#hey dad maybe my cousins are successful because theyre fathers actually seemed to give a shit and love them
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Ehhh tag rant, tw for emotional neglect? I think.
#sadacon codec#im still so stilted and apologetic when someone comforts me because my parents have really fucked me there#my dad yelled at me for crying and my mom would let him do that so her comforting felt fake#i apologize when i cry because im so scared im gonna get yelled at or viewed as annoying#his fucking mom died and he can cry but when i cry about the same thing he looks at me and just tells me theyre trying to head home soon#its all hks family too and i dont think one person realizes what kind of person he is and what hes done to me and i dont think a single#fucking one would do anything#when i was a child i was a walking red flag of fucked up kid and no one every did a thing#and anyone that did was pushed out so fucking quickly#seeing normal family dynamics and dads that dont get angry when their kids crack a joke is so weird#hey dad maybe my cousins are successful because theyre fathers actually seemed to give a shit and love them#i tried to reminisce. give him one memory of us he hasnt fucked and he said#if you say so. thats its#my mom can live in her fantasy world that hes just depressed or he didnt use ti be like that and i dont fucking care#ive lived terrified of him my whole life and im so fucked up i cant even get out correctly
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