#disregulated

[stinastar]

[c-show]

C. Show

[thebroken-hearted-lover]

I’m sick and I’m hurt and it’s slowly become too sick and too hurt and everything is just too much and I have no relief from any of it.

[qcomicsy]

Batman having low self esteem is actually kind of funny in an absurdist level, like what do you MEAN you're the richest most disputable bachelor of the entire Gotham and part of the United States for actually more than twenty years, you raised pretty much more or less two functioning adults you trained eight competent fighters, you're best friend with SUPER MAN and WONDER WOMAN. You're one of the leaders of the fucking justice league, you got literally aliens and people in power from the government shutting their mouths to listen to you, you're so good at training people that your oldest also is able to do the same and your two youngest, you saved the world more times the world can count, you save the city every single fucking day, you bagged Talia Al Ghul and Catwoman and fumbled imensiously, you have no wrinkles, no one knows your age, you're 6'0, blue eyes, rich, cis het (allegedly) and yet you still come home and say to your self you're not enough ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?

[pjotrio]

The way some people talk about Annabeth Chase you'd think she was some evil master-minded manipulator with an 86 step plan to ruin poor helpless Percy's life 🥺 instead of y'know

A teenager with ADHD and all the messy shit that comes along with that

[fandoms-anon]

I know there are a lot of people hoping that we get an Ed and Stede sex scene in Season 2, and while I’m all for it, all I really want is for them to take a nap together.

I don’t think either of these sad boys have been sleeping. Their circadian rhythms are jacked. Let them have their sleepy snuggles in their battle jackets.

[tora-the-cat]

An interesting little fun thing with team 7 is that you assume that Sakura's gonna, like, woobify and simplify Sasuke by putting him on a pedastal,cause her goal is centered around him and shes a 12 y/o fangirl so like of course her understanding of him is skewed cause she doesnt see him as a person, just an object of affection, right? She's can't get Sasuke, can't imprint on and/or traumabond with him like Naruto and Kakashi do. They don't see him with rose tinted glasses, because they've lived through their own Horrors and empathize with Sasuke's experience.

......right?

WRONG lmao!! They have too many ghosts!! Naruto's single-minded codependent ass won't get out of his own way long enough to see Sasuke for who he actually is, only able to empathize with the parts of his trauma Naruto relates to and not really capable of understanding him outside of the context of himself (because Sasuke is. His other half). And Kakashi is far too jaded to be fair to him!! He can't decide if Sasuke is gonna end up as a mini-him or a mini-Obito or maybe a mini-Itachi, but either way he ALSO is too traumatized to see Sasuke AS SASUKE.

meanehile SAKURA'S autistic ass may have dogshit empathy, but you know what she does have? A special interest in sasuke. Nothing better to do then give herself a degree in Uchihaisms. She can write character studies about him. she can read his soul. Whenever she says something about him she is right. Every fucking time! She is RIGHT!!!!

'sasuke would NOT compliment me this directly or explicitly express worry unprompted, especially if it gets in the way of his goals' correct.

'Sasuke shouldn't hide that curse on his neck its not healthy BUT if I tell anyone about it he'll never trust me again, which might be even more dangerous for him then the curse mark. Like he can probably handle the curse mark but no one else can stop him from ripping peoples arms off.' correct.

Speaking of! 'Sasuke would not hurt me even when he seems to be...possessed? whatever the only way to knock him out of it is to present myself as Alive and thus something to be protected rather then something to be avenged, because he gets really stuck in his own head about revenge' CORRECT

'hey so um. like. Sasuke's gonna leave Konoha. I'm not sure anything can stop him at this point and honestly I'm kinda starting to doubt anything should, so the only thing I could possibly do to help him at this point is ALSO defect.' CORRECT!!!!

[morganadiavalon]

"Per la legge di Murphy sono tutti migliori di te"

[shimmyalong]

Jesus don't want me for a sunbeam, sunbeams are never made like me.

"When I told him it was my friend Eugene Kelly who wrote the song, Liam's eyes welled up. He went up to Eugene - who hadn't a clue about the conversation we had just had - and shook his hand, before rushing out of the room overcome with emotion."

[unwelcome-ozian]

[lets-talk-about-sects]

Did too many drugs with high-maintenance friends yesterday and now I need to lie face down on the floor with the lights off and just let the soft animal of my body quiver in relief that I’m finally alone 😅

[tarnussy]

Yapping, mostly personal but fandom related still

Quite the synchronicity from life that both in my previous fandom and this one, I gravitated towards characters who not only went through a gross character assassination by how poorly canon introduces them, but are also treated unfairly by fandom in the worst faith possible to a point where people make a sport of it. They often treat their fans the same way and deem them subhuman because they like a pixel they don't.

Both of these characters require the player to dig a little deeper than the shallow puddle the canon presents at first glance, because it IS there, IN CANON, but not on the surface. And unfortunately most players will not do that with the exception of like 3 lore heads who also have minimal interest in characters like these.

I always thought how it was such an interesting thing to gravitate to traits like that, as in, their main trait being received unfairly by the public while I have childhood flashbacks exactly because of the same reason, and this is possibly the one thing I will not tolerate. When people are treated unfairly, it opens the knife in my pocket; be it real life people or fictional characters. I am even willing to go into whole-ass arguments over it, despite hating fights more than anyone, because both can induce a whole-ass psychological trigger in me that will result in days of dissociation due to some personal long-term events.

Now that I think about it, the very reason I gravitate towards characters like this, is because I can very well relate to being received unfairly for no reason while the public that does this is more hypocritical than anything, and turns out it's not just by accident I stumbled upon them.

[hardcorefruitaddict]

Hating everything about existing so bad that I can practically hear my soul tantruming like an angry child

[frnkiebby]

and yet ANOTHER jacket i desperately need~🎃

[xxbl33d1ngb0y2xx]

i’m listening to collide with the sky and my phone just fucking deleted the second half of hell above, ive replayed it a bunch of times and it keeps doing the same thing and its not doing it to any other songs

hell above is one of favorite songs on that album and i need this shit to regulate myself i’m gonna start sobbing my comfort music is wrong now and idk how to fix it