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yeah so remember my guys i mentioned
heres one
pixie (pix for short)!! the hero of hyrule my beloved (loz & taol)
he uses he/him, hes a bit quiet and a free spirit. he usually just has that blank expression (it does change, but very minimally) and is generally off putting. hes spoken about as if hes a cryptid that randomly shows up. he can usually be found running around just killing monsters
so name origin. i had a lot of fun figuring out names for these guys, just generally. so pixies, according to wikipedia and britannica, in the modern age are wingless and typically wear green (theres obviously a lot of different versions though). he reflects those two traits, and pixies are commonly associated with fairies, the hero of hyrule turns into a fairy yk yk.
he lived in caves for a while, and as soon as he went to go be a hero he spent too much time in the sun had freckle genes and got freckles 😔 he really hasnt got much of a change in like magic and stuff from the games, its just all gold and glowy cuz i think it looks cool. his eyes glow gold when he uses his magic. plus his blood is gold, a side effect from his magic use. just alot of gold
i love his color palette btw green brown and gold is a banger
if you recognize the first frame of this ^ thats cuz it used to be my old pfp
his sword and shield are well, magical, so they can be summoned with a bit of magic which is why he doesnt carry them on him
buh bye
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Cal Kestis never learnt to open a door with a lightsaber 😔
#star wars#jedi fallen order#jedi survivor#cal kestis#luke skywalker#ezra bridger#pixie draws#i like the idea of them going on adventures together#jedi buddies
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Imma make a cool TikTok w/ that later
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Everytime i hear this line i think about Cal and Andre in this scene
#zero day 2003#andre kriegman#cal gabriel#zero day#tccblr#From the happening by pixies#Or the thing by pixies#They're both good
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#girlblogging#i’m just a girl#lizzy grant#low cal diet#this is what makes us girls#aesthetic#lana del rey#lana del ray aesthetic#coquette dollete#lily rose depp#diet coke#girl rotting#hell is a teenage girl#girl interupted syndrome#girl interrupted#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#cinnamon girl#manic pixie dream girl#female experience#divine feminine#hyper feminine#girlhood#girl core#dream girl#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#gloomy coquette#girl blogger#femme fatale#slyvia plath#just girly things
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man how old are you
too old i shuldve been ded alr
#3d#3d but not sheeren#3d f4st#3d di3t#cal gabriel#cal and andre#adam tcc#andre kriegman#calvin gabriel#3d not sheeran#girlblog aesthetic#girl interrupted#girlblog interrupted#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#girlblogging#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#hell is a teenage girl#girlhood#just a girlblog#just girly things#my girlblog#this is a girlblog#this is what makes us girls#manic pixie dream girl#tumblr girls#live laugh girlblog#daddy's good girl#im just a girl
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#girlblogger#this is what makes us girls#girlblogging#hell is a teenage girl#female hysteria#emagrecer#female manipulator#4norexla#light as a feather#low cal diet#girlhood#tumblr girls#just girly things#i’m just a girl#this is a girlblog#kill my mind#lizzy grant#manic pixie dream girl#just girly thoughts#lolita1997#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del rey#lana del ray aesthetic#i hate calories#calorie restriction#femcel#girl interrupted#female histeria#jenifers body#girlcore
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Daily reminder!!!!
Food is not a thing you need to earn, food is a need and you **need** food!
You need to fuel your body.
When you die no one is going to care how skinny your waist was.
You are more than your body and the size you are doesn't make you, you!
Your mind is what matters
If you want that cookie go eat it!
Do what makes you happy and not something to try make others happy.
I know it's hard but it gets better.
You are beautiful. You deserve happiness.
AND FOOD!
#this is what makes us girls#born to die#coqeutte#coquette aesthetic#girlblog#girlblogging#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del rey#lizzy grant#elizabeth woolridge grant#ed recovery#recovery#low cal food#you are loved#you are worthy#gone girl#manic pixie dream girl#manifesting#female manipulator#hell is a teenage girl#cinammon girl#girl interrupted#the virgin suicides#ultraviolence#black swan#nina sayers#perfection#food#food is not an enemy
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Eye contact in movies
#eye contact#movies#girlblogging#look of love#love#black and white#mr and mrs smith#the tearsmith#after everything#sen cal kapimi#duy beni#spider man#girlhood#lana del rey#hyper feminine#female hysteria#tumblr girl#lizzy grant#divine feminine#this is a girlblog#this is girlblogging#this is girlblog#female manipulator#manic pixie dream girl#divine female#this is what makes us girls#tumblr girls#lizzy grant aka lana del rey#lana del ray aka lizzy grant
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how my diet app looks at me at yet another tequila shot ♡
#coquette#girlblogger#italy#lana del rey#2014 tumblr#girlboss#girl boss gaslight gatekeep#girlblogging#girl blogger#just girlboss things#hell is a teenage girl#cinnamon girl#manic pixie dream girl#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#girl interupted syndrome#this is a girlblog#daddy's good girl#girlhood#this is what makes us girls#low cal diet#anørex1a#born to die
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how pix's magic works hooray
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Patrimony
From the DinLuke Server prompt of the same word.
Luke reaches the end of his tether, and Ahsoka gets yelled at, as she deserves.
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Luke feels out of his depth.
Everyone seems to know more than him.
“We didn’t used to do it like that,” Cal says, frowning.
“Oh, Kanan told me it was done this way,” Ezra says, flippant.
“That’s not how the Jedi teach,” Ahsoka says, disapproving.
“I don’t remember anything about that,” Reva says, dismissive.
“I DON’T THINK THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN APPROVED OF,” Gungi says, uncertain.
“Are you sure you want to do it that way?” Ezra asks, wincing, and Luke has had it.
He likes to think he’s left his rashness behind. He’s matured, he’s fully mastered his emotions. But even his patience can’t last forever.
He whips around to Ezra, shoulders set, face a mask of fury.
“You run this karking Order then!” he snarls. “If you’re all so much wiser than I am! Run it yourselves!”
And he storms off, blood hammering in his ears. He’s surprised he only said that, and not something so much worse, which was exactly what he wanted to. He stomps away from the little compound they’ve made, their temporary temple, and out into the streets of Sundari.
His boots pound the pavement as he tries to get as far away as possible, and Mandalorians quickly get out of his way, staring at him as he passes. He doesn’t care. All he can hear in his head is reproach, remonstration, criticism, dismissal. What do you even think you’re doing? the voices in his head demand, jeering at him. You don’t know anything!
Of course he doesn’t know anything, he thinks bitterly. He’s found himself in one of the little parks, a residential area, and he throws himself beneath a tree that still needs time to grow. No one told him anything. His masters were forging a weapon, not a Jedi. He didn’t even know what a Jedi was until he was nineteen! And they had the gall to call him the last, as if there weren’t people out there, people the same as him, who could have guided him from the start. They didn’t even attempt to remake the Order, and now they come here, judging every wrong step he takes without offering to teach him the dance in the first place.
He refuses to meditate, even though that would be the correct, Jedi thing to do. But he doesn’t want to be a Jedi just then. He doesn’t. He wants to drop everything and just run to the farthest corner of the galaxy where no one has even heard of the Force. Sithspit, even Tatooine would be better than this, right now.
What is he even trying to do, anyway? Maybe the Order would be better off dead and buried. What would the galaxy even gain, if he succeeded?
“May I sit?”
Luke hears the silver bells in the Force, their resonant chimes, and he scowls.
“What do you want?” he demands, not even looking up.
Ahsoka, wisely, chooses not to sit, because Luke would simply stand and then march off again.
“To discuss, perhaps,” she says, mild and supercilious and it grates on Luke’s nerves like metal scraping against metal, the hulls of two ships colliding. He surges to his feet, and her height doesn’t intimidate him – frankly, he’s faced taller, and meaner, and uglier.
“What’s to discuss? How I’m destroying everything? Ruining the legacy of the Jedi?!”
“Rage doesn’t—”
“Shut up, Ahsoka!” he snaps, and she does, her mouth clamping shut like he’s cast a spell on her. “You’re the worst of them all! Always needling, always criticising! You waltz in here whenever you want, proclaiming you’re not even a Jedi, and then proceed to tear everything apart because it’s not to your exacting, aloof standards!”
Luke breathes deeply through his nose, and instantly regrets everything he’s said. He pinches the bridge of his nose.
“I’m tired,” he says, fighting to keep his voice steady, “of everything I do being worthless.”
Ahsoka is quiet. “Luke,” she says, and finally there’s some emotion in her voice after it’s been so distant all the time, “it’s not. You’re… you’re trying to do everything on your own. You’re exhausted, you’re barely at home.”
She reaches out, cautious, like he’s a cornered, wounded animal that might bite, and gently her hand settles on his shoulder. Viciously he contemplates shrugging her off, but that just feels petty. He simply glances at her hand, and then at her.
“We know how much this means to you,” she says. “How much is at stake. You’ve done so much and you’ve done it by yourself.”
He scoffs at her.
She frowns. “It’s not just your legacy, Luke. You can’t carry it alone.”
“I’m not trying to!” he says through gritted teeth. “I was never trying to! I need help, not constant belittlement!”
Ahsoka sighs. “I… I think some of us are afraid,” she says. “We’re afraid it might be too distant from what we knew, even if we barely knew anything in the first place.” She removes her hand and sits, cross-legged, rubbing her arms. She looks much younger than she is, in that moment. “The world we knew is gone, and it’s been gone so long, that to see something being born out of its ashes means… letting go of it.” She looks up, tears in the corners of her eyes. “I’m sorry, Luke.”
He takes a deep breath, and for a long moment he stares at the ground beside her, before making a choice. He sits as well.
“It can’t go back to how it was,” Luke says. “I’m trying. I know it’s not the same, but it can’t be the same. Am I qualified? No. But are any of us? You all left me alone to do this by myself, no help, no guidance, no knowledge. I’ve been working off puzzle pieces that don’t even fit together. You say you want to help now, but it doesn’t feel like help. It just feels like resentment.”
Ahsoka’s breath hitches and she shuts her eyes, a look of pain on her face. “I know. The thing is, you’re doing so well. You’ve given us a place to call home again, you’re finding our history, you’re finding us the future as well…” She rubs at her eyes. “We had nothing for decades. We ran and we hid and we died, and then you came along and...” She gestures at everything around them, the rebuilt dome and the cleared streets and the rebuilt houses. “You even made allies out of old enemies. You’ve done so much.”
She looks at him then, biting her lip. “Is… is this because of Anakin?”
Luke scowls at her. “Not everything is to do with Anakin kriffing Skywalker,” he says waspishly.
“No, I meant… do you feel guilt for what he did?” she asks. “Do you feel bound to it because of him? Because of his actions?”
“I…” Luke swallows, and searches inside himself. I am a Jedi, like my father before me. “No,” he admits. “It’s not guilt. It’s not repentance, because I didn’t do it. It’s more… the right thing to do. It’s because the galaxy will be better for it.” He laughs bitterly. “Not that it feels like it.”
“How so?”
“Sometimes I wonder what the point of it is,” he says gloomily, tugging at the grass beneath his fingers. “Maybe the Order should have stayed dead.”
“Have you ever… thought of leaving?” Ahsoka asks, her voice gentle.
Luke blinks.
“You could, you know,” Ahsoka continues. “You have a husband, a son. Grogu doesn’t need to be a Jedi. You could simply be Luke.”
He’d thought about it, on lonely sleepless nights, curled up in bed on Yavin 4, all alone, where the future seemed impenetrable and murky and ultimately futile. But he hadn’t. He gotten up the next day and continued, one foot in front of the other. Although… well, if Grogu hadn’t have come along, perhaps he would have. Loneliness was becoming too familiar a state of being.
Luke shakes his head. “I am a Jedi. That’s what I am. I couldn’t… I couldn’t see the suffering in the galaxy and turn a blind eye to it, just walk away from it all. Not when I can do so much more.”
Ahsoka smiles then, her eyes creasing. “There’s your answer. That’s the point.” She sighs again. “I think we’ve been neglecting that, but we’ve also been neglecting each other. We’ve all been so isolated, it hasn’t done us good.”
“Jedi are pack animals?” Luke suggests, teasing, and Ahsoka chuckles.
It’s quiet, broken by the sound of children playing a street away and the recycled breeze in the leaves above them.
“You’re a good grandmaster, Luke,” Ahsoka says. “Don’t let us tell you otherwise.”
Luke stiffens, head snapping round to stare at her. “What?”
“A good grandmaster,” she repeats.
He shakes his head. “No. No, I’m no grandmaster, I’m far too young for that…”
“Who else is there?” Ahsoka asks. “Me, the coward running away from her own truth? Cal, who ran away from everything else? Reva, who was an Inquisitor?” She sets her hand on his shoulder again, more confidently this time, and Luke welcomes its weight. “You’ve done more than we ever could. You’re the only one it could be.” She makes a face. “And perhaps being old isn’t always the best choice.”
“I’ll take that,” he says, shrugging. “I’m not calling myself that, though. Not yet, anyway.”
Ahsoka nods with a chuckle.
Together they head back to the compound, and all eyes are on them as they walk through the gate. Grogu sprints across the yard and launches himself into Luke’s arms, babbling wildly and accusatorially.
“Well, they didn’t kill each other,” Reva says.
“Are you ok?” Ezra asks, nervous.
Luke sighs. “Yes. But… It’s been feeling like you’re all against me, like you hate everything I do, and that’s been… demoralising.”
“Talking out your feelings like normal people?” Merrin heckles from her seat beneath the porch – she tends to watch, distant and slightly mocking of it all, but fundamentally supportive. “Not very Jedi.”
Cal rolls his eyes as Reva huffs darkly.
“WE DIDN’T MEAN THAT, LUKE,” Gungi says. “IF YOU HADN’T HAVE FOUND US, WE WOULDN’T EVEN BE HERE, TOGETHER AGAIN.”
“We owe you a lot,” Cal admits, folding his arms. “What you’ve done so far, it’s incredible.”
“And we didn’t get this far by doing it by the book,” Ezra says. “We had to adapt to survive.”
Luke rocks Grogu gently, looking down at him pensively. Grogu looks up, curious, and touches his little claws to Luke’s hand.
It’s for him, isn’t it? Everything that he does, ultimately, is for Grogu, and those that will come after him. The legacy isn’t something they’ve been handed from the past, it’s a debt owed to the future. And there is no future without change.
“The past can prepare us,” Luke says, tickling Grogu behind the ear, just to hear him giggle, “but we can’t chart a course back to it. And I can’t do it alone, I need all of you with me.”
“Spoken like a true grandmaster,” Ahsoka murmurs, giving him a gentle pat on the shoulder.
The word doesn’t fit right now, but perhaps it will, in the future.
#star wars#luke skywalker#ahsoka tano#ezra bridger#cal kestis#grogu#very very background#dinluke#pixie writes#new jedi order
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I don’t even see my future with a man anymore just a long supply of diet coke and laxatives with many dresses. maybe a cat?
#hell is a teenage girl#girlblogging#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#just girly things#ed dieta#tw ed but not sheeran#this is a girlblog#female manipulator#low cal diet#manic pixie dream girl#female rage#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#p
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hii my name is alana and this is my updated intro post!! :)
basic info
☠ 15 going on 16
☠ she/her
☠ capricorn ♑
☠ 🩷💜💙
interests
♱ movies: ginger snaps, jennifer's body, saw 2004, zero day, thirteen, donnie darko, superbad, almost famous, all about lily chou chou
♱ tv shows: skins uk, malcolm in the middle, daria, mtv downtown, south park, smiling friends, ahs murder house
♱ music: hole, nirvana, earl sweatshirt, type o negative, nine inch nails, avril lavigne, nicole dollanganger, kmfdm, crystal castles
♱ others: silent hill 2 remake, life is strange, domo, cinnamoroll, skateboarding, cooking/baking, making glitter gifs, creepy cute shit, anything 90s/2000s tbh
♱ note: im into a lot of things so im probably forgetting some stuff 💀
other info
☪ cw: ed, sh, tcc, light gore (mostly fake) and overall depressing shit. if any of those make u uncomfy then feel free to unfollow or block, i won't mind
☪ i don't condone!!
☪ i don't have a dni just don't be a dick and i'll be cool with u
☪ all of my posts are under #fijifalls777
☪ don't be afraid to ask to be moots!! :)
#fijifalls777#girlblogger#kinderwhore#nicole dollanganger#zero day#cal gabriel#andre kreigman#hole band#courtney love#tccblr#tcc tumblr#manic pixie dream girl#im just a girl#$hblr#4n4blr#tcc columbine#tc community#dylan columbine#eric columbine#rebandvodka
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some bobbles (+ two unfinished things)
#bonk.png#undescribed#exocolonist#i was a teenage exocolonist#iwatec#iwatex#anyway first thing bc its the shortest i dont think sol would actually id as anything n prefer to be unlabeled#bc of like. the timeloop stuff n every life kind of blending together BUT i think it'd be funny as hell if they were aro#n just never became aware of this bc their self reflection skills in regards to shit unrelated to the loop are That Bad#also im aro n like when characters are aro + love it when characters are kind of deranged about their friends#speaking of which madoka au! forever ago i drew the 🤝 meme with sol n homura n now im coming back to that#its not a 1 to 1 au straight up the commonalities begin n end at ''tammy & sol are kind of like madoka/homura''#stuff i got down for it in a sleep deprived haze were that sol nemmie n tangent were the only magical girls#n tammy hasnt been offered to become one nemmie n tangent arent aware that sol is a magical girl for a while#friendgroup at school is nemmie cal tammy n sol (tangent goes to a different school n is separate until she teams up with nemmie)#nemmie n tang team up bc somehow witch attacks keep being diverted from certain locations n grief seeds are disappearing#which is actually sol's doing theyre moving witches away from areas tammy will be n the grief seeds are to 1. discourage nem n tang from#fighting witches n 2. so sol can stockpile them basically bc they use timetravel a lot n need to keep their gem clean#the timeloop has progress (to an extent) its not a singular month looping its kind of like. video game save mechanics#like reloading the save u have before a bossfight n then if ur not adequately prepared reloading a save u have farther back#n then continuing on until u get stuck on a specific fight again yknow#theres more but moving on to the two unfinished things those are meant to be like a utdr au (specifically dr)#in a similar manner to the previous au of same premise n setting but different story bc theyre different characters#there's a lot less set for this au its entirely just playing in the sand n has nothing beyond vague role assignments#the first one that's like lineart in different colors is entirely scrapped bc i didnt like how it was turning out (meant to be darkworld fit#second one i struggled BADLY with marz oh my god this au is literally primarily for having fun with character designs but oh my god.#as it says there shes meant to be a modern art styled metal monster (got the metal idea from her dads' names n the modern art bc shesrefined#n sleek) but i had no actual idea how to convey that n i was trying to tackle it from a pixel art angle this time n i could notfigure it out#n then nomi nomi was super easy literally didnt even sketch them theyre a tiny pixie im sorry marz T-T#probably not gonna touch on this stuff again cause i was fixing on exo to avoid thinking about my bday but its happened so im fine now 👍
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Absolutely star spangle smashed rn as our queen Lana would want
#im beyond gone rn#i dont think i could get off this balcony is i wanted too#GOD why can't alcohol be 0 cals#lana del rey#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#this is what makes us girls#coquette dollete#lizzy grant#manic pixie dream girl#girlblogging#cinnamon girl#nyphette#lolita1997#girlblogger#girlblog#coney island queen#queen of the gas station#sweet little nymph#nymph3t#trailer park darling#americana coquette#lizzy grant aesthetic#waif#waifspo#im so high#girl interupted syndrome#sylvia plath#girl blogging#lana unreleased#lana del rey unreleased
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