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i want to be skinny

but not 'body goals' skinny

sickly skinny

like i can drop dead at any moment

i want to look sick

like the pictures people think of when they hear the word 'an0r3xia'

i want to be the example of what 'sick' looks like

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Does anyone have any fasting tips?

Struggling once i hit the 26 hour mark

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Guys how many aura points did i loose for crying over having ate 367 calories today

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i am girls.

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Friendly reminder that it is biologically impossible for you to gain weight if you ate under your maintenance (average being 2000 c@ls) and the only way to ga¡n 1kg (2.2 ibs) is eating 10k c@ls OVER your maintenance (making it 12,000 c@ls in a single day.)

If you g@ined we¡ght over night its probably water we¡ght, p00p/p¡ss, your period etc

Dont beat yourself up for no reason <3

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Another piece of diet culture to unlearn: that eating an "unhealthy" food negates the benefits of other nutritious things you've eaten. Put bacon and ranch on your salad? Congratulations, you still got a lot of fiber, that's great for your gut biome, and the veggies still contain nutrients. Finished up your dinner with a dessert? You still ate the dinner. You don't have to eat "pure" to take in nutrition from your meals.

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ romanticise nourishment˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆

full tummies, fuelled bodies and freedom from ‘good’ or ‘bad’ foods!

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Another piece of diet culture to unlearn: that eating an "unhealthy" food negates the benefits of other nutritious things you've eaten. Put bacon and ranch on your salad? Congratulations, you still got a lot of fiber, that's great for your gut biome, and the veggies still contain nutrients. Finished up your dinner with a dessert? You still ate the dinner. You don't have to eat "pure" to take in nutrition from your meals.

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Daily reminder!!!!

Food is not a thing you need to earn, food is a need and you **need** food!

You need to fuel your body.

When you die no one is going to care how skinny your waist was.

You are more than your body and the size you are doesn't make you, you!

Your mind is what matters

If you want that cookie go eat it!

Do what makes you happy and not something to try make others happy.

I know it's hard but it gets better.

You are beautiful. You deserve happiness.

AND FOOD!

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Personally, I feel everyone even Jane Austen herself is a tad bit mean when it comes to the character of Mrs. Bennet and should shift some on that to Mr. Bennet. Like yes she's a silly, neurotic woman but can u like blame her?

Her husband failed to do anything for their children. He stopped being involved in their education probably around Mary's childhood, did not save or plan for the future of FIVE women at all, and not only that he's so unbothered by ANYTHING at all like Mr. Collins - the heir to his estate and fortune - stops by and he doesn't even tell his family?????? until he's about to arrive?????? Not only that it's kind of cruel the way he does it like haha u guys know how yall are women so u don't inherit shit? well, the dude that can come and turn u all out on ur asses - which is mostly my fault bc i didn't do shit to make sure u all are provided for once I'm gone - is about to arrive so hehe.

Like in what other way is Mrs. Bennet supposed to behave in that era where her daughter's futures were entirely dependent on the wealth of the man they marry. And honestly, i think Mrs. Bennet was almost too kind to Mr. Bennet I'd have been very bitter knowing that even tho we tried for a son - hence all the daughters - he still did nothing to ensure their financial security. Like these girls could have ended up destitute and it'd be entirely his fault. I always saw Mrs. Bennet as a mother who was just trying to do the best she could to look out for her daughters given the circumstances.

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