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petition to give him a pat on the head
#because he is the littlest guy and also wonderful#my art#currently getting ready to take an exam which is due at midnight and I would not be me if I did not procrastinate via art XD#linked universe#doodles#art#lu#linkeduniverse#linked universe fanart#lu four#linked universe four#btw my artistic ambition as of late is to make four's hair as floofy as possible
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The anchor ring that houses the base
#elden ring#morgott the omen king#margit the fell#my own work#man he's so much fun to draw#shiita is all subtle accents#morgott is all texture#all these gnarly horns and folds and scars and hairs#truly a crucible king <3#love him#ahh i'm almost at stormveil castle on my current playthrough#time to die to margit and listen to him scolding me for my ambitions over and over again
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Within You
"Just fear me, love me, do as I say and I will be your slave."
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Did anyone else watch Labyrinth as a kid? It was one of my absolute favorite movies growing up, which- I think explains a lot about me in hindsight. Anyway I was listening to some of the music again for nostalgia's sake and had the screeching halt realization that the song Within You kinda sounds like it could also have been from the point of view of Poor Edward.
So I drew up a simple comic of sorts to display this idea.
Photos were used as reference for some panels.
#should I have waited until I was actually closer to the events depicted here?#yeah but I wanted to share this realization#and currently I'm slogging through a bunch of grinding#so bear with me if some details depicted here change later#Fallen London#Ambition: Light Fingers#light fingers spoilers#Poor Edward#Hybrid#Fallen London OC#Emery Ender#comic#my art#my post
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im continuing to not say a lot in regards to my eventual BaL protagonist (because revealing too much about him right now will ruin an idea i have for his reveal Later™) however. i will say. in the scoundrel's canon. when veils meets him for the first time. that will be an incredibly funny interaction from its perspective
#the BaL protag is like hi#and veils goes no fucking shot. (redacted sentence)???#<- im fully aware this sounds insane without the context of what exactly my BaL PC's deal is.#i promise the context of this is more humorous than you think#yin-thoughts#fallen london#as a refresher ive said many a time: im playing through all of the ambitions eventually. the order is HD > nemesis > LF > BaL#all of which are canon to the scoundrel and by proxy everyone else in her smaller-than-you-think radius#we're currently on LF. we wont get to BaL for a good while yet. but when we do...#man im excited to introduce yall to my fucked up guy
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It’s kinda awkward having a problematic alter (fictive)
Sometimes it’s only problematic in some circles? Like having an MHA alter. You kinda have to explain you aren’t from ‘that’ side of the fandom
Then there’s the ‘vastly popular media with a crappy creator’, current or old. People are gonna be mad at hazbin hotel alters and they’re also gonna be mad at Harry Potter alters
Sometimes they just have you know, inconspicuous enough names. Or they change their names to separate from their source. Our Alastor (conversational protector) you wouldn’t know it was him unless we told you. Deku and bakugou chose to be called clover and kat, and other than being cringe (they’re teenagers) aren’t really like source.
BUT DRACO MALFOY. he’s not proud of Rowling, and has explicitly stated many times he prefers the fan fictions to the original fiction because they’re ’far more accurate and in depth’ but also he’s a wizard and he’s a slytherin. Also would hex any sort of bigot on sight, but ITS SO AWKWARD TO EXPLAIN.
‘Hi, this is Draco. Yes he’s the weird rival from the problematic wizard series. We formed him when we were 8. And didn’t even know twitter existed. He was just relatable to us. And he told us how to say the right things. He’s still around. He’s still one of our most functional alters. But he’s also Draco malfoy. Even we don’t know how to feel about that.’
#actually did#did community#did stuff#did system#dissociative system#plural system#sysblr#system stuff#system things#traumagenic did#non traumagenic dni#traumagenic only#actually traumagenic#traumagenic system#endos not for you#endos dni#endos do not interact#endos fuck off#anti endo#note from Draco:#I HATE my slicked back hair phase#it’s so much nicer just well conditioned#airy#majestic even#also#go and read Evitative#MUCH better rep of me#consider that I was actually a child in a war in my source and did what I had to survive my circumstances#I’m a good person and I like to help and my current ambitions are to get the system to the place they want to be#very demure very mindful all I want is them to be happy
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Gallifrey war room my beloved
#currently listening to ambitions debt#love all the character stuff in these box sets#Narvin and leelas relationship is everything to me#just love the dynamics of the war room as a whole#and of course there’s whatever is going on between veklin and ollistra#truly the best depiction of the time war#becuase in the end it’s not the actual war that matter but the people in it and war room is exactly about that#doctor who#gallifrey#gallifrey war room#gallifrey audios
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Day 3: a fic not on AO3
📚 Lessons in Grace and Decorum by GallaPlacidia
Draco/Harry, 49k, Not rated*
Summary:
In Azkaban, Narcissa Malfoy gives Draco lessons in how to manipulate people into loving him. When Draco is released on the condition that he is bonded to Harry as his prisoner, he finally has a chance to put his newfound skills into practice.
Forced bonding, eighth year (eventually), a Draco driven slightly mad by grief, a furious, self-destructive Harry, a whole lot of angst and a proportionate amount of comfort.
Inspired by an excellent story called Unexpected Consequences by Lauren3210.
I was thinking long and hard about this one because since the discovery of AO3 it’s been one way street for me. So now, what fics I’ve read that are not on AO3 (of which I have exactly 89 pages opened on my phone)? And then it clicked – some I listened to! Then tried to read them only to find out they were taken down because author has published a real book no less. And so, one google later I was head over heels with the amazing universes and characters created by GallaPlacidia.
I had a hard time choosing my favourite baby of Galla's, but since Lessons in Grace and Decorum broke my h/c loving heart so beautfully, I’ve decided to gush about this one. Today, that is ;)
I mean, just look at the opening lines:
“I wish you had been a girl,” said Narcissa Malfoy. Draco laughed. It was so cold in Azkaban. The number of dementors had been greatly reduced, but there were enough of them for Draco’s head to feel cloudy and light, as if he hadn’t slept in days. Perhaps he hadn’t. “That’s a new one,” he said. “Why?” “We raised you to command respect. If you had been a girl, we would have raised you to be loved,” said his mother.
Which instantly made me think about Daisy’s words in The Great Gatsby:
"It'll show you how I've gotten to feel about—things. Well, she was less than an hour old and Tom was God knows where. I woke up out of the ether with an utterly abandoned feeling, and asked the nurse right away if it was a boy or a girl. She told me it was a girl, and so I turned my head away and wept. 'All right,' I said, 'I'm glad it's a girl. And I hope she'll be a fool—that's the best thing a girl can be in this world, a beautiful little fool.'"
By which point I am trying so hard not to rant about toxic masculinity and gender norms.
This is one of the stories where the characters are both broken in sort of matching ways so one’s cracks are perfect for the other’s empty spaces. And as corny as it sounds, this is exactly what happens here – Harry desperately needs to love someone that would be just his to care for and Draco needs someone who would cherish him unconditionally.
Plus it has some quotes that have not left my head for months now, which you can see under the cut below <3
Thanks for today @hprecfest and see you tomorrow (hopefully) !
*Regarding the rating – I would say mind the tags if you’re in a vulnerable place but if you decide you’re up for it – you’re in for a brilliant h/c treat <3
They had compatible needs. Perhaps that was all friendship was. An emotional transaction.
“He wants to be friends,” said Draco, managing to keep his voice low despite his excitement. But his mother didn’t look excited back. “He likes how you make him feel,” she said. “It doesn’t mean he likes you.” “No, I… I know that,” said Draco, although it hadn’t really occurred to him. It sounded so obvious when she put it like that.
“I don’t love him,” said Harry, automatically. “Oh, all right then,” sighed Hermione. “Wait until after the bond is broken to tell him that you think about him all the time, and want to hold his hand and stroke his pretty blonde hair and keep him safe for all eternity. Is that better?” “A bit,” said Harry, sulkily. “Yeah.”
But he understood, now. He knew that part of the anger he felt when he looked at Malfoy was because he wanted to touch him so badly, but couldn’t.
#hprecfest2024#hprecfest#hp fic rec#lessons in grace and decorum#gallaplacidia#gallapod#I miss it so much#it was the best#drarry#hp#HPDM#my current fandom ambition no 1 is to get seriously into bookbinding#and then I will not REST untill I have AT LEAST one of Galla's books binded on my shelf
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men in my life fr think they can like. train me into being their next gf it’s CRAZY.
#my male coworker current culprit#they see an unbothered independent AFAB person who loves their own life and has passions and ambitions and are like#with similar nerdy interests#and are like hmmm i could convince her to be my next partner….for sure for sure….#it’s always when they’re still in their previous relationship too and they’re having ‘issues’#they try to tee me up by confiding in me#and i’m like does your gf know you talk to me like this? or?#this happens to me like every 6 months like clockwork#and not one has succeeded!
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#like i feel like the ms paint (what i'm using currently) it has personality with how its imperfect and limited#but at the same time i want to do some Cool Shit for some daily fetuses and krita is good for that#i meaaannn i could just turn down the stabilizer to make it more like what i've done before for this account but like#i have Ambitions#not daily other fetus#super meat boy#dr fetus
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MEDALIST I AM HOLDING YOU SO TIGHTLY
#MEDALIST#メダリスト#MEDALIST (manga)#I BINGED THIS SO HARD IT'S SO GOOD#the way it focuses on the relationships between skaters and coaches#the amount of thinking and planning that is required#the emphasis of ambition desire dedication and responsibility needing to be in sync#the way innate skills are shaped by your attitude and your environment#exploring the concept of age limits in sports (or even skills in general)#and just all the cast are really fun and engaging#BUT#THE BOND BETWEEN TSUKASA AND INORI HAS ME ON THE FLOOR#IT IS SO GOOD I LOVE IT SO MUCH#THEY REALLY SAID YOU /CAN/ FORGE YOUR OWN DREAM#JUN AND HIKARU AS FOILS IS REALLY INTERESTING#because I still don't fully understand the motives behind their relationship but I HAVE IDEAS#ALSO#I love that Tsukasa and Inori's core skating philosophy is like Yuzuru Hanyu's#like. that monologue about how figure skating's core is the beauty of the figures carved into the ice by the skater????#Tsurumaikada-sensei truly said 'fuck the current over emphasis on jumps in the skating sphere' 😌#PEOPLE GO READ THIS PLEASE BEFORE THE ANIME AAAAHHH#my post
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no way im getting this done by tonight but i can dream ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ
#we are here today reunited to mourn my dreams and ambition#and to bonk me on the head for not doing the 17gajillion things im supposed to be doing rn#if i haven't replied to anything yet im sorry#this will happen again#me and my ridiculous amounts of wips against the world#i dont know what im doing. current strategy: bonk head against problem#overall tone: silly
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If I had a nickel for every time someone came to lanyon house asking for something I would have two nickles which isn't a lot but its weird that its happened twice
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#the ambitions of an eccedentesiast#taoae#dr jekyll and mr hyde#ocs#chapter two#page twenty four#oh we are so back#I missed drawing lanyon#I'm changing the characters bit by bit each time I draw them-#uh-#oops#most of it is either finding something I like or reviving an old thing I accidently lost while drawing them over and over#I...need to redo the refs.#and get rid of the current ones- they're outdated and have misinformation.#anyway WEEEEEEEeeeeeeeee
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Currently reading Cascade Failure by L. M. Sagas. I loved the cover so much I had to look into it!
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honestly looking back at all the irem futures. the funniest takeaway from all of them is that fires is 2000% doomed by the narrative. no matter what, This Specific Evil Capitalist Bat, out of All The Other Evil Capitalist Bats, is apparently The Most Dead Guy Coded member of the bazaar's fucked up goofy horrible workplace sitcom. how does (will?) this even happen
#even VEILS shows up. veils who perishes no matter what in 1/4 ambitions. fires is never mentioned aside from the implication it's dead#incredible. what happens to it. does it trip and fall into its own factory plant like the joker#yin-thoughts#fallen london#fallen london spoilers#i know it's involved in light fingers but i don't know how. all i know of LF is pregnancy horror is apparently involved and fires is there#..which. with the knowledge of spices' current Situation in railway. is perhaps the funniest possible way i couldve phrased that#i know the scoundrel obviously encountered veils bc they're not a BaL character#but afaik if you are stones subs in for it by default#fires isnt mentioned regardless. anywhere. except for the nearby future where it's apparently dead dead as hell#which means no matter what it's a 'default' that it's either missing dead or perhaps simultaneously both#incredible#personally im still holding out on my joke crack theory that railway will end with the scoundrel accidentally hitting it with the train#i think accidentally murdering their coworker would do fascinating things to that freak's psyche.#i dont think they've even processed that curators can die.
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So what am I supposed to do if I’m f2p and done with my ambition
#I know there’s post ambition things to do but idk how to access them so I just don’t touch the site anymore#doesn’t help that I’m nowhere near flondon in my current enjoyments (UO my beloved) but I still wish I had Things to do#also accepting the possible answer of ‘I am too depressed to play flondon rn and that’s why it feels bad’
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spotify receipt's 🎵
thanks for the tag's @wildemaven & @rhoorl, this looks like fun!
But Jess, come on, was there ever any doubt? 😏🤠
NPT's: @maggiemayhemnj, @marcus-is-my-muse, @bluestar22x, @katareyoudrilling, @secretelephanttattoo, @goodwithcheese, @chronically-ghosted, @for-a-longlongtime, @agentjackdaniels, @haylzcyon, @bitchwitch1981, @something-tofightfor & @wyn-n-tonic
#spotify tag game#texas hold em' has a hold on me#currently 6 wip's brewing from that one song#my writing ambition far outweighs my time and talent#snort
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