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noctuary-of-one · 2 years ago

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29.03.23

The present is a cemetery for the past and I linger like a phantom. I lowered old histories to rest, shortly before I unburied them. I lie in familiar coffins, ask ghosts what they'd be feeling if it were me instead of them. This moment is weathered like old pages, my fingers decayed right down to the bone. So long as I hold the shovel, the present is an eternal act of necromancy.

-one

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bread--quest · 4 months ago

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visitor at our museum made a comment today that made me question a lot of things so i'm making a poll about it

the scenario: it is a beautiful day outside and by beautiful i of course mean "cloudy with a chance of rain". sky is gray. smells rainy. possibly already drizzling. you don't really know How rainy it's going to get, but there will definitely be Sky Water happening for a good portion of the day.

also feel free to mention where you're from, if you think it's relevant or just want to give a shout out to your location

#polls #the comment btw was that she was from australia (melbourne specifically i think)#and that it rained often there too but everyone had umbrellas with them #and for some reason no one here had umbrellas. and are we crazy #(it was raining today)#and i was like well of course we have umbrellas we just forgot to bring them but then i was like hm. DO we forgo umbrellas a weird amount??

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inkskinned · 2 months ago

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having good & true friends will literally save and protect you in a million unfathomable ways. like okay we have written so many times about lovers. but the way a platonic friend laughs and cries with you. the way they hold your hand at 14 years old and at 34. the way they keep a little silver tie to you, touching base over and over and over. how you can go years without talking, only to re-meet and discover: oh shit! you're still cool!

there are people who have been in my life for more than half of it, and i have loved every version of them. do you know how fucking beautiful that is. yeah love will save the world. but the way friends love you is gonna save the you.

#and before one of u is like '' i have no friends :(" i used to be there too actually #abusive partner cut me off from ALL of 'em. i didn't think i was lovable #it made me EXCEPTIONALLY shy. i still am actually!!!!#i just ... started saying ''yes.''#i would take pictures of flyers in my library and go to whatever events they had #i started taking community classes #if someone mentioned like ''i am gonna start x group'' i actually took a deep breath #and approached them to be like . okay i want in.#i started making the first move with new people - a small compliment #a smile or a little joke. just to share the space with them.#i have MASSIVE social anxiety. bad parent and bad relationship will do that to ya.#but i just... kept going. and going. and going. to each of these little things. and then...#like. .... idk i just am very blessed. i have a STUPID number of friends #a lot of which i reconnected with. bc it turns out love is never wasted. adult life just.#like. gets in the way. but also... i loved u as a weird little kid. i love u now as a weird big adult.#i promise i PROMISE ur friends are out there. u just have 2 find them. and btw #i didn't make friends with everyone. but i did get a lot of people to smile or laugh.#aint that something.#this process took me something like 2 years. it was HARD!!!!!!!!!!#i love u!!! hard things are often worth it!!!

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marsipain · 4 months ago

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Norwegian Mikus :)

Left is Miku as a russ and right is Miku in a bunad!

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krowtesque · 29 days ago

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1/2

#almost done with third semester and i get it now. i get it now #p5 #persona 5 #akira kurusu #ren amamiya #goro akechi #shuake #akeshu #persona #this one is too cringe for instagram so it’s a tumblr exclusive. for now #my art #i already hate how this comic turned out but if i don’t post it now i never will #i did miss drawing comics though i should do that more often #edit: i noticed a typo a full day after posting. sick and twisted. it’s fixed now

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chloesimaginationthings · 5 months ago

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Happy 1 year anniversary to FNAF ruin!!

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aropride · 1 year ago

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looks at the ethics board with my big wide autistic eyes and they say fineee you can do human experiments and i say YAYYY :3 !!!!!!!

#text #DO U KNOW HOW MUCH I AM HINDERED BY ETHICS BOARDS IN MY IMAGINARY SCENARIOS. ITS WAY TOO OFTEN #why do i spend so much time imagining scenarios where im defending an experiment to an ethics board Well i cant answertthat

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mythicalcoolkid · 5 months ago

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You don't wish your disability was worse or more visible, you wish your disability was taken seriously. Please stop confusing the two, I guarantee you would not get the support you need JUST by being more severe or more visible. Please listen to visibly disabled people when we tell you it isn't better on our side

#m/cc #mine #I tried extremely hard to word this nicely because I KNOW people don't mean bad and often even know there are unique challenges #and believe me I know the challenges of invisible disability too!!#I have invisible disabilities!#but as someone who has also been at least visibly 'off' since they were 10 I am SO SICK of invisible disabilities being hailed as like #a unique extra oppression that us lucky visibly disabled people don't have to deal with #there are challenges to invisible disabilities that visibly disabled people DON'T have to deal with!#but you need to understand that *the reverse is also true*#there are MASSIVE benefits to being able to lie about your disability for example #or not dealing with the overt ableism that comes with your disability being obvious to everyone #*I do not have the option to pretend I'm not disabled.* that is never an option I have #I walk weirdly. I use a mobility aid now. my speech and face are 'off.' I lean to one side #for a long time I wore sunglasses 24/7 and often didn't make sense. I sometimes can't speak or won't react to others #for the most part people will always know that at the very least something is wrong with me #and more obviously I have people telling me they'll pray for me; telling me I can't do things I'm already in the process of doing;#wanting to shake my hand to tell me I'm an inspiration for not killing myself; giving me dirty looks for existing in public #and yes. I'm aware that this is very much an in-community issue. I know the average abled person doesn't know invisible disabilities exist #that's why there's so much awareness happening for it #but as a visibly disabled person I get SO TIRED of constantly hearing 'I wish my disability was visible :'('#it's just 'I wish I had your disability!' but from other disabled people

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ionomycin · 1 month ago

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heartblood

#artists on tumblr #blood #organ #the first one is actually a redraw of an old piece #from 2019 #i should do redraws more often honestly #there were some cool concepts #that i didn't have the skills to execute back then #i hope years from now i'll look at my art from today #and think the same #i want to keep growing for as long as i live #becoming the best artist i can be #it often feels like it'll never be enough #like there's artists of such incredible unreachable skill #but then i remember almost all of us feel that way #those artists probably too

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an-established-butt-dent · 26 days ago

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Solas x Lavellan

Dragon age the Veilguard

Tel banal, ara'ma

It won’t be terrible if you’re with me.

Available as print here.

#I enjoyed this process So MUCH #And what a process it was. In one wip Solas looked a little bit too beat up... to balance the line of disheveled and on the brink of death #Is a delicate line #And painting these floating stones was such a joy! Good practice too as I don't often draw spacious and atmospheric scenes #I should do it more often. I was inspired by the concept art of Dai and datv. The amount of stories you can tell with the colors! LOVE #I tried a new technique for painting the skin and it was challenging. I layered transparent colors over a black and white shadow sketch.#A technique usually kept for oilpainting but it translated surprisingly well in digital media #And side note. Aren't these the wettest eyes of Thedas? I'm proud.#Solavellan #solasmance #dragon age the veilguard #dragon age #solas #solas dragon age #solas x female lavellan #Post datv #datv spoilers #datv fanart #Solavellan fanart #Da4 #da: the veilguard #veilguard spoilers #my art #Solavellan heaven #<- new tagg we went from hell to heaven ^^#DazeChroma #Daze chroma #Myart #digital drawing #Digital painting

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dilfsisko · 3 months ago

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i feel like people often equate spice tolerance with spice enjoyment. Like not being able to exactly handle spicy foods does NOT mean i won't continue to seek them out. I will simply suffer for my enjoyment of food.

#els.txt #food #i genuinely LOVE food and eating actually. like not in a 'haha quirky depression' way or whatever but #i look forward to food. it's a simple need that is so often over looked and should be appreciated #(also before anyone comes in with 'but well i have an ED' i understand <3333 i do too (arfid) <3. but i still think food should be loved)

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arttsuka · 3 months ago

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I made @wolfythewitch 's fox Bill design out of polymer clay