#crying is healthy right???

[kiichikonoes]

finished the satosugu arc so sketch dump

[dykedvonte]

I genuinely don't think Curly would be as caring for Jimmy as some people depict him in aus where Jimmy gets stuck and burned rather than Curly.

I feel like the realization would truly hit in that moment of what Jimmy did and how bad it was as Curly desperately tries to get him out of the cockpit. He's trying to break in to save Jimmy, but is he? All the thoughts in his head; Jimmy's trying to kill them all, Jimmy's trapped in the cockpit, Jimmy raped Anya, Jimmy's going to die trapped in the cockpit, Jimmy trying to kill them all because of what he did to Anya, and sort of a final Jimmy did this. Is he trying to save him or trying to figure out why? Trying to finally make him take accountability? You can't hold trial for a dead man. Does he want Jimmy to die? Not really, but it'd be easier than figuring out where they go after this. After they drag him out and get his set up in medical and Jimmy refuses to look at anyone but him.

He's the only one who is truly willing to care for Jimmy. I don't think he's keeping him alive for the same reasons, just he can't bring himself to put him down. He wants answers, he wants to be mad. This is the first time he can talk to Jimmy and not have anything spun back at him but he can't get a response. He's never really been able to but for the first time Jimmy actually has to listen and he'll never know if he's actually listening to him this time. It reminds him too much of not understanding Anya. Anya has to care for him and he doesn't want her too, she shouldn't have to but they can't just let him die, can they? Should they? It's easier than hearing him in pain but that's a reminder he did this... even if Curly allowed it to happen.

No one seems to have thoughts on it but him and Anya. They know the reason he crashed the ship but they don't get the logic. Anya does actually, but Curly has to admit he does to. Has to admit he's always known Jimmy's logic behind things, things that need to be "fixed" but he's always taken responsibility and fixed it himself. The first time he really let Jimmy take responsibility and he couldn't, he can't fix anything and Curly know he can't either. He looks at Jimmy and sees every mistake but now he's wondering how many of Jimmy's he's been tacking on to his own. How different are they?

What should he had done to stop it? Maybe this should've happened to him...

Curly doesn't like those thoughts and how they only come when he's stuck with Jimmy, like he's always done to himself. He's way too gentle when he gives Jimmy his pills, too mindful of teeth that always gave him hollow smiles. A tongue that always told half truths, while he held his own. He holds his jaw too kindly and thinks about all the times he's clenched his and smiled for his friends sake. For Jimmy's sake. Jimmy still swallows the pills and struggles, whines like it's not his fault.

He hoped it hurt.

And he's a little scared that he's a little too okay thinking that.

[madbard]

I have so many thoughts about post-canon human Loop, many of which revolve around their acting skills and adjusting to having a face again.

They got so used to fake-smiling during their loops but at this point it’s been… however many months where not only did they not have a mouth, they also weren’t talking to anyone but another version of themself. Not too hard to be mysterious and unreadable in that situation.

But for them to be human again and have access to the full range of expressions that come with that is such a funny idea for me because no way they are being mysterious now.

Imagine they’re traveling with the party and stumble across something triggering. The party asks them if they’re ok and they respond with the classic “I’M FINE (in severe distress)” Siffrin smile and everyone’s faces just drop.

Siffrin: “… does it really look like that?”

Odile: “Essentially, though this is somehow worse.”

Loop, hiding their face in their hands: “WHAT?!”

[aaronofithaca05]

Penelope's dissociating

[tangents-within-tangents]

Would that there was a faithful, accurate adaptation of Dracula so that Jonathan Decker and Alan Seawright could discuss the nontoxic masculinity, healthy friendships, and the BEST MARRIAGE RELATIONSHIP IN FICTIONAL HISTORY but nooo!

[someguywithglasses]

God I have seen what you have planned for Yor and Loid.

And I want it SO F**KING BADLY. MANS COLLAPSED AT THE MERE SIGHT OF SEEING HIS WIFE SMILING AT HIM AND WELCOMING HIM HOME AFTER NEARLY BEING KILLED

Yor not only acknowledged that he can do everything by himself but reassured Loid that he doesn’t have to be perfect all the time around her.

SHE EVEN ACKNOWLEDGED THAT HE UNCONSCIOUSLY DOES IT TO SHIELD HIS FAMILY FROM HARD TIMES. HE LITERALLY PUTS HIS ENTIRE FAMILY FIRST OVER HIS OWN WELL BEING BECAUSE THEIR HAPPINESS IS HIS PRIORITY.

Yor wanting to help him and be there to shoulder the burden is literally:

THE DEFINITION OF A HEALTHY AND MATURE MARRIAGE.

THEY COMMUNICATE, ACTUALLY ADMIT THEIR FAULTS, APOLOGIZE IF THEY HURT EACH OTHER ,CLEAR UP ANY MISUNDERSTANDINGS, AND HELP EACH OTHER UP. SHE EVEN TELLS HIM THAT HE NEEDS TO TAKE BETTER CARE OF HIMSELF.

MY DUDE LOID FORGER, EVEN JUSTIFIED THAT KILLING YURI WOULD DESTROY EVERYTHING HE BUILT WITH YOR AND THEIR MARRIAGE.

LOID YOU’RE TOO FAR GONE NOW. YOU’RE DOWN SO BAD FOR YOUR WIFE, THERE IS NO GOING BACK FOR YOU.

[samijey]

[krikitunes]

Hey, squeaker! (/affectionate /p)

I don't normally do stuff like this but I saw you liked Aizetsu and Gyutaro as a QPR and I have shipped them in secret since before I saw that. So it made my day to find. As an aro-spec person, I don't really see QPRs talked about much either and most people kind of just don't care about them as a result.

Anyway,

-> the actual point of my submission is that you recently reblogged one of my arts with the tag "good luck charm" as you were denoting affection to it for helping to uplift your mood during difficult times. It really warmed my heart, so I wanted to make something intentionally for you in that vein of "good luck charm".

I know your original tags were in reference to an endouma doodle, but I wanted to toss you something for one of your rarer pairings. (I was shocked to see it in the wild!! /pos)

Hope your week gets better, man!

I COULD COMPLETELY BURST INTO TEARS,!!!!!!! THEYRE SUCH DORK ASSES I hope someone stuffs them both in lockers they probably already do it to eachother as some odd affection ritual. Weirdos. OBSESSED.. sincerely I do not have the words to describe how MUCH I appreciate this 😭😭😭! Since you sent this things have thankfully gotten better so thank you!! Your charm worked!! (Things are still scary and new! But im feeling much better :-})

actually I am drawing a little something right now for you .holdon.

they're stargazing :-}.. I have so many little things in my head of these two but I wanted to make something quick right this second in exchange because AGWAA!!IM GRATEFUL!! I'll keep them close to my heart for EVER💥💥💥💥💥💥💥

[magicpotatothoughts]

SVSSS | Did Gongyi Xiao ever stand a chance against Luo Binghe?

My heart will never stop aching for our golden boi Gongyi Xiao and as much as I OTP Bingqiu, I often wonder if GYX stood a chance against LBH, and not for reasons that he has to die because he's too similar to the male lead or ZZL needed to remove a threat/take revenge. Like could GYX, being the incredibly obedient, handsome and upstanding golden boi that he is, even bearing such close resemblance to LBH, could he have won over SY!SQQ's heart? Because ok, the only thing that SQQ actually laments about GYX being lacking to LBH is the compatibility of their teamwork against a common enemy but that's because LBH has had the advantage of knowing SY!SQQ longer and cultivated directly under him as his disciple. Like if GYX were to cultivate under SY!SQQ and also got to know him for the same length of time, would they have worked out?

And then I came to realise that the answer is simply...no. GYX's most notable trait is his righteousness. He would betray orders and hierarchy if he believed that they were doing the wrong thing, but he's not the type to be completely shameless/selfish about it. He won't actively drag bystanders into the chaos if he can help it.

But that's also why he is not compatible with SY!SQQ because SY!SQQ is ultimately most attracted to LBH's shameless obsession with him. LBH is "everything related to Shizun" first and righteousness second. He won't hesitate to practise demonic cultivation, flirt publicly by offering to massage Shizun's sore waist, cause a huge ruckus in order to protect SY!SQQ and to fight over his corpse. LBH's strive for righteousness is driven by the assumption that an upstanding man is the only kind of man his Shizun accepts and that's what he has to become in order for SY!SQQ to stay with him but when shizun dies, righteousness kind of goes out the window. Anddddddd SY!SQQ says he likes them righteous and upstanding but he’s just as fucked up. The man can deny to the heavens but it's so obvious that he enables LBH's obsession by being a housewife, grieving widow then "sacrificing himself" in the name of "repayment", causing a huge-ass ruckus and ripple waves of longlasting pain for his sect family. Like damn, SQQ can be kind and upstanding but when it comes to LBH, isn't that also a shameless obsession? It just wouldn't have worked out with GYX because it would have been textbook master-disciple platonic, GYX would have pushed aside any of his own selfish/romantic desires and every action would have been carefully considered for the greater good of his sect and martial family. It's really like a goldilocks sort of situation, GYX is too righteous, ZZL is too fucked up (he makes sense though in demon logic), LBH babygirl is just the right amount of fucked up and 100% Shizun's sheep with a very pat-able head.

[kirexa]

Toxic Yaoi

Versus

Healthy Yuri

[coconurt]

i hate this i hate everything i hate being alone

[vvitchy-succubus]

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[ofallplaceswhythis]

tcoptp thoughts pt.20

now that we have reached a checkpoint i want to recap

the black brothers are talking

seameadows is happening (???)

lottie is doing WAY too much for a guy

marauders + lily being friendship goals

remus and tom may never talk again <3333

and theyre being scammed <3333333

a rollercoaster of sorts but atleast somethings are nice (cough THE POWER OF FRIENDSHIP WILL GET US THROUGH cough)

......lottie?!!? does this count as grooming?? it should.

.....peter? i mean ik you're mad but that comment was UNCALLED

HOLY FUCKK THE PARENTS

FUCKING MUNDUNGUS FLETCHER ?@?@?!?!?!?#@?!SDFGSUG

God Sirius is really spouting those insults isnt he? 'sell your kidneys to make up for our loss' go off king

and HERE comes the downfall

NOT THE MOTHER

the black family angst is the only thing that has the capability to ruin me just because of the fact that they can "never change"

SIRIUS IS PLAYING THE PIANO! AGAIN!

THE BIKE THE BIKE THE BIKE! AND ITS NAME IS GISELA??

what the fuck is happening in this concert

remus fangirling over singers is valid. also where the fuck is sirius?

oh... not lee. fuck. wtf is he doing here though??

stop stop stop stop stop stop stop god wtf is wrong with them

REGULUS IS HERE YESDSFBDSGY8SD8GYASDGYSDIGHFIGUH (whose gonna tell him though)

....ORION?? ....good riddance...? idk how to feel about this though...

'son'..... i mean i expected it but they actually didnt do any research

god sirius is such a fucking mood

.....they're actually letting him play the piano???

REGULUS IS COMING WITH THEM FUCKING FINALLY DUIFSIDFI

what the fuck did they just do can someone please explain i dont speak british plss

i feel like peter falling deserves an honourable mention

unrequited sunseeker is tragic but this gives me the EXACT vibes when everbody thought that nico had a crush on annabeth but it was actually percy

regulus is the most unhelpful helpful person

midnight dancer is the shortest one?? kinda expected it to be atleast 6 mins

'bracelets' ??? do foreigners not know about bangles??

REGULUS AND ANDY YES!!!

PETER'S SPEECH

can i laugh. i really want to laugh. wtf is remus doing though 😭

SEAMEADOWS! those aunties can shove their opinion up their ass

[bluehairmisfit]

fuck.

[playitagainmyjohnny]

happy pride 🏳️‍🌈

[kiras-monkey-bum-face]

call me agatha harkness because I miss my dead son