#but still....its just depressing to see what I cAN do and what life CAN be

[elainsgirl]

Eluciens: “Lucien will be so great for Elain”

meanwhile,

He spent months in the Spring court, despite Elain being in another court. Like. Not once did he think, “I need to leave this place now and go to her” instead he hitched a ride with Feyre to leave. Then questions if she’s worth “fighting” for. Can you imagine a Li doing such a thing??? Its not giving romance. To top it off, he was useless when it came to Elain. He was once a spy. Has a whirrling eye that helps him see what others can’t…yet still couldn’t figure out his mate was a seer? Embarrassing AND pathetic.

but you know what really made him disgustingly icky? He looked at a suicidal, depressed Elain who lost all her light and what did this mf say?

“She was nothing like Jesminda 😔”

She just went through the most traumatic ordeal of her life and he’s sitting there comparing her depressed self to how lively and full of laughter his ex was? This is who they want Elains’ Li to be?

Gtfo and take the little man baby with you.

[pascalislove]

THE CALL: Han Jeong-Won x Fem!Reader~3

Summary: Your arrival would change everything, even if Jeong-Won didn't know it yet.

The room was small and simple, with white walls and a modest desk where the judge patiently reviewed the documents. There were no flowers, music or smiling family members. Just Y/N, Han Jeong-Won, and the tense silence that filled the space.

The white dress that Y/N had chosen for the occasion was simple, but elegant. The light fabric fell softly over her figure, and the lace on the sleeves gave it a delicate touch. Despite the strangeness of the moment, she wanted to feel good about herself. Jeong-Won, for his part, in an impeccable dark suit, except for one detail: the crooked tie that hung carelessly from his neck. Y/N noticed it immediately and had to hold back a smile. The judge looked up and cleared his throat.—Are you ready? Jeong-Won nodded emotionlessly, while Y/N offered a kind smile. —Yes, ready. The judge began to read the marriage deed, his monotone voice echoing in the empty room. Y/N tried to concentrate, but her eyes kept returning to that misaligned tie that seemed like a perfect symbol of Jeong-Won's chaotic and closed personality. Finally, he couldn't take it anymore. "Wait a minute," he said quietly, interrupting the judge. Jeong-Won frowned, clearly irritated. —What happens now? "Your tie is on wrong," she replied calmly. Before he could protest, Y/N took a step towards him, raising her hands gently. —Let me fix it. Jeong-Won opened his mouth to say something, probably a complaint, but fell silent when he felt Y/N's hands expertly working on the knot of his tie. His fingers were warm and safe, and for a brief moment, the air between them changed.The judge, clearly accustomed to strange situations, simply continued where he left off. “Mr. Han Jeong-Won, do you accept Miss Y/N as your wife under the terms of this contract?” Jeong-Won looked at Y/N, his dark eyes filled with something indecipherable. —Yes, I accept.

—Miss Y/N, do you accept Mr. Han Jeong-Won as your husband? She held his gaze without hesitation. —Yes, I accept. The judge signed the document and gave them a brief nod. "Then, by the power vested in me, I pronounce you husband and wife."Y/N let out a sigh as Jeong-Won put his hands in his pockets, as if it meant absolutely nothing to him. "I suppose it's done," he said coldly. Y/N raised an eyebrow, without losing her good mood.

—Don't get too excited, you might smile by accident. Jeong-Won gave a dry laugh, more of a snort than actual amusement. —That's not going to happen. "We'll see, Mr. Han. We'll see." As they left the room, Y/N couldn't help but think that this strange and cold marriage perhaps had more hidden warmth than it seemed.

•○•○•○•○•○•○•○•○•○•○•○•○•○•○•

The car stopped in front of an imposing but cold mansion, surrounded by high walls and perfectly trimmed trees. Y/N observed the place with amazement and some discomfort.

—Is this your house? —he asked as he got out of the car with Loki. —What did you expect? Balloons and a red carpet? —Jeong-Won replied sarcastically. The interior turned out to be even more gloomy: gray tones, rigid furniture and not a single personal photograph. “Wow… this is so depressing,” Y/N muttered. “You can go to a hotel if you prefer,” Jeong-Won said, taking off his jacket. "No, I love challenges," he replied ironically. A meow interrupted the conversation. —Do you have a cat? "Three," he answered dryly. A plump white cat trotted into view. —This is Momo. The real boss of this house. Y/N smiled, petting the feline enthusiastically. —You're adorable! “I didn't think someone like you would get along with them,” Jeong-Won commented. —Someone like me? —Loud and optimistic. She laughed. —Maybe you should learn from Momo, he seems willing to tolerate others. Jeong-Won huffed and walked away.

—Do whatever you want, but don't bother my cats. Y/N watched him leave with a smile. Maybe that cold house still had some life in it... even if its owner didn't know it.

This story does not follow the plot of the series, tell me if you like it and if you want me to tag you in the chapters🫶

Tag list:

@anamiad00msday

THE CALL MASTERLIST

[ghostofsnails]

so did you guys know theres this character called tristan vik disventure camp and

[chainsawworld]

Imalways so torn up between letting myself feel negative emotions besides anger cause I never do and being like wellllllll... it IS nearly 9 so really none of these are Real emotions so what's the point?

[itsalwaysdark]

its so embarassing likee. going to talk abt a feeling you have but you already know ppl will be like Oh that sounds like depression lol and its like. well yes . i know . trust me i am so aware i am depressed . but its still like a thing ive been thinking abt and wanting to talk abt but ik itll just be like Ok hun 👍. idk idk what response i would want tho ig FNFNFNF

[opens-up-4-nobody]

Being high energy while sick feels insane. Like my brain is telling me I should lay down and rest but is also telling me I should run around in circles and break things.

[jackass-jones]

Girl like. The reason he said "this is how it should be" and faced death with a smile....is cuz he wanted to die. For 2 years he sat there thinking he was worthless and deserved to die. If he hadn’t be shot, his death would’ve been suicide, he was fully planning to die in a gutter somewhere undetected. When saying "this is how it should be" hes literally saying "don’t cry because I’m dying, my death is a good thing actually because I fucking suck and you are better off without me". I don’t think that’s badass even slightly, it’s actually really sad and really shitty. Shinjiro is so convinced that he deserves to die and hates the idea of anyone giving a shit about him because he literally can’t wrap his mind around the idea that he will be missed when he’s gone, that his death is a bad thing actually. And his last words were meant to be comforting because he fully did not intend for anyone to be there when he died, he intended to die alone, so he says them as a reminder that he’s not worth crying over

Personally, if it were me, if I was holding my dying best friend in my arms who was deeply depressed and suicidal and he said "this is how it should be" uh. I wouldn’t admire him for it??? Like am I losing my mind when I say the way this game handles Shinji is bad or is anyone else seeing this too 😰

[phagodyke]

tried going to bed early bc ive just been sitting staring at the wall or my phone all afternoon but it's been 3 hours now and I can't stop crying. :(

[mewhenifreakit]

ti's the season ( of reflection)

[6mayhem]

prev post will be my defense if i ever do get cancelled for incest shipping. buddy i think i'm allowed to write all sorts of fucked up sibling shit after the childhood i've had ‼️

[diabeticdelight]

..

[thatdemiboymess]

Both my computers have given up on life and I am so sad and so very bored. Couldn't even do my full Gaia dailies, today. 😞

[sadacon]

Ehhh tag rant, tw for emotional neglect? I think.

[jackalhadrurusluvr]

i did lots of laundry today and i am changing my sheets and i would like a little bit of gentleness from the universe

[bilbobagginsomebabez]

is anybody else upset that instead of authors' unions and the development of labor power, every ounce of discourse and effort towards writers making a living wage is geared towards digital intellectual property rights and digital theft protection. like i don't know about anybody else but I am actually not excited for major publishing companies to be algorithmically searching for and DMCA striking books that are "similar enough" to their copyright. I don't trust AI to be able to tell when something is adulterated metadata vs when something is just very similar. I fucking hate DRM already. I hate buying a book and either being restricted in use of my property or taking it through multiple complicated steps to remove it for an epub file compatible with calibre, where I can file and tag it appropriately.

and i don't think we're going to find any kind of salvation for writers and writing this way. I think we're going to launch another digital arms race (like with removing DRM) while continuously empowering the already wealthy to consolidate power and crush meaningful change through slap suits and the like.

and this is because digital theft is the only problem that the publishing industry is willing to address. because strengthening intellectual property protections doesn't protect art or artists, it allows the big players to better control the playing field and force it to benefit themselves.

Okay, this may prove useful.

[ybbag777]

I could ponder for hours what my favorite Stryker of painting to 'look' at is, but my favorite style of painting to 'paint' is impressionist by w mile. There's something about the impression of it that's just so fun to try to create by looking at a scene.