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idk what the fuck i was doing with the shading it looks ass but when i dont post for like 5 days plus i get anxious so im just throwinf shit out of my ass i been drawing a a lot of suits ssooo here guys gheerrr
#suggestive#cw suggestive#homestuck#cronus ampora#hs cronus#its joever chat#im so joever#but its fine im coolin#*loads my 12 gauge shotgun and points it towards my jugular#eyestrain#cw eyestrain#can this count as vent art#??? probably#its like freak on a leash
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I am exhausted, good heavens.
#hey watch this neat trick I can do [cries]#love that for me#BUT#BUT- the actual EFFORT I put these days to not make a suicide jokes is *chefs kiss* phenomenal#actively shitting bricks as I physically have to stop myself from saying I want a car to hit me for the 50th time that day#I am not progressing any more than I am downgressing or whatever the opposite word is. but girlies#and boysies and peepsies#my lipgloss is popping and my eyebags are gucci- and so I shall prevail#MAN this tiredness is BONE DEEP man- it's like it's engraved into my goddamn clavicles#sorry that was like the only bone name I could remember- I don't even know what a clavicle is#anyways- I need to fall asleep forever and never wake up. But not in like a dying way#I just need to stop waking up tired and being tired and going to sleep tired and living tired like GIRL#WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WHEN SLEEP STOPS SLEEPING#I JUST SLEPT 10 HOURS HOW ARE YOU STILL TIRED#I am so tired that i stopped liking shit- like that SUCKS my dudes#I sometimes Don't Like art now and that is WILD to me because that was lowkey the One Thing that got me going#I used to actually LIKE english class! and reading Shakespear and shit!!!! and history class!! Now I don't!! Where did the spark go??????#Now everything feels like a chooooooore and it sucks major dick#and my graaaades are slipping because I stopped giving a damn but I NEED. TO. GIVE. A. DAMN#because those are like highkey lowkey and every-other-key my grades and I need them to go into uni so I don't die <333#I need to spite little mini me who said I wasn't going to live past 13 because BITCH- guess how old I'm turning next week????????#THAT'S RIGHT- 17 YEARS OLD- FUCK YEAH BABY I'M STILL NOT DEAD#SUCK MY BIG ASS SHLONG MINI-ME#and then I have a big biology exam the day after so- funnnnn!!#anywho- should I tag this as vent? this probably counts as vent right? like among us? impostor and shit?#sorry I think my brain is actively rotting out of my ears right now#vent post#personal vent#tw vent#tw sui talk
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#my art#original art#mental health#i guess#ig it counts as a vent piece?#idk my ocd was going crazey and i drew this after that#im ok btw u can rb and stuff idc i like how this came out :]
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A quick Dingaan drawing.
(Because Dingaan and Supa Strikas are the only joy and sane I have left when there's multiple assignments to do on my shoulders)
I can't believe this account is a month old now-
#supa strikas#supastrikas#supablr#supa strikas fanart#supa strikas dingaan#supa strikas dingaan fanart#Assignments are crushing my spirits...#(Does this count as vent art?)#I hate how my brain is constantly unmotivated doing the assignments...#I can only think of making Supa Strikas stuff-#Happy 1 month anniversary to this account I guess-#💜💛 Made By MimpiNightmare 💛💜
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You alive man?
Just wanted to check as it's been bout a month or so since your last post
no i'm dead but don't worry about it. tis the season and all that shit ya know?
(all that shit includes, but is not limited to, seasonal depression, art block, retail and food service worker hell, the election, 5 stress induced nightmares in the space of a week, managing a new relationship [first time], living in a capitalist nightmare, etc.)
[more rambles in the tags, as i am often to do]
#its been two months anon im so sorry#ive been doodling but like not getting anything done at all#there is just nothing going on upstairs i am beyond burnt out but i don't know how to take breaks and#its really fucking killin' me folks#don't do this to yourself learn to take breaks from things that are draining you#lean to manage your batteries and dont stretch yourself thin to make other people happy#i know this and i keep doing it to myself anyway#i dont like to vent here so i wont go into much more detail than what i already mentioned in the body and all those tags#just generally exhausted and having a hard time finding the energy to draw and be happy with it#outside of that had a loss in the family that hit way harder than i thought it would#there has been good to though stress and good things#gonna travel outta the country for the first time ever even if it is just up north but im really excited#half the reason im being assassinated by work is because i need the money so i can take this vacation without worry#as well as having a partner for the first time since.... 5th grade? if that even counts?#i feel like a whole years has happened in the span of two months i'm dying chat#not art related
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hi im exhausted here's vent art i made about having trauma over being hospitalized with sepsis sorry it's cropped shitty i am tired from multiple nights of nightmares
#vent art#nine of swords imagery for depression and nightmares n shit#but also because its one less sword than it takes to destroy you#because i lived bitch#thirteen skulls because its one more than you can count on one hand (using the counting method the Sumerians used)#for the countless people throughout history that died to infection#dog head bc the shit medical care made me feel less than human#skeleton holding the dog mouth shut because of how vulnerable and helpless i felt#k thx i need to go get ready for Another doctor appointment#madax draws#madax makes
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When I think about the kiss, I remember that it didn’t hurt, that your bed was softer than any floor I’d ever dreamed of getting thrown on.
I don’t think that love is what I grew up pretending it was.
It’s not angry.
It’s not up against a wall all the time.
It’s soft. It laughs.
- Caitlyn Siehl, excerpt from her poem, “Flower Boy”
#art#ocs#original characters#lysander#lysander jones#Simon#kisses#soft kiss#Yall I have been PINING#not after anyone#Just#just for a feeling#so be kissed#kissed but softly#sighs#ANYWAY#I guess you can count this as vent art??#original character#fantasy charact
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A question from child me met with silence. "Why did we grow up to be so sad?"
So often I hear people say they wish they could hug their younger self, but I think that kid would beat me to it... They're far less guarded with that then I am now...
#I can count the amount of hugs I've had in the last 5 years on my hands.#Probably longer then 5 years honestly#conversations with past me#aceofdragons#vent art
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packed up my the boys merch and shoved it in my closet. man
#jamesdottxt#it really sucks#season 4 just actually ruined it for me#i knew the moment after i watched the tek cave ep that this was gonna be when i stopped caring#but then the fandom started shifting for the worse#i was really hoping that the criticism for season 4 would inspire people to create better fanworks#but instead its all just thirsting and shipping#not that there's anything wrong with that#because i do the same stuff too#but when its the ONLY thing you can find of it. it gets fucking annoying#its all just the same stuff over and over again#idk im just kind of sad about it#ive spent so much of my time dedicated to this show#not just the show!! the cast!!! the fans!!!!#i loved making fanworks and having the cast see it!!#i have FOURTEEN jack quaid notices!!!!! thats a huge fucking number!!!#that doesnt even count erin reposting my art or antony liking my art etc etc#but nowadays the love just isnt there anymore#i still really like hughie#because obviously.#but like i just dont see any reason to care much about the show anymore#and im genuinely sad about it#i know its a stupid thing to be sad about. i know that. but it still sucks#rant#slight vent
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im so disappointed in my art lately . im not a beginner artist, but i feel like everything i do looks like i am . i feel like it would only be acceptable for a beginner . i havent made any progress since i was 11 . today is not a good day
#artist problems? except i barely even count as an artist atp#non serious vent sorry#i dont usually textpost because i much prefer just sticking it in the tags and hoping i forget about it#but i dont have anything to post. i literally have not been able to make anything at all.#does any other artist feel like this?#i know everyone says they feel like this but i cant decide if its comforting or condescending#all the other artists say “oh i hate my art!” when their art is good because its just the artists eye or whatever its called#and on one hand its comforting because everyone hates their art#but on the other hand its so discouraging because if you hate your art so much#how does mine look? how bad is mine?#i dont like talking abt weed bc its kinda weird for a 14 year old but i feel like the only times i can draw without crying -#- is when im high#i dont know i need to take a break or something#might focus on writing but everything is just so frustrating to me lately#i cant promise literally anything anymore because everytime i get excited to create its just GONE so fast#becaus i cant like anything i make#i keep searching for some kind of art advice that will actually help but i never can figure out how to apply it#and most of it is just “keep practicing!” as if i havent been practicing since i was 8 years old#i feel like at this point i have to just start all the way over but i dont even know how#at this point i would rather art regress than keep churning out the same mediocre garbage ive been drawing since 2022#and its not even that im pressuring myself to draw. its that all my art has just looked the same for so long and im so frustrated#i literally cannot draw anything without crying anymore its really upsetting#anyway sorry for the negativity on main :( this blog has kinda become my diary and im just an overdramatic teenager or whatever i dont know
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Kankri vantas!! Below the cut is GORE
READ THE TAGS FIRST‼️‼️‼️
GORE AND SELF HARM TWT
#kankri vantas#fictive#Can this count as kin?#tag as kin#Maybe?#Homestuck#Fanart#Gore art#Self harm#Trigger warning#morute#i love morute tbh#Creepy cute#Organs#sh trigger#gore trigger#Tw vent#tw blood#religous imagery#i think I'm going overboard with the trigger warnings
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super shitty mspaint doodle to check if I still got it in regards to drawing with just a mouse. The answer is no, and my hand hurts.
She started to run out of hair dye.
#shapes with a mouse r tough... I didnt even try to be daring. as u can see this is my bazillionth a.ba bust. but worse#*safe a.ba bust#I do like how her hair roots came out of all things#anyways I'm so stressed abt my assignment. I'm a procrastinating machine. gonna go work on it I actually drew this while waiting for someon#to message me abt it#this might as well count as vent art.. yeah whoever dared to look at the tags gets my blathering#wish me luck... also I hate herr so much and how she's my only anchor to not lose it lately#I'm doing better than last week physically though so I'll finally be able to return to the place where I go to be a productive human yayyy#a.b.a#art tag2b named#idk wtf's my art style rn. and I guess now everybody I draw tends to have visible plicas. sure why not. idk I think they fit say her (aka t#the only thing I've been able to draw this month. help. I wish I were neurot.ypical sometimes... today's being a bummer of a day but it'll#get better!!)#FUU I just realised I meant lacrimal or caruncle irt the lil eye thing. whatever#also drawing her made me realise I sometimes draw her looking a bit similar to this shitty character from a shitty media piece that teen me#used to suuuper have a crush on LMAO. my taste in idiots doesn't change that much so it seems...
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I’m going to lose my mind oh my god I am so scared for this quincenera wtf
#NOT MINE BTW I MISSED MY CHANCE LMAO#but Jesus Christ family I’ve never met before flying in from Panama…. god I’m so scared#I’ve already been dealing with some wack ass imposter syndrome ass shit cuz of how I was raised this is gonna make it SO MUCH worse#I DIDNT EVEN KNOW PANAMANIANS GOT QUINCES#i was raised with almost zero influence from any culture whatsoever I wasn’t even raised close to that side of the family#and like I’m mixed with white but I can’t even use that as an excuse cuz the cousin who’s quince it is is also mixed#and that side of the family is super tied to the culture and they speak Spanish and shit#i don’t even speak Spanish even if the family from Panama doesn’t think ima. total embarrassment what if most of them don’t speak english#when I’m surrounded by white people 24/7 I feel like a total outlier but the second I’m around anyone else latine I feel like that but WORSE#i don’t speak Spanish I don’t know anything about the culture I’m from the fucking pacific northwest and do digital art and watch anime#i am so far completely removed from everything I’m gonna be sick#my grandma is already so judgy about stuff my uncle was even WORSE and made fun of the stuff that was too white or too American about me#my cousins throwing the party are the least of my worries cuz at least their mixed and second/third Gen too#but oh my god the family I’ve never met before I’m so scared I’m so scared#i was already thinking like. can I even call myself latine bc of how I was raised and how far removed I am from everything. I’m mixed so -#-should I just associate myself more with the white side of my family. am I being fraudulent by identifying with that term just bc I have -#-the blood is that even enough maybe that kid had a point when he said I shouldn’t count as hispanic if I don’t know spanish#and thinking about showing up to my cousins quince as. me. it’s terrifying it’s awful I want to go I want to meet these people I want to -#-celebrate my cousin and be happy for her but GOD what if everyone hates us and just tolerates us cuz we’re related to them#i would say we’re the black sheep of the family but I feel like white is more fitting cuz I feel like we’re just slightly brown white people#god god god I’m so stresssd out by this#is this a weird thing to be worried about is this stupid is this selfish#and to make matters worse I DONT KNOW WHAT TO GET HER FOR A GIRT#vent
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Its hard not get sad sometimes looking at the current internet when you were part of the gen who lowkey build it/saw it grow
Idk im sick and tired of how companies moved in and now theres ads and influencers everywhere. The internet was meant to be an escape from that, a place to share ideas and meet people, have fun get away from normal day life
Now its TV/irl but worse
#is this a vent#ir chronically online#idk bur i spend most of my life online because my life sucked but now the internet is less an escape and more of a headache#i just miss sharing art for fun meeting other artists through it#now its all about how u can make money with your hobby or stats to improve your like and voewer count or whatever#everything is a buisness now everything is about money being the best#a fight for the top#uhrg
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I went “I’m not an mmo person eh I won’t play eso” but now I’m just kinda
Is the plus membership worth it though
#I'm getting kind of stir crazy and apparently it's an mmo you can just chill out alone on???#Since I got a raise the membership cost isn't gonna hurt bad (provided they don't axe me as someone to get rid of because they have to pay#us all more and are picking people out for this lmaooo)#knock on wood#vena vents#not art#I played some game years ago like at 14 or something?#Luna online when that existed?#that was my last mmo unless you count tf2 as an mmo
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WIP based on this vine featuring horribly drawn hands and my bad handwriting https://youtube.com/shorts/NLwgiLJOk9s?feature=share
Count has a reason to hate my trigger
#ace combat#Ace combat 7#Count#Trigger#oh my god they were wingmen#how did trigger grt into counts cell?#bandog probably let him in or he vented#not pictured#trigger falling on their face .5 seconds after thing because of balance#trigger also replaces his bootlaces with spaghetti#carryonmywaywardbagel#now that i have some sort of art ability i can start forcfully projecting my mind images of blorbos directly into your brain#triggers ither arm was going to be hanging but i got pissed off and redrew it grabing the chai
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