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ANNOUNCEMENT: @visionkept has been archived !
It's finally the time ladies, gentlemen and nonbinary people ! This lovely blog that I have had since 2022 is finally reaching its end. VISIONKEPT is no more as Tomo will resurface back on a NEW BLOG !
Dear friends, thank you so much for so many amazing years in this silly corner of tumblr ( and especially grateful for everyone's patience ). I hope I get to see all of you in the next chapter. THE NEW AND IMPROVED TOMO blog will be COMING THIS MARCH ! Why not now ? Well, I'm taking a month and a week break from Tomo to focus on irl stuff like improving my portfolio and getting more active on the drawing side. Might open a graphic blog one day, who knows.
ANYWAYS, I have to thank you all once more for the support and for giving this character a chance. After almost four years I have finally found the direction I want to take my Tomo and for that, it's for the best to start fresh on a new blog as the new Tomo will have an entire different focus, a kind of REBOOT if you would like to call it that way. Worry not, it's the same idiot you love and care for BUT with a few tweaks in verses and lore.
UNDER THE READ MORE you'll find the NEW RULES AND CHANGES ON TOMO'S CHARACTER expected to be seen on the new blog ! Please ❤️ this post if you have read through them and you would still want to see me and my blond idiot around when I come back. If what you read wasn't of your liking, then it was a pleasure to cross paths with you even if it's for a fleeting moment ! ( Small note : i will slowly start following the people that liked this post on the last days of February ).
CHANGES IN TOMO'S CHARACTER:
Tomoya's name will be changed from "Aoki Tomoya" to Sunohara Tomoya ( yes, to match the spring aesthetic ).
Tomoya's character will be the current reincarnation of TAKAMINE THE MISTSPLITTER and their lore will be heavily tied to INAZUMA'S LORE.
Compared to this old blog where Tomo being alive is more of an AU, the new blog will have a MAIN VERSE where Tomo IS alive. Will be treated as if IN GAME they had been trapped in Ei's plane of Euthymia all this time right until Sumeru's interlude. They manage to break free after Wanderer's Irminsul incident. Currently they are an occasional Crux member that travels around all the nations. MORE TO BE EXPLAINED LATER.
NEW IMPORTANT TOMO LORE. Tomoya got CURSED by the ABYSS when they used to be Takamine and every reincarnation has it. MORE TO BE EXPLAINED LATER.
Tomo used to have a biological sister in the genshin verse. Well, not anymore lol. Making them an only child. At least they still got Chi - chan !
Unless I've approached you to be mains, ALL ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIPS WILL HAVE A RESET. Lil crushes or platonic bonds do not count on this reset.
NO EI "BOOBA SWORD" OR "KAZUHA WEED JOKE". Makes me uncomfortable and I think they are dumb. Next question.
IMPORTANT NEW RULES:
Will soft block, in some cases hard block, blogs that use AI for icons, edits, etc.
Won't follow blogs with voltro.n, south par.k, haz.bin hotel, and h.elluva boss characters. For multi muses, it will heavily depend on how present said characters are on the blogs.
WILL BE HEAVILY SELECTIVE WITH DOING ROMANTIC SHIPS. I require plotting, interactions and some ooc talk for it to happen. If the excitement isn't the same, it's likely for me to lose any interest and drop it.
EXCLUSIVITY REGARDING SHIPPING. Some do and some don't so I'll practice it IF my shipping partner does the same. If you have it specified in your rules then I'll follow through what's agreed.
WILL ASK FOR THE FOLLOWING GRAPHIC SHIP CONTENT TO BE TAGGED: k*zscr and y*eyato. Have become rather icky around those romantic ships thanks to a certain side of the fandom so I would rather not see any romantic art of them in my TL, so please tag it.
TMKZ WARNING. in this blog i never tagged it properly but on the new one, I'll tag ANY ROMANTIC tmkz art. also i won't be shipping MY tomo with ka.zuhas that got ships with wand.erers / sca.ras. i know i'm practically shooting my foot like this and i might never ship tm.kz here on tumblr but at this point idc anymore. i prefer being comfortable over having a bad taste in my mouth. thank you for your understanding.
TOMO WILL HAVE DIFFERENT VERSES BESIDES GENSHIN. hsr, pokemon, zzz, modern, royal au, even an au WITH TAKAMINE.
#no proof read. we die like men <----- something a fanfic would have in their tags#uuuh i think those are all?? will add if i missed anything#ANYWAYS HIHI. IT'S OFFICIAL. will reblog this post thrice a week until march comes#PSA.#ARCHIVED.#also .. . iMS! ! i will focus on those too. if u see me in your dms after months.. HIHI IT'S ME. LATE BUT STILL ME#but tomorrow tho cause me tired#shot every time berry writes 'new'
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#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 3#yakuza series#yakuza 3#yoshitaka mine#snap sketches#i was thinking about all the weird mine variants that exist and theres more than i thought there was#i JUST wanted to do suit variants tho none of the extra okinawa and new year rggo cards. and a bare variant#because i can ...... also cause i needed to exercise the knowledge that his plushie's undies are white SOMEHOW#funny enough the only time i like properly assembled mines colors was on my kirin mine sheet so yay for a semiproper color sheet#anyway. the grey suit's inspo'd from the date scene in y3- that shot with him and kanda#i chose a brown tie to act as an in-between transition from blue tie to gold tie#the rggo cards are forever funny to me but while i was drawing these i remembered that for some reason#with the newest card mine's sleeve is. white ???????? its white .#i only realized this after posting these to twitter so if you saw this there first and are like 'girl his sleeve changed color'#Thats Why <- literally no one is thinking that#ok i have nothing else to say probably im gonna eat one more bowl of pasta then go to bed#i keep mentioning kirin mine so maybe ill doodle one of my things with that tomorrow ..#if not i have stuff i wanna draw tomorrow so if im not tired after grocery shopping Theres That To Look To#ok bye its pasta time <- has decided to make pasta my personality for june#oh my god wait its june now jesus christ. yeah happy pride month ive finally drawn mine again#ok bye bye pasta's calling my name
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also picking raspberries turned out to be.. really fucking hard
#it's so physically demanding broo ToT#idk i feel like im just weak af because some people there seem to do it so easily and i can barely#do half a day#and they want me to do a full day tomorrow bro#like#I'm so tired after half a day..#i genuinely feel like i might just collapse or something#i do want that bit of money tho but it's sooo exhausting#i went there for half a day today and it killed me bro i was just lying in bed#and i didn't want to fall asleep cause it was like noon already but#i didn't even have the energy to look at a phone lmao#well it's gonna be over this week probably cause#the raspberries are going to stop growing in a few days apparently they're saying in 2 days#we're going to be done#I'd love to make more money but I don't think i can fucking do ittt#its so physically demanding whyyyyy#and why are there grandmas working with me in that field and they seem just fine BROOOO TOT#but yeah now that im thinking about it this also might be part of my problems cause#im soo much.ore irritable rn just cause im literally exhausted all the time ughhh#i came back home 3 days ago and i haven't even had the time to sit down at a desk and draw something#not even mentioning energy aughhh
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mannnnnnnnbb fuck November I’m so tired of feeling lonely in my own life.
#lee’s bullshit#even being in [redacted] will not save you from the depths of November#trying to remind myself things are always changing and I can’t stop putting myself out there but I am tired.#what I am doing clearly is not enough in any respect and I am tired of feeling so worn to the bone all the time.#huge social miss today at the function. woke up late and ruined the schedule. couldn’t make a clear decision on dinner.#haven’t found a replacement roommate. haven’t finished my portfolio. haven’t applied to internships. haven’t finished my final project.#behind on everything and with every step I take I get pulled further and further backwards.#my roommate is graduating early and i feel like it’s my fault.#i shouldn’t blame myself for someone else’s bad behavior but im still beating myself up for being a cause for it.#my other roommate wants to move out to live on her own next year.#also blaming myself for that even tho its always on me to fix the mess of housing every damn semester#I’m just so tired of feeling like I’m not doing enough and even when I am that it just simply doesn’t matter.#saw one of my friends today but only for an hour. texting the group is like sending a blind pigeon out in a gale.#I know that things will get better but it’s just so hard . if someone genuinely asked how I was doing I could cry on the spot.#none of my friends are close enough anymore not at home not at school not in my family. there’s nowhere to go.#just tired. Going to go to bed soon. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.
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ohhh im so peace and love and whimsical right now actually i have so much faith in the world an d its so good. need to note down that there are, apparemntly, more ways to feel absolute bliss and joy like this that do not involve accidentally becoming anemic
#thes econd way is going to concerts hi im back from one. it was one of my fav bands eever . i gota guitar pick too it has a cat on the back#bouncing up adn down im gonna pass out so hard oh my go d . Good dgodd im so tired holy . im gonna be sore asf tomorrow actually#got so overwhelmed during it that the only noise i made was a husky squeak when they started playing new invention bc i forgot how to make#any noise at all lmao. possibly the first time thats happened to me ever that WASNT caused by anxiety. it was so swag tho#so tired i could turn into a primordial creature like actually. worm across the ground even. absolutely no energy left whatsoevr
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I love being chill and normal (threatened to stab my brother then punched my bedroom wall)
#anyways !#he gets to shower before I do even tho I have to be at work at seven tomorrow in person and he works from home#and I have to keep fucking driving him places like I have to get up super early on my day off on Saturday to drive him to the fucking#airport so he can travel up north and I have to just bring him to the airport and I’m not going up north I just have to drive back home and#it’s going to fucking kill me to do#and I’m so stressed and burnt out and on my period and I have to get up so early tomorrow for work and I’ve woken up in the middle of the#night the last two nights just to throw up so I really just want to shower and go to sleep so I can get up and go to work and then get back#home again and do nothing but be tired and wait to work again ughhhhhhhhhh#and I got on a discord call that 📞 was in and hearing her voice hit me like a truck and I started frustration crying about everything from#the last week so thank fuck some of these emotions are out of me a bit cause I was seriously going to hurt someone if my brain didn’t shutup#also for the record I didn’t say I was going to stab him someone on tv said something about stabbing someone and I said that’s what I wanna#do to you and he got all offended
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Okay I genuinely need to get shit done tomorrow and Friday
Like. I have so much I've been putting off (burnout but we gonna ignore that)
I'm gonna block my hours lol (is it weird i like planning out what im gonna do instead of actually following it?)
And MAYBE take the bus home tomorrow. Maybe. it IS gonna be super fuckin hot tho (considering bus cause uber be damn expensive and i also have a book i need to read for fiction class)
#I SHOULD HAVE DONE SHIT TODAY I HAD A TON OF TIME BUT NOOOO I SAT IN THE LIBRARY FOR 4 HOURS WATCHING YOUTUBE#AND RECREATING MY SDV ITEM SPREADSHEET TO PREPARE FOR 1.6 EVEN THO THAT COMES OUT IN FUCKIN NOVEMBER#anyways i have no one to blame but myself so i shall not actually complain about the assignments#but i WILL complain about past me#depending on how quickly i finish some things i MIGHT try working ahead a bit#bc im going to a concert next week. and im 99% certain ill probably be very out if it after lol#amber's shit you can ignore#also we gonna bring some snacks tomorrow instead of get food from the food court cause uh#im a little tired of pizza and i can do assignments a lot better w snacks instead of pizza 😅
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this is like my fourth or fifth consecutive bad gym session I might as well just kill myself
#was fine when it was bc of my wrist injury just frustrating that i was so limited in what i could do#but its mostly better now and i still feel like im not doing anything near what im capable of i dont fucking know whats holding me back#both physical limitation and also i just have no grit at the moment. lost my mojo :-(#well ik itll take a while until my wrists are fully functional again and i probably am still healing so its partly that#and just a lot on my mind lately. im usually fine at work but for some reason the gym makes me ruminate n i get so frustrated n miserable#by the end of a session and ppl start to annoy me bc they act like they can read me n make wildly wrong assumptions abt how im feeling#and then im reminded that even ppl i consider good friends consistently do the same no one actually knows me at all i guess#and it makes me feel very unloved and upset but whatever its all on me bc i cant communicate in ways other ppl can understand#and i dont trust or feel safe around other ppl so i just alienate myself and fold myself up around the immense distress it causes me yayyy#and ill be thinking this shit at like 8:30pm halfway up a wall and demotivate myself and slip and graze an elbow or whatever#ughhhhhh. and then i cycle the whole way home until i get thru the door and start sobbing idk how many times this is now#i have a stupid headache and im going to be so fucking tired at work tomorrow im going to bed.#its fine really. im not actually depressed anymore i dont think. these are just my regular old wounds ive had since the dawn of time#and i just have this dumbass fucking brain that for some reason instead of giving me endorphins and a high from exercise as a reward#just makes me really sad instead. maybe im just not eating enough around when i workout idk like it could be low blood sugar#and i am mildly worried abt some things bc well. they could be very very difficult for me to deal with if they happen. and if they do#happen well thats good in other ways but i have to be prepared to take some major fucking hits. ive only recently started to feel like ive#mostly recovered from how fucking shite this summer has been after the mental damage done in may/june. i cant spend another season there#can i just catch a fucking break like forever please. and a shoulder to cry into im so touch deprived its unreal who even cares anymore#fine reallt tho i promise just worked myself up innit. ugh. anyway gn#.diaries#.vent
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cringetober day 18 - old art redraw
sorry for the late upload, but here's my wof oc Tangerine :D I don't really draw her much but I kinda wanna draw her more now (old art under the cut)
#I think I only ever posted one drawing of her on here#and that's the one I'm redrawing#this is kinda. very much a sketch but I feel like it shows more of her character?#she's a rainwing/sandwing hybrid#<- tag from the og post#she still is :D I leaned more into rainwing type colours tho#made her more warm toned too#cause yk. Tangerine#its cool to see a little less than a years improvement#also the difference between digital and physical#tangerine#my art#traditional art#wof#wof art#wof oc#wof hybrid#so tired tho. test tomorrow 👍 shot me#cringetober#doodles#cringetober2023#old art redraw#been pretty long since I've draw dragons tbh
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I'm starting to see ppl talk abt updating their artfight pages and at first I was like what why it's still months away and then it hit me that by months it was two months and now I'm just silently sweating as my anual side project to remake the eternal gales refs and give them all icons comes back to haunt me
#rat rambles#oc posting#well I mean the good news is that all the staliens are already done and Ive already started on the human kids#the bad news is that theres still 5 more refs for me to remake and 9 icons if I decide to commit to that#the only one Ill probably force myself to do is sprinkles since shes the only stalien that doesnt have one and I dont want to leave her out#the human kids might just not get them tho especially since theres other characters Id like to make refs and icons for too#not as many newbies to the field this year which is a good thing since I do not have a lot of space left for new characters lol#Im probably going to take it easy this year in terms of my goals for artfight since last year I crashed and burned Hard#hopefully Ill have the time and motivation to draw a decent amount but if I dont Ill try not to be too broken up about it#especially since Ill probably burn myself out a bit doing the last minute ref rush lol#its not necessary especially since all the guys who needed the new refs most got theirs but Id like for them to be on the same page#I also went ahead and cleaned up my page a lil bit to make my life easier in the future#I should probably update bios and stuff but I dont feel like it Im too tired#tomorrow Im definitely going to need to clean some more as I have been for nearly every day#I mean guess thats why Im here in part#last week of pet sitting tho so soon Ill be back home again#Im not sure if Im excited or dreading it cause while I miss my family I also have been rly enjoying a house to myself#like its not necessary easy to do all the chores and stuff but it's a lot easier to do said chores when Im alone#and Ive actually been waking up at reasonable times too like not having my mom floating around is doing wonders#its almost making me rethink my insistence that I couldnt live alone but I definitely think itd get to me in the long term I need people#I just wish there was a better middleground since having people constantly in the house stresses me out so bad#it leads to me hiding out all day in my room and that's just not good for me#but its not like I could live by myself even if I wanted to#at this rate I dont think Ill ever move out but lets not think abt how much worse that could be for me thats future me's problem
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Hieee,
It’s been a while since I’ve said much of anything on here, however, it’s been a pretty shitty week for me, from dealing with exhaustion, to stressful projects that I’m about to fail in the next couple of hours (not the only one tho), to false accusations/rumors, harassment, going on in my personal life/at school—I’ve seen the fic requests, and that’s been the only thing that’s actually lit me up this entire week (and ofcs talking with my lovely moots) it’s making me miss my roots, and making me think, maybe that’s what I’m missing my chenford life.
So, I wanted to say—I see them all, and I have plenty to get to. I have a mass fic coming up—one on my own account and joint account with my friend Izzie, that we’re working super hard on, even with our weird schedules. It’ll be a while before you see another notification from me about a fic, but I’ll get to it, I promise! I’m not ignoring you, I’m just…going through it. This week has been beating my ass, y’all, but I’m fighting back, in my own unique way💕
~LondonRih✨
#idk if I should put this on the chenford or Chenford Fic tag but it kinda counts as me talking about it so yeah#lil life update I guess#and fic update#I’m tired asf#I’m so happy tomorrow is Friday tho#cause ooh girl I’m ready to sleep#and watch the rookie for two days straight
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Can’t wait for the moment I won’t worry about my health anymore
#I honestly had enough#everytime I lil something weird about I panic#tomorrow is my MRI#I Hope they find the reason why am like this#everyone is sure it’s anxiety but even tho I never been diagnosed I know I’ve been dealing with anxiety since forever#maybe it did get worst but out of a sudden like this ??? it’s just so weird to me#except my health nothing makes me more anxious than I was last month or even last year#I feel like I’m even more at peace with what makes me anxious….#idk but I’m tired of feeling like this#i also hope whatever the answer will be that it’s not dangerous for my life#and that there’s a solution cause I’m going to go insane#the concert was great but I feel like it may have fucked up my body again I climb so many stairs cause I was at the balcony 😭#alex.txt
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daigo-gets-trolled kinda fuckin panel
#snap sketches#sorry ignore me#im looking at all the comics i drafted this month and deciding which ones i wanna finish and which ones get sent to hell#and this panel of daigo still makes me chortle.. maybe ill finish this one idk#i just dnt wanna color it uuUUGHGGHGH WHY DO I COLOR THINGS NOW#whyyy doi draw so much thisshit lame as hell#ok im gonna go look at em again and decide which one to work on during stream tomorrow#cause lbr im not finishing any of em on stream LMAOOOO#i was gonna stream tonight but. is anyone even awake.#i mean yeah LOL but i feel low energy#so im gonna be more boring than usual#plus my only plans are to finish sketching some stuff for a comic ill Probably work on tomorrow#so itd be a real short stream since i only have like one or two things left to sketch#anyway. good night ill see Some of yall tomorrow :]#OH YEAH NO NIGORI FOR ME the liquor store closed half an hour early... and after my phone died and i got lost for a hot minute#so mean so cruel :( at least i got a cute kuromi pen from the ebisu store :) which i forgot i lived by until i saw it on my map :)#IM SO MAD THO I WAS SO TIRED I DIDNT REALIZE I HAD MONEY FR A KIRBY GACHA CAPSULE :(((((( maybe next month...#ok im rambling now BYE
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in the decade that I’ve been here I guess I’ve never turned anon on (or if I did it was so long ago I don’t remember) and now I’m wondering if I’d get some freaky shit or if it would be cool in case I turned it on 🤔
#idk I feel like experimenting#odds are I'm not gonna get anything at all because there are just like#3 people here who interact with me hahaha#(not complaining! it's peaceful)#but anyway I feel like my brain is fried today#I've worked all day long and it's 6pm and I'm extremely tired#and I've gotta do it all again tomorrow#(I'll take a break tuesday tho cause I haven't had a day off in the last 11 days#so anyway I'm so tired I don't have energy for tv or games or books#so I guess killing time on here is an option#anon asks
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I am officially late to augkissed... rip
#it speaks?#LOOK#WEEK 4? DONE#week 3#however....#i dont even!!! have a ship!!! i wanna do!!!!#AND school starts TOMORROW fuck me#im not gonna have any time for art#i will. make time. i promise MYSELF#augkissed week 3 are harder prompts tho imo all i can think of isnt allowed on this site#HAHA FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER FOR WEEK 3 PERHAPS#i need. to pester my friends. for ideas. AGAIN#how r they not tired of my ass (they are)#ill also accept week 3 ✨️ suggestions ✨️ in the notes/asks cause HO i need it
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Finals season got me 😬😬😬
#I have two more finals left#I have to take my chem final tomorrow morning before 2:00 cause I start work at 2:00#and then I have to take my public speaking final on Wednesday by 11:59 PM#pray for me ya’ll#college is sucking the life out of me#and even tho I work from home now#it’s so so so tiring still#gotta push through#just two more days#and then I have a meeting with my counselor on Friday just make sure I have all the right courses for next semester 🙏#gonna try and pull an all-nighter tonight#let’s see how well that goes
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