#but im talking abt the execution of it all
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i'll say, it's interesting watching the game "grow up" in terms of handling the concept of other cultures. we keep running into these moments where it's very clear the devs realized something from the early game was not great and they're pointing at it and going "yeah. that. not good. sorry abt that". its an interesting change to observe happening in the text and in the gameplay.
the mamool ja npc who talks about how he can stop pretending to be an idiot sellsword now that he's otw back to tural was a massive exclamation mark lol same with them finally dropping the term "tribe quests" we cant have beast tribes any more. because of woke lamat
#minor dawntrail spoiler under the cut#and i mean this as a separate thing from the actual in-story arc#like yeah ARR itself has the whole bit abt the characters having to start treating the non-player races as equals etc etc#but im talking abt the execution of it all
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[Image ID: Inked digital drawing of Digimon character Justimon. Justimon is a humanoid with a heavily Tokusatsu superhero inspired design- wearing a bodysuit with multiple different armoured parts particularly around their left shoulder, elbow and wrist, ankles, knees and chest and abdomen area as well as rivets dotted around their body. They have a belt with a large circular belt buckle spiked at four corners in the middle, as well as a very long scarf. They have a metal helmet on with no facial features, and four metal antenna- two longer ones that are sticking up and two shorter ones sticking down at each ear area respectively. Their right arm- a redesign of the accel arm- is much longer and bigger, with sharp claws at the end of it. It is very mechanical looking, with tubing and more rivet and gear motifs, their right shoulderpad having a blunt spike coming up from the middle. They are in a mid action pose, as if they were jumping or running, looking to the side with their head slightly lowered, their left arm bent closer towards their body whilst the right arm is fully outstretched. There are dark patches of shadow around certain parts of their body and scarf as well as small action lines. /End Image ID]
His strange fighting pose
#digimon#justimon#digital monsters#digimon fanart#dinu yells into the void#dinu yells in the void#dinu's sketchy art#digimon tamers#if literally any one person understands the like band reference im making with the like post caption ill.#idk ill get you lunch or something#WITHOUT LOOKING IT UP BEFOREHAND ill know#anyways i like justimon a lot.#hate ryo more then literally anything godbless but i LOVE justimon generally#its one of my top 5 digimon of all time tbh#rabbit coded ass digimon with those big ol metal antenna#i will say though. i like the different arm concept. but i dont like the execution#so that is yeah an attempt to redesign the accel arm#i LIKE the blitz arm the blitz arm is cool#but the accel + critical arm like. clash too much if you look at it as a whole.#like i dont think they match thematically with both the blitz arm and just justimons overall design#too like. i suppose mechanical and ‘crust punk’ y instead of very sleek and streamlined#thats a giant tangent i think only i care about this that much 😭 lol#but yeah. justimon. i liek them#technically this counts for digi ocs too but. god knows if ill ever talk abt them in depth here
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HELLO AIYUU CANON FR FR ???
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"The song "Hitsuyou Fukaketsu" has the flavor of a love song, as it reminds the audience of the relationship between the two LIPxLIP members, saying that "your presence is indispensable to me." and "I couldn't do it without you."
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#HAHJKAHJKAKJH#gonna tag it all this time#lipxlip#aiyuu#honeyworks#confession executive committee#someya yuujirou#shibasaki aizou#heroine tarumono/heroines run the show#FUCK.#FUCK FUCK FUCK#also sorry if the tl is shoddy i just woke up like barely 10 mins ago#Not tling the whole thing bc it talks abt other songs too im only focused on hitsuyou fukaketsu
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WATCHING AND DREAMING SPOILERS BELOW!
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of all the things in WaD that i enjoyed (and there was a LOT i enjoyed) the thing that struck me the most was the horror elements
like, Belo's transformation after fusing with the heart, and his subsequent being ripped out of it. hell, Belos across the series is incredibly good body horror in a way that is subtle, but it really shined in the finale, right up unto his bloodless but incredibly grueling death in the acidic rain of the Demon Realm.
the way the Boiling Isles changes and morphed, growing eyes and turning to fungus and rot. morphing the landscape and even the PEOPLE it touches. reminds me a lot of Caelid in Elden Ring, which is a good thing because CAELID IS FREAKING TERRIFYING to me, but also very fascinating.
i have to give props to the animators and designers and everyone who worked on even a fraction of the second of it, they did amazing work bringing this horror to life... or... death?
#i havent seen anyone talk abt this yet#granted it finished airing a half hour ago#but still#i think it was a really cool concept and really well executed#honestly i wish more horror of any type would be cool if it was included in children's/teen's media#especially when its so subtle and well crafted#if i wasnt feeling so many different things about the show i would have more to say#and i usually dont make these types of posts#original post#its refreshing just to write#but anyway#once again fantastic job#im so going to be watching this ep frame by frame to get all the juicy details into my brain forever#toh spoilers#toh#the owl house#horror fans#watching and dreaming#toh s3
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i really dont like using my blog to vent or complain cause idk thats not what social media is about to me its just a space to be silly about the things i like. that being said. im just gonna do a mini vent in the tags abt smth that isnt even half as serious as im making it sound
#Listen. i found live action Zoro jarringly serious and edgy at times. Very juvenile. But its very telling to me that the ppl complaining-#-the loudest abt his characterization and scenes with luffy are the same zosan shippers constantly putting him down in their works#genuinely every other fic is filled to the brim with characters constantly talking down to him like a toddler and mocking him#and even telling Sanji shit like omg youre so brave for being in love with him it must be so difficult#and suddenly as a reader Im not rooting for the relationship im rooting for Zoro to get better friends#so like are you guys SURE opla zoro is this edgy oc or does it seem that way bc you flanderize him just as much in the opposite direction#taking his goofy scenes and exaggerating them to make him seem barely functional#when in the anime he IS competent and people trust him and find him very cool when he drops badass lines all of the sudden#sometimes he even actively tries to be cool and edgy. its not rare or unheard of. we were all there when he started posing in the wax#its the execution of these traits in the LA that seem juvenile and jarring and OOC but lets not pretend like the guy youd find-#-on ao3 is better written or accurate to animanga zoro at all. the criticism itself is valid but from some zosan guys it sounds silly#youll notice casual or non shipper fans tend to rlly like LA Zoro and thats because fanon can truly TRULY be a disease#i’ve had this opinion of fanon zoro for a while but just seeing him pitted against opla zoro really brought back my unhappiness with him#if i had to pick between the two of them…
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unblocking several ppl because they admit the ending to wrestledream was ass
#i was actually optimistic for bryan's title reign despite me worrying abt his health#bryan did said he liked to lie so maybe all that talk abt being overdue for surgery is just him working us#and i did got worked!#but then yknow. 48 days of holding the title#a one off match with nigel that has no real consequences#a super rushed bcc break up#wheeler yuta turning on to him after a grand total of three weeks standing at his side#and bryan lost to a guy who only agree to lose on when he got a concussion or when he squashed the guy thats gonna defeat him first#no job mox strikes again lol i guess hes still bummed he lost to a highschooler in a bjj tournament#fragile mind fragile bod- okay fuck im not that mean#im mostly annoyed over how good the concept of a bcc breakup and a bryan as champ could have been#and honestly i was curious over what mox is gonna do. like his motivation that bcc had gotten too soft is something! you can turn that into#somehing good! except the motivation was never explicitly dwelled upon#bryan and mox never have a face off where they battle each other philosophies#marina shafirs addition to mox's group was never really explained#and tk never let the story breathe#everything happens so fan its borderline nonsensical. like interesting idea horrible execution#everything is super fucking rushed. like i can not BELIEVE wheeler would turn in like several weeks#and the nigel bryan feud is such a wasted opportunity#it could have been a year worth of good moments of stories but it ended in a few months#i feel ripped off for getting invested and im not even paying for a fite subscription#sigh.... its hard when the thing you like can be good but it sucks ass#wrasslin
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Honestly im still thinking about that little pwrfectionism doodle bc im realizing i avoid writing (specifically fanfics) through excuses. I mean, i do this with art too but with writing it's more glaringly obvious. Either "oh i need to replay this entire game franchise in order to get the characters properly" or "oh the base concept for this fic is too similar to this diff fic i should ask the author before beginning (wont ask bc that'd be cringe)" or "oh i cant play this game by myself and i'd miss details here and there better wait 285929 years until i can experience it properly". Like i said this happens to me with visual arts too (and with reading and... tbh with pretty much anything i need to do) but seeing it happen in front of you is an experience
#me rambles#quite literally this time#girl who has executive function struggles: wow i am avoiding doing all this stuff i wonder why#(i guess this is also a good moment to apologize for all the stuff i say im gonna do and then dont#i try to use the accountability to help but. yea this isnt working and its just rude to talk to ppl abt stuff im gonna fail to do#its a fault of mine i need to (truly) work on)#delete later#<- idk maybe. the musings got real tonight
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Buddy wtf do you mean you can't scratch your nose, can't you stretch your finger or something?
#also. i know this is like. just the start. but im sooo happy that luffy is being recognized now <3#this page has So Much information lol#smoker getting informed 3 big shot pirates are in the town square. luffy getting recognized as A Problem. luffy in the execution stand.#his crew who were just having fun for most of the day suddenly realizing their idiotic captain is abt to be executed#top pages of all time#gi talks animanga#monkey d. luffy#smoker the white hunter#roronoa zoro#nami#sanji#usopp
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heavily considering picking up journaling........
#piktalk#mildly intense personalposting again give me a moment. apawlogies. tagwall.#my memorys always been pretty shot but the past week or two have been Pretty Intense im ngl#like not just th normal Forgetting thing but now theres also uh.#The Backseaters. theoretically. on th list of people i trust to tell me information 'i' am lowest on the list.#so you can see where the issue lies with The Backseaters. (refuses to believe my own senses on account of being 'me')#its just a rly big tangle of mess that keeps me from doing much of anything and it Sucks. i just need t wait for th lines t cross or whatev#but also ive been switching genres (for lack of a better term) multiple times daily and a lil intensely#so i am Highly Discombobulated at all times.#im keeping a brave enough face about it; which is a good and bad thing; but its about all i can do to weather it let alone Make Progress.#which is not great; considering the whole 'expected to be a person' and 'unemployed' thing. not a great development.#umm. anyway. hanging in there; or whatever. sure dont know what to do abt this though.#god forbid i tell either the two (2) 'trusted people' i know irl they could barely handle the executive dysfunction talk. (they didnt.)#girl if u knew th level of mental bullshittery i was on 24/7 youd explode. or something. anyway. ✌
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#i spend so mad god damn time bitching on this website. its bc i dont talk to ppl. whens the last time i had a non functional conversation?#uuuuhhh last weekend or maybe the weekend before that? so like i gotta complain somewhere. so if i stop complaining u can assume i made#friends lmao. ugh. its just. im worried. im worried abt how this semester is gonna go. how this phd program is gonna go#bc i spent the last 2 years destroying myself. realized ive gotta stop doing that. haven't figured out how to stop and now im gonna triple#the amount of pressure im under while trying to do things in a more healthy way. its just like. it objectively doesnt seem like a formula#for good things to happen. im more worried for how catastrophic its gonna b on my brain than i am abt the things i think most ppl would b#concerned abt. like im not worried abt planning and executing a project or teaching beyond fear of the unknown#its like. ive done these things before. theyre difficult but u make due and tackle the problems. but when it comes to: how to maintain a#healthy school/life balance? i dont even kno where to start with that. i just dont bc when u have a learning disability things just take#more time but like how much time is too much? where does it end? i dont kno how to manage it and i dont wanna hate my project by the end#of this. i want to b excited and not paralyzed bc im afraid i cant change my behavior and its gonna kill me#and im worried bc im meeting with my advisor for the 1st time since march before i agreed to join thr lab and have i prepared for this#project which is almost complete unrelated to what i did in my last lab? no bc ive been managing data and im still not done managing data#bc i cant focus bc i collected that data in a way that was actively self destructive. and i mean i kno itll b fine. thr guy seems nice i#just hate that im showing up devoid of enthusiasm bc its all been drowned out by the fear. and thats also gonna make teaching a problem#bc its hard to b excited abt things when there's a hole in your chest and ur desperate for someone to tell u how to fix it. but idk helping#ppl does usually make me feel better so maybe itll b a good thing. forgot how much i feel like im dying when i sit in meetings and#classroom tho lol. god its been 2yrs since i was a student. classes feel like such bullshit now. and yet if i dont get all As i might die#my students better b good. i have the 1st lab section bc thr lead ta couldnt do that time. so im the trial lab and i start fucking Monday#who tf does labs the 1st week of class? ugh. also its an intro bio so like 2/3 of thr class r freshman. lil bby 18yos and some r non bio#majors. and ive been warned that sometimes there r problems with ppl who don't believe in evolution and cause problems. pls let my classes#b good. im not that worried. its just gonna b annoying as fuck. im not good at being authoritative#ugh. i should b reading papers so i dont look like too much of an idiot tomorrow. itll b fine im just an anxious freak. a lil over a week#until i can try to find a therapist. probably seek medication bc i dont kno how else to stop this bullshit. annoying. i grew up with a dad#who gets anxious abt the idea of taking too much medication when he tskes a single ibuprofen. in this household we feel pain and then we#die miserable. this is all his fault. we have the same brain.im just a lil more irradidic than him#its so funny i say that bc im like the least irradic person ever. i do the same things every god damn day. im just irradic in terms of#sometimes i feel like my brain is on fire and im a cry bby lol#whatever. enough bitching. ive got papers to read. or maybe ill just go to bed and read them tomorrow 🙄#unrelated
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relationship/poly talk
bae has apparently become the go-to person for questions about polyamory among his coworkers, which is extremely funny to me bc he, like us, just kinda landed ass-first in this whole thing by simple virtue of "we are all just really transparent and talk about our feelings a lot so things were never really that complicated to begin with" and so i think at least I have literally no practical advice besides 'be really good at communicating' and idk if it's the same for him but it seems very simple to be poly imo
every time i read polyamory guides they have this huge section on jealousy and managing it but i genuinely just. don't.... feel jealous like that.... the closest i get is FOMO, and that's not necessarily 'what if [partner] likes [person] more than me' it's "wahhh [person] is getting to hang out with [partner]? I wish I was hanging out with [partner] right now!!!"
which is like, extremely easy to fix, because you just go 'after you're done spending time with [person] let's plan to spend some time together too!'. bada bing bada boom problem solved
#im virtually useless at talking about polyamory with primarily monogamous people because i just#dont think i have a functioning sense of a lot of the things monogamous people do#like jealousy or insecurity#i'm just. like. not insecure about personal relationships that often in the standard way#i can get insecure about like.... my capability as a person to be a helpful and functional contributor to the household#because i frequently struggle with executive function and know for a fact that makes me difficult to cohabitate with#but like. idk i'm good at talking to my partners its easy i'm literally never insecure about it#i trust them they're smart and honest and will tell me if something is wrong#so it's useless to tear myself to pieces trying to Imagine if something is wrong#i just need to be like. patient. or ask.#put all my points into social skills and 0 of them into basic human function idk what to tell you#rambling#personal#relationships#anyways its funny and im charmed by it but im glad im not the one people are coming to for advice abt it bc id just be like#idk just dont be jealous or insecure its easy
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coming to terms with having adhd is like wow so my brain has been broken all my fucking life and always will be. and when I felt like everything was unfair + more difficult for me than everyone else thats because it is actually. and it will always be like this forever. hope that helps 👍
#and also all my concerns abt being high risk for substance abuse + self harm + suicide are now statistically proven 👍#not to mention risks of debt/houselessness + the whole spectrum of attachment/relationship issues etcetera#the likelihood of me having adhd is inescapable theres too much evidence for it. but I cant even think abt it without having a breakdown#my execution function hasn't been functioning for weeks and I'm so fucking tired I just want to be able to do shit. please#also so sick of ppl being like oh adhd is so fun it means youre more creative + energetic haha 🤪 whenever I try to talk abt it#like actually not to be a downer but its ruining my fucking life. its not some 'superpower' or coveted quirk. kindly shut the fuck up#maybe it would just be a fun different type of brain if society was structured differently. but its not! so it will always be a hindrance#I think I need to try and find a therapist to see who specialises in or has experience w adhd bc I am rly not coping right now lmfao#just so I can wrap my head around this. and figure out how to get my shit together and function as a member of society#anyway. sorry.#.vent#oddly this is very specific to adhd. when i think abt the fact i likely have autism im like hell yeah that rules B^)
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in a bad mood for multiple unrelated reasons :thumbsup:
#dooooooo i vent in the tags#yk what why shouldnt i#ok so. for one my executives have been dysfunctioning since monday and i think rn is the event horizon of 'oh my god if u dont work now'#and you know what ive been doing instead of working? watching a 24hr stream of armored core 6#so thats like. whatever#its the whole too depressed to do anything so you kinda vegetate which lowers ur energy even further and worsens your mood#but then a friend wanted to get my advice on like. relationship troubles hes having#and i just . was not able to connect at all. and it's like man sometimes im not even sure if i have emotions lmao#like i pride myself on Being In A Better Place Than I Was In Highschool#(like. im not considering jumping out the window every other morning)#but like. sometimes it feels like i just dont like#like other people have these rich experiences and deep loves and all this stuff and im never gonna get it#it'd be nice to be loved or be in a relationship but really like#my biggest fear is just. im in a relationship and something bad happens to my partner#and i realize i dont care#idk theres like a lot swirling in my brain#i just want to be like...#i think writing this out has actually made it worse lmao#god forbid if someones reading this please dont reach out to me abt it i do not want to talk abt it#no matter how much other people say they care abt me it never seems real anyways so like cool#god i was doing so well before going back to college and im stupid enough to actually fucking like school#i just like.#whatever#like being alive really hurts right now#i cant really put a bow on that
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Okay. I can’t believe I’m making another post like this, but I’m going to be very specific here.
Aiyuu shippers who say “if you don’t ship aiyuu, you’re homophobic!” unironically...YOU’RE ANNOYING.
Yuuhiyo/Aihiyo shippers who say “if you don’t ship (yuu/aihiyo), you’re heterophobic!” unironically...YOU’RE ANNOYING.
Liphiyo shippers who say “if you don’t ship liphiyo, you’re biphobic!” unironically...YOU’RE ANNOYING.
Like . holy shit. This fandom is turning into a MASSIVE fucking “he said, she said!” ordeal and it’s putting more bias onto newcomers depending on who they talk to and making the fandom even more divided.
Stop. Everyone participating in that shit is annoying. Everyone is allowed to ship what they want. Stop fucking using that stupid “I’m gonna call you (x)phobic because your opinion is different from mine!” bullshit.
Okay? Nothing is canon!!!! Aiyuu isn’t canon. Yuuhiyo isn’t canon. Aihiyo isn’t canon. Liphiyo isn’t canon. So there’s no damn reason to be attacking each other. If you hate another ship, just live and let live and stay in your own damn bubble.
You’re allowed to be uncomfortable with a ship. You’re allowed to despise a ship. You’re allowed to be neutral with a ship. You’re allowed to like and even love a ship.
You shouldn’t be attacking anyone, no matter how much you hate their ships or opinions. This fandom is turning into one of those stupid toxic fandoms that does absolutely nothing but argue about ships and it’s getting really old, really fast.
Honeyworks has been my safe space for almost 3 years now, and I don’t want the stress of seeing people who ship what I ship attacking others, or people who ship what I don’t attacking me/other people who ship what I ship.
Enough is enough. If you truly hate someone, just block them. It’s not that hard.
#me personally? i dont ship y/a/liphyo bc of my own personal and legitimately traumatic reasons#ive tried to be on good terms with a few people who shipped it but some of them were either very rude or ignored me when i asked them to not#talk about it with me even when i tried my damn best not to talk abt my own ship with them#however in the server im in im moots with people who DO ship them and we've simply coexisted without bringing up our ships. its NOT. HARD.#im already in some fandoms where shipping is a huge issue and its dissolved into legitimate death threats and other issues#and i dont want that happening to this fandom#WHICH IS ALL ABOUT LOVE. FRIENDSHIP. AND FOLLOWING YOUR DREAMS.#honeyworks#confession executive committee#heroine tarumono#heroines run the show#someya yuujirou#shibasaki aizou#suzumi hiyori
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beep beep vent incoming
#so the thing is iiiii feel so lonely el oh el#i have like 2 friends#my best friend was in egypt start of september and after she got back we texted and i was like tell me when u're free we gotta hang out#and she was like yeah will do i just gotta figure out my uni timetable#uni starts like. next week or whatever and she still hasn't texted me#we haven't spoken in two weeks#and like i understand that sometimes u forget or u can't bc executive dysfunction#but i still feel so sad abt it#we're really growing apart#im drifting away from all the friends i have left and it hurts so bad#god.#maybe it really is my fault like im the common denominator here#whatever#im just . living on my own now and im feeling a bit lonely or whatever. it's fine#dreamy talks
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ooogh stargazing makes me all vulnerable i cant help it. somethin about looking into the center of the milky way with meteors coming down and capella twinkling right in front of me. but anyway i told mr. boy that my dog died march 2021 and its still really hard for me . and now i dont even remember how he reacted but i do trust him with that info i think
#a couple red flags tonight but i think i can fix him since i think hes coming from a good spot but not executing it well#he said some stuff abt mental health i dont agree with but like. hes compassionate and wants to help people. he just doesnt know what to sa#but idk about the protest thing (i mentioned i used to protest a lot. he was not keen abt it lol)#i think as long as he can be normal abt protests then i can be too#but on a better note! he said hanging out was 'enjoyable' (lol hes such a boomer) and also hes hashtag confirmed single#bc we briefly talked about dating and i was like have u ever dated anyone?#and then he asked me and so i used the boy name my ex and i came up with#since im still not absolutely sure hed be cool with the whole homosexuality thing#and like. im fine if hes like not super into it . but if he ever outwardly disrespects my family or friends. its over so fast#but yeah. and he said if his work party was an open event he'd invite me :)#and i was also like i dont always want to text first since i dont want to be annoying . so text first sometimes#and he was like ok#ooogh yeah im down bad.#AND I PASSED REPRO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#okay . goodnight#i might be going to work tomorrow i havent decided yet#ooh and lunch tomorrow with like all the girls in the department . like literally every girl professor/staff#and then a couple students too. but yayyy girls trip :3#boy post
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