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was feeling kinda down this morning so i drew max six times and that seemed to do the trick
#life is strange#lis#max caulfield#chloe price#life is strange 1#life is strange double exposure#<- tag i now need to go and blacklist because if i get spoilers for this game i stg#Something Will Happen#im SO excited#anyways i lied i actually drew the pool scene a week ago but didnt like it enough to post it alone#the five near identical maxes were all today though#sometimes you gotta draw the same character the same way over and over until you stop sulking for no reason#anyways i finished my lis 1 playthrough!!#was such a blast playing through it again#i forgot how much ep 5 FUCKS#i am still in my lis mood. evidently.
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i just wanna be protected and cared for like i'm a tiny kitty with abandonment issues
#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#bpd fp#bpd shitposting#actually borderline#bpd favorite person#bpd problems#bpd#bpd vent#bpd mood#i lost electricity for two days and my fp said i could stay with him and his sister.. i love him so much#tho i can’t fall asleep because it’s a new space#so i might go see if i can sleep in his room in like a half an hour if i’m still awake#because i always get anxious when im in new spaces that someone is gonna break in and id be the first victim
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when your favorite person fucks up so bad that they become the person you hate the most in the world.
#vent blog#vent post#bpd#bpd vent#actually borderline#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd mood#bpd splitting#bpd fp#bpd favorite person#i loved you SO SO MUCH and you treated me like a feral fucking dog!!
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What if I just killed myself tonight?
#bpd culture is#bpd safe#actually borderline#actually bpd#actually cluster b#cluster b safe#fp bpd#bpd fp#bpd thoughts#bpd#borderline blog#borderline pd#borderline things#borderline thoughts#bpd feels#bpd mood#bpd problems#bpd stuff#bpd vent#cluster b#girlblogging#i hate it so much#i hate it here#i hate this#i hate everything#988blr#actually mentally ill#i want to disappear#mentally exhausted#mentally fucked
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Read Right to Left (Manga Format)
I have returned to watching demon slayer after a year and it came up while I was having a serious late night talk with my big sister. I was talking about the relationship between Michikatsu/Kokushibo and Yoriichi and it turns out we both see each other in Yoriichi's shoes and ourselves in Michikatsu's place. Definitely surprising, but really relieving to know that we both worry too much and we are not so far apart in skill as we believe.
This is technically the first piece of fanart I've ever made for the characters in Demon Slayer, I have made OCs before but I never drew an actual character from the story. For context this is mostly just a fun "what if" scenario with them meeting in the afterlife. I like to think Yoriichi's love would reawaken Michikatsu's humanity.
#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba#yoriichi tsugikuni#michikatsu tsugikuni#demon slayer fanart#kimetsu fanart#kny fanart#fan comic#very much unserious note: I misread something on the wiki to my sister as Koku offing himself because he regenerated too ugly 💀#and now me and my sister have “Kokushibo moment” to denote a scenario in which we become so absolutely pathetic that we just cannot go on#Mine is if I'm still making submas content at 60 years old#Hers is me thinking she's currently having her Kokushibo moment#definitely lightened the mood and we were laughing for like 5 minutes straight#anyways Yoriichi and Michikatsu (mostly Michi) are my faves from this story because I can feel for them more than I do other characters#Also that thing in the beginning is meant to be a hitodama!! I wanted Michi to land next to Yoriichi but when I tried the shooting star ide#it did not work 💀 anyways that little wisp reforms into Kokushibo's monstrous form‚ which Yoriichi shreds apart in seconds#for the people looking for my usual submas content‚ I actually had an idea to draw them debating which twin to cosplay a few months back#Ingo said Emmet should be Yoriiichi cause he's the younger one‚ Emmet said Ingo should be Yoriichi cause he's cooler (read: better liked)#This took about 5 hours elapsed time‚ I stopped halfway through the last panel for a 6 hour nap#Also the purple just denotes which sections is close to the demonic parts‚ kinda like lighting but not quite
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Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~
(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)
#ootd#jfashion#fashion#fantasy fashion#mori kei#....like... adjacent... lol#no idea what style this would be lol.. makes me think of like whimsical vaguely fantasy themed childrens book character#finally posting one of my aforementioned seven million drafts of actual outfits and costumes i have finished and edited#the photos for but just never feel like posting lol..#I need to find one of those people whos like 'omg i am ADDICTED to social media ugh i wish i could get off of it#im just browsing and posting like 60 times a daaaaay!!!' and take a little magical bottle and suck some of the social media#enthusiasim out of them. for moi. In exchange they can have some of my 'literally just never in the mood to post or interact with the#outside world ever' energy. We can balance each other. huzzah and so on#Though I think maybe it's part of the general thing I've heard of like.. I can't remember if it was in reference to adhd or just some sort#of general execcutive functioning issue type of thing - but the idea that things have to be ''just right'' before you do something. like#'oh i need to do this task. but i have to wait until XYZ first' or 'oh i can do this but only if X specific condition is met' or etc#The fact that I even have to be in a Specific Mindset to post. or sometimes will delay posting on social media because like 'oh well#I'm going somewhere tomorrow. somehow this matters. i cannot spend 5 minuts posting TONIGHT. clearly it will interfere#somehow schedule wise with the doctor appointment i have 15 hours from now. yes. yes. i must wait until my appointment is over#tomorrow afternoon. THEN i shall post' or etc. etc. lol. NOT even taking into account the many days#I just genuinely and physically sick and it's not even a mental thing. I just physically dont feel like sitting at the computer lol..#ANYWAY.. trying to get back into it. trying to get a business bank account.. make a proper paypal so i can start selling sculptures again.#selling clothes and sculptures.. posting about such things then of course as one must. etc... chanting to hype up and motivate myself lol#But yes. this is my favorite outfit out of the bunch so I am posting it first I guess.. maybe others later..#Also the purple dress says its from shein. which I've heard is bad fast fashion stuff. but maybe okay since its second hand? I havent#been to the bins since like 2020 or late 2019 even. and I think stuff like shein and temu has only become poular in the past few years#but I bet if I went to the bins now I might would find a good handfull of that stuff. Probably now not much different than what you#find in a walmart or a forever 21 or actual physical stores you can go to though. I hear quality of clothing is down everywhere no matter#where you get it or whatnot. What bountiful joys unfettered capitalism and exploitation bestows upon us (<being sarcastic).#Wearing one of my favorite little vests though. I love the texture of it and the clasps on it
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Opera not there so kalego has to taste test all the food for poison
#mairimashita! iruma kun#iruma suzuki#kalego naberius#robin bars#mairuma#m!ik#iruma kun mafia what if story#I hit translate on twt where it was posted btw so don't come for me if didn't explain it right 🫶#Anybody free to translate the actual text in the comic#Kalego a mood cuz I too would shake in both anger/anguish if I had to eat that much
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#borderline blog#bpd diary#actually borderline#actually bpd#i hate bpd#borderline personality disorder#bpd#borderline pd#bpd fp#i love my boyfriend so much#borderline splitting#borderline things#borderline problems#living with borderline#borderline thoughts#being borderline#borderline favorite person#bpd blog#bpd stuff#bpd mood#myboyfriendsocutie#jiraiblr#jiraiblogging#jirai girl#jirai kei#jirai lifestyle#landmineblogging#landmineblr#landmine girl
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i have been laying in bed for hours and i am raising the covers for you to come lay with me. we’re going to take a nap and it will be good because the bed is already warm and everything is okay.
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#i dunno#im in a mood#idk what this post is#but it’s okay#because im sparing a mental blanket to keep this post warm too :)#i can’t actually give you guys a nice nap but i can wish it for all of you just the same#i am manifesting this post for you so so much#im gay and i like sleeping
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England's page 4 from the Hetalia Collezione
[Pls remember I'm no pro in jpns, pls don't be mean to me 🙏]
#hetalia#aph hetalia#hetalia collezione#hetalia england#hetalia sealand#aph england#aph sealand#arthur kirkland#peter kirkland#I expected to take at least 2 days but I remembered page 4s are so much easier and faster to do#the word america uses on the top middle can be tled as iron steel or concrete#I think here he mostly means iron bc we in the states mostly have iron and drywall if not wood#but hetascans tled it as concrete in that chapter so in the end I put both haha and I think that's actually best#also frozen food is a huge mood 😭
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i really do admire how lando tries to not give a fuck (that 'whatever' really saddened me so much) but he actually does, and a lot.
guy doesn't even want anything absurd, he just wants the support of his team for the last fucking 4 races but no... let's just get humiliated for one point on international tv💀.
they're really stretching him thin — and i mean it in a emotional and mental wellbeing way. he is obviously inherently selfless and quite literally does not hold self-esteem, but in the last year we've seen him trying to be more sure of himself and trying to be selfish for once. the moment he does that though, he gets accused of being the spawn of satan. and then the team does everything in the world to make it harder for him.
so i really do admire him, because i literally would PERSONALLY leave the sport after this one season.
he's so much stronger than i am.
#im not saying he's not fit for the sport#but like his very dear friend carlos#it feels like he not only keeps his heart on his sleeve#but he also gives it away so freely in a sport full of rabid dogs that want some fresh meat#and he gets really hurt in the process#i relate to him so much bc of this#im not joking when i say his 'friendship' with max is nearing the end#and the team is not even mean they just don't get that when they have championships on the line YOU UNFORTUNATELY HAVE TO PLAY FAVORITES#we got lesser teams doing it from the getgo when they have no reason to💀#and suddenly mclaren doesn't know how?#is it really that hard??#landino#lando norris#brazil gp 2024#rambling#it all started from hungary btw they really set the mood there and its been... foul#it's not even oscar's fault#he is a competitive teammate#he has every right to race#does lando really have anyone atp?#and yes yes i know they're rich billionaires they get paid for this#still doesn't mean they're insensible or immune to feeling betrayed or deceived or just sad bc they trusted someone#and he's a scorpio too so im SHOCKED about how he handles this#ALSO HE GIVES TOO MANY FUCKS#and he rightfully doesn't even give the blame to anyone but himself most of the times when i'd argue that it almost never is#your team is supposed to be your backbone in your first actual fight for the championship... and even after all the years of constant work#and points he brought#not even when finally the car is competitive they can actually do their job and support their driver that is the top contender?
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i’ve talked about this before but a bpd symptom i absolutely HATE is the lack of emotional permanence.
no matter how many loving people i have in my life, the second they are gone it's like i was never loved and that it's all in my imagination but as soon as they come back, it's like i've never been sad
#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#bpd#bpd fp#actually borderline#bpd vent#bpd favorite person#bpd shitposting#bpd problems#bpd mood#i HATE this so much#lacking emotional permanence is one of the worst things for me because i look crazy to outsiders#haven’t seen my fp in 4 hours? i am literally sobbing on the floor believing that i’ve never felt this kind of debilitating pain in my life#but as soon as he comes back it’s like i’ve never been upset before..#so so so embarrassing and infuriating
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“beside avery, jameson was looking at her like she was the sun and the moon and the stars and eternity, all rolled into one.”
#avery x jameson#averyjameson#jameson hawthorne#avery kylie grambs#the inheritance games#the grandest game#tig#tgg#mood board#my actual babies i love them so much#your honor i’d actually die for them#no thoughts just averyjameson
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commenting "what if i'm broke" under a post about donations to help people evacuate gaza literally won't accomplish anything. no one is forcing you to donate if you absolutely can't. as i've said before, giving just $5 helps, but if you don't even have $5 to spare, which is fair and a reality for too many people, especially young people, then you can still help by sharing campaign posts, to tumblr and any other social media platform you use. your voice is just as impactful as your wallet. using your voice to place yourself in a victim position on a post discussing the victims of an active genocide really isn't the punchline you think it is. "but what if i'm broke :(" then you can still push buttons on your phone. there is no excuse to be passive.
we need to stop waiting for the people with the really big wallets to help, because they've made it abundantly clear that they're not going to. politicians and celebrities won't do anything, but we still have to.
donate, share, speak up 🗣️🍉
#i'm tired and in a bad mood#don't comment on my posts saying that you're broke with a sad smiley face#the time you took to comment that is time you could have used to reblog and share to other platforms#or reading up on what's happening#or reaching out with kind words to someone who needs to know they're being heard and they're not alone#there's literally so much to do apart from just donating money#donating money is actually the easiest part#rain posts#palestine#free palestine#all eyes on rafah#gofundme#go fund them
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Have said it before and I'll say it again. Tumblr should embrace its blogging roots and just let you put Mood: and Current Music: at the end of a post. It'd massively improve the ecosystem.
#camden posting#hellsite (affectionate)#mood: the BPD is winning#current music: Calling All Stations ~ Genesis#this is a shitpost#but I would actually love this#see the best memes posted while the OP is blinking SOS in morse code#or the most sober post on the site accompanied by 'Walking on Sunshine'#I want this#I want it very much
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Not finished but. :-)<3
#my art#i miss zhuzhi-lang so much you have no idea#first time ive used csp in 2 months and even longer since i updated it on desktop#none of my standard downloaded assets but this is fine actually??#although today was physically hindering which dampened my mood and enthusiasm#still!!!!!! its winter its fine thats just how it be
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