#but ive gotten more serious
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im currently writing again for a fandom i havent written for in four years, this is so weird, but also cool to see how much ive changed as a writer omg
#rrposts#ill soon be posting dc stuff again#if u follow my main you might have noticed the uptick in bat content#and its going to flow into here#it was one of my earlier fandoms#and its cool to return#but also whack#bc i havent been here since 2019#like last decade#i still like the same tropes ngl#but ive gotten more serious#in the sense that my old work was very much crack#(as i view it now)#and i need it to make a little bit more sense#not that it cant be crack. but im making it realistic
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Bdubs: sleeping, clock powers
Etho: “did that make you jump?”
Grian: watcher lore, person who knew all the powers
Martyn: listener lore & always listening in
Jimmy: normally no longer seen by this point in the series
Tango: flee with extra flee, decked out deepfrost citadel
Scar: wanted punching since the start, everything’s a rollercoaster & awful innuendo
BigB: Creaking
Gem: astrology? aware of traps and hard to kill
Impulse: cyberpunk teleportation? playing multiple sides?
Lizzie: ldSHADOWlady
Ren: ultimate theatre kid
Scott: sacrificial lamb? sneaky & always listening in
Joel: parkour!
Cleo: ZOMBIEcleo
Pearl: luna moth & fly me to the moon
some theories courtesy of @dredgesnails
#recently ive been very into pathologic body horror and minecraft#you know as you do#blame dredgesnails this is all absolutely their fault#wild life spoilers#wild life session seven#geminitay#smallishbeans#lizzie ldshadowlady#goodtimeswithscar#jimmy solidarity#scott smajor#pearlescentmoon#zombiecleo#impulsesv#bigbst4tz2#grian#mumbo jumbo#skizzleman#ethoslab#bdoubleo100#tangotek#martyn inthelittlewood#rendog#trafficblr#traffic smp spoilers#life series spoilers#more than half the notes I’ve ever gotten on this blog are for my three (3) minecraft posts#im a serious blog goddamn it#I write shit#/j
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slaying while slaying 🔪🩸
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#art#dnncats#astarion#my beloved#baldurs gate 3#bg3#astarion art#havent been active w art but big news this man has me in a GRIP#going 2 ramble in the tags a bit for those who Care!!!#the brain has been rotting ovr bg3 for like. 2 months now#ive done 2 playthrus (1 current) so far and bro ive only ever romanced this fucking guy its so over 4 me.......i cant deny him#i love him so much my chaotic neutral bf wife#ive gotten my ass beat by abdirak in the goblin camp every time for his approval#its actually so serious LMFAOO#anw more astarion art 2 come hopefully hehehe <3
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NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???
#personal#i am emotional yes#over the years ive had this blog I've made a few posts abt being femme#nd whether they're serious or jokey..... inevitably someone in the tags goes “ohhh yeah bc pink”#or in the case of what inspired this post: someone going “what about the pink ones” on my praying mantis post#and im just.#sick of it. im sick of femme being equated to pink and frilly girlie behaviors.#im sick of femme being equated to skirts and heels. to makeup. to skincare. to pristine nails exactly almond shaped.#im sick of ppl acting like All femmes aspire to this shit. im sick of femms being reduced to this shit.#and i love pink! i love pink! my phone theme is quite literally just black and pink all over.#im just. so tired of any expression of Femme identity being shoehorned into being a Specific type of femininity#especially as someone who DOES get dysphoric wearing skirts. wearing dresses. embodying the femme aesthetic yall are so set on making#if u guys wanna rb this i truly dont care#i just needed to scream#and this is one small thing#but the 2nd largest category of anon hate i have gotten since making this blog is str8 up homophobia from other “queer” folks#saying i cant be femme bc of how i present. calling me slurs (and using them as such) bc they cant understand femme as anything but that#my wife and i have our users in our personal discord server set as 2 different things of anon hate ive gotten#i have had OTHER FEMMES tell me i am not femme. femmes who Know im femme who still call me butch. femmes who ive corrected and been blocked#-by bc of it. the number 1 largest demographic of queerfolk who have me blocked rn is TME femmes who embody pink also#and i dont think its a coincidence at all. (and i know this bc i go to try and follow these ppl bc they get rbed on my dash & i cant)#and ik their blogs arent deleted bc some of them don't block my wife (tall. white. butch) and it cant be politics cause her and i rb#a lot of the same political shit (fuck. i think she rbs More than i do even. this is genuinely mainly a nsft blog)#and usually i don't say anything but im having a bad day so i get to be angry about this and if anyone fucking tries me i will block u#idc if we've been mutuals 4ever. im judt so tired of feeling like i am not Enough as a femme bc i dont embody this shit#im sick of this lameass lip service to he/him gnc femmes etc when the thin white 50s housewife femme is still what is preferred and loved#im sick of this lamesss lip service when y'all feel entitled to theorizing on other femmes genders bc u cant conceptualize a femme who does#wanna be hypetfeminine. im sick of it. im sick of it. im sick of it.#celebrity bun
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More Rogues Gallery AU designs and doodles weehee o)-(
Doodle stuff + further context stuff below:
Freeze Nautica doodles ^^ (yea,, sorry Skids and Nautica.......)
Riddler Brainstorm and Deadshot Percy roommates lore lmao ^^
They build weapons and upgrade stuff together frequently- Deadshot Percy is a lot more focused on efficiency and getting the job done as fast as possible, so she really doesn't get Brainstorm's motives or reasoning behind her incredibly elaborate traps. Also Percy is frequently out on days long contract missions so she usually comes home to, (and has to sit through) BS's evil pajama plot rants a lot.. they seem to get more elaborate over time?
Batman Prowl and Catwoman Jazz doodles ^^
#Rogues Gallery AU#ive gotten.. too invested in my own au wth#but im having fun with it so uhh yippee idk#godd I want to draw more of the fear toxin lore stuff so much.. something about A Serious House on Serious Earth's artstyle mmm...#or also draw vehicle designs n more interaction stuff or even more acrobatic stuff mANN THIS IS THE WORST#the doc keeps getting longer but i can only draw so fast... i am in pure agony#transformers#maccadam#mtmte#maccadams#tf idw#more than meets the eye#frootertooter archive#transformers fanart#lost light#humanformers#prowl#jazz transformers#brainstorm#perceptor#mtmte nautica#tf nautica#tf skids#simpatico#jazzprowl#nautiskids#dc comics#not tagging the dc characters bc this post is long enough oops
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top 1 idols i need to lock in a closet
#ive been saying this for weeks#tsukasa suou#tori himemiya#torikasa#enstars#ensemble stars#the sequel where they make out can only be unlocked after an unskippable cutscene#of a 2k analysis on tsukasa's mental state in winter es year 1#←also drew their summer outfits because it's the current mood but no it had to be winter#because this would 100% be tsukasas thought process i am too grimly serious about it to make this joke#oh tsukasa's instabilities white brim you will always be famous#art tag#doodles#LIKE i considered swapping the dialogue because i rly am Too serious about this i wish we had gotten more tsukasa pov in white brim
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sooo how you doing after the latest chapter BSD?

#DOMT FUCKING ASK ME#on a more serious note ive gotten over it now#i dont actually believe hes dead since it just doesnt really make sense#its such a flat end to a major character without any backstory reveal or proper development#so hell be back#in like 3 years🙁 fml#ask cocoa
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*Vibrating in place, sitting so politely and waiting SO patiently for free comic book day*
#GIVE ME UDON MEGAMAN NUMERO 0 PLEEEAAAAASE#i have no idea if this run'll be any good or how long we can realistically expect it to go for#BUT I WANT ITTTTT GIVE ME THE COMIC PLEEEAAAAAS#ive seen sources say that 0 will be more silly while the real run will get more serious#I WANT ITTTT I WANNA SEE IT#i do find it funny when people say megaman is such a dead franchise bc they havent gotten a game since like '17? '18? ish?#meanwhile my ass is like: THEYRE STILL RELEASING NEW FIGURES AND IM IN TIME FOR A NEW CONI RUN?!#listen im in the smrpg and half life fandoms we fight for SCRAPS HERE
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As an artist I literally have the ability to just. Do things. That only I wanna see. And that's giving Partitio cat ears I guess??
Happy Caturday!
#octopath traveler 2#temenos mistral#throne anguis#partitio yellowil#im sorry to all the asks ive gotten recently that i just dont have the energy to draw for im sorry#i have a very serious problem with aadd which is#art attention deficit disorder#where i currently cannot focus for more than an hour on art before i have to get up and wander off#and reading asks is like... a challenge bc i do appreciate them but i dont always have a good reply for art#so then i debate answering it privately as anons are still off#so that i can acknowledge the asker while not spamming my dash with no art#cause i really do try to keep it mostly art here hence deleting most of my text posts#anyway good night
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just got a dm abt one of my posts and y'all please don't try and show the hermits (or any minecraft youtuber or content creator for that matter) my posts, i'm uncomfortable with it and don't want any of my posts shown to a cc. if they stumble upon it naturally that's unfortunate but i can live with it since i do maintag a lot (something i REALLY need to stop doing tbh i already know i need to make a tagging system just for my blog that wont clog results) but going out of ur way to show a cc is entirely different and something i am not comfortable with.
no hate to the person at all but even if i wasn't a little silly and weird with it sometimes i wouldn't be comfortable with it, i want my blog to be a purely fandom only space with none of the creators involved <3 please respect this
#which is imo how a fandom space should be#i'm old fashioned and it breaks the fandom etiquette rules i stand by#i ship and stuff and absolutely NO cc needs to be subjected to that please and thank you even if it's a non-ship post#not saying hermits and others cant hang out and interact if they wish hell no but like....#if you as any person with a following willingly go into a fandom space you have to expect to see some things you find weird#doesn't even necessarily mean ship just stuff the cc finds weird :v idk im not phrasing this right but like#the rule with shipping around any sort of media has been to keep it away and not show the creators anything !!! and thats fallen out#of practice the past few years with ppl getting more and more comfortable demanding boundaries and personal info from creators#which isn't right imo bc its like you're trying to see how much you can get away with. u want a guide on how to interact and social skills#which is... huh??? just be polite and keep anything weird away from them like what we were doing#some folks nowadays need “permission” to ship stuff even from SHOWS and shit with no real people and its like wow... huh....#u need it to be canon?? u need everything told to u by the show?? wheres the imagination. the spirit.#the making of everything so far removed from what it once was#like that guy that played nick from heartstopper that had to be outed to play a gay guy. like#idk im so sick of the boundary fandom ppl in mcyt 'what if they saw and made it uncomfortable!! im going to show them!!!!'#you are making them MUCH more uncomfortable than i am by GOING INTO THEIR FACE AND DEMANDING THEY LOOK AT IT!!#AND DEMANDING BOUNDARIES N SHIT... CRAZY.... idk the hermits especially its weird to me bc clearly they understand fandom etiquette#and the dynamic im talking about. most of them understand that by going into fandom spaces they will see things they dont like#which is why a lot of them only like fanart and answer questions asked by fans. even on tumblr !!! where the weird ppl are!!!#they also all seem to understand they are playing characters (citing joel cleo and grian as examples) for their audiences#which is. smth the audience itself doesnt understand most of the time anymore. oh my god they all died in real life in hermitcraft season 8#idk hermitblr used to be a lot more okay with hermitshipping n then a bunch of ppl from other fandoms moved in and its all more negative#and makes me sad. idk...#i never meant for this blog to gain almost 500 followers i just wanted to make silly little ship posts and now im scared to#bc ive gotten hate and its.... bwugh.... tempted to remake blogs and make one thats very clearly just for me and a few weirdos#whatever i went off on a tangent in the tags as usual just pls dont show creators my posts even non-ship ones for this reason#jamies bad posts#talking in tags#serious posts#<- ig??? idk
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I want my art to be weirder (I'm afraid of people expecting "normal" art from me because of what I make most often and them being upset with me if I deviate from it)
#SIGH. sorry i feel like this is like a thought that more serious artists should have and not like. me. lol#but especially on twitter i am afraid for some reason#like i do not want to be so palatable for everyone but like. i am most of the time#its just occasionally i wont be#and yknow. i dont want to accidentally build an audience thats gonna judge me for that#am i making sense#this is such a. NOTHING PROBLEM..#but whatever ive been thinking about it 😭#like i want to feel free to make suggestive art and weird sad art and self projection art and gross art#and the best way to feel free is to make that so people know to expect it#but i really just. most often draw very normal very bland things#which im not even upset about its jusf. i dont want that to be expected of me??#literally no one has said they expect certain stuff from me#no one has gotten upset at me#i am just. an overthinker and SCARED all the time#oh well#thats all#vent
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why do i always get ideas for lore changes After posting. is he stupid?
#larry time#this one's not too serious ive just been toying with the idea of pushing the years kentaro gets sick + the move takes place#since i think that would make kirus silly attitude in middle school make more sense#kenny still being around means she gets a little more leeway and all#plus if he were to pass while she was in her third year of junior high#itd make her change in demeanor btwn then and high school being so Sudden make more sense#the only problem i run into here is her relationship with yanagida since they have less time as friends that way...#but maybe it's fine? because then their reunion can be like ''i never really understood you then so im happy to have a second chance''#plus fsr i find ive always gotten along best with the relatives i see least often so maybe i can just project that into them#maybe they were pen pals or something. idk. they definitely visited one another at some point before the move#ill think about if i wanna go this route or not... we shall see
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more newspaper thoughts this has been said and said and said but it's unbelievably frustrating that when i see posts criticizing newspapers the critique is based solely on a single article's headline. how can you expect to be taken seriously if you haven't READ THE ARTICLE? if you're cherrypicking a single article from a publication with a decades-long history of daily collections of dozens of articles from a diverse array of permanent and freelance journalists? and yet those posts get significant traction and have had a measurable effect on the erosion of interest in print journalism.
i can't overstate how important print journalism is. it seems like online leftist philosophy is leaning in a direction of "print journalism must be explicitly and exclusively anti-establishment in order to be valuable" and that's such a dismaying and short-sighted approach. print journalism is an archival tool and an (imperfectly, but intentionedly) egalitarian record of how things are right now. print journalism is not the tool to radicalize the public, it is a record of the current state. it is a method of funding people who have been trained to find things out so that they can do that work and learn things that the public will never have the time or resources to access, and then disseminate those findings to the public. if that doesn't sound important, i don't know what else to say.
TV and radio news disappears. Internet journalism can be edited or suppressed or paywalled or simply lost in the constant generation of additional content. Print newspapers are a physical item that cannot be revised after they are released. They are a fragile but (with care) permanent record of the day by day evolution of the state of our world and they cannot exist without their communities.
#im honestly in such despair about this i feel like ive been saying this since i was in middle school#and the future of the newspaper has only gotten less secure in that decade. not more.#journalism#for once in my life i want people to lay eyes on one of my posts. im so serious abt newspapers.
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the episode isn’t going to be public for a little while but I really do just want to say thank you to everyone who kept talking to me about BAP, who kept asking questions, kept encouraging my posts about them and were genuinely interested in something I was creating. I wouldn’t have gotten this far without yall <333
#camera talks#OH. I don’t know if people have context. my presentation Tuesday the ‘product’ is an episode of BAP and it’s about storytelling & podcasts#I haven’t even gotten to my presentation yet but#entirely serious like.#yall know who you are <3 there are mutuals ive Started discussions with solely about or for BAP#I mean that’s literally what one of my first actual convos with moo was about <3#a lot of you have talked to me about BAP and it’s always made my day#and people have Drawn the BAP crew and that’s amazing to me too#like. I just want to express my appreciation that’s all <33#this has been such a big thing for me forever and having something Come of it feels amazing#I can’t wait to keep creating with BAP :)#thank you to you all#anyone who wants to learn about BAP or ask more pleaseee do#I’m also making intro to the cast/BAP crew posts eventually for more of an intro to the main 5#so be on the look out for that Probablyyy on the BAP account :)#uhm also I’m more okay today. it’s not great but its like. better than last night rn so ty to everyone with that too <3333#bap#brickwoods
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#im so fucked. im so so fucked#i just woke up slightly hungover and took a shot#very bad development in the alcohol dependency department#and im trying to be like whatever hair of the dog common occurrence. however ik it’s way more serious than that#i fucking hate being sober to the point it’s going to ruin my life#but drinking is such a huge reprieve from the bullshit that i can barely care#im so fucked. lmao#ik i cld just ask my brother to stop buying it or keeping liquor around but i cannot bring myself to give it up#it’s always i’ll think about it tmrw. i’ll deal with it tmrw. but tmrw never comes#why can’t i just be fucking normal why can’t i just be happy without being under the influence of Something. hell not even happy why can’t#i just be content.#ive always been like this. i still remember my first drink and i remember the first time i drank to escape and i havent gotten away from it#since#idk how to. i think itll always just be like this til i die. i dont think im capable of not being this#i dont think i was capable of ever being. a person. to be begin with#i get this awful feeling i shouldve never existed in this form#and i’ll do anything to just feel okay. to feel relatively normal. hence why im here#fucking whatever my life is so worthless anyway may as well just drink myself to death honestly
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i'm seriously so so so so lucky nostalgia doesn't actually kill people
#you show me a more nostalgic person than me and i'll be shocked#bro i cant keep living my life like this. im serious#its gotten to a point where its genuinely ruining my life like i cant find it in myself to be happy about something simply because im#too busy. thinking. about what you ask me? oh well about the past. what is lost forever. what i can never get back#GIRL (talking to myself) MOVE ON. GET IT TOGETHER#sorry for the rant everyone ive just. been having a Day lol#<- (has been saying this for the past two months)#alice talks
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