#but im here im gay nd happy

[planetanonsmile]

im alive hoes

[mr-kriiingle]

op why did you have to turn off the reblogs for the on the scale of 1 to 10 how homophobic is ur dad poll......

[elsa-fogen]

So im guessing Elsa is your gay awakening or not, Musa was my gay awakening, ah yes gay for her all the way i can be better girlfriend than her boyfriend💍😈 (also do you know dandy's world im trying to infect everyone with it dw)

Ur close!

not Elsa herself, but her dark/evil version from early concepts. I called her Eliza. I think i can even draw her by hert without references, let me try..

yeah. i guess it was "hey your Icy obsession is showing"-moment lmao. I suffered from lack of evil ice witches in my life.

and here's the concepts (i believe).

she's so damn gay.

I count her as my "gay" awakening because i actuvely shipped her with... with canon elsa, that was 2013, dark times don't judge me. becuse the only popular ship was elsa/jack frost and maybe i never hated it and even wrote some fics to follow the trend but they never clicked for me and i couldn't draw guys. and i wanted to make my favorite (at that moment) character suffer as much as possible. Then i learned that in other early frozen plot she was supposed to be the 3d sister and her name was Helga and stopped the ship.

and no idk about dandy's world and not gonna check, i have my Icy hyperfixation now nd i'm really happy with it.

[kroosluvr]

hi!!! i'm feeling very queer tonight, do you have any queer headcanons? id be curious on your persona takes and arknights takes and of course any in particular that you wanna share :3

HEYYYYYYYYYYYY HEHEHEH i have a FEW that i swear by but also i can really see anything happenin so theres a lot of headcanons i enjoy!!!

EDIT: sorry this is kinda long so ill put under the cut AKJDHSAJKDSA

arknights:

trans lesbian kirara!!!!!!! swear by this. she goes out shopping w her girlfriend utage (also rope and april) all the time nd utage enjoys dressing her up in the CUTEST clothes

i rock with pan kroos!!! my fav pairing for her is kroosfang OBVIOUSLYYYYYY but also any other a1 member and also a lot of other 3*?!!?!? Let me get u on kroosansel or kroos x melantha and etc.

its not a hc bc its CANON. but genderfluid dusk is so fucking improtant to meu dont undrestnad

TRANSMASC STAINLESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Basically canon

persona:

lesbian rio iwasaki i stand by thisforever.............. i have this comic i want to draw in regards to this but grrgrgrbarkbarkbark I HAVE TO DRAW ITTTTT

also not a hc bc its canon but bi tatsuya will always make me so hapypy.claws at the walls

ALSO not a hc bc its canon (im pretty sure) but joker p2 nonbinary -> jun being nb also makes my heart happy. on that note eikichi nb also makes me happy

I ROCK WITH LESBIAN ANN A LOT though im see the beauty of ryu/ann and shu/ann and pego/ryu/ann... but usually isee her as gay

some ppl here showed me the light of transmasc yusuke. amazing. phenomenal. MORE OF THIS.

nb/transmasc naoto!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MORE OF THIS. tbh i rock with any naoto hc but i like seeing them as nb/genderfluid/transmasc spectrum!

[knifvd]

quick , obligatory new year's eve post . thank you to everyone for always being so kind , accomodating , and amazing to me and welcoming me back from my third blog once again :pleading: . you guys make me so happy to write and i can't wait to continue to do so into the new year . i'm gonna b a little gay after this , but i want to give a special thanks 2 these people .

@killerhubby ori , my love . thank u for being one of the main reasons i continue to write and come back to tumblr . i've only known u for a couple months but it feels like years , and now we're married and i pocket sage you ? we're clearly 4lyfers and i ripped up the return reciept . you're mine ( and im urs ) forever n ever . icb i used to be afraid of u , but i'm so so blessed 2 have u in my life . here's to u moving in w me so i can finally pee on ur desk ( real ) i can't wait to continue to write and hang out with u more . thank u for helping me feel safe and loved nd welcome . love u lotsa .

@stamour god we need to get off this godforsaken app LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO but somehow we always come back to each other . thank you for turning away whenever i bring aiko back from the dead for the 30th time and always always indulging with me and making fun of the rpc w me . i'm so glad to have made a friend like you and making this site bearable . okay lets go just send each other inboxes and never do threads threads are overrated <3

@solivcgant mochi . i love you . you've seen me through it all and i am so BLESSED to have met u and for you to always put up with my shit . i love writing and talking with you and you always follow me even though ive been through a billion blogs . you're always a pleasure to write with and talk to and i appreciate you not giving up on me when i take forever and a day to respond . xoxo ily

@daemonry god they've been friends for too long but hi we still need to sprint it on some LEAGUE together ( real ) but you're always super fun to talk to and write with , so thank you for putting up with me and all my stupid muses .

@valhiir em... my love ... my one connection to the league community ... you're an AMAZING writer i know i still owe you that soraka reply but ill give it to you soon . thank you for always checking up on me and messaging me even though you don't have to and ive been awol for thirteen years :sob: i cant wait to write more with you in this upcoming year and force u to adc for me ( mwahahahha ) ...

@galaxythixf NOVAAA aa i absolutely adore writing with you and talking with you ooc , thank you for letting me scream in your ear about any little thing whether it be something abt life , val , our muses , anything . heres to playing val and all the angst in the future for us !

and ofc , shouts out to @ferinehuntress , @florspinae , @puckish-rogue , @tealsteel , @dimensionalspades , @un1awful , @todestochter & @pinkminxed for putting up with me spamming u with silly questions , chatting with me ooc when i'm a scared little weenie and writing with me . here's to writing more in the future <3

and of course , last but not least , you , the person reading this . thank you for being here and supporting me while i attempt to be active and explore my muses . i cant wait to get to know all of you and write with you more . and with that being said .

pees on 2024's desk . thank you for coming to my ted talk .

♥ love , bunny

[gofishygo]

cricket here,, AND OHMYGOD I LOVED YOUR RECENT FIC?? i adore price with my entire heart and as a fellow transmasculine manly man i adored your writing even more,,, we need more ftm/m!reader content and u are providing for it very well (thank you) 🙏 hope you're doing well!

— 🦗

AHHHHHHHRHHHGH thank u sm cricket !!!!!!! i remember when i was writing it i was like ‘i think cricket would like this so i better make it good’ and im so happy u (nd others) r enjoying it !!!

and yaya i agree !! the ratio of fem/fem anatomy readers to gn/male readers is absolutely abysmal, im very glad to be feeding the masses (the gays of cod) 🙏🙏

[powerpolyculeshowdown]

Bittersweet anon here, i hope this doesn't annoy you or is too long or anything and you don't have to post it if you don't want to but i just wanted to share my favorite bits of the threat with you because some parts of it made me think about our conversation about this whole thing:

"It is clear to everyone that this relationship is open to interpretations ranging from poly, to open with a +1, to platonic soul mates, etc right? And that this is left ambiguous due to the nature of the self-insert medium?" (this was a poll question he posted, where 98% of people answered yes and only 2% said no)

"I got a bunch of hate during Chapter 3 because I didn't explicitly state exactly what the relationship was, despite openly stating that any interpretation be it romantic, platonic, etc. was valid and welcome! No one was ever told no, or that they were wrong."

"These seemed to be people who were relatively new to my work, and(...) weren't there for the panic that swept through when Seth appeared and people thought Alphonse was going to break up with (listener), or that the relationship would change in a radical way."

"But damn, there were a few really loud folks during Chapter 3 that stole a lot of the joy from me during that time. Imagine telling a queer creator that they're baiting because they didn't pat your head and tell you you're the one true correct interpretation. Yikes!"

"It got to the point where I was questioning myself, wondering if I had drastically misjudged my audience and understanding of expectations. But...no, I think it was just a few people whose expectations from other creators didn't translate to how I do things."

"Which is fine, I don't want to appeal to everyone, and I create for me first and foremost. My art is for my joy, my story, my heart. But if you want to be a jerk about it, I will probably tell you to go fuck yourself moving forward."

"For those of you who have been supportive, voiced additional support in the face of the most bad faith shitty takes the fandom has ever seen, or just vibed in your own lane and enjoy my boys in peace...bless you. You keep me going. <3"

"It means a lot to me that interpretations like this exist and are valid. There's so many stories about jealousy and bitterness and miscommunication that would blow up a relationship like that. Sometimes it's nice that people can grow together and just be family!"

"I cross posted this on YouTube and got such a lovely response from the community there as well. Thank you all for the validation, I was really miserable after Chapter 3 wrapped but this comforts the hell outta me."

it doesnt annoy me at all!! to tell the truth i was worried about the author when you told me about the hate they got for choosing to keep it open. it's extremely frustrating to me that soany people target queer creators or queer media in general for not being what they personally consider Perfect, as if not fitting one specific mold makes it irredeemable fsr??

like ive seen ppl accuse media with a roch cast of queer characters where a few happened to die as "bury your gays trope" like no!! thats not how it works!! gay characters can die the problem is when you kill off your only rep!!

an auhor can leave something open to interpretation, especially smth like this where like the listener is a character and you're trying to make a large group comfortable, that's not baiting. the characters are even canonically gay and open to polyamory, like, someone's personal interpretation of the relationship status doesnt change that??

im happy to hear the author is feeling better now nd that they got support too! thanks for sharing these w me since i couldnt look at the thread on my phone, i appreciate it!! i might not be in the fandom but i do like when people tell me aboit the stuff they like so im always happy to listen when you send messages about bittersweet! (same goes for any other ask ive gotten that just wanted to talk about their beloveds!!)

[subskz]

alr strap up IN ladies nd gays grindset live reaction to bb4 REAL (⬅️ pretending like the warnings aint got me quaking in my boots)

THE TWIN FLAMES CONVO I AM GIGGLING ND KICKING MY FEET DAWG THEY ARE SAUR CUTE I’M SICK,,, got me feelin delusional fr like yes chanathan nd i are soulmates thx for asking 😏 “do you like your reflection?” ”for once i do” SHUT THE FAWK UPPP I’LL CRY YOU THINK IGAF?!?!

hol up another #ourgeniusgrindset moment,,, a bitch just realized this goes back to bb1 THE FUCKEN PART WHERE Y/N TELLS CHANNIE TO PUT A FLAME BY HER CONTACT IN THE LIBRARY?!?! THE FUCKEN FORESHADOWING?!?!? MISSUS RIN YOU ARE INSANE FOR THIS ONE LITERALLY GOT ME FEELING LIKE THIS CONNECTING THE DAWTS

i loved that whole ass bowling scene like legit i would read 500k words of just y/n and hyungline fucking around THEY ARE SAUR SPECIAL TO ME 🥹🫶🏽 BUT LEE KNOW’S ANNOYING ASS PROVOKING,,, i’m glad y/n is losing patience wit him like mf i will show you a temper 🤣 nd changbinnie once again slaying as the best damn character in this fic i love him saur moch ngl it kinda makes me soft tht he still cares so much about y/n’s feelings even tho minho is his close bestie

OK IM BOUTTA DIVE BACK IN SEE YOU ON THE OTHER SIDE QUEENIE

HERE WE GO!! please step up to the podium and never leave my dearest grindset hehe you know i love reading ur feedback like the finest literature!

they are so disgustingly in love aren’t they…thank you for supporting all the lovey dovey nonsense that ensues between channie and the reader HAHA i simply can’t help myself…them being twin flames gives me the perfect excuse for them to be this corny 🥰 I CAN’T BELIEVE YOU CAUGHT THAT DETAIL…our genius grindset indeed omg ur mind is sharp as ever! yes i wanted to include lil hints of them being twin flames all throughout the story but i thought it’d be more fun if it wasn’t acknowledged until the end hehe…and thermodynamics + the emphasis on temperature was the opportunity for that >:) it seriously warms my heart that u noticed smth as small as that!

that’s so sweet of you to say 😭 u know i love my hyung line boys don’t test me i might just actually do it! i’m really happy you enjoy the scenes w them they’re lots of fun to write! BINNIE <333 truly our best boy and the reader’s lifeline…now that bb is complete it’s safe to say i had the best time writing him throughout the story! and yes! as much as bin loves lino he also has a lot of love for the reader that she underestimates ㅠ

judging by where you’ve left off things are abt to get a lil bumpy out there…i wish u the best of luck w the rest of pt.4 babe ♡

[ionizingdotjpeg]

dear evan hansen ship ranking

//NO PUNCTUATION. NOT SPELL CHECKED. SUPER DUMB AND RAMBLY. I AM NOT TAKING THIS SERIOUSLY LAWLZ

PREFACING THIS BY SAYING THAT IM ONLY GNA DO THE 5 MAIN GUYS PPL SHIP. yknow. them. so no miguel sorry i havent read the manga or wtver also im leaving out the icky gross ships ok lets go!!

S

sincerely three: EYUCK!! I HATE THOSE GUYS. GROSS. /a fucking lie. i really like the idea of a stupid love triangle plot but it turns out they actually are gay for eachother and are poly. Also i am a sucker for ships where all the characters are fucking losers. cringefail squad

treebros: idk i think its cute. Maybe gay for forever animatics have rotten my brain but i think they can fix each other and make each other worse simultaneously and i find that so interesting. i dont think they’d be ‘toxic’ but i think they’d be a bit unhealthy. go to THERAPY you WEIRDOS!!! Also autism x autism + bpd realness

klienphy: WORST COUPLE WVER… STAY AWAY FROM EACH OTHER FREAKS. /positive like I am so insane about them but not like in a literary analysis way in a HOLY SHIT THIS IS SO FUNNY way.

A

kliensen: one of the more interesting ships. if i was looking at these objectively kliensen n bandtrees would be higher because zoe and jared are… actual characters. however, i am not as autistic about these 2 as i am about the S tier shipz.

Evlana?? whatevs: it’s cute. idk what else o say. i wouldn’t say that i ship it but it’s really cute.

Conlana??? Lannor?? what is the ship name: really like em, even though i heavily prefer them platonically i like the idea of connor like.. somewhat tolerating alana and alana wanting to be his friend. something something themes of alienation something.

Specifically Platonic phyklien (my very own name for zoe x jared): SO REAL. i think zoe would find him insufferable but put up with him because they are besties and best friends and they make friendship bracelets and skip down happy trails while the sun is shinibga nd theres rainbows and flowers and

B

bandtrees: cute. i like more it more platonically/evan just admiring zoe but romantic bandtrees is real too

galaxy gals: i think they could be really interesting if people actually like payed attention to them instead of mashing them together because they already paired off all the others.

i am a aro zoe truther so most zoe ships are going to be lower. sorry.

alana jared evan connor polycule (i call this one TCP): ok so i have thought about this ship exactly ONCE and it was for a silly lighthearted au where alana jared and evan try and help connor not be a total asswipe and i thought it was kinda funny so here ya go.

C

all of the ships that i don’t dislike but dont think much about: cool.

D

treebros but specifically the way the wider fandom portrays them… YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND THEM LIKE I DO!! i hate them being watered down to the generic bad boy x uwu shy baby I WILL EXPLODE YOU!!!! i also hate hyperprotective connor FUCK YOU!!!!!! DESTROYING YOU WITH MY MIND BEAMS!! I know since conar is fucking dead theres alot of ways to interpret them but this one is the worst.

[lyriakisser]

OMGOSJSJ !!!!!! HES SO CUTE I LOVE HIM WAHH !! CINNAMOROLL :DD nd YWAH I RMBR THEM I LOVED THEM THEY WERE SO CUTE MAN . . . u were like. my fav editor then I STILL CANT BELIEVE WE BECAME MUTUALS ??? love story of the century also uhmuhmm hehe . . . uu associating me w cinnamoroll is the cutest actually :happyshy: ALSOALSO YEAHH I'LL TAKE LOADS OF PICS ND TELL UU ALL ABT IT IF I DO GO !! its not gonna be until oct BUT YAYA >:D hrnwjjwnd yeah im (un)fortunately old enough to have a part time job <//3 <- mother told me i needed rl exp before high school grad next year :( its ok tho !!! depending on the job it can be decently fun nd i can be a millionaire fr !!! i used to do a service job so that was Not fun. i plan on applying for a boutique or bookstore tho ober the summer >:3 !!! nd uhmm yeahh that was kimda . . . hehe . . . coming out as gay now i love uu 💖🎉 im such a hashtag ally ☆

OHMYDDUKSJFJSJFD HOW WAS I YOUR FAVORITE I WAS SO BAD AT EDITING BACK THEN EUSJFKWKRJSJ ia lso dont remember how we became mutuals actually JFKSNRNSNFB i dont remember promo hours being a thing back then so. how!!WHATEVER IM STILL SO HAPPY I FOLLOWED YOU MWAH MWAAAAAHand.. DO YOU THINKSO OHEGTDHJWNRJWNF?2!$-+$(2!3 SORRY i am very normal when people call my behavior cute i totally dont go insane and cry and sob/pos,, RL EXP RAJJTJWNTJD OHHHGG WORKING ON A BOOKSTORE OR BOUTIQUE SOUNDS FUN AS HELL... bwa we dont have that fancy shit here best i can achieve is working at a supermarket or normal ass store under the worst possible work conditions everHDKSJRJWNT idk i just really want to know how having Actual decent amount of money of your own feels like so I'll take anything! woahg....are you also gay... guess... im a little bit gay too...and especially..foryou...isnt that a huge coincidence...we should kiss a lot right now tbh.. AS STRAIGHT ALLIES OF COURSE!!!!!

[oncelerfeetpicdealer69]

let me tell you how wild it is to be scrolling through the rtgame tag and sharing the same name and nickname as rt.

[cherrysnax]

yall i was on the phone w santana while they walked to work n since its our half-a-year-a-versary they like, yelled to the world at deadass 6:40am that they have the best partner in the world and idk man i might have swooned

[yandererichietozier]

richie me and u are gonna get into islam together and be the gayest muslims. we gay and lesbian muslim solidarity

I LOV THAT SO FACKING MUCH HELL YEAH!!!!!!!! gay lesbian muslim solidarity!!!!!!!!

[annual-amerikate]

3x14 Of Glee

(On My Way)

- wedding catalogue

- edited fake nude blackmail photos

- rachel and finn almost breakup

- dude gets outed

- dude almost kills himself to cough syrup

- finchel proposal

- random religious suicidal guilt trip

- bro tries peanut butter for the first time

- mr shue tried to khs in hs

- confessions about the future

- regional competition time

- dalton performance is an

acappella dedicated to the dude who tried to khs

- the main song is "glad you came"

- i forgot to mention sue is pregnant

- im absolutely losing my mind at this bs

- there is also a random church choir

- RACHEL AND FINN ARE GETTING MARRIED

- kurt and quinn are flabbergast

- new directions are preforming

- i have no idea what but i think its about survival

- there is fog

- SANTANA AND BLAINE RAPPING

- OH THEYRE PREFORMING "I BELIVE I CAN FLY" 💀

- KELLY CLARKSON

- britanna are singing kelly clarkson which is very funny, mercedes is the lead 🫶

- my face is numb. idk why maybe its the women.

- where did they get these background dancers when glee literally has a performer shortage 😭

- blainey days please sing cough syrup

- rachel what is this melody 🫦

- OH MY IS THIS HER LOVE SONG TO FINN

- SHES SINGING HERES TO US

- quinn was staring so intensely at rachel i got a JUMPSCARE 😭

- aww she sang it to finn :(

- OKOK DID THEY WIN?

- YEP! ND CHAMPS

- 2012 "mid"west regional champ

- one of my fav glee moments tho

- OMG QUINN IS A CHEERIO AGAIN 😧😭

- quinn fabGAY... jkjk

- "hey how do i look" gay.

- "well im glad youre happy."

- "when you were singing that song.. you were singing it to Finn and only Finn, right?"

- *the most hesitant and sad nod ever*

- "he really does make you so happy, i want to support you rachel, and finn, and come to the wedding if its not too late."

- some gay ass giggling and a gay ass hug

- we're back to suicide dude :(

- its been 3 days?! what is this timeline

- kurt and david make up :)

- david

- kurt asks david what he is looking forward to, this man said "im a sports agent with a sexy partner, adorable son, and a happy life" thats the dream.

- FINCHEL WEDDING 😧

- will x sue is a fav crackship

- SUE IS A CO-DIRECTOR OF GLEE CLUB NOW 😮

- the parents hate this

- carol >

- burt >

- the gay dads 😐

- THEY WERE GONNA CALL BARBRA STREISTAND

- omg rachel looks stunning

- im gay

- QUINNS A BRIDESMAID

- THEYRE WAITING FOR QUINN

- focus on the road babe

- STOP TEXTING AND DRIVING

- "face it quinns not coming" bs

- rachel about to PAUSE her wedding for quinn

- "im gonna fake an epileptic seizure"

"youre not an epileptic"

"thats why im gonna fake it"

- QUINN GOT IN A CAR CRASH

[clownmoontoon]

Soooo what are the other three "seemingly emotionless monster that has decided to take care of an abandoned little girl" manga? I only know of two others: Taihai no Hanauri and Girl From the Other Side.

WELL FIRST OF ALL I HADNT HEARD OF TAIHAI NO HANAURI BUT I JUST LOOKED IT UP aND //ADDS TO READING LIST IMMEDIATELY OMG THANK U

OK SO THE MANGA I MADE THAT POST ABOUT WAS

SOMALI TO MORI NO KAMISAMA/SOMALI AND THE FOREST SPIRIT"

INCREDIBLY BEAUTIFUL, INCREDIBLY WHOLESOME STORY AND ART I WOULD KILL FOR BOTH OF THEM ;;;;;;

OUGHGHHG ;;;; VERY FATHER/DAUGHTER, FOUND FAMILY LIKE TOTSUKUNI NO SHOUJO!!

HOWEVER (PAIN)

THIS MANGA IS INCOMPLETE AND ... IT SEEMS IT WONT EVER BE FINISHED ;;;;

(kudos to the mangaka for putting their health as priority tho!)

DESPITE THE CANCELLATION I STILL HIGHLY RECOMMEND IT AND THINK ITS WORTH THE READ!! i was emotionally invested in these two by the end of chapter 1 haha

I READ THE FIRST 32 CHAPTERS 🌱 HERE 🌱

AND THE LAST 4 AVAILABLE CHAPTERS 🌱 HERE 🌱

u could technically read them all in the second site but i prefer the translation of the first one personally

THE SECOND MANGA IS!!

KURO (SOMATO) ^^ its usually titled this way to be easier to find since "kuro" just means "black" and makes it kinda hard to search for, "somato" is the mangaka!

a story about an orphan girl living alone and her black """"cat"""

VERY MYSTERIOUS, BEAUTIFULLY ILLUSTRATED (IN FULL COLOR!!) AND SPOOKYYY

AND KURO WOULD BASICALLY DO ANYTHING TO KEEP HIS GIRL SAFE AND HAPPY ;;;;;;

ALSO LOVE HOW THEY MIX MONSTER STUFF WITH EVERYDAY NORMAL CAT THINGS SLKDD

AND THIS MANGA IS COMPLETE!! AND A VERY VERY FAST READ IMO!! each "chapter" is just a page long!

U CAN READ IT 🖤 HERE 🖤 the chapter set up is a bit confusing but basically u wanna read the ones that are like 1-18 otherwise itll just be a single page, and then skip ahead to the next 19- whatever, etc!

THE NEXT MANGA IS!!

MAHOUTSUKAI NO YOME/THE ANCIENT MAGUS' BRIDE

i guess its not technically little girl since she's a teenager bUT STILL FITS THE TROPE IMO

this one gets a bit of a bad rep bc the marketing team and anime went sO HARD in the "romance" direction when the story itself is actually about found family and learning how to deal with (and identify) complicated emotions and navigating relationships when u are nd and so full of Trauma ™

ITS FUNNY AND HEARTWARMING AND THE ART IS STUNNING

AND HAS SO MUCH REP I DONT NORMALLY SEE IN MANGA (gays, neurodivergent, GNC ppl, poc, chubby ppl realistically drawn and not as a joke, ETC!)

and imo the most believable character growth from a character who starts suicidal and learns to value her own life after a lifetime of feeling worthless SO FOR THAT ALONE ID READ IT IF U STRUGGLE W THAT TBH

ALSO BIG BONUS THE MANGAKA IS FRIENDS (AND A FAN OF) THE MANGAKA FOR THE GIRL FROM THE OTHER SIDE AND THEY OFTEN MAKE FAN ART FOR EACH OTHER AND HAVE DONE A FEW COLLABS IM OBSESSED WITH!!

BTW HAVE I MENTIONED TOTSUKUNI NO SHOUJO?? BC EVERYBODY SHOULD READ TOTSUKUNI NO SHOUJO SDLJKDKJD

[we-are-inevitable]

Not really a question but I hope you are doing okay- I didn’t know I needed a football au until now and i’m already hooked! I saw the Davey post for the au, do you have one for Jack that you might want to share?

so i'm assuming you're talking about this post right here, and i would be more than happy to talk about Jack!!

im not rlly gonna talk abt anything that's already said in the au, but i do have a few things that are mentioned and i want to expand!!

alright first of all: latino jack. enough said

at this point everything i write is latino jack but still

ANYWAY he was adopted by medda around the age of 8!! i imagine he went into foster care around ,, age 7, and medda was probably the second foster parent he had. reunification with his family wasn't possible (jack isn't sure who his father is and his mother has passed), and jack seemed to get along well with medda, so she decided to adopt him pretty soon after he came into her care.

life wasn't that easy at first, and he did go to therapy for a while- from age 9 to 11! just to make the transition from a shitty life to a stable life easier, and to give him an outlet. since he was so young, a lot of it was just like,, sitting on the floor and coloring/drawing with his therapist while they talked about how he was feeling.

eventually, though, Medda takes him out of therapy- after talking to his therapist, of course- and signs jack up for the football team as a way to teach him to control all of his extra energy.

obviously this works in his favor, so from 6th grade on, he plays football! he has a lot of wins under his belt!

we all kind of knows what happens when he gets to high-school; the davey rivalry, meeting all of his friends, etc.

he comes out as bi during the summer before senior year, after his mutual breakup with kath.

that was a rlly big step for him, and after that he kind of? opens up more, both in terms of sexuality and not being afraid to be seen as "gay", i guess

i'd be glad to talk about him anytime !! and as for now, here are a few jack-related quotes!

tw: sex mention (in joke form)

Jack shrugs and stuffs his phone in the pocket of his hoodie, though he’s itching to respond to the message. “Nothin’,” He says, then pauses and clarifies, “My ma sent me a text.”

“I don’t know anyone who smiles like that when they get a text from their mom,” Race teases, and nudges Jack’s knee with his foot. “You got heart eyes, Jackie.”

“Did not!"

***

“I don’t want to fuck you, Albert,” Jack says with a sigh as he rubs his forehead, then takes his phone out of his pocket to send a quick little text- just to tell David he’s down to hang out. “And I don’t want to fuck David.”

“Oh, so, you want him to fuck you,” Race concludes, much to Jack’s annoyance.

Jack rolls his eyes, cheeks aflame. “We’re literally just gonna hang out. Might hit the gym, I dunno yet. Maybe go to the field and throw a few passes.”

“Please don’t have sex on the football field.”

“Albert.”

“I have good memories on the football field.”

“Albert.”

“Do not tarnish the football field.”

“I’m not going to have sex on the football field.”

***

His observation comes to an end, though, when David says, without opening his eyes, “I can feel you staring at me.”

Jack’s eyes widen, and his face flushes- he prays it’s not noticeable. Thank you, Mami and Papi, for not being white. “I- I, uh- I just--” He stammers for a moment before shaking his head and abruptly sitting up. “I’m sorry, I just--”

He’s cut off, though, by David’s hand wrapping around his wrist. 

“It’s okay,” David says with a light, airy laugh, and a smile so wide his eyes crinkle up a bit. Jack sees how rosy his cheeks are, too, and something tugs in his chest. “You didn’t have to run away like that.”

Jack swallows, his throat dry. “Would you believe me if I said I just… spaced out for a sec, ‘nd started thinkin’ about somethin’ else?”

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