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bbqhooligan · 9 months ago

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through all of it, after all of it, ill still be mulling over Bella Swan. unlike other parts of smeyers writing where the glaring issues take the front seat to parts that are well written or interesting, bella remains special to me. genuinely worlds most boring girl, meant to be a mormon self insert but her humanity fleshes out so nicely its hard not to think this is an interesting character who is stuck in a bad premise. i dont know if many fanfics have it in them to do her justice but i be Wondering.

#mypost #bella swan #twilight #kristen stewart as bella swan in 2008 was my first love yknow.#like shes only ''not like the other girls'' because the narrative compares her to ''Bitch Women'' like jessica or rose #shes only ''cringe love triangle thirst trap'' because narrative has jacob playing this disgusting ass role #shes only ending up in this cheesy happy ever after vampirism because the mormon writing #but what of the girl.#if smeyer had been more self aware and less religious we could truly explore that. what OF the girl?#like edward or jacob or vampirism and the plot ALL need huge reworks. their intrigue is weaker than their problems #but with bella... idk am i biased i always just her as a fellow abusive family teen. traumatized. coping mechanisms to hell and back #she isnt depressed -at first- but shes. emotionally frozen. carefully frozen. and shy and self conscious and...#scared in these ways that make me think renee was as strong in her negative feelings as she was with her positive ones #god shes just a. really beaten down girl who looks strong. who longs for a family and escape escape escape ESCAPE ESCAPE #she longs to be precious and loved deeply DEEP enough to penetrate her thick skin deep enough it warms her carefully frozen self #its so sad. how badly she needs assurance. renee sucks. charlie an emotionally constipated divorcee. and a fuckin. MAN.#bella needs edwards intense ''mate'' connection. because shes so alone. she needs to hear she will be ONE persons priority. forever.#and its god its so sad #i looked over some fics. ''bella swan with a back bone'' and ''bella swan is a self insert'' are the ovherwhelming majority #but of the girl... im tearing up thinking about my girl.. its ok bella... it gets better.....#she was just in high school. like sweetheart it will get better it will get better it will get better. god im #tearing up about bella swan in the club tonight. she was just 17. she couldnt have been in the club but should have been.

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passedaway44 · 3 months ago

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dio7r · 1 year ago

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#this is what makes us girls #girlblog #hyper feminine #girl interrupted syndrome #lizzy grant #black swan #divine feminine #female hysteria #girlblogging #tumblr girls #2014 tumblr #just girly things #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #hell is a teenage girl #just girly thoughts #girlhood #just girly posts

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scribefindegil · 16 days ago

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being a writer leads to a genuinely helpful but also very stupid kind of mindfulness where you'll be having a sobbing breakdown or the worst anxiety attack of your life and think "okay, I really need to pay attention to how this feels. so I can incorporate it into my fanfiction."

#'where are you feeling this stress in your body' is OUT #'what tactile details will allow you to describe how your blorbo is feeling the stress in THEIR body' is in #listen. it works.#anyway guess who's having a terrible anxiety day and about to make it a traumatized mad scientist's problem. this girl.

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biggest-gaudiest-patronuses · 27 days ago

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girl why the hell WEREN'T you at the devil's sacrament 👀 that's three sacraments in a row you've missed 👀 👀 👀

#girl i thought we were doing group costumes #do u have any idea what an ass i looked showing up as just the BOTTOM HALF of our lord baphomet???#not even a full ass just a half ass with cloven hooves #that was me. last nite. at the devil's sacrament. like u even care #you abandoned me in my time of need you peccant malodorous HUSSY #just fyi the bake sale committee is pissed af atchu right now

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12neonlit-stage · 1 month ago

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you're allowed to discuss and work together, reblog for a higher sample size or something

You have 1 week, good luck!

#neo.txt #girl idk i don't really care about tagging #challenge #ig #i'll just let y'all do this on your own #if 10 people join then that works #but the more people join the more likely you are to succeed #i just wanna sit back and see what you all do #and if you can succeed #(twitter is failing)#tumblr even poll challenge #i guess i'll name it this!

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dracoj · 1 year ago

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what they dont tell you about adulthood is that it’s startlingly easy to go long periods of time without having any fun at all not even a little bit. btw this makes ur brain try to kill you with knives and hammers.

#j rambles #girl help. idk what’s even going to work anymore #1k #10k #50k #100k

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kn1ght-l1ght · 1 year ago

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Posting this iconic piece of media that I just NEVER found online isolated except in an archived reddit thread

#daily life of high school boys #anime #meme #rock memes #this is just what girls are like

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fleuvien · 1 year ago

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yourfavecharacterisqueer · 4 months ago

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hypothetical scenario for you all: the real king arthur returns. you meet him and you welcome him into your home. what is the first thing you do with him? keep in mind, this is a man from the 500s (he died in 542), and you are from the 21st century (2024).

#most chaotic answer gets a follow and reblog from me #me personally?#i would force him to watch bbc merlin and get him to read merthur fanfics #i'm so sorry for this... however #i'm just a girl #bbc merlin #merlin #bbc #bbcm #bbc's merlin #merlin bbc #king arthur #arthur pendragon #arthuriana #summoning all the arthuriana fans #regardless of what adaptation you are a fan because of #update 02/08: this has now been closed

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dangeroustaintedflawed · 4 months ago

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muchlovefleursblog · 7 months ago

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huellitaa · 4 months ago

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"match my freak!" match my sweetness. match my benevolence. match my empathy. match my ability to feel emotions so deeply it tears me apart from the inside out

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astatuessong · 3 months ago

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as most girls do

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nymph3tpilled · 5 months ago

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#femcel #girlblogger #girlblogging #cinnamon girl #girl core #girl interrupted #this is what makes us girls #female manipulator #lizzy grant #lana del rey #coquette #daddy’s babygirl #lolita1997

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