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Leon gets whatever the fuck is the opposite of post-nut-clarity as in pre-nut-happy.
As in he starts laughing and twirling his hair at you when he's horny and hard. As in skipping through the house and batting his lashes when he's in the mood. As in getting on his knees and kissing your hand and foot before he stuffs his face into your cunt and laps at it with a stupid smile shoved against your pussy.
#I also think he gets post-nut-happy TOO#there's no clarity#like he's emptied his balls and he has someone in his bed beside him#bro's over the fucking moon- how much more could he ask for?#I think Wesker the opposite. he has horrible post-nut clarity and starts raving about he's GOT THINGS TO DO!!#like why am I stickin my dick in u girl I gotta go do global saturation BYE#blabberings!#leon kennedy x reader#afab reader
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ppl who are like "have you ever experienced a close female friendship" to try deny rhaenicent like.. yes bitch i have!!! and thats *exactly* why i can tell theres MORE than just "close friendship" between these two gay bitches!!
#rhaenicent#hotd#house of the dragon#alicent hightower#alicent x rhaenyra#rhaenyra targeryan#hotd s2#young alicent#young rhaneyra#like so many people think my best friend and I are romantically involved because we're that close#i love her to death and she loves me and we're very comfortable in ourselves and our friendship#which is why i know for a fact rhaenicent is more than just close friendship between two people#im non-binary btw !! not a woman at ALL but i am afab and my friendship w my bsf began before I realised I was trans#so we were for a period fitting under the label of close girl friends or “close female friendship”#now we're not cuz yea im not a girl got hit with the trans beam<3#but back to the point like YES i have experienced close close “female friendship” and rhaenicent is not just friendship#alicent hightower x rhaenyra targaryen
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Saw somebody once saying that people's arguments to say Nami is a lesbian are always about her negative traits and focusing on her not liking men and... Why do we have to have any arguments when it comes to a sexuality headcanon? Why can't I just say that she doesn't like men, and that's all? But even if you needed arguments, "not liking men" isn't a bad trait or something negative at all. She just is uninterested in them, imo, both romantically and sexually, and that's quite literally the definition of being a lesbian. Yes, obviously we can focus on her appreciation of other female characters and how the way she reacts around them is way different from how she reacts with the men of the show, but saying "she likes women" isn't an argument to prove she's a lesbian because bisexual girls exist. Or really, just any other sexuality regarding women. It's beautiful to focus on her love for girls, but if we're looking for arguments here, I think the best one of all is saying that she doesn't like men. And that isn't a bad thing at all and it is quite literally the only argument you need for your headcanon to work. And yes, I do agree that a lot of people use negative traits of her to call her a lesbian (a "mean lesbian". A term that I personally despise. When it's a joke about a character who's actually mean it's okay and funny, but lesbians are already demonized enough, and Nami isn't even mean. People just hate that she has a personality and stands up for herself) but I've never seen somebody say "she's a lesbian because she's mean". I just see people saying she's a lesbian because she doesn't like men, and, again, that's not bad as long as you don't stereotype her and say she hates men and put her in a little box of "being the mature one" because she's a lot of the time as silly and careless as the men of the crew. Not liking men is not a negative trait. It's literally just being a lesbian. Like we could talk for hours about her relationship with women and womanhood in the show, how her character behaves around them, and the way they portray her. Because yes, I don't know if I'd say she's queercoded but she definitely is way more fond of girls than she is of men and her relationships with them seem way more genuine and organic than the one she has with men. But... Again, the core point of all of this is that she doesn't like men. Easy as that.
#the first step to realize i was a lesbian was realizing i didn't like men like what else do you want from me#i told my friends and they were “oh yeah idk what you are but you definitely don't like men”#and then i had the “i like women and enby people” realization and here we are#and also nami has a personality and people label her as mean because they've never seen a woman in their lives#<- said by someone who is not a woman but i am genderfluid and afab so yeah i can get what the poor girl is going through#one piece#cat burglar nami#lesbian nami
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Me, wearing my pink gloves, sitting on my pink blanket on cuddling my pink plushies, in my room with pink storage bins, pink art supplies, pink computer gear, drawing pink characters in my book while wearing pink makeup, drinking a pink drink frim my pink cup: I hate pink
#its actually because of my chikdhood#pink is a nice colour#but j never say i like it#because i liked pink as a kid and was made fun of it for being too girly#(for added context#i am a girl as in afab)#but i was the only girl in my class so#anyways i did habg out with a few girls in tje grades above me#but i would wear pink and skirts and be girly and they would say im too childihs#even though i was 3 grades below them#and yeah#i stopped wearing pink and have only allowed myself it again after years of saying i hate it#although if you ask me i still hate pink#pyro speaks#memes#aesthetic#funny#meme#pinkcore#pink aesthetic#pink#status#shitpost#pink doesnt look like a word anymore lol
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bigenderism is experiencing dysphoria in ways you didn't even know were possible
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being trans is a beautiful experience actually and if you're not having fun w your gender you should shake things up a widdle bit. try out some weird pronouns, blend masculinity and femininity in ways that make cis people uncomfortable. break boundaries in ways that they wouldn't dream of. it's all fucking fake anyway so if it feels right then why not go crazy with your beards and your tits and your hairy legs and wild hair y'know
being trans is being free to do whatever you want whenever you want and if people are confused, good
#musings#basically go be the dykiest fag u can possibly be#ppl cannot for the life of em tell if im afab or amab and that's the point#am i a boy? am i a girl? does it even matter
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Ik I said I’m fine with any pronouns, and I am !
But. But that feel when someone call me a boy. That feel when someone call me mister. That feel when someone call me anything vaguely masculine. The disappointment when they correct themselves and call me a girl instead.
#Wendy’s stuff#Wendy rambles#it’s lowkey kinda weird#I’m debating is it that I’m fine with any pronouns or that I use all pronouns#Idk why I’m so disappointed that people would call me a girl honestly#I’m afab and I’m fem presenting so it’s expected that they’ll call me a fem pronoun#and sometimes I get giddy when people call me a girl too#Sighhh#Back to the “Am I agender or genderfluid” quizzes I go ig#it’s like the “Am I aro or pan” of gender#”Am I non of them or all of them ?”#Y’know ?#Round two let’s go I did that with my sexuality now I gotta do it with me gender too#agender#genderqueer#genderfluid
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the inherent feeling of imposter syndrome in trans spaces :::((( the feeling of being a girl in a boys body in a girls body whos secretly a boy and also a girl ::::((( the feeling of wanting male body but female spirit :::::(( wanting to be called pretty and cute and femme but not in a cis way ::::(((( not conforming to transmasc or transfem or trans at all but still being trans :(
#is it bad i genuinly hate being trans. i avoic the label as much as possible i find so much shame in it#eventhough by definition that is what i am#i just feel like being an afab trans person comes w a status quo#if that makes sense#it might be my limited view of gender but#thats how it feels like sometimes and i just dont fit into that mold#i was born a girl ans i love being a girl but much deeper im just a feminine boy#i wish i had a penis and i wish i had the freedom men have but forcemasc grosses me out#i wish i was born a man that just grew into the woman i am today#whatever :( gender sucks#kasperyaps#nsft#transgender
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Geto with a pussy…it’s gettin me bro.
Imagine fucking him hgnnsn. Just another night of fun after you both are stressing about your finals. Getting him on all fours and just fucking him with long slow strokes.the way he’s arching his broad frame, his ass is so full it’s just so fucking much ahgnsnn,, His pussy is so wet and needy, it sucks you in and welcomes you home. It’s the best fucking view when you look at where you connect, so sloppy and wet. Geto is so fucking giving even when he’s getting fucked so he’s fucking himself back on you. Your dick is full of his cream at the base. Imagine just rubbing slow tight circles on his clit. “Does it feel good? Fuck I’m so close baby”, he’s whimpering. You have to grab his hair and kiss him so he can give his cream filled finale, he might even let you finish inside.
Maybe next time you should spit on his asshole and stick a thumb in? I’m just a freak ass nigga tho stay safe yall
#jjk#jjk x reader#drabble#thirst post#yeah#geto suguru x you#afab geto#trans geto#fem geto#gn reader#reader might be amab#t4t nsft#grahhdjds#cream team gets#i say the n word so beware#im gonna write more self indulgent stuff bc a lot of fics are boring#there all so subby girl suck some dick#live some life#fuck that man#y'all not on that freak shit i am#I will save tumblr#i need help#Did you guys know I actually really like adventure time#idk im rambling at this point#nobody looks at these right?
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Posts on this site will be like "Every person who is a minority shouldn't have to educate you! There are so many already-existing resources you can seek out!!" And then turn right around and say "Minorities need to be the better person when challenging and educating people who have bigoted beliefs!!" I'm fucking tired, and I'm not gonna waste my fucking time trying to convince someone that I deserve to be treated like a person.
#rant#vent#my stuff#i was in a relationship with a cis man who straight up admitted to hating women and not 'getting' what it means to be nonbinary#i am afab and identified as nonbinary at the time. so i had to be the educator bc i was in the fucking relationship.#a really good friend who came to my mom's funeral went on a tirade on ig about how she thought being trans was a mental illness.#i tried to educate her (and my older sister has also tried to reason with her) and she's refused to grow as a person#i smile and don't go off when people misgender me and ive suffered through being the manic pixie dream girl to MULTIPLE cis men#and im tired of being the Benevolent Queer™️
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Fnaf made me realize my gender identity
I just realized that fnaf indirectly helped me realize that I’m nonbinary back in 2020
I started listening to NateWantsToBattle because of FNAF (and Monster Prom but mostly FNAF cause I was into FNAF first) and while watching his music video for Phantom I realized that I’m nonbinary cause the power of men wearing makeup transformed me into something stronger
#trans non binary#nonbinary#enby#fnaf#autism#ADHD#men in makeup is what made me realize I am NOT cis#natewantstobattle#fnaf musical#fnaf songs#Monster prom#Men in makeup#afab#Basically I realized “huh… I don’t like viewing myself as a girl…” and that realization SHOOK ME#five nights at freddy's
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also like i partially found out i might be intersex because i was looking at trans stuff and there was like "(however many) months on t and finally seeing some bottom growth" and like pictures of t-dicks and i was like.... um.... that's kind of just what my clit looks like anyways. so i was like "hey google give me a quick rundown on this" and learned what clitoromegaly was and then i was like. hm. intersex resources. and it's like a sign? symptom? side-effect? of certain intersex conditions
#i mean like pcos runs in the mums side of my family but i dont have all the symptoms of that#i do also have like. more hair?? than the average afab person#like dark hair on my stomach and chest and back#and my face. whats disappointing about the face hair is that it isnt enough to be able to grow a beard#so i cant even fuck with gender that way#tagging as nsft just because of like genital mention#genital mention#nsft#shoutout to transmascs on t who show their t-dicks on the internet it was really helpful#also i dont know how to describe it but like. my natural face shape is kind of masculine??#like it would be plausible for a cis amab perisex man to have my face without looking feminine#if you get what im saying??#if it sounds like im reinforcing sex or gender essentialism please say i am struggling to find words#unshoutout to the boys in primary school who made fun of me for having hair under my arms and starting a whole decade of insecurity-#-about having hair on my body lmao#for the record i dont think certain face shapes are indicative of gender and all im just going by like. patterns?? in afab vs. amab faces#also not that i think afab vs. amab is the entire categorisation of human sex characteristics but um. working with what vocab i have here#i think what also really kicked it off. was relating to a fair few experiences intersex people have socially#particularly intersex ppl who were afab and faced a lot of pressure to make their bodies conform to feminine beauty standards#and it was like.... oh lol.... my mum did that to me!!#it comes from her own internalised shit bc she has pcos (idk if she identifies as intersex even tho she could if she wanted) but still.#dont project that onto a 10 yr old lmao. she keeps buying me hair removal products#ALSO floored by an experience i have. in which apparently half my friends dont feel pressure to shave their legs#because the hair on their legs is like. light and thin and barely visible and i was like?? huh??#what do you MEAN your legs don't look like your brothers/fathers if you dont shave??#im starting to think they dont shave their arms. their arms might just naturally not have a load of hair#i dont shave my arms though. cannot be bothered with that and also like. why would i do that#also you know that like. happy trail i think its called?? on “men's” stomachs??#yeah i have that naturally yeah thats right im naturally sexy#if you cant tell i am putting “girls” “mens” “boys” “womens” etc. in quotes to indicate that is just the normal society way of saying it
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I have a feeling my mom is slowly falling down an alt right/radfem pipeline on tik tok and it's scaring me
#being ao casual about covid#acting like people arent fucking immunocompromised#acting like those people should just ''stay inside''#saying a bunch of fucking gender essentialist bull shit#the other day she described something as being ''so boy'' (the thing was ten minute power hour)#and she has told me several times ''i feel better about you having a woman doctor than a man doctor''#and i mean any kind of doctor. like a fucking orthodontist.#she acts like men are innately horrible people that are going to hurt every woman ever#and i count as a woman who is going to be hurt. because I'm a perisex AFAB person.#and when i bring up terf and rad fem shit she's always like ''yknow they have a point'' LIKE GIRL. THEY USE THAT SHIT TO ARGUE THAT I#SHOULDN'T EXIST AND AM A TERRIBLE GENDER TRAITOR.#OKAY. DO YOU GET IT.#every month she becomes more and more dead set on this ideology. it scares me that one day she'll stop supporting me being trans#and i know so many people have it worse with parents who were never supportive in the first place#but it's fucking terrifying to slowly watch your own parent parrot the same misinformation that used to subjugate and harm you#it's scary being uncertain of when your parent is just gonna turn against you#it's like watching someone rot in real time#someone who has control over your entire life#tw vent
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i love being autistic cause sometimes i get a glimpse into how regular people perceive things and its like. what the fuck. what the fuck is that? you live like this? and its normal?? i think YOURE the weird one actually. im fine. thanks though.
#THERES SO MANY WEIRD RULES#LIKE WHAT DO YOU MEAN PEOPLE PAY ATTENTION TO HOW SOMEONE WALKS LIKE HUH????? WHY????????????#can someone fucking explain the dude head nod thing to me why do we do that. whats that about. ive never seen anyone do that irl before#is that an american thing or do i just hang around too many afab people#i am learning the intricacies of cis people gender rules and i am. what fucking planet have i been on the last 17 years like what is this#was there some like. rulebook they handed out at somepoint they forgot to give to me or something#“best way to learn is to observe the men around you” OBSERVE WHAT. YOU PEOPLE PAY THAT MUCH ATTENTION TO EVERY LITTLE MOVEMENT????#bruh i can barely make eye contact w people...#my ass has never intentionally copied someones mannerisms ever.#i do it subconsciously. but doing it actively feels weird and wrong and like im breaking someones boundaries#“men dont smile at people.” well they should.#ive decided cishet men are the most boring people on the planet#“dont move with your hands” YOURE BREAKING MY POOR THEATER KID HEART#i need to meet more gay men irl to absorb the vibe of cause i only know like two. not counting myself#i want people to look at me and go. ah yes. fruit.#at this point im just going to accept being misgendered for the rest of eternity. id rather die than be boring in the way cishet men are#my flavor of being trans is so influenced by my autism cause my perception of genders is completely off from what everyone else is doing#im like. yeah i want to be a man. and then i look at what the majority of men are actually like and its like. wait no. not like that#shoutout to flamboyant gay men where would i be without them#i think the thing that bothers me the most is that like#in my mind peoples genders are just. the way they express themselves.#its not like. this super big complex deal like how everyone else treats it. if that makes sense? like.#regular people have so many rules for what counts as a man or what counts as a woman or what counts as neither and its like???#you can do what you want???? why do we care????#and ive been doing this since i was little. on account of the autism#i just. dont get why its such a big deal to people.#i cant wrap my head around it at all#not nonbinary not a girl not aegender not a man but a secret fourth thing#(man but i do it my way instead of everyone elses way)#unfortunately doing it my way just. leads to the misgendering dimension. for some reason
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sometimes I think about writing and singing music not because I’m an incredible singer but because no one has my fucking voice, especially in popular music, and its disheartening to be born a girl, told you’ll only get girl roles or try to voice match other girls, or ‘sing with the girls’ and then only be able to match male voices because you’re a fuckin tenor and not anything higher. I can’t think of any girl Broadway roles I can hit all the notes on. Most songs I love I have to pitch down for myself or use falsetto for singing along to. It bothers me a lot less now because I’m an adult who’s more secure in myself but as a teen in kids musical theatre it FUCKED with me, BAD style. And I know for a fact that even now when I hear people with a voice like mine singing I get excited and immediately invested in their work because they’re like ME, finally, for once. A brother in this world of being afab and having the voice of a recently pubescent boy forever. Maybe I should be that brother too.
#Using randomly gendered words because that’s me now but hey#Regardless of if you were born afab and are a girl 100% or if you were born afab and are someone else#It STILL sucks to always be grouped along with ‘girls’ just because of your voice and realize#You CANT hit that. You can’t hit the mark for ‘girl’. You’ll never achieve that without like. Hrt#Just say THE VOCAL CLASS. Like. Sopranos sing with this. Tenors with this. Bass with this. Etc#Then it doesn’t hurt! But nooo instead they’re looking or ‘sing with the other girls’ and you fucking can’t#And it gives you a crisis at age 14#Anyway all I know is when other people who were assigned female at birth and aren’t on something they changes ones voice#and just happen to have born with the same deep ass voice as me. It makes me proud to hear them use it#Because not enough people do. It’s like we’re all collectively embarrassed or something#I see so many sad posts from teenagers posting their dream roles and the reason they won’t get it is ‘girl’#and it’s like. I remember being that kid. Never able to get a female lead because of my voice. Never able to get a male lead because of gir#Even though my voice and appearance could easily swing male. Nope! You’re GIRL. So you’re doomed to background forever :)#I got 1 lead role and it was when I was at my most feminine and was also for a villain that was a fat hag#I LOOOOVED playing her im aunt sponge forever. BUT. Never getting one again after that… showed me. Something#More gender blind casting and more songs just written for tenors please#doing just ONE of those things would probably solve the issue#But both please because I’m greedy and I want what I couldn’t have for every kid today#(And also me in the future in adult community theatre. Haven’t had time/too intimidated so far but I WILL go back)#And before anyone questions the language on this post. I STRUGGLED with how to word it#TERFs begone. I love trans people. I am nonbinary and some form of intersex (pcos).#I just word it this way because of like. Where we all start#Whether we stay GIRL girls or realize we’re somewhere in between. It crushes us either way to have the ‘wrong’ voice to do anything#Because it did me at first. And I’m otherwise GLAD to be confusing#I’ve come to love my deep voice it baffles others and they never know what to call me it really helps the whole ‘what am I’ presentation#But. In terms of certain things. Like being in theatre in the deep south#It certainly does not help and can be disheartening#Especially back when I was younger and more self conscious#lion’s lair
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#VENT#VENT TAGS AHEAD !!#so the job is...awful.#i applied for 20-25 hours#they asked if i could do 30#and now theyre pushing me into 40.#i didn't realize that when i agreed to 30 that was NOT binding (i should have known because it wasn't in my job offer. but i am 19 and--#ive never had a job offer letter before. even tho this is just retail)#and i can't adjust my availability for 90 days.#and since i put full availability expecting 25 hours max#now i have FULL 24/7 AVAILABILITY ON FILE for three months at least#and i have no idea what to do because this means i cant commit to any classes coming up for college#but ive been job hubting for months and barely got anything#and if i lose the job i have to move back in with my dad which is almost worse#whats wirse is my leader/boss is so mean. im not saying this lightly#i dont want to get into it but im barely a week in and he's made disrespectful and pushy comments towards me#has basically told me to stay late (which theoretically i cluld say no; but im still on my three months of 'we will fire you if we want to'#and like i said. need the job.#so he told me to stay late knowing i cant really say no#he's given me a frankly absurd amount of work (instock and i get carts filled woth 2-3x their max capacity unorganized and dangerously--#overloaded) and then he pushes me and snaps at me to get it done in an absurdly short timeframe while im still in TRAINING#im afab and present femme as i haven't transitioned irl and he is so ragingly sexist#he often just refers to me and the other girl being trained as 'girl' or 'that girl#and to top it all off#i took this job over a second interview at a place i really liked#because i thought the hours at this olace would be more consistent#nope! full time! surprise!!#and now im kicking myself so fucking hard over it. i feel like i fucked up so hard#and my friend i moved here with has been home for two months and will be this month so im just. alone. and i don't really have anyone to#turn to. im just so very stressed and tired and lonely
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