#but i was the only girl in my class so
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Me, wearing my pink gloves, sitting on my pink blanket on cuddling my pink plushies, in my room with pink storage bins, pink art supplies, pink computer gear, drawing pink characters in my book while wearing pink makeup, drinking a pink drink frim my pink cup: I hate pink
#its actually because of my chikdhood#pink is a nice colour#but j never say i like it#because i liked pink as a kid and was made fun of it for being too girly#(for added context#i am a girl as in afab)#but i was the only girl in my class so#anyways i did habg out with a few girls in tje grades above me#but i would wear pink and skirts and be girly and they would say im too childihs#even though i was 3 grades below them#and yeah#i stopped wearing pink and have only allowed myself it again after years of saying i hate it#although if you ask me i still hate pink#pyro speaks#memes#aesthetic#funny#meme#pinkcore#pink aesthetic#pink#status#shitpost#pink doesnt look like a word anymore lol
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❝I didn't want to get involved, but as Lada's close friend, I have no choice. Can you do me a favor? Please leave my friend alone. I feel sorry for her. She has been hurt enough by you. (...) You know, it killed her when you left. She was done with life. She gave up on everything. She gave up on her future, her studies, and even her family. Her life was destroyed once. Don't destroy it again.❞
GAP JAKARIN as THAEN and LINGLING SIRILAK as FAHLADA THANANUSAK episode 3 of THE SECRET OF US
#the secret of us#the secret of us the series#the secret of us series#th: the secret of us#tsou#lingling sirilak#gap jakarin#thai gl#gl drama#wlw#i think we could all benefit from having a friend as loyal as thaen tbh#not only he was lada's emotional support during the break up#he also attended her classes and took notes so she wouldn't fail them#you're not going to give up on my watch girl let's go#i love him a lot#seeing gap in this was such a nice surprise#bibi gifs
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a mob of emus for an artstyle game on twt! ^_^
#project sekai#emu otori#the usernames are all their public twts so if you use that evil platform check out their art ^_^#many of them are on here with the same users even.. be gone from my sight vile bird#the one on the bottom right is Mine but ive never had an artstyle in my life so it may not be obvious to the viewers. sorry.#pjsk#prsk#proseka#only my beautiful mutuals beautiful art can make me do LINEART#i was going to ask on here but realized i dont have mutuals bc this is a side blog. sniffle. hell on earth#I dont have much to scream in the tags. semester is almost over. Im sleepy. I designed emu a huge seord for an assignment#but the 3d model turned out Bad. it looks ok from the top but you turn it and see Problems.#its been a month or so since i modelled that and i have gotten better so i want to try again with no time crunch + pressure#its a fun looking sword. magical girl sword type shit#EVERY TIME I THINK ABOUT THE LITTLE PRINCE WXS STUFF I END UP AWAKE UNTIL 3AM BECAUse it GETS TO ME#WAAAAAAAAAUHGH. I HAVE CLASS IN 11 HOURS#GOODNIGHT. IT WILL BE AS IF ALL THE STARS WERE LAUGHING.#oh my god wait i did this this weekend bc i was like yaay i have a weekend without any assignments due#I just forgot abt one. Bc my email hasnt been working properly and didnt send me the reminder for it. i will spend my tuesdah drawing a gun
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I don't think Yoohyun is agender I think he's gender apathetic. No he doesn't have a gender and no he doesn't really care. He's a guy by virtue of people calling him that so he just goes with it because it's not like he cares.
One time he walks in on Yerim doing her e-shot and asks her what she's doing and she says "I'm trans? You didn't know that???" and he say "no what do you mean"
And Yerim sits there for a second and contemplates if she wants to Explain Trans to Yoohyun of all people but they literally live together so maybe he should get the basics so she says "you know, because when I was born they said I was a boy but I'm actually a girl?"
And Yoohyun is like "what"
And Yerim is like "cause I feel like a girl"
And Yoohyun is like "what does that even mean"
And Yerim in her endless grace tries to explain "you know how when you were born they thought you're a boy and you feel good as a boy and if everyone suddenly started calling you a girl and treating you like a woman you'd feel really bad"
To which Yoohyun says "no, not really, why would I care what other people call me"
And then they stare at each other for a few seconds and Yerim decides that explaining "non-binary" or even "agender" to Yoohyun sounds like the stuff of nightmares so she just doesn't cause he seems happy enough as is anyway.
(also if she pursued this to the end they may get to a point where Yoohyun realises he's not actually Yoojin's younger brother so he couldn't call him hyung anymore and she thinks if that happened Yoohyun would probably spontaneously implode)
#sctir#tsctir#the s classes that i raised#s classes that i raised#my s class hunters#han yoohyun#bak yerim#this got away from me.#but I stand by it#vitally important that all of my faves are trans in some way#even if they don't know it#also I think Yoohyun is lying a little when he says he wouldn't care if everyone suddenly started calling him a woman because#it'd be an unexpected change that he doesn't understand and he's already only mostly passing as normal#so if someone went against the script it'd be really stressful#bonus autism moment for tag readers <3#also trans girl Yerim by beloved she deserves the world
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Can you talk about trans!Curly a little bit more? I'm curios if you have any headcanons and the like
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It's just such a thing in my mind because it adds a truthful sadness and differing aspect to mouthwashing.
If Curly was trans it adds the horror of the horribly selfish thought he could have easily been in Anya's situation. It could've been him but it wasn't and he so conflicted on the pit it put in his stomach that brings and the shameful relief it wasn't. In this scenario he is friends with Jimmy for a long time still. Jimmy likely knew him pretransition. Maybe he gave Curly weird looks then, maybe they never stopped after, maybe they seemed meaner. They are guys now, bros, both of them are. He doesn't really have to worry what those looks mean anymore, Jimmy just has that face with him sometimes. It's recontextualizing a lot of things for him that he was in denial about or too ashamed to admit. How naive he was being and how he let that get another person hurt.
Specifically with Anya, it's he knows the dread and fear she's feeling. He can understand it because he had to live with it for a good portion of his life, he knows it cause he still does, just in a slightly different way. It makes him think of all the times he's been alone with Jimmy, all the times he's been way more drunk off his ass and not remember the night, Jimmy was always with him the next day. Makes him think of the comments he would laugh off both because that's what guys do but because that part of being a girl says to laugh so Jimmy doesn't do something. It's the selfish realization that he was never safe and he's uncertain now too. Mad at himself for forgeting that feeling, espcially since for a long time he would've been considered the only woman on a crew (with all that implies) for a long time.
He should've taken those blinders off, step back into that position for just a moment and it's so much more painful that Anya likely came to him because he should've gotten it. Those thoughts don't leave his mind after the crash when he's in an even more vulnerable position than she was...
#this is less headcanons and more my thoughts of the intersectional horror this brings to mouthwashing which is also a thing it#already has but more directly in the mix vs just the class gender and positional struggle. like the idea he waited to confront Jimmy becaus#he could conceptualize the crime better because of experience with womanhood and also how it would've destroyed him in terms of being trans#like its weird to word as a comparison but thats kinda how empathy works as in an understanding and ability to project through aspects#like you found out your friend who has always had weird feelings about and relating to you is a rapist and got one of your other friend#pregnant and is now being openly hostile and aggressive towards you. You have only a few days to really think on all of this all the years#with him and how many oppurtunites he had that you blame yourself for giving him both in life and to do to you. You are starting to#realize that he may have done what he did to Anya because it was no longer viable with him or because of weird transphobia/homophobia#from Jimmy and god its so much and he should've know better and what did Jimmy do then - c r a s h#he is at such a small amount of mercy to Jimmy now and he can't protect Anya and it's terrifying because i know and you know that Jimmy is#giving him those weird looks again...#like it adds another layer of horror to things and while I don't think Jimmy would do anything to Curly it's heavily implied he targeted he#because of relatively more important position and getting Curly to have doubts about him as a power play and Curly knows Jimmy well enough#that him immediately exerting his authority and power would set him off after already having been mad about it and even when doing#damage control it still set him off. like its the horror of accidenlty siding with your oppresser and hurting other like you only to then b#stabbed in the back again by the person who took advantage of your nature like its so complext but my actual trans curly headcanons#are just a little bit happier like i imagine he was the first on the boys soccer team and a star player. maybe he and jimmy even picked ou#his first offical “boy” clothes and Jimmy picked most so he looked like the grungiest white boy but she was a boy so it didn't matter cause#it was with his friend who accepted him and I bet on the bed he looks back at all those moments and notices the little details that his#friend wasnt actually so happy but he can't be certain when he started looking so bitter or hes just imagining out of paranoia cause he jus#cant know and even if he could he wouldn't want to ask like god thinking about Anya and probably being a little glad if not heartbroken#that she did get out of it in the end like trans curly and anya destroy me even more its so upsetting like he didn't realize how much he go#you girl and waited to act like it was cowardice but then would she not realize what hes realizing? should that be a grace or more of a#condemnation in her mind like what are her thoughts? espically during the scene Jimmy hits Curly like she had to hear and what did she thin#they are tormented in a similar hells with the same demon and its fascinating#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#anya mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing
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New genders just dropped.
#Are you a Girl or a trickster#Mario and Sonic at the London Olympics has so few girl characters that they had to make up a bunch of categories to equal it out#undercooked-ice#help#eat the rich#Nintendo. How bout Nintendon't#Why is Yoshi a Challenger. What is he challenging.#shadow the hedgehog#sonic the hedgehog#mario bros#super mario#mario and sonic at the olympic games#London Olympics 2012#Best Olympics ever#Gender#Lgbtrickster#Lesbian Gay Bisexual Tails#The only lines of dialogue in this game are grunts and the word Yes#Confirmed. Girls aren't heroes#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#badass#genderqueer#Vector is my favourite anthropomorphic crocadile#I don't think Bowser and Tails are in the same weight class
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Oh no!! Ibuki’s stuck in my economics homework!!
#obey me#main character#economy#lucifer morningstar#obey me mammon#obey me leviathan#obey me satan#obey me asmodeus#obey me beelzebub#obey me belphegor#I put them in order haha#obey me ibuki#obey me mc#doodle#doodle sketch#art#traditional art#graphite#homework#economics is ass#I hate everything about that goddamn class#never take ap microeconomics#it’s just math#not girl math#I love obey me#it’s my only joy#drawing#lamb#but it’s a human#they are so cute
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SPN season 16 except Sam goes back to school and get shell shocked by the change in atmosphere and vibes
#signed a girl who is going back to earn another degree#no one knows where the library is and everything is done online now#dont even get me STARTED on acting like a hacker to bypass duo verification to access my own fucking canvas account#is this niche this might be niche#OH ALSO Im the only student in my classes who actually reads the prompts and doesnt use AI#and apparently there are fake accounts that take up enrollment so I dont even know if the student Im talking to on discussion posts is real#i graduated in 2023 WHAT HAPPENED IN THE COURSE OF ONE YEAR#Sam would be just as equally confused and frustrated and venting constantly and Dean would just be like :/ damn#supernatural#spn#spn shitposts#sam winchester
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I am exhausted, good heavens.
#hey watch this neat trick I can do [cries]#love that for me#BUT#BUT- the actual EFFORT I put these days to not make a suicide jokes is *chefs kiss* phenomenal#actively shitting bricks as I physically have to stop myself from saying I want a car to hit me for the 50th time that day#I am not progressing any more than I am downgressing or whatever the opposite word is. but girlies#and boysies and peepsies#my lipgloss is popping and my eyebags are gucci- and so I shall prevail#MAN this tiredness is BONE DEEP man- it's like it's engraved into my goddamn clavicles#sorry that was like the only bone name I could remember- I don't even know what a clavicle is#anyways- I need to fall asleep forever and never wake up. But not in like a dying way#I just need to stop waking up tired and being tired and going to sleep tired and living tired like GIRL#WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WHEN SLEEP STOPS SLEEPING#I JUST SLEPT 10 HOURS HOW ARE YOU STILL TIRED#I am so tired that i stopped liking shit- like that SUCKS my dudes#I sometimes Don't Like art now and that is WILD to me because that was lowkey the One Thing that got me going#I used to actually LIKE english class! and reading Shakespear and shit!!!! and history class!! Now I don't!! Where did the spark go??????#Now everything feels like a chooooooore and it sucks major dick#and my graaaades are slipping because I stopped giving a damn but I NEED. TO. GIVE. A. DAMN#because those are like highkey lowkey and every-other-key my grades and I need them to go into uni so I don't die <333#I need to spite little mini me who said I wasn't going to live past 13 because BITCH- guess how old I'm turning next week????????#THAT'S RIGHT- 17 YEARS OLD- FUCK YEAH BABY I'M STILL NOT DEAD#SUCK MY BIG ASS SHLONG MINI-ME#and then I have a big biology exam the day after so- funnnnn!!#anywho- should I tag this as vent? this probably counts as vent right? like among us? impostor and shit?#sorry I think my brain is actively rotting out of my ears right now#vent post#personal vent#tw vent#tw sui talk
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you know how in school they’d always make you (still make you) like choose random topics to give class presentations on while everyone politely clapped even though they didn’t really care about your powerpoint on fungi or whatever bc they’re too worried about getting their own over with. tumblr is like if every single person in the room was paying full attention and was absolutely stoked about it and gave you wild applause and wolf whistles at the end. you can just get on stage and talk about coelacanths and you become a celebrity for a few minutes. like on tumblr it’s on your own terms so it’s like oh snap education is actually supposed to be fun
#this is to say i got a big presentation out of the way today that i was stressing about#or rather i should say i thought about it as ‘getting it out of the way’#but then once i completed it and was ready to present i was like wait this is actually so cool i’m so excited to present#like i was waiting patiently for my turn#and i had a GREAT time yapping for eight minutes about parthenogenesis in sharks#and i’m like aw i’m kinda sad the project is over… :(#maybe i will yap about it on here some time#i love genetics it’s sooooo cool to me i love you punnet squares i love you genes and reproduction#peach rambles#ALSO i got complimented on the presentation by the girl i wanna befriend sooo bad#like holy snap we have similar energy and we both get way too into this class …#and then we yapped for like 15 minutes more on stuff bc we had to do a ‘group discussion’ for something unrelated in that class#and we were literally the only two people in our section doing that thing#we were only like half on topic lol#can’t beat the ADHDemons#then i had Another presentation in the class right after that and it was kind of terrible bc i can only prepare for one thing at a time smh#but it was much lower stakes so#but like WHEWWWWW i can’t believe i got a chain of massive assignments out of the way…. it’s been a wacky past 48 hours
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your rambles will never not be enjoyable!
PROMISE ???????
#snap chats#trick question because they will exist regardless i am legally required to ramble for forty minutes at any given opportunity#I HAAVE TO RAMBLE OR ILL DIE everyone must know every single thought ive ever had or will had or I Will Die#like right now im throwing up because i have a B+ in one of my classes and not an A. i think i can save it but still Im Throwing Up#the only thing is i keep thinking of that Trial of Magneto bit where lorna's just#'i didnt get an A but i did get a PHD so i mean. It Worked Out'#like girl please i did throw up chortling just a little when erik started talkin bout her degree In The Middle Of Tha Fuckin Fight#a father'll be a father i guess and ill giggle and kick my feet about it every single time#anyways. this ramble's over shoudl i eat <- probably <- i dont want to move <- i should eat regardless
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I’ve been cursed by a dark force (college) and now I can no longer experience joy (reading books that tear my heart out and make me sad)
#cant a girl want just want something#even if it hurts#i just want to read my silly little stories that make me want to cry#they are all so tragic my goodness#but its so good#but alas i cannot#because i have to draw for my drawing class 😨#who would have thought#Im going to be real with you all I’m only going to tag the ones Ive read some chapters cause if I tag everything I want to read#we’ll be here all day#the husky and his white cat shizun#erha#2ha#the disabled tyrant and his beloved pet fish#tdtbpf#tdtppf#clear and muddy loss of love#jwqs#I think I started Ballad of Sword and Wine but a lot has happened since then so I could have been hallucinating#i’ll tag it just to be safe#ballad of sword and wine#qjj#I started orv im like 10 chapters in#so hardly a dent#I should have read it earlier or waited until i graduated college cause i want to know what happens but I have no time#omniscient reader's viewpoint#orv#someone save me#from schoolwork#please
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#polls#pokemon#guzma#giacomo#chilchuck#chilchuck tims#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi#nino lahiffe#miraculous ladybug#link#legend of zelda#class of the titans#steven universe#lars barriga#sokka#atla#avatar the last airbender#mlp#my little pony#fluttershy#kim possible#ron stoppable#hunter toh#the owl house#the lion guard#janja#fun fact about this. i've still yet to watch the owl house. but I WILL eventually but i know hunter is my Little Guy#...same with the lion guard lmao. but i know i love these guys so onto the list they go🔥#shout out to fluttershy for being the only girl on this entire list ✨GIRL POWER✨
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Portrait of Madame X (but now Himeko Murata)
#i could never forget the mole#i took an art class once and it was horrible#the teacher kept telling me good job and i was actually begging for help#but youre doing so well already NO!!! NOOOO!!!!!! HELP ME!!!!! HELP!!!! ME!!!! HELP ME!!!!#as you can probably tell from my blog im not very good with colors#let me tell you something else. not only do i struggle with color. im actually afraid. too afraid to try#dawg that teacher...i told her all this and i was like please. just guide me. tell me something. tell me something to practice.#like how do i get used to it? how do i try?#bro said youre good enough already.#so i got irritated and gave up trying to learn in that class#anyways.#himeko murata#himeko#honkai impact 3rd#honkai star rail#it could be either woman#himeko guns girl z#himeko houkai gakuen 2#could be any of the three actually#ive never played flyme2themoon or zombiegal kawaii. i should try to find them and play#i stopped playing hg2 recently bc my [insert language] is so bad it turns out i misunderstood the story so i rage quit#ill be back tho.mama didnt raise no QUITTER
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born to write fanfiction forced to go to pilates
#WHAT IS HAPPENING. HOW DID I GET HERE#THIS IS NOT MY SCENE I SHOULD NOT BE HERE OR WHATEVER THE WOMBATS SAID#no hate to pilates itself im acc very pumped for it but the entire setting of a gym TERRIFIES me#but the uni is running a bunch of shit for women’s month and one of the events is this where they’ve booked the gym#and for 3 hours for free you can just go to different sessions#and me and my mate saw ‘free’ and didn’t look back like one thing I love about us is We Will Just Try Shit#and now im here in athleisure kit. no cargos in sight#I actually can’t remember the last time my outfit was so streamlined I feel naked rn#only plus is I’ve somehow got a decent fit like I had a real moment of secondary school PE class thinking I was gonna#be looking around feeling shitty and out of place for not having The Branded Shit but somehow I’ve acquired stuff#leggings from my old flatmate who IS a gym girlie meaning im twatting about in GYMSHARK LEGGINGS LIKE SOME SORT OF POSER#I feel like im going to dance classes again this is so. this entire thing feels on the edge of nostalgic and generally just WEIRD#I feel like the Cool Girls will be there I feel like they will know there is something Fundamentally Off about me and I’ll never know what#BUT OH WELL. DO IT SCARED#hella goes to uni
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you get riz gukgak so well 👍👍
thank u!! he really kinda is all of my favourite character things rolled into one package (negotiation of principles/investigator-truth seeker-negotiator with reality and the narrative/obnoxious character whose narrative reward for participating in the story is getting to be even more authentically obnoxious/deeply and hauntingly aroace
#not art#everything else abt him is also compelling so Im just eating well while crying over here#the aroace part I believe from the bottom of my heart the moment he bribed a girl in freshman year First Day Of School to eavesdrop for him#In The Girl's Bathroom. like the decision itself isnt far off from a lot of noir stuff trapp's character in mentopolis did the same#but the supreme lack of awareness of what that decision says abt you in a social setting. now That's aroace#the only reason I dont read him as agender too is bc he didnt straight up waltz in there lmao#honestly bouncing off of that I also thinks folks sometimes downplay or buff off how cringe riz is... but its my favourite thing on earth#esp. in tandem with the Everything else abt him. theres an insistence in the genres he pulls from on the greater good and losing#ur real self in the work and being maybe strange but above all The Guy Who Gets The Job Done. and riz pushing the limit of that is awesome#like as a character I feel like some of it is like yeah I do get the job done. if it kills me even. how Strange do I get to be#or is it just being strange in a domineering and mysterious magnetic way. I will be cringe actually deal with that for my service#this and the part of his character that's yknow. Living While Goblin. that's a deeply compelling dynamic to me#anyways uhhh once again typing huge paragraphs abt this guy lmao. this happens forever I let it#anyways for the reason of spy theming and information dealer if u do class swap AU I propose bard!riz#u know. what is disguise if not a sister to stealth (<- extremely transgender sentence to say)
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