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Eventually, of course, Anthony realises he just doesn't have the means to adopt the sheer number of kids who'd been freed from the Silver Line. And it gets increasingly harder to explain the sudden influx of children (all in the garb of various periods of history) in a home previously occupied by only three people.
Clarissa too gets adopted. And as much as Anthony, Jennifer and Benjamin hate to see her go, it has to be done. Clarissa feels... mixed. She will forever be indebted to the family who pulled her out of the vortex of her own nightmare, and oh she will miss them terribly, but it's hard to move on from the gaping and now silent hole in Benjamin's wall. It's hard to ignore how Benjamin sometimes struggles to remember his own name and it's hard to not instinctively check for her own worn out ticket, bought ages ago when time still had meaning.
She gets the fresh start she wanted, somewhere far away overseas, with a home in New Jersey and a mother with a kind smile who marks this chapter of her life by letting her pick out a new name. Clarissa Suzanne has a nice ring to it, she thinks. She stays in touch with Benjamin of course, he's the only one who understands. In fact, despite the distance, he grows to be one of her closest friends.
That's only because the title of 'best friend' is taken by Amanda. Dear, supportive Amanda, always ready for a game of hide-and-seek, always ready to listen and offer advice, always ready to go along with whatever scheme Clarissa came up with. When Clarissa seeks her help in winning Mark back, Amanda agrees despite her splintering heart. She says nothing. But then again, she'd always been good at hiding.
Benjamin had heard loads about Amanda over the years, and had waited eagerly for the day he'd get to meet Clarissa's best friend. When he arrives with his parents to attend the proper wedding of Clarissa and Mark, he expects to be introduced to a bustling and cheery young woman. He certainly doesn't expect to spend the latter half of the evening comforting a bereft Amanda as she sobs into her hands. She begs him not to tell Clarissa anything. He doesn't know what he could possibly say.
#i am writing this a a frankly indecent time of the night (read: dawn)#i should have been asleep hours ago but alas I was caught by The Ramble Bug (I have to wake up in 2 hours-)#anyway I'm a firm believer that#sfth clarissa#and#sfth clarissa suzanne#are the same person#she has an odd relationship with her names and what stages of her life they symbolise#and often chooses to go by either Clarissa or Suzanne#anyway can't get past the mental scenario of#sfth benjamin/Billy/Tim#meeting#sfth amanda#maid of honour and man of honour at the wedding? who knows!#strange noises from the hole in the wall#clarissa's diy wedding#sfth#shoot from the hip#sfthposting#sol-liloquy#I could have made it longer but damn it's already long enough#bye gonna go sleep now#sfth headcanons
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ftm amy. hell yea
reminder to bind safely!!!! take care of ur ribs <<3
dont forget ur daily clicks!!
#doing him justice by drawing him with a skirt pained nails and lashes#i think i love him too much to let him go. would u guys be ok if from now on i just drew aimé instead of amy??#also idk if u say fem ftm or ftm fem. i dunno inglish 👍👍#im gonna go to bed now bc i ddidnt sleep shit bye :33#sth#sonic fanart#sonic#amy rose#aimé rose#transmasc amy rose#nov.aart#nov.oodles
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AUEGH
#ruby rose#rwby#obligatory tiny distressed ruby#my art#HELLO I HAVE OFFICALLY FINISHED YET AGAIN ANOTHER ONE OF MY SEMESTERS#and holy shit it was the most awful by far#i felt like absolute shit the entire sem and was behind in literally all of my classes#it was so shit that i actually skipped a class because of the stress of being behind on work. which i had never done before.#i am a criminal now lmao i feel so bad#also a little mad at myself because i know i could've done better. i've been doing the bare minimum and cutting corners#which was very noticeable lol#im gonna actually split my upcoming semester this time my ass and health cannot do this anymore#BUT ANYWAY I FINISHED MY SEMESTER RAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#COUGHS OUT BLOOD AND SINKS BACK INTO EARTH'S CORE AND EVAPORATES#IM DONE!!!#also my eyes are really red now for some reason#probably from the lack of sleep or the long hours staring at my bloody laptop idk#probably both#yeah i should go sleep now lol bye#ranting in the tags because i don't know how to talk like a normal person lmao#sorry if you read all this nonsense jkdhkfsdhfkhd#but i should be more active around here again!
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hrhhrhrhhh jovier hghrhhh brokeback mountain au hhehjrhjjhgjhkejgdjnhknj its literally 5 am and i just finished these and i hate how they turned out but WHATEVER
i just cant stop thinking about these two and its making me sick!!!!!!!
#jovier#javier escuella#john marston#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#au stuff#will probably draw more for this but for now...#have this little thing jovier nation#my art#michsmeesh#idk this au is just. eating me up from inside#because its literally THEM#im gonna go cry myself to sleep now bye#and tmrw i'll draw more requests#well.#later i'll draw more requests
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HAPPY PRIDE!!!
Gente I know is no longer 1th of June but I really wanted to made something for the first day of Pride but didn't know what and than Full Moon happened and here we are
This was made in a rush, lit I made it everything today, but hey, is not half bad
DRAWING HELLUVA/HAZBIN CHARACTERS IS TOO HARD FOR ME
Not totally happy, I feel like I cannot capture the beuty sillyness of my gay clown just the right way, but practice make the master or something like that
If you notice I add some details to make it even gayer if even possible, So proud in that front
DYING
Very proud of this Sneak Peak I made myself
#SEND HELP IM DYING#joking#but I'm usually sleep by now#is like 2 am and I go to bed 23PM max#my soul is living my body#HAPPY PRIDE#I love my silly gay clown#helluva boss#fizzarolli#helluva boss fanart#dont be harsh on me pls#this is already a hard thing todraw for me#and Im also sleep deprived#Im gonna sleep#bye#there's something more gay than cowboy boots?#rainbow pants#nah jk#is the hat#that fricking hat is the gayest#my art
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HELP I JUST FINISHED SEASON ONE OF THE SILT VERSES IT CAN'T JUST END LIKE THAT!! I REFUSE TO ACCEPT IT JUST ENDS LIKE THAT! I'm gonna actualy cry wtf. What are the other two seasons even gonna be about???? Like, my little guys! My poor little guys!!! They won't be there anymore!!!
#the silt verses#my post#drag0nish#tsv#tsv spoilers#tsv s1#idk#thats it ig#i need to go to sleep#but i wanna cry#carpenters final line fallowed with the song afterwards fucking CRUSHED me#i'm gonna try go to sleep now#bye
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another day, another addition to my beautiful monster
#gravity falls#bill cipher#wip#i now know how to paint stone texture. pray emoji.#thank you great pyramid of khufu for some lovely reference images of bricks. youve done a great service today#this piece is so many layers oh my god#sai is starting to get mad at me about it#tomorrow im finishing the brickwork and trying to shade his teeth. i was gonna go with a rough texture but i didnt like it#he also still needs his tiny hat and his large bowtie#i also need to decide if hes going to have gums or not. what does. a pyramids mouth look like.#this isnt a question i want to be asking but well here i am#im seriously so happy with these bricks though like??#i was thinking about just overlaying a texture on them but then was like no. im gonna torture myself. i must hand paint the bricks#and then i did so. so there.#im also very happy with his weird tubular limbs#it was real fun to paint the nice soft shadows on them <3 very comforting#anyway time to sleep. bye.#fluffle art
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marivam my new child marivam!!!!! adopt i got from @dieselpvnk i am VERY excited about them!! thinking that they're a kind of witch character who brews magical potions, not 100% sure yet though
#these are unfinished and im figuring out how to draw them rn i just got too impatient to wait to talk about them so 4am post it is#if i DO go down the potion maker route i'll probably have to edit some of my other characters who i already have as alchemists#but like ive never done anything with that anyway and it just feels more natural with marivam.#with those other guys i just. kind of slapped that occupation on loll#anyway for backstory (which again not super sure yet) they live with a guardian named gralyth (a wolf person) in the middle of the woods#they were probably childhood friends w bevalon but marivam + gralyth moved away while they were still pretty young#thinking that marivam has. hmm. ominous scary vibes and a standoffish personality but theyre ultimately a good person#maekrenia#oc: marivam#ive already misspelled their name as miravam once and i have a feeling thats gonna happen a lot :skull:#ok i need to go to sleep now bye
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Sdksdkskdk it’s 3am but happy gay month
Have this Shivrye bc ur gay n stuff/mildref
#Splatoon#shiver splatoon#shiver hohojiro#frye splatoon#frye onaga#marie splatoon#marie cuttlefish#shivfrye#I still think the ship name should just be fryer#bc it’s funny#goofy ahh#oh also#pride month#YAYYYY#I CAN BE FREE#(not rlly)#goober art#idk if I’m gonna sleep#go listen to a Lady Gaga song#(pls tell me she’s still a good person)#(pls pls pls)#ok bye now#I have like 3 drawings to work on
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was a bit bored so i decided to draw @jacarandaaaas pop star AU for encanto :D isabela's so pretty isdfslkdsfs
#i do not know how to draw guitars#please dont mind that atrocity#my art#isabela madrigal#encanto#disney encanto#encanto fanart#fanart#artists on tumblr#art#digital art#its almost midnight for me im tired#gonna go to sleep now. bye
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And everybody said
Save a horse, ride a cowboy!
Cowboy Tamlin Design!!! I don’t want to talk about how long this took me (and how im still meh about the results but im determined to post this) close ups down below with my notes
Full body | Napping with Eilionoir Muir (his horse) (note: I hate drawing hats) | Tamlin awoken by the ranch dogs barking (Note: woke up cause the dogs were barking something fierce) (note: not as built as my acotar design)
Belt Buckle and Fiddle design (Note: fiddle he definitely didn’t get from the devil) | Bound journal (Note: He writes in a mix of languages to keep it extra secure. English, Gaelic, Spanish, indigenous languages) | His boots
#acotar#pro tamlin#tamlin#a court of thorns and roses#My art#acotar fanart#tamlin art#I love it but also kinda hate it but im never gonna get better if i refuse to post my progress SIGH#Cowboy tamlin is very close to my heart as a Texan and now arizona resident#arsons art#I half assed the historical accuracy of the fit im here for vibes and good looks#Hes not at built as his acotar design cause hes not fae#Hes still strong as hell. He almost doesn’t look like it but he is#fringey chaps for literal vibes hes just a pretty princess#bye im going to sleep hopefully this doesn’t flop horrifically. ill just be happy if one person comments smth nice RAH#Two weeks of effort was probably not worth it but i also had fun making a little story for the au#ok. bye fr#tamlin fanart#tamlin au#also i just noticed the sun illuminating his crotch on the woken up one thats actually hilarious#if i wake up and see i forgot something im gonna be so mad
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HOMESTRETCH!!!! I’M ALMOST DONE AIAGUAGAUA
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old man yaoi enjoyers rejoice commissioner wanted a part two to their first one !!!!!!
Commission Info
#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza series#yakuza 7#yakuza like a dragon#still dont know their ship name OOPS#koichi adachi#makoto date#commission#snap sketches#THE HEEL CLICK I DID WHEN THEY DM'D ME LIKE TEN MINS AFTER I POSTED THEIR FIRST ONE YEEEEHW#they were soooo luck i spent a Weird amount of time drawing dudes sleeping together... i was prepared for this order......#but this should be the last of it for now. unless they wanna surprise me again LMAO#and now im free to do what i want.... kind of..... im gonna go on a three hour walk.... maybe watch that nakai interview while im out#OK BYE
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Okay but pls imagine a pinup of Erik where it's his own helmet being used to cover his pirates
Oh if only you hadnt typod that i woulda prob done a quick mock up but now i can only imagine erik hiding a bunch of tiny lil pirates under his helmet 😭😭
#snap chats#so funny i was just cleaning my magneto helmet#someone tell me how it got scuffed … i leave it in my room all day who harming my baby like this#whatver ill live …. it WILL bother me forever but WHATEVER nothing is perfect#the more aged and worn the more love its been shown is my cope#mayhe i should stop sleeping with it in bed… maybe thats what happened#‘snap you sleep with it in bed’ only sometimes ….. like how i swap plushies….#i swear im an adult …… i have once again derailed the tags#im gonna go look at my magneto helmet now and giggle and kick my feet#i dont wanna go to class later but i will .. such is life ..#at the very least my schedule is more free tomorrow so thats always something to look forward to#ok bye i have helmet looking to do
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this is b4 theh confused their love or smth
#GUESS WHOS HEAD HURTS AGAIN#it rlly hruts im going back 2 sleep srry#this looks like actual shit so if i ever redo it thats y#bc ot looks cute in my head @ least but my head hrits so uhdbbfn HHhbnn#i think i drew bart 2 small im gonna punt myself#ok slep now#konbart#kart#dc#puppee art#i actually am so mad @ how i drew bart :/#i just have a hard time drawing character interactions in general bc then i have 2 actaully be acurate & hhh#me; says ill make a comic also me; complains that i cant draw characeter enxy 2 each other#ruhrh im wow im feel so sick ok bye no more pls me pls stop skjgkbkkkkkk#dxpect 1 more thing i think its silly 2 think of them loke this ty#what???????#dont look @ my anotomy btw ice been so unhappy w/my art l8ly its been looking so belhhhh ewwwieee#yk ok stop me pls
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i miss her…
#cant believe i forgot about her till the photobook q&a im so sorry witch mona~~~~~~~#press f for honeypre atelier gachas it was gone too soon™️#(currently e x t r e m e l y worried and stressed for tomorrow like never before b u t i have to appear like im fine sobs save me monachann)#(can i go on a stress-prompted tangent here about something inane? no? toooo bad im gonna go off anyway~~~~)#ok so. like. since witch mona is the image i have up ‘ere and since it’s still 七月… today’s tangent will be on irl spooky stories!!#s o. presenting a decently repressed memory from my childhood that resurfaced while i was hibernating at home:#anyways. well. thoughts about the afterlife can vary from person to person yes? there’s no one true correct belief after all#but the one question that unites us all is probably the one and only ‘are ghosts real?’#and well. for personal reasons i think so. i mean i’ve seen this one dude i hate get possessed a couple of times so welp. cant deny it ig.#wild story about that actually. back in the day my family’s finances were allegedly doing so badly that [dude i hate] had to pick up#a *c e r t a i n* side hustle for extra cash. that side hustle? literal grave digging at the cemetary. at night no less#and *ofc* he wasn’t respectful about it in the least so ofc some spirits followed him home. yay. free roommates.#one(?) of them even took residence in my room at the time and im 80% sure they ate my history textbook :( much sads#anyways well once that guy had too much to drink (which was rather often tbh) he’d get possessed. fun!#the only possession i ever saw was the n-rarity angry ghost who’d just huff and puff in silence with unfocused eyes most of the time#he’d occasionally put on a leather jacket too. but that was like a r-rarity event that didn’t happen that often#my mother had the chance to also witness the mosquito (who tried to barge into my room for fresh blood) and the 姑娘 (self-explanatory)#which is kinda unfair tbh. i wanted to see the ur-rarity ones too :( mostly bc it’d be funny to see a guy i hate act ooc (impure intentions)#oh right. how did we get the dude out of his possession? we just shook his arm really hard. prolly caused some lasting effects but who know#i think he could also just sleep off the possession but idk i was asleep for the ur-rarity incidents.#cant ask the one witness of it bc i dont want to bring back unnecessary flashbacks of [guy we hate]#anyways it’s been years since we moved out from that place and i still want my history textbook back. mostly for the principle of it but—#and so that’s the tangent of the day. i feel weirdly less stressed now thanks witch mona#i do wonder how my grandparents are faring on this 七月 though…#b u t !!!!! tomorrow’s date on the lunar calendar says it’s an auspicious day for wishful activity and starting a new job!!! so… maybe~~~~?#hauauauauauauauuauaaaaaa anyways insane tangent over stream mona’s new album ok bye#oops forgor to disable rbs i hate how easy it is to forget to use this function man
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