#but this is like.... my actual play thru
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ok so felix's main bg3 verse. . .
the cattons are a noble high elf family in the upper city. felix will become a ranger like his father was, and vee will not settle one a class, though she absolutely does not want to go worship at the hands of any deity so catch her living the life of a lady. farleigh is a half elf -- his mother married a human from another city in faerun, which is where farleigh was until his father passed away. now farleigh lives at saltburn with the twins.
felix meets quentin coldwater, a human wizard, when they are still young enough to be boys running around together. they pick up @devi1lute somewhere along the way, during tavern's early courtesean's days in the upper city. the three of them are quite an unstoppable force. that is until oliver quick comes into their lives.
felix doesn't know he was in love until that love was ripped from him. in order to try to secure felix for himself, oliver uses tricks he's learned from years with the guild to take quentin out of the picture, making it seem like an accident. while ollie thinks that'll force felix to turn to him, it's tavern he turns to in grief. that's when the anger comes. that's when oliver decides his infamous if i can't have him no one can.
thanks to his training, felix's body knows the effects of poison once it's ingested. he throws back up the wine that oliver gave him and sets out to try to find the bastard. it's while he's out in the woods that the illithids pick him up. while it seems to be fate, it was actually oliver. he set up a deal. oliver's prize? saltburn.
he doesn't anticipate the hero's journey that felix is about to embark on.
as a deeply neutral good aligned character, felix aligns with @we4ved from the moment he pulls him from the rock. while falling in love is slow for them both for such different reasons, felix is quick to deny anyone else's advances in camp. it isn't that gale reminds him of quentin. . . it's just that gale wants him to himself in the same ways quentin did.
he falls for the man much easier than the magic and the ambition. those are pieces of gale as much as his jokes and his love of books are. the whole package is needed together, and with it felix can stay up all night by the fire just talking to him. they make a perfect team, especially with karlach and shadowheart on either side.
when the battle is done, gale does what felix thinks is the unthinkable: he chooses to ascend to godhood over felix. after everything they'd been through, he felt the need to do this, without felix by his side. it breaks felix's heart, but he stays in baldur's gate to rebuild with those still there.
seeing gale again for the first time in six months, knowing he'd found his way to godhood on his own, left felix concerned with what might happen. astarion seemed to think the fact that felix wanted to put on his party best when whithers' portal appeared was outrageous. . . but he helped him anyway. the two had grown much closer now that they could claim a shared title as hero. at least astarion didn't judge whatever felix needed to do in the night to try to get over his love.
but it seems every moment spent trying to forget gale could be thrown out the window the moment he sees him again. glimmering silver in the light of his new powers, felix tries his hardest just be with his friends. . . but eventually he wanders to get gale alone. while wyll thinks it foolish that a god could love a mortal man, felix knows that they love they shared ties their bonds still. one night together again becomes many and after another six months pass it becomes obvious that felix's time will be spent in the mortal realm in the home he creates with scratch and tara in baldur's gate, and gale's realm amongst the pantheon.
he will never become a god, but he's an elf. he'll live long and take care of the city. when his time comes, instead of passing on to the heavens he belongs, his soul will move to it's place beside gale forever.
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felix's dream guardian is q. yes it hurts as much as you think it will when he eventually realizes that q is in fact dead.
this is just his main verse cause i developed it with darian while i was playing through the run and i based it on the ending i actually got lol. the more we talked about it today, the more i realized i LOVE what can be for god!gale and felix.
i will super selectively ship felix in this verse. it would either be an AU where felix and gale do not get together OR after felix gets his heartbroken and then decides not to get back together with gale. felix is still hella gay.
#꧁༺ 𝓿𝓮𝓻𝓼𝓮𝓼 ༻꧂ bg3 .#꧁༺ 𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓹𝓼 ༻꧂ w / we4ved .#we4ved#devi1lute#like i said there are others#hawke and i already have another one LOL#and im sure robin and i will come up with one too#but this is like.... my actual play thru#i care about he so much
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Union yaoi warmup sketches!
#mostly to demo if i can actually draw these guys or no since i applied for the zine!#may i get in 🤞 but idm drawing thesr two again to pay yaoi tax thru convention earnings#this is such a creative way to get everyone invloved in the movement and im so happy that AEI played into the bit. legendary shit#plus umbert and misterman have like. my favourite ship dynamic HAHA#them as reimari is non negotioable btw. i am cirrect in this#umbert actually#misterman guyfella#union yaoi#stand with animation#no ai#corr art
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crowley saying "if any harm comes to aziraphale because of this i will–" to gabriel is SO fucking special to me bc he was so clearly afraid of gabriel after the trial like just look at his reaction when he first sees him and him saying he spent a WHOLE NIGHT worrying that gabriel's gonna smite him like he's actually terrified and still after ALL THAT he still threatens gabriel and i just think threatening someone like THAT is actually so vulnerable bc he's making it abundantly clear that he cares for aziraphale and wants him safe and that aziraphale is HIS to protect and he WILL protect him no matter fucking what and i just i can't deal with how outright and upfront crowley was this season not only with aziraphale but with other people ABOUT aziraphale too like he was really not fucking around this season and he needed everyone to know aziraphale is his and made gabriel almost JUMP OUT OF A WINDOW for wanting to hurt aziraphale and the vulnerability of it all is making me go NUTS
#that sceen plays on a loop in my mind i can't get over it#and the fucking 'its always too late' that follows after makes me wanna bash my skull into pieces like oh my GOD he is so fucking scared an#tired and its ALWAYS TOO FUCKING LATE and aziraphale is always getting into trouble bc he's literally the best fucking thing ever and#crowley was too late to save him one time and he's literally terrified out of his mind that it's gonna happen again like you can't tell me#the bookshop fire didn't leave a HUGE scar and impact on crowley and made him literally scared shitless to let aziraphale out of his sight#again let alone leave him alone w his abusive ex boss like my bbg was going thru it SO MUCH this season and just wanted aziraphale safe and#he would actually do anything ANYTHING for him and i genuinely need to lie down for a minute hold on#good omens#good omens s2#azicrow#crowley#aziraphale#aziracrow#ineffable spouses#good omens season 2#ineffable husbands#go s2
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sooo delightfully self indulgent to make a game changer ep where nathan drawfeeshow, papa caldy, and kiana pokemon yuri just draw silly things with appearances from ch hardly working guests and naddpod/d20 refs. this is infinity war for the dropout extended universe. and also ash ketchem is there.
#HI IF YOU GOT INTO DROPOUT THRU ACTUAL PLAYS YOU SHOULD WATCH DRAWTECTIVES ON DRAWFEE YOUTUBE#OR VARIETY HOUR IF YOU LIKE NONSENSE GAME SHOWS#caldwell n bleem dunking on murph sooo special 2 me#drawcrew on dropout plsss#also hiii kiana thank u for fueling my team rocket interest#drawfee#nathan yaffe#caldwell tanner#kiana mai#game changer#college humor#dropout
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been really into dead games lately
#p4au#persona 4 arena ultimax#persona 4 arena#persona 4#sho minazuki#labrys#labrys persona#persona#fighting games#been playing someone and he keeps beating my fucking ass w sho. so this is also self indulgent#i wanted 2 do more w this but its just been sitting finished like this forweeks andim not gonna do anything else w it so. puts it here.#i went thru all the trouble of lining it anyways so why not sob emoji#but i actually love these characters so much#labrys worlds first robot from boston i love youuuuuuu#and sho and labby they. holds their dynamic up to the light and rotates it like we are the same and we shattered the same just glued oursel#selves back together differently... but traumabond of having been thru the same fucked up lab shit#sigh#care for eachother in some weird way they empathize..but also not gonna let either stop their goals.#epitome of i wish we could have met under different circumstances :(
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suitcase page
#playing thru the stolen turnabout rn why does atmey keep talking about penetrating#actually. better question. why are all the men flirting#inanimate insanity#ii#ii suitcase#inanimate insanity humanized#inanimate insanity gijinka#ii gijinka#dahlia.png#my art#stares at you with my big brown eyes#idk how i feel about her yellow bag#i just felt like something was missing without it#i just dk about the color
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41 minutes in half life 2 and i have not seen Barney yet
bunny ^_^
#“dyn aint he like 5 minutes into the game”#yes. but im having fun and playing wiht my boxes and also im shy 😖#i think some of it also is when i open the menu and just sit in the ambiance for a while.#but also i have been fucking arounf in the train station for like half an hour with my sibling#trying desperately to get the CP to beat me to death#freedyn#half life 2#transmission#IM SHY im shy...................... nervous to meet him......#barney is watching me meticulously put individual cans of breenwater into the lockers and hop around at the CP over the security#i am going to actually sit down and play thru it but this is th run for my sibling where I Fuck around and experiment
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She wails as though a part of her has died.
oh man. i picked up the sidestory to @just-a-carrot's five-arc horror epic a couple days ago and i'm so glad i did. i'll probably be talking nonstop and/or drawing about it for days
there's a handful of whiteboard doodles with other characters under the cut, but rly i just wanted to pay a homage to the scene that hit me the hardest... enjoy
#theres already PARAGRAPHS upon paragraphs in my partners dms over this freaking thing but like listen to me (jingle jingle) PAY ATTENTION#i feel like i have to add that visual novels arent really something i take interest in at all this one jus JUMPED me#i actually played the side piece (our cinderella) first + was so in love with the writing i went to check out the main story. worth it#and i DEFINITELY won't be able to fit everything i want to say in the tags but its so refreshing to read/play thru a novel where the protag#are regular ass adults. like middle class thirty year olds barely breaking even. and that still get sappy unapologetically.#need more stories like this fr#that aside it's been fucking crazy to look at iggy's character arc through his eyes considering yk.. everything.#theres no universal asexual experience or anything but sometimes there'd be a line in there that made me like. sit up and go damn what the#i did that. i do that.#it's. i cant explain it in depth in the tags its about the way topics are skirted around and the realization that something is#uncomfortable in a way you werent expecting it to be. or even on your radar. theres so much#ugh. im unwell. anyways.#dewdles#our wonderland#gidget bordelle#iggy maxwell#genzou#genzou ichihara#cecil- does cecil have a last name??? cecil.#blood#injury#ask to tag
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feeling pretty, might ask her husband on a date tonight 💚
#i should make a tag for all my art that started as warmups that i ended up liking better than whatever i was actually trying to work on#i cant believe i havent fully drawn nova/fangnova in 3 months!!!!#going to get back into playing mtas again after the new update soon#mtas#my time at sandrock#mtas builder#my time at sandrock oc#mtas oc#nova#my style changed again cos i keep going thru periods of drawing nothing to making 5 wips in a day 😭
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Ashton performing with Eternity Speedway @ Desert 5 Spot LA - 11 April 2024
#ok hi i actually went insane finding watching and editing these clips in case you were wondering#5sos#5 seconds of summer#ashton#ashton irwin#eternity speedway#video#kh4f post#like ok ok ok#there were so many reasons why i didn't even consider going down there tonight#but i sure would have thought about it a little more if i knew Ashton singing (whilst! drumming! WHILST!) the eagles was in play 😭😭😭😭#also that hungry heart cover is actually insane#this setlist is actually so good#those who have suffered thru many an ig story of my spotify daylist will understand why this speaks to my silly lil classic rock heart#anyways this looks like it was a lot of fun for crowd and band alike and i love that for all#also PSA i have finally and officially divorced myself from Twitter (it feels so good omfg)#so while i doubt they're into this content (lmao) if anyone comes across anything over there that i missed here pls pass it along 🫶🏻#but IG served up a lot more content than i expected tbqh so I'm v pleased with the night's offerings#but fr Eternity Speedway pls don't be a fly by night one off like Heaven Electric turned out to be I need more of this in my life ohmygod
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now this is gonna sound really stupid and i need no one to call me stupid about it -> it turns out when u make food that is more than the bare minimum to be edible. ie make it a lil fancy w a lot of flavors and textures going on (scary to me <- autist). u want to eat it more. and even tho its more work. sometimes the prospect of eating something that actually tastes great is motivating enough to get u thru the work. and so conversely it is easier to keep up a consistent eating routine. bc ur not also constantly bailing on planned mediocre dinners to eat all ur backup stock of emergency instant meals.
#YOU KNOW. i mean most of u probably genuinely know. sometimes theres a delicate balance of.#u cut back u cut back u cut back so u can get stuff done despite the [disability] [lack of spoons] and u live in Bare Minimum Land#and then at some point u think abt adding stuff in and its like oh yeah i forgot i can do that. i forgot i can expend a little extra#effort. SOMETIMES. it doesnt always work which is why i never want to be called an idiot for playing it safe and minimum lol.#ive got. no one else doing this stuff for me. so i always want to make sure i have enough budgeted energy for stuff like. eating#once a day at least. lol. lolllllllll. is that enough justifying myself. ive been eating okay lately. even w the diet change. and its nice#altho also eating more regularly means i actually go thru my bought food quicker means i have to buy more. 'SPENSIVE. in 2024
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an idea possessed my brain so i also have a future bal alt now :D slapped a quick background in the concept wip and eh good enough to share. here's hyacinthe r. & zé brito
zézin right there is gonna be my brazilian rep-- ive always wanted to make a cangaceiro character but never quite got around to it & today i noticed FL gave me the perfect excuse?? my mother's family is from the northeast and i lived there so theres some personal extra fun in being able to explore this concept too
he's not quite a cangaceiro because the time period doesn't match, but the backstory im considering ended up with some new interesting themes bc of it. had to make him have some english blood in the end but don't worry he doesn't consider himself english AT ALL. (zé faz sinal da cruz) anyway hes gonna skin the vake and make a sick leather jacket + pants out of it he doesnt give a fuck
hyacinthe on the other hand... is still arguably semi-canon but knowing myself ill end up going with my previous main idea for reisz' past anyway. this poor girl. i made her story simply... (kaneki ken voice) a Tragedy
at least she's not conscious to suffer anymore
#the alts arent part of the “find out about who you are as you go along” playstyle i have with reisz#so designing them is a fundamentally different experience. lots of actual irl history & language & fashion to learn while crafting them ^_^#by virtue of being alts i can take my sweet sweet time while playing thru FL with rei too#love weaponizing my autism to trick myself into studying things#chaindoodles#fallen london#fl ocs#epithets still to be decided but i like scourge for nem and severer for bal. thinking emoji...
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Btw I'm basically speedrunning now
#Rain world#game clips#I've gotten a lot better since I made this video but I still love it. This will be my tenth challenge and I've spent like 7 hours on it lol#I mean 7 hours of actual attempts before I realized I need to get better to stand a chance.#So I'm smacking my friends in the face with rocks while sliding or have to wait for everyone to catch up all the time#Because now I can't NOT use the cool movement tech I've learned. It's so fun and useful and ✨fast✨#It's actually saved our lives so many times. Nothing funnier than yelling ''BEND OVER'' to my buddy and absolutely booking it#Also since we've delved into the world of modded regions it's been extremely nice for the bs parkour people include for no reason 😭#If I'M struggling good god it must be tough for casual players#SPEAKING OF MODS! I've been hanging out and talking with modders and oh my god they're all crazy#One of my favs was the deserted wastelands dev who was just. So jaded. it was so funny#And we're playing thru Drought which is very interesting. It has like. Multiple endings and stuff#Finally know who that striped black cat is lmao#Gonna post some fanart in the future because I'm actually in love. Moon is such a mom in this campaign#It's also a horribly glitchy mess that destroys your game files but wwyd
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IM FREEEEEE
#(FROM PROJECTS)#personal#the engineering chronicles#WILL HOPEFULLY NEVER NEED TO SLEEP THREE NIGHTS ON THE FLOOR OF THE ENGINEERING BUILDING AGAIN!!!#one class the final project was to build a karaoke machine which my partner and i had planned on making look like actual speakers and#microphone but we couldn’t find the stuff in time and her mom made a joke abt singing into hairbrushes and we decided to take that and#run lol we used a pink sparkly makeup box to store our circuit and cut out holes for the speakers and decorated it with makeup and put the#hairbrush mics inside and it was very fun actually and our class voted us as one of the groups to go to project day which was pretty cool!!#project day did get canceled bc of. asnow day which was unfortunate especially considering we stayed up until 4am the night before#preparing our documents for it and trying to perfect the karaoke machine when we could have been putting that time toward project number#2 😐 but whatever we still get our extra credit and i can say i qualified for it so im happy enough#then project 2 was for another class but we’re lab partners in both (+ another guy for this project) and it was digital monster pet so we#made a dragon i was mostly on design so i hand CADed the whole thing which was living hell if i never want to lay eyes on solidworks#again but also he came out very cute after MUCH hasle putting him together with all the wires and components bc our wires from the kit are#so bad they’re constantly getting disconnected from each other which we didn’t know would happen bc the labs we usually do we don’t have to#connect them together like that since you’re not routing them thru bodies etc and they’ve worked great until now but anywya.#i did the lcd faces and the light sensor and a couple other things + a lot of the code was copy and paste from past labs and fitting it to#suit the project but for the most part it was a shit ton of hardware on my end while she and the other guy managed the rest of the code#which i really wish i could have been more involved with but oh well. as it is though he’s my baby i birthed him <3 we’re planning on#meeting up over weekends next semester to change some stuff and add other extra features that we missed we got a decent grade 85% but we#all agreed we don’t want to leave him like this we want to add the extra features we had come up with and also i think we should switch out#our motors for servos bc the motors we were required to use#instead suck they’re not strong at all compared to what a servo can do for you. also we want to make it so you can not only pet him which w#already have with light sensors but also wash him with a Hall effect sensor and magnet so like we’d stick the sensor inside and the magnet#inside a little cad brush or sponge is what im envisioning and i have an expression in mind for what we’d do then. also paint him and#redesign the platform he stands on bc it’s rlly cramped and also make a pcb bc we only have him with the microcontroller and breadboards rn#and i might mess with his face piece a bit too im not sure. oh and speakers!!! those were technically a requirement but we didn’t get them#done on time but i want to make him play music sooooo bad so definitely that. anyway want to be more involved in the software when we do#all this. pretty excited actually :]
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nelvas and elenfric are concrete Proofs that love is real and blooming
#text#beautiful sprouts of first love trust me on that#i'm just in slight denial because i wanna think t*lvas doesn't like n*loth much but that is ignorant towards -#- the degree and capacity of love a youngin can carry 😍 Sigh. ok maybe he's okay with liking that abomination#outside factors play into that (the harrowing things he has to live thru) but whatever. it's somewhat pure nonetheless#t*lvas' mom is gonna be in horrors and in bad condition upon finding out her son is being hit and experimented on -#- not to mention being piped by some old Monster but i think she will suck it up and calm down once she learns he's rich#'oh.. .. well.... okay then..Son... if you like him...😓' (t*lvas shuffling and looking at his nails)#he's jsut embarrassed#el*nwen deep and loving sense of ownership of her fave captive nepo baby#she wants to give him a bath#insane degrees of deep seated want for ulfr*c. bought him at the Nordstore and now he's hers 😍#sk*rim characters are so loving tho. G*lmar loves his friends so bad. my queen#el*nwen is fuming jealous over the thought of g*lmar giving ulfr*c a backrub#bye#ok actually maybe t*lvas youngin love not that beautiful because i forget logically it;s gonna leave him so broken it's unfathomable i can -#- always imagine him smelling clothes that reek of sweat and Death and being like 'everything reminds me of him😢'#he's gonna go hard on those prescription pills and mead but whatever#FIRST LOVEEEEE💗💗💗💗💗💗🫰🫰🫰🫰🫰
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i am actually so tired of the way westerners treat eastern europeans
#fair warning for. a very very long ramble and rant in the tags. apologies#westerner or russian. no other option#westerner because the only thought they ever have is 'but they had universal housing so if you oppose ussr you oppose that'#(which is stupid becuse you can believe in that WITHOUT WANTING LIKE 6 COUNTRIES TO BE FORCED TO BE RULED OVER BY RUSSIA)#(SORRY FOR WANTING TO LIVE IN MY COUNTRY WITH MY HISTORY AND MY CULTURE AND NOT RUSSIA!!) (poland was a sattelite state but GOD)#or russian because they have a victim complex and are convinced that they deserve to rule over the entire damn world#'well you had universal housing so you had it easy' right yeah. okay. forget about like. everything else that happened#to eastern europeans during that time#forget about the things that are STILL issues all these years later not only in poland but like the more eastern countries too#its not about. the fact that the houses 'didnt have 3 bedrooms and a jacuzzi' in them. you DUMB SACK OF SHIT#god sorry. sorry. i also know so very little but like god damn i fucking live here. i didnt sit thru all that modern history#for some dumbfuck to say that 'ohhh only rich and american middle class people are happy the ussr was dissolved'#'oooh the dissolving of the ussr was illegal and the countries within it actually liked being there'#im just so fucking tired man i need to. i need to start killing people#and this is all not to mention that theyll say this stupid shit and then deny eastern europeans the things they actually did that were good#FUCK french people for trying to claim maria skłodowska. fuck americans for trying to claim the witcher as their own fantasy world#fuck the way the west is allowed to claim and destroy eastern european culture without any consequence because we dont matter enough#vaguely related but ill throw this in here since anyone finding it is unlikely and im scared of having this opinion#i think one underappreciated aspect of DE (which might be underappreciated because its not actually there and im stupid)#is that its pro-communist while still also giving some criticism to how it was handled and acknowledging that its still not perfect#which makes the writers much better communists than any self-proclaimed one ive ever met in my life who just worships the idea#perhaps its because the writers of the game were not white upper middle-class americans living in the suburbs. among other things#idk de is a game for people far smarter than me and i only played it once and im sure anyone who played it well can clock me as a bad perso#horrible horrible person even which is why im scared of mentioning it. but its an interesting thing. to me#the main thing is that im just not. im not far left enough i suppose. i agree communism in theory is a great idea. as far as i know it#(which isnt very far)#but chances of implementing it correctly in a way that doesnt take away from peoples happiness in other areas is. low. very low#i wrote a short essay about how utopias are inherently contradictory ideas once it wasnt very deep or good but like#you cant have universal happiness without restricting certain freedoms. and when those freedoms are resticted not everyone#will be happy. and then theyre unhappy they will have to be somehow removed or ignored
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