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oh how i love subby joong. whenever people writing smut about joong, hes always dom or mean or daddy like. dont get me wrong thats hot but theres something about whiny needy subby joong make me scream whenever i read it 😩
omygosh you’re so right like hongjoong is definitely a switch at least!! tbh i could see all the members of ateez being a little submissive maybe that’s js cause im a fan of sub fics and it’s reflecting in my own work 😭😭
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need to exist in your warmth (id in alt)
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#blood tw#ruporas art#love u when i get to cuddle u and love u when i get to feel ur blood soak into my hands#being this close to one another means the eternal suffering of trying to separate love and mission. love for one and love for humanity#i like to think of pre-vol8 vash as someone who struggles with his feelings for ww bc as equal and as trusted he is -#vash knows his responsibilities and he knows/expects ww wouldn't let him stray from it either. for that he can't take to any romantic incli#and i think itd make him view ww in a stricter non-personal way... If that makes ANY sense.#for ww - take someone who youv gotten close to and ended up liking more than you expected#someone who has a belief and follows it stubbornly - someone who'll get into more fights and trouble more than youv had your entire life#ww thinks of him as a monster but he knows theres a limit he himself can take - i feel like hes considered what might be the limit for vash#for Safety measures. just in case. yknow. whenever he himself might have to load the bullet < him hyping himself up as if he could do it#my point being that the thought of vash being dead crosses his mind more than he'd like. i think its a simultaneous dread drop in his stoma#for failure of the mission - but also an Ok? They can be killed? and also a disastrous gunning of his own heart. considering how much they#both live in their own heads some days are Just the worst ever for them in each others company. but also they lov each other :[ sooo much
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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me
#It’s just so different#even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol#in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps#if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it#esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends#no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr#u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS#meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life#this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation#like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers#who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them#and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends#it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me#I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc#like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this#so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works#p
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playing around w slightly different hair renders
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiita#yuuji#megumi#cries megumi fought tooth n nail..... i refused 2 flip the canvas tho >:(#i vastly prefer drawing him facing right bc fr some reason it makes his hair look better silhouette-wise#so having him face left is alr a Challenge#but also having him slightly look down (difficult angle + changes the silhouette) had me bashing my head in2 th TABLE#same thing happened earlier this month w gardening megu middle pose . i did not learn my lesson#but even worse w this one yuuji's head is blocking th main pointy part tht basically carries the entirety of the shape language#u can imagine my distress i am sure#anyway th render made me a lot happier with it thank god. colours hard carry bless <3333#i didn't plan on making it a full sheet but i needed 2 remind myself that im good at drawing megumi#so i threw in solos of each of them n tried slightly different render flavours#idk how Different all of them look visually but th process fr each ws Very different so i am satisfied#fight aside this ws useful i think! got 2 break out some Clunkier chalks n dust off a few of my smoother blended brushes#think i picked up some things i can keep also !! which ws. u kno. the Goal#tbh every time i do art studies i feel like i am kirby#one time i got called an art ditto by one of my fav artist mutuals when i did a style challenge#SUCH high praise from her it lives in my mind i take it out on days when i feel like trash#it doesnt Sound good when u say u r good at copying but real talk it is such a good skill i am very happy 2 have it in my arsenal
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dog metaphor
#my art#band of brothers#ronald speirs#ron spiers#carwood lipton#speirton#speirs attack dog mentality vs lips guard dog mentality#esp a livestock guardian dog like come onnn live in the space with me#both r protecting in their own way... just bc speirs is vicious doesnt mean he doesnt care deeply for the men he leads#and just bc lip is quieter doesnt mean he wont tear and shred and fight to save his boys#do u see the vision. someone smarter than me help me out here#ohhhhh this is. so corny. but the idea needed to get out of my head. look upon me w forgiveness#edit: for those wondering speirs is a belgian malinois and lip is a central asian shepherd (ears docked)
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they tried to rebrand as The Criminals but riz is literally the city council's treasurer and also turns out people in their late 20s don't really name their friend groups. so now they're The Intrepid Heroes
#fantasy high#figueroth faeth#kristen applebees#adaine abernant#gorgug thistlespring#fabian seacaster#riz gukgak#yes this is sorta from the same thing Ive been doing for future!riz lol. that riz is the same design basically#just the above board sona#u can kiiinda tell which of the bad kids I have a very clear vision for their future design and which I kinda wing it for lol#kristen's tank top is white and the coat is galaxy tie dye btw. I didnt have the energy to express that in ink but thats the ult version#adaine I truly imagine to grow up to be the perpetual t shirt and jeans person but she carries her sword everywhere#gorgugs truth is that shes just hot she can wear anything. but I do give him the skirt hike bc I love him#I really like skirt hike... such a fun thing to put in designs. if ur garment has no variance in how it falls or drapes u can do it urself#this is also a little bit of an exercise in how much of an accessory I can freehand from memory#fig's bass I straight up did not fact check for. just rawdogging it memory only. same with fandrangor and adaine's crocs#I did write in my funny little document that gorgug takes up baking and is good at it bc I think itd be good for him#to do basically chemistry and math that also feeds people#out of them... kristen and riz would be Good good at it. but riz would get way too stressed abt the recipe and kristen bakes by#eyeballing the texture. fabian likes decorating but refuses to get anywhere near the heat of an oven. adaine isnt good at it first try#and is like well my effort goes to other things actually. fig Loves baking and Nobody lets her into the kitchen#idk why this manifests so clear in my head. must be bc of recent foccacia events#living in the subtropics is hell for baking nobody try it ok? I tell u
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a conversation on the coast (original fanfic + inspiration)
#disco elysium#de fanart#fanart#de#cunoesse#de cunoesse#kim kitsuragi#disco elysium fanart#pt 1 of 2#this fic has been living rent-free in my head since i first read it. trying my best to do this scene justice but its been hard!#feeling my limitations rn grrrrrrr.#my art#FUCK i drew her in the wrong fucking outfit gdi#AUUUGH so many MISTAKES….. BUT NONETHELESS I PERSIST. IN THE NAME OF FIC APPRECIATION.#anyway im gonna try to stop obsessing over this now. mr/ms/mx enstar if u see this im so normal abt yr fic. ❤️
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my new cinematographic trauma, everyone
#‘i love you my dear’#fucking insane#that’ll sure live in my head rent free for the rest of my existence#I’ll gif and do analysis once I’m in my right mind#I am literally in pieces right now#give me some time#already have art planned#jack and joker u steal my heart#jack and joker#jack and joker the series#jackjoker#yinwar#war wanarat#yin anan#thai bl#thailand#bl series#bl drama#thai bl drama#thai drama
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shuichi posting
#my art#fanart#strawberridraws#danganronpa#drv3#shuichi saihara#character design#don't ask me what possessed me to make this#(its the game grumps play through. the demons have officially returned)#all my aus and head canons bouncing around at maximum velocity rn..#technically this is part of my “the tragedy was real” au / towa kids au#but shuichi (in that au) was kinda just like#what he is on the tin#aka a nice dude taken under his uncles wing post parent death (tragedy) (they were on vacation and got caught up in one of the worst areas)#in my au its like. imagine a weather map with hotspots; that's how the tragedy worked#so shuichi lived in a less effected area but with the rise of infected people (like zombie apocalypse style) (and animorphs brain worm styl#as you cannot tell who is effected by despair and to what extent unless they choose to reveal themselves)#there was a hugeee uptick in crime and shit so he started working with his uncle early on#eventually his uncle went missing (I think its not super hammered out) and he went to investigate#which is when he runs into his like Gang of pregame ppl#(Kaito maki Kaede)#and later some others (towa kid gang [kokichi gang but with drv3 kids] island gang [angie kork n amami])#ANYWAYS its a thing...#ik its been like 3 years since I first posted about it but u can't control the brain worms ig#and I just wanted to do a redesign lmao
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he's not fooling anyone
the og meme
#i have no clue how did i manage to draw smth two days in a row#*looks at my hands horrified* what happened to u#hmmm i wish it had the og yellow font but alas#nothin i can do. im just the person who drew this#ksjhfkjsdhfjks yeah im having fun#hes so silly#he gets annoyed with obi but he is one of his favorite people#“i have no intentions of letting him go” and “if someone proposed to obi i'd run away with him” live in my head rent free#and also that smaller moment when zen asks obi to stay with him and obi is like “should i sing something?” “no! ...you can sing?”#AUGHHHHHHH THEM#akagami no shirayukihime#ans#snow white with the red hair#zen wistaria#obi#ans obi#obizen#obizenyuki#tagging obizenyuki cuz they're together even if i dont mention all of them (unless specified otherwise)#the anime was so insane for having obi wink at zen during their first meeting#ITS SO FUCKING CUTE?????? and zen just goes wide eyed in response awwwwwwwww#sunbloom draws
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A Huskerdust headcanon that just popped into my head is that Husker doesn't like talking about how many languages he speaks, so Angel goes around saying the FILTHIEST of dirty talk around Husker in Italian, NOT KNOWING HUSKER SPEAKS ITALIAN AS WELL I want to cry thinking about how the fuck this cat is gonna break the news to his lover
#how do u tell ur boyfriend u know hes been talking about ur ass in italian#how do u tell ur boyfriend u know he wants to top bc he said it in italian#how do u have the heart to tell anthony u speak his language#that would be embarrassing for angel dust#i love this ship far too much help me#lives in my head rent free#hazbin hotel#hazbin angel dust#hazbin husk#hazbin#helluvaverse#huskerdust#husker x angel dust#headcannons#headcanon#ao3 writer#ao3 fanfic#hazbin hotel fanfiction#fanfic
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mbav au for aftg is just
nicky: TWINS now that erik has moved in with us we're going on mandatory date nights every friday BUT FEAR NOT i found someone to watch you while we're gone :)
twins: ???? nicky we're 18 what do you mean.
nicky: yes but last time i left you alone a cop car was stolen and mysteriously found in a lake
twins: you have no proof that was us
nicky: SO i found a very trustworthy babysitter. he's in the grade below you but ive heard he's an upstanding young man
twins: ...are you paying someone to be our friend....
nicky: :)
twins: what does kevin not count?? he's responsible !
nicky: yeah responsible enough to go along with you for "safety" but not to stop you.
*enter recently turned fledgling vampire neil on the run from his serial killer father and also the vampire who turned him (riko)* hello im mr.responsible.
#aftg#neil josten#andrew minyard#andreil#aaron minyard#nicky hemmick#kevin day#have any of u guys seen the show or movie bcus it lives in my head rent free best monster of the week show of all time.#taking a break from all of my very angsty aus to think about this...maybe i do write it...#yapping
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more fishwives content : some nice view of Siuan Sanche's back
inspi
#my artwork#granted i could have put some more muscles#i'm just a copy machine really#got no imagination bones in me#but working on it alright#siuan sanche fanart#siuan's living rent free in my head since starting tFoH#like HEY there is already no room left for non -gay thoughts girl what are u doing#i'm not complaining#fishwives#siuan sanche#wot fanart#wot on prime#wot doodle#in bad quality#soon liandrin and lanfear art coming your way yeahh
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take me to the river on saturday night live feb 10 1979
#ok enough eye strain heres a shiny one#talking heads#take me to the river#saturday night live#snl#s4#1979#music#gifs#my posts#love the way tina looks at david when he starts barking like a dog or whatever#(like he's doing a great job even tho he was super nervous)#this song slowed way down from 1977- these gifs are 5s & the ones from toronto are only 4s#roslyn was 1978 so ive got a tmttr gifset for each year- thats neat#&roslyn gifs were a little over 4.5s so there u go ig#david byrne#tina weymouth#chris frantz#jerry harrison#19790210
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steve rogers // sun bleached flies, ethel cain
#teehee#here u go#it's literally the most steve song in the entire world to me btw#not that this phone edit gets across everything that simmers in my little head about him but girl i had to make it or i was gonna explodeee#yeah its the whole song what was i gonna do pick a verse theyre all written about him#just replace how my daddy raised me w his mom lol but otherwise#hes already babygirl so#but he’s lived in my brain rent free since 2014 so my playlist is looong but this is the one <3#steve rogers#also i refuse to edit past tws and that's his sun bleached flies era anyways so#it’s bc I don’t believe endgame happened lol#steve rogers edit#stucky edit#stucky#stevebucky#stevebucky edit#captain america edit#captain america
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BRO!!!!! AFTER TRYING TO CANCEL ME?!?! IN BAD FAITH?!?!?!!!!

YA IVE POSTED IT NO U CANT SEE IT ANYMORE CUZ UR MEAN???
#im ngl i saw them talking about me this morning and all day thats actually the explanation for my off the hinge behavior#THEY MADE SO MANY TWEETS ABOUT ME U DONT UNDERSTAND 😭😭😭#AND IM SUPPOSED TO BE NICE I CANT FIND IT IN ME I CANT#YOU LET ME LIVE IN UR HEAD ALL DAY AND ALL THAT TIME SCROLLING THROUGH MY MEDIA TAB FOR NOT EVEN A MINUTE WOULD HAVE YIELDED UR ANSWERS#TELL ME UR AGE BC THIS IS LIKE GEN ALPHA LEVELS OF RESOURCEFULNESS AND IF UR THAT YOUNG U CANT BE HERE#THEYRE 28#LISTEN I LOVE MY OLD FANDOM FRIENDS SO MUCH#NONE OF THEM WOULD BE DOING THIS THO
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