#c-DID system

[scars-and-fragments]

Does any other system use custom fronting statuses to help track sleep?

We just add it to front right before we put our phone down to sleep. This way it tells our friends and partners when we’re sleeping, but also tracks our sleep nearly accurately.

Don’t say anything about our shitass sleep schedule or we’ll steal all your left shoes

[actuallyverynormalbtw]

that dissociative glitch when your brain mashes Your Conciousness with Another Alter's Behavior.

feeling like the most specific frankenblur in the world

[critterz-bugz]

Hello !! We're critter / bug !!

We're a C-DID system of 400+ headmates, close to 500 now.

Our system name is dismembered memories but we go by critter / bug !!

We use he/they/it/xe as collective pronouns !!

You may ask for individual pronouns but we'll probably end up signing off with name and pronouns on posts anyways !!

This account is mostly for us to freely rant about our system and stuff related to it, you may ask us questions about our system and stuff like that if you want, but we won't answer anything too personal !!

Here is our carrd !! And our pronoun.cc !!

We might also add some of our socials on here later on !!

Also our DNI — endos/non traumagenics (and their supporters), trans-ID, narc-abuse believers, basic DNI

Alright that's all, bye bye !!

Credit & userboxes undercut !!

Userboxes :

Credit :

Profile picture and banner from @scythidol

Dividers made by @strangergraphics

"this system is a narcissist" userbox by @/mod-ais-icons !

(Don't have the @s for the other userboxes as they were all from camera roll and we follow many different blogs, but if you see your userbox here and want credit just let us know!!)

[quasar-sys]

i forgot i can draw

[electricbloodflow]

DID is simultaneously the most subtle, ambiguous disorder while also being the most intense, all-encompassing, extremely-personal-because-it-affects-fundamental-perceptions-like-memory-and-identity-at-all-hours-of-the-day disorder of all time.

[myrmidon-hearts]

“the other day” means either today or 6 years ago. no inbetween

[maine-pluralmind]

'Having D.I.D isn't just about silly alters!'

Thats correct it can also be;

Scattered amnesia that makes you question your own existence.

Alters moving objects when you thought you were in control and then freaking out cause it wasn't YOU.

Clothes hoarding to the point its a problem cause you feel like theres someone in the system who will wear it/ get upset if you throw it away.

Having a alter talk to you in the mind and keep you from having a panic attack.

Hearing a persecutor threaten you in the middle of a mental breakdown about something else.

Having alters/persecutors who hold trauma so bad that you can't look at them. Or having alters/persecutors who hold trauma so bad that they continue to act on.

[mentallystrawberry]

Shout out to the other chronically mentally ill systems who’s disorders and traumas have severely impacted your quality of life and functioning

shout out to polyfragmented or complex and highly complex did systems

shout out to the systems who are RAMCOA survivors, childhood sexual abuse survivors, or childhood torture survivors

shout out to systems diagnosed with other comorbid mental disorders

shout out specifically to systems with BPD🫂

shout out to systems who have lost relationships with people because of your mental health

shout out to the systems struggling with substance abuse issues or addiction

shout out to the systems who’ve been in and out of mental hospitals

shout out to fellow black systems and other poc systems with many intersecting marginalized identities

shout out to systems who can’t attend in real life school or are graduating late due to their mental health

shout out to the systems who can’t get a job or a drivers license

shout out to the systems who lost their childhood and teenage years due to constant mental health struggles

shout out to systems who have to take multiple medications for their disorders

shout out to the lonely systems who can hardly ever leave their homes and build friendships

shout out to the systems that struggle with the scars their sh addictions leave

shout out to systems who can’t take care of themselves without needing support

try to keep in mind that you are not the average persons, so we shouldn’t expect ourselves to be able to function just like the average person would. know you are all loved and are trying your best to navigate a society that wasn’t designed with poc and disabled or neurodivergent people in mind. i wish you systems the bestest recovery possible and i’m sending much love and support.

[sysboxes]

[Text: This system is primarily male/male aligned.]

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[requiemsystem]

ADVICE FOR NEWLY DISCOVERED OR SUSPECTED SYSTEMS

if you suspect you may be a system or have recently discovered that youre a system, things can be confusing and hard. im making this post as someone who has been aware of being a system for about 5 years and has been diagnosed for 2. these are things i wish we knew and did. i hope it will be helpful to some of you and i wish you luck on discovering things about yourself and your system keep in mind everyone is different and systems are no exception, so what i list here might be incredibly beneficial for one person but do nothing for another. find what works for you. i will try to provide a variety of advice in order for you to see what fits you best DO YOUR RESEARCH research the disorder, try to find others experiences and things you think would help you. this is especially helpful if you are suspecting and not yet sure if you have it, researching symptoms and others experiences can be very helpful in determining START SYMPTOM LOGGING this can be as simple as "i blacked out today" or "i dont feel like myself right now", you dont have to be identifying switches or putting names to alters, theres no rush to be able to do that and some systems have no desire to do that symptom logging is useful because it can help you identify potential triggers and patterns in your symptoms. for example, if you can remember what happened before a period of amnesia and remember being exposed to a stressful event or something potentially triggering, this would be worth writing down to see if its a recurring pattern REACH OUT TO OTHER ALTERS this can be done in a variety of ways, but the easiest way would be to leave a note in a place itll be seen. for example, a sticky note on a mirror (if you live with other people and cant do this, try leaving a note on your phone in a frequently checked app) i would advise saying something along the lines of "hello, i am (name) and i would like to communicate with you. i suspect we have a disorder called (DID/OSDD) and we share the same body and mind. please write back to me in (location, can be a notebook or app etc) and tell me some about yourself if you feel comfortable" but you can say whatever works for you. i just think the main points to cover are having DID/OSDD and introducing yourself as well as asking for an introduction in return START WORKING ON COMMUNICATION this takes a lot of practice, so i always say its better to build up early rather than late. we have a whole post on it that can be found here REMINDERS AND THINGS TO REMEMBER if you do not remember your trauma, do not dig for it. it isnt safe to try to remember trauma without professionals help. if you happen to remember, thats one thing, but dont intentionally seek out triggers to try to remember denial is common and not a sign of faking, if you were faking you would know and would not be in denial. being wrong about having DID/OSDD (if you are suspecting but not sure) is not the same as faking no two systems are the same. you dont have to look exactly like some other system you know or online to be real its normal to not know everything right away. you wont know all your alters immediately, you may not be able to access (and you may not have) your innerworld, you probably wont remember all of your trauma without professionals help, etc. its all normal its totally ok to keep information about your system private. there is no need to share with anyone you do not feel completely safe and comfortable with switching at any frequency is normal, there is no "correct" amount to switch. any amount of alters is normal, there is no "correct" amount of alters. any level of amnesia is normal, there is no "correct" level of amnesia apps like simply plural and bots like pluralkit can be incredibly helpful for some systems, but there is absolutely no pressure to use them if you do not feel comfortable - grey

[fragmented-artist]

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Blaine

[scars-and-fragments]

Why do I have to be frontstuck! Why do all new non-fictive alters in our system get frontstuck for like a week!

-- Liam (he/him)

[littlest-bugz]

Lately the DID been feelin more OVERT than COVERT

[the-tricksters]

Please, please, do not listen to what Sophie has to say

Nobody is going after you. You are safe. Nobody is going to go after your family, or your friends. I understand the things she said are scary and hurtful and dangerous, but it's just to scare you. You are going to be okay

Please, take care of yourselves out there

- Vash

[quasar-sys]

its kind of scary not knowing all the stories your body went through

[manyeyed-cataclysm]

I think the wider sysblr community as a whole would benefit significantly if endos realized that a lot of us anti endos don’t want to kill their entire bloodline and debunk every single bit of why they’re wrong. I don’t have time for that. I just don’t want to look at stupid people on my dash