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One benefit of being an adult is that I can buy a whole cake at the store and then eat it with a fork, and no one can tell me no. With the shitty day yesterday, I needed it. And the rest of the week. Friday is going to suck.
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I like to think that Vulcans who come to understand that Humans just can’t try to process emotions the same way as them, it’s just healthiest to let it out in harmless ways, decide that venting and stuff should be taken just as seriously as Vulcan’s meditation time, and will encourage the Humans around them to complain about what’s upsetting them
People who are used to aloof Vulcans who avoid Humans at all cost running into one comforting a Human
“-and then they said my cheesecake was subpar, and they didn’t even bring a dish!!!”
“The purpose of this event was that every participant brings a food item of sorts, correct?”
“Yeah!!”
“And they did not follow this rule while insulting dishes that were brought?”
“Mostly just my dish but yeah >:(“
“How illogical”
“That’s what I’m saying!!!”
#star trek#Vulcans#Humans#not based on a specific thing#but I used to know this annoying couple that were ‘family friends’#who would show up to potluck dinners and the like and would either bring nothing or bring something really just. out of left field?#like a bag of frozen chicken to a bbq#and then proceed to make sure they are first even if it was stated to let kids go first#would take HUGE amounts before anyone else got a chance to get a plate#and then make off with the leftovers again even if they were already claimed for#and it wasn’t a food insecurity thing trust me I would never speak bad about a person getting food if that was even a remote chance#the adults who raised us knew them really well and we’d been to their house a ton of times#they were just dicks#and yeah. they’d occasionally insult the food. while eating the MAJORITY of it.#it was so weird at their home they would go out of their way to get the healthiest options possible#you know the really bland tasteless expensive stuff that apparently was healthier#but then if they were visiting our house they would. eat all our unhealthy snacks.#that always pissed me off so much as a kid because we actually had a food insecurity thing going on#and also a variety of other reasons that are a bit too depressing to bring up on this post#but anyways we’d hardly ever get to have nice snacks#and this couple would just take them all??? even after we’d tell them repeatedly that it was ours and those snacks weren’t gonna be#replaced#hated that couple#if you’re wondering why they were ‘family friends’ it’s because the couple who raised us#(it feels weird to type it out like that but apparently legal guardians doesn’t fit since they never finished petitioning 💀)#liked having them around because it made them look like ‘such great Christian’s’ being nice to the people#that no one else wanted to be friends with#I always thought that was a really weird and fucked up reason to be friends with someone#this got long sorry 😭
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#bpd safe#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd#mentally exhausted#actually bpd#sadgirl#depressing shit#mental health#mental illness#mentally fucked#mentally unstable#actually mentally ill#disordered eating mention#self h@rm#suic1de#bpd stuff#substance addiction#sad thoughts#substance abuse#anxienty#addiction#actually borderline#shitpost#trauma#eating disoder trigger warning#ed culture#bpd feels#tw depressing thoughts#tw drugs
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i feel like people often equate spice tolerance with spice enjoyment. Like not being able to exactly handle spicy foods does NOT mean i won't continue to seek them out. I will simply suffer for my enjoyment of food.
#els.txt#food#i genuinely LOVE food and eating actually. like not in a 'haha quirky depression' way or whatever but#i look forward to food. it's a simple need that is so often over looked and should be appreciated#(also before anyone comes in with 'but well i have an ED' i understand <3333 i do too (arfid) <3. but i still think food should be loved)
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#depressing shit#samookaleczanie#aż do kości#bede motylkiem#mysli samobojcze#pociete#samobojca#chce byc idealna#samotno��ć#nie daje rady#tw ana bløg#tw ed ana#tw ana rant#ed but not ed sheeran#eating disoder trigger warning#disordered eating mention#tw eating issues#chce umrzeć#chce byc lekka jak motylek#nie chce być gruba#chce widziec swoje kosci#nie chce jesc#bede lekka jak motylek#motylki any#blogi motylkowe#chude motylki#będę motylkiem#nie będę jeść#nie jestem głodna#nie bede jesc
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zajebales raz to zajebisz wiele razy:
#bede motylkiem#blogi motylkowe#lekka jak motyl#motylki#motylki any#chude jest piękne#chudej nocy motylki#jestem motylkiem#będę motylkiem#chude ciało#energy#self h@rm#@n@ diary#tylko dla motylków#az do kosci#do kości#porady dla motylków#dieta any#ed dieta#eating disoder trigger warning#depressing shit#musze schudnac#pamiętnik motylka#motylki blog#chce byc lekka jak motylek#blog motylkowy#bede lekka jak motylek#lekkie motylki#tw ana bløg#anor3c1a
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binging: 😄😁
my thighs are touching again: 🤬🤯😳😣
#pro for me not for thee#thinspø#tw 3d vent#tw ed but not sheeran#tw ed sheeran#⭐️ve#4norexla#3ating d1sorder#light as a 🪶#tw thinspi#tw depressing thoughts#tw ana bløg#tw edtwt#tw ana rant#tw eating issues#thinsperation#th1nsp1ration#th1n$pø#th1gh g@p#⭐️rving#⭐️ ing motivation#⭐️vation goals#🕯️as a feather#fatty#4narex1a#4n4blr#4n4m1a#4n4rexia
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who would you rather meet in hell: the devil himself or two bugs
#ultrakill#v1#v2#they're like if a bug was a velociraptor. to me#im sorry i was gone for so long from art....and asks....oughhh...#depression was hitting hard but i think im bouncing back!!#i have lots of ideas at least lol#hopefully now school doesn't eat every second i have#doodle tag#gore tw#I GUESS i never know since my art is like this. the blood is all pink.
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#sadnees#tw depressing thoughts#depressing shit#i'm sad#childhood trauma#depressing life#childhood#quotes#tw depressing stuff#poetic#tw ptsd#tw self destruction#tw eating issues#tw: sucidal thoughts#tw ed rant#tw disordered eating#childhood ptsd#complex ptsd#emotional abuse#end it already#disordered eating thoughts#disordered eating mention#eating disoder trigger warning#disordered eating in tags#body dysmorphic disorder#i hate my body#sorry for being depressing#generational truama#tw truama#truama
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#actually bpd#bpd#bpd feels#bpd problems#bpd vent#bpd fp#bpd mood#bpd shit#bpd stuff#bpd tag#borderline personality disorder#bpd thoughts#tw depressing thoughts#tw depressing stuff#tw disordered eating#tw abuse#tw drugs#substance abuse disorder#trauma#trauma vent
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evil twink...
#finished crisis core this week#the game is hilarious#watched the cutscenes months ago so i knew about the ending.. im fiiiiiiine#also love how cc shoes seph mental state like literally in rebirth flashback he's so nice and fucking beautiful#wich is cloud's point of view#where in fact the dude was not eating sleep deprieved depressed and on the verge of leaving shinra#ff7#ffvii#sephiroth#genesis rhapsodos#zack fair#crisis core#sefikura#ever crisis#mine
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Remember: The burning sensation is part of the process.
#Mouthwashing#blood#body horror#Emphasizing here that this is in reference to a media and character and not a cry for help on my end.#Mouthwashing is one of those games that tickles my brain and checks all the boxes for my niche interests -#-but it wasn't something that got the silly comic part in my cortex firing up. My analysis brain is eating well though!#What said...It is impossible for me to see this scene and not say out loud: “Me in the middle of my work day".#While there is a lot more going on with curly I personally resonated a lot with his struggles with burnout.#Burnout feels like mouthwash to me. That you keep rinsing out your mouth trying to get rid of the rotting smell#but it's just surface level solutions. The real cure requires something far more significant to actually make a difference.#The job 'is hard' and 'everyone struggles'. It's part of the process right? You're tired? Anxious? Depressed? Us too! Chin up!#Actually I resonated with a lot of things within Curly (this is a curly positive space - he's not perfect. He's just human).#One thing being his desire to see the good in people and believe in their potential.#Because here's the thing. Some people truly do just need someone in their corner who stands by them so they can grow and improve.#And some people will take advantage of your kindness. You focus so much on their humanity while you stop being a person to them.#The horrifically toxic relationship persists because Curly tries to see the bigger picture and believes in the good within.#Anyone who has lived through constantly trying to reframe the hurt as something else knows-#-just how many excuses your brain will make to avoid cognitive dissonance. It's human psychology.#Jimmy sucks so bad. But we the audience have the privilege of not having years of baggage associating him in our minds as 'friend'.
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pls don’t flirt with me i want to be nonchalant so bad but i unfortunately crave connection so intensely that i will give you my entire soul and forgive you over and over until i’ve lost myself completely and feel like i’m drowning
#bpd safe#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd#mentally exhausted#actually bpd#sadgirl#depressing shit#mental health#mental illness#mentally fucked#mentally unstable#disordered eating mention#actually mentally ill#sad thoughts#self h@rm#suic1de#bpd stuff#substance addiction#substance abuse#shitpost#addiction#bpd feels#borderline personality disorder#tw depressing thoughts#girls who do hard drugs#ed culture#eating disoder trigger warning#sadnees#actually borderline
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#depressed#depression#alone#lonely#sadness#sad#mad#madness#angry#hate#selfharm#self harm#scars#suicide#suicidal#black and white#ed#eating disorder#about me#personal
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"Why would you do that to yourself" I'm trying my best to soothe the pain, trying to cradle it so that maybe just maybe it will stop crying out
#self h@rm#depressing shit#tw self h4rm#hitting styro#tw self destruction#cvtaddict#i want to cvt#styroblr#slef harm#tw depressing thoughts#tw s/h#tw depressing stuff#tw sucidal ideation#tw depression#self destructor#su1c1dal#self mutilator#self mutalition#selfharrrm#sorry for being depressing#tw ed but not sheeran#ed relapse#eating disoder trigger warning#tw eating issues#tw self sabotage#tw self destructive behavior#tw selfhate#tw death#tw s3lf harm#disordered eating mention
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im so fucking useless
#all I do is consume without contributing anything to society#i feel so guilty for eating breathing taking up space buying things producing trash wasting people's time and energy#literally my existence has no meaning#why am i alive#literally w.o.r.t.h.l.e.s.s.#tw depressive#tw depressing thoughts#tw depression#depressing shit#sorry for being depressing#im exhausted#i hate everything#i hate my self#more than anyone else#i dread having to exist#self h@te#i'm sad#mentally tired#vent#venting#personal
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