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hellaarknight · 11 days ago

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I promised to protect you

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Genre: Angst

Warnings: swearing and mention of physical and psychological abuse, toxic relationship, mentions of bruises and about laying hands on a partner, some of the content may be triggering.

Author note: I would consider this a heavy fic for some. Do not engage if you think it might be triggering.

Images and art from Pinterest if someone knows the original creators let me know so I can tag them properly

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" Well he's not always this bad, he's ok..."

Your weak attempt to defend your shity boyfriend only made Chuuya angrier. Why would you let yourself be in the company of that awful guy, he could never understand. You were bright and nice, powerful and determined and yet you got yourself a... A leech. No, it was worse but he was being generous while describing that abomination of a man... That guy had deemed your light in the past 6 months he's dated you and Chuuya hates himself for allowing you to get with him in the first place.

"Are you even listening to yourself right now?" Chuuya extended towards you a glass of wine.

"Listen Chuuya, I know he's not the man I've dreamed of and doesn't have all the qualities I've wanted my partner to have, but I also have to compromise on some things."

"Not on your dignity."

Your gaze fell on the floor a deep sight leaving your lips. Chuuya ran a hand through his hair, very frustrated. He didn't want to say it like that, but he had enough of seeing you suffer, seeing you renounce your hobbies because that guy deemed them "childish" or seeing you lose your spark when talking about what brought you joy just because your boyfriend found them boring. He knew you were smart, always talked about how you will never lose yourself in a relationship so he didn't really understand why and how you got to this point. Chuuya fell in love with you, but couldn't tell you because of his mafia position and him being away for missions a lot, or work trips how he called them in front of you. Then, when he decided he had to come forward and let you decide if you wanted to give him a chance with all that it would have entailed, he was a month too late. He returned from one long, painful mission and found you in a relationship, one that he despised wholeheartedly, so he chose to remain your trusted friend.

"Listen, I didn't want to say it like that...."

"No, that's not true, you did want to say it exactly like that". Your voice was on the verge of cracking. Something bottled up was about to spill if you weren't careful enough and Chuuya noticed it. The man groaned and took a sip of his wine. Maybe it was time to be honest about it.

" Fine. It's exactly like that. Since you started dating that douchebag you lost yourself. All the things you promised not to compromise on in a relationship happened. You lost your bright personality, you stopped rambling about books, anime and flowers. Hell, you even stopped gardening and that was your therapy. You asked me to stop bringing you flower bulbs from all over the places I go on my work trips and you stopped hanging out with me or your other friends. You stopped wearing your signature perfume and your red lipstick you were so fond of. So I'm sorry, but you're not in a fucking healty relationship! And you're defending that stupid fuck who doesn't do anything with his life and stays at your place, without paying any fucking bill! You left yourself to be a mat for that guy, what is wrong with you!?"

You looked at Chuuya stunned. It seemed that the red head had a lot bottled up as well. For some reason his words stung and made you feel worse. He was right and you fully knew it, but you just couldn't let him know... You could not put him in danger.

Chuuya was deeply unaware of your internal struggles. He only knew what he was seeing and what you were letting him know lately, which wasn't a lot that's for sure. He felt relieved to have finally spoken his mind. At the same time, guilt was eating him alive. This was the first time he raised his voice at you in a serious manner, but he couldn't control it, his anger towards the entire situation had the best on him. You looked frightened to say at least and he could swear that he saw you flinch when he was using his hands to express his thoughts.

Something about your crunched posture, your fidgeting fingers, the way you looked very exhausted made him open his mouth.

"Does he hit you?"

Why didn't it cross his mind sooner? What if you were in an abusive relationship? Your boyfriend's controlling behavior was concerning enough, but if it was worse than he imagined and all this time he blamed you for not keeping your ground? A pit formed in his stomach, he was going to be sick.

"What?? What, no... Is not really like that." You avoided Chuuya's scrutinizing gaze and forced a smile.

He gently reached for your chin and turned your head to face him. His voice was soft, barely a whisper, his gentleness making your heart flutter. Was his calloused hand always this comforting?

"Please, please if anything don't lie to me, especially with things like this. I promised you that I will protect you no matter what, remember?"

"I can't" you shake your head "If I'm telling you everything you're going to act impulsively. He's going to hurt you, he said you'd be the first one to suffer, I'm sorry, I can't..." At this point your cheeks were stained by your tears, your hand cupping his near your face.

Chuuya's heart broke at the sight. It was pitiful, he blamed himself for it. If only he wasn't a coward when it came to feelings. He swore to himself that he'd keep you safe from the mafia world, but that did not mean that in other circumstances he wouldn't be there for you. With his thumb he wiped your tears away.

" I am not going to get hurt, I promise you. There isn't any chance for him to lay hand on me. Don't hide yourself from me anymore, please. You're hurting and it's killing me to see you like this."

Chuuya felt as close to you as ever. Even if you kept your distance from him in the last few months, even if you tried your best to hide the hell you were going to. So you just broke down crying.

Chuuya was quick to pull you towards his chest, wrapping his hand protectively around you. He caressed your back and gave you space to let it all out. He was hurting with you, he hated to see you cry, let alone seeing how broken and hurt you were. He felt like the wall that rose between the two of you had finally collapsed.

" Is ok, is ok, you're going to be okay. I'm here now, you're safe, no one is going to hurt you here, I'll make sure of it. You are safe sweetheart, you're safe." He kept whispering sweet nothings and encouragement words until you got to calm down a bit. He used his gravity manipulation powers to bring closer the tissues and then handed you one.

" You' sure you're ok?" Your nod made him feel at ease, at least for a moment. Then he just grabbed one of your hands and intertwined his fingers with yours, squeezing lightly, silently encouraging you to talk.

" I want you to pinky promise that you won't do anything stupid." Your glossy eyes made Chuuya chuckle.

" You know very well that I can't promise something like that, doll. I'm gn'a promise that I won't get hurt, that I can do."

Your glare only made him raise his shoulder, but that will have to do.

" He... He may or may not have raised his hands at me. I definitely do have some bruises over my body, but they appeared from what he calls accidents. I tripped, or I fell into the chairs from the kitchen but he pushed me..." Chuuya silently listened, his blood boiling in his veins. He was ready to hunt the bastard down and bring him into the Port Mafia's torture chambers.

" ... and I kept all this to myself because he's a member in the mafia and said that he would put you on their killing list if I said anything to anyone so I was scared..."

" WHAT!?" Chuuya couldn't believe what he was hearing, your boyfriend was a what and did what? It was like his worst nightmare came to life but in a very twisted way. That was not plausible, the members in the mafia know very well the consequences of using their status to commit shit like this. Unless it was about some weakling, a newbie who got the hands on a bit of power and now thought nothing would touch him. What the fuck happened?

" I know, I know, it was very dumb of me to stay in the relationship, but I was really scared for you and for my family..."

" No, no, that's not it. Tell me his name and what he told you about being in the Mafia. That motherfucker is about to lose his head."

"Chuuya, you promised that you're not going to do anything stupid!"

"No, doll. I promised that I won't get hurt. But that isn't why I'm saying it. The guy can't use his mafia status however he pleases. There are certain rules even in the Mafia."

You looked at him confused.

" How would you know?"

Chuuya inhaled deeply. It was time to come clean with everything.

" Because I'm an executive in the Mafia and I can guarantee that the motherfucker you're dating isn't going to go about his day and live to tell the tale. I'm sorry, I'm going to explain everything afterwards, I promise. He's at your apartment?"

You were so confused, not really registering what he was saying so you just nodded.

" You stay right here until I come back. Go take a shower, take a bath, go in my office and read a book or you can find some manga collections that I have previously prepared in case you happened to stay here. You can find pajamas for you in the guest room. I'll be back later."

" Where are you going?"

Chuuya smiled and placed a kiss on your forehead.

" I'm going to show that bastard what it actually means to be in the Mafia."

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ushiwakaout · 4 years ago

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Lead Singer! Tamaki Amajiki with tattoo artist & lead guitarist S/O || MHA

Genre: Rock Star AU || Fluff || Self-Indulgent angst ||

⚠️ Warnings: Drug Use || Nsfw || Orgy || Mommy kink? ||

Words: 2k+

A/N: very self indulgent bc i love rockstar aus i’ve never seen one of tamaki so here it is!

Gender Neutral Reader

Dude, don’t even get me started

HE SINGS LIKE JESSE THE GUY WHO SING SWEATHER WEATHER AND DADDY ISSUES

Can you imagine his singing devils advocate, holy shit he’d look so good MA’AM PLEASE

YOU CANNOT TELL ME THAT HE WOULDN’T DRESS LIKE HARRY STYLES

He’s still shy and still has stage fright the first few times but your his lead guitar player (dated before the band was together)

Mirio is on the drums while Nejire is the bass player

It’s so hard not to pounce on him once he gets into his music like wow

ESPECIALLY IF HE SUNG DEVILS ADVOCATE

You guys wear a matching matte black rings and people assume you’re married, y’all never say no so you’re gonna let people assume bc you’re fine with it.

You used to be a tattoo artist so many tattoos Tamaki has or will have, it’s done by you, he won’t want

After every set he’ll either kiss you or your hand, it just depends if you go straight into the next set or not

He sings pretty boy dedicated to you bc if it where all to end, he’d be okay if it was by your side

The fans either ship you or they don’t

It’s a little hard thinking that people don’t think you’re a good match but Tamaki always says that you’re his angel and he’d never fall in love with anyone else bc you’re his soulmate

Some fans ship him with mirio and they both think its funny bc they’ve been best friends since they where kids so they don’t have a problem

But Tamaki does not, DOES NOT like it when they ship him with Nejire. Not that he doesn’t like her bc she, along with mirio, got him out of his comfort zone a lot (in a good way).

He sees the way you’re smile fades when you see a post about their ship, people saying that they look good and all. It’s gotten to a point of wanting to break up with Tamaki just to make a handfull of fans happy

You’d do anything for his music to rise up the ranks, even if it meant losing your relationship

You’ve gone to mirio sobbing about this, it kinda hurt Tamaki that you didn’t go to him but you just couldn’t face him without the reminder of those stupid post

There was one day where a post said “look at the way he looks at her, he looks at her like he’s in love with her.” You looked at the picture for a long time and didn’t even realize the water works

You didn’t really mention it to anybody but when tamaki sang pretty boy, everyone could tell that it had a different feel to it

the set was over and before tamaki could look at you, you had already gone off the stage and ran towards the back locking yourself into the bathroom and kinda just letting it all out

god you hated this feeling, the ache in your chest

Tamaki basically broke into the bathroom and froze when he saw you crying. He was so worry and so angry at the same time.

You both ended up crying on the bathroom floor together proclaiming your love for each other in such a snotty mess that it ended in laughter.

After that incident there was a long thread tweet of Tamaki explaining politely why he doesn’t like when people ship him with someone else other than his s/o or mirio (bc you don’t mind it either) people could tell that he was angry through the tweet and it was a lil scary bc tamaki DOES NOT GET ANGRY

anygays- angst is over, sorry very self-indulgent.

YOU CANNOT TELL ME THIS MAN DOESN’T SMOKE DUE TO ANXIETY

You guys have 21+ concerts bc it’s those type of concerts where u can smoke weed legally and drink

SHOT GUN SMOKE WITH TAMAKI HOT HOT HOT

Tamaki’s a lil high so he does it with mirio too and u end up doing it with nejire (your relationship def gets a lot better after the whole shipping situation bc yall talk about it and nejire ends up outing herself to you guys as a lesbian)

so if you’re a girl, Tamaki will def. tell her to watch herself when it comes to his girl but if you’re a dude- you guys are like oh... cool, good for you.

MMM tourbus sex

YOU CANNOT TELL ME THAT AS A BAND YALL DIDN’T DO SOMETHING TOGETHER

you don’t Nejire anywhere near Tamaki tho, def a small cat fight while it happens

TAMAKI GOT REALLY JELOUS WHEN MIRIO KISSED YOU OH MAN

Tamaki def fucked you several times while Mirio was listening bc TAMAKI WANTS HIM TOO KNOW WHO YOU BELONG TOO (cannon amajiki is a bottom and probably a pillow prince but fannon tamaki is a switch but in my head in this au TAMAKI IS A HARDCORE TOP)

Several occasions where you have to sit down during concerts bc tamaki ruined you minutes beforehand

FOR A FUCKING FACT yall do it in the dressing room and he just cums inside you and slips you’re underwear back on minutes before set AND U HAVE NO TIME TO CLEAN YOURSELF SO YOU’RE LIKE FUCK

mmm i love me some dom tamaki

Okay lets get to award shows

B E S T D R E S S E D C O U P L E A W A R D

its something like this: female / male

if y’all win something tamaki will NOT speak, way too many people are looking at him at the moment and he almost died during the pictures.

“some many flashing cameras”

holds your hand tighter and y’all ask to get escorted out

If y’all live together like only you and him, you’re house def is the definition of dark decor

if you guys every do get married, you aren’t getting a live band, everyone thought you did but it turns out it’s you guys in wedding attire- they love it.

Also very small wedding, somehow able to hide it from the pap and its like 50 people or so, mostly friends and like 1/3 family

100% LIKE PEWDIEPIES WEDDING. very very private but very nature/dark decor

do y’all get wedding tattoos. yes. but not matching, not really.

do y’all tattoo each-other at the wedding... yes.

on your ring finger you have a sun and he has the moon.

you are the light that guides his threw the darkness and he is your sun, always lighting up your life you know bc the sun lights up the moon

y’all just love eachother sorry

you don’t break up and y’all don’t expect to

BABIES Fem version

do you still play while pregnant yes

are people surprised, yell yeah

you gotta sit down tho bc your feet are killing you

around the 6 to 9 month mark, the band goes on a break tamaki ends up going solo for a bit during the break and he makes you sing with him AND WOW do you get a larger fanbase bc of it. yes

angelic voice of a pregnant mother

it made tamaki horny, like how the fuck are are you so fucking great at fucking everything please let me fuck you god please

will whine, WILL CALL YOU MOMMY god yes

BABIES Male version.

Yall really wanted to adopt w one baby but the baby you liked had a twin so youre like HOW CAN U TAKE ONE AND NOT THE OTHER

they are twins but ones a boy and one is a girl

god you love them with all your heart

BABIES IN GENERAL (fem version yall have twins too, boy and girl)

they grow up to be band geeks, yall love it but your boy learns piano and the girl ends up playing the guitar (def not the outcome you guys thought it would be but you really dont care)

Let set names Mizuki for a girl, Haru for a boy. (legit beautiful moon and the sun)

Mizuki is very alternative meets fairy academia/ loves plants. probably a baby witch: has the same attitude as Tamaki

Haru is Dark Academia meets city pop / loves record, old gadgets and reading books: very much more like their other parent

If y’all ever retire to just making music at home the kids are def. gonna take the band name and just put “The new gen” after it. You guys make fun of them for being unoriginal and they get pouty

but they had you guys crying the first time they got a gig. they both sing, make music like billie and finneas and y’all just so proud.

when you guys start getting older they will take you to award shows as their date to flex the fact that they are gen celebs who actually made something off of their parent success unlike some people

y’all just flex you’re kid bc they doing so well

just for shits and giggles (kids are like 22 at this point, you guys are like 46) :

Haru would probably get a girl pregnant during a one night stand and end up in a baby daddy situation

Mizuki probably steals Tamakis weeb and smokes it w lavander, you catch her and you’re like.... is it good? mother/father daughter smoke sesh

Haru is like “where’s mom, i need her to run by some notes- are you guys smoking? I’m telling dad.”

“It’s not like you’re dad doesn’t smoke either.”

Haru and Mizuki are like “WHAT?! SINCE WHEN?!”

“Since always... how’d you think he got over his stage fright? It’s not like i could go down on you’re dad every time before a concert to lift his nerves.”

Fake gagging from the two kids.

You guys a def the parents who kinda don’t care about your image but you don’t let your kids go off easy

They are good kids who kept good grades and never got caught while doing trouble- so they are well respected and have liberty to do what they like.

There ends up being an article about your family and the cover is you guys- all of you with your nails painted and eyemakeup

very very controversial interview with strict and non liberals calling you guys bad parents and such

and you guys also talked about the topic about how you cared for your children. explaining that you guys stopped smoking, stopped drinking, kept a healty diet until they where 15. once they became 18 it was a very open enviroment, letting your kids grow the way they want and not suffocating them. not shoving down their beliefs and likes- they grew up the way they wanted to with the care of their parents.

parents kinda hate you ngl, yall too great sksksksk

yall also play the game where they ask you questions and if you don’t answer you have to take a shot

Mizuki: “Oh ew, please don’t answer this question... Have you ever had- *clears throat* have you guys ever had sex while we where in the house

Tamaki gets all red and shoves a shot down your throat and now you don’t get to answer “But I wanted to answer!” Haru is cringing hard and he takes a shot himself “You guys are gross”

Haru asks a question and just HATES IT “Oh god... Okay- Only because I wanna know I’m asking parent number 2 (you’re parent #2) Is the rumor of you guys doing the dirty with your band true. Did you guys have an orgy.”

You start to laugh your ass off but Mizuki and Tamaki are looking at eachother bc they cant believe they’ve done this Haru def is out of his shy bubble and now Mizuki has it

“You want a shot papa?” She asked tamaki, he just nodds and she fills it to the brim, “I think thats enough.” But before he’s able to reach for it, She shoots it down and put another one full for him

“Oh yeah, that’s true. Kinda i guess, it wasn’t really an orgy- It was more like two couples doing it in the same room while doing it but you’re uncle mirio did kiss me.”

Kids: Forever gagging

Tamaki: Forever blushing

You: Ah sweet memories :)

Request are open! You can request anyone from My Hero Academia (low key wont write for tsu or uraraka. Will not write for mineta), Haikyuu, Attack on Titan or Balance Unlimited!

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endless-vall · 7 years ago

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Endless Val fanfic masterlist

Finally time has come for me to create a masterlist post too! 😄 Check out my Drabble Masterlist, as well! Rules Of Engagement: Leo x Mc Brings back memories - shortly before Leo and Kelly head to their new home, Kelly finally confronts him about being lost in thought all the time. We found love in a hopeless place (&TCATF/TRR crossover) - Visiting back in Cordonia, Leo tells Kelly a tale about an old love story of Cordonia’s past. Blake x Jess (Party!twin) Wonders & Answers - Jess is pregnant, and asks Blake for the support he suggested earlier. While helping her out, both get some answers for things they were wondering about.

The crown and the flame: What needs to be done - Luther Nevrakis fanfic - Being a Nevrakis meant something. It meant doing what needs to be done. Luther knows Diavolos would do whatever needed to be done, too, when he pulls off one final act of treason. Antheia Lykel - Raydan/Adder’s mother fanfic. (Kenna x Raydan) - Adder confronts Raydan after he names his third child after their deceased mother, and they talk about everything they’ve repressed for years. I’ll have your back - Kenna x Val (non-romantic) fanfic. - After returning from Fydoria, an injured Val falls into an argument with Kenna. A surprising visitor encourages Val to make things right again between her and Kenna. Multi-Chapter: What If? (Done) Exploring the epilogue of TCATF, where everybody gets their happy endings, and not just Kenna. Part One (Zenobia x Tevan), Part Two (Sei x Dom) Part Three (Aurynn) Part Four (Val x Claudius) Part Five (Withlock) Part Six (Withlock x Lia) A full circle (Done) *recommended to read after reading part two of What if?* Exploring what happened to rose after she disappeared, and the love story forging between two dear people in Dom’s life. Part One - Dancing with the flames Part Two - Rose’s journey Part Three - Anchor Part Four - Seasons of love Kenna x Raydan Discolor all the worries - The events following the end of book 3 chapter 11. Their future - After defeating the iron empire Kenna can finally think of her future as queen of Stormholt. But, with all of her mentors gone, it turns out to be a difficult task. Raydan offers himself for comfort, and Kenna gets a reminder of all of her accomplishments, as well as a reassurance about her future. What comes next? - Raydan’s thoughts and feelings throughout the celebration after defeating Azura, before Kenna chooses her husband. Raydan already knows his heart belongs to Kenna. But will he stay by her side? The way we fell in love - Kenna and Raydan enjoy an afternoon in their gardens, reminiscing memories of the earlier parts of their relationship. Love over duty & It gets worse before it gets better & Evelyn - The story of how love can overcome any sense of duty. & Reunited, at last (NSFW!) - A steamy reunion set in the previous story. Shattered, and rebuilt - Kenna’s thoughts and reflections while learning Raydan betrayed her, lead her to one realization: She’s completely in love with the man. But she had realized it in the worst timing possible A breath of relief - Only half a year has had passed since the ending of the war. The problems come, from within. As two issues collide, Kenna is wary this isn’t the best timing for her to reveal a new, exciting discovery. Unlikely source of advice (slight Diavolos x Kenna mentions) - Diavolos decides to confront Raydan regarding their shared feelings towards Kenna, with the knowledge that Kenna’s heart belonged to Raydan. It’s all healty compatition (unclear if it’s Dom x Kenna or Raydan x Kenna) & It was never a competition (Kenna x Raydan) - Dom is confronted by Raydan, with a strong statement of the truth. They’re both in love with Kenna. As time passes by, it turns out Raydan is Kenna’s choice of heart. But will Dom ever be able to move on? No running away (early Kenna x Raydan fanfic) - At the night before meeting with Raydan’s sister, the Adder of Lykos, Raydan worries bringing Kenna to Lukos might be putting her in too much danger, and sleep doesn’t come easy to him. He and Kenna end up having a deep conversation regarding that topic. Love is like a flower, You’ve got to let it grow (Modern florist AU) - Set in present days, Kenna is a flower shop owner for a living. A regular costumer she has seems to know more about flowers and plants than she does, making Kenna wonder why he keeps coming back everyday, anyway. A long forgotten proposal - After years of being married, Raydan and Kenna think back at a night that happened a long time ago. Raydan reveals something that Kenna has long forgotten had happened. Sweet (NSFW!) - After celebrating Adrien’s first birthday, Kenna and Raydan share a steamy night. Rewrite the stars - Kenna reflects on her relations with Raydan and considers what pursuing a relationship would mean. It was never easy - Marrying Kenna is Raydan’s dream coming true. But Raydan realizes this is the reality, and not some dream or fairytale. To prevent any disaster awaiting to happen, he flees - before it would be too late. But can Kenna accept that? A good man in disguise (Modern spy au!) - Raydan is a secret special agent working for the country, with just one job at the moment: to infiltrate the Nevrakis Industries and find out what pieces of information have they stolen from the authorities. The plan’s coming along smoothly, when the CEO of the competing company - Rys agencies, shows up and threatens to blow his cover. &One last mission (Modern spy au!) - Raydan sets out on one last mission as a secret agent, and it turns out that Annelyse is up to something. If I don’t tell you now - At the night before the final battle with Azura, Kenna follows Raydan back to his bedchambers, with a confession in mind. A warrior lover & A savage lady - Kenna’s journey to learning how to love/Raydan’s journey to finding light in his life again. A dance can go a long way - Raydan shares a dance with Adder, seeking advice regarding his feelings for Kenna. Take your time - Set between book 1 & 2, on their way to Thorngate. Early sweet moment in the beginning of Kenna and Raydan’s relationship, even before it’s was explicitly established. Standing next to me - While still on their journey to freeing the kingdoms of the Nevrakis regain, Kenna wonders what kind of a queen she’ll make, once she’ll get there - ruling Stormholt without the sense of danger hovering over it. First dance - The first dance Kenna and Raydan ever share. The first of many. No matter what - Kenna and Raydan’s relationship was always set on a ‘borrowed time’ setting. Raydan knew that once the war would be over, so will they be.He loves Kenna deeply, with all his heart. But he doesn’t dare assume she feels the same way.

Kenna x Diavolos Every moment with you feels right - Both Diavolos and Kenna developed feeling for each other during the war, but never acted on them. A few months passed since the war was over, and Kenna’s advisors insists she needs to marry, but are against her pursuing a relationship with Diavolos. Love me, if you dare - Kenna had every reason not to give in to her desires and thoughts of Diavolos. They’ve been playing a game of pride, neither was ready to admit defeat first. All until, Diavolos did, and Kenna didn’t hold back anymore. Kenna x Annelyse Her sun - Kenna ends up marrying Tevan. They are dear friends, but this is just a diplomatic marriage. Annelyse has had feelings for Kenna for years, but never said anything. Seeing Kenna on her wedding day, Annelyse breaks down in crying. Kenna insist to know what’s wrong, and Annelyse ends up confessing her feelings. Will Kenna call off the wedding? Val x Claudius If we stay alive long enough - At the night before the battle against Azura and the Iron empire, after the party at the castle, Val and fellow soliders go out to a tavern near by. An invitation she shouted earlier makes the night take an interesting turn. What if? Part four - Kenna appoints her master of arms, Val, to a joint training mission in Abanthus, with Fydoria. Val meets old friends and reconnects with them, and finds out a few interesting details. I’ve kept my promise - Amidst the celebrations and the upcoming wedding of Kenna and Raydan, Val and Claudius reunite. Dom x Sei What if? Part two - Dom serves as the ambassador for the fire tribe. He reflects on his past romantic relationships, and he comes to the conclusion he’s never going to get to keep his lover to himself. Especially if the discussion was regarding Sei. Turns out, life has its ways of surprising us Dom x Jackson About time - Modern AU! - At Kenna’s wedding, Dom and Jackson are flirting relentlessly. Kenna, growing tired of watching them dance around the topic, shoves Dom in Jackson’s way, and the rest is history. Zenobia x Tevan What if? Part one - A couple of years after peace is established across the five kingdoms and Ducitora, Zenobia asks Kenna for advice concerning a cretin king of Fydoria. Withlock x Lia What if? Part six - Withlock finds something that inspires him even more than traveling or inventing. Endless summer: Making a choice (Quinn x Taylor (m!mc) x Estela) - Taylor has been dating both Quinn and Estela for quite some time now. Now, with Diego urging him, he finally makes a choice. A slow dance and a promise - Diego & f!mc, mc x Jake. Never let me go (Michelle x mc) - As Taylor sacrifices herself, a realization downs on Michelle. Wondering if she’ll keep her feelings to herself for forever, Michelle decides to fight for Taylor’s life

Multi-Chapter: The map (WIP) Part one Part two Part three Part four Part five Part six Part seven Part eight Part nine Part ten Part eleven Part twelve Part thirteen

Jake x Mc Not all those who wonder are lost - MC’s baffled on why Jake’s ignoring her ever since that kiss underwater, and confronts him on their favorite hammock. Gotta save him - Jake catches MC pushing herself too hard, and tries to comfort her. She ends up telling him about how she and Diego became close friends. The winter brings a new - Jake said goodbye to everyone from la-huerta a little over a year ago. He never said goodbye to MC, figuring it would be easier this way. He doesn’t know if it’s easier for her, but for him it definitely isn’t. Who we used to be before the island - Mc and Jake share a talk after spending their first night at the Vaanti’s village Figuring out a way - After Iris reveals there’s a way back home, both Mc and Jake are too busy in thoughts to fall asleep. Mc dares to ask what does that mean for them, and they figure things out as they talk. To make the most of.. - All while trying to clear Jake’s name, Mc pays a visits to Costa-Rica. A blurt out of hers in one of the visits leads to a conversation about Jake’s family. Life isn’t always a fairytale. But it is with you. - Rourke ordered Lila to kill the gang. Mc and the rest of the gang managed to escaped the MASADA complex, but Grace was left behind. After a long day of scheming, Mc isn’t sure they can pull that off. She isn’t sure she could continue any longer. Only a certain snarky pilot can help discolor all her worries and make her believe again. Late night reassurence - Set after Jake and MC made love and confessed their feeling for each other, before heading to the MASADA complex. Jake still finds it hard to sleep, and a shaky confession escapes his mouth, revealing his doubts. Please remember me (& also mentions of Varynn/Diego) & Don’t leave me now (Ironically this title is not referring to Jake x Mc) - A WIP story. Rourke wiped the gang’s memories clean, and they have to find a way to stop him from destroying the world before it’s too late. I will always find you & Of mice and men - After speaking with The Endless, Taylor, Yvonne, and Uqzhaal are on their way to search for the gang. After reuniting together, she and Jake share a sleepless night together. Can’t stand the thought of losing you - What happens if Taylor didn’t solve the mystery, but did find all of the Catalyst Idols, in the final scene of book two? And what if, Taylor can’t bear the thought of losing Jake? ... And ever after. - A proposal fic back in the states. The only way (Angst!) & Finding Taylor (Part two, happy ending) - Mostly Jake’s POV. - Jake believes he knows what’s best for Taylor. And the best thing for her is to believe he’s dead, until he could clear his name. No one is really lost forever - Jake finally gets through to Mike, and it’s with Taylor’s help. For the rest of our lives - Right in the middle of the lion’s den, Taylor asks for backup and disappears. Jake covers for her, while Taylor gets them out of trouble. Just then, without words, Jake puts his past behind him, and steps forward towards his new future. Sacred moments - Taylor wakes Jake up too early in the morning, and they share a lovely morning before the rest of the world has a chance to wake up. Estela x Mc She’s worth it & It started out with a kiss - (f!mc) Taylor successfully hides her concerns and worries from everyone else, but Estela. As an act of comfort, Estela kisses her. Though they don’t discuss it until much later. Three times and once more - (f!mc) The word “Marry” is exchanged three times between Estela and Mc while they’re in La-Huerta, but what does each time mean? Happy (?) New Year - (f!mc) The gang had planned out New Year’s Eve perfectly, but an old wound of Mc’s threatens to ruin the night. Going steady - (m!mc) After being interrupted by Zahra last time they were discussing their relationship, Taylor comes up with an idea to finally get together with Estela. No words needed - (m!mc) As Flynn is about to sacrifice himself and join with Vaanu, he and Estela share one last, teary, goodbye. Even in the coldest places I feel warm with you - (f!mc) It doesn’t take Estela long to figure out the gang’s suspicious of her, all but one person. As Taylor approaches her, Estela’s wonders come out loud. I can show you the world - (m!mc) The moments following Estela’s proposal and her and Flynn’s wedding. While the future may be unclear, their happiness surely is. Much needed getaway (NSFW!) - (m!mc) Another tear in time and space splits Flynn and Estela away from their friends. But maybe, this is exactly what they needed in that moment… Quinn x Mc Night stroll - As the mysteries of the island and the evil doing of Rourke’s starting to weight down on Taylor’s mind, Quinn takes him out into a midnight stroll to ease his mind. Zahra x Craig Worried - While being attacked by Lundgren and his people, Zahra jumps in and takes a blow that was meant to hit Craig. After Michelle clear her up, Craig confronts Zahra and they share a sweet moment. Lessons learned at La-Huerta - Being trapped in La-huerta can change the way you see things, and teach you a lesson or two. I will find you - Craig doesn’t plan on losing hope on Zahra. Not even on The Dorado, when they don’t have any idea where she might be. You can count on me - After reuniting with her friends, Zahra and Craig share a talk they both need. Varynn x Diego Be safe - Quinn’s gone wild while looking for the other half of the island’s heart. Diego stresses about it, and spends some time alone with his thoughts, and a music player. Then, Varynn comes, and suddenly the answer is clear.

Michelle x MC Never let me go (f!mc) - As Taylor sacrifices herself, a realization downs on Michelle. Wondering if she’ll keep her feelings to herself for forever, Michelle decides to fight for Taylor’s life.

The freshman/The Sophomore: Zig x Mc Valentine’s day - With Valentine’s Day arriving in such a busy time in Vall’s life, will it be a brilliant success or a horrendous disaster? Becca x Mc I won’t say I’m in love - Becca’s journey to realising her feelings for MC. Chris x Mc Good news (extra fluff) - Chris and MC share some good news at the start of their sophomore year. Nicole - MC never once worried about Chris’s ex, up until his little sister brought it up. Fight for us - As Chris’ life gets busier, a fight threatens to break his and Emily’s relationship apart

Kaitlyn x Mc Regret-free (Mc x Kaitlyn x Anissa) - MC realizes her feeling for Kaitlyn too late. Or is it? Nathan x Mc I trust you - Emily has a hard time keeping the whole investigation as a secret from her friends, and Nathan does the extra mile for her, making her fall for him even further.

The royal romance:

It’ll be fun, they said (Hanawell/Dralivia)- Hana and Maxwell come up with a plan to get Olivia and Drake out of their shell. As a result of that, the four of them end up going on a double date at the local cinema.

Is it me? (Olivia x Drake x Kiara)- At a party in the Unity tour, Olivia finally comes to terms of her feelings for Drake. But Drake has long gave up on trying to win Olivia over, and something might be blossoming between him and someone else. Who will he pick, eventually? Vanilla yogurt (Maxwell Beaumont fanfic) - A day in Maxwell’s life. Oh, and there’s a puppy. Liam x Mc Falling - During an adventure with Mc, Liam realizes something important about his feelings for her. Soulmates - After the whole thing with Liam’s father queits down and he finally has some time, he finds MC and they share another stolen moment. Reunion (NSFW!) - After wrapping everything up, and exposing the traitor, the gang is excited to reunite with Mc. Someone, is more excited than all of them, and that someone happens to be the king of Cordonia. Favorite moments - Liam’s favorite moments are always the moments he and Mc have to themselves, when the eyes of the court and the press doesn’t prick into them. When his brother, Leo, drops off their niece without prior notice, they share another one of those moments. Before I lose everything - Mc has to act fast, or else Liam would be married to Madeleine in no time, and she’ll lose everything. Wedding day - The events of Liam’s proposal and his (finally) wedding day with MC. Never ending - What if they never found Tariq? What if had Liam married Madeleine? And what if, half a year had passed before they could fix it? Homecoming - At the night of the homecoming ball, Liam and Amber dance to the Cordonian waltz, and Amber reminiscences about their first dance. The good outweighs the bad - After the events of the homecoming ball, and the assassination attempt, it’s hard for things to go back to usual. Especially on Amber. Liam spends his time worrying what might be going through her head, until she finally tells him. Keeping you awake at night (NSFW!) - Since getting married, Liam and Amber’s schedules are a bit busy and doesn’t always seem to match up each other. So Amber takes initiative herself and wakes Liam up for a night snack. From tragedy we rise & From tragedy we rise (Liam’s POV) - Amber ignores her tiredness and dizziness throughout the entire day at court, until it’s too much to handle. Then, at the doctor’s office, much to everyone’s surprise, the tests turn to reveal shocking, good news. Life with Sir Wiggles - Liam fights for Amber’s attention against Sir Wiggles, her adorable corgi, until they hit compromise. Only you - Liam is furious with an admirer of Amber’s, and she assures him he has nothing to worry about. Drake x Mc I came here for you (angst & making up) - Drake finally looses it, and snaps at MC. He’s so used to Liam having everything, including the girl. And Mc came to Cordonia for Liam, how could he ever compete with that? Losing you all over again - Even after uncovering the assassins and culprits of Cordonia, Riley doesn’t get a break. At the event of naming Riley a Duchess, things go dark again. Will she survive? And more importantly, will Drake? A fake date (NSFW!) - Getting some free time at the royal palace, Riley decides to go on one of the countless events she gets invited to as a member of the royal court, and she knows exactly who she wants to go there with. Caught up in the moment (NSFW!) - Drake and Riley prepare for their first public event since their wedding, and get caught up in the moment

Drake x Olivia Past your walls - Drake was the person Olivia least expected herself to worry about. Let along come back for. But desperate times calls for desperate measures, right? Don’t walk away from me - After healing from his shot wound, something in Drake changes. He gets closed off again and pushes people away. He works alone in an attempt to find the people responsible for the assassination attempt, until Olivia finds out. Both of them have to let go of certain things and emotions in their past to be able to move on to the future, but will Olivia succeed in reaching out to Drake in time? Our story - Olivia grows impatient, waiting for Drake to invite her on an actual date. Eventually, she decides to take that step herself, and while on their date, learns the truth about the reason he was withholding from doing it. Can’t imagine it any other way - Drake seeks Liam’s advice about asking Olivia to marry him. He knows he loves Olivia and he wants to marry her, but with what it could mean to the duchy of Lythikos, it seems there’s a lot at hand to consider before taking such a step. Drake x Kiara Lust filled night (NSFW!) - A few nights before the homecoming ball, Drake and Kiara share a steamy night. I know - While visiting Kiara’s estate, things finally become clearer between Drake and Kiara, while they talk about the night of the assassination attempt. Maxwell x Hana New light & Camping & A bright Idea & Meeting the family & Hope &Three little words & Never a dull moment with you - Side story about Hana & Maxwell developing feelings for each other and pursuing a relationship. First times (NSFW!) - Maxwell & Hana’s first time getting intimate together. Hero: Growing - Mc development as she realizes her feelings as a both a superhero and a person. Part one - Growing further apart - Grayson POV. Grayson x Mc x Kenji (Beware! angst) Part two - Growing closer - Kenji POV. Kenji x Mc fanfic. Part three - Growing. Mc POV. (Kenji x Mc, eventually). Grayson x Mc Somebody I used to know - Grayson feels as if he doesn’t know mc anymore. But will everything change? Kenji x Mc May I have this dance? - At the night of The Grand’s opening, Mc and Kenji share a dance. Home - After the final of Book 1, Mc disappears, but Kenji never loses hope in her. One day, she comes back. Eva x Mc Lavender - Some fluff after Eva and MC beat up some bad guys. High school story: Michael x Mc It’s all thanks to you - Oliver M. Berry’s high Tigers win their game of football, and the group decides to go celebrate at the diner. While walking there, Michael admits to MC what makes him do better and try harder, and he and Mc end up finally taking a new step in their relationship. Lovehacks: Horatio x Parker Accepting the signs - After finishing off a shift at The Double-Tap, Horatio and Parker hang out a little while longer. Creating your own path - While walking Parker home, Horatio finally builds up the courage to ask her out, without waiting for some sign to tell him so. Outsmarted - Horatio is eager to finally define his relationship with Parker, and comes up with a creative way to do it just around the holiday break. It lives in the woods Start over - Dan/Andy (non-romantic) fanfic - Dan and Andy bond while having to repeat their senior year in high school. Andy x Mc Promise you won’t go - After Mc disappears into the woods in the middle of the night, Noah and Andy go after her. Finding her just in time, Andy makes her promise him something. Dan x Mc A few years later - A few years after finishing high-school, Dan unexpectedly visits mc. After the incident with Redfield, mc doesn’t find this visit surprising, since the gang’s keeping in contact with everyone… But Dan’s visit turns out not to be a regular one, after all. Waiting for forever (Soulmate!AU) - In a world where everyone get their soulmate’s name appear on top of their wrist by the age of 20, Mia never got one. And it was fine, really, everything was completely fine. Until one day, she did, and it was the one person she couldn’t have. Home for the holidays Nick x Scarlett A ray of sunshine - Nick reflect on his stay in Winter Haven. “We could” - A broken window encourages Scarlett and Nick to spend the night together. Movie night - Nick and Scarlett watch a movie when Nick finally comes up with a nickname to ‘get back’ at her. Moving in - Nick and Scarlett have been dating for quite some time now, and maybe it’s time to take another big step. Give us a chance - After returning from the holiday break, and haven’t spoken to Nick in a while, Scarlett worries that he put everything they shared behind him. A late visit to his office, turns out to reveal otherwise. Traditions - A year after visiting Winter-Haven over the holidays, Nick and Scarlett prepare to go back there, now, as a couple. Happy new year - After having a major fight in the Founder’s Festival, Nick and Scarlett reunite in New Year’s Eve. A guide to forgiveness - How Scarlett and Nick reunite once Scarlett comes back to New York after the holidays end. The talk - As Nicole tries to find her way back into Nick’s life, Scarlett starts to feel just a tiny bit jealous (or maybe a little more than that). But Nick manages to make all her worries fade away. Passionate encounter (NSFW!) - Getting stuck together in an elevator leads Nick and Scarlett to share a passionate stolen moment. Marry me - The moments leading up to Nick’s proposal to Scarlett. Working late (NSFW!) - While still working together, Nick and Scarlett come up with a list of rules to make sure they won’t jeopardize Scarlett’s career, or ruin their standing in the office. But rules are sometimes, as it seems, hard to follow.

Red carpet diaries Matt x Mc Was it real? - After the events of the fight and cancelling the production, Jey wonders where did everything went wrong. Will she be able to recover from the scandal and win Matt back over? Fight for what we have - Matt’s feelings throughout the scandal, and a realization that changes everything. But is it too late to fight for his relationship with Jey? Or can they do it, together? Going serious - With the end of Tender Nothings drawing near, Jey worries about the future of her relationship with Matt. One last goodbye - Jey takes on a movie deal in Britain, and has to move away. As a result, she and Matt break up, promising to reunite when she comes back to LA.But an interview Matt gives might change everything for the both of them. Teja x Mc One more chance - Jey’s name was cleared, and she got invited to a big, hot party to celebrate the return of Tender Nothings to the big screen. But will she be able to face her former co-stars and directors? Teasing - A lazy Sunday morning of Jey and her girlfriend Teja Desai. Perfect match Multi-chapter: Survival The Journey - Part one Confusion - Hayden x Mc x Damien - Amy’s heart gets torn apart, when she starts thinking both about Hayden and Damien. Hayden x Mc Real - Hayden might be programmed to do a lot of things. To develop feelings? Not exactly one of them… But what happens when a candidate develops real feelings for his client? Hayden’s about to find out. Damien x Mc Maybe it’s different this time - An innocent Friday movie night ignites Damien’s feelings for Amy once again. Life is crazy like that - While on the plane ride to Berlin, everyone but Sloan, Damien and Amy seem to fall asleep. Amy decides to finally confront Damien about his “strong romantic attachment” and it’s meaning. You know why - After getting pushed back against a wall back in Philadelphia by Damien, for professional reasons - Of course, Amy finds herself drowning in a sea of feelings and emotions she thought she buried long ago. It doesn’t help, either, that Damien invites her for a drink, later that day. Bloodbound Unlikely allies (Adrian x Jax) - The events of chapter 13, told from Jax’s point of view.Adrian isn’t an ally Jax ever thought he’d have, or even wanted to have in the first place. But what happens when Annie presents the opportunity in front of him? A silent agreement (Adrian x Jax) - While finding safe refuge in one Jax’s safe-houses, Adrian and Jax finally address the fact they both have feelings for Annie. Jax x Mc Not bad - After resisting for a while, Both Jax and Annie finally give in to their temptation. Trust me - After not hearing from Jax in a long while, Annie’s concerns reach a new peak in the awakening ball. Luckily enough, he obliges in the right moment, and Annie decides to take the next step in their relationship. Pillow talk - After getting intimate in Jax’s room in Shadow Den, Annie and him share a pillow talk expressing Annie’s latest concerns and showing a much needed support Jax’s happy to provide. Together, even when we’re worlds apart - Annie decides to stay by Adrian’s side in the upcoming clan war. She knows Adrian would do the right thing, when it came to the clanless or to council business. She knew where she belonged… But Jax couldn’t quite feel the same way about her decision.

Adrian x Mc Turn me (on) - Annie gets tired of constantly being the weakest link, the one that gets left behind, and demands Adrian would finally turn her into a vampire too. Leading you on (NSFW!) - While waiting for Lily to wake up as a vampire, and trying to console Adrian, Annie shares a passionate encounter with him. But this is at all, not what she intended to do, since the one who her heart truly desires, turns out not to be Adrian. Afraid of loving you - After sharing their night together, Annie notices Adrian seems to act as if nothing happened. She’s determined to finding answers, even if the truth might hurt her. Let her go - Annie is set out to do what’s right, even if it’s against all she stands for, working for Adrian. On the rooftop of his company, they share one last moment together. Can’t imagine my life without you - After successfully rescuing Adrian from the fate the council sentenced him to, the gang heads back into the Raines Corporations building.The next night they’ll have a lot to deal with, but until then… Adrian and Annie can steal a moment together. To love again - Annie has a hard time falling asleep in Adrian’s old house. Adrian never wanted to be turned in the first place, yet here Annie was, enjoying the perks of that - a couple of centuries later.Unable to ignore the feelings gnawing on her, she gets out to get some fresh air. Adrian follows her and they share a much needed heart to heart talk, and finally come clean about their feelings. Kamilah x Lily

Why bother? - While Adrian rests back in his quarters after being rescued, Lily and Kamilah spend the day in his lounge room. One thing leads to another… And suddenly Kamilah finds herself kissing Lily. Veil of Secrets

Naomi x MC Your smile - A late night call to assure Ivy won’t fall into Walsh’s hands ends up with the both of them trying (and failing miserably) to properly flirt with each other. It’s the little moments - After Kate’s arrested, Naomi comforts Ivy while the other woman considers how to break the news to Flynn. America’s most eligible -

Adam x MC Just ours - Whenever the cameras arrive, Adam acts differently, and Heavenly finally snaps.

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Work Yourself to Death (Raven x Reader)

Request: Hi I read your recent teen titans Raven imagines and they are really good. Any chance I could request one like that? The reader being interested in Raven and she back, but the reader tries to evade her (often by spending to much time training and overworking) because the readers afraid to tell her their ace?

Alright I need to be perfectly honest, I am not ace, and I am really worried that I didn’t write this well or that I made fun or light of an issue that ace people face everyday. My first girlfriend ever was ace and I tried pulling from my memories of our relationship to voice the reader’s insecurities. If this is offensive to anyone please let me know, I will take it down and I’m so sorry.

Trigger Warnings: Over-working (trending towards anorexic behaviors), severe insecurities

It was becoming a problem. The massive crush you had on Raven was a serious problem. It got to the point where you couldn’t really talk to her without you heart beating so fast you worried that your chest will explode. The constant blush that was on your face when you saw her didn’t help much either, and you really wished you could just quell the emotions in you chest.

To make matters worse you best friend, Cyborg, new about your crush and would tease you constantly.

Today you were training with Cyborg, you needed to learn how to fight without the crutch of your magic. Just because you could project illusions didn’t mean it had to be the only way you could fight. That’s what Victor said at least.

With little warning Cyborg ran at you, your first reaction was to project an image of yourself in front of you to confuse your friend. At the last moment you remembered that this was a a test in learning to fight without magic, so you let you illusion fall. You didn’t even have time to roll away before Cyborg football tackled you to the ground.

“You didn’t use your powers. That’s a start.” Cyborg grumbled getting up and offering you his hand.

“Again.” You stated.

This time you didn’t even throw up and illusion, you just rolled out of Cyborg’s line of rampage, but Victor easily pivoted to face you again. He took you down within seconds. You didn’t understand, on television it looked so easy, and when you cast illusions during a fight it was as simple as breathing. How could it be this hard?

You still lay on the ground when you heard a monotone voice behind you, “Impressive.”

It was Raven, Raven you unbelievable crush just saw you get your ass kicked! You couldn’t let Raven see you as such a loser, not if you ever wanted to tell her how you feel. You blushed profusely, but didn’t let Raven’s words get to you. Instead you rose again and commanded for Victor to do it again.

And again.

The training lasted well into the night when the cybernetic teenager finally told you to rest, and went off to the kitchen to get a pizza. However you weren’t tired, the energy burned through you like fire. You needed to get more done, especially since your room was right next to Raven’s. It would be mortifying to come back now, you hadn’t won one match against Cyborg the entire night!

The sleek gym called you name instead of the bed, and you wandered down the halls until you got to a treadmill.

Running had never been something fun for you, it was boring, mind numbingly so, but you needed to burn off all the extra energy thrumming through your veins.

You started running, and let your mind wander. First you thought of your home, your family, who probably missed you so much after you disappeared learning you had magic. Then to Victor who had been your friend before the accident which had taken his human body and replaced it with a metal one. Then to Raven, and how she would react to you telling her you loved her, how she would react to you being asexual.

Your mind wandered so much that you didn’t even notice Robin until he tapped your shoulder. A small scream escaped from you lips, and you looked straight at your perpetrator who had a disapproving scowl on his face and his arms crossed tightly over his chest. Why was he so angry?

“Did you run all night?” Robin asked, prompting you to look around, it was indeed morning, early morning. The sun was just barely peaking out above the horizon and the world was awash with a warm grey instead of the inky blackness of night.

“No, of course not. I woke up early to get my workout in.” You replied non-enthusiastically. Truthfully the sleepless night was starting to get to you, and you just wanted to sit down and take a quick nap.

“Uh huh,” Robin stated looking at the sun then to you, “And what time is it that you woke up for this workout?”

Shit! What time is it now? What time could you lie about? When does the sun rise around here?

“4:30?” You asked skeptically, but you knew it was over. Robin just gave you a disapproving stare and pointed at the door, telling you to get some sleep.

The next week went much the same, you would spar with one of your teammates, not Raven of course, and avoid the purple haired beauty at all costs. After training and you friends told you to get some sleep you would go to the gym and work out, thinking of what you could say to Raven. How you could explain to her your crush that would never have any sexual feelings.

It got to the point that all the Titans checked on you, “Friend Y/N it is not healty to stay awake so long.” Starfire you chastise and lead you back to her bedroom to watch you sleep through the night.

“Come on dude, don’t you want a slice of pizza? You haven’t eaten in forever.” Beast Boy would wave a piece of pizza in front of you.

“Y/N, you can’t keep doing this, the human body will break.” Robin would claim as he walked in on you exercising more.

“No more training Y/N. I mean it!” Cyborg would say sternly, but you wanted to stay distracted. You wanted to hide your feelings for Raven, this crush was turning poisonous and you figgered the best solution for both Raven and your own health was to squash any feelings you might have for the solemn sweetheart.

“Y/N we need to talk.” It was Raven that day, and her stern voice shocked you into looking into her worried violet eyes, “Cyborg told me you have a crush on me.”

Well if you weren’t mortified before, you sure as hell were now. How could Cyborg divulge such important secrets without your permission? What was he thinking?

“Is that why you're doing all this, because of me?” Raven asked, and you swore you could hear a quiver in her voice. She never cried, Raven was solemn as a stone, why would she waste tears on you? “Because you don’t need to I like you just the way you are.”

You looked up at Raven in surprise, she still stood over you, but somehow she looked small. This was clearly getting to her, “Would you still like me if I told you I am ace?” You asked.

Raven let out a choked laugh, it wasn’t that she found any of this humourous, but for you to think something as miniscule as that would stop her feelings for you was ridiculous. Raven was head over heels for you, she always had been.

“Oh Y/N. I don’t care if your ace, as long as you're healthy and happy.” Raven murmured, finally sitting down next to you.

Neither of you touched each other for a minute, but slowly you lowered your head onto her shoulders. Your chest was heavy and you weren’t sure why you wanted to cry so badly in that moment, but you just wanted to let tear gates flood forever.

“We should go to a doctor, to help you through this. I will be there too, the whole time.” Raven spoke softly, and you nodded.

You would go to a doctor, you would get help. But not tonight, tonight you wanted to lay on Raven’s shoulders. Because Raven liked you back, because Raven didn’t care if you were ace, because all Raven seemed to care about was you.

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