#but phase 4 just is not working
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i've got sooooo many thoughts about why phase 4 is falling apart swirling around in my head right now. next video essay ig
#mcu is making very big bad mistakes#and it has been for a while#phase 4 is just the consequences finally catching up#you can't run forever#although if it had stopped at endgame#it would be flawed but okay#but phase 4 just is not working#anti mcu#galaxy's yt channel#which i am working on my ragnarok video and THEN we're going to poke at phase 4
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3 days and 2 nights in San Myshuno!
Thank you for accepting out invitation to showcase your work at our Gallery. The Airbnb we've set up for you and your family is in convenient walking distance of the Gallery and several local attractions! We can't wait to see you at the showcase.
-Casbah Gallery
#ts4#ts4 gameplay#sims 4 gameplay#postcard legacy challenge#postcard: gen4#queue#little andrew dealing w the anxiety of being with the family#from having no one to havinf everyone all at once#in game he's going through “the distant” phase which i think works so well narratively#adrien's hair has more greys but i didn't realize i had accidentally changed it 🧍🏽♂️#ama standin front and center of that bug ass screen#BACK UP!!! rua for damn sure didn’t work in a glass factory#the message from the gallery is so lame ngl i didnr have any inspiration for this and just wanted something to put out#i imagine the letter would be much longer#i guess#ANYWAY you know who else is in san my 🫂 ART!!! he’s so handsome y’all
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#ts4#the sims 4#simblr#ts4 halloween#ts4 gameplay#ts4 occult#👻#*ayla#i'm in that phase of struggling to play before the pack#so i'm just gonna take pretty pictures with ayla#aka i got relight working again
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Been wanting to do this for awhile! My boy<3
It’s funny because he still looked like his 16 self until 2 months before his 19th birthday lol
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#sims 4#simblr#ts4#sims story#ts4 story#oc:noah#clrt:extras#sims screenshots#show us your sims#sims edit#edits#the sims 4#sims 4 screenshots#sims 4 screenies#sims screenies#create a sim#cas#sims cas#wcif friendly#been meaning to do an actual 16 yo Noah for awhile because he basically did look the same at 16 and 19 it just didn't work lol#and yeah he had phase where he straightened his hair lol#id retcon that if I could but there's too many recent panels with his straight hair so yeah it was a phase lol
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im afraid after all of this caeru is still stuck in the 6th coil. sad! well there's other self-destructive twinks
#yin-thoughts#fallen london#the scoundrel accidentally locked the door on him and now he's fighting for his life failing 40% watchful checks#he has all 4 burdens. im not leaving without getting my echoes worth goddammit#honestly i might just have him stick around in the labyrinth phase for the next few days just so he can get some more money out of this#preparing for knifegate is hard work okay
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oops all edges
#not tagging this one cause it looks so shit but im just trying to feel it all out.#re: last post ill draw tetsuo the iron edge 4 u all. i was reffing existancez in this one and that game scorn which is just essentially#giger funtimez#liveblogging#trackpadandy#u will all find out slowly that while faces are awesum i am a psycho who likes drawing bodies more so 5 times out of 10 if i do a rough#sketch it wont even have the face on it. i hate drawing them especially at this phase i always do it w the detail work
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pros of being on my period is how amazing my tits look. the cons are literally everything else
#i'm just happy my body is doing its job i guess#ok ladies can one of you tell me if menstrual cups actually work bc i'm so scared to make that switch but my pads keep shifting around :(#also i had a tampon phase for like 2.5 years and honestly experience overall is 4/10. idk its only ever convenient when my flow is light
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the agony of enjoying MULTIPLE THINGS AT ONCE. How do people do it….
#part of me is like. ok is it actually the best move to just have separate sideblogs for every interest#cause I always feel weird and insecure abt being a multifandom blog. For some reason#I’m like aaa I’ll annoy people if I post things they’re not interested in! :( they’ll be disappointed in or frustrated in me!#and then the evil (read:normal) Kermit side of me is like girl it’s not that serious#you are not important enough for ppl to be worked up about your blogging habits lmao#if they’re annoyed they unfollow. swell. neato.#u can trust people to curate their own online experience. It’s not your job to post what they want you just do what you want. on ur own blog#do u follow#Sméagol me: yes ma’am#(I mentally switched to gollum instead of Kermit btw)#gollum me: it’s normal to like more than one thing. good even. and you will go through phases anyway#that’s life silly. You’ll have different moods at different times. and maybe completely different interests in the future#are you gonna make a new blog every time you enjoy something.#your interest are fluid but your identity is rooted in something beyond them. Right#you can just be a person who’s always changing but is also essentially the same. that’s humanity hun. do you understand#Sméagol me: yes#gollum: good#Sméagol: but also what if it’s hard to be friends with someone who has 3–4 interests#gollum: good grief
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Just wondering, have you seen the new trailer for the new Captain America movie?
Yeah -- I don't really have anything to say about it because my first and immediate reaction was "I don't want this," which is nothing against Sam as a character or as Cap, I'm just...not interested, and for many of the same reasons that FATWS didn't do it for me. Also some other stuff. So better not to say anything at all, probably. (I had the same viscerally negative reaction to the Thor: Love and Thunder and Loki S2 trailers, and I still haven't seen either one. I think I had a similar reaction to the She-Hulk trailer and I did watch it but didn't like it. I did not have that reaction to the FATWS trailer, which rocked, but I mostly hated the show; I wish the show had been as banger as the trailers.)
#I actually really don't like legacy characters because something about them tweaks my identity issues very very badly#which is unfortunate because most legacy characters tend to be women and/or poc#it's not just a marvel thing; the multiple robins over in dc don't do it for me either#so phase 4 and 5 has been rough for me on that front because so much of it has been focused on legacies#I also think marvel's been doing the legacies really poorly in terms of actually dealing with the og6's ~legacy#not just the reuse of the name/role#but that's a completely different thing#(literally the only reason that scott and hope work for me as legacies is because we were introduced to them first)#grissaecrim#bedlam replies
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girls with hair that is any variation of Not Naturally Straight I PROMISE figuring out your hair and what to do with it other than straightening it is so worth it. it might take time but its WORTH IT
#julia.txt#i had a whole arc startimg uni last year#we had some awkward phases i tried like 4 different hair products BUT I FINALLY FOUND SOMETHING THAT WORKS#and i PROMISE the work before was worth it. like it makes u feel so much better about yourself#but ALSO. if you already like your hair just fully natural no products in thats so real as well#i am not that. but i wish i was
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So earlier today I introduced some of my WIPs to some new people, and I realised that many people might not be familiar with those two WIPs.
Kriya Petri: fantasy (with body horror & dystopian elements). Setting: A country called Fillor on a planet called Thuluke. In Fillor, to bind yourself to the one you love, you require a trinamate potion to seal the bond. 'Trinamate' is marriage (though that is a rather crude translation of the word). But to get a trinamate potion legally, the couple needs to be… acceptable. A man and a woman who plan to have at least one child. Yes, it's been 1000 years since the global apocalypse, but 'sufficient reproduction' is still a concern among the Filore people (plus it's a moral virtue for the Divine Monarchy, who reside on the cloudlands, with an iron grip on the institutes of Fillor). A potioneer wants to elope with their lover, but the pair is, let's just say, not acceptable. So what are they to do? The potioneer brews a trinamate potion on their own, finding the closely guarded methods & ingredients for the potion through who-knows-who, bunch of shady people. The potion explodes. The potioneer knows the punishment for something like this. They'll be condemned to Kaewoe (so will their lover, if anyone finds out), a realm so deep below the ground that it's close to the core of the planet. Kaewoe, where the mind & body are destroyed by the horribly high concentration of magic. Kaewoe, the names & lives & loves of all who enter it, all slowly turned to unknowledge. Good thing stealing identities is absurdly easy in Fillor! The potioneer wipes all memory of their crimes & love (or else the Thought magicians would know), flees to the city of Naebo. Their name is now Kriya Petri,
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Welcome To The Real World: scifi, fantasy, surrealism, horror, tragedy
This one's in very early stages Inspired by Frankenstein Setting: The Great South Asian Rip in Reality, where physics (time & space both) is just completely twisted. The year is sometime in the 2070s. Sometimes it's the 2040s outside the Rip. Depends when/where you step out. Moh-maya, reality's very fabric & everything that keeps up the illusions that comprise reality, are very malleable in here. Main character: Kabir aka Moksh. A closeted Indian trans man who lives a double life, perhaps even a triple life. One in which he's a cis woman & a regular bright STEM student (STEM studies also include study of moh-maya). Another in which he's just some guy with good friends (the most authentic of his lives), where he goes by the name Kabir & uses moh-maya to present as his true self. If only temporarily. (it's painful, mentally & physically, whenever he has to revert to the female form). The third is some mad scientist bullshit, he's going by the name of Moksh among his fellow mad scientists & his main project is a moh-maya Frankenstein's monster that others can share their consciousness with, such that they can experience shape-shifting more easily & go where they physically aren't, do things they physically can't. Let's simply call it the 'entity'. Due to many reasons, creating this entity is pretty illegal. Hence the new name & collaboration with fellow shady people. the plot, put shortly: he starts doing vigilante justice w/the entity & then goes far & gets more & more consumed w/work & things go verrrrrrryyyyyy wrong despite starting with (dubious but) good intentions.
in this second one i neglected to mention the fact that you, as the reader, get front row tickets to the main character's spiral into madness & justifying murders thru the entity + the entity is a whole person & has opinions + a whole lot of other stuff, I DID mention that this WIP is in very early stages but holy fuck i could go on & on about it (just not in a way that can be packaged in a structured & sensible introduction)
#i have re-written the introduction to kriya petri so many times because it's hard to know WHAT parts i should talk about first#and this introduction still isn't concise. currently i'm not really in the phase where nailing the introduction is super important but#it's still at least a LITTLE BIT important. but i never seem to get it right. i think this one IS an improvement over my other#introductions to this wip because it gets the MAIN FOCUSES across (and even without talking about the other major characters it at least#touches upon the issues kriya has which will be common with the other characters. so it works).#still not entirely satisfied BUT this is my 'baby' wip cuz i started it when i was 14 and it's grown so much in the past 4 years#and honestly i should probably just read a bunch of scifi (finish octavia butler's series lilith's brood maybe since i finished the last#book recently) because before i wrote this intro. THAT was what made some of the worldbuilding aspects 'click'.#i really need to make the amphibious nature of the thuluken humans play more of a part in their culture as well!#i just realised that so many aspects of this world have been DISCONNECTED! they need to be woven together!#it's midnight and i'm sleepy. why am i sleepy i could be working on this (or on my college assignments [it's okay i've got a lot of time#for them & am making progress on them at a steady rate])
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One of the most growing up experiences and discovering you’re neurodivergent ever is just
“There’s a word for that!” tm
The second most experience is
“Oh I’m not terrible, I’ve just got this disorder that I either cannot help or currently don’t have the right support to mitigate”
#cuz our society really tells us if we deviate from the norm or dare to have problems different to the average#then we’re the problem#anyways just learnt that my uber awful disruptive lazy embarrassing sleep habits that my parents shamed me for and that barred me from#accessing most of society due to the fact that work and school depend on you getting consistent sleep and shops shut early so you can’t just#get any food bc u woke up at 4 and it takes you like an hour on a good day to prepare to go out and shops with necessary shit shut at 5 and#so you just have no toothpaste ever#ANYWAYS THIS IS ALL ADHD AND SPECIFICALLY DELAYED SLEEP PHASE SYNDROME#NOT ONLY DO I HAVE A THING THAT BARS ME FROM ESSENTIAL LIFE SHIT#BUT IVE BEEN MADE TO FEEL LIKE SHIT FOR EVEN HAVING THE PROBLEM#AND ALL THE ADVICE PEOPLE GIVE ME IS APPARENTLY NOT APPLICABLE TO MY SPECIAL LITTLE BRAIN THAT DONT WORK LIKE ITS EXPECTED TOO#how great for mee :’)#adhd#sorry rant over
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I think about that tiktok trend where you like paint your partners eye color on your nails or make a bracelet or something with the color a lot actually
#like its so cute honestly but sometimes i wonder how hard it would actually be to like find the right color match#maybe one day... but for now probably expect oc art with this trend in it maybe 💀#the thing about it too is i have like dark eyes and idk if ive ever seen like a dark brown nail polish. beads or thread yeah but ya#oh nvm i googled. it exists i just dont pay attention ig#OH you know what i can do... i can paint pepperonis eye color on my nails.... my baby... my kitty......#dude it feels like 5 am why is it only 2#amyways. 4 monsters was a big mistake i think... i feel quite icky...#it doesnt help i didnt eat for a majority of the day it was just monster. im really unhealthy. need water maybe#wait i was talking about nail polish how did i get here#i just want to actually do cute couple things. i must heal. im gonna be so healthy.#its fine. lmao. i just know im not ready#oh i did eat btw dont worry lmao i had. chicken nuggets#i actually have to eat more bc i need to gain back some weight or they wont let me donate plasma#my extra pokemon money..... nawr...#i dropped like 10 pounds. my current job is very physical. lots of scuttling around.#i thought about working out too? i had a short phase last year in like spring or something where i started doing workout type stuff#so like.. maybe. probably should. healtly mindset shit yk#i also maybe want some more clothes. like update my wardrobe a bit. really figure out my style.#like some cool shirts and maybe pants. cause i wear a lot of the same stuff#also again. dropped weight so. need better fitting pants.....#i want more mens pants. big pockets... gender....#anyways. nice chatting with you besties. love you guys my silly little tumblr besties.#some of you that follow this sideblog have supported me on here for a while. i see you. i appreciate you. thank you 💖#genuinely there are names that pop up and im like !! hello!!! its you!!!!!#you guys probably know who you are. go get yourself a little treat you deserve it. or like. idk what you enjoy.#play a good game. watch your favorite show. idk. be happy. love yourself.#this also goes out to those of you who are more passive on my blog. i appreciate you too!! thank you!#all my little tumblr followers.... my besties..... unles you are a bot i havent cleared out lmao#k i might have to go to bed idk im tired well see
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i find the difference between mitch answering media questions and willy answering media questions SO fascinating to be honest...
#mitch has a very like. authoritative presence.. i think some ppl dont think so and sometimes its wavered but hes so.#clearly leadership on this team... just the way he knows how lines of questioning work and how to answer#no matter how clumsily things are occasionally worded like. you dont doubt he can get his word in with the boys if he needs to tbh#hes very much himself... when hes going through his less confident phases like you can tell obviously but#i think theres a reason willys not been identified in the same group as leadership like fnjldks i dont think its a targeted thing lol#part of that is going out of ur way if u want it. and getting it. making sure youre part of it.#obv auston and mitch have benefited from being in the loop for a couple yrs now and willys maturing into it more now but#hes just so aloof. like friendly but hes not giving you anything at all#there is so much to say abt this. just watching them all weekend lol... interesting to see all 4 of them answering questions#puts things into perspective
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getting so much praise from my supervisor while coworker is out for the week & i just Know in my soul that if he was here he'd be contemplating ending it all (quitting) hearing it
#rae.txt#during the interview & onboarding i got told several times that its a supportive work culture & that they like to highlight ppl doing well#and i was like 'ill believe it when i see it' but it was true#i went through the complete process of drafting a flyer for the trainings we handle the signing up for#and did So Good that my supervisor outloud in the office praised me then did it again in the teams chat 4 our floor#its crazy how nice people are here im hoping its not just my job honeymoon phase akdjwjf i have been burned before
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i talk a lot about how much i like writing angst but holy shit i forgot how fun it is to just write goofy scenarios and banter between characters who are actually friends
#trousled rambles#apparently my adhd meds have unlocked the ability to actually work on like 4657 wips at once#anyway instead of the karma backstory fic i was originally planning on working on next i'm continuing the stretch origin one and ohhh my god#hes just sitting there like ''oh these guys are fucking WEIRD'' and just going with it like barely even phased#its funny his world is probably one of the saddest origin worlds out of the main 4 but its also very lighthearted and fun to play with#maybe peace and happiness is................good? maybe my characters do not need to be crying all the time.................................#(<- saying this knowing damn well the last chapter will absolutely have people crying in it)
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