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myauditionfordrphil · 5 months

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Wanted to buy CSK vs LSG tickets and theys old out in less than a day, like kal shaam tak bookings were not open but today morning they're sold out 😭😭😭

#dude the whole holidays I didn't made a single plan so that my parents would allow me to go #but now the whole plan is ruined #main chali khada hu aaj bhi wahi sunne #somi.exe

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six-of-cringe · 10 months

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After the whole Kuwei auction debacle, Kaz suddenly becomes a huge stickler about pairing off during jobs. The Dregs all complain to each other about what a hard-ass he's being, but unless they want to be scrubbing toilets for a month, they'd better stick to their pairs all the way until everyone reconvenes at the end of the job, no matter how in-the-clear or "finished" it may seem. No detours, no dallying, and absolutely no one going on their own. The Dregs don't get what the big deal is, and maybe Kaz doesn't even admit it to himself, but some buried part of him knows why.

#hey not to ruin your day but. i think that kaz would 100% take matthias's death as a personal failure #his whole thing is that he keeps his deals. he promised matthias his freedom and instead he dies during a plan kaz made #he didn't take into account the period of time where matthias was alone in the city crawling w enemies bc the job was supposed to be done #it was supposed to be SAFE and it wasn't. and in his mind if he just planned more and better then it wouldn't have happened #and he just plans more and better now then he can prevent it ever happening again #i think this half-realized sense of failure would haunt kaz for as long as he continues with this life #anyway. lol silly times with six of crows #kaz brekker #matthias helvar #the dregs #six of crows #soc #tgt #soc headcanon #ck spoilers #crooked kingdom spoilers

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longagoitwastuesday · 1 month

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I have learnt things about Geto that I wish I could unlearn

#I think I'm getting about the same amount of spoilers as a few weeks ago except now I understand them #But like. I expected so much of him #Seeing gifs of that one scene in which Gojo gets distracted because of Geto almost made me watch this a year ago #Geto was actually my favourite character in that one JJK fanfic I read that I mention so often even if he had literally one scene #I know so much of the emotional turmoil and conflict in JJK and Gojo in particular depends on him #And you're telling me he's Thanos?#I learnt a few days ago that everything pretty much happens in one year. That there's one year between Geto's death and Gojo's #I thought it would be like ten years. Ten years of the act haunting him #But no? So it's not a broken teenager who has these ideas and is killed by another teenager to stop him?#It's a what? ~30yo man saying Light levels of stupidity? Even worse perhaps?#Goodness I hope this is not so. I hope this is better written than what I am seeing #Because goddammit I can't do it. It would kinda ruin every emotional scene from then on?#That one scene I was so looking forwards about patting Gojo's back or whatever. The one in which Gojo gets distracted. It just. I don't know #I won't be able to be moved if Geto doesn't work xD #I was fearing I wasn't going to like him a lot because my expectations were big but oh my god please not like this #This is way worse than I expected. Someone tell me he actually makes sense. What's the point of this whole political play #in which no one is fully wrong and no one is totally right otherwise? What is the point of the haunting. This feels just idiotic xD #And I don't care about the traumas and all that. That works for the teen not the ~30yo man #It would have worked if Gojo would have killed him like 1-2 years after everything not like a few months ago. Last winter #After like ten years a 30yo man should have realised this plan sucks.#Even if it's utilitarian. Who is going to make clothes? Buildings? Streets and railways? Bread??? Go have a talk with Nanami please #We have been told there are not a lot of jujutsu sorcerers. How are you going to fulfill all those needs out of nothing?#And even if it were little by little so the needs could be getting fulfilled little by little too #If you decimate humans won't that cause more curses? I guess he's thinking on the long run but still this plan seems like a mess #I hope it makes more sense than it's looking it will make because of my god this would truly be the last nail on the coffin xD #I am being more and more tempted to get to Utahime and then just drop this. This is breaking my heart xD #It could be soooo good and it always almost is #And then. AND THEN. Abfksbfndbfkan #Jen pick me up. Come solve this. I am scared xD #I talk too much

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holocene-sims · 9 months

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a sneak peek for an upcoming (timeline tbd) update 😊

#holocene.txt #hlcn: story extras #consider this a thanks for the kind words on gratitude day :)#i wanna respond to everyone individually when i have time and also wax poetic about how much every comment means to me #it really does mean a lot #it's been a rough year and a very lonely year like i'm genuinely just so :/#i lost both of my grandmothers this year very suddenly and the holidays feel empty now and i'm dealing with scary health issues #i finally had a brain mri after waiting for it to get scheduled since JUNE and now i have to wait on results and undergo some other testing #and i'm losing my mind a little because i planned a nice christmas gift for my mom and it feels ruined because the post office lost it #and my dad ruined the whole surprise of it by calling customer support on speaker phone with her in the room...and she ofc heard everything #i just wanted something nice for my mom :( she deserves it and although i have other gifts for her still it's not all what i planned #i don't mean to rant but i just wanted to add context when i say it means a lot that anyone even remotely likes my pixels #i may not know most of you very well *yet* (trying to fix that!!) but it's nice to feel a little support from somewhere :) beyond nice #and sorry for being absent a lot this year but i swear i have so much appreciation for y'all and i love you and your pixels dearly #i always feel bad like maybe it doesn't seem like i care in return bc i'm offline a lot now but i really do!! i care a lot!! love y'all xox

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throwing-roses-into-the-abyss · 3 months

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unlocked a new diy skill: learned how to drill a hole in wood

#ok listen I had to figure out EVERYTHING about this #from the size to how the fuck to put the drill bit into the machine thingy to the settings to the actual drilling #BUT now I can hang up a wooden clog to put a plant in it #my dad is 100% facepalming the whole time from the afterlife #I can feel him judge me #while I probably ruin his tools #shouldn't have died if you didn't want me to fuck this up dad #anyway this is just yet another step in my long term plan of #'if I can't get the cute diy loving lesbian I will become the cute diy loving lesbian'#(and see if all my super amazing skills attract a cute girl)#also I don't have pictures of the end result because I need to go to the diy store to get screws first #baby steps etc

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itsahotminuteinbetween · 2 months

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WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BLOO LORE?!!?!??!

IM SHAKING YOU

(i don't have access to images right now so please imagine the deer in headlights image thanks)

ahaha.what. i mean. uhh.

nooo....?

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deoidesign · 1 year

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please take as much time as you need to rest and recover. burn out is so hard and takes so much to heal from. your art and your supporters will still be here when you get back :) take care <3

Thank you very much

Unfortunately, my situation doesn't really allow me to take the time I need. I've got a ~two month hiatus scheduled for my midseason, but much like my first hiatus I'll most likely be working double time during it...

It's unfortunate because I could really really use a bigger break!

Having the time and flexibility to work on other projects really fires me up and keeps me going, and being able to take a guilt free day off for family and friends is necessary to my mental health, and I've been having to turn people down lately...

This is a very kind message, and I'm sorry to vent in response! But I just feel transparency about the pressure I'm under is necessary and important. I'd love to take the time I really need, but due to deadlines and that pesky "needing money to live" I can't.

But, once the series is over I intend to take a pretty big break before I start whatever I'm doing next! I've got so many short stories and projects planned that I want so badly to get to, I can't wait to really get to truly dive in to them!

#im so sorry to take a nice message and respond like this! but just... trust me haha i know my supporters are genuinely here for me <3 #but webtoon... not so much unfortunately. i mean im sure i could take a longer break but theres the looming anxiety #that ill get in trouble or itll ruin my chances of working with them again etc etc #i took this week and i genuinely took it off. sort of? i flew to a convention which was exhausting #and i did paintings that i hope to print eventually #and i. started planning and prepping for a Kickstarter. for time and time again...#so ive still been working the whole time. but i love working!#i just... like to be able to work on things OTHER than time and time again...#and unfortunately for a few months. more than a few months. i haven't been able to do anything outside of it.#even all of my paintings have been for it cause i cant afford to switch my mindset!#my first hiatus i moved. worked on a pitch for my next series. and then i made two episodes a week the entire time #and i still ran out of episodes...#i dont know if im just not fast enough or if something is wrong with my brain that i have to fight to get it to focus but.#yeah i mean ive been burned out! been really burned out for like a year now #i can tell by how much better i feel after literally 1 week of doing anything else #and how tired i feel explaining this and knowing ive got another 3 months before i get another break #ok sorry i vented a lot more in the tags. it's hard to explain all of this eloquently and i like my posts to be somewhat professional #asks #anon #vent #delete later #and also how often my brain keeps wanting me to like. beg for 'nice words' from other people #(i always stop myself from asking people for compliments and stuff because otherwise i get very carried away and do it too regularly)#(people are very nice to me all the time. the kindness is endless and i need to let myself recognize and appreciate it rather than seek more #(its sort of a mental health thing I've been trying to like... force myself to do)#(for myself and my longevity but also for others sake lol. ive been bad about it in the past)

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side-effect-alien · 7 months

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I think the funniest thing about reblogging my dad's (@genderqueerturtle)'s posts is that last time he fronted he in fact was not a father. He was just a casual aroace doing cool aroace things

Now next time he fronts he's going to see this just tiny gremlin blowing up his notifications. Bro took asexual reproduction too far and now has to reap the consequences

Good luck it's too late for an abortion

#Leo accidentally committed mitosis and now I'm making it everyone else's problem #Leo “I don't think I ever plan on parenthood”#Me: about to ruin this whole man's career #I think I'm just in a silly mood rn #🟢 Coolest guys ever #system stuff #🪷 Kraang creature talking!!

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rox-of-iu · 1 year

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heads up i finally scrambled together enough brain power and caught up with cultivate and i am not going to be normal about it and im going to make it everyone elses problem <33

#cultivate🥰🥰🤗☺️😊🤩😊🤗🥰🥰🤩☺️🤗🥰#ykno that feeling when u have a beloved fic but are not in the right vibe to read it even tho you want to so you gotta wait #until that breaks because its so good and you dont want to ruin the experience and it deserves the right vibes tm or am i tripping-#fhkjfhdkANYWAY IFINALLY DID AND 🥰🥰🥰🥰💖💖💖 hdkjfhs #sooner or later doodles are back on the menu boys because im sooooooooo normal about this fic aha smile :))))))))#speaking of being normal #BEES BESS HBBEES BEES BEES BES BEES AHHAHAHA #LISTEN im gonna sound like a loonie right noW BUT LISNETN #ever since those arctic bees were mentioned way beck when I DID NOT. STOP THINKING ABOUT THEMM. buzzing in my brain THIS WHOLE TIME #and ever since then i was like ☺️what if that concept actually showed up aha 🤗 and it wasnt just throwaway LQG thought ☺️aha #AND I KNOW THIS ISNT EVEN MAYBE A CALLBACK TO IT I KNOW I KNOW OK MAYBE IM CRAZY BUT LET ME HAVE THIS #crystal cave bees are a callback to arctic bees in my heart 💖#you dont understand fuzzy litol blue bbys so beloved i was even planning to sneak them into a future piece thats in the microwave lmao #AND NOW THEYRE PROPERLY CANON AYO B))#speaking of future pieces absolutely do not let me forget that i wanna do bai zhan and taoren spouses outfits properly thats also very 💖💖#im just waiting if we get more details on howd they look #ok enough rambling more sleeping gbyyyeeee

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evansbby · 8 months

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okay nobody cares and it’s not that deep but

#my heart literally sank when dwayne inserted himself into the main event of wrestlemania on Friday night #like that hurt my soul #to have that taken away from Cody #who worked so hard for it #like I cannot tell you guys how much I hate the rock #and his huge ego #if dwayne Johnson has no haters then I’m dead #like I hate that man and I have hated him since like 2012-13 #bc he was pulling that same shit back then #and I was 12-13 years old but I saw through his shit back then too #I hate him so fucking much #like fr #words cannot describe my hatred for this man 😂😂😂😂#FUCK DWAYNE JOHNSON I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS #I WAITED ONE WHOLE YEAR EVER SINCE WRESTLEMANIA LAST YEAR WHEN CODY LOST #and the fact that the original plan was him and Roman this year again and dwayne RUINED IT #dwayne Johnson the biggest politicker in the history of politicing #hate that guy with my whole soul #anyways #I’m chill about it now but when I found out yesterday #bro my heart sank so bad 😂😂😂😂

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irithnova · 9 months

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@meerudraws admitting they posted their bullshit without even reading the full document is comedy gold.

"Worst Christmas ever" you're the one who engaged yourself bestie! You didn't have to! No one put a gun to your head and told you to engage! No one put a gun to your head and told you to release that post before you finished reading the whole document!

Absolutely braindead

#LMAO #Glad I managed to ruin an enablers Christmas though 💞#No one was actually planning for it to be released yesterday lol we just finalised it yesterday after working on it for weeks and we just #Wanted to release it and get it over with #🙏#Because having to relive what she put as through was draining as all hell #*us #Watching meeru back track from saying “you only see morals as black and white”#To “I haven't even read the whole document yet don't blame me wahhh”#“her behaviour was out of line but you're still the bad guy wahhh”#HAHAHAH #Meeru has also literally plagiarised off of me so this is even funnier #Also I really doubt she's now reading through the whole document and NOW sees the error in pandas way #Miss girl I LITERALLY gave you a list of things she's done to people and provided 4!! Screenshots as examples and you still chose to brush #It off!#So yes you're an enabler and you're extremely cruel !! Hope this helps lovely xx #Meerudraws #Siberiaverse #potaxiepower #Jadereblogs #My references #Refs #Comedy gold(en horde)#Pandas posse are just as stupid as she is confirmed #Also it's not my fucking responsibility to help you “improve” your terrible ocs especially after you blocked me out of nowhere #get the fuck out of here #Awee I ruined your Christmas ?#Panda ruined people's physical and mental health for months.#Get over it you abuse enabler !

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unopenablebox · 8 months

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unfortunately i am covetously watching the eater video that's just a tour of zabars

#is zabar's overrated or good? ny mutuals write in i need to know #while i have recently talked some shit re: nyc i will readily say that the fact that i have effectively no plans to ever spend extensive #time experiencing nyc food is in fact vexing and sad to me #food #box opener #jewish delis here aint shit. as they say.#chicago did have some good options which is how i know everything sucks now #our favorite north side bagel place just stopped being 24hour and it's ruining my brothers whole life #sometimes he needs a half dozen egg bagels and a quarter pound of smoked whitefish at 3am #i do too but i knew what i was getting into when i decided to go to grad school like some kind of idiot

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yesplsnothankyou · 26 days

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I only come on tumblr when I'm at the very end of my rope and barely hanging on by a quickly disintegrating thread and I don't know what that tells you about me

#boygenius #lah posting #I took the drugs again #I'm worse but better #I will not stagnate #i have therapy tomorrow #it's gonna be another one of those times when I spend the whole time crying #I don't have anyone anymore that i can rely on to hold space for me when I cry #i can hold space for my own emotions now thank you very much #i'm extremely proud of that fact because six months ago that hill felt absolutely insurmountable #but it really helps when there's occasionally someone else to help with that #sorrow shared is half the sorrow and joy shared is double joy #and all that #but i'm really scared for how this is going to end #i'm in really fucking deep at this point #and it's only getting deeper #i don't want to lose my person or the farm or our plans for the future #but it can't go on like this #no matter what i do #and i can't make him realise and i can't do it for him #but i'm afraid that instead of facing the music and turning shit around he's going to choose a much worse way of dealing with things #If this ends i don't think i could ever date again #i know that's dramatic but i'm being very serious about this #i keep thinking i'm dating someone completely different each time but then every time without fail after a year or two #they get into a deep funk and can't seem to do anything but stew and complain and be mean and ruin any chance of being in a good mood #every single time to the point where i wonder if that's just what happens to people who date me #and i can't stand it because while i'm far from toxic positivity i take pride in choosing to not behave like that when things dont go my wa #but i can't risk letting this keep happening again. I genuinely think i can now be happier loving myself than i'd ever be trusting romance.#I've come so far in my healing and I can't keep letting people derail me who have no idea how to self-regulate or have self-compassion #I'm getting sick again. I can feel it happening in my body

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swordmaid · 1 month

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spawn shri’iia constantly walking on the ceiling makes me laugh tho like what is she doing up there….who knows…..god forbid women have hobbies

#too bad she can’t transform into a bat but that’d ruin the spider aesthetic so it’s not for her anyway 😔#but I like the idea of astarion’s new beau visiting the manor for the first time and she’s just stalking them from some corner of the #ceiling. imagine if she starts carving through the walls so she can have her own route inside the walls #and she likes to watch people through the gaps / the paintings #esp in their fallout era where she’s making herself scarce bc he’s sick of her face and she’s quietly scheming her own plan #they both live in the manor but don’t see each other anymore. he only hears about her when he gets reports of a group of people getting #drained and left in some corner. sewer. and then he’ll find her and tell her off for being reckless and she’ll laugh and laugh at him and #he’ll hate her more. considers about locking her up bc she told him abt that particular fear before she got turned into a spawn. erases the #thought bc she’ll probably enjoy it now (she’s a freak) and he’ll spend the whole afternoon thinking of ways to torture her but is too #prideful to mimic what cazador has done bc he’s BETTER. so him and his new beau spends the afternoon brainstorming torture methods #and she watches from some portrait already planning to eat the new meat #then rinse repeat 🫶😋

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juniestar · 3 months

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Oh my god one last thing my ex took me to outside lands and when we tried to watch lana del rey he laid down on the grass and had a “panic attack” (this was after months of him talking about how he didn’t like her) so we went to see foo fighters after a bit and he was FINE

#LANA i know his sister works for you BUT TRUST MY WORD AND GIVE ME A FREE TICKET PLEASE…#MY FIRST TIME SEEING YOU WAS RUINED GIRL… she was so good too like i was saving her songs to spotify that night #im reliving all this because i found out a lot of his exes and ex friends hang out together and two of them invited me so it was me an ex an #d an ex friend just swapping stories and first of all. he said he got cheated on by this girl and she NEVER DID IT (HE would have emotional/#angry outbursts at HER though) (allegedly he’s acknowledged to her that the cheating never happened too) and 2. this is obviously making me #mentally rehash everything again. i feel so bad for his current girlfriend and also for the person i ‘’stole’’ him from though i really hesi #tate to blame myself after hearing about his patterns. first of all he wouldve done this with anyone who was vulnerable around him and secon #d i was the only reason he was at all honest with them. he was fully planning to gaslight this ex and me and his dad had to convince him not #to. they look like theyre happy now and im very happy for them over that. oh my god that man was evil he told me for WEEKS about every time #his then partner had talked shit about me while i made clear that i didnt care and wasnt very interested but he kept going. god i cant belie #ve this was my life a year ago.#the one thing i can say is that i out freaked him because throughout our short relationship i made him so insecure that a week after i told #to never speak to me again he called me asking if he really was ugly.#I CANNOT BELIEVE I HAD TO TEND TO A GROWN MAN WHILE LANA DEL REY WAS RIGHT THERE BECAUSE HE WAS SO OPPOSED TO BEING AROUND HER. LANAAAA #times like these i get so mad i dont know what to do but ultimately remembering that he has not achieved any of his goals because he refuses #to face himself really helps me. god man IVE achieved some of his goals and i wasnt even trying to #a really awful part of all of this was all of the friends who knew him taking his side. because they didnt know him well enough to know what #he was actually like.#i was talking to my ex friend of four years and she was like not to blame you but he was probably really vulnerable from his time with [ex p #rior to me]’’ because he’s been going around alleging that that ex was abusive. and she was implying i took advantage of him. so i had to go #into detail about what an awful awful person he was and the sort of state i was in when this relationship took place. hannah lee you are #not seeing your little jehovah’s witness heaven.#anyways redirecting this energy im very happy with the way my life is and the way i am now. and im grateful for it i would not have ever bee #n able to imagine having the sort of peace and motivation i feel now. life feels like it can and will change for the better and it keeps pro #ving that right all the time #it just hurts sometimes having that as my first experience and not even being able to vocalize what was wrong bc i just didnt know hurts #oh i forgot one of his besties can see my account bc we’re sort of mutuals. i doubt he’s looking he did the whole unfollowing the ex bc she’#s allegedly amoral thing after the breakup but if he is hi isaac #he did on rare occasion show me selfless kindness but ultimately your best friend is a creep. i don’t want to be involved with anyone from #our school but I hope you know this and I hope you’re proud

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naomiknight-17 · 3 months

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Mom's coworker's funeral is this Saturday

There's no funeral for my uncle, but we're invited to his internment. Which is the day after my birthday. Fml

#i had plans for my birthday weekend. i was gonna have friends over #it was gonna be a whole thing #i'm not blaming my uncle it's just frustrating. bad timing #my birthday was already kind of ruined because my odsp hearing got rescheduled for sometime next month #and now all these deaths are happening and funerals and burials and uuuuuugg #what a great time to inch closer to 40!!!!!#i don't even wanna celebrate now #mod post #death #family stuff #negative

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