#can’t delete it from my brain
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lakedo · 1 year ago
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The new episode:
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Me for no reason at all:
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(Based on @tulipsempai HC where Yellow has got a pet rock)
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tokruta · 1 year ago
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I can’t explain why, but this is my favorite hilson edit ever and I can/will watch it on loop for an uncountable amount of times
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that-was-anticlimactic · 10 months ago
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one of the worst feelings ever is wanting to write but your hands hurt too much or the words just don’t want to work so you just sit there staring at a half finished doc with tears in your eyes bc you want to write and you need to write but everything is telling you that you can’t
#and that you’re a terrible writer and that no one cares aaaaaaand imposter syndrome kicks in and you just feel like crap#bc all your friends have been wriying recejtky so why can’t you??? cause they’re bETTER THAN YOU#lol idk why my head is so bad today#the feelings of inferiority and emptiness and idk worthlessness are strong and i hate it but i can’t stop it#i just wanna write!!! and like what i write!!!#but i Can’t and i haven’t liked anything i’ve written in Months and ugh i hate not being able to d something i wanna do#oh and now i’m crying??? why the frick am i cRYING litetally why is typing this making me Worse#sorry guys needed to rant#the inadequacy was strong today#something something students keep telling me how much they dislike me or how i’m whiny for asking them to be respectful and like#i Know i shouldn’t compare myself to my friends but gosh it’s hard when they’re all like. so much better than me.#and i don’t have a lot of time to be on tumblr bc of work so i just feel like i’m watching everything from afar and it’s no one’s fault but#my brain’s like no one is Doing anything it’s just my brain being dumb and i can’t stand it and I want to stop feeling empty and like i’m#missing a part of myself and like the words i write don’t matter gOD why can’t i just feel happy with where i am and not care what the kids#who hate me say or realize that no one cares that i’m not on much like i’m still Here and trying to interact it’s not like everyone hates me#for being busy or for liking side characters more than the main characters and just—#sorry#that felt good actually#idk what came over me#imma just. imma shower. then maybe delete my tags#sorry if anyone got this far aT ALL grace is either asleep or trying to sleep so i don’t wanna bother them since they slept poorly last nigh#okay done now for real sorry delete tags later sorry if you saw this and how freaking messed up ky freaking brain is
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ghoul--doodle · 7 months ago
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There’s a kid who recently started working at the charity store I work at and we’re usually working at the same time
And he’s a sweet kid but.
He stims all the time and in such a way that it triggers my misophonia and I feel SICK and there’s ✨sweet fuck all✨ I can do about it
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aptericia · 4 days ago
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I actually don’t get why my illustration professors disallow digital art it bothers me so much. I just don’t understand the reason. It’s not like we’re all using the same media. It’s not like we’re supposed to step outside of our comfort zones. It’s not even like we can’t print our digital pieces so they’re in a physical format, if that’s what the professor wants! The class is all “Express yourself through your art! We want to see what makes your approach unique! You can use whatever you think will do the job so you can focus on the communication aspects! Oh btw yeah we’re grading for technical ability so don’t mess up too badly!” but if you’re a primarily digital artist you’re just… not allowed to use your primary medium?
Like don’t get me wrong, my painting skills are absolutely not as good as those of most traditional painters. But this isn’t a painting class, so why does it matter?! Besides, the reason digital is my primary medium is because doctors won’t take me seriously and digital is much easier on my untreated hand injury. By forcing me to use media that I’ve neglected because they’re bad for me, I am going to hurt myself AND the professor will not get an accurate gauge of my abilities. I just don’t understand how this helps my learning at all!
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autumn-may · 2 months ago
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Forgot to show u guys my little pet project lol. Btw whoever decided meshes should move like *that* (real riggers know what this means) is going to hell
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hauntedhopeghost · 4 months ago
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Why would I continue being me
When better people are all I see?
There's nothing changed - doesn't matter if I'm here
This time I might just disappear
-Good Enough by atsuover
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extinctpussy · 5 months ago
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me when someone tells me they care about and love me and want good things for me and think I’m a great person:
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xgoldenlatiasx · 9 months ago
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I feel like I’m at a point where OCD has taken over my life so so badly but I can’t get the help I probably need because of my current living situation, and the only thing I wanna do these days is engage with things I enjoy to at least help me get through it until I am able to, but even with that the moral aspect of my OCD keeps telling me I’m a terrible person if I engage with fun stuff for TOO long
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cherrysnax · 2 years ago
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when it comes to workers n creatives rights, specifically those in the industry I always feel so like conflicted abt shit like. pay ur workers or die, but why didn’t they cancel the flash…
ezra millers various crimes aside, they were workin on that shit since I was in high school and apparently it was booty ass?? worse than booty ass?? and the whole movie got leaked too.. Like when u have a situation like that what do you do
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courtingchaos · 2 years ago
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rosesradio · 1 year ago
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bending-sickle · 2 years ago
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blinds are broken. room’s a cave. furniture’s on the bed. i was already feeling overwhelmed so this is fine.
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cocosnowlo · 2 years ago
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Oh boy, urge to restrict sure is big today 🥲
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gregmarriage · 4 months ago
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‘i feel like ruining things because i like you too much’ is such a normal thing to think lol
#and it’s sister: ‘i feel like ruining things bc you’re a better person than me’#like i’m ’saving’ ppl from me?#fucked up way to think and i’m trying not to think like that anymore but sometimes i still do#i’m making up excuses in my head for why this can’t be something#like in whatever way that may be#i felt like this a few months ago but like the difference is the pros outweigh the cons#as in i’d rather be with them than not#bc before i just felt bad about it all#and now sometimes i feel bad but like i’m always gonna feel bad about something#my brain will just always be like that#but unlike a few months ago it feels different to ignore it?#bc the problem doesn’t feel real bc it isn’t real#like i’m just avoiding the problem as if it will go away#like it is actually all in my head as opposed to me just thinking it#and i don’t have to ruin things and nothing has to change#and maybe the universe is trying to tell me something by placing a similar situation in my life again#but also maybe it’s not#and i don’t know what’s gonna happen but i actually feel excited to find out#rather than full of dread at the thought of it all#like obviously i’m still anxious sometimes#but it’s not completely all consuming#and the voice doesn’t feel quite so loud#was gonna delete later but#maybe i’ll come back to this post in the future#and things will probably have changed all over again#and that’s okay and i’ll just have to accept that no matter what happens#here’s to the future i guess!
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curiouselleth · 7 months ago
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