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if you ever think "why bother posting my spotify wrapped/apple music replay nobody really cares anyway" think of ME. I CARE. i love that shit i love seeing what music people like and how many minutes they listened to music etc. PLEASE post them i love it i love ittttt it's like a holiday for me
#text#LITERALLY @MUTUALS IF U WANT TO FEEL FREE TO TAG ME IN THE COMMENTS OF UR WRAPPEDS WHEN IT COMES OUT#I GENUINELY LOVE SEEING THEM#spotify wrapped#apple replay#im guessing wrapped will probably be out either the 27th or dec 4th#they usually do the wednesday after thanksgiving#which historically has been late nov thru dec 1#but this year that'll be a few days into december#so there's a chance theyll do it early maybe?#idk#itll probably be the 4th tbh i shouldnt get my gay little hopes up#i remember in 2020 it was either the 1st or 2nd of december bc i was in the crisis unit for it HAHAHA#woke up that morning like man i dont want to be alivOoooh wait statistics??? about my music??? Dont mind igf i do
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happy and proud!!
✷(print shop)✷
#mine#original#sm how managed 2 miss pride month....but its pride month every month in this house hold#ive read two bad YA books so far this month as a break from th 2nd farseer book but now.....i am back.........i am reading th 3rd one#its gna make my brain explode i can feel it#n then idk what i will read. maybe th hands of th emperor#could i read smth other than 800 page epic fantasy pls#the YA books werent too bad for YA but they hve that YA cringe 2 it. idk how u people read it constantly#if i hve 2 read th word 'heck' one more time#also theres always like. disney channel vibes. like i read gay YA romance n its so sanitised n vanilla. its so superficial#like i get this is for 16 year olds but were is the longing. the yearing. these guys are fanfic tropes stuck 2gether 2 glue.#also. what is with nearly every mlm romance / fantasy being YA not adult fiction. whats up w that#anyway hve a good evenin im gna do knitting!!!!!!!!!!!!
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lapdog yoko lapdog yoko lapdog yoko
#lapfox ig..#hes one of those too big lapdogs except he knowsss he is too big but he doesnt gaf. he enjoys it#cus he gets to both feel like hes treasuring hiei but also viceversa and idk yoko w his theiving n hoarding just been on my mind i think it#just be neat if they were both little freaks n like a bit possessive n shit. maybe in like diff ways but ok no ok no i will stop ranting in#the tags i know yes i need to stop this habit but like have you thought abt them#i wwnnwa draw kurama kurama too. this was just bc uhm big fox kurama make for funnier lapdog n im gay#yu yu hakusho#yyh#yyh hiei#yyh kurama#kurahi#my art#ive crawled my way back to them oaahhgjjhwqhh blinking innocently after chewing through the bars of my enclosure 🥺
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little studies of the ofmd cast!
i either forgot how to or have never drawn these charas before so it was a much needed exercise!
#my art tag#fanart#ofmd#ofmd art#ofmd s2#our flag means death#our flag means fanart#our flag means gay#there’s no way im gonna tag everyone#i really enjoyed s2!!#the only downside was the toxicity in the fandom..#like i haven’t seen this many rancid takes before yikes#tho maybe i was just lucky to be in chill fandoms?? idk#atm working on part 2 of this bunch!
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some worlock that was made mostly for artfight but i like how it turned out so here tumblr have my vsau mumbo art (vsau created by rhapsoddity)
#vsau fanart#vigilante sheriff au#vsau worlock#vsau mumbo#mumbo jumbo#worlock#he's so silly#or maybe im just gay idk man#mumbo jumbo fanart#mcyt fanart#mcytblr
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They are everything to me.
#hyperixating on THESE two is kinda painful. like wdym half the fandom doesnt like them. they are so awesome??? sickos...#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel charlie#charlie hazbin hotel#hazbin charlie#vaggie#hazbin hotel vaggie#vaggatha#hazbin vaggie#charlie x vaggie#vaggie x charlie#hazbin#chaggie#rainbowmoth#varlie#fallenstar#its always the wlw ships too. like wdym yall d ride mlm??? it be the 12 yr old girls too 😒 /hj#charlie ass? yes pls. also yes i gave charlie a tail. i always give random characters tails if i think they deserve it#i think..... i think im getting better at anatomy guys 😨 (im delulu)#definitely better than my first chaggie posts if yall remember that 😭 oh how i have improved for real... maybe ill make a improvement post#i jst wanted to draw ass bro. i know thats not how psnts work#i want tjem both to be so in love eith eachother that it makes me sick. genuinely please let them be such freaks rhat it makes ne bleed#also can i jst saw how annoying those shoulder pads are?? WHY DO ALL THE MEN + CHARLIE HAVE THEM. MAKE HER DIFFERENG SHES THE MC???#omg i just noticed it looks like shes grinding on her knee. ignore that. but maybe she is who knows?? 😝#dynamic pose test. i think its alroght but i still have stuff to improve... im practing 😈#ugh i just want more charlie being madly in love with Vaggie. not you guys. you guys are doing great mwa mwa /p but i mean the show! like#wheres charlie being lovey to vaggie?? shes literally the embodiment of love why cant she show idk... MORE to vaggie? i 💜 chaggie but... ☹️#gay people make me sick /j#yes. charlie IS lovey to Vaggie.. but.... idk its not to the life sacrificing extent like vaggie does? idk maybe i want fan service like 🤨#OH like charlie going demon mode for vaggie. FINALE DONT COUNT. she already was demon mode. i need vaggie almost DEAD and char swoops in id
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just wanted to say I'm an extremely sex repulsed ace and yet your podcast yaoi is such a work of art I can look past the repulsion. it's probably the brainrot but it's as though they were classical age statues, that shit don't phase me. so yeah once again thanks for the traumatised men making out on my dash
The podcast yaoi transcends everything and can be enjoyed by apparently anyone
#uhm THANK YOU THO <3#I feel like the yaoi I draw has such a different vibe to it…..#maybe im incorrect about that but it feels like the emphasis is place somewhere else compared to other spicy art#I CABT EXPLAINE IT#like those newly wed gays said- it feels homey. needlessly intimate#and I think that’s why a lot of ace people say they like it#cus there’s more emphasis on the intimacy rather than the getting railed#or perhaps. I am wrong. IDK#ask
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im spreading my gay blue lock propaganda now bc its pride month 🏳🌈🏳🌈🏳🌈
the images were just BEGGING to be edited into hand holding
bonus arm linking for the ones who had hands on their hips
#these are like the only blue lock pairings i ship help im so boring#maybe kainess but like... idk if kaiser would like ness back#WAIT SHIT I FORGOT ALSO 100% KUNIGIRI MY BELOVED#anyways#bllk#blue lock#pride month#GAY PEOPLE#ryusae#bachisagi#reonagi#nagireo#idk what otoya and karasus ship name is do they even have one#otoya and karasu should kiss but in like a no homo bro way yk (but also in a fully romantic bro way)#tag yap going crazy rn#i need sleep its 1am#goodnight gays and non gays
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Might be a hot take as a bkdk and tgck truther here, but I find izuocha endlessly fascinating, beautiful, but also tearfully tragic.
I see their love for each other as something representative of their innocence and naivety when they only knew so little about who they were, and what was to come.
I think the main barrier of their relationship is that its rooted in how they see each other very idealistically, specifically that they're attached to the image of their Best Heroic Selves, and not the deeply selfish, destructive, freaky, and egotistical parts of them. To each other, they need to keep fulfilling that image or else that same person they looked up to would almost die in front of them, and that would be too cruel. Although that hero is still there, that same person they looked up to is not the same now because of...well...everything.
Izuku had barely even talked to girls when he first met her. She was Izuku's first ever real friend (Sorry Kats, everyone and him knows he was terrible), so he saved her in that entrance exam even if it was so dangerous. She gave a new meaning to his derogatory nickname just by being a friend that believed in him. After that, she saved him several more times (Blackwhip and Megaphone are the biggest samples iirc). It makes perfect sense that she is Deku's hero.
Ochako hardly knew what it meant to be a hero when she first got into UA. Just by reaching out to some kid tripping, she made a new friend who would then save her in that exam, then save him again in return. This boy then became someone who was always working so hard to save everyone in trouble, and she realized she wanted to be just like him too. "I want to save people"
But...Deku changes. The weight of One for All is on his shoulders and he needs someone to carry this burden with him. He continues to want to save other people at the expense of himself, still not letting his true selfishness and ego ever show- and it only grows more and more unbearable.
Then...Ochako fell in love with Himiko. Truly, relentlessly, selfishly and devotedly in love with a girl who then dies giving her blood to her- the greatest expression of love Himiko could ever give.
Not that they can't love each other because of this happening (and...so many other things oh god), I'm honestly not sure how to explain it- But them ending up together after losing that innocence and naivety? After Ochako will forever grieve the girl who showed her love in its most beautiful and ugly form? After Izuku changed so fundamentally as a person that the butterflies of a nice girl talking to you doesn't exist anymore? After that simple image of being a hero and being in love has completely changed for them both?
Even so, I believe they still love each other. There is no label I know of that can properly describe them though. They are each other's image of being a hero when it comes to saving people. Aside from Shoto, no one else can grasp the grief of the person you tried to save dying in your hands. They would no doubt try to cope with these losses together, and just try to get better together...but so much has changed. They've changed. The world changed. What are they now? Who are they now?
"What happened...to us?"
#I just think the tragedy of falling out of love for the person who represents who they Used to be is so...so painful#Kacchan isn't even here yet and it's already so complicated.#also. Izch healing together after all this would also be really nice#if u like them ending up together thats also perfectly fine too. im just a bkdk and tgck truther myself. thats kinda my whole thing#but izch forming a deep bond from their experiences and saving eachother#and maybe later on trying to date too...oh boy#and them being able to just...be more casual again. talk abt their lives and dreams together too just so they know they have each other#oh itd be so healing and beautiful#im so glad izuku talked to ochako on that cliff man oh man...#izuocha the underrated tragic love that they could've been if ppl werent so close minded abt them#only the real izch fans understand just how much these two actually mean to each other. god bless yall I swear even if I dont ship ship it#thank u to that person who wrote abt them being characters than run in parallel#that narrative structure for them is permanently in my brain. I love these two so much its no joke#my Extra hot take is that izch wouldve been treated better by the fandom if it was gay.#but we'd still agree on bkdk as the endgame after all that happened. maybe. idk this is a hypothetical.#if you switch ock and kats genders...this wouldve been a very different story and fandom. insane food for thought with this one.#ok thats my yap for the night oh god i have so many feelings about them...#evelynpr bnha#bnha#mha#my hero academia#izuocha#actually confidently putting this tag now. sorry for the angst you guys...and maybe being seen as a traitor#im a strong girl I could take on potential haters hahaha...#izuku midoriya#ochako uraraka
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pov i did in fact get a (v cheap) cane to see if it helped any but I'm??? apprehensive about using it or telling anyone about it cause im?? Idk if it will improve my life but it's a temporary solution until I can go to the doctor. Anyway this is just me telling someone( the internet) about it cause it frankly should not be this big of a deal. It just is cause that's the type of person I am. I mean- my friends can attest to me not being able to stand or walk for long periods of time, I just don't want them to??? i don't wanna say judge me, but maybe think I am being dramatic?? It really is temporary to see if it helps so. Idk. I know they probably wouldn't but man im just.ragh. I also was under the assumption that canes are just for support when walking but apparently nthey are also helpful if you have trouble standing. good to know cause that's where most of my issues lie. walking sucks too but I can usually deal cause im too focused on other things such as 'dont get hit by car' and 'dont let knees get too straight'
ALSO SIDE NOTE I WILL BE GOING TO A DOCTOR SOMETIME AFTER JANUARY IM JUST LITERALLY TOO BUSY AND POOR RN TO DO SO
#anyway#ughh#I am the type of person who does the 'am i gay quiz'#i also have not figured out if im aromantic for this same reason#but thats like a whole dif problem#While i was doing research to see if maybe it WOULD help I saw a lot of people being like#'yeah people who don't need canes generally don't think about getting one at length'#so#anyway will probably delete this#BTW THIS IS ALSO HOW I WAS ABOUT BEING AUTISTIC SO??#I HAVE A TRACK RECORD FOR NOT WANTING TO BE FAKING/THINKING I MUST SOMEHOW BE FAKING#idk how I would fake body pain tho#not a vent btw#it kinda reads like one#idk im just trying to figure out how to not feel apprehensive about using it#its less shame and more ' someone is gonna see me and somehow know i dont need it' even tho I DONT EVEN KNOW IF I DONT NEED IT#chat is it crazy to not want to be in pain all the time and to use something that might help#and if it doesnt its not the end of the world#or os it#are people going to eat me alive for using a cane without knowing if i actually need it#raghhh#back to drawing now#if you read this far#gold star#lets see if i actually post this idk
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There is something generally wrong with me
Anyway ART
#loser#help#mental health#i literally cant function#but idk#maybe#im just crazy#i hate my friends#social interaction#make me wanna die#i love the gays#homura akemi#madoka kamane#puella magi madoka magica#goddess madoka
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And if i dropped this insane au out of nowhere what then
#i thought it would be hilarious#LOOK HEAR ME OUT THEY TAKE PLACE ROUGHLY AT THE SAME TIME I-#idk if ill actually go to the effort to flesh out everyone backstory/details but maybe i just want to draw everyone as gay cowboys so what#dgs au#sbr au#im SO funny please dont unfollow me i-#steel ball run#the great ace attorney#ryunosuke naruhodo#gina lestrade#barok van zieks#susato mikotoba#mschismosa#dgsbr
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can’t get over imogen calling her Saint Laudna can’t stop picturing an undead laudna lovingly rendered in the style of old catholic portraits of saints with a big golden halo around her head
#maybe even in a stained glass style or mimicking a byzantine mosaic#or with black ichor tears in the style of portraits of mary after jesus’ death#idk i just love catholic art especially when u make it gay#this is also why i’m obsessed with the calamity character portraits#yes im secretly hoping someone will do this#i wish i could do visual art but i cannot#imodna#laudna#imogen temult#cr spoilers#cr3#bells hells#critical role#campaign 3#crit role#critical role spoilers#c3e69
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charlie demon form redesign
#my art#tw hazbin hotel#charlie morningstar#redesign#demon form#weird cat#im a gay monsterfucker hi#she is also like taller/bigger#maybe almost as tall as angel dust or taller idk whats hotter to you
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new cherik au craving today waddya know
cherik in a zombie apocalypse 🤯🤯🤯
there’s probably a ton of fics i still havent read with this trope 😔 anyway
based during first class, while Erik and Charles are doing their recruiting, a virus breaks out in america that causes people to die and then come back (obviously)
honestly i haven’t seen the majority of these kind of stories so i have no idea how this would play out but basically its just cherik trying to survive together
im going to be mean and kill everyone else off except Raven (because Raven is cool)
btw these zombies can run and jump and can do basic skills like opening a door
so it’s a bit more difficult 😔
idk i just want to see cherik in apocalypse type gear that would be cool
he looks like he got bit
yeah why not unhappy ending: Erik dies but it turns out Charles is immune
he might try to kill himself romeo and juliet style who knows
ahh classic lover turned zombie chained to the bed while the other watches helplessly from the other side of the room
#maybe they meet up with Raven#and she’s with a blind woman 🤯#woahh i wonder who that is…#idk gays in the sixties trying not to die to a zombie plague#im not a story person i just come up with the ideas#the very basic of ideas thats for sure 😒#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#x men#professor x#magneto#xmcu#cherik au#zombie apocalypse#wish does not shut up#xmen first class
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do you know what i find crazy? yeehan is more popular than reaper76.
like i adore them both but before i started reading ow fanfic i assumed reaper76 would have so many more fics, but yeehan has more. and the 4(?) most kudos’d reaper76 fics are all yeehan fics first. justice for the sad old angsty gays i say.
everyone send me ur fav reaper76 fics i am in dire need of some angst. with a happy ending maybe
#btw idk if i’m actually right#like idk if yeehan is more popular#but according to ao3 it is!!#and i don’t think that’s fair.#maybe im bias bc old gays are my fav ships#but oh well#yeehan still has my heart btw <3#btw is it yeehan or mchanzo??#like ik it’s both but which is more popular??#i prefer yeehan over mchanzo#mchanzo sounds like a mcdonald’s sex offenders register#overwatch#reaper76#jack morrison#gabriel reyes#reaper overwatch#soldier 76#yeehan#mchanzo
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