#dear god this boy is so fucked up
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Theseus, kid. I love ya, but also, what the genuine fuck.
#i can't defend him anymore#this is....theseus is beyond therapy i think#but also?? good for him???#he finally snapped#he went and did what butterfly reign fans were asking wilbur to go through years ago#dear god this boy is so fucked up#BUT ALSO??#AHHHHH???#butterfly reign#br!theseus
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GUYS I'M BEGGING
SHINICHI ON A SKATEBOARD
PLEASE
#I'VE BEEN TRYING TO FIND A FANART OF GROWN UP SHINICHI ON A SKATEBOARD FOR YEARS TO NO AVAIL#so i took a reference and went FINE I'LL DO IT MYSELF#BUT ALSO I HAVENT DRAW IN AGES DEAR GOD#as usual fuck anatomy and foreshortening#BUT ALSO PLEASE SEE THE VISION??!??!?!? SHINICHI ON A FUCKING SKATEBOARD?????#KAITO TAKING VIDEOS AND THIRSTING????#DETECTIVE BOYS CHEERING??????#shinichi would be doing some skateboard tricks cause the kids asked him (with kaito's prodding behind the scenes hehe)#GUYS PLEASE GIVE ME MORE SKATEBOARDER SHINICHI#lowkey hope this shitty drawing frustrates someone enough to actually draw him on a skateboard HHEHEHEHEH >:3c#or else i'd have to do it myself FUCK NOOOOOOO#also not me drawing something when i just posted earlier i should pick up a pen and start writing LMAO#dc prattles#dcmk#kudou shinichi#kaishin
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the beauty that is mikksy mic'd up and all the things his mic catches because putting a mic on the cryptid is the most fascinating catch chip and release ive seen
2024 nhl global series finland game 1 | 11.1.24 (x)
#niko mikkola#florida panthers#2425#he loves saying “FUCKING A” so damn much#the last time ive said that phrase was like circa 2014 and i always used to go FUCKING A. MAN.#but that was too jocky for the theatre geeks i surrounded myself with so eventually that did get phased out for me#but he loves that phrase soooo much#mr potty mouth#all his chatter on the d side of the bench is so dear to me#sorry i died again remembering sasha lovingly hugging roddy again#the little head nod mikksy gives sasha OUGHHHH#very important to remember the boys who call him mikks thats so important to me#his little WOOS#love your rookie. rub his head like a beloved little pet and tap him on the shins.#AND ALSO TAP HIM#sorry mikksy had to up the PDA for mackie so he knows hes not scary#i know its technically year 2 for mackie but its his full year up and mikksy will make sure he does not fear him god willing#mikksy parroting “BOYS”#love remembering how nosy forsy benny and kuli were for ajs rolex 😭😭😭#wonderful cameo: maffhew directing the finns yet again and luosty giving his ass a nice tap#yep
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sweet fluffy treebros is great nd everything and i could totally see it but also. i think they should be a teeny bit horribly toxic
#idkk. the way i see it is that it could totally go both ways#like best case scenario they balance each other out#but worst case scenario. oh boy#they ENTIRELY throw each other off balance even more than they were on their own#like its more a matter of whether theyre mutually willing to be open w each other#nd i could totally see one of them wanting to perhaps be vulnerable w the other#but the other in question not really reciprocating that for many a reason#at the end of the day evan and connor are both deeply mentally ill people in ways both different and similar#nd i could so see a scenario where they dont mix well at all#but either way i can see them having a connection. whether they like it or not#treebros to me is “i fear only one person has truly understood me and i fuckin hate the guy”#why is that like. also kleinsen lowkey#ANYWAYS#im gonna shut up now#good god ive written a fucking essay in the tags ummm#mir spits his shit#dear evan hansen#evan hansen#connor murphy#treebros
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the school arc to me is so good because it drags ciel out of his position as a powerful figure and literally places him in the shoes of the person he could have been. the circus arc ALSO drags him out of his position as big bad queens watch dog/head of the phantomhive estate but the school arc feels like a mockery of a future that never was. this is what he could have been had his parents not died. and even then its NOT because he will never be that kid.
he never was.
#ramblings#incoherent beyond belief its 4 am#and im trying to avoid manga spoilers#might add a reblog with more coherent thoughts when i wake up but im off my meds so i cant promise anything#actually correction im being vague w the manga spoilers#manga readers know whats up#idk if there are any anime only ppl who havent been spoiled on The Plottwist Ever yet#but i figured there will be new fans and though im not tagging this it might still get seen so#cant WAIT to see our boy absolutely miserable in animation form should they recreate that arc LMAOOO#which ofc is after the germany arc so thats still a long time away#but STILL. itd be fun i need to see this young teenager lose his mind in color with sound#him relying on sebastian to do all his fag duties (sorry. dredge) so he can work his way up the social ladder#trying to gain power while simultaneously proving that he cant do anything but rely on others#hes always needed help in basically every way and he hasnt CHANGED he just got a demon to do it for him#he learns to lie and charm and cheat and all the while hes a fucking CHILD WHO STILL STRUGGLES WITH NORMAL THINGS#ciel is my little baby and i love him deeply no matter how much of a little bitch he can be#his helplessness isnt just 'oh he was raised in british high society' its also that he never got the chance to learn anything#which to elaborate on that id also have to go into manga territory. iykyk#like absolutely at this point he just refuses to learn how to do things he has a pet demon to do it for him#but.#hi the phantomhives backstory is killing me again its so late#both atlantic and the school arc are just setup for the Big Arc but theyre very good in their own right i SWEAR#also when i rewatched the circus arc a while back and i realised how some scenes were shot#the heavy foreshadowing that i didnt realise. yk. 7 years ago or however long its been since i first watched it#CRAZY#if you are new. to kuroshitsuji. and you havent read the manga. dear god. read the manga#ALSO GRELLE IN THAT ARC IS SO BEAUTIFUL & OTHELLO IS TRANSMASCULINE. OKAY GOODBYE
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Oh my GOOOD
I decided to bake something after work was done and the sheer amount of RELIEF I felt doing something else at home AUGH
Please please PLEASE remember to have a variety of hobbies or else you go INSANE
#neil talky#I pattered around the kitchen teehee#Baked some cupcakes and one big boy cake#cant eat it all so I’m wrapping some up for my baby siblings#Might make pudding next time#BUT DEAR GOD JUST DOING THIS DISENGAGED A LOT OF SUDDEN INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS#It was so hard for me to ground myself until I decided#fuck it we baking today
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nobody speak to me literally ever again
#dude like#ok 1 fuck damn roll call everybody dear god. okay. fuck#2 xander and zac were on the screen at the same time xandom win#3 HOJI WAS FUCKING THERE TOO SO THEY DIDN'T FORGET HE EXISTS THEY JUST DON'T CARE?#4 payne mention#5 it's not even funny the way i beyblade burst into tears the moment lain showed up#like fuck. fuck. oh my god dude. oh my god. there he is my boy :( and socutes :( i hope i explode forever to be completely honest#beyblade
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today's twins of the day are:
skye and summer tanberry from the chocolate box girls series
#submission#twins of the day#dear god these fucking books... cathy cassidy and jaqueline wilson were really out there traumatising every british girl 😭😭#i remember really liking them at the time but there are defo some things i look back on and think hmmm... not a fan#also i think summer's dream was literally how i learnt what anorexia was??#i can't speak on whether it's a faithful representation or not but that's something ig#also skye literally manifesting her dream boy was so real of her lmao#also sorry for using these covers instead of the cute chocolate box ones but i need to have an actual pic of the characters#though apparently there's a graphic novel series based on them?? i never knew that and now i wanna read it#anyway i've been talking too much i'll shut up now#eating disorder mention#ed mention#<- for the tags#identical twins#same-gender twins#books#skye tanberry#summer tanberry#the chocolate box girls#cathy cassidy#mashmallow skye#summer's dream#twins#fictional twins#twinsoftheday
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I need a minute. to process the update
#I'm sososososoos sleepy it is overwhelming SORRY#I know I'm going to be killed every time I stay up to read the update and I knew I had a rough shift at work ahead of me but alas#I feel like I run out of things to say about the updates when they're not so directly about the 4 dia boys anymore </3#twst spoilers#I love rook though. he was so real for.... all of that#the reminder that Vil's overblot hurt Rook more than anyone else#that he trusted Vil more than anyone else and wanted to believe he wouldn't be willing to stoop so low#he was willing to die if it meant everyone else got along.... rook ily#and dear god they actually showed Neige's dead body... Not knocked out or in a coma#straight lined vitals and cold body#the dwarves begging him to stop being lazy and wake up...#(foreshadowing pleas e please please pleas pla plsplspslpslspl be foreshadowing for silver please I'll cry)#and the cut to Vil celebrating is ''victory'' at VDC after killing Neige.. it all felt so dark#even after what they pulled with Ortho in the last book I'm still surprised when they directly address characters dying and being dead#anyway very good update I had a good time#Idia's dumb fucking video was so cute and silly
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you ever just remember how good music is
#crow.txt#trying to think about. what my favorite destroy boys album is#cause like........ god theyre all sooooooo good#but every time ive had this internal debate for like. metric or mcr the deciding factor almost always ends up being which album has#the least songs i skip/dislike/dont vibe with#like what percentage of that album is in my likes or whatever on spotify#and if thats the metric then its gotta be make room. i think. funeral soundtrack 4 is really really good........#actually goddamn i dont think i dislike any songs on that either? or skip any Period when they come on#FUCK. BACK TO SQUARE ONE#make room and funeral soundtrack gotta be tied then...................#fuck it if were down to like specific songs and also album title i think its gotta be funeral soundtrack 4.........#cause like bad guy. shadow. PLUCKED. AMOR DIVINO. BEG FOR THE TORTURE!!!!!!#YOU HEAR YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BOYFEEL!!!!!!!!!!! SHEDDING SKIN SON OF A BITCH FINE YEAH ITS THAT ONE#THEY ALL HIT#BUT ALSO ALL OF MAKE ROOM HITS TOO. FUCK MY GAY LIFE#piedmont and soundproof vs amor divino and shedding skin#if were going by most emotional stuff that isnt usually my vibe. itd have to be funeral soundtrack . yeah#this is like hell torture bc piedmont and soundproof are so dear to me.#fucking anyway nobody asked
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I was doing my haha teehee post for this scene when I realized that Batman is a walking Trigger (capitol T) for Guy Gardner.
Sad Boy Hours: Guy Gardner
Guy Gardner has severe physical and psychological trauma. His dad is canonically physically and verbally abusive. Guy is pretty frank about it. So, Guy had problems before his frontal lobe got scrambled like an egg.
There are multiple times in the series where Bruce just has to give Guy an order and, counter to the way Guy acts with everyone else, Guy does what he's told. Now, it isn't every time. It wouldn't be Guy Gardner if he didn't try and piss off every human in existence. He knows they're going to find a reason to hate him, call him a piece of shit, so he'll give it to them on his terms. Because that's one way to cope with being the punching bag your whole life. Own it before someone else does. But, there are times Guy becomes timid in response to Bruce.
Guy Gardner doesn't know how to be quiet. There is nothing about this man that allows for subtly. It is physically impossible. The only reason Guy would be quiet is if it was to be bitchy and petulant, but that's not happening here. He's whispering and his eyes are on Bruce's hand, the hand that is gripping his shoulder hard enough to wrinkle the fabric. Guy looks stricken. The little motion lines around his head look like shaking. It's a jarring switch from the frothing man in the panel before.
All Bruce did was tell Guy to say he was sorry. Just to apologize. And he grabs Guy's shoulder. Guy doesn't have all his social tools anymore, but he has muscle memory and flight-fight-freeze, and he's using what he's got.
The "It's a start." is so disappointedly paternal. "It's a start" implies there will be more later. And later is never good.
I know it's not that deep, it's the 80s, they needed someone to be the team asshole. But, I'm also right because my brain is so juicy. Bruce is a walking trigger for Guy Gardner with his perpetual "Angry Dad" energy and the the fact that Bruce is the only one who can get away with bossing Guy around is a by-product of how thoroughly fucked up Guy's head is.
#justice league 80s#justice league international#guy gardner#bruce wayne#batman#green lantern#dc comics#cw abuse#this started on my “teehee” post before i went “ah shit oh no fuck” and my monkey paws typed this up#the more i read “its a start” the more queasy i got so now i have to yell about it#hal described Guy as a “pussycat” because he worked so damn hard to be a good man#he worked so hard to become better than the man he was taught to be#and then they snapped him like a glowstick but instead of light we just got toxic sludge#and then fucking BATMAN#now i love bruce#he's a fucked up little meow meow but dear GOD#he is the exact cocktail to molotov a guy gardner#i am down to engage in dialogue come talk to me#sad boy hours#continued
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sorry to young royals but *haymitch voice* simon could live a hundred lifetimes and NEVER!!!!!! ever deserve wilhelm
#’YOU’RE JUST LIKE YOU’RE MOTHER!!!’ DO YOU MEAN ???? THE QUEEN ???????#he will never understand#uwu im sad bc vilhelm cant be w me and actually the audience should be on my side#SHOULD THEY ?????????#hes the PRINCE !!!!! YOU WERE AWARE OF THAT FACT THE WHOLE TIME !!!!!!!!#simon is literally just a generic angsty teenager#*on my knees begging* please dear writers properly convey wilhelms struggles#please atleast make simon TRY to understand#hes selfish and only cares about his own interests……..#sorry but its True#im sorry that dating the fucking prince wasn’t easy lmao#HE COULD LIVE !!! A HUNDRED LIFE TIMES!!! AND NEVER DESERVE THAT BOY#im swedish so im allowed to say these things btw#god they better fucking break up in the finale i beg of you#wilhelm deserves so much better
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@thicketville: meta: did john ever want to go to college? what would he have studied if he did? if not, did he ever want any sort of higher education, like a vocational degree or apprenticeship? — META TOPICS.
i think college was always a very distant concept for him growing up: more 'something that happens to posh people in the big cities' than a potential career path. john's father was a dock worker before losing his arm and most of their relatives did labor-intensive jobs in and around either the coal mines or the docks, so for anyone who actually thought john had a future — which was very few people, if anyone — it was sort of expected that he'd wind up in the same realm of work. they could never hope to afford college, so cheryl wouldn't have brought it up to him as a possibility, because john was a dreamer of a kid and would've gotten himself in trouble with their father if he insisted on pursuing it.
honestly, john's childhood was lived one day at a time, and nobody really thought he was going to survive past the teenage years (least of all john), so he really never considered a future for himself at all, other than "one day i'll get out of here". and even that felt like a pipe dream before he discovered magic. these days, i don't think he spends time considering what might have been anymore, because the past is the past and it eats him alive already without him helping it along, but in a perfect, perfect world, i think he would've loved college, and maybe gone into creative writing.
#thicketville#i'm so very normal about constantine's childhood i swear :')#the fact that the issue 'dead boy's heart' that shows us his childhood is talking about both the story content And john....#he was a dead boy from the second he was born. expected to die early or be in trouble forever. nobody caring which one it ended up being#but he had SUCH a big heart and SUCH an active imagination!! he was SO smart and well-meaning and compassionate!!#he was always making up stories and play-acting and reading and inventing new worlds to put himself in! he SO would have been a writer!!#but everyone told him he was dark. told him he was nothing. told him he was broken. and he started to believe it and become it#god i just think all the time about how everybody looked at him as a kid and went 'don't worry dear the world will break you soon enough'#and Nobody thought to try and protect him from that. ends me#( headcanons. ) I'M JUST LIKE THE BASTARDS I'VE HATED ALL ME LIFE.#( answered. ) THIS IS JOHN CONSTANTINE. FUCK OFF.
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hate that bruce timm has made it so that i can't even be excited about barbara in batman: caped crusader because i'm terrified he'll be forcing his dumb fucking ship on us again
#personal#i will pay bruce timm all the money i have if he doesn't try to do another barbara/bruce romance plot#please dear god we have suffered enough#i am excited that we're gonna get harvey dent content i'm ready for that you know i love my boy#also hamish linklater is very clearly taking inspo from kevin conroy's performance#like the voice is clearly attempting a bit of mimicry which i find great because it acknowledges that kevin was godtier#(god i miss him)#anyway i am cautiously optimistic about this show#just wish we could get a fucking character list so we know which characters are gonna fucking show up#release info so i know stuff about your series going in it's not that hard!
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#god im so sorry for vènting so damn much there is something so wrong with my head right now#every bit of positive attention ive gotten recently or even just attention in general sometimes has made me want to shed my skin#and on top of that there are Things in my head and i am worried it may be ********* but im too frightened to do any sort of research into i#but also hooo boy do i feel like im faking because like jet come on thats a trauma thing. you just kinda got yelled at SHUT UP YOURE FINE#and thats probably the biggest thing fucking me up right now because like im probably wrong but what if im right. dear fuck what then.#ànd also im scared to talk about it with anyone that does experience ********* because i feel so shitty insinuating that i went through#something like that when i know damn well i didnt#like oh wow you had a weird childhood ok jet get fucked everyones got a weird childhood#anyway. i need to like#talk to a stranger with ********* so im not so grossly embarrassed maybe#fuck#also lìke i just wanna stop talking to everyone but i started a zine and i cant abandon that and its upsetting me#like i need to fade into nothingness but i cant right now :/#anyway . desr lord why am i like this. what is inside me. what is going on.#delete later#jet maybe you need to get hit real hard by a car and that will do a hard reset and everything will be ok#vent#ALSO MY PARTNER IS GŔADUATING AND I CANT FUCKING BE THERE.#was litèrally sobbing over that this morning. i am so proud of them and they look so happy but also i cant be there#all i want is to hug them and congŕatulate them in person and give them a big bouquet of flowers but NO.#anyway. UGH.
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hi tumblr dot com im freaking out rn i forgot how fun it is to have a stupid silly little crush
#like relationships are fun but dear god i am NOT doing that shit again my attachment issues cannot handle it#not to mention how fucked up ive been the past month bc of getting broken up with#but like! just the crush part is always so fun bc you just get to be like#silly with it#yknow#just me rambling again#just got back from the sleep away camp i do every summer and i had a little camp crush this year#and like we were besties the whole week with one of our other friends the three of us were inseperable#and like. i think hes cute and obviously everyone got everyones contact info and im just#idk like i know it wont like progress or anything he has a girlfriend and im pretty sure hes straight? he did call me pretty boy tho#but either way like i said its the having a crush thats the fun part
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