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"Minthara is so abusive to the player" *INCORRECT BUZZER NOISE*
Minthara would literally go to fucking hell for the opportunity to personally beat the absolute shit out of the person who actually did abuse you. She will throw hands with gods and devils just to avenge you.
And you will not be able to convince her not to.
#bg3#baldur's gate#minthara#minthara baenre#evil murder kitten#when i'm having a bad day - i just remind myself that minthara would definitely have some things to say about my parents#i would literally have to hold her back from knocking their lights out#well... id hold her back from one of them. she can have free reign of the other#all you gotta do is whisper a name - and babygurl is gonna go fix it#within 48 - 72 hours - your abuser will go missing under mysterious circumstances#and you do not even need to tell her to do this#she will do everything she can to ensure you can sleep at night knowing your abuser is gone#and can never touch you again#and if you still have doubts - just remember that she made an oath (a divine vow) *to you*#in which she will never harm you nor allow harm to come to you#and to quite literally seek vengeance against all those who have harmed you#ya'll can miss me with your minthara hatecanons and your poorly misunderstood readings of her and the comments taken outta context
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cigar burns
#stanford pines#ford pines#stanley pines#stan pines#stan twins#pines twins#grunkle ford#grunkle stan#teenage stan pines#teenage ford pines#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#fanart#digital#divine draws#for an au#where there's a breaking point and they both get kicked out/run away#this is them discussing the abuse they were both silently going through#filbrick gave them matching constellations#runaways au
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So glad I backtracked to do the creche quest. I hadn’t thought a lot about Lae’zel beyond my impression that she was a bit of a cruel tool (in both senses of the word) held together by a rigid adherence to her religious code (which would’ve been fine if not extremely compelling to me, evil women rights etc etc) but then you get to the creche and it’s like oh. I understand you now.
Being taught to slaughter the siblings you grew up with, being told weakness was an offence to your goddess, service to your goddess being the first teaching you ever learn. It’s so damn good.
The way she desperately clings to this idea that it’s all simply a test, but she spills the blood of her kin to protect you like ough. Deep down she already chose, she believed you, before she even knew it herself.
#i loveeeee how the companions all wrestle in some form w their relationships to the divine and to a being#that held power of them (often one and the same)#mystra groomed gale -> shadowheart believes any suffering she encounters at her mother figure’s hands and by extension Shar’s simply HAS to#have meaning and she clings to that -> lae’zel shaped all that she ever was and all that she ever fought for around the being she was#taught to -> Karlach was betrayed by someone who held power over her#-> astarion cried out to the gods but no one answered and he’s been intimately shaped by cazador’s abuse#-> Wyll was failed by his father and is leashed to Mizora’s will#-> hell even the DURGE oh my god. shall you - CAN YOU? - forsake your father’s blood and the you he engineered? AND he’s your god#tunes talks bg
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Girlhood is seeing the hatred in your mothers eyes and have no idea what you did to deserve it
Being a woman is impossible
It’s hell
And most of the time it feels like punishment
Because your existence, your body, and your choices belong to every one in your family and to every entitled dick walking around
And when you refuse to follow them
You’re branded
And you have to learn how to see yourself all over again
Cause you have no idea what you are
All you know is what you’ve been taught
And to relearn your worth
Is a battle that doesn’t end
That you didn’t ask for
That is Girlhood
#female anger#feminism#girlhood#writeblr#why am i like this#tw depressing thoughts#truamacore#ptsd vent#divine feminine#barbie#women#generational truama#tw depressing stuff#wound tw#tw ptsd#tw abuse#i hate my existence#emotional abuse#abuse survivor#cptsd vent#i am in pain#spilled truth#fuck the patriarchy#witches vs patriarchy#witchblr#angercore#repressed anger#anger vent#vent post#womanhood
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I will say that Sinner didn’t do anything wrong in that the amount of substance in his system was so small it pretty much couldn’t have been intentional, but his pr handled this so badly it’s making them (and by extension him) look super shady and the atp looks worse than usual, which is an accomplishment. But ofc he’ll be the one catching the most flack because he’s the one they represent; to be honest, there’s no reality in which this could’ve happened without that being the case, but if they had been honest in the first place, people wouldn’t now be questioning his incredible results. He needs a monster run at the open to fix the issue with his iw points, but even in that case people will question him. This is a stain on his career that won’t easily be overlooked, especially considering that he will probably win more slams and be scrutinized each time. Horrible handling by the team and establishment but what the fuck is new
#all of this to also say that idk why the FAWK people are bringing up djokovic#like he was literally no 1 in January idk why people act like he’s some retiree who wouldn’t have been treated#the same way in the past…that man is fully still terrorizing us. anyway how about that domestic abuser huh#not even touching on the double standards women accused of the same thing face bc it’s…a lot and I can’t fully express my frustration#lots of thoughts and not one of them matters to the people who will never forgive him and others like him hahahha#this is actually divine retribution for parasocial blogs#jannik sinner#tennis
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I watched one of Write it Out’s Video where he said the Irene in MCD and the Irene in MyStreet are different beings and I haven’t been normal since.
The idea of MCD Aphmau ascending and taking the place of the OG Irene just to then create another world where her and her friends could live out the happy endings they deserve is so fucking good.
Her watching over them with a somber smile on her face. Taking in what she couldn’t have when she was walking the earth only for it to fall into the same chaos she lived through.
Girlie could not win I tell you—
#I love gods that abuse their powers to quench their human desires#idk if this is canon already#but if it is then I win at life#can you tell I really like Irene and the Divine Warriors lore#aphblr#aphmau mcd#mystreet aphmau#irene the matron#MyStreet#I realized that I can gush about Irene here so now I will share with the world my absolute infatuation with this woman
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Pick a Pile September Reading ☁️✨
What Does September Hold For You? New Moon Reading
Please take a deep breath to open your heart space then choose the pile, crystal or emoji you’re most drawn to. As always, Take what resonates and leave what doesn’t. You are always in control of your life. ☁️✨
𐐪𐑂 𐐪𐑂 𐐪𐑂 𐐪𐑂
☁️Pile 1 Selenite
High Priestess, 6 of cups RV, Knight of Cups, 8 of Swords RV
September is going to bring clarity to you in regard to an emotional decision you’ve been pondering for a while. This month you’ll realize you have been hearing your intuition this entire time. There’s a relationship you’re either currently in or simply holding onto the memories of it that you need to fully let go of. Letting go of this will bring closure and freedom into your life, allowing you to advance in your future relationships.
For some of you, you will be saying goodbye to your current partner while others will let go of a past love, “the one that got away” But as hard as this is to do and come to terms with, this will lead to a better relationship with someone else and within yourself too. 🩷✨ Let your intuition guide you, you know best.
Signs this is for you: Romance Novels, Art Museums, Art Hoe Aesthetic, Glamour Magick, Moonstone, Ocean Waves, 628, Mirror Magic
𐐪𐑂 𐐪𐑂 𐐪𐑂 𐐪𐑂
🤍Pile 2: Rose Quartz
Hanged Man, 7 of Pents RV, 2 of Swords, 8 of swords, 2 of cups
September is presenting you with an opportunity to set yourself free. This is in regard to an unhealthy/abusive relationship that has lasted far longer than it was meant to. I’m sorry 🩷 I can see how confused you’ve been about whether to leave this or not.
For most of you this is a relationship you don’t fully think is abusive or toxic. You’re putting in a lot of work to excuse their behavior but this is just keeping you in this relationship for longer. You do need to leave them. The sooner the better.
You know your situation the best, please seek help from law enforcement if you need to, or have a trusted friend be with you while you break things off. There are hotlines and resources available to you for domestic abuse, please use them 🩷
I found some websites that will help you find Local Support in your country and linked them here, this is not an extensive list. If your website history is being monitored open as an incognito window 🩷
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On the bright side, once you do rescue yourself from this you’ll find a new relationship. A new love that’s balanced, compassionate and everything that you deserve in a true loving relationship. There is hope 🩷
Signs this is for you: Carousel, County Fair, Carnival, Apartment Complex, 6699
𐐪𐑂 𐐪𐑂 𐐪𐑂 𐐪𐑂
🦢Pile 3: Redline Marble
Star, 2 of Pents RV, Judgement RV, Ace of Wands RV, 10 of Cups RV
September is a time of breakthrough and renewal for you!
There’s been an idea, most likely a creative venture you’ve been wanting to begin but you’ve been having a difficult time juggling it with your current responsibilities and lifestyle.
You’ve been really hard on yourself because of this because it’s something you know will make you really happy. I can see these delays aren’t of your doing but they’re the Universe putting roadblocks in your path. But this isn’t going to continue for long! In September you’re going to finally find that balance and the clarity you’ve been needing to move forward with this idea 🥳🩷
Signs this is for you: Celine Dion, Whitney Houston, “And I Will Always Love You”, Singers, Musicians, Childhood Dreams, Hannah Montana, Ocean, Mesopotamia, Unicorns, Birthday pony rides, Petting Zoos, 111 555 2727 1717
𐐪𐑂 𐐪𐑂 𐐪𐑂 𐐪𐑂
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With Love, Astrid 🩷✨
#pick a pile reading#pick a pile#pick a card#pac tarot#September reading#New moon tarot reading#tarot reading#tarotblr#love reading#career reading#lucid dreams tarot deck#divinationshop#divination services#witchy business#stardustedreams222#domestic abuse resources
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my heart sunk whilst reading in a news a month ago that four hunters raped a Bengal monitor lizard in Maharashtra. i won't be surprised if they try to dick down a tree too. i gotta admit one of the many reasons why i chose the bear is to make sure it wouldn't have to meet the same fate as that lizard by staying with these moids. each day my disgust and hate for them grow stronger.
#fuck the patriarchy#radical feminism#radical feminist safe#feminism#radical feminists do interact#misandry#feministicon#womens rights#man hater#radical misandrist#divine feminine#proud misandrist#happy misandrist#misogny#animal abuse#terfblr#radical feminist community#trans exclusionary radical feminist#terfsafe#man vs bear
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I’m so thrilled that Katy Perry thought she could gain back favour by putting on a “bad bitch” persona, working with dr luke and having long black hair. This whole album rollout is a humiliation ritual for her and the final nail in the coffin. Karma is my boyfriend or something like that
#working with an abuser then warbling on about a woman’s world and the divine feminine#her music was good at a particular point but Katy Perry as an artist is NOT GOOD which is why she consistently fails to grow with the times#witness at least had some highlights but her last 2 albums have shit on any kind of legacy she had#pack it up
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"bUt Cersei/Alicent/Aslaug/Betty/Sansa are aBuSivE aNd NoT mY pReFeRrEd fLaVoUr oF cOrPoRatE pAndErInG #gIrLbOsS LiKe X, Y aNd Z!!!"
Nobody asked + my opinion is right and your opinion is wrong, so think about that, moron
#pro cersei#pro alicent#aslaug#betty draper#pro sansa#alicent hightower did nothing wrong#cersei did some of wrong things but who cares she’s cool + beautiful + ratio#sansa did nothing wrong#aslaug is the best and lagertha is a boring one-dimentional archetype of mlm bossbabe#team green#stop being so scared of depictions of abused women saying they “work for the patriarchy” bc your anti takes are boring and stale#abused people further cycles duh#divine feminine#girlblogger#gaslight gatekeep girlboss
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On why the Lestat/Gabrielle issue is about being God actually
Becoming a vampire granted Lestat freedom from the ties of human morality. As a vampire, Lestat has the power to "create (un)life." He decides who lives or dies and because his maker abandoned him, he creates all the rules because, well, who else would when he's alone? In this sense, God is dead. Lestat is God.
And what do Gods do? Incest, just ask Zeus (this is also why people in Westeros begrudgingly accept Targaryan incest because they present themselves as semi-divine). Gabrielle gave birth to him as a human, but as a Vampire, Lestat gave birth to Gabrielle. So in his relationship to Gabrielle, Lestat takes on the role of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit (as her guide). In this essay,
#You christians aren't getting off scot free with this divine incest thing either#If God got Mary pregnant with the Holy Spirit#but Jesus is God#did Jesus not impregnate his own mother...with himself?#Lestat wants to bang his mom because he's Jesus actually#lmaooo#much to think about#jokes aside though this isn't the only reason#there's also the issue of neglect and abuse that contributed but that's for another day#lestat de lioncourt#the vampire lestat#gabrielle de lioncourt#the vampire chronicles#iwtv
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#narcissistic abuse#narc mom#narcissistic mother#lgbt#gay#belladonna of sadness#coquette#female manipulator#female rage#my edit#divine feminine#girlblogging#hyper feminine#girl blogger#aestethic#sylvia plath#daddy issues#female hysteria#femcel#gaslight gatekeep girlblog
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At some point, you have to concede that the abuse wasn't your fault - that there was no action you could have taken to have prevented it, and that it wasn't your fault.
I used to try finding the magic things that would stop the abuse - gifts, kind words, tears, smiles, pretending I didn't exist - and that was because I first and foremost saw the abuse as my fault. It was my responsibility to end the abuse, otherwise, I am somehow proving to the skies above that this is what I wanted from life. I've noticed that for some people, this is a common impulse. It's the victim-blaming internalized and molded in such a way that feels true, and it's hard sometimes to notice it.
What I want to do is, at the very least, remind you (if this resonates) that it isn't your fault. But you don't need to blame yourself for this, either, because you never deserved this in the first place. This isn't "atonement," this isn't right, this isn't cosmic justice. I can't tell you how to leave this situation, but I will say that you deserve to know that you don't deserve this, that you aren't an irredeemable monster who is being punished, as I've seen some people (including myself) believing about our abuse.
#mental health#abuse#abuse tw#this isn't even an impossible -to-understand response either!!! this is a response that is actually VERY easy to understand#abuse often RELIES on making you feel like this is your fault - that YOU did something; that this is almost divine justice#but that doesn't mean you have to feel responsible for it#obviously this is a specific response to abuse and i don't think it's the 'star model' of a victim/survivor...#...i have just seen this response a lot and it just sucks to see how many people have those thoughts...#...and i feel more comfortable talking about this response specifically because i know a taste of what it's like...#...if you have a dofferent response that is not only *normal* but *expected* and you deserve to talk about it...#...to any capacity you feel warrants it. if you don't relate to this that says NOTHING about your abuse nor your response to abuse#first and foremost i feel kinship with many victims/survivors and i want to honour each of us
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man the dev notes w/ the stormshore tabernacle convo. whatever they're there for it's kind of remarkable how so much of the notes there for her are just textbook abuser stuff.
#tbd#after all the advantages I gave you -- i have the visceral skin crawl reaction its the abusive parent anthem#things that make my skin crawl bruh#it's everything I did for you#child who i groomed#I'm being so magnanimous towards you giving you time == child who i groomed#look at how merciful i am even though my first instinct is that i don't like how you didn't obey me#the dev notes of that convo genuinely make it worse boooy#which well done but also i will throw hands#dming helm pls kill her again#anyway i think it's kind of fascinating that most gods in this game show themselves as these larger than life figures but mystra?#you are seeing the person who did that to gale you are seeing that person#that person came to him as a child#like that divine separation has just not been there#esp with the build up#where she first dispatches elminster and then again when he tells you about the grant but at the end it's just her in this human figure#i genuinely feel like it deliberately strips that divine separation away & its another layer of insidiousness on her part#it's grounded in the sense of the damage she'd done to gale idk i am waffling but its just something about it is worse when it's so..wow.#idk i think in this game? i think she's not written like the other gods in this game and i think it makes her worse not more sympathetic#bg3 spoilers#abuse tw
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I understand why people don't want to hear about negative things in astrology, but let's call a spade a spade and identify it as spiritual bypassing which is a "tendency to use spiritual ideas and practices to sidestep or avoid facing unresolved emotional issues, psychological wounds and unfinished developmental tasks."
I think astrology should inspire your personal development. A good astrologer (or any other diviner) reads your chart (or any other form of divination), but a phenomenal one lays it out and provides solutions because we are not just supposed to know about the stars, but life in general. I'm well-versed to dealing with abusers and trauma, so I actually had to use astrology in ways other people would never have to use it.
A bad astrologer or diviner (aka spiritual abuser) takes advantage of your anxiety and enables you and makes you feel worse, "Like oh all this bad stuff is going to happen and this person in your life is this and this person in your life thinks you're that, but you're gonna come out on top!" something that was literally said to me over and over across two years, biggest red flag because scammers talk in circles. Well, all the sabotage didn't work and I'm up.
It's okay to point out negative significations, interpret negative cards as negative, but it's not okay to lie to people.
In my natal chart readings, I would ask them if anything was off limits to discuss because my clients' boundaries are important to me. They state what's not okay or be all in and I gave them my best.
#astrology#astroblr#astro community#spiritual abuse#tw abuse#tarotblr#tarot#tarot community#divination#spiritual bypassing#your thoughts do not create your reality luv!
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anger is a valid emotion. don’t get swept up in the “peace, love, and positivity” bs that’s forced down our throats every 5 minutes. anger is the signal that someone’s tried us and that we need to either defend ourselves or gtfo of the situation if that’s possible.
people who anger others intentionally through words (for absolutely no reason) are equivalent to people who seek out physical conflict. are you going to just take random, unwarranted, physical abuse from a random bitch on the street who clearly has issues? i hope tf not. so why do so many of us feel guilty for standing up for ourselves against the “family” or “loved ones” who seek verbal conflict with us? we’re literally made to feel guilty for stepping into survivor mode - and defending ourselves from people who were threats to us - instead of stepping into completely-helpless-victim mode immediately. that’s why people with control issues try to break down our sense of self over time. for most of us, there was a time when we stood up for ourselves against these people. and then a time when we grew tired and numb to their bs. and now we’re tasked with having to find our defences again. but we’re made to feel crazy or guilty for it, just like we were made to last time.
i guess i type this to say: you’re not crazy. you’re not problematic. that problematic ass family that you have is the issue. that dysfunctional person that you have to be around is the issue. you’re expected to be fully functioning when you’re around someone who could drive anyone to madness. because they’re mad themselves. literally. low functioning narcissistic people and abusive people especially. everyone can see that they’re not “normal”. you’re around the human embodiment of dysfunction but yet you’re expected to be a fully functioning human being? i don’t fucking think so. cut yourself some slack. you’re doing everything that you possibly can right now.
#surviving narcissism#narc abuse#raised by narcissists#pick a card#pick a photo#pick a picture#psychic readings#divination#pac#tarot#tarot reading#pac reading#spirituality
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