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Hello my friends!!
I just want to say thank you so so so much for being patient with me while I deal with some personal stuff. I know it’s been a hot minute since I’ve posted any writing, and Camellia chapter 6 is long overdue. It’s coming, I promise! As well as Honeysuckle part 2!!
There’s just a lot going on rn and I’m overwhelmed. But I appreciate you all who still leave likes and replies and read my fics, you all are amazing!!
#molly ghuleh#so many things in my life happening rn#trying to find a new job#planning a wedding#trying to move#dealing with health stuff#trying to get a diagnosis#anyways thank y’all for sticking around
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For the record, I am okay, genuinely
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a self-esteem guidebook: learning to embrace your imperfect self (1992) - kenneth a. beavers
"exploding you with my mind"
#i say this a lot#sorry i havent been active like#AT ALL#ive been dealing with some health issues#and also school stuff#writing a research paper about the renaissance#love the renaissance am normal about it#hmu if you love henrician england or hans holbein#anyway#blackout poem#blackout poetry#author#book#poetry
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Long time no see <3
#ive been busy chat im sorry!!!#ive been dealing with work and school and just mental health stuff#do yall stuff fwm#me#my pics#cute girl#bunny girl#bd/sm kink#bd/sm blog#bd/sm brat#bd/sm community#bd/sm daddy#babygirl
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Exploring the idea of Euclideans going through moults. I think I kind of love it. I imagine it's utterly humiliating for a proud guy like Bill to be looking so ridiculous (and with his shape so uneven!!) so extra angst potential too
But, y'know, had to add his boyfriend being endeared by his ugly-cuteness and squish. I always love petting my snake after she sheds, her colors get so vibrant too :]c
He looks so disgusting and naked I almost feel like I should be tagging it as nudity he's so gross. If I saw that damn thing in my living room I'd stomp on it until it was a small brown stain
~ Mod Emily 🦇
#mod emily#love triangles au#bill cipher#yung venuz#yungbill#gravity falls#art#emily's art#i really hate this thing he looks like a character from the emoji movie#i was struck by the notion while drawing this that it almost looks like some kind of hyper-specific fetish. i promise to god it is not#maybe that's my deviantart heritage speaking though#MINTY'S GOTTEN HER BOOK!! YAHOOOO!!!#also hi askers! we see you we just wanna draw for some answers so it's taking a little bit!#minty's got uni and i'm dealing w/ mental health stuff. we'll get to you promise!
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Zuko was a child when he met Agni. Then, the spirits started coming to him. Eyes hidden in the hallways, voices pleading for help, for recognition, for remembrance.
Zuko could see Agni. He could see the broken remains of a Great Spirit and the empty smiles of amnesiac ghosts.
And they could see him in return.
#atla#zuko#avatar the last airbender#atla fanart#atla art#atla fanfic#prince zuko#New Gods AU#zuko fanart#zuko art#lu ten#uncle iroh#Eventual ZK#zutara#zutara au#zutara fanfiction#zuko fanfic#agni#Spirit Touched! Zuko#Agni is a character in this don't yell at me#This was such a blast to write. I honestly love this AU so much and can't wait to see what you guys think of it#Bit of a warning tho#It's pretty heavy#Deals with depression and mental health issues and...stuff#Word of advice! The first chapter truly comes to life after a second read.#The cover is a panel from a comic I'm working on~#Which is the reason it took me so long to post this tbh. Wasn't sure if I wanted to tease The Perfect Prince or leave it as a surprise.#But here we are and there it is. So.#The Perfect Prince#Listen. Lu Ten is the most wholesome turtleduck ever and if anything happens to him I'll murder everyone in this fansite and then myself.
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Do you remember before? We stood facing each other on opposite sides of that door. Now we stand side-by-side. Let's go home together this time.
#kingdom hearts#sora#riku#soriku#ddd#the hunchback of notre dame#gifs#ali's gifs#ali's kh gifs#i promise im alive ive just been dealing with mental health stuff (and spending less time on social media in general)#but i noticed this while editing ddd scenes for soriku comp 2.0#and now im MAD at myself for not seeing it sooner bc its NOT IN MY DISNEY COUPLES PARALLELS VIDEO >:((((((#anyway wild that both of these shots happen in the same game huh#and the heights line up (riku is on the same side as phoebus and hes taller than sora)#(just like phoebus is taller than esmeralda)#no hand holding tho cuz SENA is homophobic /s#alternate caption: lyrics from chikai#'light flows in from the opened door/i want to stay by your side forever after this too/theres been no other choice for me since long ago'#also hey using tag bundles through xkit switched this back to the old post editor and i can use pre text again 8)
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#poem#poetry#prose#spilled poetry#spilled thoughts#female writers#writblr#writeblr#original poem#poets on tumblr#grief poetry#writers and poets#poetic#web weaving#spilled words#writer stuff#dealing with grief#writers on tumblr#writing#words#black and white#healing#heartbreak#mental health#female hysteria#anti hero#hopecore#hope#positive mental attitude#grieving
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he's a broken man
#OHHHH YEAG FORGOT TO SAY!!! ZIGGY IS MY HC NAME FOR SK#2 me i think the decades he spent in the basement being forced to train really messed him up. idk#is that too serious of a thought to have about these silly lil guys?#but he spent decades alone and feeling like a disappointment (and to me) destroying his physical and mental health to try n train n improve#n it all just really really sticks with him#sk cant make it all better. as much as they want to. but they help him a lot#and they learn really well how to read him. bc he has a habit of not asking for comfort and trying to deal w stuff alone.#and sk sees through that#anyway#sorry for the angst#rhythm heaven#karate joe#space kicker#punch kick toe#my art
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squirrelflight my friend squirrelflight
#warrior cats#warriors#wc#squirrelflight#her pose is a wee bit weird but it's fiiiine it's dynamic#sorry for any inactivity- stressed abt no job and now am dealing with serious health stuff + am waiting on some scary news about it#(and in less upsetting news have also been playing a lot of minecraft and rhythm heaven)#i understand activity is not something i ever owe my wc blog at all but anyways ive been a bit more offline lol#if i have the energy youll probably see me drawing more now. have been working on another leafpool pmv also
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#literally#this behavior is so unbearable and I'm kinda glad I don't have to deal with it anymore.#misusing useful information to be shitty basically#mental health stuff#mental health
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slow cooking a lighthearted modern au where esen and baoxiang are pining after their friends ouyang and ma, respectively. but due to a ~wacky misunderstanding~ (read: chronic heteronormativity) they think ouyang and ma are dating each other—obviously that’s why ouyang is always going over to her place, right?
esen is in denial about his feelings and extremely supportive of ouyang’s relationship (he avoids talking about it or thinking about it—out of respect to ouyang’s privacy ofc). baoxiang thinks ouyang is in denial about his own sexuality and using ma (he has formulated a 12-step plan to Remove Ouyang that he will enact When The Time Comes).
then one day: baoxiang and ma are hanging out (spa day), esen and ouyang are also hanging out (sporting event(?)) and they all decide to meet up at that new restaurant afterwards. as they arrive, ma and ouyang are texting, they tell baoxiang and esen “hey my partner got us a table.” so baoxiang and esen follow them to the table expecting to see the other couple already seated there. but it’s just zhu.
(they both have met zhu—they thought she was just ma’s roommate. in reality she’s ma’s fiancée and ouyang’s queerplatonic d/s situationship.) (they also realize neither of them has ever actually seen ma and ouyang interact for an extended period of time. it becomes immediately apparent that ma dislikes ouyang and ouyang doesn’t even know her name.)
#au where wang baoxiang is stupid. for my mental health#idk if this is satisfying ending since no one’s situation improved at all#except arguably ouyang who is no longer on baoxiang’s hit list#(at least not for that reason)#surprise spicy subplot:#baoxiang is tutoring a transfer student for a few university courses#he struck a deal w the kid to help him practice his korean#(he thinks ma is korean. because of the misunderstandings u see.)#so they start doing the tutoring sessions in korean#ayushiridara: hyung~ if u rly wanna impress this girl i can help u practice some other stuff 😏#baoxiang: i already know how to do the other stuff#somehow they end up in bed together anyway#ok the end#the radiant emperor#my fic#sorta#feels like this should go in the groupchat#but in a fandom this size i guess the tag is the group chat
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photos don't do it justice, but I'm really happy with the test print! I'll probably adjust the colors just a tiny bit but then it will be perfect
I'm waiting for confirmation about the prices for a few print sizes, I also have to figure out postage fees, especially for the larger prints. Also packaging options and costs. I wanna make sure they're packaged well and will reach everyone in perfect condition. After all that I'll finally be able to open the preoders! Thank you all for your patience ✦
#I could just use inprnt but I'm a stubborn bastard who has to do everything by myself#also I have more control this way#I'm working on commissions as well as dealing with health stuff and applying for full time jobs#otherwise this would go a lot faster#anyway#please bear with me!
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oh, what i would give
to have my dad back,
what once was my safest place
is now a memory full of grief
and a heart with empty space
the laughter still echos
in the hallway
but all i can hear is his loud voice
remembering me why he’s gone
i have no choice
#bpd safe#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd#mentally exhausted#actually bpd#sadgirl#depressing shit#mental health#mental illness#personal vent#vent post#self h@rm#suic1de#bpd stuff#substance addiction#sad thoughts#substance abuse#shitpost#anxienty#addiction#actually borderline#dealing with grief#grief#tw depressing thoughts#tw drugs#ed culture#girls who do hard drugs#bpd feels#mentally fucked
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Franz Kafka, Diaries of Franz Kafka (April 8, 1914)
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T. S. Elliot, The Wasteland
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Naguib Mahfouz, Adrift on the Nile
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Edna St. Vincent Millay, Song of a Second April
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F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Short Stories
#franz kafka#kafkaesque#sylvia plath#sylvia plath quotes#anne carson#rabindranath tagore#ee cummings#dead poets society#sad poetry#english poetry#sylvia plath poetry#poetry tumblr#john keats#virginia woolf#anais nin#scott fitzgerald#dealing with grief#nerd stuff#dark academia#academia aesthetic#april#april quotes#poetry#april 6th#trending#taylor swift#mental health#sad thoughts#english literature#sad poem
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Did you retire
heaven forbid someone take some time away from fandom to get their health back to normal lol
no, im just biding my time in the gutter waiting for you to walk by
#ask me stuff!#this is the second time ive gotten a message like thisrecently#cool your jets#i can assure you i am still unhinged about my blorbos#and im finally playing the stardew update so im hoping to get back to my stardew au soon#i am however still dealing with health stuff both not great and obnoxious so just#have some patience or find some other fandom people to follow for the time being#like i wish i could retire FROM MY JOB so i could make gay art and pottery all day#but who knows if ill ever get to actually do that in however many decades#now pls excuse me i have to go schedule an MRI for my wrist bc i think the cyst has grown and started pressing on my ulnar nerve there#thats the obnoxious health thing#forgive me im cranky lmao
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