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Just wondering, have you seen the new trailer for the new Captain America movie?
Yeah -- I don't really have anything to say about it because my first and immediate reaction was "I don't want this," which is nothing against Sam as a character or as Cap, I'm just...not interested, and for many of the same reasons that FATWS didn't do it for me. Also some other stuff. So better not to say anything at all, probably. (I had the same viscerally negative reaction to the Thor: Love and Thunder and Loki S2 trailers, and I still haven't seen either one. I think I had a similar reaction to the She-Hulk trailer and I did watch it but didn't like it. I did not have that reaction to the FATWS trailer, which rocked, but I mostly hated the show; I wish the show had been as banger as the trailers.)
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Taylor Swift broke all her rules with Folklore — and gave herself a much-needed escape The pop star, one of EW's 2020 Entertainers of the Year, delves deep into her surprise eighth album, Rebekah Harkness, and a Joe Biden presidency. By Alex Suskind
“He is my co-writer on ‛Betty’ and ‛Exile,’” replies Taylor Swift with deadpan precision. The question Who is William Bowery? was, at the time we spoke, one of 2020’s great mysteries, right up there with the existence of Joe Exotic and the sudden arrival of murder hornets. An unknown writer credited on the year’s biggest album? It must be an alias.
Is he your brother?
“He’s William Bowery,” says Swift with a smile.
It's early November, after Election Day but before Swift eventually revealed Bowery's true identity to the world (the leading theory, that he was boyfriend Joe Alwyn, proved prescient). But, like all Swiftian riddles, it was fun to puzzle over for months, particularly in this hot mess of a year, when brief distractions are as comforting as a well-worn cardigan. Thankfully, the Bowery... erhm, Alwyn-assisted Folklore — a Swift project filled with muted pianos and whisper-quiet snares, recorded in secret with Jack Antonoff and the National’s Aaron Dessner — delivered.
“The only people who knew were the people I was making it with, my boyfriend, my family, and a small management team,” Swift, 30, tells EW of the album's hush-hush recording sessions. That gave the intimate Folklore a mystique all its own: the first surprise Taylor Swift album, one that prioritized fantastical tales over personal confessions.
“Early in quarantine, I started watching lots of films,” she explains. “Consuming other people’s storytelling opened this portal in my imagination and made me feel like, Why have I never created characters and intersecting storylines?” That’s how she ended up with three songs about an imagined love triangle (“Cardigan,” “Betty,” “August”), one about a clandestine romance (“Illicit Affairs”), and another chronicling a doomed relationship (“Exile”). Others tell of sumptuous real-life figures like Rebekah Harkness, a divorcee who married the heir to Standard Oil — and whose home Swift purchased 31 years after her death. The result, “The Last Great American Dynasty,” hones in on Harkness’ story, until Swift cleverly injects herself.
And yet, it wouldn’t be a Swift album without a few barbed postmortems over her own history. Notably, “My Tears Ricochet” and “Mad Woman," which touch on her former label head Scott Borchetta selling the masters to Swift’s catalog to her known nemesis Scooter Braun. Mere hours after our interview, the lyrics’ real-life origins took a surprising twist, when news broke that Swift’s music had once again been sold, to another private equity firm, for a reported $300 million. Though Swift ignored repeated requests for comment on the transaction, she did tweet a statement, hitting back at Braun while noting that she had begun re-recording her old albums — something she first promised in 2019 as a way of retaining agency over her creative legacy. (Later, she would tease a snippet of that reimagined work, with a new version of her hit 2008 single "Love Story.")
Like surprise-dropping Folklore, like pissing off the president by endorsing his opponents, like shooing away haters, Swift does what suits her. “I don’t think we often hear about women who did whatever the hell they wanted,” she says of Harkness — something Swift is clearly intent on changing. For her, that means basking in the world of, and favorable response to, Folklore. As she says in our interview, “I have this weird thing where, in order to create the next thing, I attack the previous thing. I don’t love that I do that, but it is the thing that has kept me pivoting to another world every time I make an album. But with this one, I still love it.”
ENTERTAINMENT WEEKLY: We’ve spent the year quarantined in our houses, trying to stay healthy and avoiding friends and family. Were you surprised by your ability to create and release a full album in the middle of a pandemic?
TAYLOR SWIFT: I was. I wasn't expecting to make an album. Early on in quarantine, I started watching lots of films. We would watch a different movie every night. I'm ashamed to say I hadn't seen Pan's Labyrinth before. One night I'd watch that, then I'd watch L.A. Confidential, then we'd watch Rear Window, then we'd watch Jane Eyre. I feel like consuming other people's art and storytelling sort of opened this portal in my imagination and made me feel like, "Well, why have I never done this before? Why have I never created characters and intersecting storylines? And why haven't I ever sort of freed myself up to do that from a narrative standpoint?" There is something a little heavy about knowing when you put out an album, people are going to take it so literally that everything you say could be clickbait. It was really, really freeing to be able to just be inspired by worlds created by the films you watch or books you've read or places you've dreamed of or people that you've wondered about, not just being inspired by your own experience.
In that vain, what's it like to sit down and write something like “Betty,” which is told from the perspective of a 17-year-old boy?
That was huge for me. And I think it came from the fact that my co-writer, William Bowery [Joe Alwyn], is male — and he was the one who originally thought of the chorus melody. And hearing him sing it, I thought, "That sounds really cool." Obviously, I don't have a male voice, but I thought, "I could have a male perspective." Patty Griffin wrote this song, “Top of the World.” It's one of my favorite songs of all time, and it's from the perspective of this older man who has lived a life full of regret, and he's kind of taking stock of that regret. So, I thought, "This is something that people I am a huge fan of have done. This would be fun to kind of take this for a spin."
What are your favorite William Bowery conspiracies?
I love them all individually and equally. I love all the conspiracy theories around this album. [With] "Betty," Jack Antonoff would text me these articles and think pieces and in-depth Tumblr posts on what this love triangle meant to the person who had listened to it. And that's exactly what I was hoping would happen with this album. I wrote these stories for a specific reason and from a specific place about specific people that I imagined, but I wanted that to all change given who was listening to it. And I wanted it to start out as mine and become other people's. It's been really fun to watch.
One of the other unique things about Folklore — the parameters around it were completely different from anything you'd done. There was no long roll out, no stadium-sized pop anthems, no aiming for the radio-friendly single. How fearful were you in avoiding what had worked in the past?
I didn't think about any of that for the very first time. And a lot of this album was kind of distilled down to the purest version of what the story is. Songwriting on this album is exactly the way that I would write if I considered nothing else other than, "What words do I want to write? What stories do I want to tell? What melodies do I want to sing? What production is essential to tell those stories?" It was a very do-it-yourself experience. My management team, we created absolutely everything in advance — every lyric video, every individual album package. And then we called our label a week in advance and said, "Here's what we have.” The photo shoot was me and the photographer walking out into a field. I'd done my hair and makeup and brought some nightgowns. These experiences I was used to having with 100 people on set, commanding alongside other people in a very committee fashion — all of a sudden it was me and a photographer, or me and my DP. It was a new challenge, because I love collaboration. But there's something really fun about knowing what you can do if it's just you doing it.
Did you find it freeing?
I did. Every project involves different levels of collaboration, because on other albums there are things that my stylist will think of that I never would've thought of. But if I had all those people on the photo shoot, I would've had to have them quarantine away from their families for weeks on end, and I would've had to ask things of them that I didn't think were fair if I could figure out a way to do it [myself]. I had this idea for the [Folklore album cover] that it would be this girl sleepwalking through the forest in a nightgown in 1830 [laughs]. Very specific. A pioneer woman sleepwalking at night. I made a moodboard and sent it to Beth [Garrabrant], who I had never worked with before, who shoots only on film. We were just carrying bags across a field and putting the bags of film down, and then taking pictures. It was a blast.
Folklore includes plenty of intimate acoustic echoes to what you've done in the past. But there are also a lot of new sonics here, too — these quiet, powerful, intricately layered harmonics. What was it like to receive the music from Aaron and try to write lyrics on top of it? 
Well, Aaron is one of the most effortlessly prolific creators I've ever worked with. It's really mind-blowing. And every time I've spoken to an artist since this whole process [began], I said, "You need to work with him. It'll change the way you create." He would send me these — he calls them sketches, but it's basically an instrumental track. the second day — the day after I texted him and said, "Hey, would you ever want to work together?" — he sent me this file of probably 30 of these instrumentals and every single one of them was one of the most interesting, exciting things I had ever heard. Music can be beautiful, but it can be lacking that evocative nature. There was something about everything he created that is an immediate image in my head or melody that I came up with. So much so that I'd start writing as soon as I heard a new one. And oftentimes what I would send back would inspire him to make more instrumentals and then send me that one. And then I wrote the song and it started to shape the project, form-fitted and customized to what we wanted to do.
It was weird because I had never made an album and not played it for my girlfriends or told my friends. The only people who knew were the people that I was making it with, my boyfriend, my family, and then my management team. So that's the smallest number of people I've ever had know about something. I'm usually playing it for everyone that I'm friends with. So I had a lot of friends texting me things like, "Why didn't you say on our everyday FaceTimes you were making a record?"
Was it nice to be able to keep it a secret?
Well, it felt like it was only my thing. It felt like such an inner world I was escaping to every day that it almost didn't feel like an album. Because I wasn't making a song and finishing it and going, "Oh my God, that is catchy.” I wasn't making these things with any purpose in mind. And so it was almost like having it just be mine was this really sweet, nice, pure part of the world as everything else in the world was burning and crashing and feeling this sickness and sadness. I almost didn't process it as an album. This was just my daydream space.
Does it still feel like that?
Yeah, because I love it so much. I have this weird thing that I do when I create something where in order to create the next thing I kind of, in my head, attack the previous thing. I don't love that I do that but it is the thing that has kept me pivoting to another world every time I make an album. But with this one, I just still love it. I'm so proud of it. And so that feels very foreign to me. That doesn't feel like a normal experience that I've had with releasing albums.
When did you first learn about Rebekah Harkness?
Oh, I learned about her as soon as I was being walked through [her former Rhode Island] home. I got the house when I was in my early twenties as a place for my family to congregate and be together. I was told about her, I think, by the real estate agent who was walking us through the property. And as soon as I found out about her, I wanted to know everything I could. So I started reading. I found her so interesting. And then as more parallels began to develop between our two lives — being the lady that lives in that house on the hill that everybody gets to gossip about — I was always looking for an opportunity to write about her. And I finally found it.
I love that you break the fourth wall in the song. Did you go in thinking you’d include yourself in the story?
I think that in my head, I always wanted to do a country music, standard narrative device, which is: the first verse you sing about someone else, the second verse you sing about someone else who's even closer to you, and then in the third verse, you go, "Surprise! It was me.” You bring it personal for the last verse. And I'd always thought that if I were to tell that story, I would want to include the similarities — our lives or our reputations or our scandals.
How often did you regale friends about the history of Rebekah and Holiday House while hanging out at Holiday House? 
Anyone who's been there before knows that I do “The Tour,” in quotes, where I show everyone through the house. And I tell them different anecdotes about each room, because I've done that much research on this house and this woman. So in every single room, there's a different anecdote about Rebekah Harkness. If you have a mixed group of people who've been there before and people who haven't, [the people who’ve been there] are like, "Oh, she's going to do the tour. She's got to tell you the story about how the ballerinas used to practice on the lawn.” And they'll go get a drink and skip it because it's the same every time. But for me, I'm telling the story with the same electric enthusiasm, because it's just endlessly entertaining to me that this fabulous woman lived there. She just did whatever she wanted.
There are a handful of songs on Folklore that feel like pretty clear nods to your personal life over the last year, including your relationships with Scott Borchetta and Scooter Braun. How long did it take to crystallize the feelings you had around both of them into “My Tears Ricochet” or “Mad Woman”?
I found myself being very triggered by any stories, movies, or narratives revolving around divorce, which felt weird because I haven't experienced it directly. There’s no reason it should cause me so much pain, but all of a sudden it felt like something I had been through. I think that happens any time you've been in a 15-year relationship and it ends in a messy, upsetting way. So I wrote “My Tears Ricochet” and I was using a lot of imagery that I had conjured up while comparing a relationship ending to when people end an actual marriage. All of a sudden this person that you trusted more than anyone in the world is the person that can hurt you the worst. Then all of a sudden the things that you have been through together, hurt. All of a sudden, the person who was your best friend is now your biggest nemesis, etc. etc. etc. I think I wrote some of the first lyrics to that song after watching Marriage Story and hearing about when marriages go wrong and end in such a catastrophic way. So these songs are in some ways imaginary, in some ways not, and in some ways both.
How did it feel to drop an F-bomb on "Mad Woman"?
F---ing fantastic.
And that’s the first time you ever recorded one on a record, right?
Yeah. Every rule book was thrown out. I always had these rules in my head and one of them was, You haven't done this before, so you can't ever do this. “Well, you've never had an explicit sticker, so you can't ever have an explicit sticker.” But that was one of the times where I felt like you need to follow the language and you need to follow the storyline. And if the storyline and the language match up and you end up saying the F-word, just go for it. I wasn't adhering to any of the guidelines that I had placed on myself. I decided to just make what I wanted to make. And I'm really happy that the fans were stoked about that because I think they could feel that. I'm not blaming anyone else for me restricting myself in the past. That was all, I guess, making what I want to make. I think my fans could feel that I opened the gate and ran out of the pasture for the first time, which I'm glad they picked up on because they're very intuitive.
Let’s talk about “Epiphany.” The first verse is a nod to your grandfather, Dean, who fought in World War II. What does his story mean to you personally? 
I wanted to write about him for awhile. He died when I was very young, but my dad would always tell this story that the only thing that his dad would ever say about the war was when somebody would ask him, "Why do you have such a positive outlook on life?" My grandfather would reply, "Well, I'm not supposed to be here. I shouldn't be here." My dad and his brothers always kind of imagined that what he had experienced was really awful and traumatic and that he'd seen a lot of terrible things. So when they did research, they learned that he had fought at the Battles of Guadalcanal, at Cape Gloucester, at Talasea, at Okinawa. He had seen a lot of heavy fire and casualties — all of the things that nightmares are made of. He was one of the first people to sign up for the war. But you know, these are things that you can only imagine that a lot of people in that generation didn't speak about because, a) they didn't want people that they came home to to worry about them, and b) it just was so bad that it was the actual definition of unspeakable.
That theme continues in the next verse, which is a pretty overt nod to what’s been happening during COVID. As someone who lives in Nashville, how difficult has it been to see folks on Lower Broadway crowding the bars without masks?
I mean, you just immediately think of the health workers who are putting their lives on the line — and oftentimes losing their lives. If they make it out of this, if they see the other side of it, there's going to be a lot of trauma that comes with that; there's going to be things that they witnessed that they will never be able to un-see. And that was the connection that I drew. I did a lot of research on my grandfather in the beginning of quarantine, and it hit me very quickly that we've got a version of that trauma happening right now in our hospitals. God, you hope people would respect it and would understand that going out for a night isn't worth the ripple effect that it causes. But obviously we're seeing that a lot of people don't seem to have their eyes open to that — or if they do, a lot of people don't care, which is upsetting.
You had the Lover Fest East and West scheduled this year. How hard has it been to both not perform for your fans this year, and see the music industry at large go through such a brutal change?
It's confusing. It's hard to watch. I think that maybe me wanting to make as much music as possible during this time was a way for me to feel like I could reach out my hand and touch my fans, even if I couldn't physically reach out or take a picture with them. We've had a lot of different, amazing, fun, sort of underground traditions we've built over the years that involve a lot of human interaction, and so I have no idea what's going to happen with touring; none of us do. And that's a scary thing. You can't look to somebody in the music industry who's been around a long time, or an expert touring manager or promoter and [ask] what's going to happen and have them give you an answer. I think we're all just trying to keep our eyes on the horizon and see what it looks like. So we're just kind of sitting tight and trying to take care of whatever creative spark might exist and trying to figure out how to reach our fans in other ways, because we just can't do that right now.
When you are able to perform again, do you have plans on resurfacing a Lover Fest-type event?
I don't know what incarnation it'll take and I really would need to sit down and think about it for a good solid couple of months before I figured out the answer. Because whatever we do, I want it to be something that is thoughtful and will make the fans happy and I hope I can achieve that. I'm going to try really hard to.
In addition to recording an album, you spent this year supporting Joe Biden and Kamala Harris in the election. Where were you when it was called in their favor? 
Well, when the results were coming in, I was actually at the property where we shot the Entertainment Weekly cover. I was hanging out with my photographer friend, Beth, and the wonderful couple that owned the farm where we [were]. And we realized really early into the night that we weren't going to get an accurate picture of the results. Then, a couple of days later, I was on a video shoot, but I was directing, and I was standing there with my face shield and mask on next to my director of photography, Rodrigo Prieto. And I just remember a news alert coming up on my phone that said, "Biden is our next president. He's won the election." And I showed it to Rodrigo and he said, "I'm always going to remember the moment that we learned this." And I looked around, and people's face shields were starting to fog up because a lot of people were really misty-eyed and emotional, and it was not loud. It wasn't popping bottles of champagne. It was this moment of quiet, cautious elation and relief.
Do you ever think about what Folklore would have sounded like if you, Aaron, and Jack had been in the same room?
I think about it all the time. I think that a lot of what has happened with the album has to do with us all being in a collective emotional place. Obviously everybody's lives have different complexities and whatnot, but I think most of us were feeling really shaken up and really out of place and confused and in need of something comforting all at the same time. And for me, that thing that was comforting was making music that felt sort of like I was trying to hug my fans through the speakers. That was truly my intent. Just trying to hug them when I can't hug them.
I wanted to talk about some of the lyrics on Folklore. One of my favorite pieces of wordplay is in “August”: that flip of "sipped away like a bottle of wine/slipped away like a moment in time.” Was there an "aha moment" for you while writing that?
I was really excited about "August slipped away into a moment of time/August sipped away like a bottle of wine." That was a song where Jack sent me the instrumental and I wrote the song pretty much on the spot; it just was an intuitive thing. And that was actually the first song that I wrote of the "Betty" triangle. So the Betty songs are "August," "Cardigan," and "Betty." "August" was actually the first one, which is strange because it's the song from the other girl's perspective.
Yeah, I assumed you wrote "Cardigan" first.
It would be safe to assume that "Cardigan" would be first, but it wasn't. It was very strange how it happened, but it kind of pieced together one song at a time, starting with "August," where I kind of wanted to explore the element of This is from the perspective of a girl who was having her first brush with love. And then all of a sudden she's treated like she's the other girl, because there was another situation that had already been in place, but "August" girl thought she was really falling in love. It kind of explores the idea of the undefined relationship. As humans, we're all encouraged to just be cool and just let it happen, and don't ask what the relationship is — Are we exclusive? But if you are chill about it, especially when you're young, you learn the very hard lesson that if you don't define something, oftentimes they can gaslight you into thinking it was nothing at all, and that it never happened. And how do you mourn the loss of something once it ends, if you're being made to believe that it never happened at all?
"I almost didn't process it as an album," says Taylor Swift of making Folklore. "And it's still hard for me to process as an entity or a commodity, because [it] was just my daydream space."
On the flip side, "Peace" is bit more defined in terms of how one approaches a relationship. There's this really striking line, "The devil's in the details, but you got a friend in me/Would it be enough if I can never give you peace?" How did that line come to you?
I'm really proud of that one too. I heard the track immediately. Aaron sent it to me, and it had this immediate sense of serenity running through it. The first word that popped into my head was peace, but I thought that it would be too on-the-nose to sing about being calm, or to sing about serenity, or to sing about finding peace with someone. Because you have this very conflicted, very dramatic conflict-written lyric paired with this very, very calming sound of the instrumental. But, "The devil's in the details," is one of those phrases that I've written down over the years. That's a common phrase that is used in the English language every day. And I just thought it sounded really cool because of the D, D sound. And I thought, "I'll hang onto those in a list, and then, I'll finally find the right place for them in a story." I think that's how a lot of people feel where it's like, "Yeah, the devil's in the details. Everybody's complex when you look under the hood of the car." But basically saying, "I'm there for you if you want that, if this complexity is what you want."
There's another clever turn-of-phrase on "This is Me Trying." "I didn't know if you'd care if I came back/I have a lot of regrets about that." That feels like a nod toward your fans, and some of the feelings you had about retreating from the public sphere.
Absolutely. I think I was writing from three different characters' perspectives, one who's going through that; I was channeling the emotions I was feeling in 2016, 2017, where I just felt like I was worth absolutely nothing. And then, the second verse is about dealing with addiction and issues with struggling every day. And every second of the day, you're trying not to fall into old patterns, and nobody around you can see that, and no one gives you credit for it. And then, the third verse, I was thinking, what would the National do? What lyric would Matt Berninger write? What chords would the National play? And it's funny because I've since played this song for Aaron, and he's like, "That's not what we would've done at all." He's like, "I love that song, but that's totally different than what we would've done with it."
When we last spoke, in April 2019, we were talking about albums we were listening to at the time and you professed your love for the National and I Am Easy to Find. Two months later, you met up with Aaron at their concert, and now, we're here talking about the National again.
Yeah, I was at the show where they were playing through I Am Easy to Find. What I loved about [that album] was they had female vocalists singing from female perspectives, and that triggered and fired something in me where I thought, "I've got to play with different perspectives because that is so intriguing when you hear a female perspective come in from a band where you're used to only hearing a male perspective." It just sparked something in me. And obviously, you mentioning the National is the reason why Folklore came to be. So, thank you for that, Alex.
I'm here for all of your songwriting muse needs in the future.
I can't wait to see what comes out of this interview.
This interview has been edited and condensed.
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path-of-my-childhood · 4 years ago
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Taylor Swift Broke All Her Rules With Folklore - And Gave Herself A Much-Needed Escape
By: Alex Suskind for Entertainment Weekly Date: December 8th 2020 (EW's 2020 Entertainers of the Year cover)
The pop star, one of EW's 2020 Entertainers of the Year, delves deep into her surprise eighth album, Rebekah Harkness, and a Joe Biden presidency.
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“He is my co-writer on ‛Betty’ and ‛Exile,’” replies Taylor Swift with deadpan precision. The question Who is William Bowery? was, at the time we spoke, one of 2020’s great mysteries, right up there with the existence of Joe Exotic and the sudden arrival of murder hornets. An unknown writer credited on the year’s biggest album? It must be an alias.
Is he your brother?
“He’s William Bowery,” says Swift with a smile.
It's early November, after Election Day but before Swift eventually revealed Bowery's true identity to the world (the leading theory, that he was boyfriend Joe Alwyn, proved prescient). But, like all Swiftian riddles, it was fun to puzzle over for months, particularly in this hot mess of a year, when brief distractions are as comforting as a well-worn cardigan. Thankfully, the Bowery... erhm, Alwyn-assisted Folklore - a Swift project filled with muted pianos and whisper-quiet snares, recorded in secret with Jack Antonoff and the National’s Aaron Dessner - delivered.
“The only people who knew were the people I was making it with, my boyfriend, my family, and a small management team,” Swift, 30, tells EW of the album's hush-hush recording sessions. That gave the intimate Folklore a mystique all its own: the first surprise Taylor Swift album, one that prioritized fantastical tales over personal confessions.
“Early in quarantine, I started watching lots of films,” she explains. “Consuming other people’s storytelling opened this portal in my imagination and made me feel like, Why have I never created characters and intersecting storylines?” That’s how she ended up with three songs about an imagined love triangle (“Cardigan,” “Betty,” “August”), one about a clandestine romance (“Illicit Affairs”), and another chronicling a doomed relationship (“Exile”). Others tell of sumptuous real-life figures like Rebekah Harkness, a divorcee who married the heir to Standard Oil - and whose home Swift purchased 31 years after her death. The result, “The Last Great American Dynasty,” hones in on Harkness’ story, until Swift cleverly injects herself.
And yet, it wouldn’t be a Swift album without a few barbed postmortems over her own history. Notably, “My Tears Ricochet” and “Mad Woman," which touch on her former label head Scott Borchetta selling the masters to Swift’s catalog to her known nemesis Scooter Braun. Mere hours after our interview, the lyrics’ real-life origins took a surprising twist, when news broke that Swift’s music had once again been sold, to another private equity firm, for a reported $300 million. Though Swift ignored repeated requests for comment on the transaction, she did tweet a statement, hitting back at Braun while noting that she had begun re-recording her old albums - something she first promised in 2019 as a way of retaining agency over her creative legacy. (Later, she would tease a snippet of that reimagined work, with a new version of her hit 2008 single "Love Story.")
Like surprise-dropping Folklore, like pissing off the president by endorsing his opponents, like shooing away haters, Swift does what suits her. “I don’t think we often hear about women who did whatever the hell they wanted,” she says of Harkness - something Swift is clearly intent on changing. For her, that means basking in the world of, and favorable response to, Folklore. As she says in our interview, “I have this weird thing where, in order to create the next thing, I attack the previous thing. I don’t love that I do that, but it is the thing that has kept me pivoting to another world every time I make an album. But with this one, I still love it.”
ENTERTAINMENT WEEKLY: We’ve spent the year quarantined in our houses, trying to stay healthy and avoiding friends and family. Were you surprised by your ability to create and release a full album in the middle of a pandemic? TAYLOR SWIFT: I was. I wasn't expecting to make an album. Early on in quarantine, I started watching lots of films. We would watch a different movie every night. I'm ashamed to say I hadn't seen Pan's Labyrinth before. One night I'd watch that, then I'd watch L.A. Confidential, then we'd watch Rear Window, then we'd watch Jane Eyre. I feel like consuming other people's art and storytelling sort of opened this portal in my imagination and made me feel like, "Well, why have I never done this before? Why have I never created characters and intersecting storylines? And why haven't I ever sort of freed myself up to do that from a narrative standpoint?" There is something a little heavy about knowing when you put out an album, people are going to take it so literally that everything you say could be clickbait. It was really, really freeing to be able to just be inspired by worlds created by the films you watch or books you've read or places you've dreamed of or people that you've wondered about, not just being inspired by your own experience.
In that vein, what's it like to sit down and write something like “Betty,” which is told from the perspective of a 17-year-old boy? That was huge for me. And I think it came from the fact that my co-writer, William Bowery [Joe Alwyn], is male — and he was the one who originally thought of the chorus melody. And hearing him sing it, I thought, "That sounds really cool." Obviously, I don't have a male voice, but I thought, "I could have a male perspective." Patty Griffin wrote this song, “Top of the World.” It's one of my favorite songs of all time, and it's from the perspective of this older man who has lived a life full of regret, and he's kind of taking stock of that regret. So, I thought, "This is something that people I am a huge fan of have done. This would be fun to kind of take this for a spin."
What are your favorite William Bowery conspiracies? I love them all individually and equally. I love all the conspiracy theories around this album. [With] "Betty," Jack Antonoff would text me these articles and think pieces and in-depth Tumblr posts on what this love triangle meant to the person who had listened to it. And that's exactly what I was hoping would happen with this album. I wrote these stories for a specific reason and from a specific place about specific people that I imagined, but I wanted that to all change given who was listening to it. And I wanted it to start out as mine and become other people's. It's been really fun to watch.
One of the other unique things about Folklore — the parameters around it were completely different from anything you'd done. There was no long roll out, no stadium-sized pop anthems, no aiming for the radio-friendly single. How fearful were you in avoiding what had worked in the past? I didn't think about any of that for the very first time. And a lot of this album was kind of distilled down to the purest version of what the story is. Songwriting on this album is exactly the way that I would write if I considered nothing else other than, "What words do I want to write? What stories do I want to tell? What melodies do I want to sing? What production is essential to tell those stories?" It was a very do-it-yourself experience. My management team, we created absolutely everything in advance — every lyric video, every individual album package. And then we called our label a week in advance and said, "Here's what we have.” The photo shoot was me and the photographer walking out into a field. I'd done my hair and makeup and brought some nightgowns. These experiences I was used to having with 100 people on set, commanding alongside other people in a very committee fashion — all of a sudden it was me and a photographer, or me and my DP. It was a new challenge, because I love collaboration. But there's something really fun about knowing what you can do if it's just you doing it.
Did you find it freeing? I did. Every project involves different levels of collaboration, because on other albums there are things that my stylist will think of that I never would've thought of. But if I had all those people on the photo shoot, I would've had to have them quarantine away from their families for weeks on end, and I would've had to ask things of them that I didn't think were fair if I could figure out a way to do it [myself]. I had this idea for the [Folklore album cover] that it would be this girl sleepwalking through the forest in a nightgown in 1830 [laughs]. Very specific. A pioneer woman sleepwalking at night. I made a moodboard and sent it to Beth [Garrabrant], who I had never worked with before, who shoots only on film. We were just carrying bags across a field and putting the bags of film down, and then taking pictures. It was a blast.
Folklore includes plenty of intimate acoustic echoes to what you've done in the past. But there are also a lot of new sonics here, too — these quiet, powerful, intricately layered harmonics. What was it like to receive the music from Aaron and try to write lyrics on top of it? Well, Aaron is one of the most effortlessly prolific creators I've ever worked with. It's really mind-blowing. And every time I've spoken to an artist since this whole process [began], I said, "You need to work with him. It'll change the way you create." He would send me these — he calls them sketches, but it's basically an instrumental track. the second day — the day after I texted him and said, "Hey, would you ever want to work together?" — he sent me this file of probably 30 of these instrumentals and every single one of them was one of the most interesting, exciting things I had ever heard. Music can be beautiful, but it can be lacking that evocative nature. There was something about everything he created that is an immediate image in my head or melody that I came up with. So much so that I'd start writing as soon as I heard a new one. And oftentimes what I would send back would inspire him to make more instrumentals and then send me that one. And then I wrote the song and it started to shape the project, form-fitted and customized to what we wanted to do.
It was weird because I had never made an album and not played it for my girlfriends or told my friends. The only people who knew were the people that I was making it with, my boyfriend, my family, and then my management team. So that's the smallest number of people I've ever had know about something. I'm usually playing it for everyone that I'm friends with. So I had a lot of friends texting me things like, "Why didn't you say on our everyday FaceTimes you were making a record?"
Was it nice to be able to keep it a secret? Well, it felt like it was only my thing. It felt like such an inner world I was escaping to every day that it almost didn't feel like an album. Because I wasn't making a song and finishing it and going, "Oh my God, that is catchy.” I wasn't making these things with any purpose in mind. And so it was almost like having it just be mine was this really sweet, nice, pure part of the world as everything else in the world was burning and crashing and feeling this sickness and sadness. I almost didn't process it as an album. This was just my daydream space.
Does it still feel like that? Yeah, because I love it so much. I have this weird thing that I do when I create something where in order to create the next thing I kind of, in my head, attack the previous thing. I don't love that I do that but it is the thing that has kept me pivoting to another world every time I make an album. But with this one, I just still love it. I'm so proud of it. And so that feels very foreign to me. That doesn't feel like a normal experience that I've had with releasing albums.
When did you first learn about Rebekah Harkness? Oh, I learned about her as soon as I was being walked through [her former Rhode Island] home. I got the house when I was in my early twenties as a place for my family to congregate and be together. I was told about her, I think, by the real estate agent who was walking us through the property. And as soon as I found out about her, I wanted to know everything I could. So I started reading. I found her so interesting. And then as more parallels began to develop between our two lives — being the lady that lives in that house on the hill that everybody gets to gossip about — I was always looking for an opportunity to write about her. And I finally found it.
I love that you break the fourth wall in the song. Did you go in thinking you’d include yourself in the story? I think that in my head, I always wanted to do a country music, standard narrative device, which is: the first verse you sing about someone else, the second verse you sing about someone else who's even closer to you, and then in the third verse, you go, "Surprise! It was me.” You bring it personal for the last verse. And I'd always thought that if I were to tell that story, I would want to include the similarities — our lives or our reputations or our scandals.
How often did you regale friends about the history of Rebekah and Holiday House while hanging out at Holiday House? Anyone who's been there before knows that I do “The Tour,” in quotes, where I show everyone through the house. And I tell them different anecdotes about each room, because I've done that much research on this house and this woman. So in every single room, there's a different anecdote about Rebekah Harkness. If you have a mixed group of people who've been there before and people who haven't, [the people who’ve been there] are like, "Oh, she's going to do the tour. She's got to tell you the story about how the ballerinas used to practice on the lawn.” And they'll go get a drink and skip it because it's the same every time. But for me, I'm telling the story with the same electric enthusiasm, because it's just endlessly entertaining to me that this fabulous woman lived there. She just did whatever she wanted.
There are a handful of songs on Folklore that feel like pretty clear nods to your personal life over the last year, including your relationships with Scott Borchetta and Scooter Braun. How long did it take to crystallize the feelings you had around both of them into “My Tears Ricochet” or “Mad Woman”? I found myself being very triggered by any stories, movies, or narratives revolving around divorce, which felt weird because I haven't experienced it directly. There’s no reason it should cause me so much pain, but all of a sudden it felt like something I had been through. I think that happens any time you've been in a 15-year relationship and it ends in a messy, upsetting way. So I wrote “My Tears Ricochet” and I was using a lot of imagery that I had conjured up while comparing a relationship ending to when people end an actual marriage. All of a sudden this person that you trusted more than anyone in the world is the person that can hurt you the worst. Then all of a sudden the things that you have been through together, hurt. All of a sudden, the person who was your best friend is now your biggest nemesis, etc. etc. etc. I think I wrote some of the first lyrics to that song after watching Marriage Story and hearing about when marriages go wrong and end in such a catastrophic way. So these songs are in some ways imaginary, in some ways not, and in some ways both.
How did it feel to drop an F-bomb on "Mad Woman"? F---ing fantastic.
And that’s the first time you ever recorded one on a record, right? Yeah. Every rule book was thrown out. I always had these rules in my head and one of them was, You haven't done this before, so you can't ever do this. “Well, you've never had an explicit sticker, so you can't ever have an explicit sticker.” But that was one of the times where I felt like you need to follow the language and you need to follow the storyline. And if the storyline and the language match up and you end up saying the F-word, just go for it. I wasn't adhering to any of the guidelines that I had placed on myself. I decided to just make what I wanted to make. And I'm really happy that the fans were stoked about that because I think they could feel that. I'm not blaming anyone else for me restricting myself in the past. That was all, I guess, making what I want to make. I think my fans could feel that I opened the gate and ran out of the pasture for the first time, which I'm glad they picked up on because they're very intuitive.
Let’s talk about “Epiphany.” The first verse is a nod to your grandfather, Dean, who fought in World War II. What does his story mean to you personally? I wanted to write about him for awhile. He died when I was very young, but my dad would always tell this story that the only thing that his dad would ever say about the war was when somebody would ask him, "Why do you have such a positive outlook on life?" My grandfather would reply, "Well, I'm not supposed to be here. I shouldn't be here." My dad and his brothers always kind of imagined that what he had experienced was really awful and traumatic and that he'd seen a lot of terrible things. So when they did research, they learned that he had fought at the Battles of Guadalcanal, at Cape Gloucester, at Talasea, at Okinawa. He had seen a lot of heavy fire and casualties — all of the things that nightmares are made of. He was one of the first people to sign up for the war. But you know, these are things that you can only imagine that a lot of people in that generation didn't speak about because, a) they didn't want people that they came home to to worry about them, and b) it just was so bad that it was the actual definition of unspeakable.
That theme continues in the next verse, which is a pretty overt nod to what’s been happening during COVID. As someone who lives in Nashville, how difficult has it been to see folks on Lower Broadway crowding the bars without masks? I mean, you just immediately think of the health workers who are putting their lives on the line — and oftentimes losing their lives. If they make it out of this, if they see the other side of it, there's going to be a lot of trauma that comes with that; there's going to be things that they witnessed that they will never be able to un-see. And that was the connection that I drew. I did a lot of research on my grandfather in the beginning of quarantine, and it hit me very quickly that we've got a version of that trauma happening right now in our hospitals. God, you hope people would respect it and would understand that going out for a night isn't worth the ripple effect that it causes. But obviously we're seeing that a lot of people don't seem to have their eyes open to that — or if they do, a lot of people don't care, which is upsetting.
You had the Lover Fest East and West scheduled this year. How hard has it been to both not perform for your fans this year, and see the music industry at large go through such a brutal change? It's confusing. It's hard to watch. I think that maybe me wanting to make as much music as possible during this time was a way for me to feel like I could reach out my hand and touch my fans, even if I couldn't physically reach out or take a picture with them. We've had a lot of different, amazing, fun, sort of underground traditions we've built over the years that involve a lot of human interaction, and so I have no idea what's going to happen with touring; none of us do. And that's a scary thing. You can't look to somebody in the music industry who's been around a long time, or an expert touring manager or promoter and [ask] what's going to happen and have them give you an answer. I think we're all just trying to keep our eyes on the horizon and see what it looks like. So we're just kind of sitting tight and trying to take care of whatever creative spark might exist and trying to figure out how to reach our fans in other ways, because we just can't do that right now.
When you are able to perform again, do you have plans on resurfacing a Lover Fest-type event? I don't know what incarnation it'll take and I really would need to sit down and think about it for a good solid couple of months before I figured out the answer. Because whatever we do, I want it to be something that is thoughtful and will make the fans happy and I hope I can achieve that. I'm going to try really hard to.
In addition to recording an album, you spent this year supporting Joe Biden and Kamala Harris in the election. Where were you when it was called in their favor? Well, when the results were coming in, I was actually at the property where we shot the Entertainment Weekly cover. I was hanging out with my photographer friend, Beth, and the wonderful couple that owned the farm where we [were]. And we realized really early into the night that we weren't going to get an accurate picture of the results. Then, a couple of days later, I was on a video shoot, but I was directing, and I was standing there with my face shield and mask on next to my director of photography, Rodrigo Prieto. And I just remember a news alert coming up on my phone that said, "Biden is our next president. He's won the election." And I showed it to Rodrigo and he said, "I'm always going to remember the moment that we learned this." And I looked around, and people's face shields were starting to fog up because a lot of people were really misty-eyed and emotional, and it was not loud. It wasn't popping bottles of champagne. It was this moment of quiet, cautious elation and relief.
Do you ever think about what Folklore would have sounded like if you, Aaron, and Jack had been in the same room? I think about it all the time. I think that a lot of what has happened with the album has to do with us all being in a collective emotional place. Obviously everybody's lives have different complexities and whatnot, but I think most of us were feeling really shaken up and really out of place and confused and in need of something comforting all at the same time. And for me, that thing that was comforting was making music that felt sort of like I was trying to hug my fans through the speakers. That was truly my intent. Just trying to hug them when I can't hug them.
I wanted to talk about some of the lyrics on Folklore. One of my favorite pieces of wordplay is in “August”: that flip of "sipped away like a bottle of wine/slipped away like a moment in time.” Was there an "aha moment" for you while writing that? I was really excited about "August slipped away into a moment of time/August sipped away like a bottle of wine." That was a song where Jack sent me the instrumental and I wrote the song pretty much on the spot; it just was an intuitive thing. And that was actually the first song that I wrote of the "Betty" triangle. So the Betty songs are "August," "Cardigan," and "Betty." "August" was actually the first one, which is strange because it's the song from the other girl's perspective.
Yeah, I assumed you wrote "Cardigan" first. It would be safe to assume that "Cardigan" would be first, but it wasn't. It was very strange how it happened, but it kind of pieced together one song at a time, starting with "August," where I kind of wanted to explore the element of This is from the perspective of a girl who was having her first brush with love. And then all of a sudden she's treated like she's the other girl, because there was another situation that had already been in place, but "August" girl thought she was really falling in love. It kind of explores the idea of the undefined relationship. As humans, we're all encouraged to just be cool and just let it happen, and don't ask what the relationship is — Are we exclusive? But if you are chill about it, especially when you're young, you learn the very hard lesson that if you don't define something, oftentimes they can gaslight you into thinking it was nothing at all, and that it never happened. And how do you mourn the loss of something once it ends, if you're being made to believe that it never happened at all?
On the flip side, "Peace" is bit more defined in terms of how one approaches a relationship. There's this really striking line, "The devil's in the details, but you got a friend in me/Would it be enough if I can never give you peace?" How did that line come to you? I'm really proud of that one too. I heard the track immediately. Aaron sent it to me, and it had this immediate sense of serenity running through it. The first word that popped into my head was peace, but I thought that it would be too on-the-nose to sing about being calm, or to sing about serenity, or to sing about finding peace with someone. Because you have this very conflicted, very dramatic conflict-written lyric paired with this very, very calming sound of the instrumental. But, "The devil's in the details," is one of those phrases that I've written down over the years. That's a common phrase that is used in the English language every day. And I just thought it sounded really cool because of the D, D sound. And I thought, "I'll hang onto those in a list, and then, I'll finally find the right place for them in a story." I think that's how a lot of people feel where it's like, "Yeah, the devil's in the details. Everybody's complex when you look under the hood of the car." But basically saying, "I'm there for you if you want that, if this complexity is what you want."
There's another clever turn of phrase on "This is Me Trying." "I didn't know if you'd care if I came back/I have a lot of regrets about that." That feels like a nod toward your fans, and some of the feelings you had about retreating from the public sphere. Absolutely. I think I was writing from three different characters' perspectives, one who's going through that; I was channeling the emotions I was feeling in 2016, 2017, where I just felt like I was worth absolutely nothing. And then, the second verse is about dealing with addiction and issues with struggling every day. And every second of the day, you're trying not to fall into old patterns, and nobody around you can see that, and no one gives you credit for it. And then, the third verse, I was thinking, what would the National do? What lyric would Matt Berninger write? What chords would the National play? And it's funny because I've since played this song for Aaron, and he's like, "That's not what we would've done at all." He's like, "I love that song, but that's totally different than what we would've done with it."
When we last spoke, in April 2019, we were talking about albums we were listening to at the time and you professed your love for the National and I Am Easy to Find. Two months later, you met up with Aaron at their concert, and now, we're here talking about the National again. Yeah, I was at the show where they were playing through I Am Easy to Find. What I loved about [that album] was they had female vocalists singing from female perspectives, and that triggered and fired something in me where I thought, "I've got to play with different perspectives because that is so intriguing when you hear a female perspective come in from a band where you're used to only hearing a male perspective." It just sparked something in me. And obviously, you mentioning the National is the reason why Folklore came to be. So, thank you for that, Alex.
I'm here for all of your songwriting muse needs in the future. I can't wait to see what comes out of this interview.
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i just realized that i havent seen you around legacy for a while... i hope everything is well, i miss seeing your meta!!!!!
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As much as I miss it, and I do miss it, I felt it best to leave Legacy, at least for a while.   The moderators - who are my friends even though we disagree on this - decided that I was being too negative about Peter Hale and that I was, to paraphrase, generally hostile to people enjoying things uncritically.  They did not ban me; they didn’t even issue a formal reprimand.  They wanted me to back off, and I thought that it was best for me instead to leave.  I understand their point and their goal in having a place where fans of Teen Wolf can talk with other fans without tension, but in this case, they’re wrong.  For all their goals, in the end they want to make other people feel welcome and respected at the cost of my feeling welcome and respected.
Peter stans -- and many other stans of white male villains -- go on quite a bit about how they love Peter flaws and all; they love him for his flaws.  They claim they never try to excuse what he did, and then turn around and do exactly that by ‘explaining’ his actions in such a way that it excuses what he did, specifically by attacking other characters who they see in opposition to him, and by attacking the show itself for portraying Peter as a villain, when his role as a villain is crucial to the show’s narrative.
When I’m on a Discord server to talk about a television show, I want to talk about the television show, not some parallel-universe version of the television show. But here’s how these conversation go:
Peter murders people, including innocents and his own family members. We see it on the screen.
Peter violates people, including innocents, teenagers, and his own family members.  We see it on the screen.
Peter manipulates people, including ... well, everyone.  We see it on the screen.
Derek, his own nephew, doesn’t like him and treats him like a manipulative killer.
Stiles, the most popular character on the show, hates him and treats him like a manipulative killer.
Scott, the hero protagonist, is wary of him, even though he has hope for him.
Malia, his biological daughter, thinks he has no morals and had to be bullied into calling him dad.
Deaton and Reformed Deucalion warn people not to trust him.
Melissa and Noah, everyone’s favorite parents, treat him as if he’s the scum of the earth.
Peter in direct contravention of everything we see on the screen: “I had reasons beyond just being a selfish prick!”
Peter-stans: “See, he had reasons beyond just being a selfish prick!”
And then we’re off to the races, because from that attitude that we get the wretched Left Hand Theory, that’s where we get the wretched and racist Born Wolf Purity Theory, that’s where we get the easily-disprovable and extraordinarily racist Black-and-White-Thinking Tyrannical Moron Scott Theory, that’s where we get the supremely racist Sinister Tree Wizard Deaton Theory, and several other theories that have at their base the singular goal of transforming what we see on the screen into something else which doesn’t fit in with a single other thing the show tried to do but does make Peter (or Derek or attractive white male villain) look better.
Let’s take the Laura Abandoned Peter and That’s Why He Killed Her and Not Because He’s a Power-Hungry Monster Like Everyone, Including Himself, Admitted Theory.  Apparently, the fact that Laura was alpha and that Peter was safely cared for in a long-term care facility in Beacon Hills is abandonment.  Because apparently he wasn’t safe -- except he was safe.  Because apparently she could have helped him -- except Derek didn’t know about giving up the alpha spark until Peter told him so how could she have helped him.  Because apparently she never visited him -- except that we don’t know if Laura visited him or not, we only know what happened the last time she visited him.   Because apparently Peter resented being well-cared for -- except he never once made that claim in the half-dozen times he talked about his coma.  
Or shall we take the Talia Was Secretly a Right-Wing Republican Pro-Life Fanatic Who Never Listened to Peter and Thus Drove Him To Evil Theory, where they take Peter’s fever-dream rant against Talia -- which he himself dismissed as the words of a lunatic -- and the Desert Wolf’s provocative taunt to Malia when she was trying to kill her (unless you think Corinne just wanted to share the truth about her pregnancy for ... reasons?).   Oh, and don’t forget that they wonder why Talia let the Tates adopt Malia, even though everyone in the universe knows that the Teen Wolf chronology is screwed up, and we don’t know what Malia’s parents knew, and we don’t know if Talia intended to keep an eye on Malia, but she couldn’t ‘cause she was dead.   Yet somehow, the show said Derek respected her, Deaton respected her, Deucalion respected her, even Gerard respect her as much as he hated her.   But these single lines and suspect speculations prove to the Peter-stans that she was a terrible person.
We don’t excuse his actions, Peter-stans cry, but don’t you think that he was simply reacting to what these Evil Women Did To Him?  
The problem isn’t that I’m hostile to people enjoying the show uncritically, because they aren’t doing it uncritically.  They’re creating a whole counter-narrative, proposing alternate characterizations for established personalities, and reinterpreting scenes in different contexts, and that, my friends, is the work of critical examination.   I know, because I paid off a ridiculous amount in student loans incurred by getting a degree in it!   
What they’re objecting to isn’t my preventing them from enjoying the show - because I never have - it’s that they want their critical and transformational enterprise to go unchallenged.   They want to be able to say that the secret subtext of the show is that Peter isn’t really, as the production literally had Melissa say “Your father is a ruthless con man who always has a devious plan to hurt everyone around him,” but instead that he’s worthy of admiration for these qualities which they have manufactured out of the ether.  
They want to propose these alternative views of canon and not be challenged on them, because if they can’t back them up with evidence or resolve the inconsistencies these alternative views create their feelings might be hurt, which are simply more important than mine.  When I sit there and listen to them talk about how Peter would be such a great boyfriend for Stiles, or that Scott’s behavior gave Peter a reason to try to have Scott killed, or that they think he was out of character in Season 4, and I have to pretend that it doesn’t go against the very things I enjoyed about the show.
If I’m going to be on a Discord server proposing to honor the Legacy of Teen Wolf,  I’ll want to be able to discuss the legacy of the show, not bite my tongue as people tear apart the narrative with the transparent motivation of justifying their murderer kink.  The Peter Hale Fan Discord is another server, one of which I have no interest in. 
But in the end, it’s not my server, it’s theirs.  And I’d rather leave then argue with my friends.
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zigtheeortega · 4 years ago
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ride or die playlist
by @pixeljazzy and @zigtheeortega
so after pj made this post, and was encouraged by @choicesarehard to make a playlist for rodaw, i reached out to her and we decided to collab! this is a comprehensive playlist, with explanations for each song. some being the lyrics fit really well, but others are because the vibe fits the characters (in our opinion), not necessarily the song meaning.
putting the song explanations under the cut, since it’ll be long! songs picked by pj have [p] next to it and mine have [j] next to it! hope you enjoy it!
Logan
What You Know Bout Love, Pop Smoke [p]
I had to apply the pressure, ‘cause you my hidden treasure / I think I’m falling in love 
Are we surprised this song is first? C’mon now. Anyway, literally when I heard it for the first time, I was like this is the love song that I could see someone just vibing to in a car with their partner, at a house party in the corner serenading their boo, etc. and then BOOM a vision of Hieron and Logan in a car appeared because I could totally see this as their vibe. Just the thought of Logan rapping this line to Hieron clears my skin.
[p.s. pj wrote a fic based on this song and it’s perfect you should read it]
The Way, Trippie Redd ft. Russ [p]
We’re lost but, babe, we found the way
Because Logan and MC are two teens are a mess lowkey and don’t know what they want from life quite yet but they know they got it together.
Think About Me, dvsn [p]
This song is just radiating Logan and MC parting ways vibes
FIND MY WAY, DaBaby [p]
I feel like as Logan is driving away from MC to god knows where, this is something he’d definitely drive to
Seasons, 6lack ft. Khalid [p]
You’re lucky the greatest thing I can do is marry you / ‘cause if I could, I’d spill my blood
I absolutely adore this slow, chill song, and feel like this is something MC and Logan would be listening to as they unwind in their loft, and with the favorite line, I think it encapsulates how much Logan truly loves and would do anything for MC
Idfc, blackbear [p]
This is giving me Logan vibes after the reveal where MC leaves the shop and he’s just reeling in his emotions and feelings and is just purely in his bag thinking about everything
Hide, Juice WRLD ft. Seezyn [p]
Really think I found my home, shorty made me feel at home
Think I met my soulmate, yeah, I know it
Dusk Till Dawn, ZAYN ft. Sia [p]
But you’ll never be alone / I’ll be with you from dusk till dawn / I’ll be with you from dusk till dawn / Baby, I’m right here
This song hurts me so so much but it’s giving me MC sleeping on Logan’s chest type of vibes while he’s up because he can’t sleep and he’ . Also reminds me of Logan because we all know that infamous line “I was just a rock in space lucky enough to burn up in your atmosphere for a moment,” and I feel like this was an unspoken if you look to the stars you’ll know I’m always with you type beat.
Fool In Love, Rihanna [p]
Mama, I found a man / who loves me and understands / papa, he’s quite a man / he adores me, he’s my biggest fan
Okay so y’all remember how MC was having a mini identity crisis and didn’t know which version of herself she was? And Logan was listening and understanding and processing everything she was ranting about but in the end was just like no matter which one you decide, I like all of you? Yeah, that. Along with him just supporting her whenever he can, even though sometimes it can be overbearing, and him just loving watching her change and grow before his eyes (even though we not gonna mention the part of him that doesn’t love that change, feeling guilty for the person she’s becoming and how it could change her life, and the initial intentions he had although how he feels now is genuine) is literally what I think about with these lines
And don’t get me wrong, I know he’s not perfect in your eyes / but somehow he’s flawless in mine
Papa, did I let you down? / Are you ashamed of how your little girl turned out?
This is the lyric that really gets me because one of the things I loved about Ride or Die was the complicated relationship MC had with her father as it was something that resonated so strongly with me. So this one right here really just encapsulates an aspect of that because when MC’s on her this is who I am now and I know you resent that because he genuinely is so hurt and in shock of how his girl changed before his eyes, beyond the reigns of control that he once had, and he can’t do anything else but process and accept that his little girl isn’t so little anymore, rolling around with the people he tried so hard to keep her away from.
Roll Dice, Roddy Rich [j]
I seen the Reap’ come / Live my life I had to roll dice / Been through strife, my heart is cold as ice
I’m a star, I’m just hidden in the low light
Pretty explanatory, considering Logan’s been through a considerable amount of situations that put him in harm’s way and he’s come out stronger (and considerably more detached) each time.
Story Of Us, Tinashe [j]
Yeah, you’re the prince of my heart / And now there ain’t no way they can keep us apart, keep us apart
This song reminds me of Logan and MC a lot because it’s an optimistic take on their relationship as a whole and the sad ending.
You Know That I Love You, Donnell Jones [j]
You know that I love you / And that ain’t gon’ change / And though you’re not here with me now / My love for you stays the same
I think Logan would listen to R&B, specifically sappy 90’s R&B, and this line reminds me of them perfectly. I mean just listen to it, it’s perfect.
My Favorite Part, Mac Miller & Ariana Grande [j]
Said, you just don’t know how beautiful you are / And baby that’s my favorite part / You walk around so clueless to it all / Like nobody gonna break your heart
Said, the universe couldn’t keep us apart / Why would it even try?
Before things come together, they have to fall apart
Logan says from the get go that he thinks it’s wild that MC is modest and that he’s surprised she hadn’t gotten a lot of attention from guys. The other song lyrics I mentioned remind me a lot of their separation.
Colt
Me And My Girlfriend, Tupac Shakur [j]
Lost in the whirlwind, ninety-six, Bonnie and Clyde / Me and my girlfriend, do one-eighty-five when we ride
All I need in this life of sin, is me and my girlfriend / Down to ride to the bloody end, just me and my girlfriend
So it’s canon that Colt likes West Coast rap – and this song absolutely embodies Colt’s musical interests and his relationship with MC. He wouldn’t admit it out loud but he definitely heard this song and thought of MC.
Something Special, Pop Smoke [p]
I think you’re something special / I’ll take you on a shopping spree
We all know Colt is the king of LA and can definitely buy him and MC anything they want, also the “her father the police” verse quite literally hit the nail on the head
Martin & Gina, Polo G [p]
He was playing games / Got you dancing in the middle of the club
At first, saw this as a Logan and MC song to listen to in the car, but if you’re like me and was romancing Logan but danced in the club with Colt because Logan was being distant, the lyrics just do it for me
Hit ‘Em Up, Tupac Shakur [p]
You couldn’t tell us Colt wouldn’t love this song, we’re not accepting criticism at this time
Pulling Me Back, Chingy ft. Tyrese [j]
Every time I try to leave / Something keeps pulling me back, me back / Telling me I need you in my life / It was meant to be / You were meant for me / So that means we gotta make it work
This song reminds me a lot of Colt’s feelings towards MC, because in the lyrics they’re not mentioning they necessarily love her, they’re just gravitating towards her, realizing they need her. And that’s exactly how Colt works through his feelings.
Loveeeeeee Song, Rihanna ft. Future [j]
Boy lately, you been stingy with your time / Got me wondering, I’m wondering if I’m on your mind / Boy I just wanna be in your possession / You say I’m the one you want so come express it
Yeah, we all know Colt wasn’t straightforward with his feelings but is more prone to expressing himself physically, and I think this song feels like a confession of her own qualms with him but recognizing that she’s alright with him being physical over verbal. Honestly it’s probably not that deep but this song reminds me of Colt x MC so much.
Complicated, Rihanna [j]
Why is everything with you so complicated / Why do you make it hard to love you / Oh I hate it / ‘Cause if you really wanna be alone / I, will throw my hands up ‘Cause baby I tried
God this whole song is Colt and MC all over because he’s so wishy washy and doesn’t express himself properly.
90210, Travis Scott [j]
I think Colt and Logan would bump this and that’s my only reasoning.
Changed Up, Rae Sremmurd [j]
I think Logan and Colt both alike would bump this in their car and maybe relate to the lyrics and the general vibe of it.
Demons and Angels, A Boogie With a Hoodie ft. Juice WRLD [p]
I’m from the West Side, know not to play with us, yeah
I think I’m addicted to this lifestyle, I swear
Colt is quite literally from the West Side, and the ‘I think I’m addicted to this lifestyle’ line is what really stood out to me because Colt wanted nothing than to be a part of his father’s life and legacy, and Kaneko wanted to keep that separate from him because he knew Colt would be all in.
Run This Town, Jay-Z ft. Rihanna [p]
Does this need an explanation because you already know Colt is running the fuck outta LA thank you for tuning in
Mona
Ungodly Hour, Chloe x Halle [j]
You know that I’ve, I heard it all before / You’re hesitant, wish you could give me more
I don’t have the time / To teach you how to love all over again / Now let me ask you this / Are you giving all that you could give?
This is Mona and MC all over. She was clear about being hurt by an ex, and that it was hard for her to open up to MC in the first place, let alone fall for her. So this is like a confessional from MC to Mona.
Te Amo, Rihanna [j]
Then she said Te amo, then she put her hand around my waist / I told her no, she cried Te amo / I told her I’m not gonna run away, but let me go / My soul is awry and without asking why / I said Te amo
The lyrics are sad but this reminds me of Mona and MC, too. There’s a lot of push and pull with Mona, so I think this describes their back and forth so well.
Scared of Love, Juice WRLD [p]
Not scared to love, just scared of love
I initially put this in the Logan section, but I think it’s more fitting for Mona because she put up these walls to avoid putting herself at risk in the process of giving someone her all after the last girl played her, but underneath it all, she’s still capable to love even though she may think she’s undeserving of it from MC or that love in itself is a scam.
ball w/o you, 21 Savage [p] [and j bc our minds are linked]
I’d rather have loyalty than love / ‘Cause love don’t really mean jack / See love is just a feeling / You can love somebody and still stab them in they back
This is giving me Mona and her ex vibes, and just how Mona is a very everyone for themselves type of person so she has no problem balling by herself because that’s what she expects in the end.
Escape, Akon and Wizkid [p]
We can run away / so far away, escape
Oh, my baby, oh, baby / I would never let you go
Okay I know our songs for Mona have been sad lately, but this reminds me of them because Mona said MC would be hard asf to forget and I already know MC is scrambling to find a solution, a possibility, where Mona didn’t have to go to jail and they’d be able to be together, hence ‘escape’.
Escape, Kehlani [p]
Strange for me to wanna love someone / Who’s better by themselves
‘Cause I can’t let you lose yourself, looking for me / And I can’t let you make me your, your everything
I know you see this escape theme I’m on here LMFAOO but I think this is in Mona’s perspective about MC because she’s like MC is a goody two shoes, new to this life, etc. just overall someone with a better future than me and I don’t wanna mess that up for them (hence the I’m dangerous and pushing her away in the beginning and all the warnings).
Acquainted, The Weeknd [p]
Baby, you’re no good / Cause they warned me ‘bout your type girl, I’ve been ducking left and right
To say that we’re in love is dangerous / But girl I’m so glad we’re acquainted
Can’t Remember to Forget You, Shakira ft. Rihanna [p and j]
I can’t remember to forget you / I keep forgetting I should let you go
“You’re gonna be damn hard to forget.”
This is so Mona because it’s both flexible in meaning with her ex and MC. 
MC
Don’t Make It Harder On Me, Chloe x Halle [j]
If you keep acting so sweet / I might just wake up and leave / This boy that I pinky swore / We’d be together for sure / I can’t be thinking of you / When I’m alone with my boo / If you smile at me again / I may do something stupid
Gives me Logan/Colt/Mona love triangle type vibes!
Who Can I Run To, Xscape [j]
Who can I run to, to share this empty space? / Who can I run to, When I need love? / Who can I run to, to fill this empty space with laughter?
After her li’s leave this def gives me those bittersweet vibes like when they all leave L.A., including MC for college.
Aston Martin Music, Rick Ross [j]
Bobbin’ to the music / This is how we do it, all night / Breezin’ down the freeway / Just me and my baby
Would’ve came back for you / I just needed time to do what I had to do / Caught in the life / I can’t let it go / Whether that’s right I won’t ever know
This reminds me of another bittersweet moment like MC is reflecting on her favorite times with her LI, but also acknowledging that her LI can’t be 100% loyal to her because of her lifestyle
Love Without Tragedy / Mother Mary, Rihanna [j]
Brown eyes, tuxedo, fast cars / A James Dean on the low, Dean on the low
Who knew the course of this one drive / Injured us fatally
Let’s live in the moment / As long as we got each other / Die in the moment / I’m prepared to die in the moment / ‘Cause even forever ain’t forever
This entire song fits for all the LI’s (despite the lyrics saying “boy” it works for all of them perfectly. I just picked a couple lyrics to prove it!
Question Existing, Rihanna [j]
Who am I living for?/ Is this my limit?/ Can I endure some more?/ Chances I’m given, question existing
Reminds me of when MC was torn between loyalty to her father and Jason Shaw and MPC at the same time.
Bed of Lies, Nicki Minaj ft. Skylar Grey [p]
This is 100% MC after the reveal.
Change Your Life, Kehlani ft. Jhene Aiko [p and j]
I heard that you a gangsta / Not one to try to save her / Always focus on your paper / Don't got time to wager with your heart
You deserve someone that'll take you to another level
The lyrics to this song fit so well with all of the LI’s. Definitely addresses all of the LI’s reluctance to be with MC and MC’s pursuit of them.
Serial Lover, Kehlani [p and j]
Lord knows / My intentions are pure and my heart full of gold, oh
This song fits MC’s relationship with all of the LI’s, especially when there’s conflict between them. MC is miles more transparent with her feelings than Logan, Colt, and Mona.
She’s So Gone, Naomi Scott [p]
So it looks like the joke’s on you / ‘cause the girl that you thought you knew / She’s so gone
You can look but you won’t see the girl I used to be, ‘cause she / she’s so gone, away / like history
Yes this is from Lemonade Mouth and yes I feel like this embodies MC perfectly!
Misc.
(this includes Ximena, Toby, side characters, the overall vibe of ROD, etc.)
Tints, Anderson .Paak ft. Kendrick Lamar [j]
Ridin’, ridin’, round that open street / I need tints / I need my windows tinted / I can’t be flying down that 110 with a bad bitch in my whip / I need tints
This reminds me a lot of Ximena and Toby because they’re so chill and carefree compared to the rest of the crew, and this song embodies that.
Nascar, Roddy Ricch [p]
Honestly, heard this song and thought I’d be perfect for another side show, or a racing song
We Don’t Luv Em, HoodRich Pablo Juan [p]
Another side show/racing song
DJ Got Us Fallin’ In Love, Usher [p]
I feel like this could’ve played at the club depending on the vibe they were going for, and even if they weren’t, I feel like the club was a very romantically charged event so the DJ had errbody falling in love (MC and whoever, Toby and the guy he went off to dance with, etc.)
break da law, 21 Savage [p]
Me and my dawgs break laws
This is Kaneko and the crew, even though Kaneko would never call them his dawgs, but you get the gist.
Trust Nobody, Lil Wayne ft. Adam Levine [p]
I don’t trust nobody, not my lovers, not my friends / I don’t make no promises ‘cause I know just how they’ll end / I don’t trust nobody, I don’t need nobody else / And as messed up as it sounds, I don’t even trust myself, yeah
This hurts me because the song talks about not being able to trust people in general so I feel like this has been Logan all his life, Mona after she was betrayed, and Colt after the death of his father (minus the don’t trust my lover part because obviously they are whipped for MC and you can’t change my mind).
Undercover, Kehlani [p]
You know they don’t wanna see us together / But it don’t matter, no, ‘cause I got you
Baby, they don’t wanna see me be happy / ‘Cause they ain’t happy, no -- they don’t got you
So this is MC with all the LI’s because everybody (Riya, Darius, her dad, etc.) thinks everyone in the crew is bad news but no matter who MC is with, they’re happy with them regardless of what everyone thinks.
Party Monster, The Weeknd [p]
Okay, this might seem really weird, but I feel like this is a song that would play in the background as the crew would plan or orchestrate a heist you know like the camera panning to different people just really focused on that they’re doing like there’s some camera work going on in my head that I wish I could properly articulate but I hope you guys see the vision.
Shut Up and Drive, Rihanna [p and j]
This is self explanatory.
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criticalintellect · 4 years ago
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UGH alright let's try this, hopefully I'll be coherent. So I've had my twitter account for about a year now(?) and every month or so, for about a week, just outta nowhere people suddenly feel like shitting on Lovecraft. The last two times it makes sense how it came about since we had gotten news that a new Call of Cthulhu "sequel" was getting made. The premise we were given was goddamn horrendous, but it's popped up again because it's creator felt like being a cunt on Twitter for some reason: Call of Cthulhu: Death May Die. Shelving the fact that sounds like a Devil May Cry parody, I won't focus too much on the game, though I will say it's NOTHING like the Terminator ripoff we were told it was gonna be (I could be mistaking DMD with another boardgame abortion using H.P.'s work) and the wording in the game synopsis I found is completely contrary to cosmic horror; talking about fighting the Old Ones and "shoot[ing] it in the face". Eric Lang is the man of the hour; he's had quite a bit of experience in boardgames and even video games, working on Duelyst (which I really did like). So to see this man in search of a personality put on his most psychotic stare, trim his pubic hair wig, and stand in front of a cardboard cutout of H.P. Lovecraft and give it the finger, all to post it on twitter and say he hates this man and his work...while at the same time profiting from his work DIRECTLY. I'm a little...perturbed. These retard fests always come in at least 3 flavors: Lovecraft was a racist, dO yOu KnOw WhAt He NaMeD hIs CaT?!?!?!, and Lovecraft didn't contribute anything and all his fans are racist. No to all 3.
Now maybe I'm hanging on semantics, but from my reckoning I would say HPL was more xenophobic than racist. He didn't hate other people or races. Yes he did believe that certain people had "superior" genetics, but never in his notes have I seen him go on tirades about how those of "lesser" genes need to be culled or anything. He literally just wanted them to leave him and his neighborhood alone. He wanted them to live, just not near him. Again, maybe semantics, I leave the distinction to greater intellects. But of greater importance, something these Lovecraft detractors refuse to comprehend, was that we have written proof that HPL RENOUNCED his xenophobic views towards the end of his life. Thanks to the friends he made, his moving to New York, and being exposed to other people he saw the error of his ways. And he recanted. And the people shitting on his grave do not care, saying that it didn't matter. It's cancel culture at it's finest, but since they can't cancel a dead man all they can do is destroy his works. Or at least attempt to, fruitlessly. The plus side of having 100 year old works of fiction is that they've been in circulation for so long is that plenty of people know the fiction and know when someone has made a shit interpretation of it.
Now, about that cat. See it wasn't Howard that named that cat, but rather his father. The cat was adopted by and named by him. And then his father was committed to an asylum and the cat passed into his son's and wife's care. And yes, the cat was called Niggerman, shocker. It was the 1880s.
"Lovecraft had no impact on anything". Stephen King, Gullermo del Toro, Ridley Scott, Neil Gaiman, Junji Ito, Kentaro Miura, Clive Barker, John Carpenter, Mike Mignola and H.R. Giger. All of these artists were influenced by Lovecraft and his horror. But sometimes his touch was a little less obvious, as he was friends with Robert E. Howard, the creator of Conan the Barbarian and Solomon Cane. He was a man who would very openly share ideas he had for his own work, but not having a great opinion of said work would pass it onto authors he believed could better implement his ideas. He was never a man to jealously protect his property and openly allowed ANYONE to add onto the mythos he unwittingly created. And that's a major reason how his mythos has engrossed so much of our culture over the last century, even when the property wasn't directly connected to the Cthulhu mythos. As to the assertion that we're all racists: even if I agreed Howard Philips Lovecraft was racist and even if it wasn't public knowledge that he became a better person late in life, I am capable of separating a creator from his work. I can read Shadow Over Innsmouth and Call of Cthulhu and The Dunwich Horror and agree that if you look deep enough there's some skeevy themes, but if you put that aside there's some damn good suspense and horror. For as fucked up as K-Pop is I don't see any of their stans calling out the industry while admitting they still like the music, it's just blanket denial. Yet shitheads with that kinda mindset wanna come after a man's legacy like he enslaved all of Africa all on his lonesome?
At the end of it all, Lovecraft's works will endure all of this mind numbing clout chasing. Eric Lang can do cringey, performative wokeness while being a massive hypocrite all he wants, Lovecraft will endure. But it will always bother me the amount of frothing, myopic hatred HPL gets. The fans have told these people how he reformed, how he shared his works with people of all walks of life, how he MARRIED A JEWISH WOMAN (and yes he had distasteful opinions of Jews too), but it's never enough. If Daryl Davis can change the minds of 200+ KKK members, then why can't we give people from the past the benefit of the doubt. Then again these are also the type of people that called Davis a racist and other assorted idiocy so...I dunno. Lovecraft was a flawed man, plagued by nightmares, coddled by a mother who slowly lost her mind over time and ended up in the same asylum as her husband (the one he died in too). And even through all of that he found a way to be a better man. He shared his works, he found a way to intimately connect with a woman (even though it sounds like it was very difficult for both of them), and towards the end of his life he admitted his ideas of genetic superiority were downright abhorrent. If we can't give even this man the benefit of the doubt, then your only hope of being accepted by the hate mob is if you're born a literal son of God.
And if you dont like HPL then fuck right off out of my fandom because we do not care about your lukewarm take about him being a racist and we need to rewrite his works. Piss off
Edit: Hoo boy this has gotten around and about, further than I thought it would've. I know it's a bit strange, but thank you to everyone for showing support. Didn't think anyone would read one of my long-winded rants, let alone think it worth of sharing. At first I was just a casual fan of Lovecraft like most people; Cthulhu here, "hey I get that"; a shoggoth there, "ah neato." But after seeing him get so much hatred it started to feel wrong. Then learning what a tragic man he was and seeing Twitter attempt to eviscerate this man...I had to put my thoughts somewhere and this was the only place I had a chance to get it out there and people actually see it. So thank ye kindly strange sea of friends
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Ok same anon as before: so what did alan do after he was forced into retirement as green lantern? Was he just stuck then as normal alan scott for however many decades? I assumed at first that alan’s company failed because he sucked at being green lantern and as a ceo- but was he solely just alan at that point when his company was dying? I really gotta read the older comics man- can you get me some JSA comics recommendations to read over break? I just love the old JSA history
alright, i feel like there’s a couple misunderstandings here when comes to the jsa/alan so before i get into this i wanna make sure we all know that:
1) the jsa’s history is both closely tied to and obviously informed by real life history. before the presidential decree that mystery men fighting in the war would be bad for morale became canon (somewhat recently), the vast majority of the jsa’s members were actively pictured in the war in their civilian identities (as per forties comics). the most recent example of that is one of the early 2000s christmas specials which has a hollywood canteen (club ran by celebs, open to all allied servicemen. look it up!) type event where ted grant gets tremendously drunk ‘cause he’s shipping out in the morning. i can’t remember the exact issue rn but i’ll edit if i find it
2) huac (house un-american activities committee) targeting mystery men is an obvious nod to the hollywood blacklist and steeped so firmly in the red scare & mccarthyism that it literally cannot be removed from that context. understanding the far-reaching effects of huac and how it ruined the jsa’s lives requires a working knowledge of how that played out in real life. again, the jsa is much more closely related to irl history than literally any other superhero team
now that we’ve got that covered, it should be obvious that alan was affected by huac the most out of everyone in the jsa. while james robinson’s the golden age (1993) is ostensibly elseworlds, the beginning of it is actually identical to canon and i’d definitely recommend it for the simple fact that it’s the singular comic to analyse exactly how alan is dealing with everything. he’s affected in his personal life for the obvious reasons (though he’d only been gaycoded at the time, the fact that it’s now canon adds to it), in his professional life since he works in media & more than half of the gbc writers end up being blacklisted and in his life as green lantern. that brings us to the fact that gbc actually goes bankrupt 2-3 times with alan as its ceo but the first time is specifically because of huac
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the second time is during paul levitz’s run on all-star comics (#58-#74), which is a personal favourite of mine actually, and it’s the one where alan’s solution is to hold up an airport:
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the third time is in infinity inc #8-#9 when he declares himself the communications czar:
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as you can see his reactions get progressively worse and it’s only sometimes related to his own terrible sense of business but the period you’re referring to is definitely specifically because of huac tearing down everything he’s built. it’s canon that for the entirety of the fifties the jsa did not exist:
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(adventure comics #466, technically part of the aforementioned levitz run and the first mention of huac in relation to the jsa)
so yes, alan was not green lantern for the majority of that time. og canon states that superheroes returned in the sixties (when the second volume of green lantern started, with hal jordan this time) and while that’s not been updated to keep up with the current timeline, i’d still keep their return somewhere around the late sixties, say with the emergence of the younger members of the all-star squadron like amazing man during the detroit riot in ‘67
i hope that gives you a rough timeline of what went on with alan and definitely feel free to take everything i mentioned above as a wholehearted recommendation! i also have an alan scott rec list here and to that i’d add the alan story in the green lantern 80th special, dc universe: legacies #2 (outsider pov on the huac situation), pretty much the entirety of jsa (1999) if u wanna do a whole run, the justice society of america (1991) and justice society of america (1992) miniseries, all the jsa returns one shots but especially jsa returns: all-american comics (1999) #1 for a focus on alan and dc first: green lantern/green lantern #1 to start u off. half the fun is the search though so if you’re genuinely interested in this, i’d say the next step is taking a look at comicvine and various dc wikis and see what looks interesting to u personally!!
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Best Films of 2017, Part V
This is the last entry of the series. I hope you’ve enjoyed this year’s rundown. Thanks for reading. GREAT MOVIES 22. Nocturama (Bertrand Bonello)- The first half painstakingly observes a terrorist attack--one so vaguely expressed that, until you see a gun twenty minutes in, you can't even be positive that's the coordination you're seeing. As gripping as that is, however, the second half is better. To hide out after their attack, all of the kids lock themselves in a mall overnight, and of course they can't resist goofing off in there. The juxtaposition of (presumably--again, their motivation isn't explained) anti-capitalist ideals with capitalist dressing is what makes the movie. Sometimes it's obvious: a gold lamp shaped like an assault rifle. Sometimes it's artful: One of the kids is arranged in a hot tub to look like David's The Death of Marat, as if to suggest that this tragic sort of disaffection is inherently European. Always it's effective: "Whip Your Hair" blaring across the electronics section and silencing news reports might be the music moment of the year. That song is another intentional choice. Inspired or not, Willow Smith is too young to mean what she says she does, and she's forever trapped in a space that cannot be owned by her. She can't eclipse the legacy set for her. How French. 21. Alien: Covenant (Ridley Scott)- (Weyland-Yutani needs to step its game up on the signal for their communication devices.) The Alien series has always been about smuggling. (In fact, Alien: Resurrection is literally about smugglers.) Alien takes a sci-fi framework and smuggles in slasher tropes; Aliens slips a war film into the spaceships; Alien 3 is a prison movie. All of them take the established boundaries and disrupt them with another genre. Now Ridley Scott is taking the blueprint of an Alien movie itself and using it to meditate on the limits of reason. It's still an Alien movie, slow like the others, and the orgiastic gore of the alien scenes still pops. But it's way better when robots are talking to each other about why they don't dream. Early on, Billy Crudup's Oram admits to his wife that he was passed over for the captain job because Weyland-Yutani didn't trust a "man of faith" to make rational decisions in stressful situations. (Good casting: To me, Crudup has always looked like a youth minister who thinks you're a really interesting kid and wishes he could get to know you better.) So what Scott interprets for the rest of the movie is: Could a man of faith achieve true rationality, or is his faith so foundational that it could be an impediment to the logic that makes us human? That is, if your belief in the guiding hand of God supersedes even proof to the contrary, there are clear limits to your reasoning. I suspect that Ridley Scott, as an atheist, lacks respect for that type of person, but he also sort of admires the idealism. Oram's logical limit is what Weyland was trying to overcome when he created the synthetic David. If a being knew its creator (and, more importantly, knew that creator was not worth praying to), would that make him transcendent or would it expose a fundamental emptiness? A synthetic basically lives forever, so it has more in common with the "engineer" gods of Prometheus than the humans do. But halfway through Covenant--the title itself referring to a negotiation between God and man--we find out how uncomfortable mankind was with such a creation. Updates to David have squelched his creativity and brought him down to humans' level, since the flawless nature of such a creation illuminates the creator's flaws. Our blurry line to our own creator is a source of strength and a source of weakness.Looking back on Alien 1, the idea to make space travel tedious and blue collar seems quaint now. Of course the future isn't shiny and evolved; on a superficial level, we'll probably share a lot with the people that come after us. As far as the yearning in our souls goes, we'll definitely share a lot with the people that come after us. An Alien movie is an Alien movie is an Alien movie. 20. All the Money in the World (Ridley Scott)- If Ridley Scott's other 2017 film is about how hell is other people, then All the Money in the World is about how hell is yourself. At the perfect time for his audience to be pissed about petty rapacity, Ridley Scott has made his own large-scale commercial adaptation of "Ozymandias." I'm in the bag for late-period Ridley auterism, but it was fascinating for me to watch a logically escalating crowd pleaser about the emptiness of money from a person who probably knows that emptiness very well.The performances are all over the map. Wahlberg sucks--he's miscast, but at this point I don't know what he wouldn't be miscast in. National Treasure Michelle Williams overdoes it, but that might be the right calculation in something approximating reality this broadly. Her presence can't be denied. And then there's Christopher Plummer, the heart of the film, who is in way more of it than I expected. In a way I think Kevin Spacey's misdeeds would have helped the movie: The audience would be reflexively booing a person they're supposed to be booing in the context of the piece. But I suspect Plummer's approach to the role is more broken and lonely than what Spacey would have turned in. He's more believable as someone who is staring unrepentantly at the end of his life, and his speech about how "things" never disappoint him is what brought it home for me.
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19. After the Storm (Hirokazu Koreada)-  "That's complex." "No, it's simple. Life is very simple...I just said something really deep, didn't I?" That sort of exchange, getting at the heart of the human condition through the most everyday, straightforward, intimate circumstances, is Koreada's bread-and-butter. The first ninety minutes are not without their charms, but they're sort of fatty and obligatory. They're really there to set up the emotional wallop of the final thirty minutes, and the gamble pays off. 18. The Beguiled (Sofia Coppola)- There's a scene about halfway through in which Farrell's McBurney is a captive audience for the ladies' evening prayers. The women surround him, sharing a chair, sitting on the floor, and the taffeta of their dresses in front of him pools into a multi-colored body. Their femininity is soft and inviting, but it's an obstacle as tangled as it is unified. It's that type of image that classes up cattiness into something more tragic and elegant. The 1971 version of The Beguiled is pulpy, so it might be helpful to describe this one as juicy. It's strained of anything that makes the original seem dime-store or exploitative, but it keeps the quality of satisfying sensationalism. Coppola does this by crafting a compelling composite character and, in large part, by excising the slave character. It's a slightly cowardly move, but ol' Hallie might have been a distracting bridge too far in 2017. Luckily, Coppola is able to nail the hypocrisy of the Confederate South through religion instead. To me, the pacing of a Sofia Coppola work is often what makes or breaks it. The slice-of-life detours in Lost in Translation, the poetic rhythm of day-to-day moments, feels like dilatory stalling in Somewhere. So The Beguiled is a new direction in the sense that it's a potboiler--every scene contributes to the next in a lean straight line. It would have been nice to see Harris Savides, her late collaborator, take a stab at all of this natural light, but other than that, I didn't miss the old her. 17. Song to Song (Terrence Malick)- If you don't already like what David Ehrlich calls Malick's "twirling horndog" era--I prefer "metropolitan trilogy of self-absorption"--I won't be able to convert you by now. Especially when Rooney Mara is fingering meats in a Costco, this feels like a film made just for me. I do think that, compared to To the Wonder and Knight of Cups, this film's journey of mercy is fairly direct for Malick. (As far as that group of films goes, there might be a loose progression of detachment, wandering, and return/restore.) Fassbender's devilish Cook waves at his possessions early in the film and says, "None of this exists," and his empty promises pervert innocence at every turn, sometimes tragically. For a hedonist, he isn't being-in-the-world in the way that Malick would prefer. It's telling that, by the "end" of the film--and I say that hesitantly since the events seem to loop back on themselves--Faye inverts Cook in her narration. She says: "This. Only this," referring to love. Or at least, like, authentic experience. That's why Weightless was such a better title for this: As an insult for "having no mooring," it describes Cook; as a compliment for "free," it describes Faye and BV. How Malick is this, besides that interpretation of planes of existence? Very Malick. There's a sequence in which Gosling's BV returns home to console his bereaved family, and his brother says something like, "After being so hung-up on Dad for so long, he finally dies and--" Malick cuts to something else, so wary of something that feels like a treacly Movie Moment. And in avoiding those cliches, he creates his own. Characters still fall out of relationships and drift toward other thin, unnamed beautiful girls with hair in their faces, and it has become such a pet trope for him that a woman even gets in on the trend this time. But how many filmmakers have enough style in the first place for you to be able to make fun of their style? If it all adds up to a moment as alive as Gosling sliding in his sock-feet, then make fun of it all you want. When Malick the classicist first started making films that take place in present-day, it was jarring to spot, say, a Target in the background of a shot. But now that I've adjusted to it, that topicality means...very little at all really, and that's why it's foolish to get hung up on why Mara has blonde hair in this scene or why Gosling is driving a different car in that scene. Austin City Limits or a Longhorns game are specific events, but the relationships are so elemental that they might as well be revealing themselves in a Middle Ages castle or a prehistoric cave. In fact, sign me up for Rooney Mara fingering meats in a prehistoric cave. 16. John Wick: Chapter 2 (Chad Stahelski)-  It's lit. When I reviewed the first entry, I spent a lot of time on John Wick "transgressing realms" and stuff. (And that's there--the final setpiece takes place at a modern art museum, ever eager to mix the high and the low.) But let's be real: It's embarrassingly fun to watch Keanu Reeves shoot people in the head. Chapter 2 ups the ante on the mythology of the setting without spoon-feeding, and it's all in the service of a giddy two hours that is as lightning quick as it is painstakingly choreographed. 
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15. The Lost of City Z (James Gray)- Knowing that I would see this movie, I avoided reviews, but I have no doubt they employed the word "sweeping." To me though, that word implies a shorthand of emotion sacrificed at the altar of grandeur, a "they fall in love yada yada" that you have to exchange for scope. The Lost City of Z is not sweeping in that case because every minute of its running time seems essential, and the passage of twenty years only enhances the emotional acuity. It's lean and Lean. "Atmosphere": That's another word that people use for a vague visual texture. James Gray and Darius Khondji extend their collaboration to create visual layers--planes of smoke or fog that makes the images heavy in a literal sense. By the time they shoot the dappled sunlight and the faded green of the jungle, the screen already has a lather of sweat. On a more specific note, I appreciated that Gray found the through-line of such a complicated historical tale, and that through-line is his pet theme of obsession. Driven by the deficit of his ancestry, Percy Fawcett is motivated by risk down to his bones. On some level the film is something that we've seen before--though Robert Pattinson has never been better than he is as the obligatory shrewd guide. But the film taps into such a primal call to adventure that it feels as if it has always existed, as if it's The Story, and that's a compliment even if "sweeping" and "atmospheric" aren't. 14. Baby Driver (Edgar Wright)- If someone wants to know what a director does, and Casino is too long for him, then this is my new go-to example. Edgar Wright is a Tarantino follower, and like Tarantino before him, he started with fealty to different genres until he ended up with a type of movie to call his very own. I don't have much to add to the plentiful discourse about the chases or the music, ("Every Little Bit Hurts" is my killer track.) but I appreciated that every scene was as propulsive and direct as the chases. The film is broad, both in its characterization and its morals, but it would be a mistake to think of the characters as archetypes. Despite placeholder names, each character has a nuanced backstory, from Doc's nephew to Buddy's telling real name. Jamie Foxx is terrifying as the unpredictable Begbie figure of the crew, and the narrative gives him the latitude to do literally anything he wants. 13. Ingrid Goes West (Matt Spicer)- I could tell you about the breakneck beginning: Somebody gets maced in the first minute, and we, refreshingly, have to fill in a lot of backstory for ourselves. I could point out the tight, organic escalation of the second act, informed by all the details that I liked, especially Taylor's tendency to float an "If you can..." onto her sentences to soften herself. But let me talk about the ending (in an unspecific way). This movie can end in only one way, and it does. It offers closure for the theme it has established, knowing full well not to fill us with a false sense of security or pretend that it's tidier than it is. When the film falters, it's because it's trying to declare itself as a Movie of the Moment, but its ending is as humble as it is logical. 12. Personal Shopper (Olivier Assayas)- A film way more about the language it's told in than the end result of what it's telling. [initiate conceit] These most recent Assayas films feel like fancy cocktails with different levels of separation. There's the base, which is a woman who is stalled and unhappy. One of the sweet liqueurs on top of that is her job--meaningless for her taste--as a shopper for a celebrity, a go-between for someone too famous to interact in public. The Kahlua to balance that is her status as a spiritual medium, a go-between for someone too dead to interact in public. She has a heart condition that tethers her emotions, she has a boyfriend who is absent yet present through Skype, she has Youtube videos as conduits for the past, she has a person who has emerged as a literal replacement for her dead brother's widow. Maybe you just want a beer, but I don't mind paying a little extra to see a real bartender get all of those pretty colors together. [close conceit] The film's elliptical final third provides closure in one sense but not another; it verges on cop-out. Maybe more importantly, the film is a step backwards for Kristen Stewart, who is still magnetic but has slipped back into being mannered. There's a scene with a police officer in which the stammering is out of control. She has earned such goodwill, however, that I'm willing to evaluate anything the character does as a productive choice. Why does she take one sip out of drinks and leave them to make a ring on the table? Why does she type a space before a question mark? Why does she use default ringers and not turn off the clicky-type setting? She always gives me something to do.
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11. Blade Runner 2049 (Denis Villeneuve)- Late in the movie--and by that I mean "after Harrison Ford appears"--the villainous Luv is about to smash a cartridge that powers Joi, our hero's holographic girlfriend, and Joi lunges forward as she croaks out "I love y--" before being shorted out. She's professing love as part of the motion forward to save herself, so I began to wonder which expression was more instinctive: self-preservation or love? Which one is more human, especially if the figure involved is only approximating humanity? It's a tiny moment isolated from some of the more intent questioning that Blade Runner 2049 is doing, but the film is still thick with those ideas. Thank God Villeneuve takes his time asking those questions too. Whenever the film shifts into plot gear, it gets silly, but when it's providing purely visual storytelling, there's no setting I would rather engage with. If Roger Deakins doesn't win an Oscar, then those awards really mean nothing. Together he and Villeneuve have made the most expensive art film of all time. At one point Jared Leto, who seems to be in a different movie from everyone else, plays a conversation from the November 2019 of the original movie, and it was a little thought bubble of everything that a re-quel should be: The present was the past was the future. 10. Lady Bird (Greta Gerwig)- The best coming-of-age movies, like The 400 Blows or Rushmore (a mini-poster of which is on Lady Bird's wall if you squint), are not afraid to make their characters look small. The Lady Bird character isn't necessarily dumb or naive--though sometimes she is. She's selfish and martyred in the way that teenagers always are. The type of person who would lie about where she lives because she's ashamed of her class, who knows she shouldn't raise her hand at the assembly but does anyway. The genre buys a size up in pettiness, knowing that its characters are going to grow. Lady Bird's piggishness manifests itself most clearly when she's with her mother, to the extent that the relationship, the most important one in the film, is almost grating. That's the point, of course: They butt heads because they're so alike in their inexplicable principles. The first time we see them, they're silently crying at the conclusion of an audio book, connected by a feeling they share but can't articulate. Lady Bird is broader and tidier than I expected, but its details kind of sang to me, both in the tangible cell phones and 9/11-themed bulletin boards and the more abstract notion of a world threatening you and inviting itself to you at the same time. The success of a movie like this comes from how much you didn't want it to end, and I would have eaten up another two hours of L.B. cutting it up in New York. 9. Graduation (Cristian Mungiu)- I have to start including Cristian Mungiu among my favorite directors because every time out he crafts something naturalistic, piercing, and profound. This time Mungiu is working through moral compromise, but as always, he's using the protagonist's predicament to turn the lens on the corruption of the crumbling Romanian spirit. Graduation is probably his most thematically overt work yet--in fact, some of the scenes feel as if they're in italics--but it doesn't suffer from that directness. There's still a lot to grapple with, from the tone of the final shot to Aldea's penchant for cutting fruit, a symbol I haven't worked out yet. Demanding the same patience that it exhibits, Graduation slowly widens its circle of characters as Dr. Aldea gets in over his head, as if to suggest that, even when we think our sin is personal, it always taints others. Especially in the second half, the film is also an austere meditation on parenting--specifically the limits of its influence and sacrifice. It doesn't reach the heights of the last two Mungiu movies, but what does?
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8. The Meyerowitz Stories (New and Selected) (Noah Baumbach)- For me, Noah Baumbach is the filmmaker laureate of divorce. I knew this during The Squid & the Whale, when I recognized my broken home kin in the negotiation of "This is your house too" or the acid behind sentences that start with "Well, your mother..." Now that he's a sufferer of divorce in his own adult life, Baumbach shows a different understanding of blended families and their often imagined slights in The Meyerowitz Stories. Any discussion of the film would get personal for me because I got chills from saying almost the exact, prickish things that the characters say to their father. It helps that the father, Harold, is played by Dustin Hoffman in his best performance in twenty years. As written, the character is already a specific brand of pompous, jealous, New York septugenarian ass, but Hoffman combines what's on the page with a short-strided run and a conversational delay and the ability to make me laugh by just the way he says "shark." I'm not sure the film's structural gambit works--I could have accepted a fractured story with being told that it's a fractured story--but I think Baumbach, particularly as a writer, is on an amazing roll right now. 7. The Shape of Water (Guillermo Del Toro)- The Richard Jenkins character in this film comments on whatever is showing on his television, from Bojangles to Alice Faye but, tellingly for a fable, not the Civil Rights struggle. It occurred to me that, if a man were in his late '50s in 1962 like him, he could be conversant with all of 20th century pop culture. I'm not sure I would want that--I've watched all of the Mr. Ed that I care to--but it's something that is impossible now that media has splintered into so many different directions. Then I thought, if anyone comes close to that sort of knowledge, it's Guillermo Del Toro. The Shape of Water, his best, is the perfect distillation of his influences and an elegiac time in American history. He mixes together the Cold War, restaurant franchising, Hollywood musicals, New Advertising, and more. You may not immediately know what the deal is with those match cuts and candy, but they end up being sturdy bricks for an organically soulful whole. This is a director who has frustrated me with his tendency to get lost in the sauce, but his monster finally adds up to something beautiful here. The film goes too far, spelling things out for Jenkins especially, but it knows exactly where it goes too far and refuses to look back. Michael Shannon stands out as 2017's worst nightmare, but every character's arc gives him or her a fair, well-rounded shake. The script feels buffed to shine, the type they teach in school. And if Alexandre Desplat's score wasn’t the best of the year, then I can't wait to listen to whatever was better. 6. A Ghost Story (David Lowery)- This doesn't sound like the compliment that it is, but I can't remember a successful movie for which dialogue mattered less. In fact, the one piece that didn't work for me, the Will Oldham monologue, rings false because it's the only time that the "what" is more important than the "how." It's why the music is so effective, why there can be a whole sequence in Spanish without subtitles, why the movie doesn't have to make literal sense: It's about the heart, not the head. A Ghost Story is one of the grandest stories possible told in the most intimate way possible. It's the type of elegy for which any viewer could have a different spot to cry. (For me, it was the cross-cutting of the headphones between the expectant past and the grieving present.) The degree of difficulty was enormous--if you laugh the first time the ghost stands up and slinks around the hospital, then nothing else will work--and that's why the final product matters so much. 5. The Salesman (Asghar Farhadi)- I hope that college screenwriting classes are giving Farhadi his due since all of his films are marvels of incident and escalation. The thing that I admire most about his work is that no one is a villain: People are doing their best to survive with their dignity intact, and the conflict occurs because one person fails, honestly and realistically, in that regard. For most of The Salesman, we get a piercingly faithful depiction of the aftermath of a violent attack. Rana's fear is mixed with shame, and neither emotion gels with her natural need for privacy. But it's really through her husband Emad that we get something new. He tries to please her however he can, ignoring his own logic in an attempt to understand, and he gets frustrated when he can't accommodate her. Of course, both of them are actors, so their grief has layers: Their feelings are genuine, but they're performing for each other too. They're self-conscious to a fault, and especially when it comes to the police, they're more worried about how things will look to an outsider than what the actual right thing to do is.The play they're performing is Death of a Salesman, and, at first, it feels like nothing more than a concession to Farhadi's growing international audience. But there's common ground in Emad and Arthur Miller's trapped, tragic everymen. Emad conducts himself with the honor that his society instilled in him, even when it isn't a good fit. (For example, he patiently teaches literature even though he seems awful at it and his passion is the theater.) When he starts to break that mold--say, using his influence to ID a license plate--he actually does get what he wants for a while. But that fueling of his pride only increases his fall in the deliberate final section. He and Willy Loman were born to be victims. 4. Last Men in Aleppo (Feras Fayyad)- It's a bit undignified and short-sighted to lament a certain year in history--I doubt my grandfather ever tweeted "Ugh--1942 amirite." But 2017 was tough for me because the entire notion of having heroes to admire seemed to erode. Enter Last Men in Aleppo, which documents men who, despite the odds that they won't save anyone, despite the temptation to move somewhere else, knowingly enter bombed areas of Syria to try to rescue people trapped under rubble. The documentary isn't easy to watch in the sense that no one wants to see a lifeless baby lifted out of wreckage. But watching it from the safety of my home is the least I can do, not only to remind myself of the sanctity of my physical safety but to remind myself that human beings are inherently good. These guys are my heroes. INSTANT CLASSICS
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3. Phantom Thread (Paul Thomas Anderson)- Reynolds Woodcock watches from the top of the stairs as each of his employees reports to work. They defer to him with a head-down greeting, and he then goes to breakfast. There's control there in an obvious sense: the imperious way that he clocks them in. But he shows power over them in other ways too. He lives at the House of Woodcock, so there will never be a situation in which anyone else can get there earlier than he can--no one can ever appear more devoted. And presumably they had to eat before they came, whereas he can luxuriate with his tea in his privileged silence until he deigns to inspect their work. In just that one example of characterization, there's more unsaid than there is said, and the whole film has that sort of explorable depth. Phantom Thread, lifted by a lush Jonny Greenwood score, is a spellbinding puzzle that will require multiple viewings, but I don't mean that it's ever unclear about what happens. You can explain its events clearly, just as you can explain the major events of your life clearly, but that doesn't mean you understand every reason for what happened to you, now or ever. At the same time, Paul Thomas Anderson is able to access minute, direct emotions. I'm reminded of the painful clarity on Daniel Day-Lewis's face as Reynolds's new wife chews loudly, and he knows that he's stuck with that sound forever. That expression elicited some laughs from me and the other assorted men by themselves in the theater, but it was one of the several moments pitched at such an acute and strange angle that we weren't sure how to react. Was it okay that this gothic romance, as chaste as it is nasty, was also silly? That's the magic of the best filmmaker in the world: After all this time, he's still giving us things we don't even know how to watch.
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2. Dunkirk (Christopher Nolan)- Just when we thought we were done with cinematic experiences, Christopher Nolan proves that we aren't. For me at least, Nolan has always been caught between his cold tactician side and his sentimental populist side. When he has faltered for me, it's because he ventured too deeply into the latter, and Dunkirk is his most objective, observant, dispassionate work yet. Can't hear the dialogue from the sound mix? Well, there isn't much dialogue. Think that he can't write women? Well, there aren't any women. This feels like the film that he has been waiting to make in order to silence any critics who might be left. Auterism aside, what we're left with is a sincere heart-stopper powered by a downright experimental score and precise editing. How much faith do you have to have in yourself and your audience to cut away from someone in the act of drowning? There are three macro stories here--land, sea, and air--but the true empathy comes from the micro. A man walks into the sea to a certain death, a boy might or might not lock a door, one soldier accuses another of being a German spy. It adds up to something that elicits emotion from us without begging for it.
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1. The Florida Project (Sean Baker)- In the office of Willem Dafoe's Bobby, there's an upside-down remote control sitting in a cup. Affixed onto that remote is a piece of masking tape labeled "NEEDS BATT." My eyes were wandering during the scene--I don't think I was supposed to notice the prop--but it's the type of lived-in detail that proves a) Sean Baker knows this world, and b) this location is totally real. In many ways the characters of the film are like that remote: Sometimes they work, but mostly they sit in their container, hoping for the inspiration that could power them to their potential. Often Baker's presentation of the action is like a remote control too. He switches over two or three times to Moonee playing in the bathtub, but it takes a while for us to orient ourselves to the tragic reason why that's going on. He often flips us to something, then expects us to catch up to its significance. Willem Dafoe is, as far as I know, the only professional actor in the cast, but he is as free of artifice as the children are. Bobby's a mediator, protector, and administrator, but the film doesn't let him off the hook just because he's male/White/adult/employed: He doesn't have his shit together either. It's one of the film's best tricks, painting him as the one in control when his son has lost patience with him and he still hasn't fixed the ice machine. Is he a good man, or is he just the smartest kid in a remedial class? Some people will gripe about the ending, but, as I squinted through tears, I thought it captured the spirit of the rest of the movie well. As harrowing as some moments are, as pitiful as some of the characters' struggles can be, daily life provides so much room for joy. I thought Baker's Tangerine showed promise, but I was hesitant to declare him the next important auteur, as many people were doing. I'm ready to do that now.
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The Legacy of Batman: Tom King, Kevin Conroy, and Scott Snyder on the Dark Knight
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This year, we talked to Tom King, Kevin Conroy, Bruce Timm, Scott Snyder, Jock, and Pete Tomasi about why Batman still matters.
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It all began with two shots in the dark, pearls spilling onto the blood-soaked cement. No, it all started when the bat crashed through the window. Actually, it was when the boy fell into the cave. Maybe it was that hostile takeover at Apex Chemicals? Dozens of stories have shaped the legend of the Batman over his 80-year history, tales that have made the Caped Crusader arguably the most iconic character in comic book history, rivaled only by Superman.
When Bill Finger and Bob Kane put pen and pencil to paper for 1939's Detective Comics #27, they had no way of knowing that they were creating a new American myth that would captivate readers and movie audiences for decades to come. They certainly didn't expect their first Batman adventure, "The Case of the Chemical Syndicate," to spawn 973 more issues of Detective Comics, let alone become a blockbuster franchise featuring movies, TV series, video games, and McDonald's Happy Meals. 
But what bigger testament to the long-lasting appeal of Batman than March’s Detective Comics #1000, written and drawn by some of the best creators in the business? The giant-sized, 96-page issue featured stories by legends such as as Dennis O'Neil, Neal Adams, Steve Epting, Christopher Priest, Jim Lee, Kelley Jones, Paul Dini, Brian Michael Bendis, Warren Ellis, and Geoff Johns as well as the current custodians of the Bat-mythos -- Tom King, Tony S. Daniel, Peter J. Tomasi, Doug Mahnke, Joelle Jones, Scott Snyder, and Greg Capullo. And that's not even including the excellent covers by Jim Steranko, Bernie Wrightson, Bruce Timm, Frank Miller, Jock, Tim Sale, and more. 
Batman is only the second DC superhero to reach such a massive milestone, the other being the Man of Steel. What is it about this character hellbent on avenging the death of his parents night after night that has kept him at the forefront of our pop culture?
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“I think what makes him deeply enduring is that it’s a really primal folk tale,” Scott Snyder, who’s been writing Batman stories since 2011, says. “It’s a story about a boy who loses everything and turns that loss into fuel to make sure that what happened to him never happens to anybody else.”
While most of us aren't billionaire playboys with the resources to fight crime on a global (and sometimes cosmic) level, we understand pain, both emotional and physical, and a need to rise above it, even if we can't always do that. We sympathize with Bruce's biggest regret -- if only he hadn't made his parents take him to see that Zorro movie; if only he hadn't been frightened by the opera; if only he'd been braver and faster as the thug pulled the trigger. For Bruce, his crusade to stop evildoers comes down to replaying that single fateful moment over and over again and making possible a different outcome.
Yet, Batman perseveres despite all of this pain, which is why people flock to the character, according to Snyder. 
"It's a story of triumph over your worst fears, worst tragedy, and about taking your loss and turning it into a win," the writer says. "There's just this kind of power to him that speaks to our own potential, the human potential, even when we're challenged by things that seem insurmountably horrible." 
Snyder has spent the better part of a decade showcasing Batman as a symbol of hope for the citizens of Gotham, putting him through the ringer, reopening old wounds while also making new ones -- the writer even killed the hero off at one point -- just so that he can pick himself up again and keep fighting. 
But the character isn't driven solely by tragedy. Who could hang with a downer like that for 80 years? 
"There are the fun elements, of course, that are similar to James Bond, like the gadgets, and the cars, and the planes, and just the cool factor of his costume."
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Tom King, who recently wrapped up an 85-issue run on Batman and currently has a Batman/Catwoman miniseries in the works, looks back to the character's real-life point of origin as the reason he has stood the test of time.
"You have to go back to the moment of creation with him. You've got [Bob Kane and Bill Finger], the children of immigrants, so we're like, what, 1938, '39, we're in Manhattan. And at that time, I mean, go back and look at the pictures, Batman was created like 20 blocks from Madison Square Garden where they had a Nazi rally that attracted a hundred thousand people. They were marching in the streets."
These tumultuous times shaped the fabric of Batman, according to King.
"[Kane and Finger] were living here and their literal cousins and grandparents were getting killed in Europe, right? And they created something uniquely American. Batman succeeds because there's something genuinely beautifully American about it."
According to Batman: The Animated Series voice actor Kevin Conroy, Batman’s continued popularity goes back to something primal. To the classically trained actor who was immortalized as the voice of Batman in the ‘90s cartoon, the Caped Crusader is a modern retelling of myths and stories humans have been passing down for thousands of years.
“He’s such a theatrical character,” Conroy says, admitting he was at first hesitant to audition for the role. At the time, he was a theater actor who'd never done an animated role. But when he read the script, the character clicked. Conroy recognized this story. “They were absolutely right to cast a theater actor, especially one with a classical background, because this is Shakespeare. They’re doing high drama. Batman is Achilles. He’s Orestes. He’s Hamlet.”
The tragic Greek character Orestes, in particular, was on Conroy’s mind when playing Batman. By that point, he’d performed several plays as Orestes, a son who avenges his father’s murder and goes mad because of it. By the end of the story, Orestes has gone through hell and back because of his thirst for vengeance. Naturally, Conroy brought that familiarity with Orestes to his portrayal of Batman.
“He’s a Homeric hero,” Conroy says of the Caped Crusader. “I think of it often when I’m doing Batman because Orestes is haunted by the Furies. He descends into hell. He comes back. He’s resurrected at the end, and I think so often, this is a very Orestial-like journey that Bruce Wayne goes on. His Furies are the memory of his parents’ murder. It haunts him through his life. It’s transformed him."
Conroy calls Batman a “classic character.” Like Orestes before him, Batman has become the protagonist of our very own mythology.
“He’s come out of such a fire and instead of letting life crush him, he turns that metamorphosis into something even greater than himself,” Conroy says. “They’ve been telling that story for thousands of years in different cultures, and this is our culture’s way of telling those stories, and I think they’re just as valid.”
Bruce Timm, who co-created Batman: The Animated Series and designed the show's iconic Art Deco aesthetic, is unsurprisingly most taken by Batman's look. 
"I just think Batman looks great," Timm says during our chat at NYCC in 2018. "He's got the best costume motif in comics. Nothing comes close. He's dark, sexy, and broody. It's really intoxicating and compelling in a way that almost no other in comics can come close to it."
He also admires the durability of the character through the different eras of comics, from the Golden Age, to the sillier '50s and '60s stories of the Comics Code era, to the darker takes we're more accustomed to today. 
"It is amazing to me how flexible he is as a character. That you could have something as silly as the Adam West show or the old '50s comics, and then you have stuff like Neal Adams and Frank Miller and what we did. And you know, even more extreme, [Grant Morrison and Dave McKean's graphic novel] Arkham Asylum and things like that. And yet their all kind of the same character. It's like that character can encompass all of those different things. He can do space aliens and serial killers, you know? Yet, it kind of works."
This flexibility has allowed plenty of writers and artists to experiment with the Dark Knight, creating different versions of the character over the years. There really isn't a definitive take on Batman. You can love the Batusi, Bat-Mite, or Mr. Freeze's cool party and still be right on the money about the Caped Crusader. You'd be remiss to call the character stale. The guy has done it all.
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"It's almost like he's a force of nature, in which stories can happen around him, and there's something primordial, maybe, about the character and the way he looks, as well," says veteran Batman artist Jock, who most recently worked on a seven-part miniseries with Snyder called The Batman Who Laughs. "You could put Batman in a new pose, and he'd still flourish, and I think those kinds of characters are very rare."
Peter J. Tomasi, who is currently writing Detective Comics, puts it best:
"He's a character who can work across all genres. Somehow, someway, he can simply fit into every story, be it a war story, a western, a love story, a comedic angle, sci-fi, horror, fantasy, you name it, and of course any detective story you can possibly imagine."
Superheroes won't always be at the top of our pop culture food chain. It's inevitable that many of the characters we love today will fade with future generations, just as the Shadow, Doc Savage, Zorro, and the Scarlet Pimpernel did. Will we still be talking about Batman in another 80 years? We may eventually embrace new forms of familiar myths, becoming obsessed with new idols. But only a fool would bet against a character who's survived as long as Batman has. Remember, the Batman always wins.
John Saavedra is an associate editor at Den of Geek. Read more of his work here. Follow him on Twitter @johnsjr9 and make sure to check him out on Twitch.
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Wednesday Roundup 4.10.2017
This week ended up being a relatively light reading week for yours truly, but that doesn’t lessen the quality of my enjoyment whatsoever. In fact, I had enough love to share that I wanted to go over all of the available Marvel Legacy Primers for this week as well, even if they’re just short blurbs!
So without further ado let’s jump into it.
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Marvel’s America, Marvel’s Black Panther, Marvel’s Incredible Hulk, Marvel’s Invincible Iron Man, Marvel’s Jean Grey, Marvel’s Monsters Unleashed, Dark Horse’s Usagi Yojimbo, Lion Forge’s Voltron Legendary Defender, Viz’s Yona of the Dawn
Marvel’s America - Marvel Legacy Primer Pages (2017-present) Robbie Thompson, David Lopez
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As interested as I am in America, I haven’t had the opportunity to really follow her outside of the Young Avengers run she is in. So I think, oddly enough, for me this is one of the most necessary “Primers” of any of the ones I’ve read so far, and the information was very good to have. It really helped to frame her history, her relationship with her mothers, and her confidence in herself in a new light that is really appreciated. And the art from David Lopez is as beautiful as any of his issues on All-New Wolverine.
Marvel’s Black Panther - Marvel Legacy Primer Pages (2016-present)  Robbie Thompson, Wilfredo Torres
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There’s honestly not going to be that much more to say on most of these Primer pages. They’re fun, quick run throughs of relevant histories of the characters and teams that they showcase and depending on your interest and engagement may influence whether or not you want to hop in on the next storyline that they’re promoting. 
I do like the sense of unity and legacy that is built into the Black Panther title already, having it be a responsibility tied to kingship that T’Challa knows and the all-important bond it has between him and the memory of his father. 
It really puts a spin on the importance of Legacy that this event seems intent on hammering home.
Marvel’s Captain Marvel - Marvel Legacy Primer Pages (2016-present)  Robbie Thompson, Brent Schoonover
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Carol Danvers is one of those characters I desperately want to lie on every feasible surface level, but whose books have never quite got me on board and whose guest appearances always leave me a bit more confused about her than I had been before her said appearance. And yet there was still not a whole lot added here. I appreciate it, and young Carol is adorable, but there was nothing here that didn’t make me feel like... well, like she’s Hal Jordan. And ‘m not a fan of Hal Jordan.
Marvel’s Incredible Hulk - Marvel Legacy Primer Pages (2017-present) Robbie Thompson, Joe Bennett
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Everything I have read so far with Amadeus Cho, both in Totally Awesome Hulk and in his guest appearances or team-ups in Moon Girl and Devil Dinosaur to Champions has  really connected to me on a level that Bruce Banner hadn’t exactly managed over the years. So it was nice to see a little blurb that went over their mutual histories and explored what was there.
It almost makes people forget that Marvel unnecessarily killed Bruce Banner for... no reason. Almost. Not quite. Though he might be alive by now. I am obviously not current.
Marvel’s Invincible Iron Man - Marvel Legacy Primer Pages (2016-present) Robbie Thompson, Valerio Schiti
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Gah, reading this overview of Tony and Riri’s history really reminded me how much I really loved reading Invincible Iron Man when it first came out and just how much I positively adored Riri’s character and her banter with Tony. You know. Before they completely undid the relationship within the first storyline and then Bendis went all Bendis on us and it became obvious that Tony was coming back sooner than later and then Secret Empire destroyed the world... somewhat literally. 
I’d love to read a Riri-centric book in better circumstances. Or at least once the next trade is out. We’ll see.
Marvel’s Jean Grey - Marvel Legacy Primer Pages (2017-present) Robbie Thompson, Mark Bagley
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I was actually just recently talking to my good friend @shobogan about how much more interested I would be in Young Jean Grey if only Marvel had the guts to either give us a romantic relationship with her and Laura (or her, Laura, and Scott OT3 hullo) or have Older Jean Grey return to mentor her younger self and others at the school since she’s the only X-Man kept dead for this long who was considered a Top Tier X-Man. And since we’re finally getting the latter, it seems, now I have to look at what we know of Young Jean and consider my feelings all over again. And this primer gave me the opportunity to do just that!
While I’m not following Jean’s book at the moment, I’m obviously a pretty big X-fan so I have a general sense of where all the moving pieces are at the moment. And I have to say, with Older Jean returning it’s going to be a pretty awesome time for comparing and contrasting their characters and relationships. After all, this younger Jean is far, far less experienced than her counterpart, but has a peripheral knowledge of her own fate, and as much as she tries to not be defined by it, it’s been defining her in the opposite direction in a sense. And more than that, she’s a Jean who sees the Phoenix Force not as an asset or a tool, but sees it as an honest to god enemy, which I’m not sure how that will work. And I’m even more interested in Jean’s return now because of the possibilities of their interactions with the Force together. 
Guess we’ll wait and see!
Marvel’s Monsters Unleashed - Marvel Legacy Primer Pages (2017-present)  Robbie Thompson, David Baldeón
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I have actually been planning for a little while now to pick up the trade of Monsters Unleashed because I had fun with the miniseries earlier this year and I have been craving more Elsa Bloodstone (as well as the entirety of the Nextwave crew) and this seems like one of the more interesting powers to come from the Inhuman collision.
.... Actually it’s completely stolen from the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles comic and later adapted TV episode dedicated to Jack Kirby who had the power of creativity to draw and create anything he drew and also had a a penchant for creating monsters and different worlds and so on. So I mean. There’s that unavoidable fact. But Kei’s cute so I’d be willing to overlook it for the sake of seeing what Marvel plans on doing with this very wild and unruly power. 
Dark Horse’s Usagi Yojimbo (1984-present) #162 Stan Sakai, Tom Luth
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The conclusion of Usagi and Inspector Ishida’s investigation about the doctors’ murders has come and the hilarity of Kitsune and Kiyoko bumbling along with them and incidentally becoming crucial to the entire investigation does not lose its edge either.
Story: The conclusion of this particular caper is interesting mostly in how the framing by coincidence is not ultimately a linchpin to the story, having been solved almost immediately in the story’s first issue. The inventiveness of Sakai’s work, overall, is simple subterfuge which continues to make each new adventure feel unique and uncertain. In this instance, it would be in the assistance that Kitsune and Kiyoko end up providing by revealing the true murderer almost by accident. 
That being said, as simple as individual stories are for Usagi Yojimbo, the complexity really rests in the margins for long time fans, and that shows most clearly in the way a quiet buildup of several arcs seem to flow together for coming to a head. Perhaps the most famous and arguably best all around example of this would be in “Grasscutter” and how years of storytelling and slow vignettes linking together culminated in one of the greatest comic storylines of all time. We seem to be getting something similar in the backgrounds of more recent adventures with this guild of assassins which Usagi has unknowingly crossed the path of and caused ire to several times at this point. 
I’m excited to see where that story is taking us, and likewise interested in how little details, like Kiyoko successfully pickpocketing Inspector Ishida, will pay off down the road. 
Lion Forge’s Voltron Legendary Defender Vol. 2 (2017) #1 Tim Hendrick, Mitch Iverson, Jung Gwan Yoo, Ji-in Choi
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Egghhhhh. Are you ever really rooting for something against your own common sense and get bit in the butt regardless? I feel like that happens to me on an inconceivably high average and almost all of it can be blamed on the fact that for some reason I am still expecting comics to play fairly with me. If anything my standards should be lower by now. But, well, let’s see if I’m being a bit too harsh on Lion Forge’s second effort in making a Voltron comic. 
Story: I would argue that one of the reasons that I had unreasonably high expectations for this comic is in part because the first comic produced by Lion Forge had actuallymanaged to not only be a fairly solid effort as a comic but managed to capture the spirit of the current Dreamworks Netflix series in a wa that was welcoming to fans new and old, and importantly of all ages. So I was hoping for more of the same with this comic project.
In more or less words... I did not exactly receive that. Where there was a solid read of the characterizations in the last comic, this issue showed a severely flattened to the point of parody version of the paladins, especially poor Hunk here who had the already obnoxious and unnecessary fat jokes and food jokes from the series amped up to the point of being his only characteristic in this comic. To the point that at one point he doesn’t even form a full sentence, just grabs a pie successfully from a training maze and says “Hunk win”. Which... I guess is somewhat better faring than the other paladins who didn’t even have dialogue that really fit them. Save for Pidge who was likewise flattened to “the smart one.” 
The storyline itself of a new planet where Voltron is needed but the species they end up helping... they actually fail initially, I won’t lie, is a pretty solid premise for Voltron overall, and would be something I’d love to see the show tackle similarly, but the fairly generic wolf-furry aliens didn’t receive a whole lot of depth in this first issue. 
Depth trended on being the biggest problem for this issue overall. There wasn’t an examination of the characters and their interactions, how they treated each other and how they tackled problems differently. The sort of things you’d want from an ensemble cast like Voltron. Which is surprising since again the first series by Lion Forge managed all that and was written on a much younger reading level at the same time. Each issue tackled exactly those very things -- individual characters, how they functioned in the group, and how they tackled obstacles differently to find a solution together. I would expect the same here but it didn’t seem to be on the menu. 
Hopefully all of this will be addressed and fixed as the comic progresses, but as for now I’m apprehensively putting this series on my three issue trial run. 
Art: The art was not a great improvement on the previous comic but it also wasn’t bad in the least. In fact I think the art popped very well, adjusting colors and textures about as well as you’d expect from a television show adaptation for kids. I do wish that the face models for the paladins would keep more consistent and overall there was a rushed feeling to the comic that seemed fairly unnecessary considering it’s the first issue. 
Viz’s Yona of the Dawn (2009-present) Vol. 8 Mizuho Kusanagi
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You know, I keep hearing over and over again from friends and trusted sources that Yona of the Dawn is a series that will continuously subvert my every expectation and make me continue guessing and yet every volume I really do manage to be caught off guard by something which the story chooses to do which is shockingly poignant and new even to its fairy tale epic adventure structure. 
Story: So the Yellow Dragon joining the group was hilariously and purposefully anti-climactic but what we got as a result of that choice is the new direction for the series that ties directly into Yona’s own self-realization. She doesn’t simply want to rule and she doesn’t simply want to conquer. What she wants is to know her people and to save them from the crises that were overlooked by her father before her and by Su-Won now. She wants to take up arms to protect the entire country not just with the power of the loyal followers she has gained but with her own hands. She is something that neither of the kings -- her father or her cousin -- could have ever dreamed of being.
And then my expectations were really taken for a loop by us then in turn following Su-Won as he travels to the Earth Tribe and earns the respect and allegiance of the chieftan general there through a series of manipulations, tactical conceits, and ultimately quiet and subtle intimidation mostly by the fleeting moments in which he dropped his ditzy and well-meaning act to show his true intentions. But as fascinating as it was and as surprising as it was, for me at least, that this complete shift of POV for a few chapters actually managed to keep me on board when I’m not one to often fully appreciate the “villain’s side of things”, probably the most interesting part of any and all of this is actually how much tension is underlying Su-Won’s leadership. HIs appeal to the Fire and Earth Tribes is less in the leadership that he promotes and more in this current of possible warmongering that appeases the more warlike fractions of Kohka. 
It’s all fascinating and offers a sense of danger in Yona’s new quest to help the people of fher country feel a new sense of danger, knowing that our group is ultimately pretty unprepared for helping parts of the country which would not be as receptive to their quest or the offer of Yona’s leadership.
That being said... the final chapter driving home Yona’s relationship with Hak and everyone’s strange obsession with protecting Yona but rejecting her attempts to grow her own strength and independence. Lik eI guess we’re just all going to overlook the way she killed the slave trader mob boss in teh previous volume. But beyond all of that, my real concern is just... I cannot stand the way Hak’s character is portrayed in his “over protectiveness” of Yona. It’s far from romantic to me to continuously have a character obsess over someone to the point of “jokingly” considering locking them away for the world to see. 
It’s not the best issue of the series by far, but it has some great moments, especially for Yona.
Art: I actually do think that the further we’ve come in this comic, the more consistent and confident the at has gotten. There are still lots of soft tones and all the markings of a usual shoujo, but the real stand out this time around is that we’re beginning to see more and more the variation in ethnicities in the people of the country, which is honestly relieving even if for now the Earth Tribe, which drives that point home, consists mostly of Su-Won’s supporters and may carry with them some more unfortunate stereotypes being fed that I might not be aware of as a non-native to Japan.
So far as single issues this week are concerned there’s really no competition for Usagi Yojimbo in a regular week but especially not in a fairly light week. Yona is still a fantastic book and if there were other trades to compare it to I’d probably lavish on it more, but since we’re on singles I have to give this one to the unending quality that is Stan Sakai’s anthromorphic feudal epic.
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My History With X-Men
This Editorial comes to us from Everett Christensen
I. Love. the X-Men. I have loved the X-Men since some of my earliest memories of being a small child in a one bedroom apartment in Stockton. I had a Cable poster. I assured my single mother working three jobs that the poster would help protect me from nightmares. I understood, at whatever age that was, that needing to be comforted was a drain on my mother. I braved those nightmares, Wolverine action figure clutched tightly in my hands. Single floppy issues bought out of grocery stores, out of order and out of context, were my greatest prize. I had a Spider-Man #16, you know, the one that was all sideways for no reason and  X-Force fights the Juggernaut? When I was 6 years old my mother made me a Mr. Sinister costume for Halloween, strips of cloak and huge collar all.
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Andy Kubert, Mark Pennington, and Joe Rosas
My mother, master’s degree in choreography, taught at UOP, local dance studios, and did odd jobs on the side. In order to keep a roof over our heads and food on our table she would teach, perform, write, compose music, and, of course, choreographed flags for the Hamilton High School marching band. I had to entertain myself for a lot of that time. The X-Men were my treasured companions, my frequent, fantastical, go-to for games of imagination. Because even back then I knew I was different. I couldn’t express what it was, I didn’t have the words. I didn’t work like anyone else. I got into fights. As Madrox died of the Legacy Virus my mother’s dance partner was dying of AIDS.  That year my Kindergarten teacher told my mother ‘black people have more electrons, and that’s why they commit more crimes’.
I watched as much of the X-Men cartoon as I could on the Saturday mornings my mother commuted into the bay area to pursue her relationship with my future step-father. He also liked the X-Men and encouraged my readership, Wolverine was his favorite and that made me respect him more as a person. My step-dad is a Scott, their friendship suddenly made sense to me. It was in that next year living in San Francisco that I fell in love with my first boy. When we moved to Hawaii the next year the Fox cartoon didn’t stop airing so after a few weeks interruption Saturday mornings were back again. It was there, on the Big Island, that I stood in line with my classmates to watch the midnight showing of the first X-Men movie.
Generation X was the first line I really got to sink my teeth into, and even that I only could get sporadically. I really imprinted onto that class though, which was a mistake it turns out. Half of them died and stayed that way. Unlike the New Mutants, whom are all alive at the moment. It’s not like I’m envious. It’s not like there was a black mutant named Everett, just like me, who had theoretically the most OP special snowflake power who died and stayed dead before he could get any characterization other than being nice, kind, and good. Not like the Mexican mutant from LA was literally crucified on the school’s front lawn. It did seem like Doug would never make it back too. I’m not salty. I swear. But I digress.
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Chris Bachalo, Mark Buckingham, and Steve Buccellato
I really wanted to be a mutant as a kid. I knew that for someone like me it was a death sentence. I knew someone like me would be given a laughably useless power that I couldn’t control and it wouldn’t even matter because when you’re a background X-Person you’re just fodder waiting to be killed to get the next big bad over. I would have been fine with that. Better to be a mutant in the Academy surrounded by people like you, to die for the X, than to live isolated by your differences. Because, in my world, the things about me that people didn’t like, those got you killed just the same. I watched three cops empty their guns into my cousin’s back from the dashboard cameras, he was drunk driving, holding a cell phone.
I moved back to California and to a town with a local comic shop. Now, as an adult with disposable income, I was free to read all the new and exciting epics I knew were coming! It was 2005. I probably don’t have to explain but I started subscribing to the X-Men just in time for House of M and Decimation. That was the first big betrayal. Before said events, it looked like the whole situation for mutants was on the up. As the mutant population grew so too did the stories relevance, it became about this culture, this group of people who were different. They were writing about mutant fashion designers, mutant cops. Mutants could have been anyone at all. But there aren’t only 200 black people in America, there aren’t only 200 LGBT people.
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My relationship with the X-Men is different than most. I am black, bisexual, and bipolar-II. I am the de-facto oppression Olympics winner in most rooms and the X-Men have stood as an allegory for everything that I am. They have fought against the bigotry and oppression that I have personally experienced and by taking arms against it have, on more than one occasion, saved me. I believe in the franchise, yes, but more than that I believe in the message. I believe that when you see someone being persecuted you stand up and be the X-Men you want to see in the world. I think they’d tell us that powers don’t solve hatred, that each individual battle is fleeting and temporal while the war for equality, for justice, rages eternal.
It is within that struggle that the Mutant Metaphor finds its purpose. We forgive the revolving door of death, we forgive the sometimes ham-fisted romance, we forgive cheesy one-liners and silly team-ups. We forgive it all to spend time in a world where the strongest among us stand up every day and work toward a better, brighter, more peaceful and more just world against impossible odds. It’s wish fulfillment, but it’s a useful wish. It’s the wish that one day even someone like me can be equal in the eyes of Man. This isn’t hyperbole, it’s textual. That’s The Dream. I demand that the franchise live up to that promise. Not just for me, but for every kid out there like me, going through life, wishing they were a mutant.
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I’ve been reading X-Men for 25 years. In truth, I have railed against the franchise, frequently casting remarks that it isn’t worth being a fan. But that rage and vitriol comes from my love of the X-Men. It comes from feeling betrayed by the material time and time again, it comes from knowing beyond a shadow of a doubt ‘this could be more’ or ‘this could be better’. It comes from seeing countless creators stand up and say that it’s time for more diversity, it’s time for more stories to be told. It’s time to see things from perspectives other than that of the people who dominate the space. So I’m doing what I can do, I’m raising my voice and asking for change. Will you speak up too?
We live in a constantly changing world, our narrative has to change as well. We need to make sure the Strykers, the Kellys, and the Trasks of the world aren’t the ones holding the reigns of our stories. Because allowing the Mutant Metaphor to flounder, allowing for more false equivalence between the oppressed and the privileged, will doom our franchise. I love the X-Men. I hope you love the X-Men too. I hope you’ll speak up with me. Because together we can save the X-Men and, with any luck, maybe save a little of ourselves in the process.
My History With X-Men was originally published on Xavier Files
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How To Be a Better Alpha
One of the most ridiculous things that I’ve ever heard the Teen Wolf fandom argue is that Scott’s True Alpha arc “came out of nowhere.”   It requires a viewer to believe so many contradictory things at once and to top it off with a nice layer of smooth, soothing racism.  
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You can observe it clearly when the fandom turns to the camera and says “<Insert Murderous Emotionally-Damaged Pretty White Man Here> was a better alpha than Scott.”  I’ve seen it done with Peter, with Derek, and even with Deucalion.  (Though strangely enough, I’ve never seen it done with Satomi or Talia.  It’s like there’s something different about them that makes them ineligible to be superior.  Weird.)
The truth is that Peter, Derek, and Deucalion were terrible alpha leaders, and that wasn’t a coincidence.  With foresight, the production decided not to be subtle and said “here are the examples Scott has to work with, see how he does better.”  As the seasons progressed, Scott’s way of doing things was compared to each one of them, demonstrating his growth and improvement from frightened teen victim to True Alpha.   One might have thought that they should have been more subtle, but given their audience’s stubborn insistence that anyone else should be the alpha, their foresight was correct.
People wonder why ‘everything is Derek’s fault.’   Did they ever consider that the production said “We want to make Derek sympathetic, but we can’t let the audience believe he’s a legitimate alpha.  Pile it on.”  In that, the production failed to convince the fandom.  But I truly believe that to this fandom, if you have a sympathetic backstory and you’re white, you could eat babies and still be seen as a superior werewolf.
Peter was a terrible alpha, that should be a given, but what the audience should also pay attention to was why he was a terrible alpha.  He allowed rage at what happened to his family to consume everything, to give him such a bloody and aggrieved sense of entitlement that no action was beyond the pale for him.  There’s a reason that the production connected Peter to the spiral and to the element of fire, that which consumes and leaves nothing left but ash.   In the end, he got his revenge, even though he wasn’t satisfied, and all it cost him was the blood of his own kin on his hands, permanent estrangement from his first beta, and  permanent distrust from his remaining relatives.  Did a single drop of blood from any of the people he slaughtered magically return the Hales to the legacy he cared for so deeply?  Did it make him or Derek or Cora content or happy?  
From Peter, Scott learned that an alpha can’t let what was done to him control his responses.  Once he became alpha, Scott didn’t use his alpha status to hurt the twins, even though they had plagued him and his friends.  (People forget that it was the merged twins who gave him the wound that he almost died from in Frayed (3x05)).  He didn’t focus on Sean Walcott, who had tried to eat his mother, on that hospital roof, instead going after Liam dangling from the roof’s edge.  He swallowed any emotion he had against Stiles, Liam, Deucalion, and Theo in season 5 in order to stop the Beast and the Doctors.   Scott can be angry -- he was furious with his father, with Gerard, with Peter, and with Derek.  But he didn’t let that rage consume him like Peter did.
Derek was a terrible alpha.  This wonderful post by @thehollowprince​ demonstrates all the ways he was.  But where Peter was consumed by rage, Derek was inhibited by fear.  It was fear of failing the memory of his family, fear of repeating the same mistakes, fear of not being strong enough to do what was necessary that motivated every single bad decision he made as alpha.  He refused to trust those he couldn’t control.  He refused to share the whole truth with those whose trust he needed in return.   He couldn’t hope; he had to act, so he was ready to execute an innocent girl, ready to murder his own beta and his own sister out of expediency, ready to do terrible things in order to never make the same mistakes again.  His fear of his own ability to fail drove him to push away those who could help him, creating a self-fulfilling prophecy.
From Derek, Scott learned he had to trust, even after he had been burned, especially after he had been burned.   After he became alpha, he worked with Chris Argent without hesitation.  He worked with Derek without hesitation.  He went to Peter for information.  A demon with Stiles’s face tortured him and killed Allison, and (contrary to the depraved wishes of the fandom) he didn’t need time apart from Stiles or ever, ever blamed him. Which is why he called Chris to stand with him against the Doctors, worked with Deucalion to prevent Theo from gaining the Beast’s power, and even worked with Theo to save Mason.  His optimism, backed up with action, was an antidote for Derek’s catastrophic fear.  
Deucalion became a terrible alpha, and his story was even more tragic because he clearly didn’t used to be.  Dovetailing from Derek’s example, Deucalion failed because he became focused oh his own power and philosophy, with his own self, as a reaction to treachery.  (”I took the individual parts and became a greater individual whole.”)  Deucalion, as powerful, as insightful, and as intelligent as he was, couldn’t imagine that he wouldn’t have all the answers, which is why he ended up “[piling] up bodies in a narcissistically psychotic effort to form [his] perfect pack” when perfection is unattainable.  Why, even though he was aware of the eclipse, he still got caught in it.  He had to be right, damn everything else.
From Deucalion, Scott learned he could be wrong, that the people he trusted and listened to could be wrong, that it was okay to be wrong and admit you were wrong, and that using his power to make himself right was not a productive way to lead.  This is why, when every knowledgeable adult was telling him he had to kill Stiles, he found another way.  This is why he called Stiles when he botched Liam’s Bite.  This is why he didn’t let his fuckup with Garrett’s money stop him from doing the right thing.   This is why he literally begged Stiles, the best friend who had lied to him, betrayed him, assaulted him, to let him help save Noah.   
Imagine that scene in The Last Chimera (5x11) where Stiles jumped in that Toyota monstrosity and tried to drive over Scott.  Stiles was being a pissy baby, so filled with self-loathing and wracked by guilt, that he was going to try to track down an unstable chimera who was being pursued by the Dread Doctors by himself rather than accept Scott’s help.   Would Peter have humiliated himself the way Scott did?   Would Derek have argued that they could move past their mistakes as they had in the past? Would Deucalion have put himself in that vulnerable position to protect a person who had literally assaulted him and dehumanized him two days in a row?   If you tell me they would, I won’t believe you.
Rejecting rage, overcoming fear, acknowledging his capacity for failure, embracing compassion, and fighting for principle, this is exactly what made Scott the True Alpha.   It didn’t come out of nowhere.   It was telegraphed from the first episode, the notes hit again and again and again.  
The only way someone watching this show couldn’t see it is because they didn’t want to see it.   And there are only so many motivations for that.
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2019 Ahead // It’s Twentybiteen, You Ready?
I’m back! Again!
Your fave chaotic disaster queer took time off once again to get her shit together! Did I???? Kinda???
I’m glad I took the time off, I needed that time and space to sort out and find balance in my life and did I???? Kinda???
So now I’m back! There are going to be a few changes! But I’ll go through that a little later in this post.
2018 was fucking hard man. It was maybe the worst year of my life so far which is not an easy feat, let me tell you!
I’m glad it’s over, I’m thankful for the lessons it gave me but more than anything I’m grateful for the foundation in providing for the next chapter of my life.
2019 so far has been just getting through the delayed effects of the last part of 2018 honestly. But I’m hopeful it’ll only get better from here.
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So what are the books I plan to read this year?? Honestly too many but here are the books I definitely want to get to in 2019.
I was going to talk about my anticipated releases BUT literally, everyone has done that so it’s not like I’d be sharing new information with anyone. No shade! Y’all those lists are amazing and I love them because I am always behind on what is coming out. Those posts just aren’t for me personally to write. But mostly it’s because this year I am focusing on books I actually own and neglected all of last year while I was busy having a love affair with my library.
│The Raven Cycle│Maggie Stiefvater│
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I read the first book in 2017 and then my mum bought me the whole series for my birthday in 2018 and do you think I’ve read them yet??? Of course not! So I want to this year for sure!
│Shadow and Bone Series│Leigh Bardugo│
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I loved the Six of Crows duology and now that the Grishaverse is getting a Netflix series I have to read the first series! Undoubtedly I will probably reread the Six of Crows duology after.
│The Conqueror’s Saga│Kiersten White│
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I loved the first book in this series and I’ve bought the other two books as soon as they came out but did I read them??? No.
│Montague Siblings│Mackenzi Lee│
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I really enjoyed the first book in this series even though I was in a major reading slump and it heavily dampened my experience but I still enjoyed it so I’m looking to rereading it and then following it with the last book!
│Villains│VE Schwab│
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I loved the first book and I can’t wait for the second one to come out. I ordered it in December but I entered my address wrong so I ended up going to my neighbour’s house to ask if they had it and they did!!!! Thank god for that!
I think I’ll wait to read them until I can get the paperbacks though since I like to annotate but not in my special editions.
│The Dark Artifices│Cassandra Clare│
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I loved the first book so much and I meant to read Lord of Shadows asap but then didn’t??? Now I’m just waiting for the last book to come out in the small paperback so I can read the series start to finish.
│Harry Potter Series│JK Rowling│
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The first time I read this series was 2011. And I didn’t finish it. So I’m gonna try again and watch the movies as I go to compare as well! And every time JK does some dumbass shit I am thankful I bought my copies secondhand.
│Sharp Objects│Gillian Flynn│
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I fucking loved the TV series, it was so intense! I’m looking forward to reading the book!
│Sadie│Courtney Summers│
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I’ve heard such good things and I need to read it but there’s a huge wait at the library and they do not have enough copies across the state library network so I might just end up buying it??
│Sawkill Girls│Claire Legrand│
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I’m planning on reading this one this month if I can get a hold of it from the library!
│The Hate U Give│Angie Thomas│
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│Rejected Princesses│Jason Porathïżœïżœïżœ
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│Bygone badass Broads│Mackenzi Lee│
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So I decided on my new Structured TBR each month (More info in my Month Ahead post!) I’m going to read a certain amount of entries in these each month over the year.
│Simon Vs. the Homo Sapiens Agenda│Creekwood Series│Becky Albertelli│
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│Children of Blood & Bone│Legacy of Orïsha #1│Tomi Adeyemi│
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I literally bought this the day it came out and so, of course, I haven’t read it yet.
│City of Ghosts│Cassidy Blake #1│Victoria Schwab│
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I have to read it, it’s a Schwab book. But I am pumped for it!!!
│Percy Jackson and the Olympians│Rick Riordan│
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A childhood classic I never fucking read as a child. Also, I now own almost all or Riordan’s books because they were super cheap secondhand and so I have to read them.
Past Grey Reads
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 Book Review // Girl Made of Stars – I Am Broken
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 Book Review // Everything Leads To You – A Quite Love Story
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 Book Review // The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo – What Do You Mean She’s Not a Real Person???
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Basically here’s a bunch of movies and seasons released this year that I want to watch!
│The Hate U Give│
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Amandla Stenberg, Regina Hall, Russell Hornsby│
Australia sucks so this only just came out here but I am ready.
│On The Basis of Sex│
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Mimi Leder│
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Felicity Jones, Armie Hammer, Justin Theroux│
Looks like a good feminist film!
│Captain Marvel│
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│Mar 7│
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Anna Boden, Ryan Fleck│
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Brie Larson, Gemma Chan, Samuel L. Jackson│
What is this??? The first solo Marvel film for a female Avenger??? I have been waiting!
│Avengers: Endgame│
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Anthony Russo, Joe Russo│
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Brie Larson, Bradley Cooper, Karen Gillan│
I am not ready. Not even a little bit. I’m just glad it’s confirmed that our lil spidey survives somehow.
│Detective Pikachu│
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Suki Waterhouse, Ryan Reynolds, Kathryn Newton│
When I first saw the trailer I legit thought it was a very cleverly put together fan trailer and died when I realised it was real.
│Aladdin│
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│May 23│
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Guy Ritchie│
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Will Smith, Billy Magnussen, Naomi Scott│
I am so excited, it’s gonna be so magical!
│Rocketman│
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│May 30│
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Dexter Fletcher│
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Richard Madden, Bryce Dallas Howard, Taron Egerton│
I never knew I needed it but then I heard of it and then I watched the trailer and now I’m already a fan.
│Men in Black: International│
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Rebecca Ferguson, Chris Hemsworth, Tessa Thompson│
This movie is for the bisexuals.
│Spider-Man: Far From Home│
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Zendaya, Jake Gyllenhaal, Cobie Smulders│
Okay blogging secret, when it comes to the directors, creators and stars of this segment I always just copy and paste from IMDB because I’m lazy and can we just appreciate the fact that Tom Holland—the literal star of the movie, the person who plays the main character—isn’t even listed at the top as part of the top stars.
Also, I’m very excited to watch this. Tom and Zendaya are my children and they must be protected at all costs.
│It: Chapter 2│
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James McAvoy, Jessica Chastain, Bill SkarsgĂ„rd│
I’m ready for adult loser club thanks.
│Star Wars: Episode IX│
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Keri Russell, Adam Driver, Richard E. Grant│
I’m always happy with a new Star Wars film.
│To All The Boys I’ve Loved Before 2│
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 Lana Condor, Noah Centineo│
YES YES YES YES YES.
│Brooklyn Nine-Nine│Season 6│
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Daniel J. Goor, Michael Schur│
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 Andre Braugher, Andy Samberg, Stephanie Beatriz│
I’m so glad NBC saved this!!!!
│One Day At A Time│Season 3│
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Gloria Calderon Kellett, Mike Royce│
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Justina Machado, Todd Grinnell, Isabella Gomez│
This is probably mine and mum’s fave sitcom that makes us piss ourselves laughing but also makes us sob.
│Game of Thrones│Season 8│
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David Benioff, D.B. Weiss│
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Emilia Clarke, Peter Dinklage, Kit Harington│
I won’t make it to the end of 2019, not because of depression
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│Stranger Things│Season 3│
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Matt Duffer, Ross Duffer│
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Millie Bobby Brown, Finn Wolfhard, Winona Ryder│
I just want the gang together and happy.
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│Mindhunter│Season 2│
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Jonathan Groff, Holt McCallany, Anna Torv│
I gotta watch it and live text my thoughts to my aunt who is hugely into true crime (so much so that she is studying criminology). Because I’m hilarious and also I know she’ll appreciate it and also I no longer have a best friend to do this shit with.
│Big little Lies│Season 2│
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 Reese Witherspoon, Nicole Kidman, Shailene Woodley│
Big Little Lies rocked my world and made me realise I actually like thrillers.
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│RuPaul’s Drag Race UK│Season 1│
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I’m just excited to see what a season would look like that isn’t hosted and judged by RuPaul.
Past Grey Watches
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 Grey Watches // I Wanna Bone Jude Law and Kate Winslet – The Holiday
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 Grey Watches // It Has To Be A Shit Show – A Christmas Prince: The Royal Wedding
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 Grey Watches // I Hate It So Much I Love It – A Christmas Prince
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Yes I know I said I wouldn’t change the appearance of my blog while I was gone but we all know I’m a dirty liar.
Besides, it’s only some small tweaks here and there and I won’t be going back through my past posts to edit everything to match. A year of posts is too many. I promised myself and my mum I wouldn’t do it again.
This year I’m going to be posting less! Like half the amount I did last year.
Last year I eventually got to a schedule of four posts a week and this year I will be doing two.
I’m doing this for a couple of reasons.
I exercise and eat healthy now and it turns out those two things take up so much time.
I wanna start actually dedicating time to working on my new WIP and maybe have a draft by the end of the year????
I’m planning on doing more Grey Watches post this year, and my book review posts will now be called Grey Reads and I might try and do more discussion posts called Grey Speaks and maybe WIP writing updates in Grey Writes??? It’s all about that branding.
But who knows what I’ll do, honestly I don’t even know myself! I’m terrible with follow through but we’ll see!
My Ancient Archive posts will be moved to once every two months as well because those posts take ages and as much as I love them I just don’t have that kind of time. And they’ll also get a rename—Grey Learns
I was also going to start requesting physical ARCs from publishers but ahhhh turns out I don’t actually enjoy writing reviews??? And there’s always the risk that I’m not gonna like it and I’ll feel obligated to finish it and I don’t have time for that either so I’m not doing that, I’ll be requesting far, far less from Netgalley.
I’ll be posting book reviews roughly once or twice a month, instead of once a week. I’ll still be writing reviews for all the books I read but they’ll be a lot shorter and I’ll mostly just post them on my Goodreads.
If you notice I am reading a book you wanna see a review of over on here, let me know and I’ll be sure to post it!
Past Month In Review
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 Month in Review // Christmas is Over Thank Fuck – December
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 Month in Review // November – I Already Hate Christmas
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 Get to a point where I walk 10000 steps a day.
On the reg, like every day for the most part. At the moment I just have my step goal as 8000 a day because small steps literally.
But I hit my first 10000 steps on the 16th of last month so that was very exciting for me especially since it was on the day I don’t go for a walk and proved why that is my day off because it’s my shopping day so I’m clearly walking plenty, to begin with!
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 Find a way to be more financially stable somehow.
Whether that be by a full-time job or maybe work out a way to get paid for doing what I love??
I don’t know. I’m trying to be more open to different paths to get to a place I want to be.
Also, it seems like I may be forced into this sooner rather than later thanks to things out of my control so that’s exciting but also terrifying because ANXIETY.
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 Finish a draft for my WIP.
Have I started writing it yet? Absolutely not but I’m gonna try!
And I’m very excited about the concept. Think queer banshees and witches and strong women and girls supporting each other. That’s the plan.
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 Read 50 books.
I read 100 last year and 130 the year before that but with focusing on writing and my health I feel that trying to keep reading that many books is just going to stress me out so I’m not doing it!
Also, I’m already struggling to get through a book a week right now and I need to if I have any hope of just reading 50.
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 Legally change my name FINALLY!
And guess what guys that one is very close to being complete!
I’ve submitted to the paperwork and now it’s just the waiting for it to get approved and then I can pick up my new birth certificate!
I’ve been waiting for this moment for years so I’m very excited!
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 Continue going to therapy.
I’m in a much better mental space than I was last year but I still need therapy. Especially since last year was basically just me venting about how fucked up my family is and this year is about me so I want to use my therapy to focus on my shit, get official diagnoses and maybe testing out medication???
Also find a better way to deal with my paranoia because guys, it’s been especially rough lately.
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 Take regular mental health days
This is much needed!!!!!
And by mental health days I mean spend one whole day doing nothing but maybe watching Netflix and reading and crying if I need to.
My mum and I don’t really stop and so we get hit with emotions at really inconvenient times so I’m hoping that if we schedule a day where we can allow ourselves to be emotional then it might help?
I want to aim for once a month but we’ll see.
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 Play more video games.
Because they’re fun and I like them and I keep telling myself I don’t have time because it’s not important but fuck important, sometimes you just gotta do shit because it’s fun and pointless.
Past Month Ahead
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 Month Ahead // Happy Birthday To Me + Hiatus Announcement – January
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 Month Ahead // December – I Already Hate It
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 Month Ahead // November – New Post Series
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2019 is all about growth and glow ups guys, I can feel it.
What are you doing this year? What are you reading? What are your goals?
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hi im here to talk to you about how sinister totally meant for scott to end up with charles
first of all, to lay some groundwork – we know that sinister was pretty much 100% in control of everything happening at the orphanage
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sinister was obviously concerned with keeping scott away from too many outside influences - the only significant relationships scott built with people away from sinister’s influence (that we know of) were robyn hanover and the bogarts, all of whom were, in the end, either manipulated or killed by sinister in order to further convince scott that building relationships with other people just wasn’t worth it. he wanted scott to be dependent, malleable, and entirely within his sphere of influence.
another point i’d like to bring up before getting into the meat of this post is that we can safely assume that sinister knew quite a bit about scott’s mutation before scott ever left. some accounts of the plane crash state that he actually manifested during the plane crash; x-factor states that he at least first became aware of his mutation while in the hospital; whenever you want to place it, it’s clear that scott manifested well before his supposed manifestation in new york as a teenager.
so! with that said, let’s talk about what happened when scott ran away from the orphanage
(there’s going to be a lot of silver age talk here, and yes i know a lot of the silver age is kind of dubiously canon at this point and yes i know sinister didn’t exist yet but it’s really all we have for this period of scott’s life)
we know that scott was in new york with the orphanage’s supervisor for an optometrist visit.
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so...sinister already knows about scott’s mutation, and he’s going to know better than anyone what’s going on with his eyes (or at least that’s how he would see it, but at this point given how much time he’s been studying scott it’s probably true). even if, for some reason, he felt the need to legitimize something about scott’s “eye condition”, he could’ve just pretended to be an optometrist and been like, yep, you definitely need these custom-made ruby quartz glasses that i just happen to have in my pocket here. it’s not like anyone’s going to question him.
and even IF there was a real need to bring scott to new york for any reason, i am fairly certain that mr. lamb and/or the optometrist were probably sinister (both were at least under his control) bc as we established above, sinister was very concerned with how scott interacted with the outside world. (there’s a reason the orphanage is set in a tiny fictional town in classic x-men rather than in omaha.) he’s not going to let this kid, his genetic prize, go wandering around one of the most populated cities in the country unsupervised.
before we even get to scott running away, there’s another panel i want to bring out here:
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ah yes, the, ahem, totally legitimate not-mind-controlled optometrist. that one.
(also, hi charles)
again, even if sinister did actually have scott go see an optometrist, there is no way he wasn’t at the very least meddling with his memories of scott. either sinister just straight-up sent a letter to the fbi about the kid or he wanted the optometrist to do it - it just doesn’t make sense that he would have let this happen if he didn’t want it to. i can’t stress enough that scott is the result of a lifetime of work on sinister’s part (well, more than a lifetime, but you know) and the key to creating the mutant weapon who would be able to defeat apocalypse - sinister has literally been working towards this goal for almost a century. he is an incredibly powerful telepath who is able to keep scott in situations he has complete control over and he is absolutely not going to allow his prize to get away from him.
unless, of course, he wants scott to get away.
consider: you’re an immortal geneticist under the thumb of a being you can’t hope to overcome on your own, and you’ve been following (and likely manipulating) two bloodlines for decades in the hopes that they will produce someone who can beat apocalypse. both of these bloodlines have just produced powerful mutant children of about the same age. one of them is in your care, but you’re getting frustrated with making his mutation work the way you want it to. the other is being taught by an old subject of yours.
you already have both of their dna and (probably) the ability to combine them if you want. there’s no reason for you to keep the one you have; you’ve considered killing him, but what if you were to throw him in the path of your old subject?
you never know what might happen.
(it’s creepy as fuck, but this is sinister we’re talking about here) (also, homebaked is always better than storebought)
so, a couple things happen here - scott’s powers “manifest” suddenly while in new york, and he takes off. which wouldn’t be that surprising if not for all of the above - we know that scott had manifested previously, and we know that he was being conditioned by sinister to keep his glasses on (though it’s not clear if his beams were actually coming out of his eyes before this point or if sinister was just making preparations):
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(x-factor v1 #35)
we can also assume that sinister wouldn’t have let scott run away when a lot of his manipulations had been focused on making scott dependent on him. and even if all of this was somehow just some giant oversight, he should have been able to track scott down and take him back before charles got to him - after all, sinister already had his hooks pretty deep in scott.
jack may or may not have been an accident; personally i prefer thinking that sinister had kind of let scott off the leash just to see what would happen (although im sure he would have been able to snatch him back if need be), and also knowing that charles had the scent and would have been more than capable of taking on someone like jack. he probably just didn’t worry about it too much, content to see how his lab rats behaved in the wild.
to wrap this up, i mostly made this post because i was thinking about the bit from x-factor where sinister is talking about how charles “stole” scott from him so he had to make madelyne to lure scott away from the x-men and also make a baby with him, and how none of that really makes sense. (i don’t have an explanation for sinister saying that other than “0% of this post was simonson’s intention”; maybe sinister just likes playing the victim, or he was trying to downplay his power or something.) i’d already put a lot of this together but i wanted to write it all out and see if it still made sense to me, which it does. in the end this is really just me trying to make sense of bits of canon that don’t necessarily fit well together at first glance, but i think it pulls together into a pretty convincing (if largely accidental) narrative.
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daughterofwasps-blog · 8 years ago
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really  LONG CHARACTER SURVEY. RULES.
repost , don’t reblog ! tag 10 ! good luck !
TAGGED. no one, thought this looked fun TAGGING. @foundingavenger, @codenamemockingbird, @wobblemywebs, @looktotheants, @newjerseyshero, @ironmaidenfan, @error1nmycode, @webheadjrr, @synthetiicus, and anyone who like me is procrastinating and wants to do a thing.
BASICS. FULL NAME : nadia pym* ( *awkwardly holds up multicanon sign* ). NICKNAME :  wasp ii, pixie, bee girl, bug girl, baby wasp, tinkerbell, mean pretty lady AGE : verse dependent. BIRTHDAY : unknown. ( headcanon: capricorn ) ETHNIC GROUP : american // hungarian-american. NATIONALITY : american // russian. LANGUAGE / S : english, russian. french. & etc. ( see here + here for more info) SEXUAL ORIENTATION : asexual. ( headcanon: nadia is an ace lesbian. )   ROMANTIC ORIENTATION : gray-romantic. RELATIONSHIP STATUS : single. CLASS : superhero. HOME TOWN / AREA : small, comfortably affluent neighborhood. CURRENT HOME : pym residence. PROFESSION : scientist.
PHYSICAL. HAIR : brunette. EYES : brown with specks of green. NOSE : straight, high bridge, straight and pointed tip FACE : round shape, high cheekbones LIPS : soft, plump COMPLEXION : smooth, pale BLEMISHES : freckles. SCARS : none. TATTOOS : none. HEIGHT : 5â€Č6″. (167 cm) WEIGHT : ~ 120 lbs. BUILD : slender, petite frame FEATURES : sharp eyes, prominent eyebrows ALLERGIES : none except pessimism and bs USUAL HAIR STYLE :  short, choppy bobcut USUAL FACE LOOK : it’s either vacant space cadet or the steady, serious “judging you” expression. there is no in between.
USUAL CLOTHING : 
nadia: 90s style burgundy bomber jacket, handmade necklace, and worn out boots hope: dark colored blazers, tank tops, ruffled blouses, black,stiletto high heels, acorn necklace
PSYCHOLOGY. FEAR / S : failure, abandonment ASPIRATION / S : to make up for lost time and and change/make the world a better place. POSITIVE TRAITS : diligent, empathetic, intelligent, focused, determined, confident. NEGATIVE TRAITS : impatient, prying, rebellious, obsessive, prideful. MBTI : istj (the logician) TEMPERAMENT : melancholic ( nadia is sanguine ) SOUL TYPE / S : thinker  ANIMALS : sable antelope. VICE HABIT / S : , putting off sleep for work, skipping meals (often forgets to eat), caffeine addiction, often consumes fast food & has a MAJOR sweet tooth.  FAITH : agnosticism. GHOSTS ? : no.  AFTERLIFE ? : no. REINCARNATION ? : unsure. ALIENS ? : yes. POLITICAL ALIGNMENT : none. (appears to learn towards liberal) ECONOMIC PREFERENCE : upper middle class. SOCIOPOLITICAL POSITION : stable. EDUCATION LEVEL: Red Room Academy // M.S. in Business, Biochemistry, and Entomology, B.S. in Physics.
FAMILY. 
FATHER : alive. (616: and fused with homicidal robot brother.) MOTHER : mia! (1. mcu!janet is alive dammit! & she’s nadia’s stepmom in 616. 2. let me live my dreams that maria escaped captivity, changed her name, and started a new life. )
SIBLINGS :  
brothers: henry pym jr., ultron, dimitrios,  bangalter, cothran. half brother:  william nelson. sisters: alexis, eton, fountain.
EXTENDED FAMILY : (see here for post on ultronïżœïżœïżœs family)
grandfather:  brad pym, vernon van dyne, janos trovaya (616) grandmother: doris pym, lynn van dyne (take wiki w/ grain of salt), mrs. trovaya (616) great-grandmother: angela pym nephews: vision, victor mancha nieces: jocasta, alkhema great-nephews: billy kaplan, thomas shepard, vin vision great-niece: viv vision, antigone “son”: ion-man (982 verse)
nieces-in-law: wanda maximoff, virginia vision,  eve nephew-in-law: machine man ___________________________
relation due to brain wave patterns transfer/personality engrams:
jim hammond (human torch)  ➡ vision 
simon williams (wonder man) ➡ vision â†Ș eric williams (grim reaper) : brother of simon williams 
bobbi morse (mockingbird)  ➡ alkhema
nathanial richards (iron lad) / teen ver. of kang the conqueror   ➡ vision (jonas) ____________________________
relation due to pym particle superhero shenanigans (ant-family):
scott lang (ant man ii) â†Ș cassie lang (stature / stinger)
bill foster (goliath) â†Ș tom foster (bill’s nephew / goliath)
eric o’grady (ant man iii / black ant) raz malhorta (giant man ii) rita demara (yellowjacket ii)
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those not mentioned above: literally millions of androids, bio-synthezoids, robos, war toys, and rex (creations/”children” of ultron, alkhema, or eve)
NAME MEANING / S : slavic — hope;  english— expectation of the future 
HISTORICAL CONNECTION ? : nadia pym is basically hope van dyne only her mother is maria instead of janet. (and age difference) the girl is also the heroic version of hope pym from MC2 (982 verse) who was also hank and janet’s daughter but is a villain. (they even have similar costumes!) 
hope van dyne herself is also based on the idea of doing a hero version of MC2! Hope. so
in a way despite the obvious differences between the 3 of them, it comes back full circle.
FAVOURITES. BOOK : contact by carl sagen MOVIE : the day the earth stood still (star wars is a close second)
5 SONGS : (in in particular order)
hung up - madonna
heroes - david bowie
a better son/daughter - rilo kiley
man! i feel like a woman! - shania twain
grande valse brillante (arr. igor stravinsky for orchestra) - frédéric chopin
DEITY : athena HOLIDAY : new year’s day. MONTH : august. SEASON : autumn. PLACE : laboratory. WEATHER : cold. SOUND / S : steady mechanical buzzing, pencil against paper, idle chatter SCENT / S : firewood, smoke, perfume, chemicals, old books and photographs, vanilla TASTE / S : dark chocolate, strong, bitter coffee, honey FEEL / S : wind blowing through her hair ANIMAL / S : wasp, greyhound, stallion NUMBER : 8. COLOUR(S) : red, black
EXTRA. TALENTS : proficient in mixed martial arts, mechanics, and science, efficient strategist, able to juggle many ideas simultaneously. BAD AT : difficulty picking up emotions/social cues, lying TURN ONS : science, intelligence, hardworking ambitious people TURN OFFS : jealousy, immaturity, poor personal hygiene HOBBIES : building inventions - robots, gadgets, holograms, etc. TROPES : a sample taken from tv tropes: action girl, adaptational heroism, badass bookworm, broken bird, in the blood  legacy character, meaningful name , morality chain , sci-fi bob haircut, sweet tooth 
AESTHETIC TAGS : there is beauty in the details GPOY QUOTES : “This is not how it’s supposed to be.It’s supposed to be better.”, “It’s easier to think without pants sometimes.”, “I’ll let you know when I start being more interested in kissing someone than quantum physics.”, “You know me. I’d be happy with a cheeseburger.”
FC INFO. MAIN FC / S : evangeline lilly ALT FC / S : considering natalia dyer and madison wolfe for nadia ; ramona marquez for hope pym OLDER FC / S : n/a  YOUNGER FC / S : emily evan rae. VOICE CLAIM / S : none as of now GENDERBENT FC / S : none, i would say edward burns ? i guess? hmu with suggestions
MUN QUESTIONS. Q1 : if you could write your character your way in their own movie , what would it be called , what style would it be filmed in , and what would it be about ? 
A1 : a solo wasp movie not starring janet van dyne would be criminal. i’d do the solo janet wasp movie first (either post!agent carter set in the cold war with her having undercover superhero  adventures with hank or rewrite the mcu timeline altogether and have her be a founding avenger with the rest of them). THEN, have a sequel movie where janet is training hope as her successor. 
also, i’d LOVE an animated mini-series with nadia having science adventures. Saturday morning cartoon style with monsters and villains of the week while recruiting members for G.I.R.L. she can even do ‘nadia science facts” in-between commercial breaks a la sailor says. Q2 : what would their soundtrack / score sound like ? A2 : a lot of classical music (mostly compositions from 17th-19th century that accompany a ballet), alternative rock, and 80s/80s-inspired eletronic-dance pop. Q3 : why did you start writing this character ?  A3 : there were a lot of avengers character ask and rp blogs, especially when i first joined tumblr, but i didn’t really make up my mind on rping her until after seeing the movie and the want to explore her character, because her characterization is pretty great.
Q4 : what first attracted you to this character ? A4: i’m someone who often hides my emotions, and i often end up looking cold without intending on it, so i really enjoyed seeing a character who is defined like that? she expresses her bitterness and unapologetic anger that is rarely seen in heroic characters and that it doesn’t shy away from the idea that she could easily block out the light and turn into the darkness, but underneath her no nonsense cold exterior, she’s really empathetic and compassionate. and seeing her finally getting what she rightfully deserves, and knowing she’s gonna be the biggest damn hero the world’s ever seen is just amazing.
similar thing can be said about nadia in that her optimism is refreshing in the current state of comics. 
Q5 : describe the biggest thing you dislike about your muse. A5 :
Nadia Pym: i mean if i have to find ONE nitpick it would be that her overly sugary upbeat personality comes off as "too quirky”. i love the writer and artist of the solo series, but i see why some people can get annoyed by that, especially when they didn’t expect her series to take the colorful, fun, lighthearted, there is very little drama (eg: squirrel girl, batgirl) route as opposed to a traditional action drama legacy character approach (eg: ms. marvel, the atom rebirth )
Hope Van Dyne: i relate a lot to hope’s cynical and snarky personality, but the fact that she’s the exasperated, strong, serious, work-focused female interest trope found in nearly every movie is very
meh. 
Hope Pym (982): 
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if you’re going to make her a villain at least give her a GOOD REASON to be one. WHAT IS THIS ‘KILL THE AVENGERS BS’. your parents are hank pym and janet van dyne. FOUNDERS OF THE FREAKIN AVENGERS. hank literally passed the ant-man mantle to scott lang before you were even born! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! YOU GREW UP WITH THESE PEOPLE! HOW IS THIS EVEN POSSIBLE?! THERE’S A MILLION REASONS TO BE A VILLAIN BUT THIS ONE MAKES ZERO SENSE. (i guess her being jealous of cassie would be her “reason”, but that’s a really cheap route to go considering how close the pym-van-dyne and lang family are. which leaves the “she’s mentally unstable” which im not even gonna touch.)
she isn’t even cool as a villain this could have been so cool! WE COULD HAVE HAD A VILLAIN ON PAR WITH ULTRON IN TERMS OF THREATENING. all that build and all we got was “MUHAHAH IM EVIL AND IM EASY TO DEFEAT IN 2 PANELS” all i see is a bunch of writers  going “OOOH PLOT TWIST~ THE CHILD OF TWO SUPERHEROES IS ACTUALLY A BAD GUY OOOOH~”
sorry. im just disappointed by the lost potential in this idea . I genuinely like the idea. Hope Pym and Henry Pym Jr.. Twin siblings who are raised by Hank and Janet, and one going on the path of being a villain, and the other deciding to be a hero could’ve made a good story. this could have been executed a LOT BETTER than what we actually got.
Q6 : what do you have in common with your muse ? A6 : we love doughnuts, are often deep in thought and forgetful of the world around us, wear mostly dark clothes, not really interested in romance, think holograms and robots are the coolest things ever, would probably marry a robot lol Q7 : how does your muse feel about you ? A7 : i think she’d like me. it’d  take a while for me b/c i’m an anxious jelly bean, but i think i’m a pretty nice person. im not a science genius or anything, but i can offer doughnuts and friendship! Q8 : what characters does your muse have interesting interactions with ? A8 : pretty much EVERYONE considering she’s still new to the world around her. i love her interactions with janet, jarvis, bobbi morse, kamala, lunella, and peter parker. (can’t wait to see her interacting with matt murdock in the next issue) 
i also have a pretty solid list on characters we have NOT seen her interacting with im interested in seeing: bucky barnes, natasha romanoff, bruce banner, reed richards (both mister fantastic and the maker), rest of the fam (scott, cassie, raz, eric, rita, viv, billy kaplan, victor mancha, etc. etc.), every known scientist both good, evil, and in-between, in the entire multiverse. ant-man ridiculous but astonishing rogue gallery (like dr. egghead and whirlwind) the list can go forever tbh.
Q9 : what gives you inspiration to write your muse ? A9 : i don’t know. when i have an idea, i just roll with it. listening to chiptune music and reading old analysis and metas are major boosts to get myself out of the writing slump. Q10 : how long did this take you to complete ? A10 : about 5 hours.
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canvaswolfdoll · 6 years ago
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CanvasWatches: Avengers: Endgame
Well, I have to admit: the new trailer finally sold me on Detective Pikachu! Yes, the first trailer showed off uncanny valley designs with a suspicious genwunner undercurrent, but the trailer played before Avengers: Endgame showcased more designs that were from later generations and more aesthetically pleasing, and hinted at clever writing from a sincere love of Pokemon. It did the job trailers are meant to do: sold me on seeing it.
Sonic the Hedgehog will be a fun mess. Just need to decide if it’s worth a theater ticket, or just a rent.
Okay, I’ll talk about the MCU now.[1] There have been a couple more films since I last discussed the franchise, so I’ll play catch up, then talk Endgame and update my ranking list.
I have been rewatching the films sporadically in pieces, because my current job is essentially babysitting teenagers at varying emotional stages, so they’re on the TV sometimes. Oddly, haven’t seen anything before The Rift mentioned in the last review. Might try to rectify that, but I also need to catch up on Pixar films.
So, the new MCU films!
(Spoilers for all the MCU films follows)
Ant-Man and the Wasp
It’s good! Ant-Man and his cast are the only Earthbound characters I continue to care about. (Which I’ll get into more later). They did a very tidy job of elevating Hope van Dyne to a title character and advancing her character without being obnoxious about it. I am super in favor of female leads, but not a big fan of neon signs saying “Girl Power!”
The films do a good job of playing with scale, adding a third “Giant Man” stage to the options, and I care about the Lang/Pym/vanDyne family and their struggles. The villain(s) are also fun, playing with a Tracer-esque time displacement element that allows phasing, and making the motives of the bad guys completely sympathetic.
And they didn’t kill anyone. Gold star. I like people not dying.
Comedy’s still strong, and the callbacks to Ant-man were tasteful. I want more.
Captain Marvel
Okay, I know I risks boos here, but

Good world building, character revelations for Nick Fury, and moving in and out of the cosmic stage and the earth stage (which carry different aesthetics and tones) but

I’m not big on Captain Marvel as a character. She’s a rash, confident, quippy hero person, which is fine, except we have so many rash, confident, quippy hero people already. She didn’t distinguish herself as a distinct person to me, and it doesn’t help I’m also unclear about what her power set is.
The twist with the Skrulls was nice. I’m familiar with the general Skrull concept, so the twist worked even on those who know about the bad guys already. The 90s were a fun time to see, and I enjoyed everything around Carol Danvers.
It’s just
 Captain Marvel felt generic to me.
There’s a chance for development later, but for now
 it’s a’ight.
Avengers: Endgame
This one had the actual war in it. They should’ve called this one Infinity Wars. Maybe call the last one Infinity Gauntlet or Thanos Rising or something.
So, Thanos won in the last movie. How to fix that? Find Thanos and take the gems and fix things? Well, Thanos destroyed the Infinity Stones a week ago. That’s lame. Thor beheads him and stomps off.
There’s also a good comic nod when they show his armor hung up as a scarecrow.
So, how long do we all mope?
Five years.
Five years.
And they don’t reverse this time jump, which is going to make the timeline of the films an even larger headache!
And, worse still, we lost Abby Ryder Fortson. Sure, Cassie Lang survives, but she also aged a decade in five years and there’s no comfortable way to tell a story with young Cassie anymore. Which is tragic, because that actress was super on point in both Ant-Man and Ant-Man and the Wasp. She nailed being an adorable little mirror of her father, and it was a great dynamic to give a superhero.
But, nah, Scott Lang was in the Quantum zone for five years, but perceived by him to be five hours, so there’s not even an opening to fit in a film within the five year jump and depict that father daughter dynamic.
I want to like the commitment. Making bold decisions and not reverting to the status quo is something I’m here for. But Ant-Man is owed one more film, and Cassie was important to me. And an older teenager just wouldn’t be able to play the dynamic the same way as a precocious preteen.
But I guess I shouldn’t dwell on the past.
Plot continues, some characters attempt to move on, Black Widow clings to hope, Tony Stark starts a family.
Then Scott comes in to say “Hey, how about time travel?”
And everyone else says “That’s dumb.”
And Tony Stark says “That’s dumb.” But it naggles him, and he figures out how to traverse the quantum realm.
So time travel is solved! Time to get the Infinity Stones from backwards in time.
So we get some nostalgic walks to the past films, including validating The Dark World. Because that was the only time the Reality stone was in play.
Also, they fridge Black Widow.
That’s been a regular problem with the sole female presence of the original Avengers. She was there to support other characters. The buddy-buddy of Hawkeye, Hulk’s confusing love interest (because Betty Ross was
 lost in a drawer somewhere between Incredible Hulk and The Avengers, and they’re too embarrassed to admit it), and assisting Cap in Winter Soldier. Besides angst about being an assassin and not being able to have children[2] she never had the space to be a character outside of what she was to others.
And she literally gave up her life for a man.
Maybe I missed something in the dull SHIELD-era stuff, but Black Widow never resonated with me.
So the stones are gathered, placed on an Iron Man gauntlet, and Hulk (now at peace with himself, he’s a half-step between Banner and Hulk) does the reversal snap.
But past Thanos comes in for one last fight.
We get a fun scene where Captain America, Iron Man, and Thor all try to fight him, which even gets to the point where Cap uses Mjolnir,[4] and it’s very good.
But Thanos gets sick of it, and calls down his army.
Which looks bad.
So Dr. Strange teleports in with those who were on Titan.
Then, other mages teleport in with everyone.[5]
And I believe I felt what most people felt during the first The Avengers. Because it was going to be an epic, all-hands fight, but this time there’s a good number of good guys I care about, the antagonistic force has context now, and there’s a clear goal: keep the Gauntlet away from Thanos.
A giant, crowded fight scene, and it was easy to follow the action.
Plus everyone gets a moment sign.
Though, that does bring me to a nitpick: Spider-man asks Captain Marvel, whose arrival destroyed a giant space war ship, who’s going to help her during her turn with the Infinity football. Dumb question, Peter.
But then all the named female characters show up to be like “We’re here to help! Girl Power!”
And it kind of undermined Captain Marvel? Like, she’s massively powerful, but the narrative implying all the women need to band together to help her when the last couple of football passes were men going solo seems demeaning.
But I’m a white guy writing about nerd movies, so whatever.
During this battle I realized something important: the costumes (except Thor and Spider-Man, who had plot reasons) were on point. Everyone looked like their iconic selves. Iron man had a good Red/Gold balance, and the suit was mechanical. Captain America looked like Captain America. Rocket had his jumpsuit and goggles. Captain Marvel had the right jumpsuit and short hair.
They all looked correct. It was great.
I have one last nitpick: Tony Stark did not deserve the Thanos kill.
Yes, they’ve been trying to play up his fear and paranoia of Thanos since the nuke scene from The Avengers.
But Thanos didn’t do anything directly to Stark. They barely knew each other. Stark got a family, an amount of stability. He’s a playboy, billionaire, philanthropist. Tony Stark was fine.
Nebula was maimed. Turned machine in both body and mind. She suffered a lot under Thanos and by Thanos. She had an arc through this movie. Nebula should’ve killed Thanos.[6]
I would’ve also accepted Gamora, if they wanted a big name character.
But, nah, got to give the big finish to the man who started the franchise off. Sure.
Tony dies, and it’s a good death because his death achieved a big victory. Which is what you should do when you kill a character: have their death be their moment of awesome and a good narrative closure to the degree of their importance. No-name backgrounds characters can be comfortably killed off with a backhand, but to kill off an Iron Man, who has been relevant since the start of the franchise and started an era, his death needs to be worth twenty plus movies of set up and close an Era. Which Endgame did.
Black Widow, meanwhile, had been around for almost as long, had been poorly served by the narrative, and her death brought her arc no closure. Her story just stopped, and it’s unsatisfying.
Which is the main point of Endgame: bringing closure. Iron Man dies, and has earned his rest. Captain America, given access to time travel, retires and (importantly) passes on the mantle.
Actually, that’s an interesting question: who’s taking over Cap’s battle commander role? Because Iron Man has his replacements in Spider-Man (for tech and science upstarty-ness) and the Pyms (for big concept sci-fi) and Pepper Potts can still provide funding and infrastructure backing. Captain America makes Sam Wilson the new Captain America, but Sam hasn’t taken a leading role yet, so making him the new Avengers Leader might be an awkward transition.
The point is, the original six Avengers got their closures (of varying quality). Brash adventurer Thor continues his adventures in space, Tony Stark died but left a positive legacy to override his war profiteer history, Captain America get his lost time back, Hulk found peace with himself (which happened off screen, but eh, he was fun). Hawkeye and Black Widow
 well, they started out as “they’re here, too!” characters, and they ended as “and they’re done, too!” characters.
Now, it’s time for the next generation, and it’ll be fun to watch.
Ranking and Overview
Well, the big narrative is finished, and it got better as it went along. The first phase was marred by the trend of “Super heroes, but in our grim and gritty world” that the Nolan Batman Films inspired. Thor began to loosen the tone, and Captain America was hint towards more grandiose elements, but it wasn’t really until Guardians of the Galaxy that the creative team looked around and said “This is inherently silly, right? Can we just
 have fun?”
And from there, every new franchise had fun, while the originals had to keep their serious faces on.
Anyways, I’m going to rank them now from worst to best:
The Incredible Hulk
Avengers: Age of Ultron
Thor: The Dark World
Iron Man 2
Iron Man 3
Captain America: The Winter Soldier
The Avengers
Iron Man 1
Thor
Captain America: Civil War
Doctor Strange
Captain Marvel
Black Panther
Captain America: the First Avenger
Thor: Ragnarok
Avengers: Endgame
Avengers: Infinity Wars
Guardians of the Galaxy Vol. 2
Spider-Man Homecoming
Ant-Man
Ant-Man and the Wasp
Guardians of the Galaxy
Despite being two parts of a full story, I ultimately decided Infinity Wars and Endgame were different enough to split them for rankings.
And I enjoyed Infinity Wars a little more.
And I think this confirms my self-assessment from last time: I enjoy fun, strong characters, and bold choices over trying to be real or attempt drama. I like to escape with my escapism!
Now, where do I think the movies go from here?
Honestly, I feel they’ll be able to do three more phases (for six total). In that time frame, Guardians of the Galaxy and Ant-Man will get third films, while Black Panther, Doctor Strange, and Captain Marvel each get two additional films. Complete trilogies before their cast become part of team-ups to bolster other films. There may be a few other franchises introduced, but besides Fantastic Four, I feel like Marvel is starting to need to dig too deep (especially since they burned the Defenders on Netflix shows. Daredevil could’ve been a film character).
The X-Men work better, narratively, away from the rest of the Marvel Universe, so hopefully they keep to their own, separate franchise.
So, complete trilogies, grind towards two or three more Phases,[7] then it’s time for reboots.
As for overarching plots, I feel like we’re not going to get another multiphase big bad. Doctor Doom would be a great next step, as he represents political hand wringing, technology, and magic in a single megalomaniac, and I feel like we’ve gotten to the tonal point where Doctor Doom can be properly hammy. But it’ll be a single phase. Then one or two more big bads, possibly ending with some sort of villain team-up and time travel shenanigans to bring everyone (everyone) back for one, finally grand finale.
Then Reboot.
Maybe start with Captain America next time. Or the Fantastic Four. We’ll have to wait and see.
For now
 I’ve got a Digimon project I keep hyping, and I have been meaning to rewatch Star Wars.
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Kataal kataal.
[1] I will note I stepped out for the Star Wars trailer. I’m gonna see it, so I want as little spoiled as possible. But the title and JJ Abrams being back at the helm has me concerned. [2] Which I think gets an unfair rap. I always felt that detail was just a pin in the life Widow was built for. She submitted to invasive surgery and cut off options to be what she was. It’s a symbol, not just poor writing.[3] [3] Age of Ultron still sucks, though. [4] For the record, I believe he’s known he could use it since Ultron, but he was being polite to Thor. [5] Except Black Widow. [6] Plus, comic accuracy points! [7] Amazon has two box sets for the phases with art based around an infinity stone each, so completing the set with six total phases makes sense.
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