#anyway sorry for the negativity on main :( this blog has kinda become my diary and im just an overdramatic teenager or whatever i dont know | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

sweetvalentinescandy · 3 months ago

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im so disappointed in my art lately . im not a beginner artist, but i feel like everything i do looks like i am . i feel like it would only be acceptable for a beginner . i havent made any progress since i was 11 . today is not a good day

#artist problems? except i barely even count as an artist atp #non serious vent sorry #i dont usually textpost because i much prefer just sticking it in the tags and hoping i forget about it #but i dont have anything to post. i literally have not been able to make anything at all.#does any other artist feel like this?#i know everyone says they feel like this but i cant decide if its comforting or condescending #all the other artists say “oh i hate my art!” when their art is good because its just the artists eye or whatever its called #and on one hand its comforting because everyone hates their art #but on the other hand its so discouraging because if you hate your art so much #how does mine look? how bad is mine?#i dont like talking abt weed bc its kinda weird for a 14 year old but i feel like the only times i can draw without crying -#- is when im high #i dont know i need to take a break or something #might focus on writing but everything is just so frustrating to me lately #i cant promise literally anything anymore because everytime i get excited to create its just GONE so fast #becaus i cant like anything i make #i keep searching for some kind of art advice that will actually help but i never can figure out how to apply it #and most of it is just “keep practicing!” as if i havent been practicing since i was 8 years old #i feel like at this point i have to just start all the way over but i dont even know how #at this point i would rather art regress than keep churning out the same mediocre garbage ive been drawing since 2022 #and its not even that im pressuring myself to draw. its that all my art has just looked the same for so long and im so frustrated #i literally cannot draw anything without crying anymore its really upsetting #anyway sorry for the negativity on main :( this blog has kinda become my diary and im just an overdramatic teenager or whatever i dont know

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