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i think about prince soma saying arre yaar everyday ... every day ,.... literally every single day .... once a day .... everyday not lying it genuinely lives rent free
#WHAT A WIN FOR THE DESI GIRLS#prince soma#soma black butler#kuroshitsuji soma#agni black butler#public school arc#black butler#kuroshitsuji#it's so small and unnoticeable#BUT I NOTICED#AND I REPLAYED IT AN EMBARASSING AMOUNT OF TIMES#it was during the cricket match btw#also fucking love yana for all the research and effort she puts into her world building#like she isn't just throwing random shit around and hoping it makes sense#like eve try thing fits for the time period and there's clearly been research done on indian culture#like at first i was sooo skeptic all of the curry arc because we know how badly that could go#but it honestly wasn't the worst#especially in the manga we actually get a lot more references#but also FUCK YANA FOR - and this is a spoiler - KILLING AGNI AND DESTROYING SOMAS HOPE AND SOUL
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I had all and then most of you some and now none of you t a k e m e b a c k t o t h e n i g h t w e m e t
#agatha harkness#rio vidal#agatha all along#agatha x rio#agathario#vidarkness#agathaallalongedit#aaaedit#mine#lyrics are from 'the night we met' by lord huron#and i swear that song fits these two /so/ well#also this is more like.... a trial run?#i spent like 2 days getting all cc off my laptop so it would allow me to use my old cs6#honestly it wasn't like the worst but my charger randomly died and that added some fun complications since my laptop's so old#and it did freak me out for a sec that i was going to have to work with photoshop being horrendously small because the scaling was so off#but thankfully that was a quick fix#all that to say this was just a quick set to see how much i remembered and test out everything#including obs since that wasnt a thing last time i did this#or at least i dont think it was#still it didnt turn out too badly#if i had more time i probably wouldve been more particular about which scenes to use#but i realllllly wanted to do it tonight so unfortunately on a limited time frame#okay i edited this because it was haunting me (ironic) with how blurry it was and luckily ps let me but i swear the bottom still looks weir#also can't do anything about the reblogs of the blurry version but at least this is the one that will be on my blog/in my edits tag
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it is time for The House Spreadsheet
so yeah for those who don't know i have spent like two years making (and constantly mentioning that i am making) a spreadsheet to track several things in the 2004-2012 tv show house md
I'll probably rb with details/graphs but without further ado:
Here it is!!!
some disclaimers:
I may have got things wrong!!!!
PLEASE note above, i am just one person with a poor attention span, i did my best but may have missed instances of something im tracking.
if you do notice something wrong you can let me know (timestamps please) and if i verify i'll update the sheet
please don't take the notes seriously, they were just a stream of conciousness reaction to keep me sane
re: the things wrong point, i definitely got the medical categories wrong so if anyone has better suggestions i am Begging You please come to me
If you make anything with this i'd love to see, so please tag me when you do :)
#house#house md#hate crimes md#this wasn't actually that fun! except the formulas i love formulas#the worst part of this is no matter how miserable it became i still want to do this for like 3 other tv shows#ouat and criminal minds being the ones that immidiately come to mind#criminal minds would be so easy bc a very similar format though i never finished the show#ouat because its so fucking funny#counterpoint: id have to watch ouat again AND i couldn't skip when it gets boring#honestly i don't know what the banner is about i made this post over a year ago#i don't stand by it i think it looks ugly#but let's give her this#im going to reblog this 15 million times maybe
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Todoroki thinks he and Izuku have been dating since the sports festival. He knows that they are not very demonstrative and there were no specific big declarations of love or official 'asking eachother out', but they didn't need that. It was obvious. There is no reason to question it and so he doesn't. He's very happy and secure in this relationship and feels very fulfilled
During 2nd year someone is talking in front of him about 'We all know Deku is in love with Bakugou. Its so obvious.'
Todoroki thinks about this for a little bit before announcing to Izuku (very casually, while they are doing homework) That its okay with him if Izuku wants to date Bakugou
Izuku: (is very moved by his best friends support and uses his encouragement to finally confess his feelings to Bakugou)
Todoroki: (now thinks he is in a poly thrupple with Izuku and Bakugou)
"but wouldnt he be able to tell once they leave school?"
NO because they are all roommates
"But wouldnt he notice Izuku doesnt kiss or have sex with todoroki but he does it with bakugou?"
NO because todoroki believes that the relationship is asexual on their side (but highly romantic and passionate) and hes cool with that.
"Wouldnt izuku notice?"
izuku has never known how normal people interact a single day in his life
"wouldnt bakugou get jealous?"
Bakugou ALSO thinks they are all poly
"why would he think that???"
because he ALSO thought todoroki and deku started dating during the sports festival
"oh so todoroki and bakugou have talked about it, thats why they are both so convinced!"
no. never. not once
"But wouldnt he notice that he sleeps alone?"
NO because todoroki is the perfect sleeping partner and he sleeps in the middle
"does Izuku ever find out?"
Yes, when hes like 25. A stranger mentions that hes well known for being in a poly thrupple and Izuku thinks they are insane. He goes home and realizes that apparently HE is the insane one and vows to never let on that he didn't know. 10 years after he started dating todoroki they finally have their first kiss. Todoroki is completely chill about it.
#tododekubaku#tododeku#bakudeku#bakugou katsuki#todoroki shouto#izuku midoriya#bnha#honestly this couldve gone MUCH worse#izuku will take this secret to the grave#ALSO he isnt just radiantly happy about this hes a nervous wreck for the first like 3 months of the 'new' poly thing he finds himself in#he is terrified of accidentally letting on that he didnt know AND of upsetting the delicate balance they fuond without him#while ALSO trying to make sure he gives todoroki the attention he thinks he wasn't giving him#like 'oh my god has he thought i was just the WORST boyfriend for 10 years???'#(todoroki does not think that. he is totally cool with just whatever)#asexual todoroki is good in this scenario but my personal mental image is that todoroki just like assumed this was a deku thing#loses his virginity at age 26 with his boyfriend of 11 years and doesnt have any particular opinion about it. thats just how it is.#silly man
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I was recommended to listen to this artist called Yaelokre a while ago. Got around to it last night before bed. Very nice music! However, I don't think I should've listened before bed, because I had a weird-ass dream. I was sitting on top of a huge, empty ferry in the open ocean with my friend, and a massive orca below us in the water. My friend was - not my friend? Hard to explain, but I knew it was my friend, but they looked like the goat person from the Yaelokre album art. Google says their name is Clémentine. We were sitting there, and all of a sudden my friend/Clémentine turned to me and said "We can't stay here any longer". I replied, confused "What?" and they said "It's time to leave". Then the orca swallowed the boat whole, and I woke up. So, tl;dr: Amazing music, really it is very good. Sadly it appears to induce ominous dreams in me for some unknown reason. I will keep listening despite this.
#yaelokre#the orca was very cute tbh#altho i think all orcas are cute so im biased#honestly? not the worst vague ominous dream ive had#at least it wasn't a dream about being trapped in the Minecraft Realm again#i barely even PLAY minecraft
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Greatest hits of writing so stupid, I can't count it as canon:
"We opened the gates of hell" They didn't. Not even by mistake.
"Not telling me that you lost your soul. Or how about running around with Samuel for a whole year, letting me think that you were dead while you're doing all kinds of crazy." Soulless!Sam didn't know his soul was gone, also soulless!Sam is not Sam. Truly dumbest line of logic that's repeated, at least twice.
"I know that agreement. I taught you that agreement. That's a non-agreement." Bobby talking about Sam retiring after Dean dies. Like. Bitch, Dean did the same damn thing. I simply cannot believe Bobby would ever say this shit.
"After you looked for me. Did you look for me, Sam?" They just went through a whole convo where Sam finds out Dean was in Purgatory. (I forgot they actually talked about it because of the whiplash of Dean's dumb response) And Dean thinks Sam should have looked for Dean when he was probably in Heaven? Like, wtf.
There's definitely more, but I'm only on s8 right now, and some I've forgotten from the seasons previous. These are the ones that are really really fucking stupid. The first one is such a classic, first instance where they've literally just made up shit. lmao.
#The Hardy Boys But With Ghosts#spn#supernatural#sam winchester#dean winchester#when I watched that ep my brain couldnt fathom the lies theyd spewed#lmao gaslit by a tv show#honestly the beginning of the end - fitting the first time they do that#it's at the end of s2#where Dean's character dies. lmaoooo.#I mean s3 dean wasn't the worst - but he was getting up there#I could let his more annoying parts slide because he still clearly cared for sam#and he was afraid of going to hell#but s4 onwards my god
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gringos are pissing me off in a way I can't even describe the way they act like vini losing is just yeah rodri was better so what and not straight racism
#he was the better its not open for discussion#and people will talk about behavior as crist1ano r0naldo wasn't worst but yes hes a white european so thats fine#its sooo embarrassing and honestly sickening how the racism is so open and no one does absolutely nothing about it#vini jr#vinicius jr#real madrid#football
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Not to bring up Harry Potter but I'm watching a video called "Top 30 Worst Characters in Harry Potter" and it reminded me of a mistake I saw in the 7th book when I first read it.
In the 7th book, Charlie Weasley, the brother that worked with dragons, was remarked to have long hair.
BUT in the previous books, it was Bill Weasley, the brother that worked for the bank, that had an earring and long hair. Charlie was never shown to have long hair before, it was Bill whose hair their mother fussed over being too long.
Like. What the fuck.
This has bugged me since 2007 when the book released. 😂
#i don't agree with all of this person's reasonings for why these characters are bad#but she does bring up some good points about the mixed messages in the books#and i don't agree that the later books are 'for kids'#the farther the series moved along the older audience they were for#so i really dislike anytime she says 'this doesn't belong in a kids book' when talking about the later ones#but still good video so far#i'm hoping Harry Potter will be the number 1 worst character in Harry Potter lol#i'm honestly surprised it wasn't dumbledore but okay#dumbledore was like number 9#oh i just realized rita skeeter hasn't been brought up yet...#hmm curious
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I haven't been involved with coaching for almost 3 months now and somehow I am still getting dragged into the drama.
#personal#move back to your small hometown they said#it'll be fun they said#me chanting over and over again:#if you live here you get to see your family all the time#(this is a good thing for me i love my brother and his family)#dude honestly this whole thing is just hilarious at this point#anyway newest drama is that one of the parents thinks it's suspicious that i 'quit' the same time my best friend moved away#the shit that is being said about us right now??? fucking wild#i haven't told any of those kids why i really left because they don't need me to be gossiping about their current coach to them#that would be so unprofessional of me#i say like she wasn't spreading rumors about me to THEM directly last year#we are all in our 30s here why are we acting like fucking teenagers still#i'm about to be real petty when i go visit next week though#'oh my god you won't believe what i heard crystal is telling people at her salon'#to the coach not the kids lol#i have a sneaking suspicion that the she is involved in this gossip in an adjacent way not directly#and i want her to think about the shit she says before she says it#she's mad that i don't want to coach jv when i told her multiple times i don't want to run my own program#and that i'd be happy to help her out as an assistant coach but that having to deal with parents is my worst actual nightmare#see what's happening right now#literally the only reason i applied is because i love those kids and they were all freaking out about my friend leaving#because they thought their current coach was also going to be leaving#and i was like hey i won't leave you guys don't worry#it's her fault that she chose not to include me in any of her brainstorming for next year#if she really wanted me to be involved she would have been talking to me about it back in april#i'm literally barely pulling myself out of my grief hole about losing coaching#and i could have stayed around but i would have been miserable#because it wouldn't have been in the capacity that i really wanted#oof okay i feel a little better after venting a bit
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my biggest flex rn is after I quit my job due to extreme panic attacks caused by being overworked and being expected to do too much, they hired four people to replace me ☺️
#totally normal workplace thing! not at all corrupt!#honestly the worst part is it wasn't even the overworking that caused me to quit it was that my managers thought my overworking wasnt enough#like i was doing the same amount of work as at my previous job my new managers were just fucking assholes about it#bones.txt
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Spoilers.
I already said what I wanted to say when chapter 423 came out. But, I guess now it's final.
I'm taking a break from mha for now, anything I post is up to me anyway, so posting something if I want to is a thing
And right now? I'm just glad that right now Tomura Shigaraki is dead. Gone. Never to return again.
So... I guess "try your best" is really the best way to end this. I won't re-watch season 1 to confirm to myself that "try your best" literally was what changed Izuku's perception on his nickname Deku.
I just want to sit and look at the wall now. Do some other stuff, watch something else.
After long 4 years of seeing Tomura with AFO in his mind, hate in his heart and that whole backstory. I'm just glad that he's at peace with himself now.
I said that already and I'll say it again. The best ending for the LoV was and still is the one in which they get to do what they want, even die, yes.
It's not the end of manga but for this long arc? It's the end. And I'm glad I followed it.
I posted sketches while joking about fanon, but I hate fanon LoV, preferring canon one still, sadly I can't change something like that in my head. Sorry.
Good luck.
#bnha#shigaraki tomura#tenko shimura#bnha manga spoilers#bnha thoughts#first thoughts#not art#If I was a person who writes dni in their profile#It would've been funny to say something#But that's just cruel and I don't like that.#Honestly? This arc was and wasn't what I expected but for what it's worth... I like it#I wanted to see something like that and people writing fanfics are usually keeping the lov alive or something#Or making Izuku ooc for the sake of just doing it#It's the reason I stopped reading because it wasn't satisfying the itch for canon interaction at all#And manga managed to do that#Anyway because I was so focused on mha and stuff I got in trouble with exams and things#I'll try my best but it's sad that mha was at it's worst in terms of what's in chapter this spring#I really want to say good night but it's 8 am#i'm tired#mha 424
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Do you not count Ali as Buck choosing a relationship? He called her and asked her out on a date and initiated that relationship as far as I can remember?
Ali called him when he's having dinner with Maddie and Chim and later on the episode he says he's happy she called. Abby got his number and called him. Ali called him, he said no then agreed, Taylor sent him the drink the first time, then she kissed him the second, she also ran away and came back without him chasing after her and Natalia asked him out, and same as Taylor she left then came back without him chasing after her. He didn't start any of his relationships. It's why I'm so adamant on the way that buddie needs to start with Buck making a move because he needs to decide they are worth the chance on his own because Buck is famous for just going along with his love interests and whatever they want and the only way to not give the impression that Buck is just going along with a flow and ending up in a relationship with no idea how he got there is to have him start it. Because with the way he admires Eddie and the way Buck acts when he's afraid of people leaving him there's a doubt you can add to the relationship of "does Buck love Eddie or is he just afraid of losing Chris and him" if you don't handle the getting together part carefully. The easiest way to not have that is to have Buck say it.
#yes i am absolutely saying buck is the type of person to try to be gay for eddie if eddie said something and he wasn't sure#because he would panic about losing him and losing chris‚ run all the worst case scenarios in his head and decide he needs to go along#because if he doesn't he loses Eddie#and honestly i think eddie himself would have that doubt and thats a layer that stops him from saying something#but thats just my interpretation#911#i really need a tag for asks#anon 😌
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Should make a pain killer that actually kills (or even touches) pain
#not that I have access to ultra hardcore stuff#but even when I had... pretty sure it was vicodine for my wisdom teeth; it didn't do a thing for me#cbd based stuff seems like it maybe helps; certainly does more than nsaids which do nothing for pain (great for inflammation though)#but I just... I'd really like something that actually makes my muscles and joints feel like... good; unpain#I'm sure it would be classified as addictive whatever it was but like... fuck man... I just want to not hurt#I can't tell if I have chronic pain cause... I kinda forget to pay attention when I'm hurting a lot of the time#I'll just... kinda realize I've been hurting bad all day and just not really focusing on it#and I also don't know how often it happens; if it's once a day or once a month or what; not great at noting that stuff down#but man... I don't even like most meds; so many meds either do nothing for me or make me feel like shit#like... benedril? however you spell it; someone gave me some once said it would help me sleep... help me be awake feeling like ass more lik#but like... love to see if muscle relaxants actually like... relaxed my muscles; but you get it; you get why I'll never be able to try it#though honestly I think therapeutic massage might help me a lot#but my doc says that really only gets authorized by physical therapy and... well for me physical therapy is useless#cause I forget to do the exercise; like it's me failing a physical therapy; not a probably with physical therapy#if I ever think I can keep up with it I'd love to try physical therapy for my back again; but I don't want to waste all my chances at it#not when... I descriptively didn't do it when I was in it before; I'd never remember to do any of the exercises#anyway; bonus story from when I was in urgent care when the infection came back (that's still never been solved)#I tell the doc 'last time it tore open a drainage hole it was the worst pain I've ever felt'... cause it was#I said 'I'll need something a bit stronger than an nsaid cause the nsaid did nothing but cut inflammation last time'#she's like 'don't worry; I got you'... wanna guess what she gave me? a newer nsaid#it didn't do shit; I was just lucky and it wasn't as painful... maybe the old drainage hole tore open easier this time#but I didn't even take the nsaid she prescribed; so I'm gonna say it wasn't that med helping#like I get it; you don't want to give opioids... and would it shock you to know that wasn't what I was looking for either#there's gotta be something between nsaid and fentynol man#...well... maybe the cdb has almost got my muscles... hurting less at least; only taken all this time I've been writing#they still hurt for sure... I don't know... get tired; you know?#mm tag so i can find things later
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I don't think I can explain how terrifying health anxiety is. You can be perfectly aware of the fact what stress can do to your body and how irrational your thoughts are, but your toxic brain is always running, always thinking, always telling you that horrible "what if" and you try to live normally, to ignore it, because you've been through it before, but when it gets better, your body comes up with literal symptomps, literal pain and those put you in the same toxic and scary mindset again. You don't give a shit about future. Your brain convinces you over and over that it's pointless. You feel like you're in danger all the time. You can't focus on basic stuff. You always think and think and think. You desperately try to keep yourself safe that you end up being miserable. You want to be safe, but at the same time you want to die.
#the worst thing is that you can't even properly ask for help because health anxiety isn't taken seriously#people often laugh when someone is struggling with it#i don't think i would be able to talk about it here if it wasn't for my friend though#she revealed that she struggled with the same thing and made me feel less alone#i'll try to gather my courage to finally bring it up on therapy but it may be hard#that's honestly the main reason why drawing has been so difficult lately#i'm afraid i'm falling into depression again#mental health#anxiety#health anxiety#vent#if you struggle with the same thing you're valid stay strong
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honestly the basic way I can say it about Vesperia's dub is that like... it doesn't sound that bad when it's all you know for context, but then when you just hear it in the original context (not even also having the original context, but hearing it), you realize just how much tone they changed.
it all makes sense in the dub because of the context they changed to make the tone fit with it, but when you hear the original tone, suddenly the dub context starts losing its foundation. basically the only way, in some cases, the vocal tones work in the dub is because they changed the context itself, and changing context/meaning/the message of what's being said is just a HUGE no-no for me.
I've probably mentioned this before but most of the contextual changing happened with Yuri. in a lot of cases for me like with Raven and Karol I much prefer the original delivery and that's a preference, and in some cases there were little to no changes (primarily the first and second visit to Dahngrest were mostly the same). a lot of them just center around Yuri and given that he's my baby boy, I'm just naturally set off by it lol.
#GTF Vesperia Localization Woes#mainly posting this in response to some followers' interest#but it's like. I can't even go back now. and I'm really sad that they did this bc#obviously that's what ppl in the west will play. it's only reasonable that they'd want to play dubbed#so when a dub deliberately changes stuff it just comes off as malicious to me#especially in the case of Yuri and Flynn where they make Yuri so randomly angry at him for NO reason#when they met at Nor Yuri was just... super casual and relaxed. he wasn't even angry#for some reason the dub went from having him talk constantly about Flynn to just ??? being so angry?#like the idea is that they start at 100 and wane and get back to 100#but the dub was like... zero to a hundred. angry and then Hypionia happens#and I think BECAUSE of the way they changed the context it makes sense#and I know I said I'm working on my post(s) about the JP run but let me TELL you#I am making the Nordopolica port scene ITS OWN POST bc that was to me the worst case of context editing#it was framed as Yuri being aggressive and angry and not utterly heartbroken with a shaking voice#and honestly? I think that was what truly cemented me hating what the loc did with Yuri
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i find it kind of interesting how jack's costume is actually partially modeled after a jester ( his mask has the typical 'horns' that extend out of a jester's cap, except they don't have bells on them most of the time because that would just be VERY inconvenient for him as a thief and they aren't really all that big at all. they just barely reach the crown of his head and then tilt downwards before the ends folds in on themselves. it's basically something that is not too flashy, but also kind of let's him express himself ) and his whole costume just in general exudes the air of a ' performer. ' the fact that he does wear a leotard as part of his outfit while on 'missions' just emphasizes this. though, it does serve a practical purpose as well, of course -- and that is to allow him free range of movement since he is contortionist. so, i think the fact that he has consciously made an effort to make it a bit ' fun ' does say something about his character and i know i have mentioned this before, BUT i haven't quite touched upon this yet.
jack has saved people before that he knew barton would've wanted him to kill because they 'saw too much' or whatever the case may be. anddd i think that this is jack's way of trying to 'make up' for some of the bad thing's he's witnessed + done nothing about, as well as make up for the bad thing's he's done, though realistically -- it's probably going to take a LOT more than jack saving some people to completely ease his conscience and he can never really wipe his hands clean of what's been done. but ehhh, i think that jack treating it almost like it's some sort of ' twisted performance ' in a way is a form of escapism for him, as sad and also concerning as that might sound 😬 but yeahhh. that's likely enough rambling about my favorite mathis family member for now LOL
#OF MONSTERS AND MEN: musings.#like i said jack is my fav. my flavor flav LMAO nahhh but i really do like him a lot. i guess because he is sort of the-#'moral center' of the mathis family like i mentioned before though that of course doesn't absolve him of guilt from all of the bad things-#he's done. it's just that... GAHHH whenever i picture jack i can picture him with SOME antisocial traits but i think that he is definitely-#different from barton in terms of his psyche. because he is driven mostly by a desire to please his father and/or make him proud-#which makes me kind of think that it's more likely that he has BPD with some antisocial traits like i was saying before bc it seems-#like he is very much afraid of being abandoned / left behind and although he doesn't LIKE killing people jack kind of flip-flops#between putting barton on a pedestal and viewing him as the worst human being EVER so there is a fair chance that he has it i think#plus he displays other symptoms of it as well such as impulsive behavior and stress-related paranoia / loss of contact with reality so#yeah. he is still a minor too technically bc he is seventeen and when i think about that it honestly amazes me that jack is doing all of#this bc you know what I was doing at seventeen? well it certainly wasn't being an expert thief and occasionally KILLING people#that's for damn sure 💀 but anyhowww i hoped y'all liked this drabble of mine tehe#tw: mentions of murder.#tw: mental illness.#tw: mentions of disassociation / derealization.
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