#but i do what i want babey
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genuinely one of the most life-ruining things i've seen today. what the fuck what the fuck what the fuyck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what t the fuck what in the fucking fucking fuck seriously what the fuck im about to start screaming what the fuck what the fuck dnt you know how abnormal i am about them what the motherfucking fuck aHELP ME
#i need to be medically sedated.#all i wanted out of this season was an acknowledgement about those two and how they're dealing without their dad#and i wanted at least one conversation#and i got both#PLUS THIS#what fo you fucking MEAN we finally get a childhood snapshot of rafe and sarah im about to be so violently ill do you understand how#important this is to me#we are on the raod to reconciliation babey#thank you jesus and also god#sarah cameron#rafe cameron#outer banks season 4#obx s4 spoilers#outer banks#mine
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"People are impressed when you tell the truth, especially if it's not in your best interest to do so."
#i've been dying to gif this scene for a while bc look at them!!!!!#it's one of my favourite interactions between all 3 of them but that lisa/carla look just....... that's coparenting babey!!!#lisa having no idea what to say to betsy bc she wants to be honest but doesn't want to make her feel worse#the way she turns to carla for help#that look of 'what do i do idk what to say'#'she trusts you more than she trusts me'#and carla's expression of 'go on then say something comforting you can do it'#and then lisa says the most neutral least comforting thing and gives betsy that dumb smile at the end... idioooooot!!!#and then betsy does feel worse lmao#awkward 'idk what normal human interaction is' lisa swain i need you so soooo bad#swarla#lisa swain#carla connor#mygifs#*
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Grips my shirt and tears it apart so that all the buttons go flying and SCREAMS I love Law and Cora so much what the FUCK!!!!
#Shima speaks#SLAMS MY HEAD INTO THE WALL. BREAKING THE PLASTER. LEAVING A HOLE#AGHHH. AGHHFHF HELP#Cora who saw a kid so angry and bitter at the world decided to throw away everything to save him despite the whole WORLD saying he couldn’t#Law who finally realized there’s still hope left in the world and hope left for him and there’s someone willing to sacrifice EVERYTHING#Just to save him. Just to give him a fighting chance. Just to let him be FREE#Law who came to realize how much Cora meant to him and how much love and care Cora had for him. Then losing all that in an INSTANT#The one person he cared about more than anything sacrificed his LIFE for him#And Law spent the next 13 YEARS working to avenge Cora…naming his pirate crew getting tattoos fashioning his Jolly Roger ALL after Cora#TATTOOS!!! HE GOT PERMANENT MARKINGS ON HIS BODY SYMBOLIZING CORA#I’M. GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE AND BLOW UP. WHAT THE FUCKKKKKK#Oda writing the most epic revenge quest in history#They mean so much to me I’m GOING to die. Right here and now#Cora giving up everything for Law and Law giving up everything for Cora…THAT’S TRUE LOVE BABEY#No matter what kind of form it comes in that’s TRUE. LOVE. PERIODT#One Piece#Do you think Law still would have gotten tattoos symbolizing Cora if Cora had lived. I wonder about that sometimes.#I feel like he would. I feel like he’d wear them proudly and Cora would be SO embarrassed about it#Law’s not shy about shit like that he’d be super smug about it too#Law: You saved me and gave my life meaning why WOULDN’T I want to permanently mark my body to honor that#Cora: Because it’s embarrassing! Lawwww!!! 😭#Law: Too bad doing it anyway <3#Cora: You know what. Fine. But I’m getting a tattoo that symbolizes YOU#Law: PLEASE???#Cora: WH. WAIT THAT BACKFIRED THAT IS NOT HOW YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO REACT#Cora you NEED to match his freak okay.#I heavily hc Law to be absolutely unhinged over the people he cares about#Like scarily possessive AND obsessive kind of unhinged#He and Cora can have an unhealthy codependent relationship. As a treat <3#Okay shutting up now SORRY I’m just. Unwell. Sighs dramatically
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as a dragon, it is very important to have opinions about your human companion's style decisions.
[words by @baronetcoins, pictures by yours truly]
#em draws stuff#temeraire worldbuilding collection#our scene must to the battle fly#le roy d'armes des françois (dit montjoye)#kinda wanted to color this but it has been in sketch phase all summer and also I'm siiiiiiick#don't have the patience for anything much after the hand-lettering...#also. I need to get better at layout and drawing speech bubbles but also that requires practice and I don't have the enthusiasm#yknow what I do have enthusiasm about? DRAGONS babey#...realized just now that honoré should be in harness for this one but I don't want to go back and add it in. hnnnngh.
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Barbie movie be like: you’ve seen and felt the pain that patriarchy will inflict on you,do you still choose this?you choose to be a woman,be yourself,endure this pain?do you choose girlhood,despite everything you will lose?and the answer is yes.
#that’s what I got out of the scene with Barbie and Ruth at the end#Barbie not only chooses to become human she chooses to become a human woman in a patriarchal world#and she’s happy to do it because she’s being herself and doing what she wants and being who she wants#fuck dude#barbie#barbie movie#barbie spoilers#this movie is so trans babey holy shit#I don’t have a vagina and he doesn’t have a penis#ALSO:NOT CHOOSING BEING A WOMAN TOO FUCK!!!!this movie man…bro…
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best thing about being really into a character with very little screen time is you can just make things up about him. what are you gonna do prove me wrong
#thank u jonny sims for the character but i can take it from here#he can fight me himself if he wants with needles's seven minutes of screentme#ok cool!! he was a theatre kid now#they know ink5oul#they’re friends or nemeses or a secret third worse weirder thing#into bugs because they’re little guys that they don’t need to touch to be able to admire#looks at moths for fun maybe even pins them. does it with their own needles. piece of themself in their work and all that#at one point one of the mutuals suggested needle felting and i incorporated that into my belief system immediately#because it’s implied that his needles are barbed!! you know what else is barbed!!#felting needle babey#so now my hc is DOES do the needle felting but in a fidgety way where he just kind of plays with it in their hands and it works out because#of the needles#he would have fidgety habits you can pry that out of my cold dead hands#also he/they#just because they dont have confirmed pronouns#i could go on#i probably will go on in the morning#but for now i must take my leave#needles tmagp#< so i can find this later#leaving this in the tags bc the formatting is better for my 3am brain. i will probably make a proper post about it in the morn
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// soon to be adding Illario to the roster but specifically the version of him that possessed by envy (cut content we mourn you). he can get added to the companion roster after murder of crows. all the cards are down as this is less of the casanova persona but more illario the cold, unsheathed blade. still playful/flirtatious, but has less reason to pretend he finds someone impressive. lot of spats between him and luc in the lighthouse as he gradually shifts away from always trying to be "better" than his cousin.
having seduced and betrayed his targets, this 'unmasked' version of him is slow to trust, and he's glad if the feeling is mutual. still, he wants to be trusted again, at least by lucanis. most of all by lucanis.
he's resistant to mind tricks since persuasion and social trickery are his most powerful tools. if one were to glimpse at his mind, everything is perfectly structured. envy is a new addition, but it keeps to quieter corners. it seethes on old memories, always reliving his worst moments. his failures. and how he felt, how he wished he was someone else.
in another life he might've been a better person, but he was raised on resentment and neglect in this one. it's hard to tell when its his emotions or when its envy influencing his thoughts.
envy, if anyone is able to see it, is both cowardly and incredibly vicious. unlike spite, it wishes to take over illario's body and soul entirely and become a better version of him. its silhouette is similar to a serpent coiling around his shoulders, its constantly trying to 'blind' illario to reason with its many arms.
when fighting, an extra set of shadowy arms appear on illario's body and it makes him a lethal in-your-face scrapper with acrobatics thrown into the mix
main development is illario letting go of the three poisons of ignorance, attachment, and aversion. reconciliation with his cousin is the big first step, then slowly embracing generosity. he is, by all definition, reduced to nothing in terms of status and what bonds he has, and he has to accept that before beginning the necessary steps of a new life.
#scribe / ooc.#/ the writers are trying to tell us that zara. a 40-60-ish magister that was raised in the pit of vipers#/ was genuinely charmed by his pretty boy persona? she knew he was trying to play him and she played him too#/ subtle blood magic weavings to 'encourage' some of the darker impulses#/ this is not to dismiss what he did in terms of fratricide since that was all him babey#/ but some demon and maleficar influence sprinkled in for fun never hurts~#/ ough apologies for low activity past few days. been busy#/ but if anyone wants to do anything with the lesser dellamorte -opens palms-#/ hopefully i can get more done this weekend! stay safe y'all <3
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teeth are better left stained, crooked, and sharp, in my humble opinion...
#in MY opinion........ everyone else wrong#as long as ur teeth dont cause pain or problems... dont worryy abt it babey#and gaps! i like a tooth gap. they hold so much personality#but shrug. do what u want. fix whatever. dont get veneers tho. leave ur healthy teeth ALONE !!
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get his tits out gmonday (this is not ship art ty)
#I was going to do multiple doodles but i am tired and want to post this so. Here#the riddler#barbara gordon#batman unburied#edward nygma#the riddler secrets in the dark#I haven't drawn anything in so fucking long#Art school drop out baby. Stem student babey#When i say 'not ship art ty' what i do mean is please don't tag it as such or rb with tags acting as though it is that lol
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not everything spiritual or "weird" is a delusion or delusional attachment (challenge impossible).
But no, seriously, do NOT assume people's spiritual beliefs are delusions and vice versa, do NOT say people's delusions are spiritual.
You do not have the right or consent to reality check people without permission, and people are not "crazy" or "delusional" when they have beliefs that exist outside of proven science.
It drives me CRAZY, that people, especially skeptics, call people terms like "delusional" or call people insults, just because they have different beliefs than you.
You literally are an ableist cunt if you do this shit.
#babey posts#spirituality#actually nd#witchblr#madpunk#idk what else to call this#just stop doing it please#i just saw someone call otherkin a cult and delusional like shut the fuck up#PLEASE STFU#they are different things and NO ONE besides those that identify that way WANT YOU TO CALL PEOPLE THAT#everyone wants you to stop using terms like DA and delusions like that
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I really wanna do a emilycharliealastor thing that starts of as top sadist with a corruption kink x bottom sadist with a corruption kink x stupidest purest angel in the universe who thinks she lost her virginity because she kissed a girl one whole time 300 + years ago,
But eventually after Emily (deeply, deeply fucking considering renaming her Emem, like Al suggests it as her new Fallen name) falls, and now Alastor and Charlie have a weird third in their marriage, she gets bullied so badly by Vaggie during her adjustment period that she has multiple suicidal mental breakdowns. And Alastor is like, really weirdly kind to her?? Em thinks that this is all her punishment for being a lesbian, Alastor tells her this is her redemption arc because now she gets to be herself, and help people without all of the insane and unhealthy weight of a police state ruining her sense of morality. Particularly, that survival isn't pretty, and its rarely good or moral to do it. Privileged people get to live, everyone else(black people) have to fight just to get by.
Vaggie overhears and is actually so fucking suprised by now empathetic and good of a speach that is, Alastor is immediately offended because fuck you I'm still evil fuck off. She wants to apologize for being petty(she had absolutely every right to be petty) but Al tells her to wait and let Em do hers first so her effort isn't wasted by forgiving her immediately after their fight. And then he coaches Em into a pretty good apology.
And like, idk a bunch of angel based lesbian spitroasting. Ya know how it is. Charlie's strap, Alastor being a pervert as always-
Problem: this is show lion au shit. And I haven't written any of that, so I'd have to explain everything in the notes I guess lmao. Like, in my au Vaggie was an angel. But she wasn't an exorcist, she was just a normal human. She eventually gave in to her Gay™ and kissed a girl, they got caught and the girl immediately accused Vaggie of assaulting her so Vag got punished while the other angel didn't (white women are always victims, while the horrible, aggressive brown lesbian was the aggressor. Classic bullshit racism and unfair judgment). Emily was the one who carried out this sentence. But again, police state, Em can't NOT punish Vaggie without drawing attention to herself, especially as a black woman. But Vaggie got tossed aside, and Em had to deal with the guilt and the guilt of what she did to everyone else too. This wouldn't be Atropa timeline wise, but same bones. Might write it still tho, I want Em to be complicated and interesting and also noncon'd
#idk#i do like this idea a lot tho#i first heard the name emem in vtm and every time i think of emily my brain goes back to that#also its Nigerian and she is a black woman so its more fitting and cool while still doing the seraphim joke#emily is kinda dumb name#ALSO#Em is a swan in my au#SWANSONG REFERENCE BABEY#Lute is a peacock#anyway Alastor deserves another wife and Charlie deserves to be jealous that theres a new victim#charlie:....ur bored of me aren't u#al: whatttt......noooo#charlie: thats why u want a new innocent girl huh. im too used up and corrupted#al: i love that ur corrupted. have u considered....... doing the corruption???????#charlie: hmn#anyway#fic stuff#my writing#fic idea#show lion!au#swans song!au#hazbin hotel#angelicsmile#radiobelle#emily x alastor#whats the new ship called#emchastor#thats nothing
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#one piece#sanji#black leg sanji#everysanji#dressrosa#ch701#first chapter being queued in 2025 babey#some work life updates ig... i have started officially learning both the pasta bar and the sushi bar#truly becoming more and more like sanji every day /j#but im sooooooo ready to be done with this job#i enjoy working in restaurants enough and it'll always be smth i can fall back on but#i'd much rather be in museums and education type fields...#ive got a seasonal work site bookmarked so i'll check that around july and august#and see if i can find anything. there are so many interesting summer jobs listed righ tnow#like if i wasnt attached to my current summer job or wanted to try smth new i could just#move to maryland and learn how to sail historic sailing vessels for 4 months#or go to alaska and do day boat tours/cruises#which i just might someday idk they both sound really interesting and right up my alley#and thats kinda what i love about seasonal work... able to travel a lot and get paid to do it#and you can find jobs that provide housing so you dont even have to worry about that#the downside is that my legal address is still my parents place and none of these places provide insurance#so once i turn 26 next year i'm sol there. i'll cross that bridge when i get there ig
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Since I have finally defeated the horrors*, I'm starting to catch up on World Beyond Numbers after having fallen behind when school started after arc 1, and I did in fact have to pause to take a walk to get some baklava before getting too far into the Citadel food crawl because it is late afternoon and I was not gonna make it.
#*technically i finished classwork last week but i only got the last of my grades back last night and thank FUCK.#i did get straight As and thats what matters 😌#on a tangentially related note (being a nerd) idgaf about the discourse i want to be a citadel wizard so bad.#this place is like. nyc meets venice. in the desert. I WANT TO LIVE THERRRRE#and also i wanna be steel when i grow up.#like i said do not care about the discourse I hear it's horrific i am a citadel wizard apologist and i do not take criticism at this time.#i am vaguely aware of the discourse and I do already have thoughts on it but I'll be waiting to say more until i meet the coven.#HOWEVER. wizard apologist babey. i am assuming my hat for the summer.#wbn
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You could stay forever, if you wanted (Patreon)
#Doodles#Max Vyer#Dexter Favin#Helix#Coraline#I blame plushy brain lol#I initially wanted this to be a Max-centric Coraline AU but I realized pretty quickly that Max would just straight up get button eyes#Like it would be barely a question he would fall for it hook line and sinker#''The Beldam doesn't go after adults because children's problems and trust in parental figures'' wrong - Max Vyer#He already falls into his own world of dreams and make believe you Cannot look me in the eyes and tell me this man wouldn't get his soul#eaten in exchange for getting to actually experience his fantasies he's so dumb ;;<3#So I had to switch it to Dex because he'd actually be a challenge and the Beldam loves games lol#Okay but also imagine - Max getting duped and Dex coming to rescue him hwehh#Coraline AUs are endlessly fascinating to me because they always cut right to the core of ''This is what you want - right?''#It's that Want Vs. Need babey!!! Gah it's so good <3#Here's another question - you think the Beldam would assume the form of Madame Vyer? 'Cause yes the Matriarch role but#It's hard to argue that Dex and Max aren't the most important figures in each other's lives and her wit would kinda need to be in full focus#But it's Definitely incorrect to limit their relationship to being just guardian/paternal/filial/platonic to really any degree#Would get real awkward real fast - another reason I had to switch to Dex 'cause again he'd Resist just agh how creepy! It'd be really creepy#All that to one side for now tho lol - I really love the twist of the knife option personally ♪#Of ''I see what you want and I can give it to you exactly how it would be in your real old life - don't you want that?''#It's so invasive! So intrusive! The little doll scouting out the disappointments that could be so easily ''corrected'' hwagh#Dex finally getting actually called out for his coddling Max from Max ''himself'' and promised that he could keep doing it#That's where it hurts - to be told that you don't have to change but that this is the way reality would conform around your decisions#Ow <3 I love that#Is it everything you hoped it would be? Are you ready to give in yet? Hhhh ♥
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Florida Panthers | 9.26.24 (x)
#niko mikkola#florida panthers#2425#CRYING SCREAMING THROWING UP#HE SPEAKS#AND HES SO SENTIMENTAL#PAUL CALLING HIM STRONGER FITTER FASTER#lucky 7s pair mention... ohhhhhh#“i love it here. when i first came it was a no brainer to come here. i think it was the best decision that ive made so far”#DO YOU WANT ME TO BAWL MY EYES OUT#“paul maurice doesnt believe the big finn has sniffed his ceiling” JAMESON PLEASE DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT DOES TO MY BRAIN#big finn#yeah babey!#i just think mikksy
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yummmmm i love smoothies !!!
#this one was really good. imo it would have been ELITE if i had had some more passionfruit guava yogurt but i made do#spinach. banana. strawberry yogurt. frozen mango and pineapple. almond milk. YEAH !!!!#i NEED more of that passionfruit yogurt though#i am back on my smoothie grind like i haven't been since maybe 2021... i'm BACK BABEY!#and it's also helping me to stay on top of dishes bc i can only wash the blender when the sink is empty#bc i don't have a sprayer and just have to fit everything i wash under the faucet in my TINY sink#like a play kitchen sink#food#i want to make a tag of food i make because it's fun to Post but i don't know what yet. not that a smoothie is really cooking but ykwim lol#my food#does that work? maybe so.
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