â In that moment there were a lot of things he wished he could have done differently. He wished he would have acted on his attraction for you long ago. He wished that he could have kept his heart out of this, and he wished that he wouldnât have let his best friend get involved in this. âWhat would you change?â He asked.
âI would have told myself long ago that I need to love myself, and probably would have kissed you long before our first solo wine night,â you said with a soft laugh.
You stayed at the park until the sun was fully set and walked back to the apartment building with Wonwooâs arm thrown over your shoulder holding you close while your arm was wrapped around his waist. Everything between you felt so easy, and Wonwoo knew that was for a reason. As they got to your floor of both of your apartments you went to walk off to your apartment when Wonwoo reached down and grabbed your hand. âstay the night?â
A crooked smile formed on your face as you nodded. Wonwoo led you into his apartment and off towards his room. Once in his room you stood at the edge of the bed wondering if this was when he was going to work on seducing you. He never asked you to stay the night unless you planned on having sex. Wonwoo walked off to his dresser and pulled out your pajama shirt you had left in his room a few weeks ago. You reached out and grabbed it and watched as he removed his shirt and jeans. Once he was down to his boxers you waited for him to remove them but was surprised when he reached into his dresser and pulled out a pair of gray lounge pants and put them on. You stared at him, still completely dressed, almost confused.
He walked over and pressed his lips to your temple and said, âI need a cuddle buddy tonight.â He walked over and sat down on the bed.
You removed your sundress and bra and pulled on your sleep shirt Wonwoo had given you. In nothing but an oversized shirt and panties you crawled into bed next to Wonwoo. Laying on your side you looked over at him knowing that you felt something more for him then you should. You were in love with him and you were a fool for feeling that way.
Wonwoo laid down and reached over pulling you close to him. Your soft body curled up against him. With your head resting on his chest it didnât take long before you were sound asleep. It took Wonwoo a little longer to fall asleep as he held you. He couldnât help the sense of guilt he had as you laid in bed together.
TEN: I MISSED YOU
As the sun was rising Mingyu walked into the apartment. He peeked his head into Wonwooâs rooming expecting to find the room empty, but was surprised when he found you lying in bed sound asleep fully dressed with Wonwoo. Quietly he closed the door and headed off to his room. As he laid in bed he couldnât help but be a little jealous of his best friend.
After waking up to find that Mingyu was home from his trip you had breakfast with him and Wonwoo and headed home to get ready for the day. You barely made it into your living room when Mingyu knocked on your door.
Walking into your apartment he stood there for a moment before leaning forward and pressing his lips to yours for a needy kiss. The whole time Mingyu was away he thought of you often. Ever since you had first slept together you never seemed to leave his mind.
âDid you maybe want a cup of coffee?â You asked.
He nodded his head and followed you to the kitchen area. Mingyu sat at the kitchen table as you worked on making a pot of coffee. He loved watching you move around the kitchen. You were dressed in her usual sundress and barefoot. You were humming something as you moved around.
âHow was your trip?â You asked as you brought two cups of coffee over to the table.
âIt went great,â he smiled, taking the cup from your hand. âWhat did you and Wonwoo do while I was gone?â
You took a sip of your coffee and sat your cup down before saying, âwe just hung out and watched How I Met Your Mother.â
You couldnât help the smile that formed on your face as you thought about the day you had spent with Wonwoo.
âThat sounds like a lot more fun, then sitting in a meeting like I was doing,â Mingyu said as he slowly brought his cup up towards his mouth.
âWell we missed you.â
Mingyu had a feeling in his gut that maybe you didnât miss him as much as you thought you did. He knew that you cared about him, but he also knew that you cared about Wonwoo a lot too.
âI missed you too (YN).â
You sat there drinking your coffee talking more about Mingyuâs trip. You were really enjoying your time you were getting to spend with him. Walking your empty cups to the sink you turned and said, âI was just getting ready to take a bath.â
âDo you mind if I join?â
âOf course not.â
Taking his hand you led him off to your room. Standing by your dresser you slowly started to strip away your clothes. Standing there naked in front of him you gave him a small smile before heading off into the bathroom. Mingyu removed his own clothing and then followed you into the bathroom. He found you filling the tub up with warm water and pouring bath salts in vanilla scented soap.
Mingyu stepped forward and slowly got into the warm water. You stepped into the water and leaned back so your soft body was pressed against Mingyuâs toned body. Your head was resting against his shoulder with your eyes closed enjoying the feeling of his closeness. Mindlessly he drew circles on your thigh. You felt so peaceful leaning against him. Biting your bottom lip, you smiled as he softly said, âI missed you.â
âI missed you too.â
You had spent all of the day before with Wonwoo, and that day had left you feeling very confused. But you couldnât lie, you missed Mingyu quite a bit while he was gone. Over the last few weeks you had to constantly remind yourself not to catch feelings for either of the men you were sleeping with. After the day you spent with Wonwoo yesterday you werenât sure your heart could stay out of this.
They spent about ten minutes in that bath before Mingyuâs lips moved to the base of your neck distracting you from your thoughts as he started placing wet kisses across your skin. A moan passed your lips as his hands moved up and gently started to massage your breast. Leaning your head back you closed your eyes taking in the feeling of his hands on your skin. Slowly you rolled your hips back against Mingyu's growing length. Biting your bottom lip you held back a loud moan.
âI need you,â he whispered in your ear, sending a shiver down your spine.
Silently you stood up and got out of the bath. You reached for a towel and turned to watch Mingyu get out of the tub, you could tell by his growing erection that he wanted you. Standing in the bathroom you dried off with lust filled eyes staring at each other.
âYou are so pretty,â he walked towards you and pushed a piece of your wet hair behind your ear.
Taking your hand he led her off to the bedroom. With his lips pressed to your he walked you backwards until the back of your legs hit the bed. Slowly he leaned you back and you laid on the bed staring at him with hungry eyes. Crawling onto the bed he pressed his lips to yours once again and your lips moved together. Your hands were wrapped around his neck. Holding him close to you as their lips danced. He left you with a feeling of butterflies as his lips dragged from your mouth down to your neck. Closing your eyes you bit your bottom lip attempting to not moan.
Pushing on his chest and he removed his lips from you and looked up at you with lust filled eyes. His lips were parted as he stared at you silently. You took a moment to just take in his closeness. Your hand moved from his chest up to his neck. The world seemed to stilled for a moment as you stared at each other. Your eyes were locked on each other for a long moment.
âYou're so amazing,â his voice was low.
You paused for a moment before saying, âhow do you always know the right thing to say?â
âI always just tell you what I honestly think,â he leaned forward and pressed his lips to your forehead. His lips stayed there for a long moment and you closed your eyes taking in his closeness.
Pulling away from you he rolled onto his back and stared at the ceiling for a moment before he looked over at you who was staring at him. You moved and crawled over to him and sat on his thighs. Your finger drew soft circles on your chest. He couldnât help but smile at you.
âBaby youâre so pretty.â
Leaning down you pressed wet kisses across his collar bones and moved down his chest. As your lips moved down stomach he reached to stop you before his lips could get anywhere near his length.
âLay back down baby,â he said lowly.
Slowly you crawled off of him and laid back down on the bed. He sat up and reached into the nightstand to grab a foil packet before moving so he was sitting on his hunched between your legs. His hands moved to part your thighs even more. Leaning forward he pressed his lips to yours for a sear kissing. Pulling his lips away from your he gave you a lopsided grin as he tore the foil packet open. He rolled the rubber down his length. His hands gripped your soft sides as he slowly slid into you. A low gasp pasted your lips as he filled you fully.
He leaned forward so he was resting on his arms hovering over her. Your leg was swung over his waist holding him close to her as his hips did slow thrust. Your hands held his face as your eyes stayed locked onto each otherâs. Your bodies moved together in perfect sync.
The coil in you stomach tightened as he leaned forward and rested his forehead against your. Low groans past his lips as his hips pick up pace slightly. Through parted lips soft moans escape. Little was said between you as their bodies moved together.
As your hips continued to meet with everything slow, Mingyu pushed you closer and closer to the edge. He dropped down to his elbows so he was closer to you. Leaning down he pressed his lips to yours for a sloppy kiss pushing you over the edge. A gasp passed your lips as you rolled your head back. Mingyu got a few thrust in before he hit his own high. His body was clasped on top of you, his head was resting on your breast. Your hands reached up and you massaged his scalp enjoying how close you were.
They laid like that for a few minutes before Mingyu rolled off of you and disposed of the condom. You laid on your bed, both of you staring at the ceiling quietly. The longer you laid there the heavier Mingyuâs chest seemed to feel. Things between the two of you felt different and Mingyu knew you needed to talk about it.
â(Y/N),â his voice was shaky and unsure.
âYeah?â You looked over at him and gave him a soft smile.
âDo you love Wonwoo?â Mingyu needed to know. He had noticed how close you had grown and could tell by the way that Wonwoo looked at you and how he talked about you that Wonwoo felt more for you then he was willing to admit.
You took a deep breath trying to figure out what exactly you were feeling, âI think so.â
Your eyes suddenly started to brim with tears. Mingyu nodded his head knowing that all good things had to come to an end.
âHeâs a really great guy,â Mingyu said.
You rolled onto your side so you were facing Mingyu who was still laying on his back staring up at the ceiling.
âI think I love you too,â your voice sounded desperate.
âI think I got involved in something I knew was going to hurt all three of us. I was selfish, and I should have just let you and Wonwoo keep this up. If I wouldnât have never gotten involved you wouldnât have to sound so guilty about being in love with Wonwoo.â
The room suddenly felt as if it was spinning and you felt sick to your stomach. Warm tears started to slide down your cheeks.
âMingyu.â
â(YN), we knew when this started somehow someone was going to end up hurt. I think that Wonwoo and you could have something special,â he reached over and laced his fingers with your and gently squeezed your hand.
âAre you ending things with me?â You asked as tears slid down your cheek.
Slowly he nodded his head, â(Y/N) I think I love you too and honestly I can't keep my feelings out of this.â
You took a deep breath as tears continued to slide down you cheek, âWe can work this out.â
â(YN) we canât, if we donât stop now someone is really going to get hurt.â
âMingyu but this hurts,â you begged. You werenât ready to say goodbye to the man that was laying in the bed next to you. Even with all of your confused feelings you knew that she cared deeply about Mingyu. Even though you were trying to deny it. You knew deep down inside you loved Mingyu.
âI know this hurts, itâs hurting me too. I just want you to be happy, and I want Wonwoo to be happy too,â he leaned forward and pressed his lips to your forehead.
âI donât think anyone gets a happy ending here,â you said softly as he started crawling out of bed.
â(YN) this is for the better.â
He got dressed and walked back over to the bed where you were sitting wrapped up in the blankets watching him with tear filled eyes. You weren't ready for this to be over and neither was Mingyu, but he was trying to do the right thing.
Standing next to the bed the twisting guilt filled feeling is almost too much to handle. His sad eyes stared at you for a moment before he pressed his lips to the top of your head.
âNo matter what I want you to know that I still think youâre the most amazing woman ever.â That was his goodbye, he was leaving the girl he fell for trying his hardest to be selfless.
His feet carried him as he left the apartment and headed back over to his and Wonwooâs place. Mingyu walked straight over to Wonwooâs room. He found his best friend sitting on his bed with his laptop. Wonwoo looked up at the sound of Mingyu lightly knocking on the wall.
âWhatâs up?â Wonwoo asked.
âI ended things with (Y/N).â
Wonwooâs eyes went wide as he tried to process what Mingyu had just said to him.
âWhat?â
âItâs clear youâre in love with her, and to be honest I think I am too. I want you to have a real chance with her.â
Wonwoo knit his eyebrows together as he stared at him, âMingyu I donât love her.â
âWe both know thatâs not true,â Mingyu said leaning against the door frame.
Wonwoo stared at his friend, unsure of what he should even say to him. Over the last few weeks each time he saw you he seemed to grow even more confused on what exactly he was feeling. He had told himself over and over again that he wasnât allowed to fall in love, but now that his best friend was standing in his room telling him how he felt he wasnât sure if he could lie to himself any longer.
ELEVEN: ALL IS WELL THAT ENDS WELL
It had only been a day since Mingyu had ended things with you, and in that time Wonwoo had kept to himself. He was completely unsure of what he was feeling or even what he should do. He stood in the shower just blankly staring at the wall, as a million things went through his mind. He thought back to the times that he had showered with you. And how you would stand there talking while he was washing your hair. He thought of how your bright eyes would stare back at him. You always seemed to show exactly what you were thinking.
Jeon Wonwoo had never been in love, and he wasnât sure if the stabbing feeling in his chest was the feeling of guilt of betraying his best friend or the fact that he was indeed in love with a girl next door. He felt so guilty for hurting Mingyu, he knew when he started this with you that Mingyu liked you.
The cool water continued to fall on him as his eyes looked down at his feet. Reaching forward he turned the shower off and wrapped a towel around his waist.
Sitting on the edge of his bed he placed his face in his hands and let out a heavy sigh. He felt sick to his stomach as he started getting dressed.
Once he was fully dressed he walked into the living room to find Mingyu sitting on the couch with a sad look on his face. Mingyu looked over at him with his sad eyes and attempted to give him a smile.
âWhere are you going?â Mingyu asked.
âI need to talk to (Y/N),â just saying your name made him feel guilty.
âWonwoo, she's a good girl and you could have something great.â
Mingyu was trying to encourage Wonwoo to continue his relationship, but he knew Wonwoo wouldnât listen to him. He could tell by the look on his best friend's face that he was sad and riddled with guilt. Mingyu didnât want Wonwoo to feel guilty. He didnât feel like Wonwoo had done anything wrong. It wasnât his fault that you had fallen for him, and that Mingyu had fallen for you.
Wonwoo nodded before heading out of the apartment. Walking next door he took a deep breath before he knocked on the door. As you opened the front door he could tell by your puffy eyes that you had been crying. You gave him a sad smile before stepping to the side.
You had a feeling that Wonwoo didnât come over to make things better. Walking into your apartment he followed you into your kitchen. Silently you poured him a cup of coffee and sat down next to him.
For a solid two minutes neither of you said anything to each other, you just silently drank your coffee. The sound of you clearing your throat broke the screaming silence.
âIâm assuming Mingyu told you he ended things with me?â Your hand clutched your large coffee cup. Silently he nodded his head unsure of even what to say to you. âHe asked me if I loved you,â you felt sick thinking about the night before.
âWhat did you say?â Wonwoo asked, finally speaking for the first time.
âI told him I think I do,â tears once again started to brim your eyes as you confessed your feelings.
He looked down at the table as if he was suddenly afraid to look at the girl in front of him. Placing his elbow on the table he rested his face in hand and took a deep breath. He was so unsure of everything he was feeling.
âI think itâs pretty obvious you donât feel the same way,â tears started slowly sliding down your cheek. His silence was heartbreaking. You had managed to fall in love with two men, one who wasnât going to ever love you back and one who loved you but didnât want to be with you.
âMingyu is my best friend, and the closest thing to a brother that I have, and I hurt him,â he sighed, feeling guilty that he hurt the most important person in his life. âI have gone my whole life from the moment I met him doing everything I can to be the best friend I can be, and I fucked up.â
You closed your eyes and winced knowing that you were the reason he fucked up.
âIâm sorry (YN),â his eyes finally looked up to see your teary eyes.
Tears slid down your cheeks, you opened your mouth to speak and suddenly nothing came out. You didnât even know what you should say to Wonwoo.
âHow much I want to keep things going between us, I canât do that to Mingyu. He means too much to me to do anything that could hurt him more than I already did,â he reached up with a shaky hand and pushed away the tears that kept sliding down your cheek.
âOkay,â your voice was low and shaky.
Wonwoo pulled his hands away from you and stood up and stared at you for a long moment. Biting his bottom lip he held back telling you that he didnât want to do this. Walking out of your apartment he couldnât let himself look back to see you crying.
Shutting the door he took a deep breath and leaned against the door. He wanted desperately to run back inside and tell you he didnât want to end things but he couldnât do that.
Sitting there at your kitchen table you couldnât hold back the sob that broke in your chest. You knew when Wonwoo came to your door that you had not only lost Mingyu, but you were going to lose Wonwoo too. Closing your eyes you tried to hold back the tears that just kept falling.
Walking off into you bed she crawled under the cover and just laid there crying until the evening. You hated feeling like this, but you couldnât help it.
Without a second thought she walked over to your closet and pulled out her overnight bag and worked on packing enough clothes for a week. Zipping your bag up you headed out of your apartment with your purse on one shoulder and your duffle bag on the other. Entering the car garage you went to your car and tossed your bag in the backseat.
You drove the two hour drive up north to where your sister lived. You didnât bother texting or calling her. You just knocked on your sister's door. It was eight at night and your sister Chaewon was very confused when she found her older sister standing on the other side of the door with puffy eyes.
â(YN)?â
âI got my heart broken,â you cried as she dropped your duffle bag on the floor.
Reaching forward your sister pulled you into her chest and rubbed you back as you continued to cry. Canât remember the last time you cried this much.
âWho broke your heart?â Chaewon asked.
You hadnât told your sister about what had been going on with Wonwoo and Mingyu. You hadnât really told anyone what was going on with the boys. You followed Chaewon inside to the kitchen where your sister made you a cup of tea, and then you went on to tell her all about Mingyu and Wonwoo and what happened.
Chaewon couldnât lie, everything you told her seemed crazy, but she was never going to judge you for sleeping with both men, or falling in love with both of them.
âWhy didnât you and Wonwoo keep things up?â Chaewon was confused on why things needed to end between you.
âBecause he didnât want to hurt Mingyu more than he did,â you sighed knowing that you had gotten between two best friends that were basically brothers.
âI was so stupid I needed to keep my heart out of this, and for some reason I couldnât help but fall for both of them,â she cursed. âIf I could of just kept this strictly about sex this wouldnât of been a problem, but I couldnât keep my stupid heart out of this.â
âSweetie, anyone would have fallen in love with them.â
You let out a heavy, âthe last week with Wonwoo things had just seemed different. We were spending more time together and it wasnât all about us having sex. I literally stay over with him just to cuddle and sleep together. We didnât even have sex.â
âIt sounds like Wonwoo might have feelings for you too,â Chaewon said.
You shrugged, âI thought he might, but from what both Wonwoo and Mingyu had told me Wonwoo doesnât do relationships. He doesnât exactly believe in love, he is the kind of guy that just likes to have sex.â
You couldnât help but feel even more stupid, you knew how Wonwoo was but it didnât stop you from feeling getting involved.
âWhy donât you stay here for a while. You donât have to worry about going back to school for another month. You can totally stay here the whole time if you want,â Chaewon said, knowing that you couldnât just go back to seeing your neighbors every day.
âI canât stay here for a whole month, but I can stay for a week. I packed enough to be gone for a week,â you sighed. You knew sooner than later you were going to have to see Mingyu and Wonwoo again, but you needed at least a week to try to move on.
âThat works perfectly,â Chaewon smiled.
Chaewon helped you move your stuff into the guest room. You took a shower and then went into the kitchen with your sister to make some cookies together before you decided to eat those cookies with some popcorn while watching a movie together. You sat on the couch together watching St. Elmoâs Fire, both of their favorite movies from the eighties. This was some much needed time that you needed with your sister.
TWELVE: TIME TO HEAL
When morning came around you sat at the kitchen table with your sister as she was making you banana pancakes. You had a cup of coffee in your hand as you said, âwhatâs the plan for today?â
âHyungwon wanted to come over tonight for dinner if youâre fine with that?â
Hyungwon was Chaewon's boyfriend that you had always loved. You thought Hyungwon was the best possible guy for your sister. Chaewon was a kind and big hearted person, and Hyungwon was the exact same way. He would do anything in the world to make Chaewon happy.
âOf course Hyun can come over, but tell him he has to bring me my favorite Apple pie from the diner by his house,â you let out a soft laugh.
âYou know heâll bring that in a heartbeat for you,â Chaewon said as she put a plate with a stack of banana pancakes down.
âDid you tell him why Iâm here?â You were curious to know if Chaewon had told Hyungwon about your relationship with both Mingyu and Wonwoo.
Chaewon shook her head as she sat across from you, âI just told him you got your heartbroken by your neighbor, I didnât give him any details.â
You couldnât help but feel slightly relieved, you didnât really want everyone knowing about your relationship with both boys.
You ate breakfast together and then sat in the living room together watching your favorite show to watch together. You had a bowl of popcorn sitting between you as Chaewon clicked play on the next episode. Chaewon was the perfect distraction to keep your mind off of Wonwoo and Mingyu.
When it got closer to dinner time, Hyungwon arrived with an apple pie from your favorite diner. You sat at the kitchen table eating a slice of pie as Chaewon and Hyungwon worked on cooking dinner. Hyungwon had asked you how you were doing but didnât ask you anything about getting your heart broken.
You all ate dinner together and then decided to watch a movie together. Hyungwon and Chaewon curled up on the couch together and you sat on the other side of the couch wrapped in a blanket. They decided to watch Catch Me If You Can. As soon as the movie ended, you headed off to your room to give Chaewon and Hyungwon some alone time.
As you laid in bed you couldnât help but miss the boys. You had rarely slept alone much since everything had started up with the boys. The spot on the bed next to you felt cold and empty. You fought back tears as you closed your eyes before falling asleep.
THIRTEEN: IâM REALLY SORRY
You had been gone for a week and Wonwoo was very aware of it. He tried to not think about you constantly but his mind wandered back to you constantly. Everything seemed to remind him of you. He also noticed that Mingyu seemed to be distracting himself with work. Mingyu was sitting at the kitchen table with his laptop working on something, and Wonwoo stood in front of the fridge blankly staring inside, not even sure what he was looking for.
Mingyu looked over at his best friend, noticing that he was staring at nothing. He let out a heavy sigh shaking his head.
Mingyu was also very aware of the fact that you hadnât been home in a week. He was also aware of the fact that his best friend seemed completely out of it. Mingyu knew that even if Wonwoo didnât want to admit it he was pretty heartbroken. When Mingyu ended things with you he didnât expect for all three of you to end up heartbroken. He thought if he stepped away that maybe the two of you would get together and not have to worry about his feelings.
Wonwoo walked off to his room not bothering to get anything from the fridge. Mingyu wasnât sure what to do but he couldnât deal with Wonwoo moping around.
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You had arrived back home and you couldnât lie you werenât ready to see the boys. Walking up to your front door you unlocked the door and looked over when you heard your name. You glanced over to see Mingyu leaving his apartment. You both stood still staring at each other for a long moment. Mingyu went to step forward to talk to you but he stopped because he wasnât sure what exactly to say to you.
His sad eyes locked on your sad ones. He could tell that you were as heartbroken as Wonwoo. Your bright eyes lack the gleam they normally had. Biting his bottom lip, he thought of what he should even say to you.
He wished that he could tell you that Wonwoo was miserable without you. Hell he wished that he could tell you, he was miserable without you. He knew he lost that privilege when he left you. He wished that Wonwoo hadnât left you too. He never intended for Wonwoo to end things with you. He knew in his heart you had fallen in love with Wonwoo and he couldnât blame you. Mingyu also knew that you had extremely strong feelings for him even if you werenât in love. He felt like he had been put in a rock in a hard place. He had managed to put himself in a love triangle without meaning to.
â(YN) where did you go?â He finally spoke up and walked towards you.
You stood still at your door not even sure what you should say to Mingyu. You hadnât spoken to him since he broke your heart that night. Just seeing him brought back a lot of emotions.
âI went to see my sister,â your voice was soft.
Mingyu took another step towards you and stopped a couple feet away from you. He wished things between you could go back to normal but he knew he was the one who had ruined everything.
â(YN) Iâm really sorry.â
âMingyu itâs not your fault itâs mine,â you reached for the door and opened it.
âI never meant for things to be like this.â
You had planned to walk inside but you stopped and stared at Mingyu for a long moment.
âMingyu, let's be honest, if you didnât end things when you did, we were both going to get even more hurt then we are now. How much I wish it wasnât it true I donât think I could have ever kept my heart out of this,â you let out a sigh as your eyes brimmed with tears. âMingyu you mean a lot to me and I think you will always have a piece of my heart.â He walked towards you and stopped right in front of you.
Reaching forward he rested his hand on your cheek. He stepped closer so he was a couple inches away from you. He wished that he could tell you he wanted to take it all back but he couldnât.
â(YN) youâll always have a piece of mine too. I know weâre both hurt, but I need to have you in my life. Even if weâre just friends. I also need you to not give up on Wonwoo. Heâs confused and heâs trying to be a good friend. I need you both to know there are no hard feelings on my part. I want you both to be happy.â
A soft smile spread across his face. You looked up at him and gave him a sad smile.
âWhy canât I be happy with you?â
âBecause I know you can make Wonwoo happy,â he sighs.
âI donât think he feels the same way for me that I feel for him, and one day Iâll be okay with that.â
â(YN)-â he wished he could convince Wonwoo to get his head out of his ass but he didnât know if he could.
âItâs okay Mingyu,â you leaned forward and pressed your lips to his for a soft kiss.
âWe were great while it lasted,â you stepped away from his touch.
â(YN) Iâm here if you ever need anything and I would really love for us to be friends again.â
âMingyu, I want more than friendship. I'm still trying to work out how to tell myself we canât be together.â
You walked inside and Mingyu was left standing outside your apartment, wishing he could fix things between you.
Mingyu stood outside your apartment feeling more heartbroken than before. He sighed knowing that he needed to convince Wonwoo to fix things between you.
He walked back into his apartment and poured himself a cup of coffee and sat down at the kitchen table waiting for Wonwoo to get home from work. He needed to convince him to get his head out of his ass and fix things with you immediately. In all the years he had been friends with Wonwoo he hadnât ever seen him so broken up over ending things with a girl.
When Wonwoo finally got home from work he stepped into the kitchen and found his best friend sitting at the kitchen table waiting for him.
âWhatâs up Mingyu,â he said as he walked over to the fridge and pulled out a bottle of water.
âWonwoo, we need to talk,â Mingyu said, speaking up.
Wonwoo knit his eyebrows together and gave him a confused look before sitting down across from Mingyu. He opened the bottle and took a drink of the water.
âYou need to talk to (YN),â Mingyu said, jumping to the point of not bothering to dance around things.
Wonwoo closed his eyes taking a deep breath before he looked down at the table with a guilty expression. He slowly shook his head, âI canâtâ
âWonwoo, I donât think you realize that youâre in love with her. In all the years I have known you I havenât ever seen you broken up over someone,â Mingyu stated, attempting to get Wonwoo to realize how he felt.
âMingyu I donât love her, love isnât real.â
As long as they had known each other Wonwoo had always told Mingyu he didnât believe in love. Even after his high girlfriend cheated on him, he told Mingyu he wasnât heartbroken because according to him love wasnât real.
âYou might not think love is real, but what you feel for her is love. You arenât the only one completely torn up over this. I talked to (YN) today and sheâs just as messed up as you. Hell, I'm just as much of a mess as you are.â
Wonwoo stood up and groaned as he pushed his fingers through his hair, âMingyu itâs pretty clear youâre in love with her, so why donât you get together with her? Like make her your girlfriend and have something with her that is something more then sex.â
Mingyu shook his head and stood up, âWonwoo I talked to her and itâs clear she loves you. I canât just date her. I already made the mistake of letting her go.â
Wonwoo paced in front of Mingyu for a moment silently. It was almost as if he was at a complete loss of what to even say.
âFix it then Mingyu!â He shouted at his best friend.
He slammed his hand on the table, âI canât fix it, she was yours first. I donât get to be happy here.â
âMingyu, she was never mine. She doesnât just love me. Why are you dismissing her feelings for you?â He pushed his fingers through his dark hair. He took off his glasses, rubbing his eyes for a moment.
âBecause even though I love her, Wonwoo. I love you too. Youâre the closest thing I have to a brother and you mean too much to me,â tears brim his eyes as he looks up at his best friend.
âHow do we fix this?â Wonwoo sits down sighing. âWhy do we both have to walk away?â
âWonwoo, do you love her?â
âYou think I love her?â He looked up at Mingyu.
âI think we both love her,â Mingyu sighs.
Slowly Wonwoo nodded his head, âI think I do love her, and I know that she loves both of us.â The world felt like it was spinning sideways to him. âMingyu if I fix things with her. Could you fix things with her?â
âI donât know if she would take me back,â Mingyu reaches up, pushing away his tears. âI hope you realize just because we tell her we love her doesnât mean sheâll just want something casual again. She deserves more, she deserves a relationship.â
âCould we make that work with both of us?â Wonwoo had never thought of the possibility of them both fully getting to be with her.
âI think we both need to talk to her, itâs up to her if wants one of us at all or both of us.â
FOURTEEN: I WANT TO FIX THIS
With the bottle of wine in hand Wonwoo reached forward with a shaky hand and knocked on the door. Seconds seemed to be creeping by as he waited for you to answer the door. Mingyu rested his hand on his shoulder attempting to calm his best friend's nerves.
As the door slowly opened he took a deep breath waiting to face you. You stood in front of him with sad eyes.
âHi,â your voice was soft and unsure.
Wonwoo didnât know what exactly to say to you. He had tried to prepare what he wanted to tell you but all of it seemed to leave his mind the second his eyes locked with yours.
âSo Mingyu says Iâm in love with you. I havenât ever been in love and to be quite honest I donât know if love is exactly real. I know I feel things that I havenât felt before for you. I hadnât seen you in a week and honestly this week has been hell. I havenât been able to think straight knowing that I lost you. I never meant to hurt you by ending things,â he rambled on, not even sure if he was even making any sense at all.
You look next to Wonwoo and sees Mingyu standing there with his hands shoved into his pockets.
âDo you think you love me?â You look up at Wonwoo's tall figure.
Wonwoo slowly nodded his head, âI feel things for you that I have never felt for another person.â
âWhat about you Mingyu?â You asked, speaking to the other man standing in the hallway.
âI already knew I love you,â he gives you a gentle smile.
âWhat made you decide to come over here?â You asked, looking up at Wonwoo.
âMingyu told me I needed to make sure I didnât lose you,â he sighed. âMingyu and I donât want to lose you.â
âDid you want to come inside?â You asked, stepping aside. The whole apartment building didnât need to know what was going on between you.
He nodded and walked past you. Mingyu stops in front of you before walking in. âIâm sorry,â he whispers before pressing his lips to your cheek. Your eyes lock as he pulls away and you can love behind his eyes.
You led them over to the living room coach. You sat down on one end of the couch and they sat on the other end staring at you.
Wonwoo still had a million things he wanted to say to you, but he wasnât even sure how to say them. He had never really put himself out on the line like this.
â(YN) I canât really picture my life where you arenât with me. This last week has been hell not being able to be with you.â Wonwoo is trying his hardest to convey how heâs feeling.
âI can't be with you if youâre going to break my heart again,â you couldnât deal with having your heartbroken again by the man sitting across from you.
âI won't break your heart again,â he reached over and rested his hand on your thigh.
âWhat about you Mingyu?â You looked on the other side of Wonwoo to see Mingyu staring at you.
âI fucked up.â
âAre you still done with me,â you stood up moving so you stood in front of Mingyu.
Silently he swallows staring up at you. He stood up, taking one of your hands and resting the other on the side of your neck. Gently he dragged his thumb across your delicate skin.
â(YN) I love you,â he whispered, leaning forward resting his forehead against yours. âPlease forgive me.â
âKim Mingyu, I love you too,â leaning back you stare at him and you canât help but smile. âIs it still over?â You don't think your heart could handle losing him again either.
âIf youâll take me back itâs not over. I wonât ever walk away again.â
He leaned forward pressing his lips to yours for a soft kiss. Both his hands hold your face as your lips move together for a heated kiss. Butterflies fluttered in your stomach, missing the feeling of his lips against your.
Pulling away from you his nose rests against yours. A soft laugh passes his lips. âAll this is complicated and not traditional, but just know we both love you.â
Looking over on the couch you find Wonwoo still sitting on the couch. Mingyu steps aside and you move to sit down next to the tall boy with glasses. You rest your hand on his thigh and give him a smile.
âI just need you to know that Iâm new to this whole being a boyfriend thing, and Iâm going to mess up sometimes, but Iâm begging you not to give up on me.â He reached down and took your hand in his. âI wonât give up on you, but I need you to always talk to me and be open and honest with me.â
âI can do that,â he leaned forward so his face was a few inches away from yours.
âI love Wonwoo,â you say softly, moving forward so your lips were brushing against his.
âI think I love you too,â he pressed his lips against yours for a heated kiss. Your lips danced for a moment before Wonwoo pulled away from you and rested his forehead against yours.
âDid you both want to stay the night?â You asked not wanting to spend another night without them.
He nodded and smiled, âyes I would love to stay.â
Looking over at Mingyu he gives a soft smile and nods.
Wonwoo pulled your body close to his and they sat on the couch with you curled up next to him. His hand gently rubbed your side as your head rested on his shoulder. He wasnât sure at that moment how he had gone a week without you. You had somehow managed to break down his walls without even trying. He wasnât sure if Mingyu didnât make him fix things if he would have been to get you back. The thought of you slipping through his finger hurt.
You reached for Mingyu's hands, pulling him down onto the couch next to you. You held his hand tightly as you cuddled closer to Wonwoo.
âSo you both love me?â You beamed.
Mingyu leaned over, pressing his lips to the side of your neck. With his lips ghosting your skin he whispered, âI love you more than anything.â
âI believe I do too,â Wonwoo presses his lips to the top of your head.
You all sat together on the couch for probably an hour before you looked at both the boys with bright eyes and said, âcan you take me to bed.â
Silently Mingyu nodded and took your hand leading you off to the bedroom. Wonwoo wasnât far behind, taking in the sight of you two in front of him.
You stood at the foot of the bed and Mingyu slowly stripped away your clothes. Standing in front of them both completely exposed just smiling. You had spent the last week thinking you had lost Wonwoo and Mingyu forever and now here they were together confessing how they really felt. Reaching forward you worked on removing his clothing.
Standing naked in front of each other his hungry hands roamed your soft body as your lips moved together. Wonwoo leaned against the wall watching as it all unfolded in front of him with lust filled eyes.
Mingyu pulled his lips away from yours and said, âI missed you so muchâ
âI missed you too,â you walked away from him and moved to the bed.
You laid naked on the bed staring at the man you loved with lust filled eyes. He stared at you for a long moment. Things between you felt suddenly even more different than they ever had before. This didnât feel like just sex like it normally did. Slowly he crawled on the bed and hovered over you. Gently he connected his lips to yours for a heated kiss. He dragged his lips from yours down the base of your neck. He left a trail of wet kisses across delicate skin. His lips kissed across each breast earning a gentle moan.
Your eyes looked over to the wall where the other man you loved was standing. âWonwoo I need you,â you said as you reached for him. Your words did nothing to deter Mingyu who continued to kiss his way across your skin.
Pushing himself off the wall, Wonwoo made quick work of removing his clothes. Stepping towards his best friend and his girlfriend who were sprawled out on the bed in front of him.
Dragging his lips away from your soft skin, Mingyu eyes stayed locked on your. He crawled off you sitting on his hunches next to you.
Reaching into her nightstand by the bed you grabbed a foil packet and handed it to Wonwoo. He tore the packet open with his teeth and slid the rubber down his length. Laying on your back you stared at him in complete bliss that she managed to find two men who truly loved you.
Crawling on the bed he sat opposite of Mingyu, whose lips have not left your neck. Wonwoo pumps his hardened length watching.
Wonwoo leaned forward and kissed your cheek for a moment before moving his lips up to her your. âOn your side baby,â he whispered with his lips brushing against your ear.
Mingyu pulled his lips away from your delicate skin and looked at his best friend. He couldnât help but be a little unsure of what his position was in this situation.
You moved so youâre laying on your side and looked over her shoulder watching as Wonwoo moved behind you. His hand rested on your soft stomach as he slowly slid into you. Gasping as he bottomed out. He was completely still as his lips rested on your shoulder.
Leaning back and connecting your lips with a passionate kiss. Slowly he rolled his hips into you and he felt like he was home. It was almost as if you were made for him. His strong hand moved from your stomach and lifted your leg up. Hooking your leg under his arm as he continued to move into you at a slow pace.
âMingyu, we can share,â he groans, not wanting his best friend to feel left out.
Mingyuâs eyes grow wide as he stares at the couple in front of him.
âGyu please touch me,â you moans running your fingers across his abs. His stomach tenses as your fingers graze his hardened length.
Mindlessly he moves so heâs laying in front of you. Youâre face to face. Your bottom lip is captured between her teeth as Wonwoo thrust into your velvety walls over and over.
One of Mingyuâs hands takes your breast massaging it as he kisses your jaw. Your hand grazes his length earning a moan. Reaching between you to of you pump his erection, desperately wanting to be close to both boys.
Your lips crash together, muffling the sounds of each of your moans and cries of desperation.
The air felt thick as the coil in your stomach tightened. Your pace you were stroking Mingyu picked up as you were getting closer and closer to the edge. Pulling your lips away from Mingyu you moan his name, earning a cheeky grin from him. Your head rested on Wonwooâs chest as his hips continued to roll into you over and over again.
âBaby,â Wonwoo groaned before connecting his lips to yours for a rough kiss.
Your lips danced for a moment before you pulled away and looked at Mingyu who looked like he was on the brink of falling apart in your hand.
âMingyu, please touch me,â you begged.
You were so close to falling apart and it wasnât going to take much for him to push you over the edge. You had never felt as greedy in your life as you did right now. You wanted anything and everything the boys would give you.
Mingyu reached over brushing your sensitive clit with his thumb earning a whiny moan. He made quick work of playing with your sensitive bundle of nerves. Touching you just the way he knew would have you falling apart with very little effort. You continued pumping Mingyuâs length until he crumbled, moaning your name, while he painted your stomach with white ropes.
âLet go,â Wonwoo groaned with his lips ghosting yours.
With another thrust he pushed you over the edge and finally reaching the high. You couldnât help the moans that passed your lips as he slowly rolled his hips into you a few times. It didnât take long before he reached his own high. He dropped your leg and was still holding you close to him.
Mingyu laid on his back, his chest rising and falling coming down from his high. He looked over at the girl he loved, completely blissed out.
âI love you baby,â Wonwoo finally admitted how he felt as he held you close to him.
Laying there holding you close he hesitates letting go. He removed himself from you slowly and rolled onto his back. Laying on your back you look over at Mingyu for a moment before you smile at Wonwoo. He made a quick word of disposing of the condom and ran off to the bathroom to get a rag to clean you up.
Crawling back into the bed he couldnât help but smile at the sight of you and Mingyu completely blissed out.
âSo you both love me?â You asked not being able to hold back a huge smile.
âI believe I do babyâ Wonwoo reaches forward pulling your soft body close to his. âI love you.â
With your head resting on his chest you couldnât help but feel like you had finally found happiness with Mingyu and Wonwoo. Mingyu moved over, curling his body up close to you. He placed a kiss gently on your shoulder.
âYN I love you so much,â Mingyu said.
Pulling away from Wonwoo, you laid on your side with your back once again to him. Wonwoo wasted no time spooning your soft body.
Mingyu leaned forward pressing his lips to your for a gentle kiss. Things suddenly felt so right between you all.
Things between you weren't traditional by any means. You werenât exactly sure how things would work out, but they knew you would have to learn as you go.
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