#but i dont currently have a therapist

[faggotflint]

Okay, so, I called about getting on T and the ONLY clinic within 2 HOURS of me, REQUIRES a therapist and doctors notes, AND a referral, which means I have to get a new primary care physician because my current one is incapable of referring me for some goddamn reason

[rapidhighway]

just wrote 1k words of vent, oof

[bueris]

okay maybe I should seriously reconsider my path in life and sell my soul to marketing or journalism instead

[a-so-called-person]

Hey you might think its weird that i put this on my arcane obssesed blog its in the tags So today i was looking trough the website of the new school that im gonna attend this year and like. Im just realizing that they werent fucking kidding when they said it was the best school in my (big) city THERE ARE FUCKING national celebrities in maths and art coming to the events organized there to tell us shit and im like?? Theres NO way that im climbing the social ladder of society rn IF I EVER TURN INTO A SNOBBY BITCH CLOCK ME TF OUT IMMEDIATLY you hear me???? I have middle class origins its not as if i have some inherent conection to the lower classes. Like if u do not get what im getting at im just deeply afraid that im gonna use the fact that i go to this higher education school like a coping mechanism to coax my own insecurites and then turn around and look down on other ppl who have not been lucky enough in life SO IF I EVER TURN INTO A SNOBBY BITCH CLOCK ME TF OUT IMMEDIATLY it would be greatly appreciated 🙏🙏 thank you

[absolutelyzoned]

its me and my inability to compromise against the world

[autisticlee]

I have this problem where I randomly experience loss in skills, and other times i'm a master at that same skill. this happens with drawing a lot for example. one day nothing works. i cant draw at all. lines don't make sense. shapes don't make sense. it's a mess that looks like my art from when I was 4. other times (rarely anymore tbh) everything makes perfect sense and I can draw easily and quickly and i'm very happy with how it comes out. this is why I can't pump out art weekly or even monthly. I hate it and don't know how to fix it 😅

[s-ccaam-era-crepe]

am i aware getting new things is okay and fine? yes. do i want to do it? no and im going to have several meltdowns about it instead.

[the-acid-pear]

Guy who gets so distressed he straight up starts looking for a side therapist

[sp00ky-scary]

sometimes i think about how early this year i was talking to a friend who has ocd about some mental brain things and she told me that what i was describing very much sounded like ocd (something that has been said to me many times by many different people) and then later that day i had a mild breakdown over the concept of potentially having ocd and was very very in denial about even maybe having it, but in retrospect that breakdown/meltdown whatever does not help my case

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[kohakhearts]

well folks its been a good two months of denial but i am finally ready to admit that the reason everything sucks is because of major depression relapse. if i werent so depressed id make this everyone elses problem by projecting it on to blorbo but alas

[boyswanna-be-her]

There's like a lot of backstory I don't feel like explaining but atm I'm losing where I live bc my mom doesn't like my life choices (volunteering, dating bfr), and the only way I can afford to move out is to rent a room with a stranger (provided i find someone with no pets who will let me have my cat, bc Mimi is aggressive with other pets sadly) or find a place to rent with BFR. And like, it's objectively stupid to move in with each other this fast but my options are such shit right now that it's looking like I'm willing to make this objectively stupid decision! Thanks mom! Really great work valuing my choices and helping me stay in the safe, stable housing i've had for the past FIVE years. Christ.

[inkubye]

[number-one-hog-hater]

Dennis tries to give therapy a shot but due to ruining so many people's lives he is barred from every single therapist in philly.

[robinsnest2111]

have awoken from my slumber, still got a slight headache but feeling way better than before.

anyway I really need to get a job as soon as I can, getting new soles put on my boots is kinda pricey and I don't have the funds right now :/

[vanillabat99]

I don't think I'm at a "Take me to the hospital" level of crisis, but I do think I'm getting there. However, I don't think I could ever willingly go to the emergency room again. I'm not sure what my options are.