Tumgik
About
Privacy Policy
Removal Request
Visit Blog
Explore Tumblr blogs with no restrictions, modern design and the best experience.
Fun Fact
Tumblr Inc. has $15.1M in annual revenue.
#and i dont have another counseling appt for three ish weeks so uhhh
piplupod
·
2 months
Text
.
#i just wish someone would look at me and Know that im not doing well fjfkdl
#struggling so hard to stop myself from taking self destructive action against myself bc boy howdy i just want to fuck myself up
#and then maybe someone would look at me and go ''hey u dont look like ur doing so well - do u need anything?''
#but thats never worked in the past and theres that whole thing of ''if u want help u need to ask for it''
#unfortunately. asking doesnt seem to work very often. i seem to have to Show people somehow that im not okay. like prove it to them
#both medical ppl and my family fjfkdl
#so here i am again trying to stop myself from [redacted] bc I shouldnt have to prove to anyone that im not okay
#honest to god idk who to even talk to about anything. like the workers at the centre are not counselors/therapists
#and i dont have another counseling appt for three ish weeks so uhhh
#but im kind of like... i need smth idk. i feel like im on the verge of some kind of really bad breakdown
#i cannot keep going on the way i currently am - that much is clear.
#but idk what can change really. other than getting the girl to give me space fjfkdl
#but the bugs and the abuse and the exhaustion and the food will all continue to exist just the same
#nothing can be done about any of that! RIP!
#i think honestly i just want a good long hug fjdkdl im just so scared and tired fjfkdl and tired of being scared tbqh
#oh well !!! i cannot want for what i cannot have! wants don't exist unless i can fulfill it myself easily! otherwise theyre not allowed!!!
#pippen needs 2nd breakfast
2 notes
·
View notes
Last Seen Blogs
giant-idiot
Giant-idiot
roleplay012xyzcom
[👓PEGI12,18*] 🏂Roleplay.012xyz.com - Gaming & More
ipeo689wallet
@IPRO689(มี@นำหน้า
suzannerogers
Journey to Better Living.
ghostlytimemachineunknown
Untitled