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idk what the fuck i was doing with the shading it looks ass but when i dont post for like 5 days plus i get anxious so im just throwinf shit out of my ass i been drawing a a lot of suits ssooo here guys gheerrr
#suggestive#cw suggestive#homestuck#cronus ampora#hs cronus#its joever chat#im so joever#but its fine im coolin#*loads my 12 gauge shotgun and points it towards my jugular#eyestrain#cw eyestrain#can this count as vent art#??? probably#its like freak on a leash
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#my art#original art#mental health#i guess#ig it counts as a vent piece?#idk my ocd was going crazey and i drew this after that#im ok btw u can rb and stuff idc i like how this came out :]
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A quick Dingaan drawing.
(Because Dingaan and Supa Strikas are the only joy and sane I have left when there's multiple assignments to do on my shoulders)
I can't believe this account is a month old now-
#supa strikas#supastrikas#supa strikas fanart#supablr#supa strikas dingaan#supa strikas dingaan fanart#Assignments are crushing my spirits...#(Does this count as vent art?)#I hate how my brain is constantly unmotivated doing the assignments...#I can only think of making Supa Strikas stuff-#Happy 1 month anniversary to this account I guess-#💜💛 Made By MimpiNightmare 💛💜
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I am exhausted, good heavens.
#hey watch this neat trick I can do [cries]#love that for me#BUT#BUT- the actual EFFORT I put these days to not make a suicide jokes is *chefs kiss* phenomenal#actively shitting bricks as I physically have to stop myself from saying I want a car to hit me for the 50th time that day#I am not progressing any more than I am downgressing or whatever the opposite word is. but girlies#and boysies and peepsies#my lipgloss is popping and my eyebags are gucci- and so I shall prevail#MAN this tiredness is BONE DEEP man- it's like it's engraved into my goddamn clavicles#sorry that was like the only bone name I could remember- I don't even know what a clavicle is#anyways- I need to fall asleep forever and never wake up. But not in like a dying way#I just need to stop waking up tired and being tired and going to sleep tired and living tired like GIRL#WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WHEN SLEEP STOPS SLEEPING#I JUST SLEPT 10 HOURS HOW ARE YOU STILL TIRED#I am so tired that i stopped liking shit- like that SUCKS my dudes#I sometimes Don't Like art now and that is WILD to me because that was lowkey the One Thing that got me going#I used to actually LIKE english class! and reading Shakespear and shit!!!! and history class!! Now I don't!! Where did the spark go??????#Now everything feels like a chooooooore and it sucks major dick#and my graaaades are slipping because I stopped giving a damn but I NEED. TO. GIVE. A. DAMN#because those are like highkey lowkey and every-other-key my grades and I need them to go into uni so I don't die <333#I need to spite little mini me who said I wasn't going to live past 13 because BITCH- guess how old I'm turning next week????????#THAT'S RIGHT- 17 YEARS OLD- FUCK YEAH BABY I'M STILL NOT DEAD#SUCK MY BIG ASS SHLONG MINI-ME#and then I have a big biology exam the day after so- funnnnn!!#anywho- should I tag this as vent? this probably counts as vent right? like among us? impostor and shit?#sorry I think my brain is actively rotting out of my ears right now#vent post#personal vent#tw vent#tw sui talk
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hi im exhausted here's vent art i made about having trauma over being hospitalized with sepsis sorry it's cropped shitty i am tired from multiple nights of nightmares
#vent art#nine of swords imagery for depression and nightmares n shit#but also because its one less sword than it takes to destroy you#because i lived bitch#thirteen skulls because its one more than you can count on one hand (using the counting method the Sumerians used)#for the countless people throughout history that died to infection#dog head bc the shit medical care made me feel less than human#skeleton holding the dog mouth shut because of how vulnerable and helpless i felt#k thx i need to go get ready for Another doctor appointment#madax draws#madax makes
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When I think about the kiss, I remember that it didn’t hurt, that your bed was softer than any floor I’d ever dreamed of getting thrown on.
I don’t think that love is what I grew up pretending it was.
It’s not angry.
It’s not up against a wall all the time.
It’s soft. It laughs.
- Caitlyn Siehl, excerpt from her poem, “Flower Boy”
#art#ocs#original characters#lysander#lysander jones#Simon#kisses#soft kiss#Yall I have been PINING#not after anyone#Just#just for a feeling#so be kissed#kissed but softly#sighs#ANYWAY#I guess you can count this as vent art??#original character#fantasy charact
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A question from child me met with silence. "Why did we grow up to be so sad?"
So often I hear people say they wish they could hug their younger self, but I think that kid would beat me to it... They're far less guarded with that then I am now...
#I can count the amount of hugs I've had in the last 5 years on my hands.#Probably longer then 5 years honestly#conversations with past me#aceofdragons#vent art
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im so disappointed in my art lately . im not a beginner artist, but i feel like everything i do looks like i am . i feel like it would only be acceptable for a beginner . i havent made any progress since i was 11 . today is not a good day
#artist problems? except i barely even count as an artist atp#non serious vent sorry#i dont usually textpost because i much prefer just sticking it in the tags and hoping i forget about it#but i dont have anything to post. i literally have not been able to make anything at all.#does any other artist feel like this?#i know everyone says they feel like this but i cant decide if its comforting or condescending#all the other artists say “oh i hate my art!” when their art is good because its just the artists eye or whatever its called#and on one hand its comforting because everyone hates their art#but on the other hand its so discouraging because if you hate your art so much#how does mine look? how bad is mine?#i dont like talking abt weed bc its kinda weird for a 14 year old but i feel like the only times i can draw without crying -#- is when im high#i dont know i need to take a break or something#might focus on writing but everything is just so frustrating to me lately#i cant promise literally anything anymore because everytime i get excited to create its just GONE so fast#becaus i cant like anything i make#i keep searching for some kind of art advice that will actually help but i never can figure out how to apply it#and most of it is just “keep practicing!” as if i havent been practicing since i was 8 years old#i feel like at this point i have to just start all the way over but i dont even know how#at this point i would rather art regress than keep churning out the same mediocre garbage ive been drawing since 2022#and its not even that im pressuring myself to draw. its that all my art has just looked the same for so long and im so frustrated#i literally cannot draw anything without crying anymore its really upsetting#anyway sorry for the negativity on main :( this blog has kinda become my diary and im just an overdramatic teenager or whatever i dont know
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Kankri vantas!! Below the cut is GORE
READ THE TAGS FIRST‼️‼️‼️
GORE AND SELF HARM TWT
#kankri vantas#fictive#Can this count as kin?#tag as kin#Maybe?#Homestuck#Fanart#Gore art#Self harm#Trigger warning#morute#i love morute tbh#Creepy cute#Organs#sh trigger#gore trigger#Tw vent#tw blood#religous imagery#i think I'm going overboard with the trigger warnings
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super shitty mspaint doodle to check if I still got it in regards to drawing with just a mouse. The answer is no, and my hand hurts.
She started to run out of hair dye.
#shapes with a mouse r tough... I didnt even try to be daring. as u can see this is my bazillionth a.ba bust. but worse#*safe a.ba bust#I do like how her hair roots came out of all things#anyways I'm so stressed abt my assignment. I'm a procrastinating machine. gonna go work on it I actually drew this while waiting for someon#to message me abt it#this might as well count as vent art.. yeah whoever dared to look at the tags gets my blathering#wish me luck... also I hate herr so much and how she's my only anchor to not lose it lately#I'm doing better than last week physically though so I'll finally be able to return to the place where I go to be a productive human yayyy#a.b.a#art tag2b named#idk wtf's my art style rn. and I guess now everybody I draw tends to have visible plicas. sure why not. idk I think they fit say her (aka t#the only thing I've been able to draw this month. help. I wish I were neurot.ypical sometimes... today's being a bummer of a day but it'll#get better!!)#FUU I just realised I meant lacrimal or caruncle irt the lil eye thing. whatever#also drawing her made me realise I sometimes draw her looking a bit similar to this shitty character from a shitty media piece that teen me#used to suuuper have a crush on LMAO. my taste in idiots doesn't change that much so it seems...
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people smarter than me have said this before but jesus christ why does every job seem to require at least a year of experience and a degree in some hyperspecific field. where did the entry level positions go? how am i even supposed to get experience if none of yall will give me a job without it?
#theres already almost nothing related to my field being offered but even the unrelated things that i think i could try are out bc of this#most of the stuff id actually care abt doing actually require 3-5+yrs! in a field that i cant get into without experience i cant get!#and people talk abt how 'nobody wants to work' i am BEGGING you for a job. literally begging (cover letters).#im coming to the horrifying realization that its possible Nothing i have done w my entire life matters. i have nothing useful#i really feel like i made a mistake. that cant be the best five years of my life i wasnt even happy during most of them#i applied to six jobs weeks ago and ive heard back from one of them and it was a rejection. and theres nothing else to apply to#my degree isnt helping and all of my hobbies are useless. why am i only good at/passionate abt arts. why not math or smth instead#i should have just done ece like i was planning to instead of my honours. what was even the point#and im watching other people in my year get great jobs right out of university. watching my BROTHER get offered work on a silver platter#hes 19 and got five different offers + didnt apply people just asked him to work for them. second year in a row this has happened#hes never had to work for minimum wage. hes always had a good job in his field lined up anytime he wants to work and it always pays well#and i finished five years and ive had to beg for everything ive ever gotten and its still not enough to count for anything#im proud of him but fuck it stings a little#levi.txt#vent tw#oh right i forgot i should just walk in and shake the managers hand. /right/. and they will simply give me a job on the spot bc of this#if people whove been working the same job since before 1990 dont fucking stop giving me bad advice istfg#and these same people say nepotism isnt real and in the same breath talk abt giving their nephew a summer job at their company#literally all i want is work i can be decent at that i care abt and making a living wage. it doesnt have to be fun i dont want to be rich#i just want to do an ok job feel like my work matters and make enough to start my life. thats all
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I’m going to lose my mind oh my god I am so scared for this quincenera wtf
#NOT MINE BTW I MISSED MY CHANCE LMAO#but Jesus Christ family I’ve never met before flying in from Panama��. god I’m so scared#I’ve already been dealing with some wack ass imposter syndrome ass shit cuz of how I was raised this is gonna make it SO MUCH worse#I DIDNT EVEN KNOW PANAMANIANS GOT QUINCES#i was raised with almost zero influence from any culture whatsoever I wasn’t even raised close to that side of the family#and like I’m mixed with white but I can’t even use that as an excuse cuz the cousin who’s quince it is is also mixed#and that side of the family is super tied to the culture and they speak Spanish and shit#i don’t even speak Spanish even if the family from Panama doesn’t think ima. total embarrassment what if most of them don’t speak english#when I’m surrounded by white people 24/7 I feel like a total outlier but the second I’m around anyone else latine I feel like that but WORSE#i don’t speak Spanish I don’t know anything about the culture I’m from the fucking pacific northwest and do digital art and watch anime#i am so far completely removed from everything I’m gonna be sick#my grandma is already so judgy about stuff my uncle was even WORSE and made fun of the stuff that was too white or too American about me#my cousins throwing the party are the least of my worries cuz at least their mixed and second/third Gen too#but oh my god the family I’ve never met before I’m so scared I’m so scared#i was already thinking like. can I even call myself latine bc of how I was raised and how far removed I am from everything. I’m mixed so -#-should I just associate myself more with the white side of my family. am I being fraudulent by identifying with that term just bc I have -#-the blood is that even enough maybe that kid had a point when he said I shouldn’t count as hispanic if I don’t know spanish#and thinking about showing up to my cousins quince as. me. it’s terrifying it’s awful I want to go I want to meet these people I want to -#-celebrate my cousin and be happy for her but GOD what if everyone hates us and just tolerates us cuz we’re related to them#i would say we’re the black sheep of the family but I feel like white is more fitting cuz I feel like we’re just slightly brown white people#god god god I’m so stresssd out by this#is this a weird thing to be worried about is this stupid is this selfish#and to make matters worse I DONT KNOW WHAT TO GET HER FOR A GIRT#vent
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Its hard not get sad sometimes looking at the current internet when you were part of the gen who lowkey build it/saw it grow
Idk im sick and tired of how companies moved in and now theres ads and influencers everywhere. The internet was meant to be an escape from that, a place to share ideas and meet people, have fun get away from normal day life
Now its TV/irl but worse
#is this a vent#ir chronically online#idk bur i spend most of my life online because my life sucked but now the internet is less an escape and more of a headache#i just miss sharing art for fun meeting other artists through it#now its all about how u can make money with your hobby or stats to improve your like and voewer count or whatever#everything is a buisness now everything is about money being the best#a fight for the top#uhrg
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I went “I’m not an mmo person eh I won’t play eso” but now I’m just kinda
Is the plus membership worth it though
#I'm getting kind of stir crazy and apparently it's an mmo you can just chill out alone on???#Since I got a raise the membership cost isn't gonna hurt bad (provided they don't axe me as someone to get rid of because they have to pay#us all more and are picking people out for this lmaooo)#knock on wood#vena vents#not art#I played some game years ago like at 14 or something?#Luna online when that existed?#that was my last mmo unless you count tf2 as an mmo
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WIP based on this vine featuring horribly drawn hands and my bad handwriting https://youtube.com/shorts/NLwgiLJOk9s?feature=share
Count has a reason to hate my trigger
#ace combat#Ace combat 7#Count#Trigger#oh my god they were wingmen#how did trigger grt into counts cell?#bandog probably let him in or he vented#not pictured#trigger falling on their face .5 seconds after thing because of balance#trigger also replaces his bootlaces with spaghetti#carryonmywaywardbagel#now that i have some sort of art ability i can start forcfully projecting my mind images of blorbos directly into your brain#triggers ither arm was going to be hanging but i got pissed off and redrew it grabing the chai
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Let him rest where the air is warm and the world is quiet.
#toonkind dnd#Errol Samuel#frothing at the mouth#LET THIS MAN REST AND SLEEP WEEL CAN HE GET SOME THERAPY - MORE THERAPY#LET HIM HAVE NAPS UNDER THE TREES#AND BE AT PEACE#cause he ain't got that in jail#DOES THIS COUNT AS VENT ART IF IT'S SOFT AND WARM AND WHAT I WANT FOR HIM#things i needed to get out of my system#i am tired#set pre main toonkind dnd canon i suppose if you care about that#art by my hand
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