INTRO
Hello! Welcome to our blog.
blog is for fragments, by fragments.
THIS BLOG SUPPORTS PALESTINE!
THE MODS!
Creator (alters listed);
anything with a ".here" at the end of the name is the creator (the one who came up with this!!)
S (Any pronouns)
55 (Any xenos or he/it.)
RAINBOW (Any, preferably feminine but they dont mind)
Rs (He/him)
A (masculine pronouns of any sort.)
J (he/they)
Red (Any masculine pronouns)
Some have chosen to hide their real name, and instead use a code name.
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Other mods here!!! (create a template of your own if you want)
mod cupid / mod 💘
Bitter (they/them)
Adorerine (she/he/they/it/love++)
Cherie (she/it/mew)
Mimi (she/needle)
(that's all the alters we know are gonna help sometimes)
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jinx / helena / mortuary [they/them]
sayona [she/they]
ven [he/him]
ari [it/she/glitch/pop+]
ithaca [fog/they]
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Oz (they/them)
Lei (they/any)
Cog (he/him)
G (he/they)
Sol (he/they)
On this blog we will collectively go by Shiver (they/them), some of the alters helping out have stayed anon with fake names!
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Sprout (He/Him)
Mousey (She/They/Adore)
Other alters might pop in but it’s mainly these two!
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Hi, I'm Mod Celestia (System)! We use any pronouns (including neos and xenos) :3
I can't guarantee alters will do sign offs but they might, and if so they'll probably do their name then .cel
Some alters who will likely help this blog are
Anne Marie (she/ghost/blood/fire/wing/death)
Niki (she/they/it)
Row (they/it/he/xe/paw/fern/allium/hydrangea/hyacinth)
Draculaura (she/they/fang/bat/blood)
Collei (she/vi/bloom/pain)
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Hawks/Emma (All pronouns)
Mod ❄️ (She/Snow/Flurry/Hir)
Some others might pop in from time to time, and I can guarantee this will change since our frequent fronters change all the time! If they do they will add .crow on the end of their name!
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Mod FireFly/Mod Lupin (it/fae/xe/they)
RagDoll (he/she)
Alec (he/they)
Alexa (she/they)
Some more of us might come on and we may or may not sign off with names ! (if not it'll be with our emoji proxies !)
↓ more under the cut! ↓
wowweeeee is that an anon list!?!!?
DNI:
supporters of Endos or any non disordered 'systems'
any non disordered 'systems'
people who see this as build an alter. its different. read the FAQ
Pedos, zoophiles, anti furries, anti regression, anti system in general.
Syscourse
Racists, Zionists, pro-israel
Pro r/systemscringe
Sophieinwonderland (she cant follow dnis so thats why shes here)
FAQ
"What is "Help an Alter?"
You know that really ableist "build an alter"? yea? its like THAT, but for fragmented alters with no sense of identity. We do not build alters, we help them find themself.
"I have a question!!"
Questions can be directed to our inbox.
"syscourse blah blah"
Syscourse is NOT welcome on this blog.
"Im an endo and..."
Endos are also not welcome.
"Whats your main blog?"
We aren't comfortable with sharing.
"Are you hiring?"
Not at the moment, we have enough mods :)
-- END OF QUESTIONS --
Thanks for the questions !
Special thank yous: @syscultureis and their followers for helping us find the name, @anti-endo-safe-space for being so comforting with your messages, @anti-endo-polyfragculture for being so epic and inspiring us, all of our main blog mutuals for supporting us (you know who you are!!), @systemterms for being so helpful, @syspport for the awesome userbox (shown at the end!!) and everyone else!
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(Out of nowhere, you are approached by a familiar lightbulb-headed Cog.)
Ah, it's you, cat. Thinking you're oh-so-slick. Muttering and whispering under those raggedy whiskers of yours... Thinking I am unable to hear it all...
Well, you've simply underestimated my fantastic hearing. You probably want to know the reason why I'm here, taking a 'break' from my incredibly important scientific breakthroughs? It's quite simple, really!
(She gets close, and squints her eyes.)
I know what you are.
Farewell, now!
(She then leaves the way she came from.)
(Spam giggles immensely, covering her face... it always seems like she's giggling, isn't she? This lasts... at least thirty seconds. Longer than usual.)
And I know what I am too, Sparky! You broke through something, that's for sure. Really, broke through...
(She looks down, continuing to laugh nervously.)
You know, I find it odd you Havent tried to bulb blast me into the stratosphere by now. I mean knowing how you acted with Frostbite. Is there something peculiar about me that you perhaps can't quite track? Something about me that you... don't know what I am?
I know, I know, I'm talking to nobody again. But you were there when I had a moment today with the one the only Frostbite The Bravecog. You may be remaining. Lurking in the shadows. Knowing about these thoughts that I'm thinking.
(The giggling resumes, lasting far shorter this time.)
Your brother's a piece of fucking barp, by the way
(She braces for impact for a few seconds, wincing while smiling, before comically looking around to realize nobody's there. She sighs.)
Wow, okay maybe toony superhero show logic doesn't apply in this situation. Cool.
WAIT I JUST FUCKING REALIZED WHAT SHE MEANT but like. Dude if she meant that then what's the point I mean the whole ahh sellbot department barping knows unless you're Really low on the ladder. Heheh... maybe she did mean what I thought she meant.
Oh i'm so fucking screwed. What kind of bitch gets filament fever
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I would not describe myself as plural or, dissociative in a, constant sense. But I do have moments where I can tell the boundaries between my body, the pilot of my body, and on occasion the 'thought havers' of my mind.
It's rare, but I've had a cold recently and it was quite distinctive with the mild fever disrupting the 'control'.
I am aware in those moments that the 'thinker' has changed from myself in the past, that who I was is no longer with me in a, 'making decisions' sense. I was sort of asking this question to my newest 'headmate' (who i have drawn but only posted in my latest art, its name is Morpho i think) and while I definitely don't have any kind of amnesia between identities or very much 'switching' , it was apparent that those memories are, stored away, accessed secondhand. And well... My memory is so shit, even when I feel completely single they are distant and almost impersonal, and very fragmented.
(air quotes isnt like a doubt thing I just want to clarify I do not believe I experience it, and so feel inadequate to use the terminology confidently)
I think this was something I was progressing towards in my childhood, having to act very differently around my father, my mom, siblings, friends, strangers.
But I think I was taken out of that environment at just the right time to 'reintegrate' myself.
However I had a lot of, in hindsight, dissociative episodes, in school, mostly due to, again in hindsight being very autistic and ADHD, and depressed from the age of, what, 14? And I would say that kept me from, for lack of a better phrase, healing entirely.
I am still compartmentalised, but there are no borders, just... doors that are usually locked. Sometimes theyre open but no one is there, sometimes theyre locked but I feel a presence, and on very rare occasion I see glimpses of them or, as with my fever state, can actually interact with and distinguish them from 'myself'.
I still feel silly saying I'm a traumatised person, since, well, I forgot pretty much all of the really bad stuff, and a lot of it I was of course shielded from.
(Domestic violence warning)
Instead of memories of... I think my dad threw an ashtray at my mom? Or threatened her with a knife?
My only memory of that event is infodumping to a police officer about how many pokemon I could name. It was not a scary experience (copaganda tho. And im white. And autistic so I never clocked that this was Not Normal. Police came to us / our neighbors allllll the time. Wild.)
But nonetheless I bear some form of trauma from it. I got tense approaching Dublin (Ireland) for the first few times because the red bricks remind me of England. It amuses me but it speaks to shallow but definitely present scars.
Is that the source of this? Was it my disocciating in school? I have nooo idea. Maybe it's just The 'Tism.
My uncle has schizophrenia so it's not impossible it's some sort of latent psychosis, but if anything I think I was more 'symptomatic' in my youth, but unable to recognise it, as I had never encountered genuine or nonmedicalised discussions of DID and plurality.
Should I, encourage this? I have no idea. This is definitely part of why I prefer it/they pronouns, it especially. That disconnect, while subtle usually, is and has been a big part of who 'I' am. But I still have my boy days, and girl days. I am just a sort of thing or creature primarily.
If you're still reading, uhhhh. Idk. Hi. If you knew me a long time ago I still care about you but I feel like I've never met you. Maybe I want to but it's hard. Idk who you are but I remember you.
Infinite Metamorphosis.
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